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Dream 1

I am in the town Center and a lady comes up to me and asks "do you know what the law is on smashing windows" I think for a minute and then say "no I don't" I feel really embarrassed because I should know.

Dream fragment

Something to do with a race and we all had poles, or something like poles!

I had a few dreams last night and thought I would post them. I think they make up in quantity what they lack in quality.

1. I am at a NASA building. I am touring the place with several students, listening to lectures. A blonde guy in front me jokes about how he made out with a boy who was a goth kid. I remember thinking that he definitely wasn't as straight as he claimed to be.

2. I am at a Best Buy party. Food was ordered in. Each employee had to pay two dollars to eat, so I go to a cash register and take out change for a ten. My dad showed up, and we all sit at a large round table to eat. My Dad talks politics with my manager - Andrea. He asks who would go to war with the Middle East first : Europe or America? I say Europe because of the close proximity they have with each other. For some reason I had no recollection of our current war. I was thinking of the game Risk...My dad finishes his food early and leaves. Afterward Andrea comes to me and asks if I minded if she took pictures for our family. She knew we were having problems with my dads side of the family, with my stepbrother and half-sister. I thought that was nice of her and agreed. Later my dad tells me we couldn't take the pictures because my stepbrother died of developmental problems.

3. Summer had some sort of eye surgery that went wrong, removed her cornea, and left her blind. I was the one taking care of her. I lift her up and tell her that this is how things will have to be until the end. Her mom and James are with us. James is laying down on the ground and Summer gets annoyed with him and stands up trying to stomp on his arm.

4. I am at Bahama Breeze sitting on the deck outside. The new employees are being coached by Tabatha. I overhear a couple of the employees discussing how payouts and tips are handled at the end of a shift. I walk outside and the area around the restaurant looks like a desert. The sand is a mixing pattern of hot pink and yellow. A black thunderstorm starts brewing in the distance. I see my old friend Shay about 20 yards away.

I become lucid. Everything immediately becomes ten times more accurate in clarity. I can feel the strong breeze coming from the direction of the thunderstorm. There are weird cactus-like shrubs scattered about that are about 6 feet tall. I look at Shay again, and behind her (probably a mile away) a huge tornado had formed.

She waves at me, "This way Nick! Come with me!"

I am a little hesitant because of the tornado, but I know it's a dream so I run toward her anyway. The moment I reach where she is standing though, she disappears. Then I begin to float away. I can feel all the wind around me still. I decide to let my dream carry me where it wants. I float over the desert. It becomes night and I am dropped in an alley next to a building. Above the front doors I see a lit circular sign that reads "Pink Panther". Before I can take any further steps the dream ends.

I still had time, more than enough to finish this. Traveling back to '69, I went to the Apollo 11 launch site. The thing had just taken off, so I had to race past him. It was nice, because this made it interesting.

They were pretty fast, but I was faster. I eventually caught up with them and overtook them. I sped to the moon as fast as I possibly could, and got there.

A short entry, but all it took was to get to the moon before them, and I could've done that by traveling back a day before and coming here. This was by far the easiest task so far.

[B][U]Task Of The Month[/U][/B]
Why are the walls purple? Oh yeah, dream. Before going to bed, I had just freshened up on the ToTM and the ToTY. I decided to work on the ToTM first, since it was smaller in scale to the ToTY.

I flew around until I found an art gallery. Plenty of paintings in there. I saw that one painting, "The Scream", and figured it'd be interesting enough. It took a few minutes for me to devise a way in. Eventually I just put my hand on it and told it to let me in. I was drawn into it then, almost absorbed by it. I found myself inside now, and it looked very... artsy, I guess? I don't know, look at "The Scream" and that's what it looked like. It was then that I heard a sound that was like someone was scratching the chalkboard in the innermost region of my mind. Looking over, it was the screamer. I turned off my hearing to keep him from killing me with such an awful sound. I remembered that I was one a time clock, so I looked around for something to bring out of the painting. Someone was carrying a plant for some reason, and I thought: Why not? It'd look cool on my fireplace mantle. I took the plant, and left the painting. I told it I wanted out, and it graciously acquiesced. I took the plant back to my place, and put it on the mantle next to the Brownie Camera. Time for ToTY.

