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I was in some park on a hill. Bjork was off in the distance singing and walking towards me with a cameraman behind her. She kept looking at me and smiling. I was wondering how she knew me and why she was walking towards me. she had hair down to her chin.

Money confusion.

I was getting a ride with C who lives with my aunt. My cousins girlfriend was outside the window and handed me a large envelope filled with cash to give to my aunt for a car payment or something. C offered to take it for me but my cousin's GF said that I should take it instead indicating that C might pocket it for herself. I agreed to take it instead.

C grumbled and let me out of the vehicle. I seemed only to be a block away from my house and started walking. I noticed K from work standing on a lawn and staring at me. "Are you stalking me?" I asked her. She said nothing for a long moment and said, "yes," jokingly? she started walking with me. I was saying, "nothing really to see here... After work I go home here and do basically nothing." I went in and forget what happened after.

stay safe

I was in my inner world house. Asuka and data were around. I thought there was going to be and earthquake. I saw some knick knacks on a corner shelf wobbling. I went into a door way and held on to it. Asuka asked me what I was doing. I said apparently this is the safest place to be in an earthquake. everything wobbled for a bit and then stopped.

Woke at 3:13pm...wish I knew the starting time, but sense it was an afternoon nap, I can assume it was two hours long. This means the start time might have been around 1:00pm.


It's winter here but I don't know where here is but I do know that mom and I are trying to get the little chicks, who are in an encaged little wheelbarrow, up a hill to a home. I'm not sure how but we managed to do it, then we went inside the little place after placing them in an open garage to the side of the house and turning on their heat lights which we strung around the encaged area. They kinda looked like a teal LED bright lite set. Once inside, the area changed to the inside of my current home, I was hungry so I searched the cupboard near the door for some food, at first there was only what I had in real life. But then I saw cheetos, flaming hot cheetos, cheeto puffs, and way in the back I saw slim jims. I took those and went outside to eat them, I ate two but they tasted kinda funny like it wasn't meat. Then before I knew it, I was waking up in a room of sleeping bodies. Naked and under sheets in a living room, it was a bit nauseating but I just grabbed a shirts and rushed to the bathroom. The bathroom happened to be my grandmother's bathroom, but the living room was definitely from my old home. Behind me I heard footsteps and someone rushing to get to me, I tried to shut the door on them but a lady just shoved it open. I was on my knees on the floor, still a bit tired, she pulled me up and away from the bathroom. I forgot what she said but it was I think a sexual question and I answered positively. She wrapped her arms around my waist behind me and we sort of swayed into another room, then collapsed on a couch or chair. I sat on her lap and she held me, blah..sexual stuff so I guess her dialogue before was asking for consent. Anyway, the sexual stuff was different this time because before it always stopped when the pressure of stuff trying to get inside was too much and woke me up. This time though, I wasn't scared and didn't shy away, I guess that's why it finally happened. The pressure built up until I was about to cry out and was trembling was it was over, but I woke up. In my head, rose said she'd be gentler next time. But then I woke up for real and realized the last time I woke up was a false awakening, I felt the effects of the dream for a couple seconds after waking, but then it went away.


NEW:
I realize that it may seem strange to some readers but I never actually got to the stage of penetration or release in a dream ever, it was always blocked and I think this moment was an amazing one for me because I gave my consent this time. It was like I was ready, so maybe I'm learning more or something? Another thing I've noticed, I had control over my actions through the second half of the dream and this has happened last dream too. The new control and experience is actually really nice and makes me feel like I'm making progress.

I dont really remember much but I became semi lucid and flew out my house to avoid a person who was chasing me. I than met with my dream guide and was about to fly higher but I stopped myself. The next thing I recall is a woman with a puppy in a suit that was aggressive and talking to miley cyrus whose manager was giving her mini needles for her pain dose. I left her after that and remember talking to a random man who said it was 40 degrees.

Morning of July 21, 2017. Friday.



In my last dream of this date, I enter a vivid scene, looking down at two features. There is a small monkey on the left and a miniature wooden Tiki totem pole on the right, both implied to be about the same height but in horizontal positions on an unknown surface.

At first, I assume the monkey has died. However, in the last moments prior to waking, there is a loud “hoo hoo ha ha” sound as the monkey moves his head, firstly looking at the totem pole on his left, appearing to be slightly puzzled, and then rolling to his left side (towards the totem pole). The implied monkey sound echoes out of the residual essence of my dream as I then instinctively make the same movements as the monkey and roll to my left side to become more comfortable (as I was having lower back pain while sleeping on my back, which I do not do very often due to occasional situational apnea).

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Note that in this case, both the monkey and totem pole are lying down as “in bed” (a first-level dream sign, that is, a real-time indicator of being asleep and in the dream state). The orientation of the two features is the same as Zsuzsanna and I as we are sleeping, assuming the resurrected monkey represents my waking and turning over as I perceived it was. Note that the totem pole does not move or come to life, which indicates that my dream self was aware that Zsuzsanna was still asleep while I was waking.

