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can´t remember why i got lucid but here i am and i start flying i am high enough to see different islands and states. there is a big part of an island that is grayish censored. for some reason i think this is the google map of america and Vietnam has censored it so america cant look it up. i fly there and up close it looks like everything is covered with grey snow or something similar. also there are a lot of climbing shoes [not too long ago i saw a "black mirror" episode where they could block people so they got grayish and one couldnt hear them; also i send my climbing shoes to get repaired and the package is missed so that probably how this theme came up].

i remember my goals that i loosely came up with before i fell asleep. i want to meditate so i fly and look for a good place to do so. there are several platforms some are skew. i land on a platform and see someone i know that is further down doing something. i dont want to get distracted so i ignore him. i rub my hands to prepare then i sit down. this time i let my eyes open and focus on my breathing. i want to unfocus my eyes but only seconds after this attempt a guy i know? is climbing up to my platform. i wave with my hand to signal him i dont want him here but to late he is there and we start talking. i know him from my past but i dont remember his name. he tells me a name but its not familiar but i remember to know him from school and that he was in b class. we are on a small something on water. he turns into a child and i fly away. i want to go down a chimney to complete a TOTM. everything changes into comic visuals and i feel like watching instead of actively participate and decide what i do. i fly to a building stand in front of the chimney and throw down something like a bomb. i see third person from inside the building outside of the room. the room is burning and several people are there burning and running away. i slide down and run out of the room. a line of fire emerge out of my shoes wherever i run. some more bad guys start burning and die. i fight one with bare hands, enter another room and freeze another one with an ice blast. i find myself outside again and the comic theme is gone. ok this probably wont count for the TOTM...

i start another attempt and start flying. this time flying is more difficult. i am pretty slow and i feel like i get soaked to one direction. i kick of on a building wall and float to a big building looking like a very old church. the stone is oxidized like in a cave. my hand touches a wall that sounds hollow. ah this must be an chimney. i fly up a little and find the opening. i look into the chimney and it looks buried. i try to open it up with telekinesis but its not working. nevermind i think and just jump feet first in and slide down. i find myself in a kitchen. i have a small paper bag in my hand. i look outside the kitchen and see a room where a kid is sleeping on a couch. i open the paper bag and put out several tomatoes. a cat that looks like mine back at my families house walks around me and attacks my leg and stuff. i push it out and close the door to the kitchen. i want to morph the tomatoes into something nicer but seconds after i closed the door it opens again and my mother, looking slightly crazy and tired with a cigarette in her hand [she is a non smoker] approaching me yelling something. i hold my hand in front of my like i want her to stop but she just pushes the cigarette in my hand and it burns i walk backwards and phase out of the window and wall but she is holding me so my hand is stuck with her in the kitchen. she still yelling something at me. i manage to release myself from her grip and with a wave of my hand i erase her memory she is confused but shortly after she gets hostile again. i feel like i completed the task anyways and dont bother to wake up so i dont forget anything.

Date of Dream: TUE 5 DEC - 2017



Dream No 236 - Separated Sections

Dream 236 A – A Different Set Of Elements
The first scene of the dream was me using some strange version of Instagram that does not exist in real life. I was trying to create a video story of some sort and it was mainly pertaining to a baby. It was really hard to use the controls and make the picture flow properly, it was always very messy. As the dream got further, my Instagram skills got worse and soon, I gave up making the thing altogether and instead, stopped it at a duration of 13 seconds.

Spyro the dragon was real and for some reason, he was in the next scene with me. He shared knowledge of his four elements with me. Apparently I had a unique set of my own elements in this dream. I was in my current house in the kitchen and my mum is identified to be dead in this dream. It was night time and she appeared outside the kitchen window, a combination of a fleshed human as well as a ghost, but she didn't look scary.

