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1-5-12
[probably D3]

Like the title implies, I’ve been waiting. Not so patiently. And......... LUCIDITY!!! [I think.]

Okay, so I was having a dream (duh) where I was talking to my friend A while on some sort of field trip or museum tour of some sort. Without any prompt at all, I became lucid and promptly began doing what any sane veteran of lucidity lore and study would do in my situation.
I started royally freaking out.
Really, I was getting all sorts of excited. I even grabbed A by the shoulders and said “Hey! I’m dreaming! I know I’m dreaming!”
And... shortly after that, the dream ended. I didn’t even wake up from all that freaking out, I just... stopped dreaming.

Stupid happiness overload.

The weird thing is that my recall of the whole thing is no more vivid than my average (recalled) dream. That might be due to my late (or technically early) bedtime last night (again, technically morning) cutting down on my sleep and clarity relatively, but...
Eh. Who knows.

Anyways. I am now officially a lucidity virgin no more.

I remember sitting in my room with a glass. I put some fish in it and some aquatic plants. The water level was kinda high. One fish, brownish in color turned into a ray and jumped out. I needed to find something bigger to keep it in and save it.

I'm in a submarine with several others, and we become aware that the ship is about to lose its balance/twist at a crazy angle underwater, such that the inside of the ship will be subject to massive pressure changes. (We'll probably all survive, though, for some reason.) I have this vision of a row of rivets that pop loose with a loud metallic clang one after the other.

Later in the dream I'm walking around a mall with Heidi. I could have been attending Mike and Andrea's wedding during this time, but instead I'm here pretending to be Heidi's husband while she has a lesbian wedding ceremony. Not that the ceremony is actually taking place or anything; we just seem to be wandering around the mall aimlessly. I get bored and start looking up information on Natalie Merchant. I learn that in her early career she and her husband had separate musical acts; she headed a group called Natalie and the Merchants. I wonder whether I'll find any information on her fake British accent, but I don't come across anything.

At some point I meet Mike and Andrea and we exchange photos on our phones. Apparently their wedding consisted of them and some friends hanging out in an apartment while everyone dressed up in some sort of marching band uniform. The whole thing had the atmosphere of a college party rather than a wedding.

I don't remember anything at all.

8:04 AM - 1/5/2012

I'm at school and I have a netbook that I am using to browse FJ while walking to lit class. While walking there I ask someone if the teacher gave us a lot of work and they said yes and made some sort of simile. I sit down in lit and while browsing FJ a comic convinces me to shake the computer which reloads all my tabs, one of which I remember had japanese or korean writing on it, and then I start browsing through my FB feed, which has mostly pictures of girls duckfaces, but I feel like a stalker so I stop. After closing the tab, I am in the place where the last picture was taken, which is a picture of a few of my friends at some restaurant. It's night and from our table I can see out the window and I notice that there is a building that is reflecting something really bright. As I walk over to the window for a closer look, I notice there is a river between me and the building and I also see that the building is actually the Burj Khalifa and is reflecting some really small building. I exclaim, "Why am I in fucking Dubai?" and with that exclamation comes the realization that this is a dream. I turn around, everything in the restaurant is a little shaky and then I wake up.

It was an average sort of day and me and some friends went into a pub to get drinking, one of my friends starting trying to fight with this guy and i could see the bar man eyeing us up, i told my friend to cut it out, suddenly there was a loud bang, i ran outside and it was nightfall and a clear sky, i could see people running around on this field and we were in the middle of it. Suddenly lava began to seep up from the ground below us, i could feel the burning heat on my legs just standing close, it hissed at it singed the green grass, i ran dodging side to side and it began to form a ring around the little area we were in which looked quite deep.

I turned around after getting out of the forming ring and screamed for people to come this way as i knew the ring was almost fully complete, i saw people running into bushes knowing they would just be jumping into lava, i heard splashes and hisses from people falling in and i felt sorry for the people stuck in the middle with the lava creeping up.

