lucid

For some reason most of my lucids start in my old house.

I was in my old house, and suddenly became lucid. My mum started asking where I was going and just as I was about to explain I was lucid dreaming the dream began to destabilise. I quickly rubbed my hands together and my feeling returned. I walked out the door and jumped into the sky and flew very high. I flew around the world a few times then decided to go to the Canadian alps. While there I summoned a parachute and a snow board be reaching behind me and puling it out.

On a other note I think I had a dream in a dream too :S

Weird things happen when you're sick and sleep deprived

Saturday 17/05/2008

I remember I was with someone else and in a wooden cabin with a tripple bunk bed. there was 2 boys already lying in the beds naked. One was blonde and the other one had black hair.
I remember going into the bottom bunk bed and closed my eyes to get to sleep and the boy with the black hair kept proding his cock softly in my face and I got extremely wet.

Thursday 12/5/11

This dream was lucid/semi-lucid and barely remembered. Excuse my half-assed DJ.

The dream was set in a large supermarket very early in the morning where no one was around, I decided to spend my time looking for something I could eat for breakfast. Instinctively I hover around the eisle with large trays of baked goods, eyeing at some tasty donuts. (GET IN MAH BELLEH)


I walked around for what seemed 30 minutes, trying to avoid the male sales assisstant who was persuading me to buy a heart-shaped box of chocolates.



Failing to find anything healthy I opt for buying a kit kat, I head to the till whilst a young woman with parted long brown hair served me, mentioning that I didn't have to pay because I made such a good impression (I also had no money). Before doing so she put a book to the side, making sure the 'clip' which looked more like a bookmark was inbetween the pages.

The book was a deep navy blue with sparkling dots which looked like stars and a wolf printed on the cover.

It became apparent to me that this clip was very important to her, I examined it carefully making sure she didn't notice me and wondered what must be so marvelous about it that she treasured it.

She smiled at me and thanked me for my purchase, I smiled back, pretending to be busy rummaging though my bag. I snatched the clip and ran outside the door and to the other end of the car park, slowing my pace once realising no one was chasing me.

I two ragged old woman crowding over what I assumed was a wounded body. I approched them to see what the sitation was at it ended up to be homeless women crowding round an i-pod and a cardigan which was on the grass.



My friend, Zara walked into the scene collecting her belongings and I greeted her, walking towards the group she was talking to which was beside the fence in a shaded area. I greeted the two men, one of them being a local drug dealer in RL.

I said something cool and witty to get their approval and tagged along.

We needed to get over the fence and somehow that meant sliding down a sand dune, whilst doing this the boy infront of me faceplanted the concrete road ahead.

I asked the others what their plans were and they told me they were going to visit Euan, another drug dealer and his 9 year old daughter who both have sexual relations.

We took the car


It was now that the whole dream reverses and starts at the beggining (at the supermarket).
The dream skips to when I stole the till lady's clip from her book. Instead of running out the shop I fly with several emplyees running after me.

Trusting my knees and pushing up I jump on several black woman's heads in order to stay in the air and gain height to fly further.
They all gasped and pointed stating I was an unusually big Zebra.



It was then that I got to the mystic tree where Euan (the drug dealer) got married, we all lined up and admired the country scenery and the old tree.

Euan's wedding was held at the mystic tree, the story I had heard from the others was that everyone took their bridesmaid dresses off, even the flower girls got naked in order for everyone to unite at the occasion, also feeling eachother and running through fields.

I scanned the ground for the dresses that were left and we all decided to wear them. The dresses were a ghostly, glowing ivory colour with wines growing on the front.



The sky darkened and we danced round the tree, circling branches and floating like fireflies. I looked down at the roots of the tree and there were giant glowing toadstools also spinning and dancing.


A woman walking several of her dogs approach and we panic. I signal the guys to start stealing her car whilst my friend, Rachel uses her powers to sheild the vicious, running dog from attacking any of us and giving us more time.



The guys start securing a big bag to the roof of the car and start filling the seats.

