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i just recently quit smoking weed, so my recall is extremly bad and this is the first dream i remeber since i stopped using marijuana.

not exactly sure how it started, me and my father where driving down this street late at night, very slowly. (i'm noticing this particular street keeps re-appearing in dreams...it is extremly similar to a street i knew in childhood.) we come to a stop just before the turn, and park behind a white van. i have been suspecting my dad of using cocaine ( i have heard that he usues it in waking life from several people) so i assumed that's what we where doing at this street, at this time of night. much to my suprise, my boss get's of the car, tim, and he has a suitecase with him and 2 other guys. i don't remeber the first guy, but the second one was very gentle. he was tall and had long hair, and was very nice. we walk down the pathway into the woods so no one will see us. my father and time and the other 'mystery' man continue down the path a little. they ask me and the long haired guy to stay here and keep lookout. they hand him a flashlight, which was small and red, didin't emit too much light. so we sat there and kept guard, just looking at everything. this is where i remeber the plants and trees and everything else had [B]great[B] detail. there was a fence on one side of the left side of the path, we shined the flashlight down to see what was down there. oddly enough, a little girl was on the other side of the fence looking at us. the nice long hair guy recognized her as tim's daughter, so he jumped over the fence and started talking with her. i took the flashlight and walked off a little bit, but not far enough that i couldn't see/hear them. i stop paying attention and start looking around. once again, all of the plant and vegetation and forest where very detailed and vivid, but i could see the street and houses from where i was standing, (near the entrance to the path) and they where all dull and blurry. i notice i don't hear them talking and i turn around and the little girl is standing behind me and the long hair guys is gone. i ask her where he went and she said he went home. i bent down and looked at her, she had hair like faith from mirrors edge, a small pink dress with white polka dots on it, and yellow frills on the sleeves and bottom. i begin to talk to her...not sure what happens but the dream seems to fast forward or something..me and my father are a table with in some type of parking lot and there is a sink nearby. my father opens an altoids cup and its full of white crystals. (oddly enough, they looke like one big clump of white altoids.)i at first thoguht it aws an altoid so i took a piece and put it in m mouth when my father yelled at me to stop because that was his cocaine. i ran to the sink and spit it out, then rinsed my mouth out with water for a while. the dream kind of fast forwards again, we are at the same area but it almost looks like a carnival now..very odd. suddenly, some reptar looking thing is comimng and me and my dad hop in his car and drive around the back of the parking lot trying to lose him. we eventually drive around back front to see if he is gone (which he was), so we waited for a minute. i look out my fathers side window and i see the reptar thing has his foot raised and is abotu to crush us. i yell to my father "DAD! DRIVE!" and we instantly take off and leave the parking lot. i the nwake up due to my alarm.

9/03/2011 - I only ended up with a few dream fragments last night but thought they were interesting enough to post.
So I was reading about astral projection over the last few days, and the author was saying that a lucid dream is a facet of an astral projection, i.e. you could 'astral project' to a 'dream pool' as he calls it, or to other areas/levels of the astral plain.
Anyways a key to having a successful astral projection is to have enough energy to do so. He describes a simple 5 min chakra opening/energy raising technique. I gave it a go before I went to bed felt some strong sensation in the base and navel 'chakra' not much in the solarplex, heart, throat and some smallish sensation in the brow and crown. I decided to repeat the process and see if I could get them all to activate, but unfortunately fell asleep ( he did say that doing this just before bed 9/10 times you will fall asleep, I guess he wasn't lying about that).

The first dream fragment - I had an insane throbbing sensation in my forehead, as if I had just done a sprint and my heart was inside my forehead pounding like crazy. I was afraid I was going to die, literally. I somehow knew I was dreaming and made the conscious descion to wake up. I don't remember seeing anything. I woke up with a jolt and sat up, my 'real' heart was pounding, and a slight tingle in my forehead. Then I remembered he said that during a projection it is normal for your chakras to go mental sometimes, especially your heart one, it can feel like your going to have a heart attack. Damn it !.