The next scene was where Spyro and I were at some sort of molten rock coast, surrounded by clear bluey-green water. I ended up asking Spyro, “How do we get across the water?”. He said we get across it by freezing it... I reconsidered and told him not to do it. I then told him that the first element in my set was water. I then told Spyro to hop onto me. I swam super fast across the water, like a speed boat... My kicking speed was unbelievable, like Dash from The Incredibles. So to summarise, I worked faster in water.

The dream went to a fourth scene where I showed Spyro my second element. My second element was honey where I could leave my enemies anywhere, stuck and stranded permanently. I have forgotten the name of the third element but it was something to do with the colour of red. The dream was talking up the last element so much. The last element in my set was convexity. Both Spyro and I ended up getting possessed by this consuming element and turning dark, just like in the game. That's all I can remember for this dream.

Dream 236 B – I Must Have A Class
It was recess at Camelot Rise Primary School when I am trying to find out what year 5/6 class I'm in. I soon found out that I wasn't in any of them. I head towards the front office to try and find out what's going on and why I wasn't included in any of the lists. Along the way, there is this weird fenced complex with vines tangled all over it, making it difficult for me to get through.

I eventually got to the front office and I asked Mrs C, “How come everyone is assigned a class except me?”. She said to check the year I graduated and I told her “2010”. That's all I can remember about this dream.



Dream Trophies Achieved:
- None

I was talking to a Future Tech person that I think was military. I knew I was dreaming and was trying to ask them how to get back here but I remember for some reason telling them I was from another dimension and wanted to know how I could come back to their dimension to help them fight or something. At the time I remember wording another dimension to try to convince them to give me answers about coming back to their world / the lucid dreaming world and from what I can remember he just said Try Harder. I believe I woke at some point but fell back asleep and came back to this dream where I was again Lucid. I don't recall how but I decided I was over this and I remember flying away. I recall flying for a while and wanting to try to fly faster as sometimes I have a problem with speed. I remember doing the superman style switch arm / pump out which worked and made me fly faster like I was trying to without it working with just thoughts.

I also decided to finally try and fly into space, something I've been wanting to do forever in a LD but I always forget to try or haven't remembered trying. I went flying straight up into the sky and started to see stars and space when I was suddenly being pulled down by something or someone. I remember what seemed to be like some sort of man in a white / grey looking iron man type suit. Something made me think it was the people that I had encountered earlier that sent him to stop me but I used Telekinesis to push him away from me and he was thrown off / away and was gone.

I then recall trying to continue to fly into deep space but I couldn't get to where I was trying to go. I was seeing what I thought was some sort of super advanced space station that was like some very big building in space. It was like I kept going higher and higher and the thing never ended. I remember seeing random other things as I continued to fly further and deeper like even going through some sort of wormhole or portal or something that didn't take me anywhere but it was full of colors and and was sort of in a warped spiral shape. A F*cking phone call woke me up...

Monday December 4th 2017

I’m reading something online, become lucid while trying to figure out why my vision is so blurry and then just take off the glasses I had in my eyes. Get outside of the house and then jump over the wall, not really caring about anything at all.

Summon a planet above earth and get in there, then start to travel in this planet. Still trying to figure out something to do, fall asleep within the dream and end up waking up.

Back to sleep.

Going outside the house, become lucid while walking outside and then wonder what I should be doing. Quickly get out of the house and get lucid once outside.

The dream once again feels weird, so I assume I might wake up any second and start to think hard on my next goal.

Can’t remember anything so just go and sit down, the street is so solitary… I was planning to do something too, but forgot what.

Remember about the horror challenge and then remember about the hooded man. Quickly get out of that planet and then re-enter the planet through a portal, find someone stalking from outside what looks like a giant metal dome on the ground, half destroyed.

The person stalking seems to just be investigating casually and has a hood, so I get next to him and look him while he stalks. He turns around abruptly and stands up straight, revealing a really tall guy. He looks down to me and wonders when I arrived I assume.

