lucid

i am walking down the street. there are some people at the end of the street. they start to mess with me, so i tell them to go to hell. they open a door next to me, i walk through the door and i start fighting with them. suddenly
a gas tube appears in the middle of the road. suddenly gas smoke starts to leak out of it. all of them run through the previous door, leaving me behind. the gas tube is getting larger and larger. i look around and find a small tunnel beside me. i jump into the tunnel, then i crouch because the tunnel is to short. the tube is still leaking deadly smoke. i move to the other side of the tunnel, then i jump out of the tunnel. deadly smoke is not leaking anymore.
my grandmother appears out of nowhere. she asks me how i came here. suddenly i look at my hand and find out i am..........DREAMING!! everything is crystal clear and real. i am calm. my grandmother says something, but i ignore her. i suddenly want to teleport to the mall. i start to spin and find my self in the void, then i try visualizing the mall. it wont work. i close my eyes........CRAP!! now i am in sleep paralysis, after some seconds i wake up.
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i have done the same mistake before....

#307 – DILD – 5:19

I am playing with a toy biplane. There are many propellers and some aren't working properly. Suddenly, I launch off a cliff and fly over a rocky beach. I have initial fear, but quickly realize that I could just jump down and it won't hurt because it's all a dream.

I drop and turn to go back. (Why I did not play on the beach I do not know!) As I turn around I am now in an apartment. I rub hands for a second but realize the dream is stable enough. I remember that I want to ask a DC to show me some magic. As I am looking around, I wake partially but quickly reenter the dream without any trouble.

There's now an adolescent boy who looks very stereotypically Swedish. Tell him to show me some magic but he just shakes his head “no”. I keep asking but he won't relent.

I have a FA. I am at work and apparently I was napping in the break room. Speaking of the boy, I say, “Geeeeez. Touchy.” Someone starts talking about not needing any cookies in the desert. I look and see something like chocolate pudding with graham crackers in it.

#306 - WILD - 4:59AM

I enter vibes once I start my mantra. Odd. I have to overcome a great deal of fear this time. I am not sure what it's all about; just a feeling of presence in the room. I have a hard time getting out of SP with the usual oddities. One thing to note was that when I tried spinning I actually felt dizy-sick. After a long struggle, I manage to transition. My vision was horrible but I managed to see my living room and head for the front door. There is a horrible shrieking sound and as I reach the front door I am sucked away. I don't bother fighting it; I just head for the back instead.

When I reach the kitchen entrance, I see a white tiger in the darkness that's blocking the way. There is fear but I manage to give in to the visual and phase past. I reach the back door and get out onto the deck. I pause and note that I am floating. I hear rain and birds chirping. There's something white floating in the air but I can't tell what it is exactly. I chose to ignore it. The dream is still very unstable so I feel the deck railing with my hands as I walk into the yard. The scene turns to daytime as I begin rubbing my hands. Encouraged, I continue to hoping the dream clears up further.

The void almost overtakes me and when it clears out, it is now night time. I look up at the sky and see many more stars than usual. I admire that for a second and continue on down the alley. I am rubbing my hands and clapping while talking everything out, “rub hands” “clap” “daytime”. The dream suddenly ends.

I find this whole WILD experience annoying so I switch to DILD.

I'm going to write my last dream since its the one I remember. Before I fell asleep I was telling myself I would dream about going to a place where there's farmland, sunny and with little houses parallel to each other around asia and I did. Except the houses and the floor looked like they were made out of straw or sand. It was very yellowy there..
Anyways... I was flying through the sky, looked down and saw my destination. I flew down and my intentions were to find someone else in the dream. Like shared dreaming. I was walking and saw a long haired long beard spirit like man walk through the house. Than I was like "oh crap. " I wanted to run but I didn't.
He was walking and I said " Hi, I'm looking for someone". Than all of a sudden he walked towards me and got brighter like he flashed and went inside me. Suddenly I could see images of a dark place with spirit like people and tombstones. They were walking going about their buisiness. After a few seconds it stopped and I began to walk scared looking for a tombstone that would probably be interesting to find and found a silver large oval like case with eyes on it.
That's when I appeared on my bed. And I felt someone hitting my back and my head but couldn't move. I yelled at it to stop. It did but than it tryed to cover both my eyes with its hands.I told it to stop again and suddenly a boy appeared under me. He held me and I was like "what are you doing?" But than I felt kind of safe. I could move now. In my mind I wanted to kiss him and I didn't.
Than he said it was ok if I wanted to have it with him and pulled me close to him. But than I was like no. I can't and got up out of my bed and that's when I noticed he was breathing really fast. I asked him " why are you breathing like that?" He said "I don't know" I think. That's when a sudden image of blood popped up into my mind. Than another one showed and I woke up. I don't believe in ghosts but I think I had this dream cause I was thinking about the past lives thing, and what if it was real and I really was some type of Asian lady in the past. Its funny cause in my second dream near the end I looked at a picture of pokemon cards and images popped up into my head of a lady running in a horse contest, supposedly she was the only girl. Than all of a sudden I hear a voice say hey, look at the faggot. Just cause he had long hair. <w< Well that was random..