Rachel then tries to get rid of one of the several dogs, finding the only way was to teleport her and the dog to her bedroom in her house, she shh's the dog but unfortunately her mother comes upstairs and in her room to check what the noise was. Rachel then morphs herself into a dog as a disguise, giving a 'cute dog' expression to her mother. Her mother sighs and exits the room again.

The dream quickly skipped back to the scene with the car and the car starts rolling down the hill.

My alarm goes off in RL and I wake up

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I did WILD and entered the dream, knowing that it was a dream from the start. My room was dark but had a strange light that allowed me to see all in the room as usual. I then started thinking of how i was going to teeaport to the forest of den, since that's where I tried to WILD to. I become aware that the dream wasn't a stable one, so I then was about to say "dream become stable." It was to late tho. The dream ended.

I had a dream that I was being shown through a prison.
I was expecting to see a horrible place but they were living in the lap of luxury. The inmates, while still dressed in the orange jump suits, had flat screen TVs, exercise equipment, nice tables and furniture with beautifully designed interior and exterior spaces, made of mostly hard wood. Plus all of them were walking around calmly and politely, not a care in the world.
I turn to the person showing me around and say "What the hell! These people are living better than I do, I should just get arrested!"

On the way out I see some one wearing close that I have. As she gets closer I realize it is me. Slowly many of me show up all dressed differently with cloths I have irl. It is at this point I realize I'm dreaming. I run around happy that I am lucid for awhile until I decide what to do. I take control of all the other mes and take a sky view of the area I spell "I am awesome" with all the mes on the ground (I hindsight I have no idea why, but it is funny) and go right into a false awakening.

I "wake up" in the kitchen in what I would best describe as a mix beween a dentist chair, a therapist couch, and the personality imprint chair from the show doll house. I turn and tell my roommate irl S that I went lusid and she gives me a high five. I go back to "sleep" and have another dream that I don't remember.

11.05.2011

Mario, Bowser and... Pingus??? Twist of reality (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was living in a vacation home, so I figure I was enjoying some days off. There were some kids player a videogame and they wanted to play with me.

The game was some sort of Mario Bros 3D. They kids created a stage themselves and challenged me to beat it without lossing a single life and with a time attach challenge.







As I was playing, the kids were on my way, so I needed to push them back. I was playing the game with a wired controller on a old school 32'' TV. The graphics were pretty good for the old the TV was.

I was passing different steps of the game. I recall some neon green, semi-transparent platforms that moved up and down, left and right and in circles. I recall I was jumped from a platform to another one, but I could not see the next platform I was going to jump, so I had to trust on luck.

Suddenly, I got to a very high platform. On the top of that platform, there was a square, and that square had a hole. There were big round boulders that fell in that hole. I decided to force Mario to jump in that hole.

Suddenly, the vision of the dream pointed to the TV. Mario came out to the TV flying. I could hear the flight music from Super Mario 64. Mario flew away on the window and I still had the controller, wired to nowhere right now.

I felt I could jump over the window and fly and follow mario. I thought I was in a dream so nothing would happen, but I decided to follow the plot.

Suddenly, Mario was now bowser, and he was flying to the back of a building.







Suddenly, Bowser started to grow to a ridiculous size. I could hear his loud roar and he started to break a building.

I could see over the window there was a different bowser, with a suit and he was pissed. Suddenly, the big bowser shrunk to regular size. After a few seconds, the major of the town, who was not human but I do not recall what it was, came with a few body guards, bears in suit I think.

There was a cage, similar to the ones on the zoos. This cage had two layers of bars and a small spot to pet the beast. The placed bowser inside this cage, but he was now a penguin with the skin of an Ape, but he was all black. A sign of warning was placed next to the cage.

The beast was sad, and all wanted was love. The beast was called Pingus.

Date: 09-05-10
Length: 1 Day
Vividness: 10/10

I was in a hotel room with my two sister, Marin and Manon.
Dakota and my mom was there too.
I stepped out of bed and kept telling myself this was a lucid dream... I just knew.
I made a bunch of things come off the wall and made glass plates float.

