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While I recall no dream, but I also do not recall lying in bed awake at 3am worrying about everything and having a hard time falling asleep. So it was a better night than many recently.

9/18/2013, 10:00-6:00

I tried to say mantras to LD in bed before going to sleep, but no lucid dream. I woke up once at 1:49 till 1:52.

Dream 1:

My family and I were driving to Connecticut. We ended up at a forest. There was this temple. My dad was driving on top of the temple when he said that we've made it to Connecticut. I wanted to get out of the car, so I did. Then the car fell onto the other side of the temple. It started to tumble down the temple and into some trees, with my dad, mom, and brother still inside. They were then outside of Connecticut :/. My family was perfectly fine.

I then found an opening into the center of the temple (Connecticut) and I jumped inside. I found this little statue, a few pedestals, some statues on the pedestals, and a window looking outside. My brother J was then outside the window. I grabbed the one statue not on the pedestals and put it on one. Immediately, there was a Canadian goose that flew down and started attacking my brother. There was blood everywhere. The dream had a sad feel to it.

I tossed and turned like never before. I kept waking in severe discomfort and pain. No benadryl for the last couple days, but my dreams were extremely messed up.

I was with a Native American tribe and I DC hopped a lot though I've forgotten most of that part (I really recall only waking up and thinking how strange).
There was a massacre going on. Someone grabbed me and a bunch of us were under water. I didn't have a breathing apparatus but the man dragging me did, so I thought he would share it. Once we were under the water awhile, I was panicking but discovered I could hold my breath a very long time People were getting killed under the water.

I don't know if it was the same dream or another one, but I was in water again. I was floating on something and I saw people keep going under. There was an attacker beneath the water.

I was fascinated by 2 tribal names and I spend a great deal of time trying to remember them, but I forgot them once I woke completely.

In another dream, I was running through a huge building trying to escape an unseen killer. I was in a room with several doors. The locks were very cheap but I took care to lock all of them when someone left. There were lots of glass walls though. I saw a man get separated from his son (still had his younger daughter with him). I saw the boy was just on the other side of another wall and I tried to warn him. The killer was using the boy as bait and when he rounded the corner, a 10 year old girl zapped him with a taser. She was working with the bad guy.

I was running with a bunch of people outside. A woman in uniform was shot, but I dragged her along with me for some water (again with the water!). We dove under but I lost my hold of her and after the fighting subsided, I couldn't find her.

In a completely unrelated dream- an extremely embarsasing dream, I had a barbie that was alive. I was going to masterbate with her and she was screaming. I told her to shut up or she was going in face first What The Heck!!

There was so much more to the dreams, but I can't seem to remember...

LUCID: I'm in a villa and I'm lucid, I summon a DG and see a violet tarantula. I assume that's the DG, so I ask it for advice, the spider start running inside the house and blatering about how I could lose 3kg and become a runner athlete (no thanks), it then disappears behind some wall.
I walk around the house and find a mini velociraptor pet that falls asleep against me.

I wake up eat and go back to sleep.

LUCID: I know I'm inside some kind of a movie or videogame, I'm before a mirror on a corridor that acts as an access to the toilets, a medium height woman with brownish har, gray eyes and no eyebrows approach me, I think she wants to taser me or something but it doesn't happen. I decide she's not curvy enough and try to improve her looks, it doesn't go well since I literally rip her in half! I undo the damage but then her legs turn into goo, I cast her aside to stop doing damages, perhaps seh'll fix herself, and proceed to see what's going on in this dream.
I approach a very big and rich mansion, I know I'm supposed to steal something and the woman from before is meant to help me in doing so. While intruding the place she comes back, this time she has eyebrows, and we infiltrate from a unlit warehouse or something like that. Then we're inside, we go inside a corridor and we hide while a detective is looking around for us, as soon as he goes we solve some kind of weird puzzle that involves paintings withouth paintings that have instead small scales with objects on them.
I guess we're meant to make noise and distract the detective so we can move further, we do and I split from the girl. I hear footsteps and quickly hide behind a wall hoping to not have been seen, a face shows up from the wall a inch split from me and start screaming. The light goes weird, I supposed it's some kind of signal that I'm doing a poor job, more people from the house join and call for help, since I'm still lucid after all I think they're being overdramatic.

