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20/1/17
Dream 1: I was catching some people poaching in Africa, trying to rescue some big cats from them.

Dream 2: I was on the train with my family, mum points out a giant tree she want to buy for a few hundred thousand dollars, to sell off later for a profit

Dream 3: At school, in the library, milo yiannopolous talking, a lot of protestors

Fragment: I was playing dishonored, assassinating some people

Dream 4: Some people were talking about two different kinds of people with beards, macho men and people that were self conscious about it.

I'm looking at a map of the earth. We're planning out something. (I think this came from similarity to strategy games like Axis and Allies)

At some point, there's an announcement on TV I think, saying there are 5 large meteors coming to earth. I look outside the window, and see one of them approaching!

I realize I'm dreaming. However, I'm still in the situation, so watch to see whether they will hit us. One, two, three, four, five--I see them come into view at various angles.

I watch as they all come close but pass overhead, except one which instead veers to the left and hits into the apartment building just one over. ("slightly bad luck, those people had", I think)

However, this is where it gets more concerning because I think of the possibility of them containing aliens. (dream theme anyone?) I see the meteor begin to crumble, and gesture to my dad that we should maybe find a better room to hide in.

He agrees, and brings us to a questionable room with four large windows at the top. I sort of object, but notice that at least we're hidden if right by the wall, due to the angle, so give in.

We wait there a while, as we here something exit the meteor outside. At some point, I look over to see how the others are doing, and see that the room has now changed to have the wall be a glass panel in that area. "Oh come on...", I think to my dream, and tell my dad. He gets shocked, and begins to move away, but then we see a large shadow creep up from outside the window.

"Okay, exit time", I think. However, I don't like leaving "friend" dc's completely point blank in situations like that, so speak as though they're just dreaming themselves, and give them instructions on how to exit. "Defocus your eyes, tense up your body, and vibrate yourself while sending occasional movement shockwaves through your body."

After a few seconds of this, I find myself back in bed. I do a nose-plus rc, and am still dreaming. I'm about to get up, when I notice some visuals at the top of my field of vision. I focus on this, and it becomes a full-screen effect, and I'm able to explore the field with my will. I will to zoom in continually to areas of interest, and it unwraps like an unending fractal. I will to move to the side, and continue doing so until I start seeing what look like letters! Indeed, they are letters. I try to make out the words, and see the following (one small part at the top of a page):

SEN SEI ISSA!
TEH BEH TI

I notice the "Sensei is" part, but that's all that seems recoverable with likelihood.

Anyway, I find this really cool, because my memory is faulty and I believe this to be part of a message I'd written on my tablet earlier, with this being an access to "subconscious memory". So I get up and wake my tablet, and open the text file to compare. Indeedm it really was the same! Well, the top part was, but a couple paragraphs toward the bottom were missing.

Anyway, I run to show my dad (not realizing the house layout is different), but find dad not in his bedroom. Instead, my younger brother is there alone. He seems scared, so I comfort him, and dad comes back shortly.

At this point I realize I'm still in dream, so walk back out into the hallway. I then try to decide what to do. On the one hand, I (apparently) want to wake up so I don't forget what's already happened, on the other hand, it's a nice opportunity to do more. I end up deciding to just end it (perhaps because I'm still nervous from alien theme).

I open another door, and see the neutral figure of someone in the kitchen area. I then decide on whether to end it gradually by mental focus, or by doing something reckless to end it with a bang. I decide (surprisingly) to end it with a bang, so I open the door and run excitedly toward the frozen figure. As I get closer, it seems to subtly get more menacing, but I keep going, and finally turn around the corner and look straight where it would be.

However, I now seem to be back in bed. I half except to see something menacing above me, but open my eyes and see nothing. I do a nose-plug rc, and find I'm still dreaming, though. So I then proceed with a quick mental wakeup procedure, and feel a shift in ~8 seconds. Do a nose-plug rc, and am now awake for real.

19/1/17
Dream 1: Playing a card game with my brother

Dream 2: Driving in the country, run over and endangered joey, go to get help from vet

Dream 3: Drawing a detailed house in the night, dad comes along and starts talking to me and trying to give me advice.