I turned around and began to walk down hill, two people came up behind me and began telling me i needed to go with them to help them fight, they pointed towards a huge swirling light reaching from the sky and landing somewhere in the distance, "that light is for you" they said, so i agreed and just thought "well worth a try" i ran out of the little area onto the street and saw a car, a boy racers car so i thought ok why not, i felt my chi inside me and forced it through my hand to unlokc the door.
I climbed in with the people i was with and then i saw another car pulling up, it was the enemy. I quicky began to hotwire the car by flowing energy through my hands. The car started and i sped off, i ended up pulling in at some little warehouse where the light shone down.
I got out and went inside, there i met some people one of them didn't seem too happy to see me, they were mainly all in blue uniforms like army uniforms coloured navy blue, they said they didn't beleive i was the guy they were looking for so i was like. ok...

They said they wanted to test me so i had to make my way to a testing room with the people i was with, as i walked there i looked out into the courtyard right near the steps i was supposed to go up and saw the guy who wasn't happy to see me smoking, he looked at me and cockily smiled, waving, it wasn't long before it looked like he was waving someone over, suddenly a squad of green uniformed people armed with guns came rushing round a corner, we wre betrayed!

I ducked down and waited for them to near, i charged a ball of energy in each hand and i fired one out of the window at one of the guys, then the next, i turned around to see a few civilians in the building running to try and hide, the green uniforms had then raised their weapons and werre about to fire, i held my hands up and formed a shield blocking all of the bullets, the building suddenly evapourated from around me and i held the shield all the way around me, objects were being blown past as if they were being thrown from some form of blast.

i woke up

It has been a long time since I have had any lucid dreams.

Last night / this morning I was having a dream and woke up. I decided to do a reality check so I looked at the clock and noted the time. I then looked away, looked back and the time was way off. I did it a third time to see a different number and I realized I was dreaming.

I remember the false awakening was so realistic. I tried to reason with myself that it was so realistic I must be awake. Not sure why I remembered to do the reality check but glad I did.

I don't think the lucid dream part lasted very long. I remember vague parts of it like trying to jump up in the air and fly but it didn't work. I also remember entering a room and trying to create people. I was successful to a degree.... I don't remember the people having detail like faces, they were more like mannequins.

I also remember tying to "Spin" to keep myself in the lucid dream. I believe I was successful.

I had magic powers like Merlin does, and I was on a mission. I'm not sure what I was trying to do, but it had a sense of urgency (I think it was to do with revenge).
First, I went outside of the house I was in with the others (not sure who) and then Fred and George Weasley (from Harry Potter) were calling and they were standing on the end of clothing racks which were on fire. But we went back inside like nothing had happened. Then, I went upstairs where the King was cleaning his teeth with a Colgate electric toothbrush. Out of sight, below him on the stairs, I chanted a spell and it knocked him out. I caught the toothbrush as it fell from his hand and turned it off. Somehow, the others (this time I saw: it was Gwen, Arthur and Merlin) were alerted to this and ran upstairs. I chanted a spell, turned invisible and ran downstairs. I heard them say 'This must be the secret sorcerer', then I jumped out of the window and flew over the trees and grass behind my house and saw some people below me with candles, and then the dream faded out.
Random

I often remember large portions of my dreams as it is....

Last night I was with two friends (not known in my waking life) and we were stranded atop a cliff above a river. I saw a boat in the river and ran to the bottom of cliff (not sure how I did that) to get there attention to save myself, I left my friends behind. I couldn't get their attention and I swam out into the river with a rope attached to the shore. The edge of the boat was just out of my reach so I let go of the rope. When I touched the boat I somehow caused it to begin sinking. It was at this point that the people (Three of them) on the boat realized I was there. It was actually myself that turned and looked at me. I assume that the other two people on the boat were the same two friends that I abandoned on the cliff, although I never saw there faces. I cannot remember a portion of the dream or perhaps the dream ended because I realized I was dreaming when I was looking at myself. I vaguely remember afterwards being in a house with an elderly woman serving me and the same two friends a drink (I believe something like hot chocolate) I know this occured after the boat, but I am not sure if it was the beginning of a new dream or the end of the first.

I laid back down after my boyfriend left for work and had another dream. This one was so intense that even though I had intended to only take a short nap I ended up sleeping until noon. I often wonder whether I am controlling my own dreams. Sometimes in my dreams a character (usually fairytale like, but in the evil witch way) tells me I can. And then I try and fail and then I try again and succeed. It always happens that I fail first.

