Fragment of Dreams
Dream One: I'm in some strange place, in the dream it reminds me of a community theater that I used to act in when I was in high school. Awake, it looked nothing like the place, lol. I'm texting the friend of a friend who passed away (and since they keep appearing in my dreams I'm going to call the friend who died C and the friend of C I'm going to call L) I can't remember much of what we're texting. I know I'm sending him pictures of things around me, and we're just kind of shooting the breeze, much like I do with my own best friend. For some reason there are 6 bathtubs in the room, each one in a different pastel color (blue, yellow, green, pink, etc etc etc) They are also numbered. I decide to take a picture of them and send them to L. I send him a picture of the first three, and he tells me he wants to see what number 6 looks like. I go to take pictures of the last three, but then realize that there are 9 and not only 6 and I wonder how i missed that to begin with. Then an old "frenemy" (a guy who was either my good friend or worst enemy, but not usually in between and constantly shifting roles) shows up (I'll call him B). He's now friends with L, and I suddenly wonder if he has ever said mean things about me to L because I'm not sure if he's my friend right now or enemy. I feel like becoming friends with L is going to make B give me trouble again. Anyways, when B shows up, I get all nervous and uncomfortable, and then B lets it drop that L has hurt his leg or something and can't hang out and be fun. I worry about this, but B doesn't tell me what happened, he's that kind of person that enjoys seeing others fret. So I go to text L and ask him what happened, but my phone is suddenly on a call with him. We both say hey, and then he starts to say something, but a little kid walks up to me adorably, and I blurt out "Hey little guy! are you lost?" then L is confused and asks if I just called him a little guy, I laugh and explain that no, I'm talking to a little kid that just walked up to me. Then I tell him I have ADD and my brain skips back and forth between what I'm supposed to be paying attention to and what's around me. But I'm still paying attention! He laughs and says ok, then starts to talk again but this time I see a unicorn and I'm in awe and interrupt him again telling him I'm seriously looking at a real live unicorn right now! Then, I feel bad for interrupting him again and apologize and promise not to do it again. I walk over to a wall where all I can see if the wall and not be distracted and ask him what happened to his leg. He tells me that he got drunk with B and B actually accidentally shot him with something. It didn't like break the skin, but left a huge bruise and swelling that's causing him to limp. This distresses me and I spin around to look at B, but he's not there anymore. Instead I see the kid and the unicorn and I have to Awwww about the kid petting the unicorn. Then L laughs again and tells me that I'm entertaining to talk to because he doesn't know what to expect to come out of my mouth next. I wake up. Dream Two: I'm walking into a mall looking place, and I think I'm some sort of agent, or maybe I'm just looking for a missing agent. I find the agent I'm looking for, and tell him he's being looked for. He starts off down to an ally, and I follow him but I don't think he realizes I am. He goes down a secret staircase, and I follow there too. When I get into this base, I realize I shouldn't be here and leave. When I get back up to the street I walk back towards the mall like building. A security guard sees me, and starts chasing me though! I run down the street, and somehow end up in on a country dirt road. There's a cop car behind me, and I'm somehow outrunning it. A farmer steps into the road behind me between me and the cop car, and starts asking the cop what he's doing. The guy buys me time to disappear into the corn, and I'm really grateful. I decide to go back to the mall thing and try to find the agent again and ask for him to help me find a place to hide. When I get back to the mall though, a middle aged woman is standing at the door. She says she's been waiting for me, and then she literally shoots her hands off in my direction. I dodge them, and run into the mall hoping to find a place to hide from her and still look for the agent guy. The woman follows though, and her hands keep regrowing on the ends of her wrists and she keeps shooting them at me. I make my way through the mall dodging her hands and shooting beams of energy back at her from my own hands. I get fairly deep into the mall, and then there's an even older woman in there that the middle age woman calls mom. Apparently the middle age woman is asking her mom for advice on exterminating me since she keeps missing. I take that moment to run back towards the exit of the mall. I run right into the agent guy, who causes a big explosion, and then half picks me up and runs so he's sort of carrying me but my feet are still dragging the ground but I'm facing backwards so I can't regain my footing and run myself. When we get outside, he lets go of me and tells me to follow him. He climbs up a wall, and I follow. We jump over a couple of small squares made by this big fence and people are inside those squares. In one there's a few people all making out and in another a guy is sitting on a bench. He looks up at me and asks if I am who he's waiting for, but I'm pretty sure I'm not. I keep following the agent, and he leads me back to his secret stairs and down into an underground house. He brings me into a small den barely six by six feet, only big enough for a couch and a lamp table. He asks me if I'm ok, and I tell him I am. He asks me if I've ever been here before, and I tell him that I actually followed him earlier down here, but then left b/c I knew I didn't belong. He tells me that I do belong there, and that I should have stayed where I'd be safe. Then he pulls me closer and kisses me lightly, then I wake up. Dream Three (Fragment): I'm shopping with my BFF and I find lots of My Little Pony shirts, but they're all Generating three ponies. Dream Four (Fragment): I'm at my mom's house. A girl needs to use the bathroom, but the window has no binds so I have to hold a piece of paper over the window for her to have her privacy. I didn't type this entry backwards, I really did have my longer more detailed dreams earlier in the night and the fragment this morning. Last night was weird for me, lol.