Journal Entry Lucid #28 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background:I meditated before going to sleep. I told myself I could have a LD but it is ok if I don't have one just as long as I could remember my dream.

Dream fragment 2 time 5:20-5:50am"":
I was in my house and they were lots of kids running around. Their faces changed slightly. I thought that is strange this must be a dream.

I didn't want them to know that I am Lucid so I started making random noises. I rubbed my hands as I walked away. I did a nose plug to check and it worked. I could feel air go through my hands. I walked over and saw my grandma playing with the kids. My dad praying as usual. And a man from church just sitting there. I asked where is BS. They told me he is outside. I told them that i will go get him. I walk out and I see the night sky. I never flew at night in a dream I thought. This is my chance. I flew incredibly fast. I saw this orange glowing church. I went to it. And I saw that it was made out of cardboard box 2D.
First thought was "you never go out, so you can't get a 3-dimensional image of the building." As I was contemplating a lesson from the dream. I woke up. It is true. I wish I could change that but I got school to worry about. Hopefully in the summer I have some fun.

Journal Entry Lucid #27 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background:I meditated before going to sleep. I told myself I could have a LD but it is ok if I don't have one just as long as I could remember my dream.

Dream fragment time 3:40am-5:17am"":
I see building falling and hitting the water. The water raised and created a tsunami. It went towards the city. I hear music from the world that fit perfectly for the action. I watched as people desperately tried to outrun it. I was dramatic, screaming, "no, no don't try and out run it climb something" I see this women climbing a parking lot building with ease. She managed to get across 3 stories in a couple of seconds. I am screaming, "You go girl". I realized that I was on an Ipad. My sister's friends are laughing at me because of how seriously I took it.

I was now in some house with some people. We were talking and stuff. It had dark lighting and I started rubbing my hands. I look around and I noticed that the environment started coming into focus.

I realized it was a dream and told the people I was sitting with that I have to leave. The girl was very upset with me because I was leaving early. The guy left to go use the bathroom. I know that most of the time when I go towards darkness. Out of fear I tried to stabilize. I started rubbing my hands. Nothing I still felt like I was about to wake up. I walked around and looked at the people. I was at some bar. I started to do spinning technique and they looked at me weird. I walked into the lightly lit place and it made me feel happy. I walked into the darkness and it made me feel sad. I then heard *beep beep I woke up It was my parents making food in microwave. It served as an alarm.

Journal Entry Lucid #26 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background:I meditated before going to sleep. I told myself I could have a LD but it is ok if I don't have one just as long as I could remember my dream.

Dream fragment 3 time 4:07am-5:20am"":
I drove past an accident. A van hit another van and one of them went into a ditch and couldn't get out. The driver laughed at him and left. I see a man on a motorcycle that saw it. He sees a cop nearby. He drives up to him and jumps off the bike. The cop was taking off his helmet. He wasn't prepared for the motorcycle. Out of fear the cop took out a baton and beat the man. The man tried to explain to him what happened and pleaded for the cop to stop. The cop stopped hitting him when they noticed a building's on fire. The motorcyclist jumps right in. He opens one of the lockers inside the school and found this child inside. The child had shorts on, mushroom haircut and a dirty shirt. They praised the motorcyclist for saving the kid.

I walked back inside the building after the fire has subsided. I go inside and I open the locker, and I see this old man pale dead inside. They looked stiff as if they have been stuffed. I then see another and another. A man was at the door. I asked him how could they do this to a human being legally? He said "they could only do it if they do it legally". I thought oh that makes sense only if it is legal. As I was walking out the school. The child showed up and walked inside. The father was screaming saying who let my child enter the building. He is screaming about how he is traumatized. I walked inside and he said, "thank you for saving me, (in a deep voice), BUT IT IS NOT ME THAT YOU SHOULD HAVE SAVED."