My second dream was a lot more unrealistic but more real at the same time... I was younger than I am, and with a group of students like I was in High School or something. I was in what seemed like in parts a haunted house and in other parts just a museum. But it was all a maze. The other people with me were taken by the character (evil witch of some sort) because they had no souls. Somewhere in the middle of the dream I became a teacher (which is what I want to become in my waking life, but instead I am becoming an accountant because it was more convenient). Becoming a teacher made me lose my soul and she was after me. I had to find my way to the room with my teaching diploma and destroy it in order to gain my soul back. I was trapped in a room where she stood there and told me I could make that room the room with the diploma. Like I said I tried and failed it became another room with posters of diplomats (A room I know I had previously visited in the dream) I tried again and succeeded, but I felt as though she might have helped me. I then was able to make the "maze" easy and left.

Mermaid

I was at a beach. It was at a vacation resort or something. There was some chic in the water who's bathing suit turned into a mermaid costume. For some reason, half of the top was exposing the bottom of her breast as though it were a bikini top. ?

I didn't get a good look, but others there supposedly had their bikini's coming up also, so I tried to catch a peak with them. I didn't have much luck.

I looked back at the mermaid and thought it a strange bathing suit.

Dream Skip

I'm inside the resort finishing a bowl of soup. I go to get some desert, but first have to put my bowl in the soup kitchen. As I go to that kitchen, the door closes to get in. I'm thinking the door to the desert kitchen is also closed now. That sucked because I was hungry.

The End

22/12 ~

There is someone shotting with a gun and I jump to the pool to avoid the shots. Then I'm on my Math's class, but instead of my usual teacher, I'm having my ex-boyfriend's Math Teacher. Then I watch my true Math's Teacher and my Physics Teacher speaking gently with my father.

I'm on the beach and there is going to be a Tsunami. Me and my father start to climb the cliff to run away from the big waves, and we made it, but we had to hold on the cliff.

24/12~

Me and Fréderic (ficticious name of my ex-boyfriend) are together, travelling in a car driving by someone. We were speaking normaly when he gave me his hand. I got surprised and I take off my hand, but he still keeps my hand on his hand and so we stare with each other.

( Other small dreams not so important. )

25/12~

My parents leave me on a street. They think that I'm going to the Bakery Shop but my idea is to meet with Fréderic. However, the baker persuades me to buy and eat a cake and so I did. Then I went to an auditorium and I watch on a big screen some stupid and irrational things.
Then I catch a bus with my sister and I find Fréderic there.

26/12~

I'm at school. When I look at the mirror, I see my face all painted with black and red strikes, just like they do to the new students. I try to take that paint off but it's useless. Then it appears my best friend, Ekáte (another ficticious name). We talk with each other. After school I catch another bus to go to a ficticious school that I imagined in a place near the Beach. There I meet another friend of mine and my past music teacher.

29/12~

I'm holding on my hand a curious and strange purple bug (something like a mix between butterfly and centipede). I grab her with my fingers when I broke some of her legs. The bug fall to the ground and I wake up thinking that the bug is on my bed.

30/12~

Lucid Dream - MILD technique

I woke up during the night and I went back to bed. I start to tell myself that I was going to get lucid and then I visualize myself. When I'm aware of myself, I somehow know that I'm dreaming! And so I hear a sound, like when we are sucessful on a videogame. So I'm lying on my bed and I get up and start to walk on my room. Then I decide to call Fréderic and he appears in front of me. He kissed me because I wanted him to kiss me. But when I see his face, it was already changed to another person's face. Then I start to fly around my room. With was like I was swimming but on the air. I went downstairs and I flew again this time around the living room. It was a very nice experience! Next time I will do something more related to Fantasy World.

Because I don't have to much time to be log on, I will just write the most interesting dreams.

21/12/2011: (non-lucid)

1st Dream: I'm at school and I had had an Oral apresentation of Biology. My mark was 16 out of 20. I thought I would got a better result. I speak to my best friend from class and she tells that her mark wasn't so good as mine. I stay calm because I thought that everyone got lower marks and so I think I was the best one till my friend tells me that there was a classmate who had 18 out of 20. Somehow, I feel a bit upset.

