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I am dog heaven. I can't find my dog. I am overcome with grief, and fall to my knees and cry. The emotion wakes me up.

I've been trying to remember my dreams without writing them down but it seems statistically speaking we remember more when typing or writing so I will start this DJ. I'm writing these down from my Job which is about two hours from the actual dream so in the beggining I wont be able to recall much, Anyways.

Today I dreamt I was in my car on the way to a house i've never visited before. Once i got there, this lady who i've also never met or atleast dont think i have, since this dream was a little hazy but long, greeted me at the door and allowed me to come in. She showed me around and next thing I know we were leaving to go somewhere. I could remember the car ride being a series of highways and roads. The dream skipped to the destination and it seemed to resemble a mall or school. I Woke up at this point but quickly fell back asleep and resumed the dream The lady I was with was gone and I found myself wondering around seeing a lot of people but not really noticing anyone in particular. At one point I stood in the middle of a plaza and some kids started talking to me (cant remember what they said). I woke up after the conversation.

A second Dream I had, I was taking care of someones house or acting as a security guard for a museum of sorts. This museum was weird because their were famous people hanged up on the wall but they looked perfectly fine, not dead like or anything. I was staring at this woman who was pretty damn fine and I just couldnt resist but fondle her breast I was on the couch watching tv with the woman i just touched acting on the screen. My alarm sounded shortly after...

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

It was night. My mom, one of my nephews, and I stood outside under some kind of shelter, like the shelter over a gas pump island at a gas station. But this shelter was lower, and it seemed a lot brighter underneath, like it was lit with incandescent lights.

There was a lot of stuff under the shelter, like stuff out of a house. The shelter also seemed to be connected either to a house or to a grocery store.

My mom and I had probably come from whatever place the shelter was connected to. I was probably getting ready to leave the shelter altogether, maybe because I felt I needed to.

But now a car like my little brother's car came driving toward me from the building, as if it had been inside the building. The car stopped. It may actually have been driverless. The doors opened. Something like a gust of cold wind may have come out of the car.

I suddenly got the feeling that my actions were hurting somebody's feelings. It may have been my brother. But it may have been a woman, possibly a relative of mine.

I started shivering. Then I started getting a really weird feeling, like I was melting inside. My emotions and my sensations all began quivering and getting really weird. I was shuddering and rubbing my arms. Then I collapsed.

People, probably including my mom, may have helped me up. They may have walked me into the building, which was now a grocery store, although it was supposed to be a hospital.

I was laid down on a hospital bed that was partly walled-off from the grocery store by a hospital room privacy curtain. The space I was in was cluttered.

I had been told that I had gone through the weird physical moment because I had been dehydrated. I knew that my being dehydrated had something to do with the car.

I don't think I felt terribly tired or bad. I may even have been standing up and walking around. But I had been told I had to stay at the place because the doctors were still observing me, making sure I wasn't suffering anymore of the effects of being dehydrated.

At some point a doctor may have come in to see me. The doctor may have been a woman. Or, possibly, after a male doctor had seen me, a female nurse may have come in to see me.

Whoever the woman was, at some point she was so close to me that it was like she was embracing me. She began telling me something about how some other woman, another doctor or another nurse, was either jealous of the woman or jealous of me.

February 16, 2012
My dream recall has been horrible lately it seems like my dreams just keep getting less vivid every day. Anyway I had a short full dream and two dream fragments. Here they are:

1) This dream was like a false awakening again. I 'got up' from a dream and wrote it down in my journal. Too bad when I got up for real I found out that it never happened

2) Fragment: not a lot here but I know it had something to do with a mars rover excavating rocks.

3) Fragment: this was another false awakening but I can't remember much. Just the aspect of waking up. The rest is all fuzzy.

I am determined to get better dream recall! If anyone has tips I would love to hear them

Edit* I remembered something today. I was in class at school talking to my English teacher. At one point she offered me a baked potato that was sitting on her desk because she wasn't going to eat it. O.o

This dream didn't occur until the morning time.

