I was trying to graduate high school. One of the science teachers I see walking down the main hall way is a girl I know's little sister. She's looking fine and I chat her up for a second. She is soon surrounded by a group of students. They are chatting and I barely understand what they are saying. They repeat it and I realize that it's such a thick cajun accent. The teenagers have surrounded the teacher now so I realize that my moment has passed. I think for a moment about how this girl is younger than me and now she is teaching at the school and I am trying to get my diploma. I feel a little ashamed. Now I am outside and waiting for a bus. The school is way the hell out of town. I know all of the busses left several minutes previously, so I'm trying to decide if I should just start walking towards town. I look back at the bus stop and see a bunch of people all lined up. I walk back and as I get to where they are, the bush shows up. We all get on the bus and I light up a smoke. I realize that April just quit smoking and I shouldn't not be smoking and decided to give away my cigs to someone on the bus. I get no takers.
20.07.2011Healing a restaurant owner in bankruptcy (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Let's see if I get into the habits of writing down my dreams again... not that I do not recall them, it is I just do not find time to do so. I was walking in town. It was about time to have lunch and it was very warm. I entered into a small restaurant, very traditional and old school. I was surprised there was such a place in the US. The place had five tables, all of them, where empty. I ordered a three course meal, for just $7.50. I was thrilled as I missed these places from Spain, as in the US, there are no cheap yet good places to eat. I finished my meal pretty fast and paid my bill. For some reason, the waiter, who was the owner, knew I was a healer and asked me for a healing. I accepted. First, I performed my Heart Chakra reading (as I do on waking) I told her that I was sensing despair, sorrow and a very deep sadness. I told her that I was sensing that her sorrow was related to the restaurant, that business was not right. She started to cry and told me that the restaurant was not going well at all and she might needed to close it down. I gave her some advice, tried to find a way for her not to feel horrible and gave her my energy healing and White Light shield. Suddenly, the restaurant was bigger and I gave a healing to her husband and to someone else. I also read the Tarot of a third person, but I do not even recall what showed up nor what happened. I was now in a big house. The restaurant owner's house. She had several kids. In addition, uncles and nieces lived in the same house. They looked poor. The owner (the one I read the Heart Chakra) told me that she needed to pay her mortgage as well as paying me, for my services. We went to a Money Gram. She and a couple family members (probably uncles) went there with me. She got like $2,000 and gave me $70 for my services. I told her I was in deep appreciation with her and that I planned to visit the restaurant more often. She told me to please do so, that I helped her a lot and she would be happy to pay me a few meals.
12:45-6:50-7:15, peaceful sleep. Not enough. Morpheus draught. 1) No recall... Morpheus Batch 1: Whole lemon quarter 2 Bananas 1 Old lady apple Two shakes of cinnamon Two scoops peanut butter Spinach Liberal amount of pomegranate juice Avocado Drank a small glass of this just before bed. I have quite a bit more left over, but I'm not sure if I'll be finishing it... Peaceful sleep, as I had the night before so it's unlikely an effect. Did have a single dream before I woke up at 6:50 but no recall. Unsure if this attempt has any relevant data as to effect... Taste notes: Never add lemon wedge. Juice it and cut peel off in future. It gives a terrible gritty texture otherwise. Cinnamon and peanut butter are both overwhelming flavors and overlap. Drop. Ideal Components: B-12 B-6 Folic acid
Updated 07-20-2011 at 11:22 PM by 29474
