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April 13, 12. 7:00am

I know I had a dream, but as I woke up it faded and I can't remember much. My mom and I were in a beautiful place with stone walls and glass paintings, it looked like a church. I think Robert was there too. We were talking about something important, and all I remember about the conversation is me saying, "I have to remember all this". Then, I remember seeing a living plant creature.

End- My thoughts
No comment...

17.04.2012

War! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm standing with my small machine gun in hand next to my friend, Jacob. We watch as a swarm of enemy soldiers start to march towards us.. the battle starts. The enemy soldiers start running towards their trenches as fast as they can while our soldiers rain bullets on them.
I attempt to aim and fire my SMG but the distance is just too far. The bullets become unaccurate over the range and hits nothing.. I pull out my Desert Eagle. Everyone that has played CS: S knows that DEs shoot better over long distances! I take a few shots.
Many of their front wave get injured from the volley of bullets, tumble, and lay face-down, still, in the mud. The enemy decide that they are in a really bad position and retreat deep into the tunnels of their trenches.
We follow.. but that was a bad move. Once we climb into the tunnels, we find them all lined up with their guns out.. a trap, great.

April 12, 12. 5:55am

All I can remember is something about the doctor. I woke up thinking it was Friday and that I set the alarm to early, because I don't have to be at the doctor until 8:30.

End-My thoughts
The first dream I've had sense learning about lucid dreams. funny, I had it the night after I researched how to have lucid dreams. Glad i had a notebook.

I woke up with some images in my head, but I wasn't really too concerned with remembering them since I thought it was 6:45 AM, but it ended up being 5:45 AM when the alarm triggered.

So I thought it wouldn't worth it to sleep for another hour, and just to stay awake instead.

I couldn't really focus too much on dreaming, just a lot of stress lately. I think I need to make a change for myself, especially what happened to the friends of other people.

16.04.2012

Star? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

There's an asian girl.. I think she's a celebrity. Everything in this dream just seems to be based around her. She's absolutely stunning. We are playing tennis and i score a round against her. She cusses and laughs her melodic laugh. I can't get over how gorgeous she is.Her eyes have so much emotion like.. I can't even put into words.
Later, we are standing in a line with a mutual friend, laughing together. We bring up old memories of going to a tutoring together for maths. I watch her father walk out of the room briskly with his.. assistant(?) and recall memories of him leaving his daughter for work.
She and I spend the next 5-10 minutes or so cuddling on a couch and just laughing. This dream was really pleasant and calm..

There was going to be some sort of party at my friend Jesse's house, but I couldn't find my car, so I asked my other friend DJ to drive me there.

In the Anime Club room, my ex-girlfriend was there, but she was deaf. She started singing, but would pause every now and then as if she were trying to remember how to hit certain notes. It sounded pretty good, but wasn't the best thing ever. Class started so I wasn't able to give her advice.

I had a false awakening. I walked into my living room and started looking for a sticky note to write my DJ entry on, but then I remembered to do my reality check. Lo and behold, I was dreaming. It was dark, so I couldn't look at my hands to stabilize myself, and when I tried to speak, I woke up. I could hear my sister being reeeeeeally loud in the other room so I probably couldn't stabilize because of that.

I just had a dream about my very first reptilian.

I woke up in my bed in a room that looked almost exactly like this apartment room. The lights on the ceiling were connected to some kind of mobile contraption. So, I played around with it using psychokinesis. I moved it across the ceiling a bit and then back (don't ask).

There was a lady in here with me. She opened my room door and walked into the next room which was totally dark. Then I heard her talking to somebody. When she came back into this room, I asked her "who were you talking to?" She said "a friend." I said "who? I've never met him. Can I talk to him?" I'm like WTF? This is my apartment and yet she's claiming there's somebody else here?

Then she went back into the next room and started talking to this person. Then I felt a force emanating from that room. I was thinking that it would be best to take this outside. I looked up at the ceiling and thought about flying through it to get out. This this white guy with glasses (I've seen this guy on YouTube, lol) walks out of the dark room and up to the foot of my bed. I'm sitting up now looking at this guy... I said "who are you?" And he's like "it's for the good of mankind." I looked into his eyes and he had vertical slits for pupils.