I realize that there is something gathering around me so just squash it with gravity then wait again, he takes out a big-ass sword that’s black and is about to swing it when I teleport behind him, grab him by the shoulder and teleport us both to DW.

He finishes swinging and finds we are in a different place. He teleports to the sky and I teleport with him, smashing him down. I get my hand cut off with the black sword and can’t heal properly so just use my cells to cut the damaged section and reattach it.

We are now on the ground and the guy is coming at me with his sword, I teleport my head next to the sword and take a good bite off of it, then push him with a shockwave and set the landscape on fire.

The guy starts to grow larger so I make a quick binding spell and seal him in his current form then get over to him and find a lot of shadows around me. I welcome them like normal and feel a bit giggly, then summon a meteor to strike down on the planet and then find a strange feeling.

Apparently the shadows around us made a distortion and space and we are brought back to the same place as before, except this is after passing a small mountain and everything seems redder, like there is some kind of fog… I still drop my meteor down and then see a lot of giants appear and grab the meteor to try and stop it. So I summon a second meteor planet sized above the first one and then feel like I will wake up… DAMN! Destroy the meteors and make it rain fire to try and do something before waking up.

Back to sleep.

Walking down the stairs of an apartment complex, become lucid while going down and then wonder what my goals were again! Damn, so much to do and so little time and I still dislike using time dilation because that is cheating.

Anyways, find a bunch of people and then find a school, where I was working at before as a teacher so just go there and try to find something interesting to do.

Once I am inside, figure that the place is much bigger than it used to be and actually it is completely different. So start to search around and find a lot of giant lizards and actually it seems I Just left what I was at before… hm! Scan the place and find myself in dreamworld but why? Out of instinct? Maybe I have business to finish here oh well.

Back to sleep.

So I am talking to a random person, become lucid while saying bye to him and then figure I should go back to DW and see what I am needed over there for.

When I arrive to DW find a lot of people running from the lizards which I actually find cute, they look so much like dinosaurs. One of them comes at me running and jumps at me, so I grab a hold of it and hug it.

The little thing tries to escape and struggles with me but once it realizes that it will be impossible it attacks instead, trying to munch on my head which also fails so it just stops there and flails its tail for a while.

I eventually let it go when I hear a familiar voice. Teleport next to my husband and punch the lizard out of the way, then spend the next two dreams having sexy time with him cause yeah.

Back to sleep.

I am at the shop of the school, already took care of my hus… oh right got to check on what happened with the lizards.

Quickly get over to the top of the buildings here in the school and then Scan the place, the lizards were apparently some kind of experiment and that is the reason why they are causing so much havoc right now in this planet.

So what I have to do is simple, kill the stupid humans playing and then been babies about it and give their land over to the lizards before waking up.

Back to sleep.

I am talking to someone on the street, they tell me a lot of things but I am not listening and instead paying attention to the weight of my feet, so become lucid off of that and then remember my other goal.

Teleport quickly to Zodra.

The first thing I see is a big island with a big tree in the middle and think right away in FT and Tenrou island, of course my instinct tells me to destroy the place, so while falling down place my hand on the tree and blow the island away onto the ocean.

Teleport to the place I find closest with people. There is a big white building and people are inside, like 7 or so DCs I find in there and I present myself. They don’t seem to understand me so I start to speak in English, that makes it better.

Tell them that I come basically to defend them, but they wonder from what. Their world is in the verge of extinction? Oh who cares, I will do my thing. Extend my hand to destroy their castle-like white house but before that happens start to feel something.

“The shadows are coming” says the guy whom I feel is the strongest, he is with a few other DCs and there is 1 kid. They say that it will be the end in a few minutes and prepare for the worst. They go inside and gather some food and I go ahead and sit at the front door.

Some people show up, they do look like shadows at the start so I go ahead and blow their cover and more DCs show up “Survivors” I say and then stand up, go next to one of them and Scan his memories.