In my basement fighting Jamie Bell. We are rehearsing for a fight that we want to do in our dreams. He does a low spin kick and trips me, but I notice that I didn't feel much pain. Without reserve I throw a strong right hook and he goes down. I cross his arms behind his back and pin him. He laughs at my shoddy pin and stands up effortlessly. This feels off, I try to do a hand RC, but he has broken free and is grappling me. "Wait." I push him back and slowly observe my hand. lucid. I'm off to find Chichen Itza (lousy recall, don't remember the chronology) Lucid in the black, watching small images form and hearing music. I materialize outside in a park. It's dark out and I see a police officer walking near. After stabilizing, I go towards a street light, to illuminate the dream. I try to climb the pole but fail, so I bend in and sit on it, trying to use it as a catapult to get to the temple. Cant remember how I got from there to the pyramid I see Chichen Itza in the distance and come upon it quickly. I am with two others who I feel are dreamers, but I am only semi-lucid, and don't engage them directly. A battle is about to take place at the temple, and I am caught up in the moment of it. When we arrive at the top of the temple, we are joined by many painted warriors. I see myself in third person. I am in a pre battle rage. My body is covered in red and blue war paint, muscles flexing as I roar a battle cry. I am almost taken aback as I see my eyes, which are chilling and blood thirsty. Then I spot on my back a bow and quiver of arrows, and excitement takes over. The enemy is approaching, another tribe, which is more animal like and demonic than us. I nock an arrow and take aim at a chief like warrior, who has an elaborate garb. I fire and make a direct hit, but he is unaffected. A talisman around his neck is made of bone and magically repelled the arrow. The battle continues, but I've lost details from memory. recall picks up when we are back at camp. One of my two companions is mourning the loss of a woman. I approach him and tell him we must go back to the temple. Lucidity is very minimal here. There is an increased awarness. I know I can do magic, but not fully aware of dream. He doesn't understand why we must go. I want to see a certain warrior at the temple. "Our fates are entwined." I tell him. We walk through a forest, into a field. There is a village in the distance, and the architecture is similar to Chichen Itza, but I can't spot the pyramid. "Where is the temple?" I ask them, but no response. I take off from the ground, hoping to get a better aerial view. I fly above the village, and quickly leave the earth and enter space. Vision fades to white and I wake
I am in front of a checkout stand at a supermarket of some kind, It has a high ceiling, and it reminds me of Walmart a bit. I don't remember what I am buying, but I reach into my pocket and pull out a penny/button, a paper clip, and a string. Being slightly embarrassed at the lack of money, I swipe a card in the credit card swiper thing. the total rings out to 0.00. I am confused by this, it reminds me of the Denn rpg, but I forget when the clerk says, "that'll cost you nothing."
Haven't posted in awhile. First came a few dreams in a row that were abnormally personal. Then came a complete lapse in recall that was days long. Trying to get recall back up in the next few weeks. Wednesday, July 20th Fragments There are 2 moments I remember from last night, both in the same dream. The first is being in a restaurant with a group of people. I don’t remember who they are. We are in a booth in the middle section of the place, behind me is a very nice dining room that is lit more dimly, has a carpet and nice tablecloths. From my perspective I can’t tell what the other room looks like but I know there is one opposite the dining room. Someone I’m with asks a passing waiter where the bathroom is. I blurt out “in the dining room,” but the waiter simultaneously is saying that there’s one in this middle section, the very room we’re in. One personal lesson for this dream – stop answering questions directed at other people! The other fragment is being in the upstairs bathroom of the house I grew up in. My mother is trying to get in and use the bathroom but I’m taking a long time. This is because I am cooking refried beans in the sink and then covering the inside of it with a layer of black paint. However, I am trying to get the paint back off before I let her enter. This is proving difficult as the paint has mostly dried on.