The second fragment - I'm not sure if this was real or a false awakening, I'm thinking a false awakening, maybe. I 'wake' up at about 4am I didn't have to get up till 5, I could remember heaps of dreams so I started getting them clear in my mind, and was planning to write them in my laptop on the way to work. I remember thinking I had a 'level 4' lucid dream ( this is why I think it was a FA). I remember saying to my self level 4 is when you know you are dreaming but don't consciously do anything in the dream just go with the flow of the dream - Interesting I have been thinking about rating 'levels of lucidity' to try and categorise my dreams better. I wonder what the other levels should be?

Finally I work to my alarm at 5am - I had heaps of dream memories and was trying to sort them out in my mind, so I kept my eyes closed and ignored the alarm. Then for some reason I thought my alarm sounded different to real life so I sat up and looked at it, it looked normal, I looked at the time, and looked away and back again as a reality check it didn't change, I still wasn't convinced so I did a 'nose plug' RC failed damn it, its real life. I turned the alarm on snooze but all my dream memories had gone. And my mind was starting to get full of thoughts about what I needed to do today. - is that a false false awakening

So this chakra opening/raising seemed to increase the vividness of dreams as I did have lots of dream memories, I have used the 3rd eye meditation a fair bit and it seems to increase dream activity. Definatly worth some more playing, hopefully my head wont explode.

I once had a dream I was an inter-dimensional travelling "mage" class type character. I actually remember the map I pulled out and looked at in order to travel between dimensions...as far as the vivid imagery is concerned I was more like a god of my own realm in this sense...I actually had a companion with me, another mage, but I didnt know who he was or I cant remember his looks to know if he exists IRL.

The coolest part about this dream though was when I opened a portal to another dimension and I actually woke up...after waking up I remember thinking bad thoughts because I didnt get to see what was inside the portal. Then I tried going back into the same dream. I actually was able to enter this dream and see myself come out of a portal...whether or not it was the same portal I entered is beyond me, however I know now from this experience it is possible to re-enter the same "concept" of the dream you "lost".

This was worth the dream all together in my mind...Has anyone else had this experience before?

I remembered bits and parts of two dreams when I woke up this morning, but know i remember close to nothing.
In one dream I was dreaming of a band called kaamaaren, wich is a local band that existed i my teenage years. Unfortunately any other details from this dream is now gone. I'll just have to learn to take notes as soon as I wake up. It's weird how memory of dreams so quickly fades.

Autosuggestion definitely works! Last night I woke up 20 minutes before the alarm was about to go off (I had set it to go off around 4 hours after I went to sleep), thanks to my autosuggestion before falling asleep! This was the dream I recorded then:

It was some kind of school contest, a race of some sort perhaps. The thing was that you had to sneak around in some area in and surrounding something that seemed like a castle, that is you had to make sure you were not seen by some kind of robots. You had to retrieve some stuff and then get to the end. My school won with the score of 75, against the second school's 74. I remember a part where you had to climb a huge tower with spiral stairs. After we won, our leader, a girl who was a year younger than me, held a speech. We also had some kind of flag that we waved in celebration. Also, we had our own space in the castle that was just for our class, but it was dark so we placed out torches. Stupid Minecraft, it has ruined my mind...

I also remember that at some point we were going to the contests, and this one guy I really hate was talking about some computer game. I just told him that I had played it before, although I had no idea what he talked about.

After the contest, or towards the end of it all, I went away from the place, alone. Some way from the place was a lake with a few mini islands in it. On one of the islands was a small house/shack, but to get to that island you kind of had to jump on some floating... stuff. I have no idea why, but I went and pushed away the floating stuff. Then suddenly there was an angry man on the island I had just isolated. He just jumped into the water and started coming towards me. Apparently it was pretty shallow.

