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It is a slow beginning, but a beginning none the less.

I awake from a dream at 6:10 am, turn over and close my eyes. (I am disappointed in myself at forgetting this previous dream) I instantly jump back into the dream. I am now sitting in my car in an empty lot filled with trees and one windy dirt road that leads back to the main highway. I am not sure if I am preoccupied thinking over what just happened in the previous dream, or if I am on my phone, but I realize I ought to get going. I start the car and as I hear the engine turn I suddenly become alerted to a Mexican man with long hair trying to force his way into the back left passenger door. The view changes from first person to third, I am still in the driver's seat but my "dream angle" has changed to the backseat. Multiple things happen at once now, I think I hear the door begin to open while at the same time the car is beginning to take off, and I remember turning left and right sharply in an attempt to shake off the man, much as I would in a video game carjacking like GTA. The car is going forward now, but I can't tell if it is normal time or if time has slowed. The shaking possibly slowed the man but the door is open and he is almost inside, my view has changed back and forth from third person to first, but at the moment it is in third again. Faintly I remember I have a handgun in the seat next to me. I feel an overwhelming sense of fear and dread as I dive for the weapon, and awake.

No dreams again. Just fell asleep.

Interesting...

I squished a black widow in real life yesterday.

Then I dreamed last night of black widows and squishing them.

Makes sense.

But last night I dreamed that I saw a tree with woodpeckers in it.

And this morning I saw a woodpecker in my willow tree. Woodpeckers aren't common in my area, and I have only seen them here a few times in the past. It was really odd--what I saw in real life this morning was so much like my dream last night, I had to wonder if I was dreaming.

My Brother Gives the News on NPR
Alarm Infiltrated Dream

My brother was walking around the room spewing the news. I couldn't believe he could remember so much of what he'd heard. He was not only being his typical annoying self, but he was delivering the news just like the read it on the radio, fully intonated. He was bugging the SHIT out of me.

He kept going and going. I was amazed out how much he remembered AND how much he spoke like a radio personality.

The only common theme in these dreams was my best friend. Not complaining though, she lives several states away so it's always nice to hang out with her, even if she is just a dc Other than that, there's not a whole lot to say about these dreams.

Dream One: I'm in a blimp with my husband and son. The captain says we're making good time. My family decide to go up some stairs to a viewing platform and look out at the world below us. When we reach the top, there's some sort of turbulence. We start to go back down the stairs to our seat, but the whole thing is shaking and kicking, like it's being bumped or tossed about. We all drop to our knees on the stairs, but my little boy is three steps down from me because he was taking off quickly without holding my hand (as usual, he never sticks close by like he should, ha ha). The Blimp heaves forwards, and the steps are tilted back so the bottom of the stairs is higher than the top of the stairs. I'm so scared my little boy is going to fall off the steps and I won't be able to catch him. I wake myself up when I start to reach out for him and smack my hand on the wall, lol.

Dream Two (Fragment): I'm in the house I used to live in years ago. I feel like I'm a business owner of some sort. I've signed a contract with a man who is supposed to be building something for me, and the contracts says he can use one of my employees to help him and he temporarily becomes their boss. I don't specify what employe he can take though, and he takes my best friend A. I'm mad at first because she's my best employe and I need her organizational and office skills because I lack those skills myself and I trust her with my paper work. But He reminds me of the contract and I have no choice. Then Later I find her in her underwear in the garage. I'm flipping out, she looks upset. The guy had taken her to the garage, and told her to strip that he was going to have a Dr examine her before she could work for him because if she got hurt doing manual labor he could be sued. The guy then walked out and left here there. Thinking a dr would be in she had done as requested, but no one had shown up for hours, she was like an abandoned puppy. I was so mad, I started yelling at the man and telling him to take his stupid contract and shove it where the sun don't shine. He won't treat my best friend like that! I feel guilty for even making the contract in the first place, I didn't know this would happen, but I still feel like it's my fault.

