lucid

[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#000000"]14.05.2011[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT]
[SIZE="3"][COLOR="Black"]Voice Your Opinion[/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#000000"](DILD)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="#000000"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#800080"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="#000000"][/COLOR][COLOR="#000000"]Finally a dream with good, long recall.

I don't remember exactly, but I can infer that before I remember, I was in the past. Right now I'm at present time at my nan's house.

[/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]I was talking to someone we brought back from the past, he looked pretty normal, so it was probably only 50 years back at most. We were talking about how he wanted to see his family, and asked about using my nan's time machine, I told him she might not let him. I talked to her about using the time machine and she said we can only use it for important things. [/COLOR][COLOR="#000000"](if that's so, I wonder why she let him be brought to our time) [/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]I went back to him and said she said no, but if it's just for a tiny visit she might. She still said no, but we tried to go anyway. We couldn't figure out how to set it, there were 3 presets, we tried the first.

The first preset landed me in what looked like a party, there was a disco ball, everybody had afros and peace jewelarry, so it must of been the 80's. It was completely crowded, I couldn't even move a bit, so I had to shove my way outside. No matter where I went there was a party, so it made me uncomfortable, it obviously wasn't the time we were lokoing for, so we left.

The second preset landed us in a small, but futuristic looking city, it must of been a bit in the future, so this OBIVOUSLY wasn't it, but we stayed for a bit. There were aliens hidden there, though they were in human disguises, I found an alien after some looking, but they didn't do much. We went on to check the third preset.

When we got to the third preset there was a roundabout and a road linking off of it, it had an old house by the road, and a large, unoccupied pen near the roundabout. There wasnt much techonology, but there were old steam cars, this looked somewhere around the right time. We were in a car and we drove by that house multiple times until we stopped at the pen. [/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]I became lucid somewhere around here.

There were a bunch of weird looking people and 3 of them were seriously annoying me, I pointed at one and said "DISAPPEAR!", and he vanished. [/COLOR][COLOR="#000000"](along with a rainbow glitter and sound) [/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]People were a bit scared, I pointed at the second person and did it, when I realized I pointed at the wrong person, I said REAPPEAR! and he reappeared. I then disappeared the other 2 and then the other DC's got really scared, but I calmed them down. I then remembered my goal to eat dream food, I yelled out, "CINNAMON DOUGHNUT!" and a cinnamon doughnut appeared in my hand and I ate it, it tasted normal. I remembered stabilization stuff and rubbed my hands together and licked the net, but the dream ended soon anyway.[/COLOR][COLOR="#000000"]
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next day after the lucid before. a part in my dream i was trying to fall asleep somewhere not in my bed more like outside and i did fall asleep in my dream and i realized i was dreaming in the dream. in my dream. i said to myself before that lucid. "the next time i have a lucid i will try to execute something" so i tried to fly. with no confidence at all i didnt even jump i just lifting my arms up and stood on my tippy toes..and i still was not excited. i think i was curious but i did try to execute the summoning . didnt work but i say the next time i have a lucid i will accomplish something >:l

so i had a wbtb i think and i remember saying "i am dreaming over and over in my head" i dont remember where i was but i think i was in a gray place. well i remember trying to accomplish one of my lucid task. but when i was going to try to summon before i put my hands on the ground "the way i execute it" i said what if i dont execute it right..so i didnt do anything...? i kept saying its a dream.. but what shocked me was i was not excited AT ALL. and i woke up not excited ethier i was just like. its a dream. no emotion or reaction..then later in the day i was like OH MY GOSH. but i dont understand.

Recently, I was starting to come out of a dream and realized that it was a dream. I rubbed my hands together and spun around, which definitely stabilized the dream. I realized that I could do anything but didn't have any goals, so I jumped over the cliff in my backyard. After rolling for a while, I Ended up in town. I don't remember all the details after that, except that twice more I felt myself waking up and stabilized my dream. I also remember trying to fly but not succeeding.