Dream 4: Armoured skeptic discussing pros and cons of sex life in a video

1. S and E
I am talking to my cousin's children about their father. The are sad. S has tears in her eyes.

2. Professor Snape
I need some secret information and have somehow gained knowledge of the whereabouts of Professor Snape (who is not dead, but in hiding). The Professor is pretending to be a homeless person living behind a seedy bar. I go to him on a dark night. His cheeks flush red in anger when he sees me. "You shouldn't seek me out so openly!" he scolds me, "you could at least have pretended to be homeless for at couple of months first!"

3. FA chain
Just a long chain, at least five, FAs, talking to different people in between waking up in beds a lot.

DEILD-I woke up from a dream and I tried to make the ocean appear. Instead, grasslands appeared which I was now flying over. I saw a stampede of cattle and heard western music playing. I tried to land by the stampede, but just before I did, I woke up.

DILD-I was somewhere where I saw dolphins jumping out of the water. I jumped into the ocean to swim with them. I recalled Sensei's suggestion of stretching my limbs to get on one but I couldn't get it to work. I grabbed the dorsal fins of one of the dolphins and got on its back to ride it. It jumped out of the water and back in. So fun! I jumped out of the water again and stayed in the air for a couple of seconds before I woke up.

DILD-I see blackness behind my eyelids. I hear a voiceover say "We are now flying over east Afghanistan". I hear a drum. I am now in a plane which is flying over a beach. "We must crash into the ocean" the voice over says. Yay! I eagerly wait as the plane sharply drops and crashes into the ocean. I make it out somehow and could feel something spiky covering my head which hurts a bit. I try to look for a reflection of some sort to see what it is. In the confusion, I now find myself in the lobby of an airport where I find a reflection near some pay phones. I see my hair is spiky and wet but nothing is on it. I look around and find an attractive young lady, a short blonde. I ask her to give me a massage and she accepts. I turn around and feel her hands rubbing my back. I enjoy this for a bit...it feels nice! I decide I've had enough and try to make out with her. She resists and pushes me away. I decide to let her go and she walks away from me to talk to a couple of other girls. They are not as attractive as they have too much makeup on. I try to transform into a dolphin. I don't make any progress and I wake up.

Managed to get lucid twice this morning. They lasted each about 30 seconds a peace. In one lucid dream, I tried to go outside and split the clouds to get some sunshine going. Unfortunately, dream didn't like it and attempted to attack me with a tornado. Crisis averted. I don't remember how the second attempt went. I got the lucid dreams after doing a DEEP 45 minute meditation during a WBTB period. All I did afterwards was go to sleep and literally just sank into the dream. I felt the dream forming. I said "I am dreaming" to make the images stronger and I was fully immersed.

I don't know much about how dreams work but I now see the strong connection between the "Mind's Eye" and dreaming. This is huge for me considering I used to expect the dream to form behind my eye lids and thus focus for hours which no results. Could the next stage of mastery be me mastering the "Mind's Eye"? I am not big on woo spiritually like chakras but I might do some research between The Third Eye, The Mind's Eye and lucid dreaming.

And of course, find a way to STAY LUCID LONGER.

I am at a bowling alley/pool hall with family and in-laws and friends. A Hispanic couple is sitting across the table from me and my daughter. They do not talk to us. I've seen them before, perhaps in other dreams. They brought a transistor radio with them. It is under the table. When they get up from the table to go great someone, my daughter accidentally hits the "play" button with her leg and the radio starts blaring Tejano music.

I notice the couple turning around to look back at our table while shaking someone's hand. I am embarrassed. As the man returns to the table to turn off his radio, I try to apologize to him in Spanish and explain how my daughter's leg hit the play button by accident. But the only thing I could manage in Spanish is "La pierna de mi hija" (my daughter's leg), and point apologetically to her foot and then to the radio. He stares at me with a confused expression and says nothing. I ask another man sitting next to us to please help translate what happened. He leans forward and explains to the man with the radio in Spanish what I was trying to convey. The man nods and then understands it was an accident. He goes back to his wife. The man who translated now wants to engage me in conversation, but I am not interested in talking to him. Fade recall. Dreamt 1/09/2017

I am at my home with some guests. One of the guests is this guy named Greg, an employee of the company I work with. Several other people are there. My daughter wrote on the new table we are sitting at with indelible ink and she also left deep scratch marks in the wood. I become enraged. My wife tries to calm me, but I am inconsolable. I have a temper tantrum and start hurling books against the wall and cussing up a storm. I don't care that we have guests over. Everyone leaves and a lady comes and takes my daughter away. She may have been CPS.