I immediately jumped out of bed and exited the room by going straight through the wall next to me. But I didn't touch the wall. As I'm standing in the yard I see this reptilian looking guy walk out of my apartment and he starts running at me. I had never seen one of those before. His skin color was a mixture of green and grey polka dots; I think his eyes were yellow; he wasn't wearing any clothes; he had no hair--just a bald head; no wiggly bits; no nose or lips that I could make out; no ears, eyebrows, and definitely no tail that I could see. His skin didn't look scaly but it did look tough and he was still about the size of his human self, only slightly more buff. Totally different from what I was expecting of a reptilian.

He jumps on me and we start exchanging physical blows. One of his punches sent me flying and I landed on my back. He jumps on me and I punch him in the gut and across his head a few times, knocking him down. He really felt that. Then, I began levitating as I was debating on whether or not to escape, but then I changed my mind and thought that this could be fun. This guy spoke telepathically and said "it's for the good of mankind." This is the second time he said that. I flew back towards him and landed about five yards in front of him, sliding along the dirt as I did so while grinning from ear to ear from sheer excitement. It's such a shame I didn't go lucid during this dream. For some reason, I was thinking about space and the cosmos as I was fighting this guy.

He looks at me and says telepathically "so, you're the original creator, ____." The name he mentioned sounded like either Mabub, Yakub, or Babub. I've no idea what he was talking about but I knew I was intentionally holding back during this fight because I wanted to see how strong this guy was--and he was damn strong. I also thought about calling my guys (whoever the hell they were) to handle him but that would cause too much damage to the area. I swear I could have used any technique I could think of but I couldn't think of any, so I went with physical attacks, lol. He came at me again and swung, knocking me back over a small 6-7 ft. tree, destroying it. Then he jumps on me again and we started slugging each other but I didn't feel anything at all. He looked like he was feeling it though, lol. All the excitement woke me up.

And that was my very first reptilian dream. Woohoo!

April 19, 2012
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All non-lucid

I only glanced at my affirmation before turning out my light last night.



1. Peanut butter...I don't know more than that. I dreamed of various kinds of peanut butter. (I also made my daughter a PBJ sandwich for her lunch tomorrow, before I went to bed)

2. My cat had something trapped at the window. I went to the window and moved the curtain back and there was a little bird. Perhaps a wren or sparrow. Sparrow is more likely. It was all puffed up and crammed back in the corner of the window sill. I scooped it up expecting it to peck at me or something but it just rested in my hand. I hollered for someone to open the window and someone behind me did. I stuck my hand out and opened my fingers to let the little bird fly away but it just sat there. So, I moved it closer to the house - next to the outer wall. And at some point the bird morphed into a mouse. The mouse scattered down the side of the house and onto the ground. In the process it jumped from the wall to the ground and I watched it run away but I noticed it might have been limping. I also believe at one point a second bird flew out the window when the person lifted the sill. (reminds me of an older dream I had of the Lifeless Sparrow I found in the trash heap.)

3. This dream was very sketchy. I was in third person most of the time and it almost felt like an Remote viewing but I know I was not. There was this rather tall and large young man. He was in a basement. He'd come to see someone or maybe someone had come to see him. He had brownish hair - and needed a haircut, as it was a bit long to the collar. The girl who was there came to maybe his chin. She went to kiss him but at the last minute he turned his head and she kissed his cheek. It was an awkward moment. They chatted for a while. The dream gets fuzzy and then my husband enters the dream. Apparently they know each other, this guy and my husband. I'm not sure if I'm hiding from them because the entire dream feels very distant, like I stayed away and observed everything. I felt like I was hiding. Both my husband and this man went out to our driveway and began throwing a baseball back and forth. Then, I woke up.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

