I start off playing a childhood game for the N64 called Star Wars Racer. I'm racing around in Anikins Racer and is running into all kinds of problems. First I get confused on the track and looped back around, driving backwards and head on into racers that scrambled to get out of the way, then got rammed into a wall by another racer and got pissed at him, then I make it to my first lap and saw Sebulba's racer. I ran from him as he saw me, smiled then got behind me and start chasing me with his huge racer. I boosted over to an over hang where the track would split up into two parts, a shortcut and the normal way. I pretended to go to the short cut Sebulba followed me and then at the last possible minute swapped back over to the main track. Sebulba looked over at me as slowed but saw the other racers and took off before they can catch up to him. As I raced the environment slowly changed into an in door place. I ended up jumping stairs, rounding doorway corners, speeding across kitchens and driving up spiral stairways. At the top was the start of lap two. I passed there and there Sebulba lept out of hiding with his racer and tried to Zap me in the purple magbeam. I dodged it as Sebulba overshot and hit into something. I heard him cuss then he boosted away , down a hallway to make sure no one gets near his lead. I drive and some time had passed and finished lap two and the final round. There was no one at the finish line and there was a place to go to get your prize if you win. So I went upstairs to check it, which was a small door in the floor. I opened it and it was all dark inside, I tried to climb down into it but realized wait a second what is going on here? I pulled my self up out of the cramped space to avoid falling down in there and getting trapped, then I threw something down in it and heard it hit the ground shortly. It wasn't that deep but wasn't about to climb down and get stuck. I decided that Sebulba probably already have gotta to it any how since he was already through here and climbed up out of there. No sooner I did that Sebulba himself crawled from underneath a stool and stood up on his hind legs, looking at me. He was waiting for me to show up all this time and that hold was a trap! I ran downstairs and spotted him coming down after me. Something happened and some more time had passed and I'm now the one stalking Sebulba. He is now down stairs with people, drinking something then he cocks his head up and spotted me. I duck out of sight as he points over to where I was and goes to investigate. After that I see him go upstairs and he plops down into a bed on his back and looks at a newspaper. I follow him and looks at where he is and he turns and sees me again but he didn't come after me, He stood up on his hind legs and smiled at me. Even though he looked realistic it was like his texture was messed up and looked very 2d like a ps2 game. I'm now with a kid and we are playing with colorful plastic train toys. Even though we were in the same strange room, the part where the kid was at was darker and had a window there but it was covered with dark curtains that blocked out the light except from the sides. I look back over and see him list up his hand. I thought he was giving me the finger but really it was a peace sign and I ended up flicking him off. Cheesing Sebulba off. He snorted in disgust and turned away, but quickly returned a tongue at me before chinning up and away from me. Whoops. I tried to make it up to him but he was not having it and I went to playing with the child. As I did so Sebulba got up and started walking towards me, looking now like a stuffed plush dolled, Shaped like him. Some people came in and started putting toys and figured that it was time to go and get out of here.
The alarm woke me this morning but remembered my dream. I'm gambling at a casino. At first I couldn't stop gambling. I felt like I've been to this place before. I eventually felt like I had control in stopping gambling with the help of dream characters. There was more detail to that but I'm not good at explaining precise detail yet.
Watched the second movie Insurgent, that comes after Divergent. Had a dream inspired by the ruins of Chicago they were trekking through, and by family relations. DR: I live in one of the 5 high rise apartment buildings. They are horizontal and about 25 story high. One of them crumbled and we knew it's because it was made cheap, for poor people housing. We were wondering when our will fall as well. I see in my mind gray concrete with cracks. There is a sense of danger. We walk into our apartment and realize mom and dad are not there. We suspected that but hoping they will be there. Now we know something happened to them, maybe someone took them.