It became clear the little boy was behind the killings. He levitated knives and threw it. I started running. Their was this green and purple monster with him. As I was running kid said in distorted voice, "what's the matter?!". I then said I don't want to watch this movie any more I don't want to have a bad dream about it. I woke up.
I see these two people sitting down talking about the "movie". They argued, "why would the child kill all those people" said the cowboy, the other one said it is because he is evil". I realized it was a dream and I started to rub my hands. I went to the void. I woke up again. I see the two people upon seeing them I became lucid again.

One of them says to another, "he is not evil", the monster came out of the closet, and disappeared. It became pitch black again. I was angry that I ended up at VOID. I then hear a voice the monsters, "Prove to me that the boy wasn't evill all along" he said this to the cowboy.

The environment changed. I was at my school. I was upset and angry that a DC has more power than me. I wanted him to understand his place. So, I levitated him and threw him. He pounded me. I levitated him again and tossed him, and again. He said stop it and transformed into a small fly. I told him to watch himself. The cowboy and the other guy started flying. The monsters were right behind, as fly. I then followed them. I flew close to the trees without touching them. I was happy that I could have this level of control. I landed to stabilize. When I started to spin my body around, the dream started transforming. I see geometric pattern. So I started to rub my hands and it started coming into focus. I see these children in a red and black spectra.

They had weird geometric patterns on them. And finally it was cartoon. I see the kid walking to a girl. He asks her to dance with him. She says ok. They started dancing innocently. The other children started pointing and saying how could she be with him. She didn't mind at first. Then she started moving away from him. The scene started getting dark. I see the kid looking down at the ground sad and angry, alone.

Journal Entry Lucid #25 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background: WBtB I meditated before going to sleep. I told myself I could have a LD but it is ok if I don't have one just as long as I could remember my dream.
Not an exciting Lucid.
Dream fragment time 2:20am-3:12am"":
I was walking down a hill and I realized that my body teleported from one location to another.

I said this is a dream. The moment I said that it started to destabilize. I kept telling myself dreams are important too don't think it isn't. It was still fading. So I started rubbing my hands. It went pitch black, VOID. I kept rubbing my hands knowing that i am still in dream. I feel my body rotating in circles. Finally a scene forms and I walk into it.

I see a mother and her daughter walking with groceries in their hands. The weird thing was that they were purple and made of clay. I hear the daughter ask the mom if ghosts are real. The mom tells her ghosts demons and entities are real. Since the dream was most stable around them I followed them, like a ghost. They didn't see me. I went into their house. They no longer were purple and everything looked realistic. I see these cameras everywhere. I see a man seated it on the computer as if he is in charge of surveillance. The mom took her child in a small opening in the floor. I thought I am here to teach them something. I hate surveillance so I used telekinesis.

I saw the cameras, some were made into stuffed animals such as a bear. I clinched my hands and the bear started to crumble like clay. I then did the same to the others, except they crubmbled like metal. And just for the fun of it, I levitated objects around the man on the computer. He looked very annoyed by me. I then saw these women. I levitated both of them, both fat BTW. I didn't notice the kids on their laps. I levitated them back down gently. The little girl said, "Yoda!!". I started laughing. I then got the mother that hid underground. I put them together and I told them that this isn't the way to raise a child under extreme surveillance. I told them that is what the government want them to do. It makes it easier to spy on their family. They shook their head scared. I let them go.

I started levitating an object in midair spinning it around. It looked cool. I realized that I am getting distracted and remember what I wanted to do. I decided to leave. As I was walking out. I looked at their bathroom window. I see red and blue lights flashing. I thought dam they called the cops on me. I opened the window of the bathroom, and tried to fly. I lost lucidity and fell towards the ground. I landed on a truck. I got up and kept telling myself this is a dream. I couldn't move my body though. I was aware though. They took me for a ride.

I lost lucidity and they took me to some military facility and armed me. The moment they gave me a gun, it was like the games I played kicked in. I automatically shot most of their soldiers. After that Sargent showed up and stopped me. He said congratulations you passed. I was confused because I killed most of their best man. They started disappearing, it was just holograms. I realized it was a dream and told myself to wake up.

Journal Entry Lucid #24 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background:I meditated before going to sleep. I told myself I could have a LD but it is ok if I don't have one just as long as I could remember my dream.

Dream fragment 1 time 4:31am-5:40am"":
I landed from an airplane and we went inside of a store. I was with 3 other people. We were just looking around. For some reason it clicked.

I thought this is a dream. First thing I did was rub my hands to stabilize. I looked at them they were about to rob a store. I didn't want to be part of their plan so I told them I will be right back. I walk through the door and they followed me. It took me to a restaurant instead of outside. It was a Texas based restaurant, it had horns of cows. I did a spin technique because I worried about dream collapsing and waking up. It stabilized. I then noticed that there was graffiti on the wall. I did a spin and it changed and I did it again it changed. I thought what if I wake up while doing the spin technique, so I woke up.