I also, through autosuggestion, woke up again after another dream later, but I forgot it or fell asleep again before I could write it down. Or maybe it was a false awakening. I'm still not sure. Anyway, remembering one dream per night should be good enough if I want to have some lucid dreams.

Like I've said in my other posts, my dreams are the wierdest it can get.
I had a dream that I was putting on my eyeliner getting ready for school when I pressed to hard on my lower eyelid. In result, my eye started bulging out of my head. I had a fealing of dejavu and calmness, however I should have been conserned. I grabed my eye lids and try to get them over my eye. Then I got the palm of my hand and try to shove it back in, thats when my eye completely fell out! I caught it in my hand and went down stairs to ask my mom to take me to the E.R. She said growned with a puff ," Yeah I guess Sara... Hold on." Then a baby poped out of her and she placed it on the floor and it was standing... As I looked around there was one other baby. She grabed her keys, " lets go" I asked who was going to take care of them and she replied my 7 year old brother, and as she said that my brother came rushing in and slamed one baby on the ground, she smiled and walked out the door. When we were driving I look in the visor miror and thought I saw the white part of my eye growing back in my eye socket. I smiled, but then saw as I did so the white disapeered. I frowed and it came back, my teeth were not only showing in my teeth but in my empty eye socket! I heard a bang to see a zombie banging on my window to get the eye and the blood that was in my hand. We were almost there, but my mom was just complaining the whole time that I need to suck it up! The docters werent that much help eather, they tryed to drop my eye in the socket and when that didn't work they said, " Well, sorry kid" then I looked at my mom once last time and she rolled her eyes at me then I woke up. Does This Mean Something?

This is my first lucid dream with mild control. It didn't last more than 10 minutes in dream time but it was very neat.

I as fall asleep I can see snow rushing past my face. Before I know it I am staring out a window inside a cafe in down town New York. My friend Crystal is sitting across from me, and she is giggling. It must have been something I said earlier. I can hear my self repeating, "I am in a dream, I will have control over this dream." I then realize what I'm doing, having a lucid dream. As this thought strikes my head like lightning everything starts fading out, it feels like the walls are flying away and things are being thrown into the air. I grab onto the table and try to feel the texture of the cloth and when I open my eyes after having them clenched shut, it's all back to how it was.

I decide to try out my control skills. I've always wanted to do it and I have a lot of self confidence. I picture an icecream sundae in my hands. I tell Crystal, "I can make a sundae, want to see?" She just laughs at me with a look on her face like "what ever!" Before I know it i can feel the cold condensed water on the outside of the glass drip down the side of my hand and down my arm. I can feel the cold, I can smell the fudge on top. I was so delighted I almost lost my dream again.

Right after this I exit the cafe, walking down the streets of New York. The odd thing is there was a McDonalds in the middle of the street on an Island. I decide to go in. My sister is ordering a hamburger, and she tells me she needs to borrow some money. I don't have any but I tell the cashier that the burger is free. She looks at my sister and says, "The burger is free mam. Have a nice day!" Right about here I lost it all, objects were crashing into eachother, walls were being pulled away as the tiles in the floor fell apart. I am awake now. For real.

It was a very incredible first dream experience and I can't wait to have more but I have been very bad at having them. This was a couple months ago but I decided to post it now.

I've had sooo many wierd dreams lately, I feel like I'm loosing my mind!
But the dream I'm gonna talk about know is the one I had last Thursday.
I dream't that I was in my room and sitting on my bed, when I feel shards of something in my mouth. I reach in and my teeth toward the back came out! They were huge, like... like dianosaur teeth and brown! About 2 or 3 teeth came out like that and I was so scared and in my dream I remember thinking , " Atleast it's happening now, so I won't dream about it... Then I woke up." Wat the heck?! Is their a meaning?