[B][U]Task Of The Year Attempt #6[/U][/B]
It took a minute to think about, but I remembered I had to go to the launch site of Sputnik 1. I found it just as it was about to take off, how fortuitous. I latched on as it took off, and rode it like a horse into space.

It was moving pretty fast, and I felt like I was going to be thrown off at any second. I kept my grip as firm as I could though, and managed to make it into space. There wasn't much to see, and it was kinda boring. I wondered if there was some time limit as to how much I had to stick with this giant hunk of space metal before I could leave. I waited for about ten minutes, but we just kept moving... in some indeterminate direction. It's space, man, it's hard to tell what's up or down. I decided that I'd been here long enough, and grabbed one of Sputnik's smaller antennae and went back to the cabin. I decided it would just be better to teleport this time, so I would conserve time. I put the antennae on my mantle next to the Plant from Screamland. Then I woke up to check the ToTY and to try in the next dream.

I rocket through the wormhole, and I ignore the bizarre sci-fi cyber war going on. I am on a mission! I land on the moon.
Raven is planting flowers in the biodome. I see many others milling about. most people are also planting flowers.

Raven says," we are infusing the flowers with sacred geometry. We are altering the energy of this place to make it increasingly harmonious. Bees and flowers and blossoms everywhere. Wasp's and bats and flies and moths and butterflies and wind and people pollinating. Yes we have wind now nomad!"

Raven teleports to me, and gives me a hug.

" what is with the magician getup?"

I'm going to train with Gawn in magic. I am trying to level up.

Raven laughs. Have fun. I am having fun planting magical flowers!

Okay I will come say hi when my training is over. I summon my staff. It is a long gnarled wooden staff, of a very dark hardwood, almost black.
[B]
Heart of darkness
full of rage
at the center of storm
the chaos mage[/B]

My clothes my hair my eyes become red and black. My beard and mustache grow long. I chuckle with mad mirth, as I walk to the Temple of Gawn.the Temple looks like a cathedral of dark and light. I enter, there are people praying in white marble pews. I stride forward to the mirror that the statue of Gawn is holding. I raise my arms, and read small tornado lightning storm around me.

[I]Gawn! Gawn! Gawn!
You are the only god that can save us,
I summon thee, make me your magus![/I]

Gawn appears. He looks like the devil!
Oh, save your self silly!

he grabs me, and takes me to the dream warrior planet.

The devil comes to me in my dreams, and he tells me things.
[I]Gawn is the devil,
and the devil is Gawn.
Gawn is the Dream Warrior Master.
The Dream Warrior Master is Gawn.
Gawn is Pan, and Pan is Gawn.
Gawn is Bacchus, Bacchus is Gawn.
Gawn is Noah, Gawn is Yoda
Gawn is the Dream Warrior Master the Dream Warrior Master is Gawn [/I]

Gawn is sitting is kneeling on my chest, shaking my shoulders and slapping my face awake. " Hey wake up you idiot you are late! Wake up, you are dreaming! You have to get ready, magus. "

I rubbed my eyes and stand up

" You don't need to rub your eyes or take a shower, or urinate. You're in the Dream World now,so forget about that silliness."

I grab my vampire costume, and put it on. I transform it to something much more sinister and magical. Horns grow out of it and it crackles with purple lightning. Tiny black thorns grow out of the sleeves.

Gawn disappears. Gawn?

Gawn? Where are you?

I hear hollow laughter coming from everywhere and nowhere. Damn you, Gawn!

I open a portal to the moon, cover myself with my witch blade, my symbiote, then the merkabah, then I leapt into my spaceship, and fly to the wormhole.

I'm in the car with my dad, driving to school, wearing my uniform. We're on the long straight of road, when I realise things look a bit weird. I count my fingers, and become lucid. "You've got to be kidding me..." I say, at first, I guess I was frustrated that I'd got ready, showered, sat in a car, and it turned out to be just a dream. However, I soon realised that this was a good thing, and looked over at dad, who sat there happily, smiling. "What should we do?" I asked, thinking of things, while rubbing my hands together for stabilazation. I realise we were in a car, so I moved onto his side, and I teleported him to my seat, whilst looking away (I thought it'd be easier if I didn't have to SEE him dissapear) I turn back around, to see that he's gone, but for some reason I stare very closely, and he slowly appears into the seat, like little pixels forming. (first succesful teleport! YES)

I grab the steering wheel tightly, and press down on the accelerator, wary of all the cars. I move into the right lane, and begin overtaking all the cars. I do this for a while, when I realise a BIG green truck is heading towards me. I wonder what to do, waiting for dad to shout at me to turn a certain way. He says nothing, so I swerve left, whilst braking, which results in the car kind of locking up sideways, heading towards the ditch at the side of the road. The truck, is also doing the same thing, and everything just kind of turns into third person view, I wonder what will happen. I wonder if I'll "die" and wake up so I prepare to DEILD. I do wake up, but I decide to jot a few words down so I remember.