1/17/14 | Charizard TF I was watching my older sister draw some sackgirl with a super long electric tail. Next, I was in my room on a Sunday morning. [TF Start] Two bony structures grew from the back of my head as I observed them. Later, wings formed as my skin turned orange and my clothes ripped off. My legs started to resemble those of a Charizard. This was about as far as the TF progressed, because I didn’t remember what the full anatomy of a Charizard was at the time. 1/20/14 (L)x3 L2(x3) | Aperture | DILDx3 1,2,3 – forgotten. 4—Starting with playing Portal-style game. I could take two paths, one into another chamber, another going outside. I got outside by momentum. later, I had to wear a certain type of glasses so I would remain undetected when I went back into the building to retrieve stuff. Later, someone killed GLaDOS. Time: 15-60 seconds 1/22/14 (L)x2 L1- L1 | Evil Cop, Walmart, Driving, Shoelaces | DEILDx2 -1,2-Forgotten. -3-Some evil cop guy was trying to follow me and arrest me for nothing, so I ran as fast as I could (hey, I could properly this time) into the woods. I ran at top speed for about 60 seconds before I emerged on the other side, to the left of a Walmart. The police guy showed up in the car again. Upon seeing him, I quickly hid behind what should have been a freeway divider. When he gave up and left, I entered a room inside Walmart with a Pavlov ASR to protect a group of people on a staircase. [New Scene] I was learning how to drive. Everything was messed up and against me, so it was incredibly difficult to even stay on the road period. Next, I looped back to the beginning; this time in third-person. The speedometer reading showed values that were 180°b of what they should have been. [New Scene] I was in a very very short race on roller skates down that same road. Strangely, 90% of the racers crashed into each other and ended up 8ft off the ground, all hanging from their shoelaces. -I won a launch PS3 from a youtuber. Interestingly, I was replaying TP on it. Time: 10-40 seconds 1/23/14 (L) L1+ DILD | Top Gear, Movie, Bomb -1-First, Top Gear was on. They were in a special, and Hammond said something along the of “James, what are you doing?” Later, narrator Clarkson said something like, “We looked at the values and first decided to travel 44°N and 75°W. However, this location was over 9,000 miles away, so we figured it was an elevation marker. I was lucid for a few moments. -2-Dad and I watched inaccurate 2x speed replays of me walking about my grandparents' house. A few seconds in, it transitioned into a movie. Some guys brought explosives to blow up a floating building. While the 3 mean were escaping, <cliché>one of them stopped to stare at the bombs for 2-3 seconds. </cliché> Time: 10-30 seconds
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2017, 07-09 Computers I am with my mom in a computer store. We are looking around for an external blu-ray drive for her to plug in to her computer so she can load some new software to it. I’m glad we’re getting it for her because I will be able to borrow it to use on my laptop that didn’t come with a drive built in. So far I have to download any software I want to add and there are some things I also want to back up to disc. I look at some video games and I find a box set of Ratchet and Clank games for the PC. I pick it up and look at it and I find they are different games than those released for the Playstation 2. I wonder why I’ve never heard of these and I grab the box down. I continue looking around for the external drive, and I soon run into my ex-boyfriend James. He seems taller than I remember. He is an employee here. I ask when he got this job. He says he has always worked here. My mom comes up beside me and says she doesn’t want anything bought from a store employing that asshole (pointing at my ex). I look at the Ratchet and Clank game I’m holding, I really want it. I am going to pay for it but I wake up. Book Alley I am in my own house, but it’s not the one where I currently live. I look around the house and then go out the back door into a small back yard. It’s a typical yard with green grass and some shrubs around the outside edge. There is a gate in the back for putting trash out into the alley. I look around in the small yard for a bit then I go out the gate in the back. I see a typical urban alley leading off in both directions. Apparently it is no longer used for access because both ends have been blocked off. I see an old book display has been discarded in the alley. There is an orange tabby cat peeking from behind it. I try to approach, but the kitty runs away. A white cat jumps off of the book display and I catch it in my arms. After a short cuddle I set the kitty down. I walk down the alley to the other end of the alley and I find there is a makeshift awning set up over a couple chairs and bookcases with books on them. It looks like kids might have set it up to come out and play and read in. I bring the discarded book display down and set it up under the awning, putting a few of the books on it. I look at the books and I see a lot of children’s books. I see one that looks like an antique. It is leather bound and cool looking. I open it and find it is an old book of fables. It is such a cool book that I decide to borrow it and read through some of the stories. I plan to return it later, maybe with some more books to add to their collection. As I am walking away with the antique book I wake up.