I realized that surrendering to the moment in a dream can bring true bliss if you are in the right setting (flying or better yet just falling). Instead of thinking of what to do or thinking of how to do it, just let go and dream in the NOW. this is the second time i have experienced this state of bliss threw lucid dreaming (wilds)

Last night:

I do a wbtb and induce a WILD. 90% of my wilds i enter the dream falling either from the sky or falling threw space. last night i entered the dream falling threw space, it was a dull version of space but instead of making commands to increase clarity i decide im just going to let it flow. I just surrendered to the moment and the joy of being inside of a dream. I then began to push my momentum without alot of effort into a flipping motion. i was doing long slow flips threw space with my body fully extended and my arms stright out, all while falling at about 100 MPH. feeling the wind on my body and the freedom of dreaming. I cant put into words the freedom i felt. after a good 5 minutes of this i stop the spin and yell "increase clarity now" the dream then becomes more vivd and to my saprise im about to crash land onto earth. i then pulled my flight up barley skimming the ground. i fly around the town for a moment deciding what to do (land or keep flying) I see an old lady walking on the street so i decide to talk to her. I land and yell (HEY!!) as she looked back at me she tripped and fell down. i couldnt help but to lauph... come on its a dream. I then ask her what she represents in my dream? she gave me a good answer but i cant remember do to a very long F.A

The point im trying to make is that it can be a better time just letting go rather than trying to complete a bunch of goals...I am fairly new to lucid dreaming but i have ben meditating for 5 years and The pure nirvana state that i reached threw this dream cannot be reached on earth, i can promise that.

Dream Lucid Me DC SG

I was in a malls parking lot. I was already lucid, but my dream was fading away. Soon I couldn´t see anything but darkness. Then I somehow "rewinded" my dream. I could see the things I had done before getting there, (Walking out of the mall.) but backwards. I stopped rewinding at the point where I was in the mall. I tried teleporting away but, as usual, failed. Then some DC came to me and said he was a blacksmith and could upgrade my keyblade so it could create portals. It took a couple of minutes untill he was done. He gave me two keyblades. I pointed them at the ground and thought it would be fun to go to a beach. A dark portal appeared.
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I came out of the portal to some underground hut. I opened the door and saw a beach. It was silent. Then I saw a giant lizard coming closer to me. It had some metal pipe attached to its jaw and chest to protect its neck. I ran away from it and pulled my keyblades out of my pocket. The lizard breathed ice at me, but I was too far. I tried hitting it, but my keyblades bounced off the metal pipe. Then I heard a voice telling me that I was heading towards an area where most of them live. (I think it was the lizard speaking.) It also told me that 10% of the islands residents are giant lizards. For some reason I went to the water. (Probably because I was between a giant lizard and a whole village full of them.) It just laughed and said swimming was fine too and went after me. And another one appeared. They couldn´t get close because the back of their neck wasn´t protected and I could hit it. Suddenly I was standing next to a train track. Something said that I was out of energy and needed to recharge. I threw a box to the tracks so it could absord electricity from it. Then I made another portal leading to the clock tower from Kingdom hearts.
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I was standing on the balcony of the tower. But I wasn´t alone. There were a lot of people wearing black clothes there and they weren´t too happy to see me. I said I would leave and they didn´t need to attack me. But they did anyway. When they attacked the lights went on and I saw some wires leading to the top of the tower that were cut from the middle. I grabbed one of them and used it to jump around the balcony while hitting those people. (And I think there were some other people helping me.) When the fight stopped I remembered that I was supposed to try to share a dream with Shadow27, so I created a portal thinking it would lead to him.
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I was in a city. There was a tall tower apart from the rest of the town. And of course there was the giant dragon breathing huge fireballs at me. I started flying at it, but I woke up.