I was getting married. I believe it was an arranged marriage. The man to whom I was marrying was tall and and had short strawberry blonde hair. The entire time he was wearing a black tuxedo. I was wearing a white wedding gown. I can't quite remember the style, but it might've been a thick-strapped dress with see-through sleeves. We were going to be married in a huge, fancy mansion. Many people were there with us, including my mother, his mother, and another woman from his side of the family (maybe his aunt or grandmother?). The women were trying to find out how to style my hair. They tried pulling it into an updo, but finally decided to pin back the sides. Something then occured (can't quite remember what). His family said the wedding was off. My fiance and I refused, saying we had grown to fall in love with each other. His mother and the other relative went to their room. The other relative grabbed a gun from her suitcase. The mother said to her, "Please don't do this again."

I dreamed that I was at my church. I was sitting there, thinking about how bored I was. I heard a scream and look behind and saw 2 people in black clothing going around the church killing people. I thought "good thing this is a dream,WAIT this is a dream!" I ran across the room to the first guy in black and performed a strong roundhouse kick and knocked him out cold. I turned to the second and then had a good idea. I grab him and drag him outside. I flew as high as I could and then dropped him. I watched in amazement as he fell. I then woke up.

I had strange symbolic sexual dreams during a nap.

I was trying to masturbate, but kept getting interrupted. And scenes were flashing of gardening and robots lol. In the gardening scenes, I couldn't dig deep enough. With the robot scenes, I was raped and the robot was too large. Then the robot story took off on it's own but I forget the gist of the story, other than someone was raped and another girl went for help. We were on an alien planet and the people who could help save her friend wouldn't even talk to her at first. Some young woman was hiding in a cabinet.

Then the dream went back to me trying to masturbate only this time, I had a lighter. I don't even want to know what I was trying to do with that thing lol.
I was interrupted again by a commotion at my hubby's new garage. I went outside to see it had been broken into. My kids had painted the walls, which actually looked really nice. But in doing so, they accidentally broke a window as well as rectangular glass panels on an antique dresser. I knew who did it, but hubby hadn't figured it out yet and I was worried he would.
Then a couple of neighbors came over. They had kids with them, but they were well behaved. I kept trying to figure out how to clean mud and water out of some item. The grandmother of the neighbors went back to her house and brought me back and nasal syringe (those little plastic suction thingies used to clean out babies noses).
A couple more neighbors came over and my mom was one of them. People were leaving the garage to talk, but my mom hung back. I told her to go outside and make some friends.
The kids saw 3 roaches and I kept trying to point them out to someone else to catch. One of them flew off and scared one of the kids nearly to death and I started laughing, saying "that's what they do".
I was on a couch covered up throughout most of the dream sequences lol. The couch seemed to move wherever I went.

At some point, I also dreamed of traveling in the RV. An arm from a chair fell off when someone braked hard. I kept trying to put it back on but it was made of metal and had a joint in a weird location. I eventually snapped it back on but then it looked strange.
Outside of some house, I found a bunch of cats and kittens. Some of them were demonic and scared me. Others I took. My long lost cat, Rogue, was among them and I snatched him up first.

That's all I recall.

>>>My brain usually knows better than to give me deeply symbolic dreams. Chances are, these themes will continue until I figure out what I'm trying to tell myself. If I stumble across a correct interpretation, the dreams will discontinue.
The outright sex parts are easy enough to figure out. I have needs lol, but I also have 4 kids and an uninterested husband.
The seeds are apparent to me as well. As strange as it is, when having sex I usually don't envision a person or event. I envision caves, a forest, nature scenes. The deeper I go, the closer to orgasm I am (it's all quite involuntary I assure you)
But where did robots and rape come from?

The garage is easy. It's my hubby's pride and joy. It's bigger than my modular home but it still lacks electricity and inside walls. He bought our perimeter alarm to protect it (one of the homes he uses for storage was recently arsoned).
My kids destroy everything they come in contact with, thus the dream of them destroying it. But what was the significance of the paint and the mirrors? What about the mirrors, the neighbors.