I have a scooter (motorbike) and someone gave me a bunch of helmets as a gift. I use the bike to get to and from work. I keep the helmets in a closet where there is a strange makeshift bathtub on the ground. There are towels at the bottom of the tub and water is running continuously on them. I put on the helmets, one by one, trying to decide which one looks best. I am aware if two things before my recall fades: (1) This closet is in my house, and (2) someone is in the bathroom with me.

Dreamt 1/09/2017

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D1 - At my parents back door at night, the sky is pitch black and yet there is a dazzling white lozenger shaped energy ball, with lines of bright white, like little hairs coming off of it. It is the size of a bathtube floating in the air.
I am zapped by its energy, and it does feel how i imagine a big electric shock would be lol.
Someone tells me to stay away from it as its dangerous but I say its so beautiful.
The sky becomes full of dazzling silvery white lines, coiling and uncoiling. Like oil on water maybe.
Again a giant puffball is created and I take it into myself, bam

D2 - I am leaning against a pen, made of white sticks. In the pen is a pack of pooches but as they are fed they turn in to ravening wolves, and very dark. Will they eat me?

WBTB
D3 - i am in a house perched on top a white banister, on a set of stairs. I am watching an electronic device being charged. It has lights and a long row of silver stripes that show the charging, they light up in random order.
My attention is grabbed by someone who tells me I should be helping with the washing. I look down to see washing everywhere and go downstairs and start helping.

Fragments

Had a rather long and detailed dream, but somehow I forgot most of it when next came. I recall only some fragments, in one I was running somewhere, in another I made an overhead slash with a battle axe.

GUI

I was sitting with my friend with Witcher 1 running on my laptop. I realy liked it's GUI and showed it to my friend, thinking about using similar in next project I'm going to work on.

20-Jan-2017 - ND: Wife flexes non-existing muscles

ND: (est. 6:30 AM)
I am in the bathroom together with my wife, she has exercised and is showing me the results, flexing muscles.
Some of those are not actually existing, like a long one across the shoulders (!!!)
I find it really ugly and ask her to stop.

__________________________


21-Jan-2017 - ND: Radios stay on + WILD: Fly, become dragon + DEILD: Wife, office + DILD: Monster force

Wake up at 6, no ND recall. I attempt WILD, success but not a quick one
WILD: (6 AM)
I start at a go-kart racing track, with my son. After few laps, I move out.
I am at the office, with more people. I go to the roof terrace with R.
I tell R this is my dream, and I will prove it.
I look at the two-floors parking in front of me, and screw its top aside, uncovering the ground floor.

I jump on the handrail, look down, it's very high. I lean out too much, I can see the wall below me. I get standing again, jump on the roof, there are chimneys, AC cooling blocks and various machinery. I fly off.
I see a shape of a dragon in the sky in front of me, and decide to morph into one. I see my arms as wings, feel my legs become heavy, my spine change shape. As happened in the past, I am kinda concerned by not having arms, but then I think: who cares about arms, I am a dragon ! I keep flying in this shape.

After that, I do much stuff across many dream scenes, have much fun, but since I am going around aimlessly, most of its recall is missing.

In my real body, I feel some tingling, and my head shaking back and forth. I guess I can try an OBE exit, but I just move my body.
I awake briefly, move to my left side and keep sleeping. I try to chain another lucid, success.

DEILD: (est. 6:30 AM)
Also for this part, poor recall because of no specific aim and many dream scenes experienced.
Two fragments I recall better:

I am in the kitchen with my wife. We are happy, discussing, laughing. I tell her a song she will have to remember in the morning (Note: experiment didn't work, she had a totally different song in mind when waking up), we dance in the kitchen, it's very pleasant and contributes to a great positive feeling at wake-up.
My wife asks me to take her phone from top of the oven, I do, it's a mix of a very old model and a smartphone, I use it to take picture of a water bottle on the table and make it disappear, then appear again, then multiply it.
<JUMP>
I am in S Office (USA), I am looking for something I don't recall, when I see G sitting in the first cubicle. I come back to her and ask if she agrees to have some fun together, she accepts <SNIP>