(...) I find myself in some sort of complex lab. There's a strange room with strange chubby white babies on a nursery and a large aquarium. There's a kind of white organic tower on one side of the aquarium, with round openings under water and an opening to the outside of the aquarium. The babies in the nursery go inside this tube and enter the aquarium through the holes. The water is not normal fresh water, but a warm and dense fluid, and the babies can stay there apparently without breathing for a long time.
Something happens and I end up inside the aquarium. I hold my breath for a while but when I can't hold it any longer I realize I can also "breath" the fluid, although it feels claustrophobic and I want to get out as soon as possible. I notice another white tower with more openings on it, but this one has some kind of nests inside, on top of each other, and inside the nests I find what seem to be tiny carcasses of dinossaurs.
I find a hatch (I couldn't fit in the openings that the babies use) and I get out of there.
I am wandering trhough this complex building, through corridors and stairways. I see nobody but I hear strange and creepy sounds. Then I bump into a very scared man and he says the dinosaurs have escaped and are hunting down the humans. I can hardly imagine a full sized dinosaur running through the narrow hallways, but then I do see a human sized raptor, coming in our direction. We run and we go different directions. The raptor goes after me and I feel very close to dying when he is just inches of grabbing me with his claws. A door opens and I am pulled into a room. The door is locked behind me and I find myself among a group of good looking young males and females. I ask them about what is going on and at first they don't really want to explain anything at all, but as I go along with them on the chase of the saurians, I become aware that they are not really humans. They are also "dinosaurs". They are some sort of hybrids who were born and raised on this complex. They look human but they can turn into the dinosaur form if they wish so. Most of their kind is heartless and preys on humans, but some of them feel more human than saurians and have the instinct to protect us.
There was some kind of trouble in this complex and they got loose. While some starting killing all the humans, others organized to save the humans and stop the other saurians from getting to the outside world. But they were playing a "double-agent" role so they could approach the mean saurians without raising suspicion over their intentions.
They come accross one of the evil saurians, who is in a human form, but clearly looks different, more like a vampire - very pale, reddish eyes, big canines - and he seems to be a leader figure, so they try to behave like they are under his orders, so they can infiltrate the command and do some damage. But there's a problem. He can smell me. I try to play cool, try to pretend I'm just one of them, but he can sense there's a human among them and that blows the whole thing up, because he immediately realizes they are traitors and protecting a human among them. They tell me to run away. He transforms into a dino and there's a bloody battle of saurians inside that room. (...)

The dream:
I was in outside with my girlfriend, we were at a circular table and we'd bought some stuffs to eat/drink. I had bought me a glass of red wine (irl I hate wine and never drinks it). I had no idea how I would open the bottle, so I took a fork and stuck it into the middle of the bottle. It started to come out red wine from the bottle, so I hold it over a coffé plate, and from there I drank some red wine.
However, I discovered small glass pieces, so I had to be careful when drinking.
When we had eaten/drinken done everything, (I still had some left in my red wine button, but I was too scared cus of the glass splitter) we threw the stuffs in a trashcan.
We moved on to her appartment, that looked different from what it actually does. Few days later her mum said that I'd to go home, I really had no idea why though. It was thursday, and I'd come there at thuesday. However that was alright and I were going home. But I knew I'd no breakfast or lunch at home, so I thought of pass by the store for that.

The end

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dream person
Green means notes

Got it? Great! Now sit back and enjoy.

Dream #1 This little thing of ours.

Im in a room (possibly one of my dream homes i built) talking to Natalia about our status.
So we just gonna keep yelling at eachother for nothing?
"Nobody told you to do it, you did it YOURSELF"!
Forget it, just forget it. (obviously she is upset about what i do not know)
Where are we right now hm? HM?
"What are you talking about"?
I mean where do we stand? This little thing of ours?
"I am who you want me to be".
What i mean is how long we gonna keep doin this huh!? I mean its like we fight then we make up. What the fuck Natalia? I mean if something is bothering you just come right out and say it!
"KISS MY ASS"!
(She walks away from me) Alright fine, be that way then.

Dream #2 She got herself a shotgun.




Me and Natalia are driving down a highway in a marron coloured corvette. And that song shotgun is playing on the radio. She has a new shotgun she named it lola. She is dancing nodding her head to the music in her dark shades, and tapping the steering wheel.
"I love this song". Always puts me in the mood to go shoot some shit up!
Lmao. Whats with you and your love for guns Natalia hm? I always wondered that.
"What can i say? Some girls love sugar and spice and everything nice, uh uh, not this girl."
She likes a feel of the cold steel gripped between her palms, and the smell of gun powder always gets me wet".
I see. (my mind drifts a bit here) We pull up to a apartment complex.

So this is the place?
"Mmhm. You got your pistol"?
Yea. You got lola?
"Oh yea, lets go take em out".

The mansion.

Its evening time, and the location seems to be somewhere by Miami somewhere. We walk up to this big mansion, and walk to the side of the house. Ducked down low, we creep thru the back of this mansion. We go seperate ways, and peek thru windows. There are a few men in suits joking in the house about something. I tap on the glass 4 times and duck, then run around the side of this mansion. A guy runs out to check to see whats going on. I notice Natalia creeps up behind the man and cracks his neck. (My memory gets foggy here) and the dream fades.