I was knocking at my front door ( Which was round the right side of the house for some reason) and I noticed that there was a rounded window next to it. After seeing this I relized that I must be dreaming so I did a reality check (pinched my nose and took a big breath in) and yes I was dreaming. Now lucid I continued inside the house into the living room where I met y sister Fran. I tried convincing her that this was a dream but I don't remember her reaction. I then attempted to walk through a wall (which failed) before following my sister outside. When outside, I can't remember where my sis went, I started walking in circles wondering what the consequences would be if I went off doing loony things and it wasn't a dream. I wondered round the side of my house (where the door originally was) and I food my dog Harvey being cuddled by my step dad stuart - who was calling him a fat pig for some reason. When I saw Stuart I thought it would be cool toehold him and blow his brains out but I still couldn't work out, or accept that it was indeed a dream. My dog went off and me and Stuart walked round to the front garden were the sky,previously being grey, was now a summers morning blue. There is a house (in real life) about a couple of yards up the road from my house, this house was now infront of my house. I tried to convince Stuart that this was a dream and what did it for him, and me, was seeing a car on fire flying over re opposite house. Shortly following that wad a massive convoy of old sports cars. I said to Stuart "you don't see that every day do you, this must be a dream". After some muttering Stuart agreed. I then pointed out an old man looking at us from the opposite house, who then came out to talk to Stuart. Whilst they were talking I went of running down the road thinking what to do. I shortly came to a part of domewood, where I live, that I have never seen before (because it was made up by my mind). I got to a dead end and turned around to try and find Stuart and the old man again. Whilst running back I attempted many times to fly. After many fails I jumped about in a rage, and after one big jump and a scream I flew for about 3 seconds, 60ft into the sky, before falling down and getting weird visons of a red stop sign in my head almost like my mind was saying ERROR! When I was falling I remember a web page saying that falling from flight wouldn't hurt me, so I buckles up and waited for my face to meet to pavement. Now standing up I was down a new road now. This road looked like it was in the muddle of tge countryside. As I continued down this road the old man and Stuart were back in my sight. They were accompanied by 4 little children, my mum, and maybe my uncle in laws girlfriend Kim. I got to the group and spoke aloud saying that everyone would be amazed at what is about to happen. I picked my space on a field next I tge road and everyone gathered around. I then jumped up in the air screaming, and landed flat on my face. Everyone started to laugh apart from the children who were now playing and the field. As our group entered the field I kept on trying to fly again. I only successfully did it twice more but no one noticed because the 'drive' feeling I got lasted not even a second and I was lifted about 30cm. My mum, who was now sitting on a bench at the back of the field with Stuart, kept laughing at my failed attempts. I tried convincing her that it was all a dream. I told her and Stuart about how I flew earlier on my own. Telling them that seemed to change my mums facial expression. But then I could feel myself waking up and it all went silent.

Note - throughout the dream I kept on doing RC's like pinching myself or looking at my hands or a mirror and I rubbed my hands together twice so that it would last longer.

Nothing tonight…

3rd: I was at school in the changing rooms. The changing room was where the lower school art room is and it was much smaller. I was there with Tom Franklin and Josh clingo (two of my friends) + random backround People. I'm asked me if I had brought my kit. I didn't reply but Tom asked Mr Burn (Douche bag PE teacher) - mrs chapman was there for some reason - something about the kits. Mr burn replied something what meant that I would get in trouble so I said "I have my kit apart from the shoes". But he still replies that I would get in trouble.

2nd: Me and a girl named (I have no idea how to spell it) wrayleen were walking to school (which was the East Grinstead Sainsburys) and wrayleen asked me if I wanted to go round her house before school so I could "walk around". I agreed to this and it turns out her house was in the middle of the Sainburys car park. We went inside and I stood in the hallway while she went off in the house. It was about 1 minute until she came back and we both went to go outside again. There were two sets of steps leading to the front door. One carpeted, one stone. The carpeted set had three steps whilst the stone only had one. To get out I used the carpeted Set but as I put my feet on the top step, wrayleens mum shouted out something bad about stepping on the carpeted steps. I replied "sorry I didn't know" and then uses the stone step to get out. Me and wrayleen walked about 5m away from her house and then the dream ended.

1st: We (my friend group at school) were in a geography room at lower school. But the group were divided into two separate groups. Both the groups were sitting around a table, filling up every gap with a chair. I was in the back right group with elliot west gate and Stuart Cameron (2 friends) and some others. The other group, at the front left of the room next to the door, was either Jordan Fordsmith or Josh Clingo (2 other friends) and some others. Both groups were talking about leaving someone out. When that someone (either Josh or Jordan) entered the room the dream ended.

A thing to add is that, in all dreams the sky was pale and Cloudy.

1st:

I tried using mnemonics to remember my dreams. It helped me remember more dreams but with bad recall.

