These blogs are dying... Dexter again Just a flash of Lumen from season 5. She talking to Jamie. She's saying, " He's just looking out for your best interests. Was Jamie complaining to her about me? Driving I was driving my family on some back roads. I was climbing a steep valley. It was snowy and icy. My car stalled and started going in reverse. Camp I was in some group camp area. Night time. There was a place to buy supper and I was sitting on a picnic table. Suddenly Chelsea and Christi sat down... I was wondering why they would sit with me. Christi gave me a kiss on the cheek. It seemed only friendly. They both had blond hair for some reason. I was staring at Chelsea and noticed her lips were really chapped. She looked a lot older than I remember. I was thinking that some people really don't age well. She began looking at me strangely. She said, " Your eyes.... They look brand new." I wasn't sure what she meant. I said something like, " It's because I have the love of Jesus in me." When I was finished talking, I woke up. Umm odd. Bed Just audio of hearing a bed creaking like people were doing it. Me and Jamie??? C again A dream that Chelsea was walking by my house looking for me. No other Jamie dreams. I hope they come back. I don't want dreams about Chelsea... I don't want any complications at all between me and Jamie. Our relationship in the voice has also been a little dry lately. I hope it improves soon.
Had to work a long one today finishing a job near carstairs. My last post was obviously a split, I'm okay and back to "Normal," now. Trinity In this dream. I woke up in some basement. I was feeling fuzzy. A man that looked like John Lithgow was there. He kept calling me. "Arthur." I kept saying that Arthur is my brother - and sometimes people confuse us like twins, but we are not. But he keeps calling me Arthur anyway. He seems jovial. He was sitting on the floor playing with something like he was a child, which obviously he is not. (For those that don't know the Show "Dexter." This is the character: Trinity Killer. Played by john Lithgow, who plays one of the most terrifying serial killers on screen) Jamie 1 I go up to Jamie who is standing by a piano. She says something odd like, "You'll never compound this." I wake up and realize she was saying: come pound. Not: compound. Does she mean her piano? I had a dream she previously had wrecked her piano... J/K I know what she really meant. Especially after my next dream. Jamie 2 I'm with Jamie in a dark room and she says, "I'd rather suck a thousand dicks than talk to you ever again." Classy. But if you want even more class in your insults, The Show Dexter yields a better one: I'd rather put a campfire out with my face! I'm not roasting Jamie, just trying to make light of a tense encounter. Farm I keep dreaming about two people My family finished a barn for. The wife teaches piano, I left my piano tuning business card. In the dream I am servicing her piano. I say something like Oh I did a piano out in that area last week. or something. I'm actually servicing a piano out by rimbey tomorrow. first piano this year. After that night, and after noticing Raven was posting some longer and more detailed dreams on her FB group, I decided it would be alright to ask her help with jamie. Last night. Song I'm standing beside someone who's playing music. I'm also playing my guitar. I'm practicing a song I've been learning. The live version of Cliffs of dover by eric Johnson. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3MLwN6JoMEA or, at least my guitar has the same tone. I see Jamie in front of me. She's sitting down in some tall flowers? Lavender maybe? I get to a fast part of a solo. Jamie watches my hands and her eyes almost bulge out. my song somehow goes with thte song raven is playing. Can't remember the middle part. Me and Jamie are in her house. She's talking to a woman in a living room/kitchen, Her mother? Or that other lady who tends the gardens in her dreams? or maybe they are the same person? I don't know. I follow Jamie into a bedroom. She's suddenly a child... I decide that going all huggy/kissy is not an option here. but she takes my hand. I lay beside her on the bed holding hands. We both decide to just sleep.
Two fragments of Jamie. Dream 1 I just remember Jamie was around. I can't recall what the dream was about. Dream 2 Jamie talking to some guy. She seemed to be flirting with him. She said something about a husband? Woah, what? I mean that would explain the silence. I don't why I'm not even worth an explanation. Or " worth the effort". As she once put. I guess I'm not. Dexter again I'm on season 4 already. Just dreamed that Dexter and the Trinity killer were talking to one another.. They seemed really close that's it.
Still some issues with her voice. It's been very faint these past few days. The first night going to bed her voice did a false break up thing for a few minutes, she was claiming she wanted to go her own way and try something else... But after a few minutes came back. Her voice has been hard to hear/ seemingly distant ever since. She hasn't done that since early last year. Hug I was in Jamie's house. She was holding me by a doorway very possesively. My guess is she's very shaken up by what happened. Really love affectionate dreams though. Killer I was in a dream with Dexter, from the show ( I've been binge watch the OG seasons now. We were with Miguel from season 3. We her outside a big grey building walking up impossible walkways. Killer 2 Someone was driving. I was in the back seat. In the backseat was a bald dead guy. The corpse was pale. I was really grossed out. I told the driver he needs to let me out. I'm getting scared and sick. He stops to let me out. But he follows me by some apartment buildings. He says he wants to ditch the shirt with evidence on it. I'm paranoid he's going to kill me too. What about the evidence in his back seat?