Dream Journal #12 May 13th, 2011

First dream I remember was being in a car with my mom and we were taking Ian home. We took a shortcut and she did not trust me with the way to go, and we were going like 1 mph so that made me really frusturated and angry lol.

edit: afterWBTB

Had my 2nd lucid yet! Followed by another FA lol.

this one was awesome, and I had a LOTTT more dream control and stabability this time!!! omg lucid dreaming is fucking great. hahaha.

so it started off with me looking at the clock once again. This was a DILD- I’m sure of it. I was in a FA, and I looked at the clock. There was NO time whatsoever, it was just blank. At first, I was going to let this slide.. I was about to say, oh shit my clock died. But then it hit me- I realized I was dreaming. All of a sudden I felt this rush all over my body! The same feeling from my first lucid dream. Everything became way more clear this time, and vivid. I tried to put my “dream glasses” on but nothing really ever came out when i pretended to put glasses on lol. It started out dark in my room again. I went to the bathroom and I almost lost lucidity… but I tried to turn on the switch for the light. No light. Gained my lucidity again. Went back into my room and for some reason the light was on this time lol. My mind was just blown at how everything seemed so real. I looked at the mirror and my face was all weiird and out of proportion lol. Normally this would scare me but I knew I was dreaming so it really didn’t scare me at all. I looked at my hands too! My hands like fucking 10,000 fingers LOL. I was absolutely sure I was dreaming this time. At this point the dream started to fade.. I saw it fading right before my eyes. I rubbed my hands. Wasn’t working. So I found the new solution to stabilizing my dream: Rub my hands AND spin at the same time. I found that this worked absolutely well, the dreamscape did not change and I was back in the dream.

My phone was on my bed, and someone was calling me. It was some weird contact… the words didnt make sense and there was no number. I answered it. All I heard was static I think- again, this sounds scary, but I knew I was dreaming, so none of it frightened me at all. I was like “whatever” and hung up lol. I then tried to summon a pretty girl in my room. That failed. So I was like whatever again.

Then, I wanted to fly. So i opened my window, and I thought “man.. what if this doesnt work, I start to fall, and I wake up?” But again, my mentality was like “whatever” (thats just the kind of person i am). So I stepped on my window frame, jumped like super high rofl, grabbed the roof of my house, and jumped off of it. I started to fall a little bit- but then I remembered I have to believe. So I started to flap my arms, and I started flying! Fucking best feeling of my life lol. The view was so awesome outside my house as well. I was mountains from the far distance and the moon and stars were shining. It was kind of hard to control though, because I would flap my arms once and sometimes I would go a bit too far up or forward really fast. I fixed this somewhat. I then realized that my neighbor was a hot lesbian. I flew on their roof (actually they had no roof, I flew right through it). She was making out with this other hot lesbian, and they took their clothes off. My dream started to fade again LOL so I started spinning and rubbing my hands at the same time. It stabilized again. The two girls started to go outside to their backyard, where there was snow… somehow it became winter and there was snow everywhere now. They started to begin making out there again fully naked. This is where I eventually woke up into my false awakening.

My false awakening wasnt as bad. I was not lucid however. I was typing out my dream on my dream journal and talking to my cousin that I just had a lucid dream. That’s all I really remember. Oh, and my dad walked in the door to wake me up to go to school. Then I really woke up- kind of confused. I almost forgot that I had a lucid dream when I woke up from my FA lol. Turns out I was only asleep for around 40 minutes- I’m not sure when the dream started though.

Yay for 2nd lucid

I appeared into my dream version of my room after I did WILD. I saw that my window blinds where open and it was snowing, I knew that it wasn't the time of year to snow. I did the nose plug and still could breath. I even phased my hand into my stomach, which felt weird. I went to my dads room and woke him up. He then asked me to go outside to a tree with him. I said yes and asked him if my dream guide was there, he said yes. Dad and I appeared next to a big tree with red leaves. I saw to my left a guy with bushy brown hair, just like mine sitting under the tree. His beard was oddly colored compared to his hair, it was pure white and 6 inches long and had a go tie style. He told me that he was my dream guide. I couldn't even ask his name before I awoke. The dream ended.