But as soon as I'm about to do something about that, the mp3 I recorded on my phone to keep my dream light wakes me up. It seems I need to make it shorter or at a lower volume, too bad, one makes aids to help oneself become lucid and they wake you up instead, typical.

There were numerous dreams this night...

I went to sleep after 2 AM I think.

> (this might have been September 16th) The Darth Vader vs Luke Skywalker scene from Star Wars: The Empire Strikes Back happened but was a little bit different. Luke then fell, Went through the vent or whatever it was and was hanging from the railing, And the "Movie" Was an abridged version to some degree.

> Some people were cosplaying as Dorothy, the Cowardly Lion and the Tin Man from The Wizard Of Oz. A man was as Dorothy in white makeup. Later they started avoiding people and turned into MLP: FIM characters including Twilight sparkle and Derpy Hooves. They were all caught except for Derpy who went up a building and started acting like the bomber from the Atari 2600 game "KABOOM!" dropping things down.

I can remember I was with S and C. C was a werewolf/lycan, and S had some leather-type armor and a bow and arrow. Apparently we were fighting Medusa in some kind of temple area. It was a large stone crypt-like place, with a lot of columns. There were torches on some of the columns that lit the entire room with an orange-ish glow.
Anyways, I wasn't able to look at Medusa (or I would be turned into stone, obviously) But I was able to hear her footsteps and sort of get a sense of where she was. I had a sense that she was behind me, but I realized I didn't have any kind of weapon. I got angry with my two friends and we traded a couple of remarks before I just decided to do things as best I could.
I grabbed Medusa and held her by the neck, (I had to look up and away from her) and I started ripping off the snakes in her hair. I don't know how this worked, I think she gave in eventually and died.
Strange that I would be dreaming of greek mythology/gods. Never really been into that sort of stuff.
After she was defeated, my friend dream characters faded, and the setting sort of morphed into my kitchen. My father was there, but he was smiling really evil-like, and I think his eyes were either bloodshot or glowing red. I realized that I had to fight him, too.
I remembered my lack of weapon was nearly my downfall in the last fight. I went over to the knife block on the counter and took out the big butcher knife. My dad pulled out his own knife that was really more like a small sword or machete, it was so big.
We fought for awhile, but I dominated him, and I think I disarmed him. He had some sort of back up weapon, another, smaller knife. I can remember at one point we got locked in some strange position where he was holding my knife blade, and I was trying to cut free, but in order to do that, I had to cut off some of my dad's fingers.
It was at this point that Lia entered the dream scene. I couldn't really make her out, but I know she was there. She came in standing in the doorway of the kitchen, but she was floating about two feet above the ground, and was partially transparent. and she told me that I wasn't really fighting my dad, but rather some evil character who had created a manifestation of him.
Knowing that my opponent was not actually my father, I began to fight much more fiercely, and I opened up his stance, and stabbed him in the leg. He knelt down and admitted defeat.
But the one thing that sort of stuck with me, was when I walked past him, I looked at the wound on his leg. There was no blood coming out of it. It was just a sort of narrow red cut into the flesh. I again; don't know why, but that detail just sort of stuck with me.

Another thing I can't stop thinking about why, in my dreams, is my father always portrayed as some evil character? (Well that wasn't a direct portrayal of him, but a poser of some sort.) In real life, I know him to be a bit of a grouch from time to time, but for the most part he's really nice. Maybe it's just some symbolism that I haven't figured out.

#232 - DILD - 5:55AM

I am working at Wal-Mart in the cereal isle with Spencer whom I work with IWL. I realize this is not what I do for a living and I try to reason out how this fits. My explanation doesn't make sense and I become lucid.

I see Spencer and bullshit with him a bit. I ask him, "So what now?" I can't remember the conversation but he says something that I said at the same time I do. I laugh at this because I know why this happened. He is an extension of my subconscious so it made total sense.