Night of July 10, 2017. Monday. I am sitting in the darkness of a large unfamiliar rectangular room, never rendered in any previous dream, though my dream self “recognizes” and accepts it as our present home (as is usually the case). There is seemingly no furniture in the room other than the chair I am sitting in and the table that my desktop computer is on. Along the wall I am facing while at my computer are four equidistant doorways with apparent access to most of our house. (I have never been in such a layout in real life and its unusual nature does not trigger any thoughts of it being wrong. The layout is similar to another recent dream and is therefore a carryover, though in the previous dream, of July 2nd, my location in seeing the four adjacent rooms is as if from a featureless hall, and unlike with this dream, there was no awareness of the opposite side of my location.) As I sit at my computer in the dark room, I contemplate briefly checking Facebook. However, instead of using the bookmark, I start to type out the entire URL. I firstly type out characters that are incorrect (a common dream event as critical thinking is not viable in the dream state), but I eventually “succeed” in typing the MySpace URL, not at all considering that this is not what I had originally intended. Curiously, the incorrectly spelled previous links bring me to webpages that seem like partial pieces of the actual site. This ridiculous impossibility does not register to my dream self as being an erroneous but intriguing unique concept and I always find such distortions hilarious after waking. (On a side note, I have never held an interest in MySpace and have not even seen the site in many years, though this is more a subliminal awareness associated with my space in the bed.) Something shifts within my consciousness and level of awareness; instinctual dream control; that is, a subtle realization that I am creating my world, but without the understanding that I am dreaming. After this, my dream becomes a less common type primarily based on tactile factors. (This subtle realization that I am making my dream without remembering what a dream is is very common and occurs with a number of other dream types and has since earliest memory.) I deliberately try to force the setting into being haunted, including trying to force a fabricated history of previous hauntings to initialize this (a lifelong recurring event in the non-lucid dream state, probably an influence by my enjoyment of haunted house movies) though my willful effort does not initiate for a few minutes. Finally, I feel my fictional physical body moving from a vertical position to a horizontal position (with no falling jolt) as unseen implied ghosts (possibly that of two or three dogs) are dragging me across the floor. There is a brief “blind spot” regarding the change, like a subtle skip in my dream’s continuity. I feel a tightening around my waist as I am being dragged feet-first on my left side to the other side of the room, but it is not unpleasant or nightmarish (and there is also the ambiguous feeling of being pushed as such at the same time). (In the back of my mind, I am aware that I alone am causing this.) I still call out for help, being aware that Zsuzsanna may be somewhere in the house. I am not clear on whether or not there is a door on the opposite side of the room, though which I vaguely consider would be the entry into this house rather than another room. My focus on this possibility remains ambiguous as I consider Zsuzsanna being “outside” this structure as on another level of existence, not quite bilocation, but probably subliminal realization that she is next to me in reality. I wake up kicking and rolling about and softly speaking gibberish (rather than whining or moaning as with most tactile hypnopompia), but this does not wake Zsuzsanna. This dream type is so different from other dream types that it is like a different type of unconscious experience. Most such dreams have far less imagery (sometimes none at all, being mostly augmented touch and sense of weight and momentum) regardless of the three-dimensional awareness of the setting. Most such dreams seem to be specifically caused by the enhanced awareness of the weight of a blanket or the body’s sleeping position (and in this case, I went from my original fictional dream body’s upright position into my actual sleeping position, though changing it in hypnopompia), yet for some reason, my dream self takes on the role normally reserved for the preconscious with an unusual pretense that there are “ghosts” present, being aware it is my own doing on a lesser level, typically likely caused by simply wanting to change my sleeping position within sleep (which has been verified with a number of past examples). It is highly unlikely that this type of dream has any additional meaning or purpose. Whereas many non-lucid dreams are based on the symbolism incidentally built from the subliminal expectation of the waking transition, this type seems solely based on ongoing environmental factors. There is a very big difference, which is likely why the mood, tone, and level of awareness is completely different.