23:00 bedtime

00:00 Saturday 2014-04-19

05:07

+ LD #31 I find myself suddenly standing within a huge empty stone rectangular empty quarry like a huge pool, I knew this location was not possible to be in, and that just before I was somewhere else, and I could not be here now so I must be dreaming. No memory after that point, probably woke up. Didn't record at first, probably from earlier waking, remembered this at this (05:07) waking.

+ with wife in a rich neighbourhood talking about all the rich ladies, and how they played tennis so I told her she'd have to play tennis now, too. I make a comment with some numerical statistics (rate of higher education degrees of the lades in the neighborhood?) and a group of neighborhood rich women are walking by, my wife immediately goes up to one and says "my husband says <some numerical statistic> about you" I feel really embarrassed, but the woman thoughtfully stops and says something like "yes that's about right."

+ on a grassy hillside in the sunshine with rich people they're parting and drinking. There are picnic blankets spread out here and there. Suddenly it's like a movie fade/transition to the same scene some time later, my vision is all blurry and I think this is because I'm seeing the scene being drunk after having drunk for a while. Someone makes a comment about people's dirty butt cheeks wiping on the picnic blankets that explains why the blankets have become all crusty.

+ Introduction of a sidekick for a famous TV talk show host. He shows up and he's auditioning. He's standing right in front of me (inside a room in front of a window?), I see his face clearly and his hair he's kind of funny looking. He starts talking immediately and makes an improvised funny statement about some (rock band?) and some guy, I'm impressed by his cleverness. This is what he does on the show, me makes clever off-hand improvised remarks before the cut to commercial.

Then I see the "show" live. It's outside on a city street. A film crew is on my side of the street the "show" is on the other side, the sidekick guy is in his "place," which is standing out the ledge outside a first story window (his feet are about 5-6 feet above street level) with his back against the two-pane (upper/lower) window. I think that's a pretty uncomfortable spot to have to stand for the whole show and think it's pretty funny. He's been the good friend and partner of the talk show host ever since, for a long time.

The sidekick's name is something like "Ralph Michaels."

Looking through another window where the "show" sidekick is standing, I see people inside working like at a software company, a woman is standing and (facing the window and thus me) writing something on a transparent "white board," I see the marks she's making and I hear the sqeauk squeak squeak of the marker on the board. The a big fat guy come forward and starts talking and it's like a commercial for the company,

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Was very awake at this point. Was awake in bed for a while, decided might as well WBTB properly. Got up for water/bathroom, sat on the edge of the bed for a while, thinking about the dreams, deciding I should go back to bed and resolve to recognize my dreams. Ended up thinking for a while about some of the correspondence chess games I'm playing. Bad idea, kept me awake. Decided to completely let go and aim for sleep, as I only had about 1.5 hours left in the night before the alarms would be going off.

08:37

+ at work, I had a huge desk (2 meters wide by 1 meter deep at least), I had two desk phones on the left side of the desk otherwise it was mostly empty on top. I could see beneath the top covering of the desk some pattern like computer printed circuit cards. I receive a call on my phone I see the name on the caller ID I don't answer it but realize it was a guy I wanted to talk to. I make a call? I receive another call which I answer and there is a deep male voice there asking who it was just called him, I'm a bit confused I say it might have been me but it must have been a wrong number, sorry. I stand up and recognize a (real memory) former colleague walking by me, he does a slow big walking circle (counter clockwise) around my desk without stopping. I say "wow this company must be really big because I haven't run in to you for a long time. What are you working on these days?" His answer, something like "the graph system is close to working."

I enter the area behind my desk (to my back when I'm facing my desk) it is unlit and dark but it's not too hard to see. The area is filled with many rows of desks with computers and lots and lots of people, mostly kids and families, at the computers, they're all full, I'm frustrated because I need to use one of those computer systems the laptop on my desk isn't powerful enough for what I need to do, I say to my manager who's standing right there "with all the kids around I can't use any system."

There's a group standing there, I notice one older woman looks topless, she's stretching her arms up over her head and I notice an odd large nipple, it's not a pretty sight. I keep looking and she seems to be dressed the more I look.

There are girls around I notice, I grab one from behind with both my arms around her I think she's slightly trying to pull away at first. I turn her around hoping to see a pretty face and when she's facing me and I see her eyes I kiss her, I feel the familiar "zing" (adrenaline?) and fade quickly to awake.

