Zödra

In order to understand this dream, you must understand one thing about my past. I have had 2 people I could remotely call girlfriends in my life, one of them when I was 15, another one when I was 17, I am now 22 and married with child to the second one. This dream is in a different dimension where the first and second are switched. Weird for me.

I am on a vacation with my family. It seems like I am not married since I have to spend the majority of my time messaging her on my laptop. My real wife is with us for some reason, but there is some sort of tension between us each time we see her. I think that it might have been a coincidence that we were at the same resort. I am telling my girlfriend how to get there so that she can meet up with us. When all is there, we are in a mountainous region similar to Utah in the spring. After she gets there (I think a dream or two later), we all sit around and are talking to the man that owns the place. I know from previous dreams that he worships Set. He wanted to sacrifice 2 people to him through fire coming from the ceiling. He realized that I knew and didn't invite me when he was doing the ceremony. I found out where it was and started knocking on the glass door. It was locked and no one could hear me, so I ran at it and threw my shoulder into it. As soon as I did I hear a gunshot and the fire from the ceiling comes down onto two of the chairs in the circle. Everyone had gotten up and no one died, but the owner had pulled out a gun and shot me right through my right hip
Why doesn't it hurt? It normally hurts to get shot. Oh! I only get shot in dreams, that is what is happening here.
I stand up, stabilize, RC, and look at my wound. I raise the pain in it and try to make it more real. It does, I then take the wound away completely and I look at the guy that shot me. He shoots me again and runs off, this time the bullet does no damage. I want to check out the whole world that I am in. GF seems excited to be alive and tells me to give her a kiss before I leave. I know now that something isn't right about the set up, but I don't want to mess up the world since it seems so ordered and I might want to come back. I go over and kiss her on the cheek. I don't know if you have ever kissed a babies cheek when you don't realize they slobbered all over it. When I kissed her cheek it was covered and nasty, I backed up and noticed that she had it all over her face as well, I asked her what it was and she said that it was some lotion that my brother in law had given her that she had put on and it didn't seem to absorb, it just stayed. I walked down to the mountains and lost lucidity a little while later.

I am on some wagon train that has like gypsies and stuff on it. I jump out and onto the green grass. I am dreaming. I look around and see a bunch of houses. I have been wanting to set up a house in the dream world, this should be fun. I stop at a house I want near a forest and start switching the trees into logs and building a gazebo and a picnic table. My family comes along and decides to help me, especially since I suck at making things and carrying things inside the house and making nice chairs. After about 45 minutes, an old man comes to the house and starts telling me that it is his house. I wave him away and tell him to go get pizza and pop for the people that helped me move. He obliges and I start changing around the trees to a formation that I like that compliments the house. The old man got back after 15 minutes of being gone, pizza and mountain dew. I grab a mountain dew and start chugging. I get back to the backyard and notice that my gazebo, picnic table and trees have been turned into rocks. I get angry and leave. I find a club as the sun sets and get inside. There are people dancing and loud music like normal. I wake up.

DEILD.

I am outside the club, apparently my mind is keeping this dream pretty persistent. I look and see a McDonald's down the street. I start walking and all of the sudden I notice another McDonald's right next to me. I walk into it and order a bunch of stuff. They give two donuts and I toss it back at them, they give me a couple burgers and I eat them quickly. I walk down the street and Dream Character watch. Way more fun than people watching.

DEILD again.



I am in a building and walking near the edge. I see a weird figure that is near the ledge, it looks similar to Cell and as I get closer it looks more and more like him. He looked down at the street and jumped. I took off and hit him mid air. He flew back and out of sight. I flew towards him and grabbed his arm and through him away. He isn't using any powers. He probably will if I start thinking about it more and know he will do it soon. I fly faster than I ever have and drop a huge kick on his head. He flies into the ground and I land next to the hole. I look over it and I hear him scream something. I jump back and energy bolts shoot up out of the hole. I fly towards the hole and grab him as he flies out. I run us into a building and push him into the ceiling, planning on flying outside, but the ceiling won't budge. I do this like 7 times and wake up.

Wake up RC look around. Close my eyes and see my sink. I move my hands (imagine moving my hands) and see them, stabilize (imagine stabilizing). I walk out to my living room and can feel my eyes messing up. I open them and close them. Then I try to teleport, knowing that I might wake up, but the dream is unstable, so it is worth it. nothing happens, but I have to pee. I pee and wake up, I don't have to pee when I wake up and instead of just DEILDing, I check to make sure that nothing happened like normal, but as I fall back asleep, I start to feel like peeing again and can't sleep. I get up and pee and then can't fall asleep till work.