Right now, they call themselves luciferians or people of the shadows, they do not know their purpose but they are having strong feelings of killing the ones I am with right now, I try to do something but wake up midway.

Back to sleep.

I am falling down, get lucid from the weird gravity and teleport back, grab the hand of the luciferian I was with before and let him know that he will not be allowed to fight it out with the new guy.

He tries to punch me so I make a barrier and send him flying back, more of his group show up and tell me to move away. I quickly put them down and they wonder what I am “Of the former 12 luciferians” tell the shadow people, they however seem to think I am lying. They believe their world was created recently and that such history does not exist, is that the reason for their conflict?

Their leaders try to fight me, I punch them and subdue them, so they fuse all together into a giant white dragon who breathes a flame of rainbow colors.

I twist the air around me and grab the flames as if they were flames converging into my stomach as a blade, then condense that power and use it as my own to blast them away. They are thrown off into the forest and I look at them from above, all alive.

The people behind me tell me to end this already but I tell them not to bother them anymore, anytime for I will kill them if they dare to, that I will fix this issue with their world.

Quickly jump to the sky and fly out of this planet, look at the world around and it seems the planet was sustaining itself… not even a solar system!? GAH Brandon you idiot don’t do that its annoying for the inhabitants!

Sit on lotto flower position and start to change the world. Zodra becomes much larger, the world around starts to stabilize and I create a universe for them, try to create it and create life on other galaxies as I am expanding everything but feeling everything at the same time is a bit tiresome. Use clockwork to finish my job and before waking up, make new plants and new creatures grow within the land of Zodra before leaving and waking up.

I'm a 2 year old boy and my mom comes home and says I bought you a computer I hook it up then write blowjob I'm 11 years old I swallow myself then I wake up 27 years later raping god in the afterlife for eternity for the disgrace of all Girl on drugs as who thy most illustrious being to suck at sucking

I met with a guy I hated from school. I've got him on the ground and started punching him, mom was there telling me to stop but I couldnt, I punched him 10 times with my right fist , then 10 times with the left one. Both got bloody. He was a bloody pulp by the time I finished. It felt good. For some reason punching 10 times with both hands beared some importance...

I could see in the mirror my body. It looked normal enough but on my stomach was a rectangle. Inside were little springs hooked up to coils. I began to pull at the strings. As soon as I began to pull at the strings I understood what they were there for. The first string I had tugged at led to the tension in my chest. As I pulled the strained feeling melted away. The second string led to my back which had been cramping all day. The third string led to my stomach and as I pulled the spring came with it and the string came all the way out. There was no going back

Morning of December 4, 2017. Monday.



I am in bed in our present home, though as usual, the appearance is different. Our bed is oriented as it was prior to the devastating storm that tore our roof off.

Over time, I become aware that rain has possibly been coming through the ceiling (as it had in real life before the tarpaulins were placed over our house). (Note that it was raining in reality at the time of my dream, which I had become aware of through partial awakenings.)

I notice that the ceiling has unusual downward bulges, especially in one area where it almost resembles the shape of a complex vase. The ceiling is not of narrow boards (of their original wood appearance) as it is in reality, but is lower and constructed of white ceiling tiles. I get up and tell Zsuzsanna to leave the area near our bed, as the ceiling might collapse.

Between the dining room (which we use as our bedroom) and kitchen, a part of the wall (which does not exist in reality) and ceiling falls. It is more like an unusual curtain rod with some sort of odd elongated plumb-bob-like features hanging from across it. (This probably relates to an association with vertical evenness.) An identical feature on the other side also partly comes down. While looking towards our bed area, I also see a number of thin boards sticking randomly out from the left edge of the wall at various angles, which was apparently part of the inside of the wall.