Maynard was directing a movie at my house. Part of the house looked like the elementary school I went to as a kid. I was wandering the halls of the school, trying to stay in character. We didn't know what he wanted, he hadn't given anyone a script. He was getting frustrated with his assistant and I approached. I asked if I could take a look at his drawings. The assistant sighed as if to say, finally. Maynard walked to the couch and sat down. I followed after grabbing a cigarette. He had one too. He handed me the paper and there were little tiny drawings of houses and it had a storyline but everything had to do with the exterior of the house. I asked him to tell me, instead, what his movie was about. That's when he took me aside and told me that he was really scared and this was his first time making a movie. He also mentioned that he hated how he had to censor and only use certain words. Everything gets a little foggy after that. I remember hugging Maynard and coming back drunk and he and his buddies were laughing at me and practically had to carry me inside. Somewhere in there, me and Maynard were outside and I was looking at a blood-red moon. I believe this was the same dream, it had the same tone. A girl from where I used to work was hooked on heroin and I found her and Milla Jovovich in a bedroom shaking. Milla was still semi-conscious and I asked her how to help the girl. She said something about holding the bible with her arms crisscrossed and when I looked back down at the girl she had her arms wrapped around the bible and I could see the word "HOLY" on it. Then later in the same dream, I pass Milla in the hall and she wants to get fucked up. I try to tell her not to, but she's going anyway and she took my SON with her. I hadn't thought of it much until they returned and I was SO pissed at her. I took him in a room with me and started crying, feeling so bad, like the shittiest mother ever. That's when that girl came in and her eyes were dilated and white grey. I was speechless, I knew exactly what she was doing. Her drug dealer had followed in the room and sat down and started talking to this guy. He was saying that he was losing money cause people were so hooked. He was trying to give the girl a hint, but she wasn't taking it, willingingly, anyway. She was grabbing her clothes and my anger was so swelled. She told me she had to go sell some "pot" but I think she meant clothes. She didn't say aloud what for, but she waved her eyes in the dealer's direction and headed out the door. As she was leaving I felt the urge to say something that might help and stop her in her tracks. So, I yelled after her, "Tell your SON I said HI!" The dealer and his friend looked at me with half smiles, and they were like, "oooooo". I can't remember the chronological order here, as usual, but I also remember being at a river that lead from one city to another. I was at this area where there was some sort of industrial contraption and a slow spill of green sludge was trickling down into the water. I was with my friend F and her daughter and my son. I don't know what we were doing there, but I was trying to build a bridge across. There were these weird green shells, I thought they were sea-turtle shells. I was trying to stack them up, but the more I pulled on them the looser the whole wall became. Then it was too late, I had started the spill and at the top was like a bucket of slime. I watched it slowly tip and pour into the river. I also vaguely remember getting stuck in the river.
I was playing an online game with a bunch of my old friends and some other people - I know K and HH were there, and I think NN and E were there too. I wore a bikini for some reason, also; the first time it was a black/rainbow one I actually have, and the second time (a different day? not sure) it was a brownish patterned and light blue one with shorts bottoms that K had apparently given me, which she commented on. Everyone went in this chat thing before the game, which was mainly brown and sort of wood/earth tone themes and colours. Everyone's username was a random colour that changed every time you entered the chat. Everyone also had custom fonts and font colours. I was disconnected from the internet a couple times and had to keep rejoining the chat. Then I accidentally switched my font from Century Gothic to something else, and got very annoyed because I wasn't able to change it back, since my new computer didn't come with the font (a fact that I actually have gotten annoyed about recently haha). Then the "game" started, and I knew it was a game the whole time, but I was actually inside of it. The game was fighting all these dragons and other creatures. All of them could speak English to us, in freaky dragon voices. The place we were battling was this giant fancy old building that was sort of like a church or a castle. It was very tall and made of stone with nice windows. The area around it was grassy and I think there may have been some water in the distance. The dragons all breathed fire and were different bright colours. I stood at the very top of the building and was shooting at a golden dragon far below. I don't remember what weapons we had. The golden dragon was breathing fire at me but it didn't reach high enough to burn me. This made it very angry and it started saying things like, "Oh, you think you can get away from me that easily, do you?" and then it started climbing up the building, its fire getting closer and closer. This scared me, but I don't remember what happened to it. (Not sure what gender it was or anything.) At another point, still at the top of the building, I was fighting with a guy, and there was a bright green dragon (or other creature?) who I think was inside the building and was just sticking its arm through this window/opening that stuck out of the top of the building, trying to grab or scratch people with its claws. This other guy and I were attacking its arm (again, not sure what with) and it did seem to be doing something, but I know both of us were hurt by the claws at some point. I think I felt pain when I was attacked in this dream, which has never happened to me before. The pain didn't actually bother me or slow me down, fortunately. There were some brief pauses in the game etc, and I remember feeling very physically beat up and exhausted whenever I stopped playing, even outside of the game. I found this one pretty interesting and I'm glad I could actually remember a lot of it, since it seems like I never can with dreams like this.