One night, I was all alone in a dark room Dad’s outside searching; I sigh in relief. If he sees me, He will torture me with his unreasonable, nasty talk For sure. I cross my fingers and twitted to my friends. S.O.S. Top of the Mt. too sick to get down They must hurry, or I WILL be… … doomed forever. As the clock ticks to every seconds Dark shadows; unspoken fear and a ‘black thing,’ Eats away my existence. My soul, my body, my life, and my mentality, Drifts away with closing eyelids --------------------------------------------------------- Am I… running…? My identical twin almost flying at an inhuman speed, Carrying me on her back, She gives an enormous leap. Like a robot… Mental demolition As she turns her head towards me, Her long ponytail slaps me across my cheek, Leaving a red mark. FIGHT! What? FIGHT! I am still dumbfounded with this whole situation, But as I slowly look around Twelve maniacs run like bunch of zombies; Trying to exterminate my existence. Identify weapons, processing… … Two axes, six guns, one fire hose, five grenades, eight knifes. Condition; extremely dangerous. Need to evacuate imme… … Stop talking! … … Did I just say… … Push escape! Escape! Escape! A monster with no pupil roars and… Are they trying to eat me alive? Threat of life automatically allow my finger to push The ESC button from my computerize vision. Like a gust of wind dispersing a cloud of dust, That ‘thing’ disappears from its feet. The rest of them flinch back a little with growl and Share some eye contacts with each other. Capable of making rational decisions Danger level increase by 0.87 perce…n Wake UP! Alright, I can all see their blue website links They gradually encircle us into a corner. But I know how to erase them. Click, click, click The more I press the super, ultimate keyboard, The more their blue link turns black and Gone. Bye ~
Updated 07-11-2012 at 04:13 AM by 54881
Last night I attempted another WILD. It was a very strange night. I laid down and started my breathing and Mantra. (BTW, thanks Sageous: "Find Me" was much easier). I began to lose feeling in my arms and legs as my body shut down. pretty sure I was in SP for awhile. I didn't pay much attention to it, I just kept on concentrating on breathing and my mantra. I kept a small light on in my room but its set to go off at a certain time. While it's not 'bright' it was enough to trigger something when it went off. As soon as the light dimmed my vision behind closed eyelids went completely dark. I told myself that was just the light going off and kept on falling. However, as soon as the light went off I felt like a shadow had covered my thoughts too. I started seeing a face but it was very unclear. My heart started racing as I thought of all the evil things it could be. Then as I was s remembered that my subconscious is ME. Anything I see is ME! I almost embraced the dark shadow in front of me. Sent those "warm feelings" towards it. And then I fell asleep. No lucid or non lucid dream that I can remember. I always attempt a WBTB as well. I put on a gentle alarm at my optimal moment and I got up and got a drink and used the bathroom. When i laid back down I fell pretty quickly into sleep. When I woke I FELT like I had dreamed but have no recollection of the dream. Very strange. So, I think I need to re-read some of the WILDing techniques about that moment right before you fall asleep. Also, I think I should get rid of the light.
... imagined my (yet unmet) Physics professor explain some stuff on a green board. Looked like two solenoids. Also remember scaling over short walls and fences in what seemed like a (dark-red) tunnel with a few of my classmates. Not lucid for above. Was scared shitless by a ghost-like humanoid (irrational? thats me ) walking menacingly towards me. Didn't enter/stabilize the dream (very low lucidity) Now I wish I had :\ I plan to incubate this and kick some butt. Read somewhere 'round here that precogs which seem 'useless' might be a Spirit nudging us towards attaining a fourth sense. I've had a lot of those and I like the sound of it!
Non-dream Dream Just a couple more fragments... Dream 1: I find someone who knows a manager at Citi and he introduces me. I am about to find the truth regarding why Citi is screwing with everyone (raising interest rates and lowering credit lines) but my fiance woke me up. Dream 2: The same house is burned down twice (did I do it?). All I know is that it is justified. Dream 3: In a baseball game I get thrown out going 1st to 3rd on a base hit. Then I am playing as an outfielder (right field I think) but I have a horrible arm. I can barely make the throw to the cut-off man (this is very common in my dreams).