It was night time, but I decided I didn't want to go to bed, so I pointed my finger at where I thought the sun would be, and dragged it upwards to make it into day time.
These UFOs began to descend from the sky and I could tell it was my sub-conscience trying to scare me out of my lucidity.
I pointed and them and turn them into unicorns, problem solved.

I began walking around town with this one guy telling him that I could control everything.
I stole some fruits nearby by launching some fruits off the tables into my hand.
I walked into a restaurant and looked up onto a hill where suddenly, a huge explosion happened.

I told myself "When I walk through this door, I'm going to end up at the explosion site".
When i got there, I went into a barn and told myself that when I turn the corner, Marin will be there.
I turned the corner.. But she wasn't there, however I did hear footsteps.
I called Marin's name and I heard her answer.
I went inside the shack where the sound came from, and Marin and her friend were there.
I told her about my ability of controlling everything and she asked if we could go to our Thousand Oaks home.
They held on to my hand and when we opened our eyes, we were in this weird house.
I searched around and saw this one girl sleeping a room.
She ran out when she saw me.

The phone rang, saying they had a mission to go on, and I came to the conclusion that my dad and his friends were a team like the Order of the Phoenix.

I woke up.

-frenchblablabla

Where Is Denn??

I was in a large open field. There were about 5 guys around different spots of the field each doing presentations of a computer game or something. They were all dressed in their armor and after I had watched the presentations one approached me. He said he really liked my sword. I had one sword on each hip, one was a special scimitar and the other was a very fine looking but not so special short katana. The man was talking about my katana so I said he could have it if he could beat me in battle. He made his way to me, my view went to third person and I saw a man creeping around from behind. They both came on and took me to the ground, after a bit of a struggle I defeated them both and they disappeared. I picked up my swords from the ground and walked over to a friend. Soon we were in my local city running through busy intersections dodging traffic. We got to the bottom of a long street and I stopped, my friends kept going and then for some reason I realised I was dreaming. I walked over to a lady and asked her what way the town of Denn was. I was still in the middle of the city and she pointed in some direction. I could see trees the way she pointed but not enough for a forrest. I ran as fast as I could towards the trees, I ended up on all fours running flat out. I got to a tree but still in the middle of the city. I thought I should climb the tree and get a better view so I might see Denn. Shortly after climbing the tree I could hear a narrator that sounded a lot like David Attenborough talking about how monkeys were introduced from another planet many years ago. They came from a cloudless planet and didnt like it here because we are destroying the planet. Then I woke up

[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#000000"]12.05.2011[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT]
[SIZE="3"][COLOR="Black"]Regaining Control[/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#000000"](DILD)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="#000000"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#800080"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="#000000"][/COLOR][COLOR="#000000"]This is the first control I've had since my consciousness got better in my dreams, besides my DC control

I was at my house, currently in my front yard

I don't remember before being lucid.

[/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]I became lucid and was talking to my mum a bit, about how it was a dream, she seemed ok with it. I walked into my carport and remembered the task of the month, I said, "Oh yeah, the task of the month is to telekinesis"

I walked over to a 12 wine rack and held my arm out. I concentrated for a bit and moved my arm up, levitation fail. I tried once more and successfully levitated it, my mum asked me what I was doing and I thought of tipping all the bottles on her. She seriously annoyed me before I went to bed, but I just decided to throw it with my telekinesis and watched it shatter.