I see some young woman walking past with a man. They appear to be having a wedding rehearsal. I recognize her from an earlier part of the dream before I was lucid. I tell myself to remember that part for later and I felt like I could. I think it is totally rediculous that I would dream a wedding at Wal-Mart so I walk out and follow behind them mockingly. I hear them counting out the steps together, "Step. Step. Walk. Walk. Wedding. Wedding." I continue to follow them around and kind of lose my concentration. I realize I am caring a bag of ice and a bag of M&Ms. I have the bag squeezed so the air expands on one side and I shake the candy inside. The result is a very loud and annoying sound to be making while following closely behind people. The woman says to her betrothed, "I don't know why people are showing up 3 hours early. It's annoying." She emphasizes the last sentence and turn to look at me over her shoulder. At that, I realize that I must have dazed out and regain some lucidity. I assume she meant that for me so I turn off another isle.

My memory here is really hazy but mostly I just wonder around exploring and enjoying the very vivid lucid. I think about going outside but I really feel like this dream would be more stable where I am. At some point I realize I still have the bag of ice and it has nearly melted. I place it one of the freezer bunkers and walk away. Now I look around and notice all of the people have vanished. I feel like this means the dream is about to end. I feel very pleased and happy with this dream because it felt like it was such a very long LD. I wake up.

Morning of 09/17/2013

I am in a crowded cathedral like place. It is dark inside even though it is daytime and has a medieval church feel to it. There is a lot of noise and activity as if something is going on. One of the men comes over to where I am, to see a woman there. The 30ish handsome guy is in dirty medieval clothes and is not supposed to be here but nobody has noticed. It is understood, between the woman (also attractive) and he, that he needs to change clothing. She wordlessly suggests average working guy clothing but he rejects those saying, “If I wore those, what would be the use (of being royal)?” He put on flashy yellow and gold armor.
I’m a bit taken aback when a good looking blond woman also in medieval clothes walks in front of him a bit, but facing me, and takes off her medieval dress being naked underneath.
I hear a lot of noise all around but there is a commotion behind me. My view moves in reverse back out of the main cathedral into the entrance hall. It appears the King has arrived and there are a lot of people all trying to get his attention and attending to him like a superstar. I see his face and he looks like Star Trek’s Worf, which for some reason does not surprise me. As I see him coming towards me, I become a person walking along, I feel having feet again, feet in sandals. The King walks by and I say to him “There’s a surprise…” referring to the naked woman, but he took little notice of what I said and kept up with his pose’. I then thought how I thought talking to a king was never so formal or that not just anyone could talk to him so easily.

Dream Fragment 1

I was joining a online poker room, PKR I think. I joined a heads up table. As I joined I noticed there was 3 seats. I assumed we must have had a tie in joining the room, as only 2 seats are available in heads up. I was kicked from the table, and noticed that there was only 2 seats now, which were taken.

Dream Fragment 2

I think some female was telling me that my nose ring looked great on me.

Dream 1(fragment):

Something about dragons.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was on some kind of hot air baloon/zeppelin kind of vehicle with a team and there was one dude that was shouting on everyone. We were descending towards enemy base. We got attacked by a huge barrage of rockets and were trying to defend the vehicle, but ended up constantly getting hit whatever we did, some of crew were having some abilities, like forcefield, that temporarily stopped attacks. Soon though we didn't had anyone left but me and shouty dude, he started complaining about things and then i figured out that rockets can be easily shot down, i've started firing my rapid fire machine gun at them and holding off nearly whole barrage that way. I told dude to start doing things and he apparently got rapid fire rocket launcher of all things and started helping with barrage, that definitely stopped it.
As we landed we had to deal with some enemies in some kind of small fort.

Dream 3(fragments):

I was in some kind of multiplayer FPS game, the level was some kind of underground metallic complex and was pretty mazey. It was more or less classic team deathmatch except that there was some kind of crafting system for custom weapons/items. I ended up crafting bottle of some poisonous liquid at one point. Also there was one room housing the core of the complex which was kind of metallic thing and it was beating.