Dream #3 trying to find Sinoblak again.

I did a wild at 5:30 am. Im now in my current home looking in the mirror. I reach in my pocket to grab my hawk coin totem. I rub it, I build my awareness with it. Where am i right now? What did i just do a hour ago? I was asleep a hour ago. I GOT TO FIND SINOBLAK!!!
I dive thru the mirror. I end up at some empty apartment. Was Sino here? I look around the apartment trying to find clues. I pick up books, and pieces of paper with notes written on them. I grow a bit impatient and set out to look for her. I exit the apartment, im not in America anymore, this place feels different yet somehow familar.

I walk slowly down this empty street late at night. I notice a stray german sherpard wandering the streets as well. I whistle to him he walks up to me. Hey there boy, can you help me find a friend? I go back to the aparatment to find a bunch of cars there blocking the entrance. There are men standing around talking about something. I am now spotted by two of the men. "Hey you"! What the hell do you think your doing here!

Not feeling like fighting or do i? hehehe The men run up to me, one the men swings at me i duck and jab at him in the face. Not wanting to use any special ability here, as i wanted to increase the intensity of the dream more. Another guy runs up to me and i counter his punches and crack his arm and headbutt him in the face. After they are laid out, I say now gotta finish finding Sinoblak. I walk thru doors opening doors searching for her. I look thru stores, food places, i go thru malls searching for her even calling for her.

Finally i fall backwards and have a false awakening.

Dream #4 Reading thru my files and records.

Im in my 2nd home in my living room on the couch looking thru my files and records searching for something.
(my doorbell rings) I go answer the door its a Asian dude asking me something about helping him find his sister cause she may be in danger. I tell him hang on give me a min.
I put my files up in my room and arm myself with a pistol and head out the door.

Dream #5 Not in my house.

Me and this one black dude was talking about whos better on the court. Im playing him in basketball and just remember yelling out something like. "Yea thats what im talking about"! Not in my house! And i wake up.

Final dream Time is running out.

Running thru this house shooting at these men chasing me in suits. Im evading their bullets, and exit thru doors. I stare at my watch using my mental strength to slow down time. I dive thru this nearby mirror and up in a huge house. I hear a piano being played. I walk over to see this little girl playing this piano. She has very fair complexion, looks like she is 8 or 9 and has dark black hair and blue eyes. I ask her how did she learn to play piano.

"Oh my friend taught me".
Wow, she must be really good then. Listen can you help me find a friend? I show her a pic of Sinoblak?
"Mmm i think shes out right now but she should be back soon". Have a seat.
I sit on the couch listening to this child prodigy playing the piano. That music is so calm i say. I fall asleep.

False awakening.

Im in my bed and look around everything looks normal and feels normal but is it?
I reach underneath m,y pillow to grab my totem and start reality checking.
I knew it..SINO IM COMING!!! I dive thru the mirror and end up at some casino.
I look around trying to search for Sinoblak. I walk around glancing at poker tables, slot machines, all while rubbing my hawk coin totem. I see a woman waiting by a bar, she looks like Sinoblak. I see her brunette hair as she flicks it drinking her drink, she is wearing a bergund dress and looks very elegant this evening. I walk over to her, I hear music in the distance, NO, NO, NO!!!! Not my beethoven alarm! The dream fades and i wake up.

Notes: Im making real progress here. I can do a hell of a lot better then this though. I will find her! Im overall slightly dissapointed with myself, for my lack of focus in this dream. Clearly i have gotten thrown off quite a few times here. Well, tonight is another night so we see how it goes again.

I slept for maybe about two or three hours? And the entire time, I kept waking up. I was being "possessed" by something in my dream as I was trying to dream? And I was letting it possess me so I was helping out with a spell. But I kept saying the wrong spell, waking up, and restarting. I woke up probably around 20-40 times. I think the spell was to actually keep me dreaming, rather than letting me be possessed. But they could be interpreted as the same thing. That's all. Oh, and I started taking new uh... supplements and if I have weird dreams again tonight then it's probably because of them.

Night of the 17th:
Fragment 1 - Me and hubs are at the dollar store for some reason. I deiced to buy a few platters and something else. When the lady rings me up it come to 1.24. I guess the lady asumes i dont have any change and thinks i am going to give her 2.00 but i tell her i have the .24. I end up giving her .25 and telling her to keep the penny. She looks as me funny and i tell her to giving it to someone who neds it next or to throw it on the ground and make it a luucky penny for someone else. When i get to the car i see a bag of stuff hubs bought. He tells me it is presents for my bday.