Dream Three: I'm the owner of a grocery store. Or maybe I'm opening one? I'm renovating the building, and making it two floors instead of just one. I'm doing inventory when I feel like I should turn around. A blond guy with short hair is standing there. He smiles crookedly but good naturally at me. He seems familiar, so my dream self decides he's the guy who fixed my shower the other day and must be here to install the escalators. He goes along with what I tell him, and I keep thinking to myself, "Damn, he's so cute!" I'm really busy with my inventory though, so I take him to one of the escalators and tell him here it is, I will bring someone to help him out and answer any questions he has. I go a few aisles up, and i find my best friend A. This time she's in a wheel chair, but in the dream it seems normal? I tell her the guy has shown up, and that he's gorgeous! I ask her if she'll supervise him for me and answer any questions he has. She agrees to, and I feel a bit jealous. I wish we could both stand there and watch him work! lol I push her chair to the escalator, and the installation guy is on the floor drilling something into the floor. I can't help admiring his rear A takes a deep breath like she didn't expect him to be that cute (I tend to like guys with long dark hair, like Johnny Depp, lol. Blondes are rarely my thing... K being one of the very few exceptions, and now I guess this DC can add himself to my short list of hot blond DCs. A likes the cute, boyish men like Heath Ledger, Elijah Wood and Daniel Radcliff. Our tastes don't match well at all, ha ha) Anyways, she introduces herself, and he nods at her and looks up at me. I tell him I have to finish my inventory, and I'll be back to check on progress later. I go back to an aisle of canned goods, and do some boring inventory. After a little bit, I go back to check on them. A is on the floor now, the wheel chair is gone. She's looking so lady like and sophisticated despite sitting on the floor. As usual, I'm blown away by how she can look girly and flirty even in the most ungirly places, ha ha. She's tucking some hair behind her ear and talking and giggling as if she's really interested in what the escalator guy is doing and thinks he's so fun and entertaining. I think Damn, she's fast! I never had a chance, but in the dream I feel like she's more in the position of accepting hot guys attention than I am. Like she's single and I'm not I guess. The guy looks up and smiles at me, my heart practically melts. I catch myself and clear my throat like I have something important to say. All I end up saying though is, "I'm just making sure you guys are getting along ok and don't need anything." HG (lets just call him hot guy for the rest of this, lol) says everything is going wonderfully and he'll be done in no time, and thanks me for having one of my employees answer his questions. I smile, but before I can say anything A chimes in that she's having so much fun talking to him and then goes on to say something to both of us about how she'd like to hang out with him if she got off work early. Kind of a hint to me to let her go, and a hint to him that she's interested I guess. He shakes his head, looks at her softly and says, "That would be great, but I'm not really ready for another..." then as he says, "Relationship" he's turning his head towards me, and the looking me right in the eyes he says, "yet." I can feel my cheeks getting hot and I say, "Oh my cheese! I forgot!" and turn around and act like I had forgotten to do something important and I really had to do it right away. I can hear him asking quizzically "Oh my CHEESE?" and A goes into telling him the story of how we were up really late years and years ago chatting on AIM and stopped making any coherent sense in our conversation and someone said OMC instead of OMG, and then the other decided the C must stand for cheese, and thus our inside joke, "Oh My Cheese!" was born. I only hear half of this story though because I'm all fluttery and practically jumping down the aisle to get away from the situation. I don't handle flirting well, ha ha. I do some more inventory, then I hear a noise outside. So I get up and start to walk out the front door of the store. The parking lot is still just a big square of dirt, and there's an odd oak tree towering in the center of it like it belongs there. There's a white truck parked in the shade of the tree, and HG is bending over the bed of the truck grabbing some more tools. I can't help checking him out again. He straightens up, and turns around. He looks at me, and smiles, then drops whatever he had back into his truck and walks purposely my way. I'm standing in the door way, and he gets only a foot or so away, almost creepily close, but I'm not bothered because I'm so attracted to him and he still feels so familiar. I remember his right arm being up, either like he was propping himself on my doorway or like he had put it behind his head. He asks me if I'd like to go somewhere with him, but I get flustered again, and I tell him I'm sorry I've got work to do, and duck back inside. I can hear him sigh heavily like he's annoyed that I keep blowing him off. I find A, and ask her if she'll come with me for a minute, and she agrees because she says HG is getting some tools anyways. We end up at a gas station that around here we call "The Country Market" (but I think every small town in this area has a "Country Market" and none of them are actually affiliated with one another, lol) and then there's snow on the ground. Then this dude who looks like Ray Williams Johnson wants to race sleds. A and I get in a sled and pass him easily. He gets up and curses a bunch, then I wake up. Just a quick side note, the HG character has me pretty confused. I got the same "I need to turn around, there's something very important and familiar here" feeling I get when K comes into my dreams... but where as K's presence tends to make me feel like I'm tingling along the back of my neck and down my back, this HG only made me feel that tingly feeling around my mid back. I'm sure this sounds crazy, tingling? But every one in real life has a different tingle pattern, and normal DCs just don't for whatever reason. It's like they're empty of tingles, ha ha. I'm curious if this DC is of the same variety of K, or even if it could be K with a hair cut and I just only noticed the back tingling and not the neck tingling because I was flustered. I probably won't know unless I either see this DC again, or see K looking like normal in a dream again, lol.