I am on a vacation with my family like I was a few weeks ago. There are a few things that I would rather not let everyone know happened, so I shall keep those out (not sexual or anything, I just don't like everyone knowing everything strange that is going on inside my mind!). Me and my wife decide to go on a drive and the road collapses and crushes our car. Don't know how me and Laura got out of our car, but she still wanted to walk where we were going to drive, which was like 40 miles away. I disagreed and wanted to go back down the street to the house. Laura doesn't want to listen. Don't remember how this was resolved.

Later on I am spending time with Lisanna and she starts getting hungry. I try to hand her over to Laura to feed her, but Laura tells me to feed her. I don't understand, and all of the sudden Lisanna starts trying to feed off of me. extremely awkward, I push her away and wake up. :/

I had more dreams. Probably remember them during my nap today.

church in the mountains. Everyone acts like suck the whole time, treating me like trash, which is weird since all the people at my church are nice (most all). I am in the sound booth and everything is messing up because electronics can sometimes be weird in dreams. They ask me to hold up some signs that look like they are plastic. They are extremely smooth and hard to hold, but the sides are rough like rock.

Big party, overnight camp like thing. I talk to RDC for like 5 minutes, normal small talk, but not normal for us to talk like this. I fall down and am lying in bed but I have no idea what the sensation is, definitely a mixture of awake asleep I haven't seen before, I am still talking to RDC with this, but I know that I am still asleep because RDC is answering. RDC leaves and my brother-in-law tells me that RDC updated something online and hands me a computer. I look through pages and pages trying to find it, not incomprehensible crap, I am very aware and I finally find it.

Currently wishing I knew more about
BrandonBoss
(can't remember the second)

Doesn't cross my mind that RDC would call me BrandonBoss makes no sense, but that is what I am used to being referred to on computers. Everyone is sleeping here at the camp tonight, I will talk to RDC again later.

wake up go pee, go to sleep.

I get up and my wife wants to take a shower, we head to the bathroom, but it looks like my old bathroom. I am a little confused. Check hands, I smack the wall and it startles my DC wife. I walk over to the wooden wall and put my finger in between the cracks, it starts slipping in, it feels solid still, but like the solid is giving way. I can still see my whole hand when it is in the wall, but with really low opacity. I decide not to continue and I decide to go and tell RDC to stay out of my dreams unless RDC wants to be a part of my life. I walk out of the bathroom and I am in the upstairs of the building I was at in the previous dream, I call out to RDC mentally and see a shadow coming up the stairs. I look all around and see sleeping bags upstairs and downstairs. Everyone from the party is asleep. The shadow is definitely a big man. I turn around twice (360) and the shadow is RDC. I wake up.

I am jumping back and forth from a video game and a room. awake and asleep as well, so I am just going to focus on the video game fight. The rest is "I got up looked around the room and started playing video games again." Not very good stuff.

I am in a map that looks like super mario sunshine.



There is one freaking boss mech that is blue with a yellow breast plate and back plate and yellow knee caps and elbows. About twice the size of a human (pretty small). I was running in circles fighting him with three other people. I went out of a building and grabbed a plate off of him before he could get to me and I put it on my back. It gives me the ability to move faster, but not quite fly. He leaves and goes to another town that is similar.

definitely woke up here and then sleep.

All of my crew jumps on our glider (like the ones that float around Jabba the Hutt in Return of the Jedi).



We get a map of the city he is going to. Circular like the last one and he seems to just stand in the middle blowing things up, like people and cars. I jump in first using my back half/jetpack to slow myself down right as I attacked him from the sky and grab his front vest. I take off with it and my friends jump in and attack from all sides. They get some good attacks and he gets more aggressive and start hurting a few of a my nakama . I put on the vest and am now able to be about a foot off the ground and go really quickly around (sadly this felt exactly like I fly when I just jump around quickly instead of flying. I start beating the crap out of him with help from my team. The rest of the things he was wearing we started taking off and each of us were putting things on and getting power ups. One girl had a glove and was using to deal huge blows to him. We were all very fast, probably because I am pretty fast and they were all associated in the battle with me.

After we beat him, we went back to the original "super mario sunshine" world and there was another brown mech with black in the same places that the yellow was on the previous blue one. I am flying across. This one is pretty fast, and I am flying around in circles through buildings. I have some sort of gun that shoots fire, I noticed something weird about it and remember that it is a video game. It reminds me of lucid dreams. I get out on top of a building and somehow have a glove as well I fly in a circle and I do a quick burst with the last of my energy and shoot myself towards him. I hit him with my super charged glove. It breaks his hole core and I win. I think, when checking I woke up.