I then remembered the advanced goal, to drop the moon...but it was daytime. I tried to make it night, with different methods:

- Turn the sun into the moon - Fail
- I noticed I could move the sun, so I tried to swap them - Got dark
- Extreme time control - Time...Reversal??
- Yelling to the sky - Nothing

I then went into my yard and saw a gigantic hill from my backyard, it looked like it was draw there, not a bad drawing but a masterpiece with good shading. I noticed it had 2 cows in it too. A larger cow came from behind them and ran straight past them, then a huge ryhno-like creature fell from the sky and landed on the hill, on it's back and ran off sfter it got up. Then a strange creature with a sword in it's mouth jumped past a tree and there were slashing noises and a light trail where it slashed, the tree broke up along the, around 5 slash lines.[/COLOR][/INDENT]

Funny thing is, if it were night, I would of been able to crash the moon, because I could move the sun

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Actually it's almost night time. Just got home from sunny Gran Canaria and even though I intended to take a week off dreaming, I couldn't do it... Yes, I am addicted. Still, it's pretty hard to ignore those awesome dreams you've just had and when you have unlimited sleeping time, it's kinda hard to resist getting lucid. Oh well, I had some really fucked up dreams, and five lucids in total. Here's what I dreamt.

6/5 - Short fight DILD
*I'm fighting two guys when I realise I'm dreaming. They still come at me though and I half-heartedly hope they won't hit me. Their punches stops before they hit me, sweet!

8/5 - Finding my sword MILD
*I'm sitting at a table with three older guys. I have a gun in my hand, and one of them is telling me to shoot him. I check the mag, it's full of bullets. I shove it back in and cock the pistol. I put the gun against the man's neck. "What if this isn't reality" one of the other two asks me. "What if we're dreaming right now?" I say and look at my hand.

I realise I'm dreaming as I count seven fingers. I have a task set in mind already, to find a sword of some sorts. I leave the gun on the table and walk over to the corner. I see a bucket filled with different umbrellas and I know there will be a sword somewhere in there. I search around for a while until I see something wrapped in plastic.

I grab the plastic and I recognise the hilt of a samurai sword. I draw the blade from its hilt. It's a rather short, and very curved sword. I feel the edge and it's razor sharp. One of the men starts talking. He wanted to die didn't he? I slice him right in the face several times and step back. Nothing happens! Either the sword is extremely sharp and a shove will make him fall to pieces, or it's defect.



Looked like this only alot nicer and with a samurai hilt. The sharp edge was on the outside aswell.

8/5 - Flying MILD
* I'm standing on a platform far up in a tree. Several orcs or something similar is coming up through the hatch and I slam a wooden rod into the leader, knocking him off the thing. The rest gets kicked down the ladder. Monica is on a platform nearby. I look behind me and spot a green house with its attic doors open. I jump to it and Monica aswell. We close the doors and windows and await the creatures. I can barely see anything, but I can hear them crawling outside all around us.

"Meat! Give me blood!" my father howls and hammers at the wall from outside. He's one of them. I try to scrape up some meat from the floor with my fingers but I'm just left with some blood. Monica picks up a spine, opens up a window and throws it out. We run to the back of the attic as fast as we can and sneak out through a small door. Down on the ground I can see the creatures just around the corner, I also spot a hole in the hedge infront of us. "Won't they hear us?" Monica asks anxiously. "No, don't worry" I say and run for it.

We keep our heads down while running as fast as we can. I look behind us from time to time to make sure no one is following us, no one is. Two skyscrapers appear ahead and we walk in between them. A few boulders are in the middle of the yard and we duck behind them. I spot someone in the window and I'm sure it's a spy of my mother. I crouch down even more. Suddenly I hear voices.

"I bet they went to the hockey hall" my dad says. Please make them go there I pray for a second. The voices disappear.

I turn lucid. Monica's next to me and we each have a shovel in our hands. I sit down on it, like a witch would a broom, and try to fly. It's not working. I try and try but it's not working. I know I can fly without it, but Monica can't fly on her own. Perhaps I should just leave this stupid DC and fly on my own? I decide to give it a few more tries, and soon I'm flying.

It feels even cooler than flying without anything at all. We both fly around the hills and up in trees, getting cherry blossoms all over. I lean to the right and I fly to the right, the wind blowing in my hair. We arrive at a few more buildings and I fly up one of them. I realise the dream has lasted for a very long time. I don't even care if I wake up by now, would rather not lose my recall.