Dream Four (Fragment): I'm on a wooden trailer being pulled by horses. It's a mobile stage though. A and I are sitting below the actual stage platform. A is holding a white and grey cat, maybe it's her cat mittens? There's a man in a magicians outfit, complete with cape. It's the most beautiful color black cloth I've ever seen. It's obviously black, but it shimmers in different colors like mother of pearl or opal... only it's cloth. The guy has long dark hair, and even a mustache. He's got a black dog with him. A is afraid his dog is going to attack her cat, but the man assures us his dog is well behaved. He climbs on the stage platform with his dog and starts to pull something out of his hat. I wake up.

Dream Five (Fragment): My husband and I are looking for some place. We're trying to remember the number to call for information on a cell phone. Like 411 or something, only my husband swears in the dream it's 919. I tell him we should just google it since our phones have internet and google is free.

I know it was really clear while I was dreaming it, but I had a hard time with recall this morning. I drank a little last night and didn't get much sleep, so maybe that's why.
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I was helping a superhero that looked like some kind of real-life, beefed up MegaMan. He liked to jump around a lot. I was apparently his sidekick, but I remember he was super cocky and treated me like I was useless. I remember I got annoyed with him.

Thor was there, too, the one from the movie last year. And some kind of villain, but I don't remember details. I remember a room with glass walls and a parking garage with blue paint and a bathroom with blue stalls.

I feel like I knew who the superhero was, but I can't remember now.

Yesterday
I was at a huge hotel suite with a bunch of Mexicans. I don't know what we were doing, but I think either a deal, or money was involved. There was a female there who wanted me to have sex with her, but she didn't think I liked her body. Some kind of way, we both ended up at the wrong suite (room 331) but our stuff was there. (NES game case cover and some other things). The Mexican chick started stealing things from there, and I thought about it...but the only thing I could do was to pick up a quarter that was on the floor.

There was some tv station in there as well. And they had these girls who would give whatever drink a person asked for. I decided to be a smart ass and order a Pepsi on my phone while I was three feet away from them.

Then I found myself leaving taco bell. There was an overpass that I walked under, and noticed someone was throwing rocks from above. I quickly dodged, but I didn't say anything to the kid I saw. I just hoped that something would happen to them soon. All of a sudden some black guy in this all white superhero outfit calling himself "Justice" stepped out. Rock music started playing as he made his introduction speech, and I was like "hell yeah"! But I woke up.

I also had a dream about playing Super Mario world....and something about talking to a girl in her car who was complaining about her boyfriend...even though she said she was single.


Today
Hmmmm....well i guess I forgot it, due to recalling yesterdays dream....oh wait....I got it.

I was with D, and we were in California, near all the studio lots. we were having a conversation over what the place was called. I also remember walking down a board walk, and some guy was telling us he could give us classes if we knew out to dance, and something about a 3/4ths note.

I was in a room with a bunch of really big displays. A group of people and I were putting huge pumpkins on the displays, more on each table than they should be able to hold. The pumpkins looked heavy and were large yet I could lift them easily. Afterwards, stacks of DVDs filled the floor. Someone told me it was a contest to see who could watch the most anime episodes in a certain amount of time. Which is weird because all the episodes are the same length, so wouldn't everyone watch the same number of episodes? That reasoning didn't come through in the dream, though.

