This mornings dreams make me realise something. I used to get mad at my dreams if they were full of crappy day residue and stuff. Just now I realized that Our Deep Mind does not just stand there like an ordinary human, talking to me in my particular spoken language, (and my particular dialect). Our Deep Mind communicates to me using every thing within my limited sphere. Our Deep Mind communicates with, sight, sound, smell, taste, tactile feelings, emotional feelings, day residue, memories, logic, fantasy and anything else it finds in my limited sphere. And Our Deep Mind don't want me to just get on my knees and verbalise in the dialect of my English language when I try to communicate with it, (Our Deep Mind). Instead, The Deep Mind wants me to communicate with it, as it does with me, using everything in my limited sphere. Using, sight, sound, smell, taste, tactile feelings, emotions, day residue, memories, logic, fantasy and any thing else in my limited sphere. For example: In the 1980s book "Clan of the Cave Bear" an ancient ancestor of ours, a Cromagon girl is orphaned and adopted by a Neanderthal group, The Clan of the Cave Bear. The Shaman is trying to teach the 5 year old to communicate. The 5 year old Cromagon girl has Cromagon intellect and vocal capacity and they just talk, (verbalise) when they communicate. But the Shaman is Neanderthal. He has limited verbal capacity and supplements his sounds with sign language. The five year old tries very hard to learn what he is "saying" but is annoyed at him for waving his hand around, distracting her. The shaman begins to despair that she might be mentally deficient cos he is getting nowhere after weeks of daily lessons. Then the penny drops and the 5 year old begins to see that the hand waving is part of the language. She progresses quickly after that revelation. Maybe I will progress quickly now that I just had my revelation of The Deep Mind using much more than (?) To communicate, in dreams, to me. And wants me, likewise to reciprocate. I often get revelations after bad dreams like last nights ones.
I was dreaming of tyler prior to the false awaking that follows...I don't recall the first dream at all. False awakening: I was woke up by banging on the door. I was aggravated I had to get up to answer the door when jr's mom is right next to it. I get out of bed...I get up..open the door. Tyler is standing there...I walk out and shut the door behind me...for jr's mom is nosy, I wake up.
I was driving down the road next to my current house with my mom. We broke down. I popped the hood and went to look under it with my mom. She said "all it needs is a little more water and it will be fine". I wake up.
I'm in my room looking for things to wear that go with a shirt of mine.....and then I stroll across my black shoes with white soles. The soles are dirty and I think about washing them entirely, or maybe just using a toothbrush with some bleach on them. I find it funny that I was just thinking about how I need to do better in life, and have a dream about me cleaning my "soul".
I was walking down the street with simon. We were about to go have an adventure outside. Jessie came up to me talking about a particular type of sun screen for morrigan she had found. I wanted to get some for Simon too. While walking in I over heard a conversation about secret passages that you couldn't see....when your right in front of them. I got sun screen and sat simon dow on a table that was there to put sun screen on him. I then see jenifer walk by with red hair. Then aftr I watch her leave the area she walks in a again, not where she left from, with brown/black hair. I decide to follow her. I grabbed simon and followed her to ask her a question I no longer remember. While following her I sensed someone behind me so I turned around to look. I then seen too boys following me. I became scared and nervous. I told her to "run". She ignored my warning and walked. I started to run but one of the guys cut me off and ran through the wall to the left of me. It was next to a window with many vines. I didn't follow the guy threw the wall. I could tell there was stairs threw the window and walked further down the hall and threw the door. I walked up the stairs. At the top of the stairs I could see a huge trash factory out the window. I could see bags bigger than houses being filled up with trash. A couple people came up behind me and then showed me how to send your trash to the factory. After they showed me I continued up the stairs to leave. I got inside my car and put Simon in his car seat. After I got in my car and rolled down the windows I notice jr's mom getting on a bike with some paint mechanism on it. I could tell she was about to spray the jeep with the white paint. I yelled at her "hey, wait till you pass my car to start that thing". She started it anyway and got white paint all over my black jeep. I got out of my car and walked up to her and slapped her. Then people started walking up to see what was going on. She took off running and I started chasing her. "You can't catch me" she said.."You have no shoes". I ran after her and said "I'm the bare foot queen" she jumped over a creek, then I did. I got a pine needle in my foot but kept moving. I woke up running.