10/5 - Wtf? MILD
*I'm with my sister Malin in a house. The enemy is in the room next to us and out on the balcony. Malin has some awesome machine gun and she blasts the other room without even looking. She forgets the lock on the gun and it keeps on firing. I have to duck to not get my head blown off. I take the gun from her. I enter the room and spot a guy outside the window, I shoot him in the face with ease. This gun is great! I exit the door leading out to the balcony and it's a wooden dock. Another guy gets his face blasted and I step out onto the dock. I hear a splash and quickly turn around and shoot, my wife. She's hit in the throat. "I forgot you're not supposed to make a noise like that around you" she says, dying infront of me.

I refuse to let this happen and rewind the entire dream. I shoot the first guy and then exit the door and shoot the second.

I realise I'm dreaming.

Spoiler for Wtf? 18+:

A girl right next to me is sunbathing naked. Her sun-tanned body glistening in the sun. I rub her perfect ass for a while, I intend to have sex! She gets up on all four, but there is something brown inside her pussy. Uhm okay... Please don't let it be shit. I imagine it being a brown dildo instead and I pull it out.

I lose the dream, but I don't wake up. All of a sudden I'm crawling on a road. I can feel and see the hot asphalt under me for a few seconds.

11/5 - Ohoy! I'm a super... villain? MILD
*The dream before was about Entropia Universe, a game in which you can collect ore in by mining. This dream is just forming around me and I'm inside of a computer shop. My friend Eric walks in. "Hey Eric! Check it out, I'm not in the dream yet" I say and the second later after taking a step through the alarm beams:

"But now I am!" I have just done some kind of Dream WILD again. Monica is there with me and she is going to mine some ore. I need to find her an orefinder. It looks just like a laptop, only it's green. I know I won't find one there and I don't intend to waste time walking around trying to find one. I grab a regular laptop. "This will do" I tell her and walk towards the alarm beams again. I see a few people holding computer screens and other laptops. Damn thieves! Apparently we're not out of the store yet, and I walk up to one of the big glass windows. I break it with telekinesis and an enormous CD disc falls down from the roof. I grab it with my right hand using telekinesis.

"Now it begins" I say and laugh out loud. I leave the store and head left. We're in a shopping mall and standing in the middle of the main walkway going through it. People are running from something on the right, and to the left is different shops with stands outside of them. I reach out violently with both hands and the stands furthest away explode in a cascade of glass and debris. The huge CD shoots away from me and cuts most of the people in its way in half.

I make a clawing motion with my hands and bring back my arms, the rest of the stands gets completely demolished and the disc comes zooming back. Everyone has been cut in half, not a sound escapes anyone, all I can hear is glass shattering. Monica is right behind me, her powers are meant for something else. We're some kind of super villains I guess. We take a right after a few meters.

There's not much to destroy here, but I spot an escalator and I reach out with my hand. With a single squeeze I leave the escalator deformed out of repair, and glass everywhere. A dead end, another window to break. I break it and realise this window leads out of the building. I bring the disc to our feet and we get on. I make it fly and Monica starts sending text messages. We fly over the front of the building; a roundabout with a few flags in the middle of it, and lots of people entering the mall. Some look up at us while we fly over their heads.

A forest appears and I decide to fly low to keep the dream stable. If I don't focus on anything I will lose it. Monica keeps texting and I'm a bit annoyed. I avoid as many trees as possible but soon the dream starts to fade.

Amount of sleep: 9+ hours every day

That's it! If you're wondering why most dreams were so dark, I think I know why. My current goal is to take over a kingdom with the powers I have, and I really need an opponent to fight. I have been a God practicly in most my lucids and I want competition! I need someone or something to spar against and test my powers. So, one of the goals I have at the moment is to fight someone, this makes most my dreams about fighting somehow.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Sweet! So last night, on the night of my birth day (it was like a present ) I had my first LD in ages!