So last night i had a dream i was a lucid master. i spawned in this area i remember being very rocky and the sky was dimmed. i remember what someone told me on this site to mantra in my head "i will have a long lucid dream" and i did and fortunantally it worked. so i remember wanting to do a rasengan so i put my palm out focused hard. and then it happened i was walking around with it and smashed it into things. i cant really recall much but i remember trying to chidori. id get really short burst of lightning so instead i tryed a "Raikiri" the louder i yelled this the more powerful the strike was. when i yelled it a giant amount of lightning came around me and shot out as if a short ranged explosive attack. so then i used raikiri to focus into my palm by not yelling it and i did a chidori! i was happy so i started running. i saw this piece of yellowish glass and i used my chidori on it. a straight hole went through it and i cheered knowing i was lucid. sooner or later n the dream i ended up in this brown village city kind of thing except it looked like the sand village from naruto. people were in there i remember calling a girl hot and her telling me i already did once so then i was talking to this girl because we ended up somewhere and i remember closing my eyes and i woke up! i was sad but quickly tried to sleep again and i did. i could see reality on the bottom half of my vision and the dream in the next and then sooner or later it went back into the dream. this time when i went it i wasnt lucid at first and then i said. "this is a dream" so i walked around to find a dream character and i told him this was a dream and he said "no way!" i continued on and i found my friend devyn he was in a really black robe with red eyes and a coat. i think we challenged eachother to a duel i remember us both going back and he spreaded apart his coat and it expanded like 30x covering almost all the land in the battle field. He started charging at me and also not to mention he had a puppet in front of him like kankuro in naruto. i charged up my rasengan and ran towards him before he could wrap me in the coat i rasenganed his puppet. using this in another lucid dream i had i learned to use it or become comfortable with it. his puppet flew backwards along with him but he was still standing coming at me at a faster rate this time. i knew i couldent run because the coat was just to long so i stood there while he was charging at me and yelled "RAIKIRI!" lighting shot out everywhere hitting him the coat the puppet. after that i ethier cant recall anything or woke up. But that was one awesome lucid

I dreamt that I had awoken too late and was going to miss my class. My university was very different to how it is in waking life and seemed to have a system of caverns with medieval style wooden doors leading into stonewalled rooms. Thinking that there was I two hours late and that there was no point attending the last few minutes, I went for a beer at a bar in one of the aforementioned rooms where I met some of my friends, friends which do not even attend the same uni as me in real life. A good selection of real ales was on offer and the atmosphere was rather friendly.

I Am Speed [DILD]

This was a very long dream. I remember vaguely playing this game before this happened, but not much of the content. I was playing some new Pokémon ROM based on Red and Blue that I was apparently making, and was amazed at how good it was. (Even in the dream, I didn't actually remember making it.) I was showing D how crazy it was, but I only remember that from hearing it in the background; the screen took up my entire vision. I was in a Cinnabar Island-like area, and I laughed that at one point the whole map went from black and white to color, then back again almost instantly. I went inside the Pokémon center and the scene totally changed. It was some big panoramic view of a bar scene, with the healing station up in the front with an animated background playing behind it. I can't remember much of what happened there at the bar, but I got sucked into it and started experiencing it in first-person perspective. I met this girl there who I've known since elementary school, and I've been calling her M but for the sake of not mixing her up with my more current friend, I'll stick to ML from now on. I think she said something about some people being injected with some drug or virus, but they may have been inserted later by my false awakening.... Anyway, this dream was REALLY long, even from this point on, it had to have been at least another 20 or 30 minutes. Unfortunately a lot of my memory of this point is lost, but I'm pretty sure I became at least somewhat lucid somewhere in here.

I don't remember the realization, but I do remember the clarity of thought, knowing I had control, and remembering that it was lucid in my false awakening. For most of the dream, ML and I were trying to get away from this guy I used to hang out with named JB, who had been chasing us ever since the bar. He ended up following us around some huge building which I don't recognize as anywhere real, but it contained all types of strange rooms and structures. We were flying to get away from him, and my memory starts coming back in when we were in a movie theater room. We were just trying to watch the movie, but we sensed that he was there again, and ML slowly whispered to me to fly backwards into him. I did that and it totally caught him off guard, and then we both zoomed off. My memory gets a little hazy for a second, but then I'm standing a hallway somewhere in the building. I started flying forward again, and this time I started thinking to myself that "I am the fastest I could ever be, no one is faster than I am." My speed started increasing faster and faster and faster, and everything in my vision was moving so quickly that it looked like it was just bouncing all around my line of sight. Then finally, reality broke. My perception of my speed passed some kind of barrier, and it was no longer that I was feeling how fast I was going as much as it was that I just was speed... like there was no "normal" speed to compare it to. Very hard to describe. I was hit with the sudden feeling that the entire building map was open to me simultaneously, like I could see around all walls at once. I was still moving, so I was just warping all around the building. I was moving so quickly that my environment was just flashing and warping from one scene to the next. I felt like I was bursting with power but also pushing myself out of control, and then it suddenly faded. I guess I made it too unstable.