It is definitely time for me to start DJing every day! My recall went down to only two full dreams last night. Only six hours of sleep, but still needs help.

I have like a half fragment that reminds me of speed racer. the building that the "huge corporation" owned. I think that it might have been part of the first dream, or a different dream all together where my idea of vilians comes from in the second dream, I hope that makes sense. If it doesn't make sense to you, it does to me.

I am in a huge warehouse that has red rustic walls. The ground is about 50 feet below me and I am standing on a small platform with a small rail. There is no way to get up or down. I have three DCs around me of my brother-in-laws and my sister. I realize somehow that I am dreaming and don't think about RCing or anything, but I want to get down from the place I was at. All three DCs just jump off and fly away. I don't even thin about it (like I still have to do) and I go across to the other platform that has a door. I go through the door and talk to some kids. I lose lucidity when talking to them and don't remember the rest of the dream.

I wake up at 6 like I always do, but I knew my alarm was set for later today because I had such a long night.

I am with the same three DCs, but my wife is with me this time as well The idea of going back and flying again sounds intriguing, so I tell them that there was a couple kids in our secret lair and that we should get them out of there because they are acting link villains. They took this "villain" thing seriously and they all summoned different clothes onto themselves. I did the same, donning the "superman" outfit first because of the flying I knew we would be doing, but changed because someone else had it on. I was a blank slate superhero now. I don't really like superman anyways. I teleported into the building and we were on the platform with the door. Underneath the platform without the door, there was a opening like you see in the Deathstar when Luke is running from stormtroopers, white hallway behind it and everything. I jump off first and everyone else flies ahead of me. I am flying at "leisurely pace" and cannot seem to speed up. I forget about the kids and start flying back and forth. learning how to gain speed. It takes me about five minutes to get to a speed that I could actually swoop in cool looking. I got back on the platform and just jump off, letting myself fall for a bit and then flying around the room. still gaining speed, but still not as fast as I want it to be.

I am hungry! I am in the east side of my little town that has a taco bell and a McDonalds right next to each other. The McDonalds is refusing service to me because of a lack of car and the lobby is closed because it is night. I chill out a bit outside with my friends that didn't have this problem. I see something around back of Taco Bell.I run over and check it out. The back door is open, there are employees standing around. I ask them if they can help me out with some food. I feel someone's presence behind me. It is a girl I know in a bikini (see previous dream journal entry). I know something is off. She tells me that we are in danger and I hear something near the door I came in. I rush over and see a tiger, not a fully grown one, but not a baby. I rush at it to get it to leave, and it pounces. I dodge and put it in a headlock (learned from fighting a friendly German Shepherd all the time) I snap my hands around its jaw and decide not to kill it. I throw it like 10 feet away and it runs. I am dreaming. Mental RC and stabilize. I go up to a place that overlooks the forest (for some reason, other than the restaurants, my home town is a forest. I put my hands up and erase all the trees. Then I put them back up and decide it is too bright. I pudh the sun back down. I look at the forest and set the whole thing on fire. My sister is standing next to me and asks me to show her how to create fire. I end up with a good fireball in her hand. Edit!: I just remembered this end part. I close my eyes for 10 seconds and open them up. I am still watching the forest burning. I do this 4 or 5 times and then I wake up.

I am on a bus with lots of people I know from basketball. After a few stops and meaningless exploits, I realize that I am dreaming. I look around the bus and start surveying things. I use a mind RC/stabilize to see how it works vs the watch. There is a girl in the bus that is a representation of 2 young girls that I know and have a similar relationship with, she looks like both and neither and what makes both the girls similar in my head normalyl is how they treat me, so personality is the same as both. We make a stop.
I jump out the back and start using TK to move boxes and boxes in from the place (huge mansion). I think we are just stopping around and stealing things... Not really my style I'll stop this bus in a bit. We all get back in the bus. Me, the girl and a guy. This guy is awesome, and also has dream powers. He is going to help me with stopping the bus fr stealing things.
Stop at another place and I use a barrier this time to transport the things that we had to put in, this time it was five or six random trinkets lying around the bus. I ate something off the ground, I think that it was trash. :/
I am bored here and want to leave. The dream fades.