Lucid
Non-lucid
Nightmare
Awesome


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Me and a bunch of mates, went up to this garage, went in, and were looking at the car. It was a ford mustang, gray color. We tried the key, and it worked! We jumped in, and I looked at the steering wheel. It was on the right side. So I Jumped in on the right so I could drive the beast. But magically, it changed and moved on the left. So I switched seats, and moved to the left seat. But again, it moved to the right side. I gave up, and let my friend drive. While we were BOOOSTING it down the road, we saw a few motorcycles. Dirt bikes. To the right, there was a dirt track for motorbikes. So we stopped, got out of the car and looked at the track. And one of my mates, got his bike (Bike, not motorbike) and started pedaling on the track. He was nearly getting runned over by the motorbikes. LOL. Then one radom dude came up and threatened me and told me to give him the keys. I said: "Sure, take them. We stole it, so I don't care.." so I gave him the keys. And followed him all the way to the place where we parked the car. Right next to the car, there was a cliff. So I pushed him down the cliff. He fell but, held on to a piece of mud (LOL?) and climbed back up, and pushed me down. I did the same thing. Climbed back up. But as I was climbing up, I saw a laptop screen, and on it was loaded a site. Dunno what site, but I could tell it was a website. And I was like: "WTF?? Im bloody dreaming!" So I climbed up to the top and I was kind of doubting that I could control my dream. So I tried to fly. I did fly, but it was too slow for my taste. I flew around in circles for a bit and and landed. I wanted to see if i could use supernatural powers. I tried to electrocute a woman with my hands. So I flexed my hands and lightening bolts came out but didn't harm the woman. I was like," Who cares?" and started flying again. I flew over to the bike track and this dude tried to kick a soccer ball at me but missed.
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That was the vivid part. From there on, there was a part where I didn't know If I was dreaming, or If I woke up. It is mainly a blur now, so don't really know what happened at the real end.

Fragments:

Non-lucid: There was a rollercoaster in my backyard and all of my cousins and friends were over for some sort of party. We hopped in the seats and rode the rollercoaster for a few minutes before I hopped off to grab a sandwich. I hope back in with sandwich in hand ate while on the ride. A loop-de-loop was coming up and someone noticed that something was wrong with the track. As soon as we reached the top of the loop-de-loop, the cart came off the tracks and we fell. I got out of the ride and went for a walk.
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Lucid: I was running from a DC that kept chasing me. I was lucid and I tried to tell him to leave but he ignored me. I tried killing him but no matter how many times I snapped his neck or stabbed him, he got back up. I tried to change the setting and tone of the dream by the Winter Wrap Up song from MLP: FiM (sounds ridiculous, I know, but it usually does the trick in nightmares). It worked for a few seconds (night became day, friendly DC's appeared, etc) but then the other DC came back and throw me to the ground. He kicked and stomped on me a couple times and then tried strangling me. I tried fighting back but I couldn't so I just laid there pathetically flailing my arms while he beat me. It was pretty painful, especially when he started stomping on my stomach but there wasn't anything I could do about. It last a while too, most of the time I wake up quickly if I'm in pain but this beating seemed to last forever. I eventually woke up when the phone rang. I felt a little sore for a few minutes upon awakening.
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Non-lucid: My cousin and I had just shared a blunt and we decided to go to this bakery that was close by. Once inside, he went off to buy some food and I ran into Erin (a friend of mine). She was telling me something about her little sister but stopped once she spotted her ex. She wanted to leave so we stepped out, my cousin came out soon after and he had a tray full of cookies, cupcakes, muffins, etc. I grabbed a cupcake that kept changing colors and offered Erin another but she wasn't hungry. Not sure what happened next but I remember we ended up in an airport soon after. I can't remember the rest of the dream.
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Semi-lucid: I was on DV and I posted a link to a song I like (Demons Surround Me) but anderj101 said he didn't like it at all. He then called me a faggot and logged out. I tried to reply but someone had locked the thread already. It didn't seem like something anderj101 would post so I did an RC by counting my fingers and realized I was dreaming. I was about to go explore the dreamscape but I got distracted by a new private message. I woke up before I could read it.