1
I was in a dark building with a group of children. We went down stairs and they discussed ways to get out. The only kid who actually tried to escape was Stan (South Park). Parents arrived and wanted to take their children out of there but Stan was missing. He got punished for trying to escape but I'm not sure how.
Outside I saw parked cars of the rich parents. I noticed a yellow sports car.

2
I was standing next to the front door of my dads house. I saw a cigar shaped UFO passing by. I opened the door and told my dad I saw a UFO. When he stepped outside, it was already gone. I told him something about why I saw them frequently and why he didn't.
I saw light flashes in the sky and street. People were sending signs into the sky with fire and other things that lit up. Not just in my street but everywhere.

3
I was repairing my bike. My brother was also there.

4
I evolved in Human-Age and people told me I could have waited a little longer.

5
I was in a pink room with chairs that looked like thrones. The backs of the thrones almost reached the ceiling. Everyone wore extravagant clothes. Mostly dresses with weird hats. Alice (Alice in Wonderland) was also there. She was bored. All they did was drink tea and talk about unimportant stuff.

6
I was in a mental institution. They were gaming and I joined them. There was some kind of bug in the game that made others unable to move in the game. The only person who could play was me. I tried to score as much as possible but it didn't really interest me.

I was looking for an outlet to plug in something but I couldn't find it. There was something similar and I stared at it.
A girl in the corner said: "It's here, stupid". I plugged in something but didn't even know what it was.
I told the girl: "Not finding an outlet doesn't make me stupid." Her grin faded because she didn't expect me to respond.

A girl who sat in a closet asked me if I ever wanted any piercings. I told her I wanted to get a side of my lip pierced and she seemed to approve. I also said I didn't do it because I didn't want to damage my teeth. A different girl said she removed hers for that reason.

I turned around and found myself in a different room but still in the same building. A man asked me something I couldn't hear him because there was too much background noise. I told him I couldn't hear what he said because I hear everything at once and find it hard to focus on one person. I also said I had that problem because my brains don't filter most stimuli because I have Asperger's Syndrome.
A boy said he had Dyslexia and also had the problem but used medication to get rid of it.
I said I never want to take any medication. Everyone around me looked at me like I was crazy. I could hear them thinking I was arrogant and that I had to change to be 'normal'. I didn't really care about what they thought.

A friendly looking girl went upstairs with me. Upstairs, I saw people dancing around and having pillowfights. I went to my room. My roommate sat on her bed. She was really cute and sweet looking and had long brown hair. Her side of the room was painted in different pastel colors. The other girl asked me if I wanted to paint my side of the room. I shook my head and said "I like white, especially when I want to sleep.".

This is just a small fragment from the morning. There was a lot more, but I didn’t stay awake for long enough to go trough it and so I’ve forgotten it.

I’m in a detective story situation, at the end when the detective tells everybody who the murderer was. Most people involved are actors and I’ at a filming set. I’m probably working for the police, but basically I’m just observing. The detective tells us that the murderer is the lead role actor, and he knows this because he saw the actor shoot the victim. In the dream, I’m actually impressed by this.

I am with two people in a movie production. We are the actors. I don't know what the plot is but I know it has something to do with video games (I think I was supposed to be Donkey Kong). We're in an abandoned place that looks a lot like a hospital. I open the door to a hallway and there is what looks like a Silent Hill mannequin nurse at the end.

"Silent Hill!" The actor next to me yells, "That's not original at all!"

We run away from it pretending to be scared for the cameras. Out of the corner of my eye I spot the beautiful Mena Suvari working behind the scenes. We head down some steps towards what appears to be a cave. At this point I realize I am in a dream.

This guy comes out of nowhere and introduces himself and tells us that this cave is his place. He is taller than I am, and has medium length black hair. He seems really nice, and I feel like I know who he is, and that he is another dreamer.

"I want to show you something," he tells me, leading me further inside.

We come to a piece of art painted on the cave floor. It's an animal, comprised of different animal parts. Mostly bird but part lion, similar to a griffin except not quite the same.

"Do you change into this form in your lucid dreams?" I ask him

He nods yes, "Look at this other one I've been working on. I'm trying to perfect it's abilities."

We walk to the right and look at a second painting on the ground. This one is of a raven with huge outstretched wings and flowing feathers. In the image the bird is actually breathing frost like an ice dragon. It looks awesome.