The part of my mom resulted from speaking of her before falling asleep. She has pnumonia (sp).
As for the bit about going out and making friends: I have no friends and neither do I truly want any. But I was thinking on it before falling asleep. I'm a foul weather friend. If someone needs me in some hour of need, I'm there. But when times are good, I fall away into the shadows. Those thoughts triggered that part of the dream.

The suction thingie is easy: my nose is chronically clogged lol
But what about the rest?

I dreamed of the RV because my youngest daughter talked about it yesterday. But why did the arm of the chair fall off. And why was it designed in such a way?
I have no idea why I dreamed of demonic cats lol But I still miss Rogue and no cat dream is complete without him.

That's it.

*EDIT**
Notice I didn't say anything at all about the lighter. Perhaps that's the most important element.
Gotta think about it.

8th of March 2011, non-lucid, lucid, extra comment

1. I was in Hollywood and was either going in for a casting call or had otherwise already received the role, which was to play Whoopi Goldberg's son in her next film. (Which is very strange as there is no way in hell I could pass for her son) In this film Whoopi is leading a bit of an unstable and stressful life, but things change when she runs into her son, whom she had given up for adoption long ago. Couldn't remember any more than that.

2. Found myself IN the actual DreamViews formums, as I remember no screen or anything else save for a DV Forum, which was way darker the Template I'm looking at as I type this. I had stumbled across a profile page that had a profile picture that looked a lot like one of my neighbours, although the picture was too blurry for me to be absolutely certain. According to her profile she was from the same town, increasing the likelyhood of her actually being my neighbour. I started reading a large (By which I mean absolutely gigantic) blogpost/DJ on her profile. I was awakened by my brother before I could finish reading...

Woop

This dream revolves around a young teenager who through the first part I believe to be my child. It is very ambiguous whether this child is a girl or boy and I'm also awaire that there he/she may have a mental or physical disability. He/She is at the end of a long terrace house, but the whole side has bars. I introduce him/her to my mother and sister and consider to tell my mother that she's at last a grandmother and to my sister that she's an aunty. I am awaire that there are people who want to kill him/her, but by the end though I can't remember what I try to do to prevent this, I do know that he/she is not my child. I go back to where he/she was but the place is now empty.

This dream comes in two parts:

I'm in a courtyard area with some else and we're both sweeping up the courtyard and putting rubbish into bin bags, there is a long building on the edge of the courtyard there's a building with several doors, rather like a long stone stable, we're putting the bags into the nearest stable. I'm awaire that one of my bags has split and there's a computer monitor poking out ready to drop.
Next thing I'm awaire of, I'm now the other person, but his younger self as a child. He/I see myself approaching. My other self says something to the lad who then becomes very excited and runs off.

I'm at this carnival when I notice this is a dream (I have no idea how.). The dream starts to get a little hazy so I rub my hands together and it clear up a bit. I walk around wondering what to do for about 5 seconds I turn and off in the distance I see a giant red godzilla destroying a town, but I ignore it.
At first I think I should wish up a monster or fly, but I don't, (I believe it was because i thought the dream would end, or I would lose lucidity). I decide to change small bits of my dreams and just test my abilities. I walk up to this cart/shop. I look as the wood and try to change it to a different color, I manage to darken quite substantially, I try to turn and change the color of another part of the cart, and again it darkens substantially.

I turn to my left and notice this beautiful asian women, I walk up to her and put my hand in between her legs, I notice quite a few people are around so I take her by the hand and bring her to this perfume shop.
She asks me if we are going to buy perfume, I (think) don't answer her question, I then see this shelf lying on the ground but with perfume bottles inside, I move the bottles, we then "enter" this shelf and have sex. I made it all the way to the climax. Then I believe I woke up because I entered this blackness, which I believe was me looking into the back of my eyelids. I lay there and enter the same dream, I went in partially lucid, but I was constantly drifting in and out of lucidity.....(To be continued.)