I am then in the room of our two youngest sons. Eventually, one of our daughters, a fictional character however, as in my dream there is a false memory of having at least five daughters around nine years old, comes in and talks to Zsuzsanna (with the girl standing near the south wall of the room and facing Zsuzsanna). She is Hispanic with darker skin. She seems worried. When I look at her, I notice something on her neck, the front lower area. I first worry that ceiling debris had gotten into her neck, possibly going through her neck from behind. Puzzling over this, I also worry for a short time that it is an actual bone slightly protruding from above her skin. Eventually, I decide that it is just a large droplet of water below her neck and I gaze directly at it for a few minutes, noticing a slight quivering effect. (This is liminal dream control in trying to reinduce my dream with water induction, especially as it appears on the neck of the precursory form of the personified preconscious, though it also relates to transferred associations with Zsuzsanna’s throat and the soothing of it, as she had been coughing in real life prior to my dream.) No longer worried about her status, I go back into our kitchen. Still, looking back, I notice that the preconscious form (as our fictional daughter) is looking up, blinking quickly, and moving her eyes side to side (symbolizing the REM factor of the waking transition). I ignore the RAS manifestation (which also foreshadows my hypnopompic illusion that comes after this dream ends) and as a result, my dream lasts a minute or two longer.

While standing near the center of our kitchen again, I notice that the walls below the windows have large jagged holes directly leading to our backyard (representing the emergent consciousness factor with subliminal realization of being unconscious yet still being able to look deeper into my mind), the perimeter of these holes made up of splinters of wood. However, this area of our kitchen is rendered incorrectly. It is more like the inside of the residential turret of the northeast room I used to sleep in (on the second floor) in the King Street mansion or the first-floor bay window area on the south end (dining room) of the Loomis Street house. I consider that there is too much damage for our house to remain livable; as I also consider someone could easily crawl through a hole into our house if entering our backyard through our gate.

After a short time, I see that bed sheets are now covering the holes and that they might also be smaller than I first thought. As I am thinking about this, I wake, realizing I am focused on the curtain that divides our bed from the kitchen area and listening to the rain and that I had been partly creating my otherwise non-lucid dream with vague threads of my conscious self’s will.

As I am not fully awake, I am then looking up at our real ceiling. I see a hypnopompic illusion of large raindrops hanging everywhere across our ceiling. I blink my eyes a few times, but the illusion remains for a minute or two. (There is actually nothing present to create the illusion of water droplets. It is just an atypically sustained hypnopompic illusion with concern about when it did have water droplets present, though never as dense as in my illusion.)

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so I'm imprison with a gyspy that has magical power and can grant wishes so she ask me what do you wish for I reply more wishes then fall asleep

I'm dreaming in darkness in a body I don't have full control of yet he more powerful then I in my reality form so I tend to the darkness trying to attain this body over and over again as if I'm living imprison in suspended animation I'm looking to find myself talking to friends all day but I'm alone sleeping and people are looking at me from a glass screen as I'm looking around trying to find this body in darkness I become a imitation of past astral form and astral dreams

as I start to project I find myself looking at word like they were thought bubbles of past convo I already have yet I never remember how much I was into you I say as I was up in a false awakening I jolt to my regular form then try to sustain the lucidity control in my false replica body in my false replica body more powerful then me I keep trying to attain this form yet I get imprison in darkness where nothing means nothing but eternal night an day as I try to ascend to another dream form I'm force to watch myself as a false imagination

Date: MON 4 DEC - 2017



Dream No. 235 - Separated Sections

Dream 235 A – Not Good Enough
I don't remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was at Coles in Brandon Park Shopping Centre for some reason. I checked the internet on my phone and went to the student results page. It said that I had gotten 96.00% for accounting information systems. KG had then appeared behind me and told me that wasn't good enough and that I should be aiming for 100.00%. I said to him that he should appreciate my efforts and that I even topped EP's subject mark of 94.00%. He was still trying to say it wasn't good enough but I kept retaliating with “it's above EP's subject”.