-next dream-

I'm in a classroom, with people I don't know, and the bell finally rings. The teacher trys to say something like "Remember the spring carnival!' But everyone screams and shouts over him just to annoy him. I look back, he seems frustrated. We all walk out the door, emerging into a somewhat wide hallway filled with students. On my left, is a drink fridge kind of thing, the shelf-like ones that have no door. Everyone is taking them, so I presume they're free. I grab to solo's and walk towards the exit.

I hear my teacher attempting to say something again, but we all scream, and he seems to stop trying. I throw my solo up in the air, hoping to cause a bit of excitement and stir the students up, and they all laugh, and shout. The teacher that we've been ignoring, comes up next to me, and says something. I turn back, looking for my drink, and grab it. "Half price discount!" He tries to joke, because my drink is now only half full. (I'm not sure what happend to the other one, I think it just dissapeared) I decide to throw it at him, so I shake it up, fall back into the crowd, and throw it at him. Nothing comes out, but it hits him softly in the back, and he turns around, looking a bit depressed that no one seems to like him.

I walk next to him, and say "Where's your car?" because I'm planning on throwing the drink through his window. He tells me the name and model instead, so I figure I should just follow him and find out. Unfortunately, I see my dad, who looks a bit suspicious, waiting in the car to pick me up. So as the teacher says something about a bodyguard, and I insult him one more time, I walk to my car, and get in. I wake up. -End Dream-

Fragments: Impulse deoderant. On a ship trying to solve something I think. Playing this game that was very complex and required you to press three buttons at once to perform an attack that always changed.

I had a dream that my hubby and I were packing up boxes (we're getting ready to move in RL) and I went into our bedroom. When I walked by the bathroom I noticed something unusual. I walked inside and the tub was filled up with water. Not only was it filled up with water, but it was like... filled up PAST the line but it wasn't over flowing. It was like looking at water through an invisible tub, if that makes sense. Like glass was surrounding it but it wasn't. As I was staring in wonder at this piece of work, I noticed that I was standing in water. The whole bathroom was now an invisible force holding up water. I pulled the plug out of the tub to let it drain. Then I noticed something else strange. The water was now only water-like on top, on the surface and it was just air below. It's so hard to explain.

Anyway, I stepped out of the water-filled bathroom and ran down the hallway. "T, I think we have a big problem. I let the water out of the tub and now it's flooding our bathroom and bedroom." He ran with me down the hallway. The water was in our bedroom now and we were trying to save our stuff. I picked up my son and told T to get our clothes and stuff together so we could leave and that I would get my son's stuff. He said ok and then we both started to leave the bedroom. T put my son down in the hallway and we stared in horror at the door to the bathroom. There was a strange shadow figure standing behind it. I picked up my son to protect him from whatever it was and T opened the door. There was nothing there but the strange water.

Then I turned suddenly down the hallway and there was something, I think, standing by the baby gate that we keep there. I couldn't look at it directly, like it was in a blind spot. But my first instinct told me it was alien. So without hesitation I ran towards it to attack. ( I always, ALWAYS, approach aliens like this in my dreams.) I remember thinking, oh my god, it's happening, it's just like in my dreams. (stupid.)

I went to kick it down and woke up making a strange sound in my bed, kicking my leg. I was too scared to go back to sleep right away.

After finally convincing myself that it was just a dream, I fell asleep.

I had a long and interesting dream about one my teachers. She's my online teacher and I've only met her once on campus in person, but her name was different and it started with an L. I had been on a stage with this girl that I used to be best friends with in high school. We were goofing around, spinning around on chairs and stuff. I thought we were going to get in trouble but Ms. L was laughing at us like we were her favorite students. We were there for some kind of audition, but we never did anything but spin around on chairs, goofing off. We were selected anyway.