He walks away for a moment and one of the other DCs I was with earlier comes up to me.

"Your friend has a present for you."

He hands me what looks like a candy bar. I pull open the wrapper and see that it's actually some kind of jerky meat. I start chewing on it. It tastes funny, I don't think my mind was quite settled on what it wanted it to be like. But it does the job. It helps me to stay grounded in the dream. I realize he gave me the present to do just that - keep me in the lucid dream. It makes me smile. I run up to him and give him a big hug.

"Thank you," I say.

He grins, "No problem."

At that moment I think about my body lying asleep in bed. Everything starts fading out. Crap! I'm not supposed to think about that! But it's too late. The dream dissipates and I wake up.

During this dream I was told the name of the guy who was helping me a few times. I can't for the life of me remember what it was. All I remember was that it sounded like a screen name. Like he came from the forums. And I felt like I knew him well. When I woke up however, I realized that I in fact have never met him before in waking life. I do not know who that was. It's a weird deja vu kind of feeling.

Some time has passed, so I've lost some of the details but....

I dreamed of many kittens again. Yet the dream spiced things up for a change and added a bunch of cats and rabbits too. Two of the rabbits were ones I've lost Neval and Mylopsia.
All of the animals were running around together. The rabbits kept getting loose and I was terrified the cats would eat them, but they all seemed to get along just fine. Some kittens were even nursing from Mylopsia
Then I went outside and the boys were loose. They had gotten their chains tangled together. I unhooked Snuffanuff easily enough but Rocky kept jumping all over the place and then I noticed that half of his face was missing

In another dream, the car theme ruled. I kept trying to get gas but ended up on the wrong side of the pump or way too far from the pump, then I wasn't filling my car at all but a gas can. Then I lost the gas can, lost my car, was going crazy trying to find everything I took off flying to get a better view, but it was so windy, I kept getting thrown off course. I eventually found my car and, drove awhile then parked some place I thought was safe. Turns out it was a semi-frozen body of water. I got out of my car, walked back somewhere, heard the ice crack and watched my pride and joy slowly slip beneath the water. I even tried to use my dream super powers to telekinetically pull it out, but it was hopeless.

I woke in a panic and annoyed at all these "stress" dreams. WTH? Life is fine right now. Life has been fine for over 2 weeks.

I was at school in some random classroom. We were receiving our exams apparently. I apparently got an English exam back. Someone was telling me that I had done really poorly, and for some reason Mrs. B. had taken it and marked it differently so that I ended up with 85%. I had expected to do better and was bawling my eyes out. I then explained to the two people (whom I cannot remember) that my meds were making me really emotional, which is why I was so sad at that moment.

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I was supposedly at the back of my current school. There was a massive field, but at the end was a river. Across the river was the back of my old school. I was with one of my classes, and we were by the river. I looked at my old school, and suddenly a garbage can near the back door of it burst into flames. We were all watching it now. We thought that the garbage can would go out since it wasn't that close to the door, but then the door suddenly started burning too. Then the whole school was up in flames.

I was confused as to how that had happened in the first place. Then, suddenly, I was thinking about how my school couldn't possibly ignite since it was all the way across a field and a river. Then I saw a single wandering spark fly away from the massive fire, all the way over the river and the field, and land ever so conveniently land on our back door and somehow light the whole school within a split second. Fear struck my heart; we were trapped and had no escape, especially with the speed at which the fire grew. Then it ended.

All this began from the massage of my head - somebody does me massage and I saw a very bright picture, and then he finished - the picture disapear and I was in the bed(in dream).
I was walking in the streat DILD and went to the first DCs - it was tall man and his mother - I thought. I gave the man a valentine card - the card was already in my hand. Said - good luck in valentine day! He answered - thanks - took it and they went away.
I went to find some picture - even tried to break a n office window to find some picture there, but could not. In some window i saw a picture with 2 bright parrots - i flew to it and tried to enter the picture - i went through the picture - and saw street and the picture of the parrots on the window.
I went ot the street again and found advertising (i think advertising of tea) with big picture of green mountings, lake and a woman. I flew about a meter to be the same level with the picture an went in it. I was among the green mount and some man was near me. I have very less control and couldnt take something from the picture - I began to rub hands and face - but it didn't help and I fall in the some room, but on the wall was other picture. I went to the door to go to the street and tried with adverticing once more and awoke.