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It's been a while... Since I have some time, I've decided to come back for a bit and try lucid dreaming again.
I mean, it's been like a year and a half or something, I think... Dang. How has everyone been...?

Oh well, I'm back. Here goes.

Recently just woke up from this dream... I was in an unusually big house. The only other person I recognized was my dad, but I remember there being a bunch of other people there with us. My mom may have been there too, but I'm not sure. There was a very dark kitchen, where there was something to do with me needing to make food...? Weird. The living room had some sort of big box, full of big RC cars... Huh? Rocket League? I specifically remember pulling the Road Hog out of the box... My dad wanted me to pick a vehicle so he could upgrade it or something. I went through the entire box, tossing out the different cars, until I eventually found one that I wanted to keep I guess. I ended up also finding a lot of small objects on the floor. Like... Things that I own. There were DS games, and other small/old toys and stuff. In particular, there were some DS games that were only the plastic case from the cartridge. As in, no actual game. I remember seeing Spectrobes 2 specifically. Huh.

That's all that I really remember.

In my time away from here, my dream recall has become a bit stale.

Time to get back into it...

I or it's more like I'm looking down from the sky and see two ladies running with a man shooting their guns at something and it's nighttime.

Took a nap earlier today and remembered that from my dream.

July 18---11:30-1:25pm
In a store, buying clothes. Mom drags me outside the back, grabs a fish tail cutout of foam and goes back inside. Someone stops us at the door, I get kicked down. Big guy picks me up in a hug and give comforting words. In the store I look through racks of clothes, laugh for reasons forgotten and C says it's time to go. Go through door, get stopped by arabic guard who wants our IDs. I give mom her purse, he says I should have a tie for my shirt. I nod, but he says I'm not a boy am I? I panic, he reaches down to check and then gets shoved off. Pan out to him falling off a cliff, I say we shouldn't have done that but hippie type guy says it's fine. Pan down mountain to an asian looking through a telescope, he sees falling body and mistakes it for the sign they've been waiting for. End.

July 18---5:12pm-7:17pm
In old home at night, C is washing dishes he got from portal outside our house in the back. They are relics, I see one looking like a bowl pitcher. I put water in it, wash with soap and put water in it to drink. D enters room and sees me drinking, asks what is that and I tell him I think it's a drinking bowl. He seems skeptical, the water tastes bad like the soap I used and I see some of the pink soap residue on the bottom. I rinse it and put it in rack to dry, feel weird. Dizzy and nauseous, I stumble outside and see the world in a blurry. Look into portal and see outlined light blue squares on a white back ground. I scream as it freaks me out and wake up into a false awakening, C says shut up and I do. Talk in my mind to rose, mention dracula but I say it reminded me of a lucid dreaming vibe. End.

He gave us these little plastic? dolls to swallow and that would take us there, I had a hard time getting it to go down. I do remember thinking that this seemed kinda stupid, but then I did manage to swallow it and could feel it get caught slightly in my throat. After swallowing or going through the motions of swallowing a couple more times, I finally got it down and pretty much instantly saw the change after I blinked. We were in a room, appeared to be a dining room and I didn't seem to be familiar to the place. But then a voice spoke out behind me and caused me to turn about quickly to meet the face of the speaker who spoke from the shadows of the doorway, "Well if it isn't you", I of course was shocked a bit to see him there but for some reason also frightened a bit. I got the feeling that I shouldn't have come uninvited, but I also got the feeling that I owed him something. Anyway, he took me aside to another room to chat, I remember nothing of the dialogue except that I shouldn't be there. But sense I was here, I was obviously there for him. The rest of the dream is a bit hazy but their were other guests there and they'd been eating so I was to dress appropriately. After that I think I woke up.

1:10-7:54 July, 20th:
Old home, Walking through halls with C, checking rooms at night and playing a game. See D in bed and mom in bed. At beach in the morning, playing with people. Then the place turns dark and police come in, running people down and stuff. I hide in a necromancers tower, then rush back to home which is now current home. It is on fire, and the police have gone through the area and are still there. Mom is outside with a sword, I grab a sword and we both cut off one head out of the five guys outside. Then we leave markings on the other three, an open gash in one's chest, a slight scar on one's face and a cut off arm on another one; something I noticed is they bleed black blood or really dark red blood. We hide until morning or so they dream says, then we go access the situation and the house is now the old home again. The dream says we kill the remaining few. Then we grab food and stuff in boxes and put it into a helicopter, we even manage to put a box of chicks into it and the were specifically saved so the police weren't heartless after all. I keep telling mom to hurry up, we manage to fit everything and I shut off my phone so they can't track us through that. Then before we are going to leave, I say we could pick up D and C because they are alive. When I went to get the food, it was from grandma's kitchen fridge.
Things we gathered:
　clothes, small amount, mom was especially excited about a nightgown for her and lots of socks for some reason.
　frozen candy bars, nougats or something and also dry foods like crackers.
　box of chicks about five or seven.