False Awakening - I woke up and tried sooo hard to get all of this dream typed up. N and D were both there and they wouldn't shut the fuck up. I kept telling them "Seriously guys, this dream was so amazing, please just let me type it." They would agree for half a second and then continue trying to distract me with stuff, and N wouldn't stop talking about how whenever he sings the lyrics to "Brown Eyed Girl" he gets it wrong and says either "blonde eyed" or "green eyed". (I can't remember which he said, I think it was the former, though.) D kept trying to hand me some keyboard, which I claimed was "memory foam" and told him to go put it in my parents' bedroom. Of course, if I'd looked around for even a second I would have realized that the environment I was in looked NOTHING like my house, and was in fact actually more similar to the building from the dream, but... oh well. When I finally woke up so much memory of the dream had escaped me. But I least I got what I did.

Two lucid dreams in one night! It was awesome! First one was a false awakening, and the second was a false awakening WILD. (DEILD?)

When I successfully succeeded in the WILD, though, it was really dark. I said very loudly "STABILIZE NOW," but nothing really happened. Everything was all wibbly-wobbly. Since it was dark, I decided to make it light, so I said "LIGHT NOW." A bright light showed up, out of my mouth I think, and my vision went black. I tried to think of what to do, so I tried to do the spin-teleport to the meadow, but I ended up just waking up.

I was in a large house, not mine, but I needed to use the bathroom. The nearest one ended up being occupied. The adjacent room led to its bathroom as well, but it was occupied too. I went a short ways down the hall to the main dining area, there were DCs around the table, eating. This room actually had 2 doors leading to small bathrooms. I tried the first, it was occupied. Finally the second one was empty. I shut the door and I was alone in here. The whole bathroom was run down, dirty, and filled with junk. Its like this bathroom was abandoned years ago and no one wanted to take care of it. The other occupied bathrooms I peeked into were nice and clean, even though a DC told me to go away. Well the broken bathroom I was in had a strange metal urinal, with a broken toilet lid sitting inside it. There was also a toilet in a corner with urine all over it. I decided the urinal was my better bet, especially since it flushed when you turned the tap. Now some woman bangs on the door and yells something at me. She isn't going to stop talking, so I decide I'll just find a different bathroom instead. As I make my way back to the door, I notice I'm stepping on something. There are metal ball bearings sticking to the bottom of my feet, guess I'm barefoot? Also there is a sharp piece of metal stuck slightly in my left foot, causing some pain. I pull it out and brush off the ball bearings and the pain goes away.

Now I go down the hallway to the end of the house. There is a patio here that connects more rooms of the house on the other side of the patio. In the patio area though, you got your garden & lawn equipment. I get a mower, intending to use it, but there are already 2 guys going around mowing the grass. One has a pushmower like me, the other one is on a riding mower. I figure by the time I get my mower started, they will be done cutting the grass. So instead I go into the house area on the other side of the patio, I could sense a bathroom in this area. In this one room I met an old guy who was supposed to be my grandpa. He ends up talking to me for awhile, and after I ask if there was a bathroom near, he says yes, but then locks me in the room with him and shuts the window. I guess I'm not supposed to use the bathroom, huh? He keeps talking to me and showing me these giant sized boxes that came with dvds and toys themed after the movie it came with. After that I wake up.

4/17/12
I had my recurring dream. This time, I was in some sort of old school or hotel with some friends from high school, and under a staircase we found a collection of old pianos. We were playing them, but I also remember feeling like we didn't have much time, and I think everyone was evacuating for a fire.

4/18/12
I was really mad about something and I was throwing shit, and my mom was like, "Are you mad because of ****" (I'll keep him anonymous) and I was like, "YES HAVEN'T YOU BEEN LISTENING?!?!?!"

4/19/12
The only part I remember from this dream is when I became lucid. I think I just somehow realized I was dreaming. I was in my kitchen, and my family was with me, and all of a sudden I realized it was a dream, so I said "I'm lucid dreaming" and I just kept repeating it so that I wouldn't lose the dream. And I remember laughing cuz I was so happy that for no reason at all I just realized it. But I think I drifted back off into the dream because I don't remember anything else.

It was about 11 at night, and I planned to do a WBTB the next morning, and I decided to try to WILD again. Got relaxes, numb, etc. Then I attempted to tick my neck back, because according to a user it sends a signal to the spinal cord that causes 100% paralysis. It didn't seem to do anything, so I continued to attempt the WILD. I had a sudden huge spasm that was throughout my body, and I was kind of surprised. I believe this caused what happened next. I felt like I was spinning, I felt the tingling sensations, and I saw a few images looped, with a kaleidoscopic border to them. My eyes were fluttering like crazy, and I think I was too focused on making that stop, because it faded away. I wasn't able to get back to that state, but I'm happy I got this close!