Went to bed 12 Goals: Detailed recall 5:41 I rem seeing a pink blankett spread across the floor to be used like a bed. I rem thinking about it as if i had been using this for a bed for a while. I know in the dream that last time i used it there was a spider that got lost on the blanket somewhere. I start to look closely at it and i quickly spot a small dark brown spider. *Just rem talking to my sister. 6:20 I just rem sitting against a wall in the living room and seeing someone pretend to stab someone else. This made me laugh in the dream. It was like two teenage kids and they were on the other side of the room. 8:07 Have a flash of being at school, outside in between two buidings. In the dream its supposed to be college but it doesnt look like any specific schools ive been to. As i walk from one building to another, i suddenly become a bit more aware than before. I really start paying attention to some classical music being played by a few, i think two, people outside. I see one playing the cello, didnt get a good look at the other but i assume they were playing the violin. I began walking, now listening to the music and trying to immerse myself in the moment. It was very beautiful. While doing this that guy matthew s walks up and i start talking to him. I asked him, are you conscious of this music, as i looked over to the musicians. He said no, as we walked inside. I belive at this point he turns into alexis. We walk in and we are in like a cafeteria type of building. To my right that guy jade is talking to everyone on a microphone. Me and alexis start heading in the other direction. Jade begins to say something like, oh i know them. We turn around and he is pointing to me and alexis and then also includes a tall blonde guy to my right, in the dream i think it was supposed to be nathan from middle school. Me and alexis say, yeah we all went to stevens. Dont rem past this. *I rem my brothers friend wayne visiting. When he got here i was doing something but i cant rem. I rem most of the dream i am standing in the backdoorway holding it open, half inside and half out. The same classical music from the previous dream is coming from somewhere either outside or inside. The house doesnt look exactly right and the backdoor seems to be on a different wall. I rem my wayne asking if we were gonna smoke some new weed. I say yeah as i pick up two fresh buds, i dont want to use these though so i go inside and try balancing them on the side of some clay pot. I try to balance it so that the bud is leaning against the clay, with the stem in the dirt. When i go back to the backdoor, i see my brother, rachelle, sister and wayne all outside, the deck now looks like its under construction and there is the frame of a new room but no walls. They are all crowded together passing a joint. Dont rem much else 9:30 Flash of showing up at a hotel with my sister. We have our room key and head down the hallway towards the room. The room is the second one on the first floor and is right next to the lobby. The walls are painted a light blue. MY sister opens the door, i realize that because we are right next to the lobby we probably wont want to smoke inside. I tell my sister i will just go for a drive if i need to, when i say this i imagine driving. Im like watching my imagination at this point, i see a highway and its nighttime, the highway glowing ornge from street lights, i rem seeing a police car pulled over, and then considering what i would do if that happened.