DEILD
I am in the back of the bus, mind RC/stabilize. Dang it. I put my hands together and try to make a quick barrier, but something is stopping me. I can only make a small one. Has to be the bus. The lady that is controlling the bus is revealed as a witch and she bosses the little girl around and tells her to do something impossible for her. She wants her to pick up all the trash. Before 5 seconds is up. She starts outside and I make myself a blur of motion and drop the things off in the girls arms. When I get back around, the witch is fighting the dude and sees me. She decides to send us away to a nightmare land and thousands of tiny black/purple boxes are floating towards me and the dude. He is wearing a pirate hat I realize. The purple boxes start morphing together as they get closer. There is about 40 of hem surrounding me and I push them all away with TK. They come back quickly and I create a barrier around me so that they can't come near. I point my hand at the witch and draw a line across her throat. Her head pops off and back on. I then draw a line down her face, it splits in two and the regens again. This has to be an illusion of her. Everyone can die.

Starts out as a normal dream, I am sitting in a restaurant with my wife and eating. As with most dreams, things are a little off, but when you start noticing that things are off, that is when dreams get interesting, whether or not you become lucid. Green confetti starts flying out of the air vents when you pass by it. I start taking notice of it. I stare at it and realize that there isn't a way to explain it. I have a pretty good idea of physics, mechanics, electronics, and all work, so not even being able to come up with an idea of what it could be, I get a great idea! "This is a dream!" JK. That isn't what I thought. I actually thought "It has to come from a different dimension!"

I run across all the vents and cause all of the vents to go across the dimensions. I try to think about how it works and I come across a hypothesis of crossing the dimensions and decide to try it. I jump to a different dimension and look around. Everything is just a little bit different. The styles, the ideas, the restaurant has different colors and a different menu. different people working there.

Rules for dimensions somehow pop in my head at this point
1- each person exists in each different dimension
2- each person shares DNA with their "doppelganger"
3- each person shares a soul with their "doppelganger"
4- each person has the same relatives and will make similar life decisions (marriage, amount of kids, jobs will be similar)
5- each person is different from the other because of the experience, but will likely pick the same choices in most situations
6- death in each dimension is different than the other (could live to 60 in one 100 in another) unless it is by genetic diseases
7- people understand the dimensions really easy when presented with someone from a different dimension. Don't know why.
8- all time flows equally
9- A killers soul is a killer soul. This can only change if they die earlier than the killing. Same for the soul of an adulterer, liar, or any others. Just one cannot turn from it since they share souls. If you kill someone in one area you will kill them in the previous
10- each soul has a choice, but it is translated in different ways through different bodies through different dimensions.

I jump back to my dimension and immediately decide a way to best utilize this. I take my sister and a kid to his deceased grandmother from a different dimension to say goodbye. It is in a foundry and she is living in a tent near it. In this dimension it seems like everyone lives in a tent. I tell him and my sister that I will be back in a bit. I walk around the back of the tent. What I see next freaks me out. Different dimension me! With a twist, same DNA, same soul, but it is a girl.
"Hey!" I say, she doesn't respond but she grabs my arm and tears me to a different dimension.

"I had to take you somewhere where only we can talk together." She says as she looks around points.
"This is 'our dimension' isn't it?" I say as I look at the dream scene that can change at only our whim.
"Our dream realm, we can meet here with no one else seeing, and since you have learned to jump dimensions, we can jump here without missing a beat.”
“I've been doing it the hard way!” I say smiling, we are in a small cottage. She seems more solemn than me. Maybe something happened to her in the past. She grabs my hand and pulls me through a wall to the outside. After about 15 feet it turns into dream mush, which is weird for my normal vivid dreams.
“What is your name?” She says.
“Brandon ******* you know that already though. Different dimensions share names, male or female and you are obviously me, I can feel your soul better than anyone's.”
“That isn't my name!” She says, exasperated “Every dimensions that I have found has had a dead 'Brandon ******* and I know it is me, but not my name. They have all been killed by their adopted family except me. In only my dimension I was able to live with my parents because their death switched around to some others. You have only one real sister and the two that you know are going to kill you soon.”
“This is crazy, I grew up in a great household, they loved me, but I can't doubt myself. Can I run from them, or is it inevitable?”
“They died early in my realm, if you can stage that in your realm without dying it could break that, or cause them to be caught and taken away, or just leave them and never see them.”
“This is hard, what should I do?” The dream fades and she jumps from dimensions before my sister walks around the tent. I shudder.

Awake, asleep

I am at the zoo with my family. A zoo I saw in a movie. My sister's go ahead to a different place and I am talking to someone about taking them to see their child in a different dimension. I take them away and show them to the jungle with their child. She is still there, DD me. We jump into dream dimension and are back at the cabin.
The same dream cabin, same weird messed up colors. This is a very stable place though.
“I am going to run, find my younger sister. They can't find out the dimension jumping calculations without me, and I am the only one in my dimension that can do it.” I say “They won't go after you from a different dimension will they?”
“I am the only one as well in the multiverse, what makes us different?”
“If I knew, you would as well.” I look at her one last time and the dream fades.