July 1
-1-I went back in time to around 1994 in SE Canada, where I walked towards a house on the side of the road. When I got inside, I found the windows on the south side open with strong wind coming in. I shut one, but that allowed a pile of snow to appear. It tasted sweet and looked like sunscreen.
-2-I was being hunted by someone. I ended up in a building, using my camcorder to zoom in on snipers in the far distance. Also, there was a guy that knew some of the area there and we were walking somewhere, through piles of leaves on the way.

July 7
I was running around to find shelter somewhere during an F2 tornado. Then I ran around trying to find shelter during a tan, F4 tornado on a farm with a bunch of empty buildings, none of which were satisfactory. Sometime earlier, my brother and I looked for cereal. I also landed a plane, played some Mario Party, and talked illogically about Starfox.

Been a while since I had a lucid dream. I really need to get in touch with Daniel Love about my technique. All I did was lay down and go to sleep after a WBTB. But the trick is that I was [bold] STAIRING THROUGH MY EYELIDS]. I knew instantly I was about to WILD when I felt my body completely relaxing, going numb and falling asleep. My eyes begin pointing downward. It happened all at once. All I had to do was start moving my dream body and I was ready to go.

For like 20th time, I got outside my house and walked around. It was sort of clear skies outside. But the dream was short. I remember also I tried my best to anchor myself in the dream world. I said things like, "I am the dream" and tried rubbing my hands together. But I can't seem to get a lucid dream longer than 45 seconds.

I woke up this morning.... Bored??? Not something I usually wake up feeling (I usually feel sadness, with a few tears coming out of my eyes). I also remember a few flashes of color- coincidentally they were my favorites. I saw purple, red, and i think a flash of bluish-gray. Not sure though. Although being able to remember something on my first night of trying is quite promising, though.

Went to bed at 5AM and woke up at 3:40PM.

From what I remember, I was at some sort of camp. We're up very high in the trees with ziplines and our harnesses attached to wires. My mom is there. I'm trying to transfer myself over to another wire but the clips aren't working. There's an old man in the trees with me who I recognize from my pool who is trying to help me.

I wake up. I start to sleep again trying to go back to the trees.

I'm dreaming I'm back at college on this place called Devon Lane. There's townhouses with decks next to each other. I look over to the left and there's a fraternity and sorority next to each other talking on decks. The house I'm at has a bunch of my fraternity brothers out and about drinking and hanging out. I remember it felt like I had just woken up, but it looked like it was pretty much night time. People keep talking about how it looks like it's night time but it's only 2PM. It looks kinda like the sun is setting. I see my friend JP opening a beer. I ask if anyone wants to split a case of beer and three younger brothers on chairs jump up and come with me. We're walking up the street to the gas station. There's a pool to the left of us that we recognize some people at. We walk in and my friend Ali is there at the end of the pool, or someone who kinda looks like him. There's kids jumping like 30 feet in the air and then diving into the shallow pool but they're fine. I start to walk back to the door when I pass a girl in a white shirt. As I turn around, I see it's Dana. Someone asks me who she is and why we don't date anymore and I tell them a lie saying that she cheated on me. I wish I could have talked to her.

I walk outside of the gate and pass my childhood friend's mom Dorris and a posse of people including this famous girl that used to be in my friend group in high school. I tell someone that. Then, everyone in the dream starts to tell us to look up at the sky. The sky to the right is incredible, there's these really colorful and elaborate shapes in the sky moving in some sort of pattern, and they change every 10 seconds or so. People are getting their phones out and I get my phone out as well, changing the patterns with some sort of filter I have. I remember feeling like the world was going to end in this dream, like things were starting to align and everything felt so right in that moment. It was all making sense, the sky was acting up that day, someone famous was in town for some reason, the girl I had wronged in the past was there for me to forgive. And I was okay with the world ending in that moment.

I'm suddenly in this view of different regrets in my life coming before me. People I didn't like would come up, and I would simply just tell myself that I didn't care anymore and let the grudge go. Dana came into view, and I apologized and washed that regret away. Dirty things were appearing and I was just forgetting them from my life. I felt this high that I only get while in dreams. I felt like my body was floating upwards and I was telling God to take me away and I had tears coming out of my eyes.

And then I was paralyzed and couldn't move. Those dirty things were there with me in this small space, and I was struggling to move. In that moment, I started to take on the form of my friend Kolby. Then I jerked myself awake.

This morning I came close to successfully WILDing. I had a moment of hypnogogic imagery where I was trying to sit up in bed and "separate" from my body, which is how my perception always experiences WILDs. It was a bit vague and fleeting, but it was definitely there.

I've noticed in the past that when I have little signs like this, I tend to have full success in the next day or two of attempts. So fingers crossed.