Then we were living on some kind of campus with Ms. L. Ms. L and two other teachers lived in this little area where there were three houses. There was a gate though. I went to visit Ms. L for some reason and rang a bell at the gate. I didn't know which one I had rang because they weren't labeled. I was hoping I'd get lucky though. I waited for a while and kept wondering if I should have come this late. I realized it was like nine at night. Finally I figured nobody was coming and nobody had heard me, but I was thankful they didn't because I didn't want to get in trouble. Before I turn to leave the lady who lived on the right side was checking her mail. She was kind of rude, but I said, you're Ms. (something) right? She was like yea, you should go to bed now.

So I turn to leave and I ran into this kid. (This kid looked like a character in the X-Files episode I watched right before bed.) He wanted me to follow him so I did. He broke through the gate and everything is hazy after that. I remember it feeling like some sort of video game, like we were in a pinball machine. Then he took me into this room and he started throwing knives down at this person on the ground. He wanted to kill the person, but he was just messing with him. I was begging him to just let me out and I swore I wouldn't tell anyone what he was doing. I was trying to act nonchalant about it, like "who cares what you do." but I planned to call the cops if he let me out. I was really freaked out. He just kept throwing down the knives and this poor victim on the floor had knives sticking out of his skin and he was crying and screaming for help. I didn't know what to do.

I woke up.

I am by Nimitz highway on Oahu. I hate this ugly place. This is a dream. fuck this. This is my dream. I can change this dream if I want to or leave it at will.

I stare at a wall. I direct my anger at it. I growl deeply, and it bends inward. I roar, and run at it, transforming into a lion, I leap right at the wall and come out the other side.

I am floating outer space.

Holy shit.

I was worried about DEILDing this morning in real life when I went back to bed because Danny just got off his night shift, and I've never tried to DEILD with him sleeping in bed next to me. You know, like I was afraid I would have a hard time discerning the difference between waking up for real or a false awakening. I'm also afraid that if I shout "More Lucidity", then real life Danny will hear me lol. But I managed it anyway.

I fell back to sleep on my side facing away from Danny, and had a non lucid dream about a really large guy with black hair and a mustache and glasses, who grabbed me. I woke up briefly, then fell back to sleep. I felt the WILD vibrations creep up behind me (kind of like when I feel Demon Danny climb on my back), but since I was on my side, I felt him creep up behind me and grab me and hold me really tight. I could even feel his hands lock around my stomach, and his thumb moved over mine in an attempt to hold my hands, almost romantically. I held his hands and looked behind me to make sure it was a dream and not Danny in real life. Nope, it was the guy from the previous dream, though he had shrunk down some. He still looked like the guy, but he was more Danny-sized now. So I turned to face him and then rolled on top of him. I put my hand on his face and tried to lean in for a kiss and the bastard bit me! Just like in the other one, he started to lose his control over his human form, and in defense I guess, he bit down on my hand and wouldn't let go. So I did like I do with my dogs, "No biting,... NOOO BIIITING, easy, easy, be niiiiice, no biting." And I was able to get my hand out. I then wanted to do like I had discussed with Alyzarin, and I got up to go check my refection in the bathroom mirror. But as soon as I got out of bed, and tried to turn toward the bathroom, the dream faded and I woke up.

But only briefly; I fell back to sleep immediately, and like the previous dream, I felt the creature creep up behind me and hold me tightly again. (I guess he just wants to spoon lol). I tried to just, grab his stuff and have him do me from behind, but his form was starting to morph or something. I knew I had to work quickly, so spun around and flipped him over and got on top, and pulled his pants down. But as soon as I managed to get his junk in the right place, it melted away. I was able to will it back, but then the dream started to fade again. So I shouted More Lucidity which helped a little, then I looked over my hand, turned it around a bit, and that locked things in place for a bit. I looked back down at the creature, and now he was Demon Danny (I knew it all along). I was able to get partial penetration, but then he started to shrivel down in size. So not fuckable (my lucid sexual partners tend to shrink and shrivel or suddenly). So I put my hands on his stomach and moved them outward while saying "GROW". He grew back to about 95% of his original size, good enough. That was my first attempt, and success, of willing a shrunken DC to grow back in size. I got on top of him, again, and his junk melted, again, then I woke up.