I wake up.

Holy Crap! Realistic zombie dream! Did a lot of things that were exactly the right decision. Watching myself slowly die is always weird though. I shall give you the 4 part dreams as one story after connecting it together. The Purple is the latest in chronology, the blue is the past. It is hard to split this dream up, because I had the previous dreams prior to this one, but during this one, I thought about the prior dreams.

I wake up in my bed. It is really cold, but I wait. I am really hungry, but I wait. The noises outside have stopped, but I wait.

It all started when me and Laura had rushed home after hearing that there was a zombie attack ongoing and that everyone would have to fend for themselves. We boarded up the windows and stayed there as long as we could. In the day times I could hear the neighbors making their movements and trying to get away from Zombies, hoping that they would have the advantage of the light. Lots of them got met right outside of their door and eaten. At night time the zombies would look for ways into the house through windows, biting people when they slept. A couple of neighbors wanted lodgings since we had boarded up our windows. I let them stay in the living room cautiously. That was the night that the zombies found enough reason to break in. I realized that they were attracted to noise. They could break into our house easily, but would not do so unless they knew that there was someone there. The people got bit and I woke up with a zombie right next to me. I fought it in hand to hand combat trying not to get grabbed, and not to get bit. My wife tossed me the gun and I blew its brains out, along with the two in the hallway.
"To my parents house" I yell at Laura. The door to the apartment isn't open, and I can hear zombies outside. I have Laura get the shotgun and I have my Glock. I open the door silently. There is a zombie 15 feet away from me with its back to me. I motion to Laura and we head the other way. The zombies are less dense than they normally are, but it is morning time. They don't really sleep in the mornings, but they seem slower. Probably the only reason I stayed alive.

Awake. My arm is injured, but I wait. silence is more important than my well being. I could die from a wound, but I would die if I made too much noise.

We make the 20 minute drive to my parents house. Not that many cars on the road, since the zombie attack happened so quickly, 2/3 of Kansas had died in the first day, we had heard when the radio towers and internet were still up. We made it to my parents house, and it seemed like they had a lookout, because they opened the garage door as we pulled near their second garage. They shut the garage door and used big sticks to beat off the zombie that had run in when it opened.

Awake. I look at the fan on the ceiling. Laura always liked having it on. It would be off for a long time. Of course it had been like that for the week that we spent here together after the zombies initial attack too. Amazing how at that time I had wanted things to go back like they were, but now I just wish she was here in the apartment with me. We didn't stay with my parents long, because they were almost out of food...

We went on the road and kept having to siphon gas out of other cars. Since there were so many dead, it was easy to find enough. I would say that 75% of the people were alive now. It kept getting more and more rare to see people. A sign on the side of the road "Zombie outlet store- get your zombie survival help here!" We decided to stop, because honestly, we could use a bit of help. The store was filled with people that seemed to band together to make a strong group. They had taken a few hardware stores and grocery stores and thrown everything together into one huge hangar. They said that they would help us for a small fee. I honestly don't remember the fee, but I do remember that the store was so big that they told us to make sure that we had a way to fight off the zombies that were in it. They said that they lose like 20 customers a day, even with the sweeper, a noise making machine that would kill anything that got too close to it. Maybe they didn't charge us, now that I think about it. Maybe they had found this place and wanted to help people without. They told us that they would be overrun in a few days. More and more of them had been coming at night and they didn't have any more ammo. They were using big hardware tools and some random swords that they had gotten. We left there after fixing the car and found out that they had done something to the car to make it quit on us about 50 miles away.

Awake. I hear a noise. The slow walk of zombie that hasn't found any food in a while. He would be dangerous if he heard one sound. I am going to stay here, lying in bed as long as I can. I will wait.

After the car quit, we all took our portions and were planning on leaving the state of Kansas. After a lot of debate we decided to go to Texas. We got another car and made it back to the city we live in. We should have driven around it, the amount of people infected was probably 99% in this city now. The density of zombies had gotten much higher. It seemed like there was almost no one left in the city. We all scattered. They hopefully regrouped.