Dream 4(fragments):

There was some kind of story involving mechas, some 'high beings' and searching something, which ended up with the fight of massive mechas, they were extremely powerful and there were also striders from half-life 2 participating in the battle on our side, the problem for them was though that enemy mecha was alot more powerful than them and could down them in single hit. Also there was much huger strider, but it was damaged and just stood out of battle. The battle between two mechas was pretty epic, but then dream kinda switched to something about Gordon Freeman's mom exiting the house, she was invisible due to having no model. Then there was alot of talk between all characters and a dying 'high being' about some kind of truth or something.

Dream 5(fragments):

Yogscast were playing some game which was kinda FPS, they were fighting some robotic enemies through the level and it was pretty hard, especially in the end with big and powerful 'generator' enemies. They managed to 'skip' past them though and press end of level switch.

1. I walk up to a big light-brown bag and scare the shit out of the people in it. Similar to this in size (but still bigger).

Apparently it’s a vehicle. I had gathered a sack of BL manga to read while in the ‘vehicle’. They were bigger and heavier than normal. I sit them on the floor inside the door. Melly is there and shows me some candy she brought. Twizzlers was one. I brought some too and lay them out. One was really long multicolored Twizzlers (red and green), one was small twist Twizzlers. The multicolored ones were half and half and the red and green blended into each other in the middle where they met, and they were almost translucent.

We’re waiting for a horror movie villain (think Michael Myers). I see in my head like a movie scene the figure standing on the road. He’s walking funny as if injured, and I see a car pass by him as if they’d run into him.

Inspiration: I got a bag of Twizzers a couple of days ago. Horror movie thing probably inspired by Friday 13th.

2. I hold my breath as a vehicle with a bad guy in it passes me by. The lady inside with blond-hair just past her ears smirks at me. I remember her, she’s a woman ‘I’ helped in a hospital when I was a doctor and some crisis was happening. She fell down the stairs and I rushed down to help her while everyone else was just trying to get away. “Look at me.” I urged her, checking to see if she had a head injury. Her hair was longer and in a pony then.

She turned out to be a stalker.

3. In a school (TTU)? Brought Sarah clothes, she was feeling down about something so we didn’t think she’d join in on what was going on (others were wearing them too). But she appears wearing jeans and a purple sweater with writing on it. We’re happy and walk out of the building, me quietly singing a song.

Mom is already getting in the car when we step out, and I burst into song, ‘Reflection’ from Mulan. Sarah stares. As we get in the car, she compliments me and says she gives the performance a four. I say something about how I love to sing when the weather is like that (‘windy’).

“Who is that girl I see
staring straight back at me
when will my reflection
show who I am inside?”

(I sing the last world as I get into the car.)

4. As I was getting up for the day, I saw my mini flashlight by the laptop and remembered something that happened. At some point during the night, I crawled across the bed and over to my desk, scrabbling around on it until I found the flashlight. By then, I realized that I had dreamed that there was a big spider in my bed. By then I already had the flashlight so I checked for ease of mind. x_x

It’s really weird when I react to something in a dream in WL. I think last time this happened, I walked over and got a sweater from somewhere, put it up on my bed with me and went back to sleep, lol. No wait, I think the last time was me coming to to find myself standing up on my bed…

Notes: Woke up half an hour early again. Two songs with dreams, seems like listening to music before bed might be the cause. :3 Also, one of my dream goals I’m trying to remember for if I go lucid is to sing a song (not ‘Reflection’ though!). I can’t do that IWL because we live in an apartment and I have a high voice.

1. I’m at a library flipping through a thick, floppy book. I stop when I see an entry on No.6 (with a chest-up picture of anime!Shion). Apparently it’s some sort of reference book.



There were notes by people written on the back(?) of the book. Two said, in the same handwriting and not far from each other, ‘No.6 season 2’. I show it to the person with me, who is apparently grumpy. I don’t think I ever actually see this person.

‘I miss you nanna.’ Was another of the messages. There were a few similar dedications with a word starting with ‘n’ in it.