2nd Dream: My dog ran out to the street through the gate of my house. Luckly, he went to the inside of my parent's car instead of running to the road. I sit on the car and try to put it in front of the garage. However, I push to much and I put inside of the garage! (My parents use the garage not to keep the car, but as an Office. So, I could have broken something.)

Interesting Fact: Because I don't know how to drive on real life, on my dreams I CAN'T also drive!

3rd Dream: I'm on some big fields and I watch two little girls (one blonde with green eyes, other with brown hair) taking pictures of each other.

Semi-lucid Dream

4th Dream: I'm on a island which is going to be the center of some natural disasters. To get access to the Safe Program, people are sellected by some magical grains found on the floor. If you're one of the sellected ones, when you touch the grains they sparkle. Because I'm against that measures and I believe everyone should get safe, I'm not able to get the grains sparkle, but I'm not worried. My concerns is to save the major number of people. But first, I assist to the ways that people try to get away from that island: one lost girl is helped by a man that has a boat but they are caught by the violent waves. I try to save them because they are having problems to come back to the island because their clothes are too much heavy. Then somehow I'm inside the sea and I'm taking with the waves on my face. When I see one big wave coming, I dive into the water. It was like I could feel the water.

05.01.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1:

I'm in some really huge island. It's mostly sand with some green and moss-covered walls of stone making themselves apparent just enough to where they don't become a distraction to me.



I believe I'm inside of a cave, and some music is playing, but I cannot recall what, but it really motivates me to start running abnormally fast. There's a bright sunlight making a small ray of light inside of the cave appear as well.

It kind of felt like paradise running around and doing things I could never do in real life. I say that because as I was running, I was going up a ramp that accelerated my speed to where I was in the air doing all kinds of stunts.

It was like I was actually living, euphoria at it's peak. No worries about mortality, rage, depression.....all eradicated! (And yet I still could not experience lucidity!)

I even twisted my body to where my head would eventually hit the ground, but then it felt like I was playing Mario Kart Wii, except my own body is a vehicle (the feeling of going down the ramp felt like playing the game, but after that it was just me doing random things).


I see item boxes out of nowhere near where I was going to fall and probably break my neck, but my chest did a smooth slide on next ramp that would accelerate myself downward.



The dream was a bit abstract, but the emotions from it, even though they were short, were more enjoyable than life itself.

Dream 2:

I'm sitting down in a classroom that looks oddly familiar, it looks exactly like my Pre-Calculus class I took in Mayde Creek High School. My friend, (let's call her "Maris" I wouldn't want her finding this DJ entry) in real life is the main DC that is talking to me.

I was getting up to go get something, and when I come back, she asks me, "Why is your ass on my face?" I was surprised because I didn't feel as if any part of me was on her when I was sitting down.

My response was "I don't know????" in a tone where I almost felt like crying.

Everyone in the room started to laugh at me, along with Maris.

Dream 3:

I don't how this dream started, but the experience was just too amazing to give two shits about that.

Basically, I was cutting a piece of female's hairs off and then sucked on their breast like I was some kind of baby who was deprived of milk for months.

I kept doing this on a few more females, and the last one was a bit tan-ish, which made raw parts of her body more beautiful. (Then I realized she looks almost exactly like Ingrid from Hell Knight)



I think I forget to cut a piece of her hair and just went straight to her breasts. I honestly don't know why I had this sudden urge to do this to the female DCs, but I wasn't complaining at the time.

Then a random DC comes out of nowhere saying another female DC is trying to hang herself. I didn't really care what the other DC was going through, I just wanted to focus on the Ingrid look-a-like's breasts more, but the other DC keeps nagging.

So I stop myself and go to the bathroom, and the DC is standing above a ledge in the shower. I can't remember what she was saying, and she didn't even have a rope around her neck, but it looked like she was going to fall off the small ledge above the shower and hang herself.



I didn't pay attention to what she did (in fact, I was more concerned in going back to drinking breast milk from female DCs with breast sizes of watermelons).

I think she died, but I didn't care. I turn back to find that a DC called someone too early, and as a consequence they were shot.

What the hell? I go from groping women's breasts, being disturbed by another DC, and then turn around to find one is dead because they called too early?