I woke up this morning at around 9.30 am and i wanted to sleep again. iI closed my eyes and i felt my body falling asleep. i got these pictures flashing and rarely this high pitch noise. Suddenly i herd a womans voice saying something like; "Imagine you are on a train". I felt like my body was spinning out of control and i was getting thrown from "real life body" into the dreamworld!

and a second after i got this vivid picture from inside a train:
People were wearing old fine suits, high hats and it felt like i was in that harry potter train, but out the window there was this modern city with skyscrapers and a clear blue sky and in that moment i got sucked into another dreamscape. I am now on the sidewalk looking up at a skyscraper with the big blue sky behind it. I Knew i was dreaming the whole time but to be sure i wanted to do a reality check but i didnt have a body. i tried to look around but no luck. the sky startet spinning around in strange rainbow-like colors and i felt i was falling down a black hole. i tried to spin slowly around but that didn't work. i woke up

Pre Dream: I happen to wake up at 2 am and tossed and turned and couldn't sleep so i stayed up for about 20 min.. watching family guy on tv. So i started to get tired and then i was like okay time to sleep im tired...

Sleep time: around like 2:30 ish maybe idk dont remember....

Lucid Dream: 1:
I've offered to go fill my sisters car up with gas and so i leave my house at around 6 p.m. on w/e day... as i was driving I felt vary tired and found myself driving into the downtown area and i was like wait why am i going to enter the freeway. I soon swerve off and find my way to the gas station. Soon a chapter of my dream is gone and i find myself in a room maybe in a hot tub but I'm not sure... I remember seeing my friend John and Ali. I started to have a normal conversation with my buddy John and all of a sudden i started to slur my words as if i was drunk. He soon asks me are you dreaming Matt (xXMjn9311Xx) and I was kinda shocked he said that. because in reality this world felt real as shit , no ifs ands or butts , it felt fucking real. So in my dream thoughts I told myself fuck it, if I'm dreaming we will see after these reality checks. I found the nearest light switch and flipped it on and off and the light worked like it would in normal life. So then i looked at my fingers and one of them looked chopped off... more like a knuckle/nub.. LOL. I soon begin to be amazed and shocked because this "Dream World" felt real as day... I don't remember walking in the dream.. just visual imaging... I closed my eyes because fear had set over me and i felt like I was falling... I closed my eyes and i was like PLEASE GOD HELP ME WAKE UP... I said this for over 30 seconds in the dream world then i jerked my eyes around and then my body in the dream... I soon woke up amazed how i woke myself up with no alarm clock :O sooo i was like OMFG my first lucid dream............... then after 15 min of writing in my dream journal i was like wow wtf that was dumb i wish i would have calmed down...

Wake time: 4:00 A.M. U.S. central time on Friday the 13th! 2011 :O

Had a lucid dream this morning. Maybe multiple dreams mashed together. I have flashes of images from many things but hard to put them into words. Later in the dream, I become lucid briefly and kissed a girl. I was just focused and the physical sensation and it was pleasant. Nice.

Note: These dreams have actually happened over the past few days, but I have been too busy to journal them over that time. A couple of them, I'm not sure which night they happened on, and it isn't really that important, so I am just journaling them all together.

Train of Consequences
I am outside in the desert near my home, taking a walk. It is surprisingly nice out considering it is approaching summer in the desert, a gentle breeze feels good on my face. I walk down my street to where there is a train track crossing it. It's like it used to be, now there is an overpass for cars to drive over the tracks, but before there was a railroad crossing. I don't notice the fact it is once again a railroad crossing. I wait there and watch a train approaching. I have the definite feeling that train should not get past, there is someone on it who is evil. I remember hearing someone say a penny on a railroad track would make it go off the rails. I put a penny on the tracks, the train barrels over the penny and flattens it. Wow, that was a dumb idea. I get in a car that just happens to be parked there, and the keys are in it, and I drive after the train. I use the frontage road and pass the train, then I drive right off of the next overpass and land on the train. There is a train passing on my left going the other direction. I go to a bright red passenger car, where I throw a grenade of some kind down into it. There is a blast, and a blazing inferno fills the train car but doesn't go any farther.