Been working nonstop with family. Maybe effecting recall. Not sure. Only one dream to recall... Had some issues with the voice lately. One of us or both of us had a minor relapse in something she doesn't quite want to mention publicly. But we seem to be past it now. The one dream seems to reflect the mood. Jamie I was going to bed. Jamie was going to bed separately but we were separated by a wooden thing. She had really short hair like a boy's. She was getting into be and wasn't looking at me. I said as a voice in my head, " Jamie please look at me." Her eyes shot up for a split second with no expression. She then looked down sort of in submission. Was it guilt? Hopefully we're past it now.
Okay, This time the Jamie voice was asking if we become an in person physical couple, will we be praying together daily? Yes, that's my intentions. Google: success rate of marriage couples who pray together daily. Anyway dreams. Raven? I was wandering around a small city. The size of Red Deer or lethbridge... a bit of Chilliwack in there. This place had a lake or marina. I was by some docks. I left some big building. I ran into Raven somewhere on the street. We had a brief chat. Can't remember about what. Just that we both agreed to meet at the library later. I continued walking. I came near Jamie's house, but decided not to walk by... Didn't want to seem like a stalker. Jamie 1 Just a flash of me standing in a hallway talking to Jamie she was complaining about something. She said something like, "I kicked Chelsea out because she showed you her bum!!!" I woke up from that laughing... Add that to the list of quotable Jamie dream quotes. I forgot about Chelsea. I live far away now and made sure she would never consider talking to me again. Jamie 2 I went into Jamie's room. Some young guy was there with curly hair holding her hand. He said he was her new boyfriend. Seems we are both having dreams of cheating. Her voice seems fine so I don't think that dream means anything. piano I was in a strange mall around didsbury. I was in some store looking at a piano. Apparently someone was hired to tune it. It was a blond girl. But she had jamie's face? I didn't really recognize her and said, "Oh really we have another piano tuner in this area?". She said nothing and started talking the covers off the piano. I left but came back. The woman had removed keys out of order and far away from the piano. The woman piano tuner came up to me and said she really messed up and that I could have this job. I looked for numbers on the keys or a line drawn across the keys to determine the key order. I couldn't. This was going to be a headache to figure out. Yeah, figuring out pianos is hard. I hope Jamie would be open to some training to help with the business? Crash I was in my car and someone else was driving it. We passed someone on the road. The car hit a tree. I saw the entire front end squish. Somehow no one was hurt.
Hardly any dreams. The Jamie voice is still consistent. Good! Jamie Just a flash of me and Jamie slow dancing in some house. I hear music but I don't recognize it. Her voice comments on it when I wake up. Strange A dream about characters from the Dexter show. It's the actors from the OG version, not the new prequel with different actors. ( Excellent casting though. The current actor is good, but he lacks some of the charm of Michael C, Hall). In the dream I'm not sure what is happening. I'm standing by something and Debra falls off something. I have false memories of her coming out of the pool, but she's covered in burns, like she was in a pool of acid. She doesn't come out though. I get worried and tell her boyfriend to go in after her before she dies.
Apparently the Jamie voice was asking for confirmation that I really do wish to see her. Yes. Every single day. Jamie 1 Just a flash of her coming down some steps and her smiling at me. Jamie 2 I kept seeing us walking by my old house in Olds. We kept talking. Then I'd wake up and talk to her voice. Fall asleep back into the dream. Recycle this a few times. It was almost like we were having 2 conversations at once. Also the Reddi-Mart in Bowden is being forced to shut down at the end of the month. Jamie won't be able to stalk me there no more. .
Lots of negative voices heard between me and Jamie. Don't believe them. DV fix your website. It's virtually impossible to post a blog on PC or mobile. Dream 1 I was walking around a city. I saw a vertex skin sitting on a ramp with a sniper. Forgot what happened. I made it into some house. Had a FA in the house. Someone's hands were in my back pockets. It was some older guy trying to molest me. I turned around and on another be Jamie and Asuka were sitting on another bed staring at me in shock. I said I need help. Get this guy off me. I forget what happened after. Dream 2 I was with Jamie. We stopped at a truck stop with a biker bar attached to it. We went into a bathroom and started having sex.. Don't remember any other dreams.