I'm inside this classroom. Some kind of crafting class. We were all working on something like drafting. The dream continues on like this for a while and then the class is over. I get up and out of class and head for the bathroom. Once in the bathroom I pee, but from once side of the bathroom to the other one where the urinal was...after that little stunt I was heading back out and two of my friends waited for me. Somehow, however, my setting (and i just knew it in my mind somehow) was now in a prison. Two of my buddies waited outside, apparently watching my back as I went in the bathroom? Well we three are walking down the this prison hallway (which still looks like a school) and we begin talking about our lives and the girls who are waiting for us outside this ($h!thole).....eventually we are about to head downstairs and I told them to wait that I have to get something in the class. They are kinda hesitant and wait at first, but once I go inside the classroom they leave -_-. Anyways as I walk inside i notice someone. On the teacher's desk sitting down is a man in his 50's or 60's, balding, and white hair and beard. Thin build, but this did not stop him from giving off a huge sense of authority. I realized this was the warden of this prison. Next to him was I suppose his lieutenant, bigger build and in a tan top and dark brown pants (I'm pretty sure it was the Florida Highway Patrol Uniform). Anyways as I'm getting whatever it is I needed and begin to leave, the warden calls for me. We speak for a while, about what I can't remember so much, but eventually it leads to him offering me to be one of his guards. I think it over and agree.(this is great! Now I have a huge leverage and advantage being an officer in this prison and will be able to help me and my two friends escape) It was lunchtime so us three (me,warden,LT) decide do head down. Once on the second floor I decide to pull the stunt of telling them i forgot something in the classroom. (I was thinking of stashing my uniform inside the desk of one of my friends so I could tell him at lunch and he could wear it and escape). I get ahead of these two people and by the stairs it splits up and down. I start rushing up before they notice, but to no avail because they do. "where are you going", says the LT," the lunch room is downstairs". I told him I forgot something, but I changed my mind about it. "Let's make sure you didn't forget anything you aren't supposed to forget" says the warden. I got a bit nervous because the Warden went back upstairs i suppose to check on my desk and area to see for any contraband. I stopped worrying because I have the uniform on! No contraband yet! well me and the LT get to the lunchroom and everyone is already eating. I start walking around the room supervising my once fellow inmates. I pass by my two friends and they look at me and looked like they both choked for a little. "What the hell are you doing man!?" they say. I told them to relax, I have a uniform and I'm getting us out. After that I head to the lunch line and I see a bunch of pizza lol. All kinds, to ones stacked with pepperoni, meat lovers, and just plain cheese. I get a slice and I put a number in the little lunch thing just like I used to in High school. I think after this I go sit down next to a table for the guards only. I start eating and I start thinking about our escape..... I wake up....
Lucidity: 8/10 Vividness: 9/10 Length: ~15 Min. [NOTE] I took 100mg of Vitamin B6 an hour before bed last night, I can remember everything all so clearer and I was much aware than normal. I was on the school bus and I realized that school doesn't start for another 4 weeks. So I tried to force my right finger into my left hand and it worked. I was like "yep, this is a dream." So I flew out of the bus and hovered over the land around me. It was very beautiful. Then I flew as fast as I could up and forward. I was as high as two mountains put on top of each other and it was very vivid and I was filled with joy. To my left was a very fertile land and to my right was the desert. I flew left and gently went down. There was a small hill so I jumped really high and grabbed on the ledge, I actually felt pain because my back still hurts in real life from Hobart. I got up and was looking at the view when I heard a gunshot, I looked behind me and an old man wearing old western clothes was shooting at some sort of animal. I flew past him and stole his shotgun, although he didn't really seem to mind. So I found a few boars and shot at them, but they wouldn't die. I said "fuck it!" and flew below the highway I was under. I saw a boat where Emma Watson was so I went next to her and she crouched while I took my "thingy" out. When I got it out, she said that it looked like a lizard on top. Then she stood up again, so I grabbed her shoulders and made her kneel. Then she started to suck it and then I woke up. I obviously tried to DEILD and obviously it didn't work.