We try to find the publish date at the beginning because we’re wondering why No.6 is in the book so soon. It says 2008.

I’m watching an anime I’ve never seen before and am unfamiliar with IWL. I feel and hear a guy behind me telling a girl that I’m watching an anime and he’s going on about it, it’s distracting. (I don’t think it was actually anime though, the style was off.)

I went to turn the TV off but couldn’t find the button. Actually, there was one labeled OFF but the person with me, told me that that wasn’t it. It turned out to be a square black button on the bottom right on an inlaid panel.

~I look up at the TV and think how, since I’m not watching it, I may as well turn it off. But I look back and see a bunch of people, and think that since the TV is so loud, turning it off will make the silence really thick.

2. A woman hanging out with her family, then goes to pick up a boy waiting grumpily in a van. She looks mid-age with shoulder length auburn hair.

Inspiration: I meant to look up up my old lucids from 2008 and thought about it before bed. No.6 actually came out in 2011. Besides seeing No.6 posts on my Tumblr dash often, I listened to the anime opening/ending last night before bed.

Read my stuff, could save your life? their more of visions than dreams.

I am with my friend Chris eating in a car after getting some food at some fast food place. I asked him "when can I come over to play poker" and he replies "we know you are struggling with a lot of things but not for the time being". Then I remember in the parking lot we were eating in a car pulls up with some really familiar faces. I remember I saw Luis, Diego, and their sis Muchi, they also were with some other friends who I definitely seen before. After they showed up they asked me where Ive been and I told them "taking a break" and they said "oh ok.....want to join us were going to this restaurant to go eat", at which point when I hear those words nothing stops me from going out. So then we end up in this mexican dark looking restaurant with dim lighting but the atmosphere was relaxing and some new chicks appeared here additional from the previous group we were with before. The girls were super chill and we hit it off great talking about of sorts of things which were making them laugh which at this point I remember everyone leaving except those girls which I waited for them to leave so they could have some company. So when we decided to leave it was 3 remaining girls and I who were about to go to the most epic party on this cruise ship because once we left that restaurant the scenery changed to a gaint cruise liner. Which at this point I remember running to my cabin number 325 to change cloths because I needed to change and dinner was already starting which afterwards the party was going to start. I started climbing the stairs super fast but not on the steps but on the railings on the outside like spider man would do or something and that freaking cruise liner is such a hassle it was as confusing as real life just like it was in the dream which totaling pissed me off. At this point I started running down the cruise liner to get to my room pass this one guy from my silver palm congregation who had foot powder and he was holding it upside down so there was foot powder everywhere which I remember choking on when passing by him. I got to my room and lost vividness.

Side Dream
I wen to this house party with Eli who is a close friend and when we entered it I remember it was a two floor house with a balcony overseeing the living room which gave a great open space to be talking and dancing. I remember seeing Merari on the balcony laying down on a pillow/mattress like hippie looking thing and then remember sitting next to her and talking. I actually saw the entire balcony was filled with hippie looking pillows with people sitting on them just talking which mad for a nice tone in the dream. I remember after a while I went downstairs to talk to Eli about something and lost vividness,

3rd person following 3 people traveling through time, one woman and two men. One of the men, Billy, winds up being left behind, the other two have to abandon him in a place where he's "condemned by the powers to a life of battles." But they've just now encountered him again, as the 9th "killer" they have to face in a place of challenges, carrying a sword. A great deal of time has passed from his perspective and he's almost unrecognizable, cold and intimidating.

They've returned to their own time, in the hotel rooms they were in before all the time travel started. Due to timeline shenanigans, the woman runs into a 'past' version of Billy in the hall, a version who hasn't done any time traveling at all yet, smiling as usual.

The 'killer' version of Billy is talking about the souls left "there," abandoned by her. The other man who'd traveled with them questions that phrasing, 'souls' - "Are there really any souls in hell now?" Due to timeline shenanigans, is the implication - before Billy'd been abandoned, the two of them had a longstanding debate on what happens to the people in erased timelines, whether they still exist in any form. Billy's smiling, which is not a good thing, and saying they can finally conclude that debate.