I was in a house talking to people. I don't recall who they are. I convinced them to come outside with me so I could show them this area at the river I liked. We went outside but instead of the area I expected, there was tent like canopy things set up in the yard. It was a store. There was tables and cabinets displaying an assortment of items. We all went under the tent to look at all the stuff and separated in our look of the store. I recall liking many items. I see the girl I was with. She has her arms full of stuff. I became jealous of her. Not that she had anything I wanted, but because I hasn't found something I thought was special. I then notice a silky rug. It was made of squares of the same fabric. I grabbed it. It was too pretty to be a rug people would walk on. I made a dress out of it. I showed my friend when it was almost finished. There was a few loose stitches I needed to sew around the boobs....but you could tell what the finished product would look like. I wake up.
I am in a house. I am with who I know to be my sister's boyfriend. I don't recall what he looks like other than he was hot. We were in the bathroom kissing and planned to go outside, down the road to an empty house that's there. My sister walks in on us, no one was mad or reacted in a way that one would expect. She was showing me that she was using the tomato face mask I recommended. I got excited and asked her if she likes it and told her it is good for her face. I then hopped she couldn't tell her boyfriend was mine now!? Then decided I didn't care. We walked into the kitchen to eat breakfast. Crystal and my mom was at the heads of the table. Simon and jr was next to crystal. I was next to simon and my boyfriend. There was empty chairs across from us. I felt like we were waiting for some one t come sit down and eat with us. My mom then asked me " do you guys want internet?" She told me a price and I told her I could find it cheeper than that...I woke up.
I was holding a controller with a screen in my hands. On the screen was a radar type of picture. I had a pencil made for the screen and I moved the weather around where I wanted it. I woke up.
Most of this is not a dream. I woke up in the middle of the night to a dream I had. It was soooo long, but I didn't have my recorder handy...and I didn't feel up to writing it down. All I do remember about it was that it creeped me out tremendously! Only one other dream has creeped me out so much.....the one with the clowns. I felt I would remember it in the morning but I didn't. .....I also had a false awakening prior to waking up. It was morning...I had just woke up. All I could see was a figure by my bed and noticed a knife....I said "oh, I'm still dreaming!?" I then woke up....rehearsed the dreams and as I tryed to recall all I could I got a stabbing pain in my eye. It was horrible.
I was travelling. I was on what looked like a cruise boat with Rob and Sarah. We're heading somewhere. Manila? Then I was with Lizette, at night, in the airport. A driver. We tried to catch up to the train. Afternoon at home, with a wonderful garden, and then a couple of pools. One is wide and deep, with various sea creatures and plants. The other is a small one, with a few creatures and plants. Morning. Woke up in the limo with Lizette, in an unfamiliar place. Lizette then said we have to hurry because she has to buy the ingredients to cook our meal in the Bacolod marketplace. I then thought that there's a marketplace called Bacolod in Iloilo. We got down and took a ride on a trisikad (pedicab). It was too heavy because there are too many people. The others went down, so we can ride. Bhebs was there. We arrived. I tried to pay, and found only one P20 bill. Then it multiplies each time. I took one and gave it to the driver. We arrived in the home and the colors and the sheer unfamiliarity of the place made me lucid. LUCID: I realized I was in a dream. Told the two women there I was dreaming, and they were simply indifferent. I looked around. It was bright yellow; not the usual dull yellow I experience in non-lucid dreams. I observed, and rubbed my hands together to stay lucid longer. I saw a small mirror, and found blue, gooey stuff between my eyes. I took them out. Then my eyebrows are sharp and connected. I saw my right nipple, on the bigger mirror of my room inside our home, and it was wide, with what looked like outgrowth of the same color. I looked down at it. I tried flying, by jumping up, but I only ended up a few feet up in the air, and through the 2nd floor. I saw the 2nd floor. I went down. I also tried opening the eyes of a sleeping woman. I went out of the house, saying it's too stuffy. I rubbed my hands as I went out to make sure that I stay lucid. I keep telling myself to focus. There were three words in my mind about focus, but I forgot what they were. They keep interchanging, like how things are when I start to fall asleep. Afternoon. I ended up in what looked like the Eras Station, but it was wider, and looked more like a plaza. I jumped, but still stuck a few feet up in the air. Then I sensed my feet as if it's still flat on the floor. I thought that it might be because my real body is stepping on something. Then I raised my right hand in a Superman position, and curved my feet, and then I flew. Night. I flew up the tin roofs of squatters, almost hitting the roof. Still need to take more control. There were other people flying, and they were talking to me. Lost lucidity. I landed in a squatter area. there are tin roofs that were turned into walls/gates. One was opened, and there are people playing computer games. I was at home. I was in the other room. I accidentally disconnected the internet connection. Sister was in my room, using the computer, and asked when the internet will return. I told her in a minute. I reconnected it. There are people outside the window. NOTES: - I slept from around 2 or 3 pm to around 9:30 pm. I was extremely well rested. - I slept around 12 or 1 am. - I completed all sets and subsets of the Tattwas right before sleeping. - I woke up once in a while. - I decided I will LD. - I had almost no RC the whole day, except just remembering it before sleep to LD.