RIP rest of LD recall

ND: (est. ~7:30 AM) Fairly long, good recall.
I am at my childhood house (!!!), together with wife and children.
I go up one floor with my son R, to my old grandma's house (!!!), and find a radio left on by my wife who was there yesterday (FDM)
I go shut it off, a bit upset with her. I hear the same song from another part of the house, find there are many radio left on, go shut them off one by one, complaining about my wife with R. One radio has an awkward plug, made up by LEGO bricks (!!!)
When I go back down, meet my wife and complain with her, she should not do that.
Entry door is open, a woman overhears the conversation and repeats some words. I close the door.
Despite many dreamsigns, I recognize none of them as such, no sign of lucidity.

DILD: (~7:45 AM) Very vivid one
I see glimpses of myself, with a different look (bald, beard, more muscular body), training outside with heavy objects
Then I am in my childhood room, my wife comes in, I know it's a dream

Note: I am in the same place as previous LD, together with my wife again, but I don't recall any link between the two.
To my best recall, this one starts out as a lucid.

I know from this training I have achieved superhuman strength, set out to use it properly.
I jump out of the window, to a tree, back in the room. In there, I move up an extremely heavy bookshelf with ease.
Going through the corridor, I look at my hands. Left one has 6 fingers, crooked, similar to tree branches. I record it but not care too much about it.

I move to the kitchen, eradicate the window and jump down to the street, two floors below. I feel extremly powerful.
From the building in front, I see two robots coming out, painted in very bright colors.
I destroy the blue one, tearing it apart with my bare hands. The second one shoots at me, but I reach it super fast and destroy it as well.

Two cars also painted with very bright colors, having darkened windows, come out the same gate.
They get some guns out of the window and shoot me.
I take a remain of one of the robots, and use it to absorb some shots.
I jump close to the car and launch it away with force.

The other car is trying to slip away out of sight. I jump on its roof, destroy its windshield with my hands, and open the roof.
There is a guy inside, who starts praying, say what to write on its stone (!?), giving his birthdate (somewhere in 1970)
I have pity of him, and decide not to kill him. I jump off the roof, stop the car, launch it very far away, too. The hit is bad, but he looks hurt but good.

I feel some discomfort in my jaw bone, I wake up, it was in an awkward position. It's 8:10 AM, I can hear noises from child's room, get up.

EDIT: wrong dates, facepalm

=watching play, checking back room, climb stairs, fly through ceiling, stop biting thing, fly to city, get involved protecting hurt person, correctly guess person in car with, drive on wrong roads to park with water, walk/fly over copper, fly into forest avoiding enemies, explain belief that just dream, help friend who thinks his family died (false memories), walk with him downstairs

We arrive at a large room in the museum, where a play seems about to start. I realize it's a dream. (actually, I think this was an increase in lucidity from earlier segments of lucidity, but I no longer remember the earlier so can't know for sure)

I decide to watch the play anyway, but do so while floating 15 feet feet in the air. I know the people are going to act differently if I do that, so I go around a corner, where there's a huge hallway that's heavily shadowed further down. I turn around, fly up 15 fee5 (really high ceilings!), and prepare to watch the show. Only, I can't; the man running it did a shout out to me, telling me to get down and stop trying to get attention or something. I sigh, and decide it's not worth fighting, so go to do something else.

I explore a couple other areas of the large room, behind curtains and stuff segmenting the areas, and see a health unit as well as possibly a cafeteria. I decide this doesn't interest me, and look for a way to get outside. I see stairs, and head for them.

I go up the first flight of stairs, but notice that it then extends into an annoying labarynth of cave-like passageways. I proverbially roll my eyes, and decide to try a dream control to rectify this situation. I brace myself, and fly straight through the ceiling.

Now interestingly, it works--I get through the ceiling, however now I'm apparently tunneling up through solid ground. I just keep my focus (I can feel the ground I'm pushing through some), and eventually push out onto a brightly colored plain.