Awake. I open my eyes. My last thoughts of how I got here. I told the group that if one of us was lost, that we should still make the group trip to Texas and come back with more resources. If the person could, he would wait in his own house (apartment for me), if not, he would go to the others house. We had an order to it and all. I am waiting in my apartment for them to return. It has been days since I moved. I had had enough food for a few weeks time, but I only had 3 days left. When you are starving your body doesn't tell you that it is hungry till you are about to die of hunger. I would need to wait here for as long as possible and need to be strong when I left. I decided to starve myself now and conserve energy until I was about to die. I would then plan on going to Texas. Even if they couldn't make it back, we had a place to meet. I looked up at the ceiling. Laying in bed without moving for days and days, hoping that I don't miss my opportunity to eat. Being here alone is so much worse than when I was here with Laura I thought the sound of the bones breaking as Zombies feasted on the neighbors in the hallway was bad, but when there are no neighbors left. That is when you start to realize that there is no hope left.


I woke up for real, amazed at the dream. I had doubled those dreams as dreams and then as memories in a dream, and I had woken up hundreds of times in my bed staring at the ceiling, not wanting to move to conserve energy. I had felt worse and worse and more like I was going to die until the very end. I am lying still from after the dream, haha, just like the dream. I think about trying to DEILD, but then my alarm goes off. I eat a bit of cereal and get dressed for work. I look over at the locked door. There is no sound out there, but this door had been thought about so much in my dream. I was a little afraid to go out and go to work.

Third person.
I start out in a lab working on an alien with 2 other people. I am a girl, but that isn't too weird when in 3rd person mode. I am dissecting it and trying to keep away from different parts of the alien that look like they might still eat me. The alien explodes up and eats the other two people. I hide in a cabinet and switch to first person. Scared to death, I see it leave the room and run out the other door. One of the Doctors tries to convince me to stay, but I rush around him. He is eaten seconds later. The alien isn't following me purposefully, but it is killing everything it sees and accidentally following. I finally make it outside and there is a huge spaceship shooting the side of the building, allowing the alien to jump out of and start eating people outside. It sees me and runs at me. I see a security fence and take off for it. I am now me for some reason and think about how I have jumped over them in the past and I slip sideways and push off from it so that I can make the jump. The alien stops the chase and goes back to the ship. Everyone else on the street is dead, so I get out of the yard and see the cops coming. They ask what happened and don't believe me at all. I tell them that I am a doctor working on understanding extra terrestrial life and they laugh at me. I tell them to follow me into the building. I am now a woman again. I walk in a different door than before and I notice something strange as I walk in. Everyone is alive and calm, but the place is also clean and white, like a lab, but also like an asylum. The people behind the counter know nothing of what I am talking about, but they did say they heard an explosion. They said that I wasn't a doctor there, but that I was a patient. :/ I was really frustrated and hoping that I wasn't insane.

This dream is a little of a mixture of once upon a time, tsubasa reservoir chronicles, and yu yu hakusho. A little lucid at the end. It is a telling of how far I would go for my beloved wife.

I am at a dinner table. My family and Laura (my wife) are there. I am a bit older. My mind is programmed with a different past, I am in 100% control and my mind is 100% there like most dreams. It is just a reprogrammed past and my "ego".

My programmed past:
Someone has taken away all of the world's memories of Laura snd me together. No one except for me remembers it. A spell has been cast that says that she won't remember me, and I will die if I tell her. I had to look for her at first and reintroduce myself, get to know her, be a friend first (like I did the first time). She doesn't trust me very much though, because the spell left her with a sad past of her husband leaving her and abandoning her and and their daughter (which of course is my daughter that is due tomorrow ) So she is kind of a hurt woman. She hasn't told me any of this, but the warlock did. She hasn't even told me about her having a daughter. She seems ashamed of the fact that she had a failed marriage.

I look at Laura sitting next to me. It has been a year already, how long would I have to wait till I could have my wife back again? She was laughing at all my family (and brother in-laws. They are pretty much normal since they just lost the memory of us together. Laura seems so happy with all of us here, she can tell that she belongs here. After dinner I walk her to the car. A few child's toys in the back that she tried to hide say that my daughter is about 4. I haven't seen her yet since the spell was cast, I wish Laura would introduce us so I can see her again.

"That was really fun!" Laura says as we get to her car.
"Yeah. Are you coming to the show and games tonight?" I ask as she rolls the window down.
"Maybe. I'll have to see if..." She pauses, trying to think of a good way to explain "maybe." She smiles at me. I can barely stop myself from jumping in the car and holding her, telling her that she doesn't need to worry, and that I will always be there for her and never leave her.

She drives away and I start a long walk to the theater where the "play and games" will be at. Doesn't take me long to get there, I think time skipped a bit here. I know I was walking so I could think and pray. I do that a lot because of how much I have to think about.