BALLS, I should have gone to the bathroom mirror. I also should have just said fuck it, flipped him over on his belly and whipped out MY junk. My lucid cock never fails me. The fucker bites me again, that's EXACTLY what's going to happen.

Still, yay lucids!

I remember dreaming of having a Hunchback. And I was not happy, And I thought it was real, And I was so upset. I remember trying to use all my muscle power to make my back into a normal spine again.



Then my sister woke me up, So I went back to sleep and I had another dream, This time it was of Dr. Who. But it was Dr.Who/Saw.

I was with the new Dr. It was a cage type thing, In the middle of a massive building, It was pitch black. I think there must of been some alien or monster of sought.
I was paired up with the Dr. Then this monster of sought, Was smashing and banging against the cage we were in.

Then I woke up to dog barking, Then I fell back to sleep, And then the most beautiful dream happened.
I was in the "Garden Of Palaces" I was walking around the gardens, And these palaces were all around the Gardens. I was walking next to some annoying American tourists. Everyone around the world knows how annoying American tourists can be, They're so loud... Anyway, The tourists were fat, Taking pictures saying "OMG look at that castle" I got annoyed and I was like they're palaces!

Anyway, I left them some how, And I seen a palace I made in my head, It wasn't like I imagined, It was like a light house, Black and Red. It was meant to look like this.

The gardens shined so beautifully, So pretty. It was like they radiated there own light energy. It was strange.

Then I woke up from my sleep. That's it for now.

Woo! I had my best lucid yet. It was first one I ever had where I wasn't even bummed when it ended because I was satisfied by it lol. Unfortunately my memory of everything else from the night (and I know there was a lot) is totally gone, it picks up exactly where I started stabilizing. :/ Oh well, worth it!

#1 - Back In The Jungle

So, I'm back in the jungle/forest area. I vaguely remember becoming lucid and I'm pretty sure it was like it always has been for me lately, it just kind of happens without me going through a realization process and I feel like I just already knew it from that point on. I notice that the dream is starting to fade, so I start rubbing my hands together and continue to do so as I walk around and closely inspect the environment. And it worked! I was next to a little shack that couldn't possibly have held any more than bathrooms and had some cement floor with a wood covering extending out maybe ten or fifteen feet from it. Around that, it was all very foresty area, except for through some trees I could see down a hill and there were kids playing on a playground off in the distance. At first I just sat down in the grass I looked at the dirt and the grass and touched them to see how real it felt. It was all incredibly vivid, and I could've spent the entire dream looking at the ground. I thought about staring up at the sky but I noticed out of the corner of my eye that it was somewhat oddly textured and tinted and I had a creeping feeling that if I did the dream would end, so I decided against it. The foliage was so beautiful that it was hard to convince myself to actually do something, but eventually I got up and walked over to a VHS tape box that was left on the cement area. It looked like a mix between Star Wars and Spaceballs, and the text on it was vanishing as I was reading it but I managed to pick up on the fact that it was all nonsense. I saw a water bottle on the ground so I went and picked it up and took a drink - delicious. Afterward I spit on the ground because I had a lot of moisture in my mouth, then marveled at the fact that the dream was so vivid that I actually felt the need to spit. I wanted to go walking through the forest but didn't want to have to carry the water bottle. At first I was like but then, I realized I was in a lucid dream. I stuck the water bottle behind me where I couldn't see it and said "Put water away!" and dropped it. I could feel a weight behind me like it was still in my essence, but had physically disappeared. I walked for a minute then reached back and said "Grab water!" and clenched my hand to feel the water bottle suddenly there. I chuckled to myself, took a sip, and then put it away again. As I was walking into a deeper and darker area of trees, I saw a school bus drive out but didn't pay much attention to it, I was still amazed at all the plants. Suddenly, after a turn the area had turned into what looked like the back of a small store. Also, during the transition at the end of the trees I'm pretty sure I saw Erii's avatar come to life with all three cat heads staring intently at me. In the store area I laughed to myself some more because there were people moving around cardboard boxes and the boxes all had more nonsense written on them. After that, my vision quickly faded to white and I could tell the dream was ending, but I didn't really mind, I had my fun.