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Lying in bed dozing after the alarms have gone off (I went back to sleep I realized while my wife went in to the shower), I felt very relaxed and saw jumbles of dark color blobs flashing before my eyes, which usually only happens when extremely fatigued and at bed time not waking time. I saw lots of HI / forming dreams. And one of them fully formed:

+ (lucid #32) I realize I'm in a formed dream. It looks like a hospital/medical room. I say "If this is a hospital then a cute nurse will come through that door right now". Right on cue, the door opens and a female nurse comes throutgh the door, and turns to the right and moves on. I get excited from my "wish" coming true and I wake up.

i am sitting on the stairs inside this unknown house. there is a beautiful white angel sitting next to me, i am stunned. she gives me a violin out of nowhere. but i give it back to her. she takes the violin with her beautiful hands and starts playing it.
the melody is so relaxing and beautiful. i put my arm around her shoulder and she finishes the song. i notice a window in front of me, there is some light coming through it. i suddenly materialize a gun and try shooting the window. instead of bullets, bubbles come out of it. i try pulling the trigger again, but nothing happens at all.
i simply throw the gun away. then i start talking to her (i forgot what it was about) and she makes eye contact with me. then i wake up........
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i wanted to kiss her.

i am already lucid when the dream starts. i notice that i am in a forest. i look up and i see the blue sky. i feel like trying flying but i am scared. but i just walk through the forest, i notice a small house, it looks haunted.... i walk around the house to inspect it further when it suddenly starts to get
DARK. i shout "LET THERE BE LIGHT!!" it ceases to work. i shout "MAKE IT DAY" nope. i walk into the house. now it has become so dark that i cant see anything at all. suddenly i see a something in the dark that resembles eyes. just when i notice that something in the dark grabs my leg and drags me. i start screaming. but instead of me being jolted awake it instead changes into another dream scene.
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this could be a ghost story.

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LUCID
*I remember jumping in this field check if I was dreaming. I flew up high and recognized that indeed I was dreaming. Basically this dream was me practicing my flying control. I realized that when I relaxed I had a lot of control over my flying. At some point I felt complete mastery over my flight. Then I walked up to a crowd of DC's instead of showing off like a usually do, I thought I would ask them to fly with me. Some of them didn't know how so I gave a basic fly course . It was an awesome dream.

i am in my old living house with my dad and a woman i know. i am happy i am back with my family again (false memory). i walk to my dad and talk to him (idk what it was about). suddenly it hit me, i was dreaming.
me: I AM DREAMING, I AM DREAMING. it changes into a new dream scene.
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the house is a dream sign.

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #201: Copilot

I’m standing in a brightly lit cafe near the serving counter. There’s a row of three toilets placed directly next to a huge window that looks out onto a shopping mall. In spite of the people passing by just a couple feet away from the window, I decide that I need to sit down on one of these toilets.

As I’m sitting there I realize that I don’t really need to go after all. I wonder why I am even sitting on this toilet publicly embarrassing myself. Some kid, a boy of about 9 or 10, sits on the toilet next to me and starts talking to me about something. I don’t relish the idea of having a conversation while seated this way so I get up to leave (not having “accomplished” anything.) The kid gets up as well and I see that he’s left a horrible, putrid mess in his toilet.

He points to the awfulness he left in the toilet and tells me, “Eww, you did that!” I sputter with indignation and outrage until it occurs to me that this has to be a dream.

The kid disappears and I spend a moment taking in the scene. From behind the cafe’s counter, a guy in a paper chef hat stares back at me. I look to the left and see a staircase leading down, with a man in his early 40s standing at the bottom.

I decide to try teleporting by taking over the man’s perspective and it works almost instantly! Now I’m viewing the same scene from the bottom of the stairs. I run up, wondering if I’ll see another version of myself or the man I switched with, but there’s nobody there now.

I see my 4-year-old son E standing nearby at a table and walk up to him. “Hey, buddy!” I say, and walk with him out into the mall. We’re on the second floor walkway and across a sort of interior courtyard I see an atrium with a beautiful skylight. Daylight pours in through the glass and I think it looks like a great flying spot.

I scoop E up in my arms and he feels realistically heavy. He drapes his hands around my neck more lightly than he would in waking life but the grip seems firm enough to get started. I take to the air, flying with him over the balcony railing. The flight feels very floaty, like something that’d happen in zero gravity. E’s legs float out to the side and I realize that I’ve lost the feeling of his weight.

For some reason we’re drifting away from the skylight toward another section of the mall. I make a hard right turn, dragging E behind me, and we begin to travel down a darker, previously unseen corridor. Before we make it very far this way, the dream ends.