Dream - Lucid

I remember feeling myself fall back asleep this morning, and I entered a lucid dream.

I felt the tumbling sensation as I entered the dream. I opened my eyes, and was in my bed. I got up and went towards my window. Everything seemed to flow really laggy for a minute, but it fixed itself. I looked out the window. My view was totally different than what it really is in waking life; I saw a road and some stores as opposed to a backyard.

I decided to try to phase through the screen. It felt solid. Instead, I broke through it and flew out the window.

I woke up and went back to sleep.

I remember being on a boat on a river. I remember standing on the edge of the boat next to someone, and watching the water lap up the sides.

Then, I remember seeing myself in a mirror. I looked pretty normal. I looked to my right and there was another mirror with my reflection. To my left, another. I was surrounded by mirrors.

I then remember walking down some hallway and thinking to myself how real and vivid it all seemed. I then decided that I wanted to find out why I am the way I am (big question, I know). I found a surface to draw a portal on. I wrote "why" and drew a huge circle around it. I colored it in, as usual, and jumped through.

I ended up with very little vision. I could only see something in the left corner of my vision. It looked like an upside down picture or movie. I remember thinking at first it looked Egyptian, and then I thought I had just woken up, so I just went back into the dream.

I tried the portal again on wall wherever I was, and entered it again, acquiring the exact same result.

Looking back, I know I didn't wake up after the portal, because I wear a sleeping mask and can't see anything when I wake up.

I think this morning I had my very first real conscious experience with OBE.
I think it happened to me before, but I wasn't really aware of how it started.
But really early this morning I woke up briefly in my bed from a lucid dream and as I started to plunge back into sleep, I heard a little buzz announcing sleep paralysis settling in. Two thoughts came to my mind: either I'd go with the flow or I'd move my hand a little bit to stop it, because I really don't like it and usually it doesn't take me anywhere anyway.
I tried to move my hand, but so very little that it wouldn't actually interrupt my falling asleep, just the SP noises. As I did it, I felt like my left hand was indeed made of two hands, the physical one and a ghost-like hand. Always with my eyes closed, I focused on the ghost-hand feeling and soon I started to see my hand, my bed and the wall in front of me, although I kept my eyes closed. My body did enter sleep paralysis but I wasn't really asleep either. I decided to move my ghost-hand and I saw it separating from my physical hand. It was cool!
Then I decided to get up, the whole body. I was lying sideways on the bed, over my left shoulder. So I tried to lift my ghostly head and left shoulder. Then "bam": I felt my "ghost" body separating from my physical body. It occurred to me it was an OBE.
Excitement was taken over by vertigo, nausea and an extremely uncomfortable feeling. I felt like I was leaving my body and as an effect I was dying. Dying would be ok for me: I wasn't feeling any particular attachment to this body and this life. But then I remembered my mom who was sleeping as a guest on the living room and how much pain she and other people who love me would feel if I simply left. So, afraid of continuing with the process and not being able to come back, I laid down again, merged my two bodies and simply entered the sleep and lucid dream state.
Later when I woke up I felt a bit stupid, because rumor has it that nobody really dies from OBE. But at that moment I wasn't so sure! It felt really real that I could die, but I know it's silly, so next time I'll try to go ahead with it.

I haven't posted in a while, and I haven't even dreamed in a while due to stress...

Anyway, this morning I was lucid for the first time. I reached lucidity as I was walking about my house. I walked into my bathroom (more of a shower room, no toilet, anyway...) and looked in the mirror and say I was cleanshaven. As I was stroking my chin and neck I felt bristeld and wondered where my beard went and it kept 'fluctuating'.

It was then that I realised (and was excited) , but I knew I had to be careful and not wake up. I involuntarily leanead against the wall and was very away that it was like my matress.

I had control over myself an I knew I was dreaming. Maybe what I did next wasn't the best advised thing to keep dreaming - I tried to change my dream world but after half a dream-minute or so I was awakw...

Still a pretty cool experience though.