Stealing With Class
I am in a class, I feel it is one of the pointless general education classes at ITT Tech. There are lots of people sitting at the tables, several rows of tables. There is an empty table at the front of the room, and I sit down there. I am waiting for Tigress to come join me, she comes into the class shortly after me. She sits down in the back of the class and starts talking to someone else back there. My paranoia takes over, I am now thinking she must be mad at me about something. That leads to me wondering what I might have done, which leads to me being annoyed because I haven't done anything to make her mad… so why is she avoiding me? She motions to me to come back and sit with her, which dispels all of my paranoid thoughts and now I just feel rather dumb. I pick up my stuff and go to the back table, where I sit beside Tigress. She says she doesn't want to sit in front, we can't sneak a game of paper and pencil Dungeons and Dragons in if we are that close to the instructor. I need a notebook to play D&D, and also to take notes in. I will put notes on the first page and then flip to the notes page if the teacher comes by. I can't find my notebook. I see an abandoned backpack, there is a stack of notebooks there. No one will notice if one is missing… so I take one. I page through it to make sure there aren't any important notes in it, I don't want to steal important information. There is no writing in the notebook, but there is money in a folder in the back. Awesome! I steal paper and I get money!

Parking Lot Chase
I am in a parking lot outside of a mall, I am just leaving the mall and Tigress is there with me. We had been looking around in the mall for a while, but we are done with that and Tigress is going somewhere else to meet with someone else. We are chatting and I find out that she is going to see a movie. I comment to Tigress that she is going to see a movie I also want to see. She makes a comment that really doesn't pertain to what I said, she seems to have ignored what I said. We reach her car, and she gets in and is preparing to leave. I start to tell her I would like to go with her to see the movie, but she starts the car engine in the middle of my sentence. It almost seems like she started the engine deliberately to not hear me ask if I could come along. She says she has to go and says goodbye before driving down the aisle in the parking lot. I am talking louder now, telling her I'd really like to go along, there is no way she could not be hearing me. I chase after the car, calling wait, STOP IGNORING ME!

Non-lucid Healing
I am in my bedroom in my own house, I am completely non-lucid, MoSh is in the room with me. We are not doing anything very interesting, we are just chatting about random things. The topic changes onto MoSh having been depressed lately, he thinks he might just have some negative energy, so I tell him I will be glad to heal that for him. I tell him I just need to focus my energy and I can cleanse that negative energy right out of him. I am looking around my room, just glancing at the shelves and such, when I hear a strange voice. I look over at MoSh and ask if he just said something. He says no, he didn't. His shadow is talking to me! The shadow says there is nothing I can do to purge the dark energy from MoSh, so I might as well give up now. I know I can do it if I can just find a specific song, one I remember putting on a cassette tape I compiled myself with songs I find useful in the dream state. I can't find it. MoSh's shadow is mocking me. I open a drawer and pull stuff out, digging through a lot of junk. I find the tape… I keep digging for the walkman. I find the walkman! But where on the tape is the song? I think I remember… it's on side two, it's the third song. I put the tape in the walkman and search through it, forcing myself to ignore the mocking shadow. I find the song and use it to send healing energy through MoSh. Whew, I did that just in time, his shadow is completely normal now and it is no longer talking.

Dream of the Stars
I am in a forest, I am looking around to see where I am going. I have no memory of how I got to be there, I also have no idea how to get back. I think this is really strange, so I do a RC… and I find out that I'm dreaming. Well, I'm at least somewhat lucid… I am trying to think of what tasks I have to do, what are my goals? The only thing that comes into mind is the goal to kiss at least three movie stars… well, that's something I guess. I look around the forest, and it seems to be a perfect area to find Viggo Mortensen playing Aragorn from Lord of the Rings. I search for Aragorn, and I soon find him.

He is looking around, has his sword ready, he seems to be stalking something. It turns out he's stalking a couple of orcs. He kills an orc in front of him, and I nail one trying to sneak up behind him. Aragorn thanks me for my help, but I don't take that as sufficient thanks. I put my arms around Aragorn and kiss him right on the lips, at first he is quite shocked, but he ends up responding. I hear someone speaking in surprise, asking Aragorn who his new friend is. I look and see a couple other people, one of them is Legolas. Orlando Bloom!