I step into the theater, sit down next to my mom. Not really paying much attention to her or the rest of my family because I am thinking of Laura and looking for her. The "play" is someone reading the script of the movie "you've got mail" they spend a long time reading and it is booooooring. Halfway through they realize they have been reading the wrong thing and decide to stop and play a game. They start explaining and Laura walks in. She sits next to my sister and I am frustrated that I didn't save a seat for her. I look for my wallet because it seems to have gone missing.

The game starts and everyone is rummaging through candy aisles. I find my wallet, and notice a spell. No one else would have seen it unless they were acquainted with them. I jump to the ground and everyone is locked in a never ending game. Except me and the warlock.

He is far too powerful for me to fight, I learned that the first time. I know how to escape a spell or two, but he could kill me in a second if he wished. He didn't want that though. I followed him outside and we sat by a tree and started talking.

"You've been doing well." He says. He is like a tall rumplestiltskin.
"You mean I have passed your tests?"
"When this started I would have said you had no chance of being with your wife ever again. Now I am not so sure." Hr pauses and looks at me "I would say that you would stop at nothing to be with her. I literally sent a menacing demon after you and you somehow escaped. Not to mention all the roadblocks I have put between you two."

He pulls out a spell paper and sets it on my skin.

"I could curse your body and keep you away from her." He makes me cursed as he says this. My skin turns green and flaky like a dead man "I could make you unbearable to be around." He makes my skin reek worse than a skunk. "Or!" He snaps and my skin goes normal "I could make you unrecognizable!" He pulls out a different sheet that has skins on it. Changes my skin color to jet black, but he changes it back "but... I am not going to do that. I was gonna make a fortune off tonight, not just off of screwing with your story." He walks away slowly.

I pull my wallet out and grab fifty dollars. "It isn't much, but I want it there as a help to you. When people do good things and it costs them they end up regretting it, and I want you to have a little of what you would have had."

He snaps and my money disappears and my wallet. "That wasn't your wallet. Your wallet is in the back of your pants." I pull out my real wallet. "No, I don't need your money, I am not so forgetful as a human is."

He had switched all the people's wallets out of their pockets with a simple hiding spell. He would have gotten all of them throughout the night as the games continued. But not anymore.

We walk up to the door to get in "I put a timed spell on this. You are better at breaking spells than I am, how would you get in if you needed to?" He asks.

I am dreaming... I think as I walk up to the door. I wonder how much has been a dream. I might as well finish this story as much as possible, I would love to see where it ends.
"I would do this." I put my finger through the glass and when it is halfway through the glass I pull out and it shatter part of the glass.
"What spell is that?" He says, attempting the same. I mumble something and wake up. A little sad, but happy to see Laura next to me.

I am aware that I am dreaming from the start.
I am talking to a friend of mine that also LDs (seldom). He tells me that we are going to be late. We are in a misty area of "unfinished dreamscape". He walks forward and we are teleported to a place of my younger dreams, a place that was my version of reality when I was a child that changed what reality looked like in my dreams. I had definitely romantacized the place, it was boring, Desolate,
Lonely. I remark about how stable the dream is and he says that all shared dreams are stable because of (missed this part). I woke up after walking around a bit more.


Feeling nostalgic I lay still and plan to go back.

I am walking next to 2 friends of mine and I don't know if they are DCs or if this is a shared dream. I decide that it would be more fun with them as shared dreamers. I engage in a short conversation and realize that we are in Unfinished Dreamscape. We all step forward, and the place I know is surrounded by tall fences. I see myself stuck in the fence and my friends now outside. I go for a run at it, hoping to morph through it. Never works if I "try" so hard. I woke up.

Lay still.

Unfinished Dreamscape. I decide to go back to my friends and step forward. I am in a place that resembles where I left, but not wholly. No one is there and the color is off. I blink and chm age the color a few times. It still didn't fix it. Grrr... Looks like I am just gonna have some fun.

I take off running across the mountains. I am near a road and think about jumping into a car or in front of a car. I see a huge ditch filled with clouds and I run across it. It is dusk and clouds are everywhere. I see some on the ground and slide in them. They are like all the benefits of sand and snow, with none of the grainy sand or cold snow. I jump up and do a gainer into some and land and slide. I keep rolling in the dream clouds and wake up.

So my wife is 37 weeks and pregnant and apparently very uncomfortable at night time. So when she goes to bed she has been keeping me up for an hour or two lately (note a bit of cold streak). Last night I kept falling asleep and she would wake me, this probably happened 10 times. When you do this it normally puts you in some FAs. So here is how they start.
sleep.

Laying in bed for 10 minutes and then the light turns on. I look around and can see, but my eyes are closed. I start to open my eyes and think that I will wake up and just go around the room with my eyes closed. After I leave the room I wake up.

RC. Back to sleep.