The dream eventually changed scenes to where I was now at Waverley Gardens shopping centre. I saw WB sitting with a group of girls in front of Target and so I wanted to go and say hello to her. She was chatting with friends, including Jz.Se. from my year level, and sometimes looking at me as if she was sniggering at me to them. As soon as I got close enough, WB disappeared and turned into some stranger, a middle aged women of some sort that I couldn't identify the nationality of. I felt cut that WB performed such an act on me and so I wandered off into Target. The shelves in Target were crammed full of traditional female African clothes but nothing suitable for me.

The dream scene changed again and I was at this oval where a lot of random people were in blue guernseys, playing a game. In this scene, I still felt cut about WB. As I was walking around the fence, a guy in a black guernsey, who must have been the team captain, stopped me and spoke to me. He said something like “hey, you're the one that's going to talk to Dreamy WB, right? She told me to tell you that if you want to talk to her, you have to go in there”. This team captain guy had a warm, positive energy about him that suggests he may have been a dream guide in the past.

Back to the actual events, the team captain guy was pointing at the building that I had to go to. It was some cold looking, stone brick complex which was completely and blackly dark inside like underneath a house. All I could do was look into that cave-like place from the outside, right next to the entry way, giving short little screams.

Dreamy WB must have heard me carrying on and known I was scared as she eventually emerged from the pitch black and went to side of the entry way to greet me. She was wearing a the uniform-like outfit with her hair up in a high bun. For a few seconds to start with, we watched the players on the oval. She then turned to me to say a small array of words and then she spread her arms out, offering me a hug. I stayed locked in the hug for a minute or two before I woke up.

Dream 235 B – Scrapbooks Of Time
I think the dream started from when I was at my house and the family was wanting me to clean some my stuff off the dining room table. I find some scrapbook there and end up having a lengthy look though it. It's a compilation of all these photos from my time at Killester, almost like an informal school magazine. My dad comes behind me and asks what I am doing, I have no hesitation in showing him.

I am then actually at Killester and there a lot of those scrapbooks in this big foyer room. I am looking through and I see pictures of a lot of past students... There are some I recognised. They all had normal looks on their faces except for when I got to AD, her features were somewhat distorted and she looked angry in her photo. For some reason, her teeth were what scared me the most, I closed that scrapbook fast and was put off looking at anymore of them.

I was then actually having classes at Killester and as I walked through the corridors, I saw students from another school in a burgundy uniform with properly collared blazers. Specifically I was having music class with Ms A. WB and I ended up having a good relationship in this dream... She was accepting it when I would seemingly rub myself on her. I thought the terror of AD was over... It wasn't... She appeared behind me and was furious. Then the scene ended.

For the next scene, I was at my computer again. I looked online and saw some photos from WB's trip to America back in 2015, posted by some relative who has no known identity in this life. One of the photos was the family at a swimming pool with skyscraper-like buildings in the background. I thought to myself “Good, I will be posted this year”. That's all I can remember about this dream.



Dream Trophies Achieved:
- None

I wonder... why don't dreams traumatize us? The nightmares I've had this past week were so profoundly awful, if these scenarios happened to someone for real, it would surely cause deep emotional and mental damage. Murder, being murdered, horrible torture, frightening 'hauntings', ... stuff that really makes your stomach turn. Yet when I wake up, it takes only a good 10-20 seconds for the fear and horror to 'wear off', and then it's like nothing ever happened.

Does it have to do with memory? Dreams are generally easily forgotten, but even the ones I still remember perfectly (like when I've just woken up) feel like they're immediately covered in a kind of "haze" that robs them of their power over me.

Or is it just that we consciously know the events weren't real (those aspects of higher consciousness are generally turned off during regular dreaming), and when our consciousness 'boots up' after waking, it dispels the hold the dream has over us?

I had this thought because I realized I must have died a million times at this point in a million different ways, and have been hunted down by more demons than there are in Hell. But when I wake, all is hunky-dory.