Updated 08-23-2011 at 10:50 AM by 47454 (added notes)
I'm in a business preview meeting. I sat in front, on an empty seat. Then the guy beside me started to feel uncomfortable. I asked him if somebody already took this seat. He looked relieved and said yes. I felt like telling him to just say it next time, but didn't. I just smiled and transferred seat on the 3rd row. I talked to a girl beside me who just attended the preview. Her sponsor was in the front. I wondered why she wasn't with her new team member. She's also with the Driz team.
I was in my grandma and grandpa's trailer in de ark. I was going threw the cabinets in their kitchen for some reason. All I kept finding was rotten food! Molding food. I don't recall any smell? I went in to the master bath....still looking for something...the counters were covered in items. I notice a metal/iron ashtray holder...with no ashtray, it wasn't what I was looking for. I woke up.
Plaza Mart? I was talking to someone. There are people there, as if they're staying in a dorm. I saw Solimar. He's far away, and keeps disappearing. I walked to the ground floor. There's some sort of play. Then I'm in the supermarket. I still can't find him. I'm in school. High school or college. I keep trying to get close to him, but can't. Either he drives me away, or there are people sitting beside him. There are a lot of chairs. A teacher. I found a high school classmate in their home. I asked him what he's doing. He said he's still in college. Or maybe his little brother, with only one class per month. Their parents are there. There's a puppy, and we played with it. We talked about dog training. I accompanied the mother to the dog training place. It started raining. We took a tricycle there. The mother complained that the place smells. We were directly on top of the sewer line. The guy there said the dogs are not for sale; just for show. We waited for a jeep. It's still raining. It's afternoon. There are jeeps that passed by, but they're not the right ones. We walked until we're near Victorias Crossing. It's already night. There was a van: Nyala. We chased it, and the mother was able to get in, but I had trouble jumping in. The conductor said to hurry up. The van is still running. I can't reach the bars. I asked him to pull me up. He did, but we were caught by the police. I saw his white, fat face, with a displeased look. We went down. We arrived home.
My dreaming has been off. I have been out of town several times recently including a week in Phoenix this last week. The one dream I really remember was one that included a dream sign that I should have picked up on, but I didn't. Dream: I was following several people into this cave. I could feel my legs brush past all these spider webs. I was wearing shorts. I shined my light on the webs and could see that the whole cave was covered with spider webs to about hip level. At first I thought that they were just little house spiders. I was going to just tough it out and plow right through them. Then I realized that they were probably the big orb web spiders I had seen when I was kayaking outside of the cave. Of course it would be the same kind of spiders. With that thought I started to panic. I wanted to run, but I was surrounded by spiders. No matter which way I went I would have to go through spiders. This dream was inspired by that kayaking trip a few weeks ago where the tamarisk trees were just covered with huge numbers of fat orb web spiders.
i was on a boart with these 2 gils i know, they kept doing handstands and i could see thre things they were wearing under their jeans, than later on in the dream i was with some girl in bed dry humping n stuff other than that i dont remember
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