I am in a castle. dreaming again. I see some kids playing baseball in the courtyard. I jump down and see an old man teaching them.
Old man: you can't just go around doing whatever you want in dreams.
Me: yes I can.
Old man: these kids are better than you.
Me: I can hit any pitch they throw
(apparently not very understanding right now) I hit 2/3 pitches and then I grab one of the children (age 1-2) and it is a little boy.
Old man: I am better than you.
Me: you raise one. I raise the others. Mine will be better.
I take off in the air and fly into outer space really quickly. The scenery outside of the castle is all just clouds (unexplored territory on a map. Castle is really freaking huge. Not on earth, but a flat land that goes on really far, even from space I couldn't see the whole planet.


Wake up. RC. Back to sleep.

I had a few more false awakenings i think. Didn't catch them.

I am in the castle again. Aparently I didn't bring the kid with me, but I was infiltrating the old man's castle. Apparently he had been training the kids to be ninjas. I am walking through an arcade and I realize that none of the games are real and I am dreaming. I know that there are about 11 ninjas hiding. I decided to not use dream powers, except foresight. I all of the sudden knew where each of the ninjas were and how they would attack me depending on how I go (read blink for more info). I step across a game and a ninja with two swords attacks. I jump to the side and grab his sword. Twist it around and he loses his hand and head. I drop the sword, I would die with it. Two jump me with curved knives. I ducked and kicked one of them onto the other. Stole one of the knives as he flew over. The two of them got up and attacked me at the same time. I slipped between them and stabbed them both in vital places that would drop them. I kept walking down the hallway to the bathroom. The rest of them were in there. I jumped into the stall and kicked the toilet out. As soon as two jumped in they got blown away by the water shooting out. I grab a bomb out of the dead ninja and drop it back into the pipes. I grab three more ninjas and throw them into the stall. Run out of the bathroom and the dead bodies fly out as I exit around the corner. I then woke up.

I am in a video game. this isn't real. Everything is set up. There are a bunch of my family members there in this small town. My pastor, wife, dad, sisters, brother in laws, friends and randos.

The place is about the same size and shape as Nuketown, but the middle has a lot of trees, and the houses are closed and hard to get in. In the middle there is also a little shop run by my pastor. During the day time you need to make the alliances needed to survive the night, because you will die if you are outside during the night. Each night a roulette of Edgar Allen Poe, H. P. Lovecraft, and other macabre tales get chosen for those inside and out. It is harder to survive in the dark, so you need to be inside. Probably 100 people the first day there, trying to survive. The first day lasted like ten minutes. The first night I went to sleep and when I woke up about 5 people from my house were missing and it was still night time. The sun was rising and people had started setting things up. There was lots of fighting and looking for people. Everyone pretty much decided to not look for people since it was a game. No idea how many people left, because everyone was spread out, busy, and conducting secret meetings. The day lasted an hour or so. Didn't go to sleep that night. It was pretty blurry till the fourth day of this. I think that there are about 20 people left. The idea that it is a game has left me. People are dying everywhere. I found the roulette that chooses the night time. You need to be in the right place or you will die. People are getting more and more violent though. (I am cutting out a lot of this dream... There is a lot of stuff I am skipping out). I see one person that isn't fazed by this at all. He is talking to my sister. Hukif is teaching my sister a few things about survivalhe is also teaching albino squirrels how to manipulate ice so that they can fight. I start thinking about the dream and realizing how long I had been there. In my mind I remembered 20 different times of being there. So I might have forgot some nights there. It seemed very consistent and crazy fun..I then found a friend of mine being burried alive. I dug her out and gave her CPR and revived her (didn't think she was real, but thought that it was a consistent realm). Part of the game sent zombies at me and one jumped on me. He bit me and I started turning into a zombie. My arm started rotting and I started wanting to eat people (partial transform). Then Hukif sent the squirrels after me. Struggling with understanding how someone could do all this, I realized that this isn't a consistent realm anymore and I could use full dream powers. The squirells were jumping off of things trying to bite me. I am not a part-zombie anymore. One of them flies at me and I back hand smack it across the deck. It shatters. The other one I lift in the air (tk) and it shoots ice at me. I stop the ice and then send it back to its head and freeze it off. It falls to the ground and the head shatters.
I teleport to the basement. There are about twenty people celebrating that the game is over (it was getting violent and everyone couldn't get out) and that it is a dream. One guy is flying across the ceiling dancing and there is loud music with the party. My pastor asks me if I want a beer and I say no. My wife takes it and drinks up (apparently not pregnant, but it is a dream anyways. ).



Fun freaking dream!