#2 - Strange Decisions

I was playing an online game and watching a new Pokémon movie in the den, a strange room of the house for me to be doing this in, but my dad kept distracting me so I moved it into his office, an even stranger room for me to be doing it in. That's it for that one.

Aright.

1 fragment.: Zombie apocalypse. Me and my father are fighting tons of zombies with bazookas. The dream had a CSS : zombie mode feeling to it.

2 fragment.: I am walking down a dark road to a MC Donald's. All street lights were turned off, except a few. Near the MD Donald's there was a car that was jerking left to right. Inside that car was a man. Old man and I think he was dead. I thought he might be a zombie so I jumped and hid under the car so that he won't catch me xD.

3 fragment.: I'm flying over a haunted house, during a very dark night. I see a little tower with a coffin in it. From that coffin raised a vampire.

None was lucid.
I'm actually learning how to draw, so I'll be able to draw my dreams (at least decently).

Thanks

Eighteenth Journal Entry

Haven't updated in a while as I retreated from LD'ing, but will do my best to rebuild my recall and hopefully get some lucids.

Dream:
All I remember is being an objective viewpoint with no body, and I saw an elderly person being abused by nurses and carers from his old people's home, as in carted around in a wheelchair, beaten, he vomited but that wasn't cleared up, etc. The weather in the dream was beautiful sunshine, and I can remember having trouble speaking as I had a bit of a sore throat which I also have in waking life right now, so that's no surprise. Every time I tried to talk I could only cough and splutter.

Very strange and quite unpleasant dream. I don't want any repeats.

So, we were in the future, where programs and code could be simulated into real life. I had ported my Roll The Dice mod to this simulator, however in a non-lethal manner, as since it's a real life simulation, if you kill someone, they are actually dead, they don't respawn. So of course, coding a program that could kill people would be illegal.
Now, this simulator had like a waiting room, and in it, it had a browser for simulations that you could enter, just like a server browser. I decided to pick a random from the list, and got thrown into a modified Roll The Dice - basically one with over 1000 rolls, while mine only had 150.
The simulations went on at real places that people either owned or rented, so you got ported to those places by entering the simulation.
This simulation went on on a big hangar ship. Now what happened next, while experimenting with awesome random powers, is that everyone heard a massive loud devastating explosion.
People began panicking, running away from the ship, and some said to each other that someone died.
I just stood there, wondering what the hell happened, until two unnoticed policemen grabbed my arms, lead me to the site of the explosion - which was completely trashed - and asked me why I did this
I was shocked and said I never coded this into the program, but was cut off with further interrogation.
A bypasser yelled at me: "Yeah of course you didn't. Who else could it be?"
I was taken into custody. As I was waiting there, I heard someone was messing with the lock on the door.
That same bypasser opened it up, and told me to get out.
Outside the jail, his motorcycle (futuristic of course) was parked. He told me to get on.
While he was driving me out of town at insane speed, I asked him what was happening.

"Your life is the same, Mikkel. You need something new."
"Why did you blow up the ship?"
"You're now wanted by the government as a murderer. If anyone sees you and recognizes you, they will turn you in, or due to the new laws, try to kill you."
"Why would you do that?"
We reached our stop. We were outside a small empty house covered in snow, in the middle of nowhere
He put a mechanical bracelet on my arm, grabbed onto it, and told me to spin a device on it
I did what he said, since he in the other hand held a knife. I did what he said, and I got the feeling that we were travelling back in time.
I looked into the window of the house. A girl was sitting there, not noticing us.
He told me "you know what to do" and pushed me off the motorcycle.
I didn't see the next part, but what he seemed to want, was that I went inside the house and talked to the girl.
Turned out well it seems, because the next part of the dream, a couple days later, she was my girlfriend, and in the dream I actually loved her a shit ton.
The bypasser said "I have the parts".
"For what?"
"The bomb".
He forced me to get on his ride, but never specified a reason as to why he would blow up the ship.
"Put it there and light it up" he said as he pointed to the middle of the dock. I did as told, then we both ran the fuck away.
The blast was massive.
We hid in a container. A good ten minutes later, I peeked out.
Remember how a person died? That person was my now girlfriend.
I noticed the bypasser walk off the ship.
I ran after him, knocked him over from behind, grabbed his throat and yelled, half crying "what the hell?! why, WHAT did you do that for?!"
His reply: "Because I hate you, you fucking prick."