He's my second one… I leave Aragorn and go throw my arms around a surprised Legolas and kiss him right on the lips. He is too surprised to reciprocate, he pushes me away and asks if I am completely mad. I say yes, I am. I need one more… but who? Jack Sparrow would be good… Johnny Depp. My subconscious responds again, Captain Jack Sparrow comes running through the trees. He says there are some really ugly guys chasing after him… it turns out they are orcs. We quickly dispatch the orcs. Jack is really confused as to what is going on. That doesn't seem to matter to him when I kiss him on the lips, though. After I am done with the kiss, he pulls me in for another kiss. He says the only thing to make this better would be some rum.

I'm with a group of bad govt types. I get busted and shot in the chest trying to escape. Friend drives up and wants to take me to hospital. Have to go back and get my wallet. it has my ID and address. 'They will hurt my parents'. Should not have gotten involved. Sneaking back in. Dogs find me. Get by, find my wallet but ID not in it. Go out front but friend not there. In car with jamacan / island circus gang. Dreads and lots of hacky sacks. James and I are prisoners. They threaten us with razor blades. James pulls out his blade. 'You want to take it there?' No it's okay, well do what they say. Look at the guy and he doesnt like it. mood lightens in the car and we go to a party. A monk in japanese gold & black shinto robes is there with his apprentice. He mentions for me to sit next to him. 'Do you know whats going on?' I observe. I'm dreaming. People in the party congradulate me for becoming lucid. Very stable lucid, and notice how this whole dream had been continuous. Lots of interesting people in the house. Less intense, and felt that I could enjoy myself and socialize with the DC's. When I asked one if he exsisted, he said 'ya' matter of factly. In a room with a guy who I thought was James. told him that he was dreaming. He was actually alseep in bed and everything was a dream. He didnt believe me. showed him my hand and told him to count my fingers. They were warping and moving as usual. He counted quickly. '12345' I say, no look. (warping hand) Its changing. He sees and understands. 'We can do anything'. He starts flipping around the room, doing acrobats. Notice I havnt done magic yet. Do a back flip. Sit down and try to make a lightning bolt. Do it the way I normally try, by forcing muscle and mental strength. Trying to visualize. See visions of characters making lighting. 'look at this new trick I learned' referring to letting go. I start to black my mind and realize the illusion. manifest some sparks, but nothing comparable to a WL feeling. dream fade, rematerialize outside. See Dawson and show him where I got shot in the chest earlier. Long lucid (bad recall) Later telling Rach how DC's act the way she does when I say it's a dream. They have same facial expressions. DC's rarely make me lucid. They argue against it, making difficult in WL. No one is going to tell/ show me. Have to believe and remove own doubt. A difficult self created truth. 2 other dreams where I tell Rach about the dreams where Im telling her how WL feels like a dream. irony.

Hand RC, lucid. Not stable, so meditate. 'Don't know' meditation. Begin to float and spin, flying through many scenes, but remain focused on 'don’t know'. Fades, reenter into a stable scene. 'Ego fulfilling, I’m going to play with magic now.' DC enters. Completely break down in front of him. All of it, just not getting it. So conflicted all the time. Nonsocial Lucid Living. No reservation of not being understood in WL. Scene change. Long coherent, vivid, plausible non lucid. Feels off Get mad at becoming lucid. Felt like WL and showed how lucidity is possible by believing. Woman DC talks about Gia, love, people. Very 'life' directed. Balance of dream and purpose. Argued: look I can become lucid, justifying psychedelics. Felt like I don't control becoming lucid, it just happens. Feel like I’m being judged, total confusion

Minigun crysis spectacular

I was outside a shop, some people where talking about 'john' going out into the forest that surronded the town that i was in, then i did a RC for no reason, 6 fingers on my right hand, 4 on my left. i said to myself.....

'I am freaking dreaming!' so for no reason, i jumped to a part of the forest, there he was. so he asspulled a minigun, i walked towards him. taking every bullet like i was the terminator.

I took the gun off him, and threw him into a tree, i was about to shoot him when a car pulled up. a guy that seemed to be Nomad from crysis showed up. i got into the car with him, driving off.