-There are about 4 people on a terrace. three of them are facing west and the other one is facing east. The one in the middle of the three is a warlock. He says to us "I have been all around the world and learned many things."

-I went back in time and I saw my German teacher when she was twenty and just got married. She is in a huge apartment with many floors. I am running down and she is too. She has curly hair. She is chasing a blender that is jumping up and down.

This video was posted the night before this dream on reddit.
It got me really curious about Burning Man and I read up on it before going to bed.


I'm driving home.
I decide to take the country road, which I love.
It's nearly always empty and is full of corners with very good visibility.
In other words it's quite safe to drive really fast, and you barely ever go over the speed limit doing so.

A village is coming up so I attempt to slow down, but something is wrong.
The brakes are fading... badly!
I'm going downhill struggling to stop, the brakes aren't biting.
I enter the village quite a bit too fast but manage to come to a full stop after quite some distance.

What happened? I haven't had any brake fading since I changed to aftermarket brakes, and I wasn't even pushing them that hard.
Plus brakes don't just loose all their bite that quickly, they would have gradually started fading.
I get out of the car to check on the brakes and the pads are quite literally on fire.

No way... I try to recall if I was racing, but even if I was this couldn't possibly happen.
I get back in the car still trying to remember my driving, and start driving slowly to cool the brakes down.
I can't seem to recall my driving at all.

And then it hits me. I'm dreaming!
I immediately remember Burning Man and decide to go there.
I close my eyes, and imagine myself walking on the Playa.
Why did I close my eyes? I can teleport with my wings, this seems unsafe.

I open my eyes and find myself already at Burning Man.

"Huh... that was easy..."

I notice a woman in front of me, staring at me quite intensely.

"No, it wasn't. I brought you here."

Interesting.
I scan her aura to see if it is Faye messing with me, but I quickly realize it is not her.
It's the "hibiscus girl": Another mysterious woman / Emotional and sensory overload - Dream Journals - Lucid Dreaming - Dream Views
The last two times she was wearing clothes with a hibiscus drawn on them, but this time she's wearing the actual flower behind one of her ears.

"Well... hello there."
"Come!"

She grabs my hand and drags me away.
She blinks the both of us a considerable distance ahead, and we end up in a location where people have set up all sorts of art pieces.

"Beautiful, isn't it?"

I investigate all the pieces carefully.
They are very different from each other, but every one is beautiful in its own individual way.
There's everything from over-sized mechanical spiders shooting flames to tiny crystal sculptures.

She grabs my hand again, and gives me this look that clearly states that she is in control.
This is the second time she just dragged me into another dream.
I don't really mind, because I find her very interesting, and her presence is... quite arousing.
She's extremely attractive and quite sensual.
I'm drawn towards her.
But I sill feel the need to be at least partially in control of what is going on.

"We're going to climb that sculpture"

She points at a tubular structure.
I resist the dragging and she looks at me.
I stare deeply into her eyes and grab strongly onto her arm.

"No, we're not. We're going dancing."

I smile, and pull her to a new location through my eyes, the way she has done it to me before.
I get us into some sort of club they have constructed here.
There's a center pillar giving support to a huge tent.
We stand on a small platform attached to it, a few meters above the ground.
There's neon-lights everywhere, in all kinds of colors, lighting the place up.
Some follow the rhythm of the music.
They are playing vocal trance. (A bit like this starting at 2:30)



The girl is visibly surprised that I just dragged her here.

"Dance with me!"

She's unsure for a second but then smiles.

"Sure"

She leans her back against me and we dance slowly to the very atmospheric music.
I really enjoy it. She smells very nice... it reminds me of lavender.
She brushes through my hair with her fingers... I wish I had such good hair in waking life.
The flashing of the lights turns my vision slightly blurry.
She turns around and closes here eyes.
She moves in for a kiss, and it's absolutely magnificent.
I feel full of energy.

I can feel how much she is enjoying this.
But then something startles her.
She looks at her hands and starts fading away.
She manages to look at me one last time before she completely disappears.

I decide that she must have woken up, how unfortunate.
My vision is blurry as well, I need to get out of here and stabilize.

I teleport outside where it is dusk now.
I rub my hands vigorously to stabilize the dream.

I walk along a path with more sculptures on both sides.
I meet many people, all very different from each other.
They're all extremely nice, everyone is smiling and says hi.
I wonder if Burning Man is anything like this in waking life.

Some guy explains to me how to build these tubular structures and I end up helping him extend one of his sculptures.