Non-dream Dream I recalled 3 dream fragments today. Dream 1: I am walking on a small strip of land surrounded by ocean. The water levels rise and there are tons of sharks in the water. A couple of them charge at me but don't bite. I swim to shore (which suddenly appears) and I get roped up to safety. Dream 2: I am grocery shopping (again) with a couple of people. Dream 3: People are signing the guestbook on my wedding website.
This morning I fell asleep after my alarm went off. When I woke up, I scribbled down "cat", and "the secret lies with Charlotte". I was very sure of what I was doing. I now have no clue what I was talking about. National Treasure reference?
I dont remember any dreams but when i looked back at my DJ this afternoon this is what i saw. "I am a fancy gentleman"
An impudent princess stands imposingly with a long thorny whip. “Give me your ring or I’ll kill you.” Basement with no exit, everywhere except where the princess poses is covered with somber grey cement. But most of all… I will die with one flick of that horrifying whip. Ok, got the circumstance. I give a servile tradesman’s smile, “Of course your highness.” I’m not shooting the Lord of the Rings, so I will give as much of this damn ring as she wants to escape from this extremely frustrating moment of my life. But still... … With much tender love and care… I’ve been keeping this for a long time… Well… farewell my friend. Before her whimsical mind devours her, I nimbly and cautiously hand her the green glowing ring. “Don’t need it ~★” Such an indiscreet princess! Pitches it to the rock hard surface. She expects a vexed expression, but only gets my stunning look of blank dismay. The capricious princess sigh in disappointment and continues, “I’ll give you Kyo-Mu instead.” I can feel a sudden burst of anger right up to my throat, flaring. But I quickly hide them with a poker face from her Sadistic hobby. By that way what’s a Kyo-Mu, she’s carelessly throwing away? As if to answer my question, the princess adds, “It’s yours now.” Selfish brat! You think I don’t know that? <-- Communicating with eyes of course Trying to detect any monkey business, I give her a full of suspicion look, only to get ‘My hand hurt, hurry up,’ Unconcerned, ignorant look. I quietly receive some black ash looking stuff from her. It’s the form of a black chick, eating a star candy from Spirited Away So small~ it fills my right palm with satisfaction; Blacky is so cute~ ♡ It plainly stares at me with a round, moist filled eyes “Your name is Kyo, Kyo from Kyo-Mu.” It seems to stimulate my pea-size Motherly love.
Updated 07-11-2012 at 02:15 PM by 54881
I saw my fear of going to university... Not making any friends OTL. It is for the first year students. For the first two weeks, we were familiarize ourself to university by routinely doing things as a group (eating luch, going around classes like a pre school student) (chicks following a duck) As I pass a classroom, I spoted one of my best friend. She was focused on her studying. At a lunch time. 1st year student had to eat lunch in this very dark and deep pit-hole looking tower (That seems to have no end to it) I didn't realize it was a prank, so me and my other friends sat in one of the brightest looking spot... As I was eating rice... I got scared of the pit hole ... It looked like a hell's gate... warm, moist filled air swooped with some disgusting smell of garbages... It was just ... unpleasant. I kept on shaking on my chopstick and end of spreading all my rice on everywhere, including on my friends' lap... They got sick of it... and try not to talk to me afterward... (made me feel abandoned... behind a group) As I reflecting on my dream, I realize it was a fear I have, going to university... where I do no know anyone. That fear allows me to avoid anything involving the university (making a timetable... keeping a deadline) It's also one of my biggest stress... which makes me even hard to LD. "You need to be awake in a real life, to be awake in your sleep." I need to face this fear for my sake to have a nice LD.