Sunday December 3rd 2017

I’m walking down the street, thinking about bread and baking and oh this is a dream yay!
Anyways I have so much to do. First thing first, go eat something and practice a bit on my bakery skills, that doesn’t works out too much but I try it out for at least two dreams.

Back to sleep.

Reading something online, get lucid while starting to type and then start to wonder when was the last time I used a computer in a dream.

Regardless, have too many things to do, just go outside and look around, trying to find something interesting to do. Its been a while too, so just teleport to DW.

At the beginning am just floating around somewhere in space. Quickly go to the closest planet and land to find that there isn’t much of civilization where I arrived at despite been a huge city.

Something seems off? The city looks a bit rusty, wonder what happened and try to use scan but at that moment get woken up by my cat.

Back to sleep.

Walking around a street, become lucid as I start to approach the turning point and then look around. A lot of people everywhere now! But why now that it is night and not before during the morning?

Wonder if I have been to this world before, but everyone seems to ignore me and assume that nope, never been here.

Try to talk with someone about why they are out right now but the guy seems super busy. Someone pulls me by the side and tells me not to be on the way, so start to get annoyed and try to force things myself but then see people run around aimlessly and then just hide somewhere.

A bunch of people come and they stand in front of me, looking down “What?” I tell them, they glare at me and try to push me to which I respond by pushing them back.

They start to get mad and try to attack me so I happily crush them with gravity and then push them away, or what remains of them. People get happy about this and they make me feel good, generally everyone gets mad when I kill people for the sake of it heh.

Either way, am about to wake up and I know it, so just tell them I will be back and then disappear into wakefulness.

Back to sleep.

Talking to someone about life in general, I get bored once I realize that it is a dream and tell them that they should probably try something else in life, then start floating and fly towards the place I was at before.

When I land people receive me heartily and tell me to kill someone. Oh? Alright! I push my hand through the person and the group with him start to get aggressive, it seems they were using pretty strong oppression on the people from here.

I don’t know the reason and do not really care what they think about me, but I can kill them yes. One of the girls on the bac steps out and waves her hand at me, which makes a strong wind come fort. She smiles and I smile back at her while stabbing her with earth spikes all around, then ask them where their general is at. They start to run away and I am about to pursue when realize that there are some kind of monsters underground chasing people too, oh!

Get down using earth control and then find that the creatures lack a head, the place was a maze done there and I kept getting tracked down for some reason. Just got to study the creatures until I got lost… damn.

Back to sleep.

Sleeping in a pretty uncomfortable place, wake up and sense my weight is off so become lucid. OH! I am still in the maze. Walk around for a few more minutes and end up finding one of the creatures, I studied enough about them pursuing so just continue walking towards it.

It runs towards me and I grab its head then push it to the ground “Now hear me baby” tell the creature “You will take me outside of this maze, now” she is mad but after realizing that she could not release herself or even hurt me at all, obeys.

We get out of the maze like 15 minutes later and I see the sun in the sky, fly towards a big round building, a dome of a kind but wake up before arriving.

Back to sleep.

Sitting next to a yellow rock, the atmosphere feels nice. Become lucid when standing up and then see around me, mountain range or just general rock depression? Fly outside of range and see the dome so fly over there.

When I arrive there is a large army and then some people point at me, what? Oh yeah! The ones I wanted to kill before with the wind girl.

They say I am the one killing the officers and I nod, they want to know why I am doing this, simply respond that it is for fun then land next to the army.

We talk for a few seconds when one of the soldiers comes out to me and tries to shot me. I grab the bullet and then kill them all with wind spears then look up and see that the enemy is here.

One of the commanders is floating above me and throws gravity in. I smile at him and create a small black hole on top of him, he gets killed right away.

More people start to gather to fight me and they start to throw random shit, like normal I clap my hands and create a shockwave of sound strong enough to place them on the ground, then rise my hand and throw down ice spears that kills over half their army, they say they are doing this to protect the people from the creatures.