Key: Side Notes (Side Notes) Title Dream Lucid To Catch a FriezaMy friend was driving a car, we were playing a 'Telltale' game in real life. At first as we are driving the game said to find these certain trucks and cars, buildings, etc. with certain names and logos on them. It will lead us to Frieza and we can fight him. We continued driving but...There were cones blocking the straight path, a LED screen pointed Left or Right. My friend turned left, there was another LED screen ahead he was going to turn Left but I said "Right!" It's fair to take turns. So we turned right, I realized we were going on the Highway. I said "Can't we just turn back?" We got out of the car, we were now either Racoons or Foxes. We waited for cars to pass and we ran across the street, there was a garbage bag. We tore the bag open, I was disgusted but there could be some here we could use. I found 'The Rock' toy, I clicked the button on his stomach and a girly voice came out of the microphone. I looked a little down the small hill and saw a person, didn't bother even calling for help from him/her. I threw the Rock toy at him and I looked in the bag again. I found this Red flaming toy with yellow hair, I remember that I had this toy as a kid- BEEP. BEEP. BEEP. My alarm went off, bummer. I just got lucid, I even thought I had the toy in real life, in the dream and knew I was dreaming at that second. Zombies and SchoolI watched some Shaun of the Dead before bed also this dream was before the Frieza one. I was at school in a room with my Sister Cassie and a few other people. The school was full of Zombies, (lots of conversations I cannot remember). "Damage/Shoot them in the head." I said, my Sister nodded in confirmation. Startled I was in my Old room at my Old house, it was dark out the Television was on. I remembered being startled by something. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Just typing earlier today because I have to do stuff later and won't be able to upload this today. I'm getting really close to Lucid Dreaming, I can feel it. July 9th, 2017
Took a nap this afternoon. I take one almost every day, exhausted from work and super early mornings. I normally doze off on the sofa, but went to bed this time. Had a long dream.Something about trials or a reality game type of a thing. I'm climbing up this metal ladder. It's complete dark where I'm going. But under me, there was light. I'm think all I have to do is THINK or WISH for it to be bright and it will be. But it doesn't work. I know the ladder breaks at some parts and I'm suppose to jump to another one to continue, but I'm worried that in the dark, I will not see it and may fall or miss the jump. But somehow I know I'll be ok, since it's not real. There was more and I wish I remembered it all.