Dream 1 - I am walking around a house at night with some girl. She has a camra which is also a xray type of thing letting us see through the walls. Every thing about this dream feels like a nighmare but it is not too scarry for me. We use the camra to look into the house we are by and see a pool of blood with a trail going into one of the other rooms. I tell her that is enough and not to follow it. We walk around the house when the feeling something is after us hits. If we do not get under cover we are going to be attacked. We try to get into the house but it is locked.

As we are banging on the door trying to get it to open a midget comes running around the cornr of the house screaming in terror about something. I tell him we are scared as well but if we stick together we will be fine. At first i tell them we need to find somewhere to hide, but there is nowhere to do it. So i then deiced to use the house as a kind of wall and put the midget in the corrner of the house followed by the girl then me first so i can fight off what ever is coming. After about a minuet waiting in fear i deiced this might not be a good idea after all and tell them to follow me. We run towards some other housed that i can now see. When we get to the house it is now daylight and the ameatit threat of what ever is after us is gone. I ask the people of the house if we can stay there and hid out with them, but they say they have too many other children to proect. I decied since it is day light to run since i see a forest and mountains in the background. A woman warns me to stay away from the freeway otherwise the beast will bpick up our scent and be one us quick. With that in mind we start running again.

About a mile down the road i stop and say screw this part of the dream and turn to the two dc i have in tow and ask them if they want to go flying. They say yes so i put the girl on my back and hold onto the midget. We all tak off into the air. Once above the clouds i am starting to get board with the dream and deiced to try to full fill my secend step task and fly into outer space, but i do not brake orbit before the dream fades and i wake.

Night of the 18:
Dream - I am trying to remember the fragment before this dream, so the dream starts off showing me hubs, but all the people are asian looking (we are not in rl) i make my way into some bathroom. While looking into the mirror i see a girls face behind me, but when i turn noone is there. I start to get mad then get pissed saying i know you are there and just because you refuse to show your self i will not be afraid of you. This time i turn around and the girl is there. She says something about needed help because some beast or something is after her. I grab her and run out of the bathroom. When i get to what i am guessing is the living room i try to get the dcs there to help me protect this girl. They just all sit/stand around looking at me like i am crazy. I give up and go outside. When i get out side this bid green lizard like thing attacks us (no not godzilla, more like a moss covered camono dragon ) I disspach tfhe monster with no problem. Now the people in the house and other out and about run up to me and say the beast i killed was a guardian or something and the girl is the evil on and the only way to kill her is to use the guardians blood since it is like acid. Do i pool up some of the blood and put the girl into it which is now like a small doll.

I don't know what happened before I became lucid. I'm in an airport shopping center. I look around for DCs in the area to interact with. I find speaking and interacting with them to be the most interesting part of lucid dreams. There is a man walking in front of me. I ask him for his name. I don't remember his response but I know it was completely unintelligent jargon....So I look around some more and find a young guy looking through a shelf of DVDs. He has a baseball cap on and long blonde hair tied up in a ponytail in the back. He's wearing a dark gray shirt and I notice his left arm has tattoos running down it in a sleeve. He tells me his name is David Pendragon. His last name I'm a little unsure of. "Pendragon" is what it sounds like though....or Bandwagon..something like that. He is unusually attractive and I tell him that. I also let him know that his looks would probably intimidate me in real life. The dream stability is horrible - continually fading in and out. We pass a speaker display with colorful strobe lights placed decoratively around. It's playing music with heavy bass and I can distinctly feel the vibrations from it. Everything become crystal clear for a brief second before the dream ends.

I am in my garage, the garage door is open. I look outside, and there is a blonde girl in a blue dress (think oldschool Alice in wonderland, but collage age) I don't like her, something seems off. She is saying things to me that I don't remember, but they aren't nice. I drop my gaze and begin to pray. I say something along the lines of, By the power of god, evil being begone! I feel a chill run throughout my body, exactly like the kind that happens frequently in waking life when I'm reading something that resonates with me, look up and... I'm not sure if she faded away, or I woke up, it's almost like both happened.

I look at the clock, it's 3 in the morning, I go back to sleep.

Vivid sex dream with someone from waking life I like, I don't know if it was shared, because it's difficult to tell when it is so vivid, and I wouldn't have the guts to ask them anyway. lasted what felt like several hours.