[COLOR="darkslateblue"]I was in this random room and I[/color] [color="seagreen"]RC'd. I was really surprised that I could breathe, I held my nose for long to be sure. I went out from a door and I was in the hallway of my childhood home. I remembered when my brother told me he kind of slided down the stairs in his first lucid, so I tried that, it was fun :D. I could fly very easily, I made myself float and then flied. That was fun as well. I can't really recall anything that happened after that, I remember thinking at some point "wow this sure is a long dream.." Oh yeah, and it was night.[/color]
Updated 01-11-2013 at 09:48 AM by 50369
Date: 04/07/2012 Place: My own bed Time of getting into bed: 2.30am Dream 1 - non lucid 6.16 am I am a young boy again, possibly 13ish. My family are all farmers and we own some considerable land and wealth. My father has recently died in a freak accident, of which my Uncle thinks my Mother is responsible. My mother and Uncle fight, but he remains around the home, does most of the work on the farm and raises us. Soon my eldest brother dies in a freak accident somewhere on the farm. My mother, who appears a bit unstable, involves me in some illegal activity which includes me standing outside a school, and dealing with big wads of cash. I have to smuggle the cash into a building, as I enter some guards try to pat me down, I hide the cash in my pocket, and luckily they don't find it and I get through. Then my mother murders my other brother, by drowning him in mud at the farm. My Uncle is angry and tries to stop her, but she thinks he is after the money. They fight for a long time, until eventually he locks her in a tractor, and she sinks into the mud, drowning. When we recover the tractor, she has left an envelope with my name on it, and inside is all the money they were arguing over (it was £4000) my Uncle seems sad, and I agree that he should be entitled to some of the money, so tell him to come and sit with me while I work it out. He starts talking about how I should buy a house with my money, and that he has seen a nice one nearby for £4000. *There is a fragment of dream here, and I was pretty sure it was the same dream as above, although it doesn't fit anywhere.* I get a card, which says 'Nodon' on the envelope. I know this is from a certain friend, because their email address includes the word Nodon. The card has lots of glitter and decoration inside it, and the letters have been written in brown felt tip, very neatly. I suspect it was 'Nodon's' wife who wrote it. It is congratulating me on something, but is written in a very silly and childish way, with 'Ni ni ni ni ni' written all over the text. It also includes a picture of me, which was taken from facebook, and I think the picture is terrible. I tell myself that I really must not forget to say thankyou to Nodon. Dream 2 - non lucid 8.23 am I am in a room, with lots of rooms attached to it in which people are living / store their belongings. A bit like a ship. None of the rooms are locked, and everyone is out, we are the only people here. (We are myself, little sister, and unknown DC) My little sister steals some jewellry from one of the rooms, and I tell her off, and make her put it back. We pass the room of a tattooist, and suddenly we set lots of machines off. The 2 girls (my sister and the DC) make me turn the machines off because I am the man. I do so. I am carrying around a file with lots of bits of paper in it, I keep going through the paper, checking off boxes and lists. The paper had a bigger role to play in the dream but I forgot it. However I am now going to a music concert, and start getting ready. I put on a white shirt, and the girls make fun of me, telling me I look silly. I go to the gig, and there is another man with a similar white shirt on. I talk to him. Dream 3 - non lucid There is a young girl (10 yrs old?) blonde, and a bit chubby. She is advertising what looks like a bottle of cooking oil. She says; 'If your body is unique like mine (meaning fat) then you need this!' Dream 3 - WBTB / WILD & 2 x FAs 9.34am This is where it gets weird, I woke up, got up to drink a little water, then after writing the previous entries in my DJ, I tried to WILD. Several times I got very close, and had to re-try. The man I am sleeping with turns around and says 'Shall we get up and have some food?' I am annoyed because I was trying to WILD, but I tell him 'Yes, OK then.' It wasn't until after I got up for the day that I realise this never happened. Must have been dreaming. Suddenly I felt the familiar onset of SP. There was no noise this time (woohoo!) just a really bizarre all over body feeling which I have grown used to. I welcomed it, and a few times it came and went as my concentration wavered. However soon I felt it flood my senses, and at this point I 'willed' my body to move. I felt my body sitting up, and leaving my other body sleeping behind. I kept thinking 'so how do I go from here, into a dream?' this was more like an OBE, it felt so absolutely real. Suddenly I lost it, and I was awake lying in bed. I decided to do an RC, in case it was a false awakening. For some STUPID reason, I held my mouth, not my nose, but I did realise I was dreaming and became lucid. I shouted out, 'I am dreaming!' and then decided to try and calm down, however I must have got a bit too excited, because I suddenly woke up. I was annoyed, but happy the WILD worked, so I started writing in my DJ. I put the time as 1.17, but put 1.77 by accident. I scribbled it out, and put 1.17 then suddenly, I woke up for real. It was a FA!! The time was really 9.34 I was so sure that I had woken up, what an idiot! ***NOTEWORTHY*** My family are not farmers I do have a friend whose email address is really Nodon Lucid FA
I was having trouble waking up for school today (no surprise there), and had a strange dream. A kangaroo was in a boxing ring with a cheering crowd, and he jumps right into the air, and kicks his opponent, some Chinese man. Bang, bang, bang, bang with both of his feet, and the guy is knocked onto the floor. Everyone cheers louder, and an announcer starts yelling things in gibberish. Then, the kangaroo pulls out a flame thrower and points it at the Chinese guy, who is begging for mercy, as the kangaroo burns him to death. Then, my mother shouts me and I'm awake.
Non-dream Dream I recalled a couple of very brief dream fragments today. 1. I am stuck in a house with two old people 2. I have lots of drugs 3. I am doing something really cool while shopping 4. I am with a fat old actor
1.me and a bunch of boy scouts sit at a boy scout camp and do nothing. 2.Edward norton and i fight(more play fighting thanactual fighting) inside a tent while it is raining. I saw Moonrise Kingdom last night so it probably explains these dreams.
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