I do know that the last woman I groped was from the series called Hell Knight (don't google that, please don't, I'm just using that when I end up regretting reading my Dream Journal over again )

Dream 4:

After those dreams I wake up, typed them up, and started to practice the Mouse Plugin for the FIELD method. It's my second day attempting it, so I still have a long ways to go to see any consistent results.

For the actual technique, go HERE

As always, I can't tell if I'm the actual character in the dream or if I'm just playing a video game, but I'm playing Splinter Cell: Chaos Theory for sure.



The level I was in was the first level. I walk into the part in the room where there's a guard sleeping and you had to sneak past him quiety if you wanted to take the stealth route. The wood on the floor made it harder since if you stepped on a bad part, it would creak like crazy and probably wake them up from the noise meter. I succesfully avoid him, and go deeper into the level.

Then somehow, I alerted a guard for some reason. I immediately shoot the hell out of him because I was panicking that the other guards from other rooms might come together and eliminate me. But at the same time, I thought that if I'm so far away from the other guards to kill this one, then the others shouldn't have heard me.

So I decide to go back and carefully sneak to the other rooms, but now EVERYONE knows I'm here, so I had to start killing them, but since it was in the dark, they could only shoot me by hearing the last location of a gunfire.

I take advantage of this to stab one guard with a knife since I'm in night vision, and then another one comes through a door. I kill him quickly too.

Then when I decided to go forward again, a guard grabs me by my foot and trips me! (I just saw you die from a knife stab!) I kill the bastard again with a pistol, and I made sure he STAYED dead.

After I cause a bloodbath and riddled the guards with bullets, Sam Fisher decides to inject something on his neck. I was pondering why is he doing this because the item seemed to be the kind to revive a co-op partner.

Then a light green meter appears that is gradually starting to decrease, and I start worrying. I tried to press on something, I don't know what, but I was just pressing frantically.

The meter goes completely empty, but Sam is still up for a few more seconds and he collapses.

Then I wake up.

Since I started this whole shindig, my dream recall has been getting better but no full dreams yet. So I figured I'd just write up all my little dreamlets in one post.

Before I start my first dream.. I should tell you all right now, I am quite a big nerd. I love films, games, music, youtube. All of that. The reason is, this dream has a lot of references to those things. So yeah... I'm a nerd. XD

#1 It started off with my watching an episode of Big Bang Theory (which in reality I don't like at all) Penny was talking about writing an essay about Jim Carrey but hadn't seen The Mask. Then I was suddenly in the world of The Mask, in the grand canyon, watching a drag race. The car that The Mask was driving went over a huge ramp in a very comic way and crashed into the floor turning into a big ball of flames. I was at the other end of the race track waiting with the other spectators for the race to finish when I bumped into Cpt Sparklez (a youtuber) who said he was hungry, so we drove into McDonalds. Literally drove into, like a drive-thru inside the store.

#2 I was watching the film Stand By Me with one of my best friends younger brother at his house, although all their furniture had been replaced with fallen trees. That somehow morphed into me being in Stand By Me as a 10 year old with the cast of the film and another young kid who was apparently representing Johnny Depp. The only obvious thing to do in that situation was to beat him up, which we did..

#3 This started off taking place in an estranged version of the Royal Albert Hall, it was a lot bigger and open roofed. Me and some bandmates were playing Pink Floyd songs, me being on drums. Turning to my left I noticed someone looking at me through a tiny window but they disappeared quite quickly. I realised that it was a girl I went to school with a few years ago and that she was sat on someones shoulders to look through this window at the concert. The concert turned into the after party where me, all the bandmates and someone famous (who I can't quite picture) were smoking some sort of drug.

I don't remember any more of the party but I then woke up in a wardrobe covered in clothes, beer bottles etc. Getting up I realised my house had been wrecked from the party, my 6 year old cousin was waking me up, telling me it was time to go, I followed her to an airport terminal where we started listening to the radio with my Dad. For an unknown reason I changed my mind about going on holiday with them and left, trying to walk home only to find I didn't know the way. Getting lost in the woods near where my dad lives, I bumped into two friends from primary school who took me back to their house where they needed help laying cement in their front garden.

I had a dream in which I went to have a shower and realized I was dreaming because it was all wrong and impossible. My grandma couldn't work a straightener. Unfortunately, I suddenly woke up.