Updated 07-22-2011 at 04:38 AM by 33643 (Typo)
Dream - Lucid I was at some school, sitting in a classroom in the very back. We weren't sitting at desks, but long tables like some of the classrooms at my college have in waking life. I was smoking weed out of a pipe. I "remembered" that I had done it like every day in that class, and no one ever said anything. I was sure that they smelled it. As I smoked, I watched the smoke come out of my mouth. I looked at the backs of the people's heads in front of me. I remember specifically a girl with long, very curly brown hair. Then, I remember being in line for something. Kim, a coworker, was there. She was waiting on some medicine or something. I guess we were waiting to go into some room and take whatever we needed out of it. I ended up going in there, and there was money (the amount was $120), hair ties, and other items sitting on this desk. I took the hair ties, which ended up being Kim's. I said something to her about them, I think I asked her if she needed them or I told her I had them. I don't remember her response. I also remember wondering who would take the money. I was surprised no one had yet. Then, I was in line for something else inside of a school building. I hadn't originally signed up for it, but I was there anyway for some reason. I had with me a strap-on vagina? Wtf. I was trying to wear it (I don't need it?), but I couldn't get it on. I was then picked to go next along with my friend Dakota. We went to another room or something, I can't remember exactly where we went. But we only had a limited amount of time to be there. So what did we do? He got on top of me and we started to make out on some platform. No one else was around. I kept thinking "I'm making out with a gay guy.". (He is gay in waking life). We came back, but my memory of what happened next evades me. ~ I was in a cafeteria, sitting at a table. I looked to my left and saw Chris with his new girlfriend, who, in the dream, was a black girl named Ebony. He looked thinner and he had more hair, kind of like in my previous dream about him. I saw her hug him, and I let out a scream over the noise of the cafeteria. I got up and ran off. I was then coming back, but I was now in a grocery store. It was like I was coming out of one of the back rooms. As I walked out, I looked to my left again. There was Chris, shopping for groceries. I remember him wearing baggy blue jeans, but I can't remember what he was wearing on top. I stood there in shock as I stared at him. He saw me and stared back. I could feel that my face looked very sad. Then, Chris took a frozen loaf of bread and threw it at me. It hit me in the face...it hurt. It really hurt. I went up to him just as his girlfriend was coming up to him. She was carrying a big box, almost as big as her. As I grabbed Chris, I said to Ebony "I know who you are." She kept trying to get Chris's attention and trying to find out what was going on. I shook Chris. He was against a shelf. I was eye-to-eye with him as I desperately got upset with him. I don't remember exactly what I said, but his face contorted into a smile and he laughed at me. I thought about taking his button-up shirt and ripping it, but I didn't do it. Then, he said "I miss the old Krista." I looked at him.
Updated 07-20-2011 at 09:56 PM by 32059
I had a lucid dream last night, just a short one where I became lucid and woke up. I didn't write it down thinking I'd remember it because it was lucid, then fell asleep and had more dreams and forgot it.
I was in school and i was being taught by a teacher who in the dream was my homeroom teacher. The rooms lighting was orangey, yellowish. and there was no blackboard, only a long, but small white board on the corner. There were complex math equations on the whiteboard. Above the whiteboard, there was a lot of chart paper with more math on it (ewwwww). The desks were lined weirdly, they were curved and slanted and not placed good. In one of the corners, there was a desk with a computer on it. It was fat and bad and awful The teacher was one that is in my school, IRL i didnt kow her name, but in the dream her name was Mrs Guntrell. xD. She is short and has a dome like blonde hair like Justin Bieber, but she looks nothing like him (phew). She was teaching very boringly. While one of my friends IRL was sitting next to me talking about how boring this year will be She was teaching science i think. But soon my vice principal came in and was teaching her how to teach. I was sad, because i got a shit teacher. He was drawing stuff on the whiteboard and we had to copy. So we did and then he said 'thats how you draw a solar flare' even though all he drew were squares everywhere xD thats the dream. xDDDDD
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Good morning! Actually the dreams were long but I couldn't care to recall much. Had trouble falling asleep, and when I did I woke up after a while and had trouble going back to sleep again. 03.30: Sleep 12.30: Fragments *I'm standing in the middle of a town square, in which there's a big carneval. I tell someone how awesome it looks, almost like a dream. I get on an attraction and go round and round. I fly off. I walk down a road and put my hand in the dirt, getting fire ants everywhere, they sting alot. I get lucid, but only walk back they way I came from. *I'm playing some kind of dance game with an old friend I had. Someone dances ahead of us in a big house, and where they've put their feet, it starts to glow. We have to repeat it just like they did and step in their footprints. I "dance" with someone else, but we miss all steps and soon there are no footprints, but skulls instead, that tells us we've failed. 12.30: Wake up Amount of sleep: 7½ hours Supplements: None That's it! Boring lucid once again. Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!
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