I recognize it as a location I've been to in a previous dream, which I think was also lucid (I could go back and check my journal, but am too lazy). Anyway, I look around, but while flying over a section of water, an annoying jumping clam thing starts biting me. And it hurt a little--just enough to be annoying and force a response. It takes a few tries, but I end up striking it down, and removing it's biting equipment (by this point it'd turned more into an ant-like creature with large jaws). I accidentally knock it into the water, and feel bad for it, and fish it out. (I don't like killing things even in dreams)

I don't remember for sure how I left the scene, but I think I just flew off in a direction till I came to a city.

Now in the city, it's late evening or very early morning, and I somehow get entangled in a situation where someone is injured and needs to be taken to the hospital. I jump in the driver's seat, and get going, as an enemy group is shortly coming. The car's kind of small, but I manage to fit.

I drive forward for a while, but realize I have no idea where I'm going, and that it doesn't make sense to since it's a dream. I feel the sense that someone else is in the car, and ask who's there. An man in his forties or so answers, and says he's an ally. Anyway, I ask him to help direct me to the destination, but we end up failing anyway, going down a ramp that ends in a remote park near the water.

We get out, and walk along a passageway over the water for a while, I believe conversing. At some point, we decide to head back, except our path is obstructed and half broken (old metal planes, with many fallen into the water, and the rest badly rusted and corroded). We eventually make it back, passing my dad and brother along the way (this caused strong feelings of having seen them just earlier in the dream, lucidly, which is part of why I think there was an earlier lucid section)

Anyway, this is getting long, so I'll try to wrap up. We get the sense that the enemy is approaching, so quickly head to the forest and fly up. I'm slow in horizontal movement at first, but use my hands as "engines" behind me, and start moving at a good speed. The enemy catches up (arriving in a bus), so we begin battling while continuing to fly forward. At first I have no weapons, but think back to times I've used my hands to create spheres of energy, and propel those toward the enemies. Some taunting between groups occurred, and I joined in just for a change of pace.

[Hazy section where we fight more, and a dc tries to make me concerned that if I die, I die for real, but I accept none of it. It does still make the fight seel more serious, however.)

Long story short, my ally gets defeated, and the scene changes as I go to help him. (he has the personality of one of my dad's close friends at this point, so I feel more connected than with random dcs)

Now awakening from a coma (or equivalent), he expresses sorrow, saying his family had all aged without him and left him alone. I don't like this turn of events, so tell him those are fake memories, and his family is fine. This cheers him up greatly, and allows him to remember our "promise" that when one of us save the other, the other has to do something in return. I think about what this should be as we head relaxedly downstairs, during which time the dream fades to a 30 second or so false-awakening, while I begin recollection.

01-20-17 I spent the most pleasant time hanging out with my DG and her friends. Did not worry about the comp at all. It feels good just to be around her. There was no sexy stuff, just the warm comfort of being near someone special. At one point a bunch of us were hanging out in what seemed to be a park. She told me she would be right back. I took this moment to exert a little dream control. I laid back on a picnic table and summoned a pretty female DC (not an entity) and had her give me a massage. I closed my eyes (dream bodies eyes) and just enjoyed the massage. Before long my body had to urinate. I did not want to exit the dream, so I sat up. I was still in the park with the same people. They all said in a fun teasing way, "Dr. H$#% is in the house!" I knew they meant that I had been spacing out and was back with them. I noticed I was naked and summoned a beach towel which I wrapped around my waist. Before long I had no choice but to wake up due to natures call.

Lucid Moment, Non-Lucid Dreams, Thursday, January 19, 2017:


I walk across a deck and enter a small one-room shack. Talk urgently with a DC there just before a zombie breaks through the door. As I am attacked by the zombie, I become lucid and immediately wake up. One of those "No, screw this, I'm out." moments.

It takes me a long time to fall asleep again. When I finally do, I dream of a blonde girl. She is very nice to me, and I wondered if she could possible become a girlfriend. After waking again, I feel that she could rather have been a dream guide.

I dream of a man I admire. He is dying, and very aggravated with the world which failed to accept his vision. I hold him in my arms as he speaks. Then, his condition worsens severely and I wake up.


Non-Lucid Dream, Friday, January 20, 2017:

Some sort of cross between a shopping mall and a hotel. I meet some family staying there. A number of little adventures, exploring the area. At one point, I ride a bike through the crowded halls/walkways of the complex. Later, see a girl I think I know well, and take note of her shapely body.