I look up at the one on top and ask him what of it? He looks terrified and then tells his strongest fighter to come and fight me. He takes out a sword and tries to slice me, so punch him with gravity down to earth, he comes out and uses a fire spell, grab his hand and stop the spell then punch him again. He uses ice from the ground and I melt it, then blow him away onto another world. Just see the faces of everyone scared of the monsters coming from outside the range, how fun! I wake myself after flying to space.

I'm trying to say words that talk for themselves and I'm wonder if I'm controlling myself or is my subconscious talkin on its own plea I screaming and shouting yet no words coming out it feel like my teeth are chewing on a brick wall like I got curb stomp in the mouth or something I trying to keep talking but my mouth feels like condom rubbers like I'm chewing a stale piece of gum and I got the feeling that my teeth are falling out yet I look in the mirror and I was right there was a missing tooth then I wake up all my teeth intact yet I was still waking up I was in a false awakening now I'm chewing rubbers again again wonder why when I eat In my dreams and everything taste like spoiled condoms now I jus sit here and think what if I'm getting absorb by a girl on drugs (god) waiting to find strangers to please in crucified emotions to wake up sexier and prettier everyday I see some one talk about a girl on drugs(god) then after I'm done chewing the rubbers I wake up then get something to eat then return to god

Morning of December 3, 2017. Sunday.

Dream #: 18,612-04. Reading time: 2 min 15 sec.



We live in Wavell Heights in Brisbane (where we have not lived in real life for years) in a different version of the Stadcor Street house. Zsuzsanna’s older sister Kathy is visiting. (We have not seen her much in the time I have lived in Australia. She appears as when I first saw her in 1994.) She makes fun of me by mimicking and exaggerating my visage. (This was a subliminal tie from a recent random thought of my deliberately silly facial expression from a post on my music site.)

I become annoyed by her antics. I calmly state my IQ without anger and remark she does not know what she is talking about or doing. I inform her intelligence and appearance are unrelated. I say I can create or do anything. Suddenly, we are outside, yet we are also still in the house. On the front lawn is a bucket full of water. I wave my hand and focus, and its surface separates, rises, and parts (like Moses parting the Red Sea). “Oh, you have got to be kidding me,” she says with a baffled and slightly worried tone.

From here, we are still in the lounge room of the house, but the south wall is missing. I walk through the area while continuing to focus and wave my left hand. An ocean is south of us, yet it also seems to be part of a wide canal. I move my hand towards the direction I want the waves to roll. They grow larger and larger, though I allow the ocean’s surface to become still at times. The intensity and vividness are incredible, and how it is responsive to my thoughts and intent is intriguing and satisfying. I decide to let it become still as some of the water is spraying into our house through the open room. Zsuzsanna and Kathy stand behind me, watching.

Suddenly, I falsely recall (with accommodating dream content) our two youngest children are down near one area playing. I walk around to look down into the big canal, and there is a beach inside the area closest to our house. It is mostly gray boulders. Our youngest son and youngest daughter are lying on their backs over the wet rocks, asleep, and dripping water. I am worried about their status. I go and pick them up. They are so small they fit in my hand, and I carry them into the house and place them on our couch. They have not drowned and seem to be okay, stirring slightly, still asleep.

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Dreams are concurrent processes and not at all what popular culture thinks or propagates. It is crucial to understand Kathy is the preconscious simulacrum in this dream. Its purpose is to augment discernment and cause me to emerge into wakefulness, often by way of imposition as here. However, in this case, I instinctually hold the state and summon water induction to sustain and vivify my dream. It stems from the status of being in the dream state and is unrelated to the whole conscious self of waking life. Our sleeping children dripping with water validates this causal factor in a straightforward, familiar way.

Throughout my life, I have instinctually modulated my dreams to sustain and vivify them by way of creating or manipulating water, though, at the beginning of every sleep cycle, it is usually already present and accommodating.

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