Key: Side Notes (Side Notes) Title Dream Lucid HackerI was in the car with my Father, I was in the seat behind him. There was this spooky school bus that we heard about. We passed by it, I took a picture of it and my Dad drove off. I accidentally took a picture of the building: "_ Police Department" I try to turn off my tablet but a black screen pops up and says "Hello_" Another screen popped up and said: "I am a shotgun master" with a lot of other words I forgot. I exited the screen quickly as I was scared. The screen popped back up with words I couldn't read, there was selected responses I can pick for questions he asked. I responded with "Don't Know" The 'hacker' asks more questions which I responded to. Another School Dream I am at school in a classroom, people are mad at me because I made this schedule that they do not like. This girl with her hijab was the most mad at me. Teacher comes in and I think 'The class can always work together to make their own schedule...' -Time Skip- We just came back from another room, I look at my desk and see my water bottle isn't there! I head back towards the door and see, Stephen with my water bottle in hand. I thank him and I noticed there was another Stephen sitting down already and the one who handed me the water bottle was still standing. I didn't think it was a big deal. -Time Skip- In some big room that looks kinda like a boiler room, there was a girl in a wheelchair that had to use the bathroom. (I know the girl in real life but I know two girl's in a wheelchair and don't know which one it was.) She gets put into a bathroom by getting picked up by a teacher. I talk to two other kids one dude and a girl with black hair (?). We all have to pee so we use the urinals. Another Zombie Dream It was the zombie apocalypse, I was walking and there was two paths I could choose. I picked the left one. I was by a highway. I believe I met some girl who asked me questions and there was a few-not many zombies in the dream. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- More school dreams and zombie dreams...great. I am going to set my alarm clock at 8 AM because I always wake up at 10 AM. Also having Acid Reflux right now, so I am trying to write this fast as possible. July 8th, 2017
Fell asleep at: 8:00 AM Woke up at: 5:00 PM I was in a place that resembled the Early College I have in my town (I THOUGHT is was the early college but it looked completely different). The sky was overcast, and everything looked like it was tinted a very light shade of blue. There were outside hallways and hallways that connected to each other outside. There was a grassy area below those elevated pathways and I was there. There was an event going on and I was headed to the gymnasium. I ran through hallways both outside and inside heading towards the gym. Apparently the band was about to preform at the early college, so all the band members from both schools were brought to play at the event. I found one of my friends from the early college. But the thing is he looked like he was below the platform I was standing on. Like, imagine bleachers, but downwards. So (According to dream logic) I jumped down. The floor was littered with junk and papers, the band members sat on DESKS, and only a small portion of the band was there. I tried talking to my friend but the dream faded out before I could.
Relevant part: My dream guide calls me and takes me to the interior a large white cube. He reprimand me and suggests I try my synesthesia exercises. There is a liquid mirror surface, which I can manipulate. I use visual manipulation along with auditory to produce magic! At first I produce a surreal forest, and I receive beautiful orchestral music with tasteful hints of trumpets. I now jump in and find myself in a forest, which seems to be quite alien indeed...
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I've been gone for awhile, but I'm back. On to the dream! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- There is no reason as to how or why, but I win a ticket to go on a blimp heading for the clouds. I enter the blimp, and nothing interesting happened on the blimp, so my brain skips it. I end up in a gift store surrounded by a vast ocean of clouds. I see people riding around on what looked like jetskis that could go under(cloud?) riding around outside in the clouds. The gift store also has clouds inside it, up to about knee level. Wading through clouds, I encounter a fish guy. My dream cuts out befriending him, but it turns out that he is the ruler of the cloud area. It feels like many days had passed since I arrived in the cloud area. The ruler, whose name I never learned, had become good friends with me. I am taken to what appears to be a observatory of some kind, with openings in clouds allowing us to see the surface. There are a few teabags sandwiched between filters, each group with a name on them. One of the groups had my name on it. Without being told, I knew that, for some reason, the teabags represented the life force of the corresponding human. The ruler explains to me that he planned to flood the Earth, leaving only humans he trusted to survive. I ask about why he would want to do that, and there's a flashback. It was the ruler as a child, playing with a fish twice his size. "Where I come from, all creatures were equal," he explains. A net catches his fish friend. "However, you humans would treat those different from you as scum, even among your own species. It's disgusting. I must remove such disgusting creatures from existence, before they infect other worlds with their hate." I attempt to negotiate with him, but fail. Out of anger, he sends me back to the surface (instantly), and I end up next to the blimp again. Just as I prepare to get on the blimp to stop him, I wake up. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This dream stood out to me for many reasons. Firstly, it had a really coherent plot. The only weird things that stuck out to me when I woke up were how life force was represented by teabags and that I somehow was sent instantly to the surface. Also, it makes you wonder; if there were a civilization in the clouds, are their drinks in cloud form? Secondly, I genuinely felt all the emotions, and most of the sensations, which is the first time I can remember that happening in a dream. It felt real.
not formatting today b/c lazy Short Dream: I had a dream where people were trapped in SMG's and Assault Rifiles (I couldn't sleep last night, only got an hour of sleep. I had this dream right before I woke up.)
2017, 07-07 Beaten by a Girl I am on the streets of what looks like a medieval town or something out of an RPG. It is raining rather hard and I can’t see the buildings too well. I walk for a short ways and then I see what looks like an inn. I go over to it and walk inside to get out of the rain. I am now in the pub part of an inn and it is very quiet. I look around and I see only one or two customers in the room. The innkeeper comes over and asks what he can get for me. Since I feel like I should buy something if I am going to take advantage of his roof to keep me dry I ask if he has anything sweet since I don’t like regular alcohol. He says he has just the thing. He disappears and returns with a mug of something. I taste it and it is delicious. I reach into the pockets of my Assassin’s robes and find a silver piece. The man says it’s too much. I say I’ll be staying here until the rain lets up, so just keep my mug full of this stuff for as long as the silver will pay for. He agrees and leaves as I sit down at a table in the corner. I haven’t been sitting here for long when the outside door opens and a rowdy group of men crowd through the door. They look like they might be soldiers of some kind, no doubt glad to get out of the rain. They crowd around the tables closest to the bar and order a round of drinks. The innkeeper seems glad of them because he hasn’t had much business. I sit there and drink my drink and watch the men. One of them is huge and cranky looking. All of the men clearly know to leave him alone when he’s like that. I notice that there is also a young woman helping to keep all of those men in drinks. The rowdy men keep trying to grab a feel when she’s not looking… how rude. Finally someone goes too far and she cries out then runs into the back as the men laugh. The innkeeper comes back out and addresses the big man respectfully and asks that he get his men to stop harassing his daughter. The big man says to bring the daughter out. The innkeeper does, perhaps expecting an apology. Instead the big man grabs the daughter and rips her dress half off and starts assaulting her in front of her shocked father! I get up from my table and call out to him, “Hey, double ugly! If you like picking on girls, why don’t you try me?” The big man looks over at me, his men are staring at me in dumb shock. The man is holding the girl by the arm. I go up to him. I am looking up at him since he stands over a foot taller than me, but I look him straight in the eye with no fear. I tell him to let go of the girl. He asks who’s going to make him. I say I don’t care how big, ugly, and stupid he is, he will not get away with that behavior while I’m around. I take hold of his hand that is holding the girl and use my enhanced strength to twist it until he releases the girl’s arm. The girl runs to her father and they back away. The big man looks shocked by my strength and also pissed off to the point where I expect steam to come from his ears. A perfect target for Ranma Saotome’s Hyru Shouten Ha attack! He starts attacking me and I dodge to the side. He’s faster than he looks, but still easy to read. I insult him. “Your head is too thick, you’re built like a brick, your face makes me sick, you’re dumb as a stick, you ain’t got a dick…” He keeps coming at me, getting angrier and angrier, building up his hot aura of anger. I remain completely calm as I dodge his attacks and lead him in a spiral. We are nearing the center of the spiral… “You’re as dumb as an ox and smell twice as bad!” As his hot aura and my cold one mix I land one uppercut punch that sends him crashing right through the ceiling. I look around the room as the rain starts falling in through the hole in the ceiling that the big man made. Everyone is staring at me in total shock. I hear a crash as the big man lands outside, his armor making quite a racket as he lands. I tell the men they might want to go check on their asshole leader… They quickly hurry from the pub. I look up at the hole in the ceiling… oops… I hadn’t intended to trash the man’s pub. He and the girl are both still stunned. I say I’m sorry about his roof and I pull out some more silver coins to give him. Both of them seem to have lost the capacity for speech. I ask the girl if she’s ok. A young man comes up from a cellar and looks around, confused. The girl finally says she is unharmed… but how did I do that? I tell her it’s a secret fighting move from the Anything Goes School of Martial Arts. She just has time to ask what that is before I wake up.
Had a lucid dream where I was walking on air. Had to remind myself I was dreaming, otherwise I would drop to the ground or get immense vertigo.
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