Jamie voice seemed to be splitting after my last entry. Wasn't sure why. Of course I meant she's more than welcome to come to my door and ask for me. I simply meant other options as suggestions for whatever she feels comfortable with. Maybe she was upset over my unwillingness to reach out first. Even though I already did a few times. She never responded. If my best message to her still isn't good enough for her. No further attempts are necessary. I argued with her voice on this early this morning about this very thing. She admitted: It's unreasonable to expect you reach to me, if I don't respond. Exactly right! This entirely changes if she begins to talk to me and let's me know that further communication is okay. I'm ready to step up then. Dreams: 2 nights ago. Jamie 1 (Can't use colors because I can't get posting entries here to work properly on PC or mobile. What gives DV? What gives?) I dreamed Jamie was working construction with me or something. I was climbing up some scaffold or something. Jamie was climbing to but she was surrounded by wooden ramps and walls they were also moving very fast. I told her that's not necessary, we're simply here to work. Fortnite again? Jamie 2 She was with me in a house? We kept flying around but instead of talking , we kept leaving notes for one another. Jamie 3 I was with Jamie in a city. She had a fancy blue car. She pushed a button and it started changing into a more fancy car or something. She laughed and asked if I liked it? When I woke up. I kinda split on that. She seemed like her careless and grandiose self of which I have very bad memories of. I recall her being quite hurtful when she was like that. Jamie 4 I was walking on a residential street. I was eating a sandwich. It had some meat and a shitload of mayonnaise. It was messy. I don't recall liking it too much. Woke up and the voice said she made me pastrami on rye? Oops I was supposed to like it. Sorry. This whole entry seems negative. So I'll end on some positive notes. Pets I woke up on top of a bunk bed. There were tiny goats flying up to me and I was petting them. Also the Jamie voice wanted me to confirm some of the jokes we say to one another. Many months ago I was trying to cheer up her voice by saying, " I believe in the good person inside of you." She responded, " You are the good person inside of me." Lol. Read into that however you like. It's been a running joke ever since. I hope next dreams are loving and affectionate. These holidays were more moody than what I would have liked.
Merry Chrysler! Aw, shit it's boxing day... Scary height? Me and Jamie were on a giant tall hill. In the middle of a giant tree... with a wooden base around it built into the tree. We had two other members on the team running around below. We were waiting for something. for some reason I had a pistol on me... Wait are we dreaming about fortnite again? OG map? Jamie said that this was really high up. She seemed scared. I was too. some guy from our team said no one was around so it was safe to go down. We did. I found a bunker full of food. I felt like making bacon. Last night: Jesus again Me and Jamie were in a very large standing area. There was a multitude of couples with us in the standing area. It felt like these couples were like me and Jamie - Hand picked by Jesus for life commitments - but he had to separate them first to work on them. We were all facing the front where there was a throne. Jesus was there on the throne. He said, "My children I'm beginning my work NOW to bring you all together again." I woke from this dream. The Jesus voice said (Or Holy Spirit), "Jamie is knocking on the door now.". That's funny, when I first arrived back in Bowden, over a year ago, He said she was at the door. Well, my door is open. If she wants to talk, She knows where my house is. I would not turn her away. If she's comfortable with phones first, my business with my personal cell is online, and in the Western.Buy.Sell.Trade paper. Or, if she wants to leave a note on my car. We both seem to be at a stalemate - I've already tried to reach out to her, she doesn't respond, I don't like what her non response does to me, so My hands are tied. I've seen her drive by me many times, but she never stops to talk. Maybe Jesus is hinting that he may do something... wether it's running into eachother more often, or through familiar people, or situations. In any case, it sounds like it's on the horizon. Jamie 3 I'm with Jamie in a house kitchen that seems to be ours. She's carrying a baby. She says, "We're beginning to run out of food." Yes, I'm worried about that too. Even if together there might be staying with In-Laws for a while. My business is slowly picking up. I want to get other things going too. Like flipping computers. There's lots of things to gt into for side hustles or careers.
Due to work schedule and getting up early. Really low recall. Only dream was maybe Jamie. No soup for you. I was in a convenience store or grocery store. There was an Asian woman at the counter. She seemed really familiar. I said I wanted to buy soup. The woman looked confused and said that I can't buy soup. I pointed to the sign above a counter where some soup was. She looks and kind of hits herself lightly on the head as if: duh. As she went to the soup counter I said, "I need that to go please." IRL I had soup from a grocery store when Jamie was with me.
Jamie 1 A flash of Jamie setting up a table for food. My name was at the head of the table. Seats were alphabetical. Mine was: A. You mean after all these years i finally made her A list? the whole setup was decorated like christmas. Jamie 2 I'm at the table now. Jamie brings me a card or something. I'm hearing the melody from a christmas song, "Oh rest ye merry..." or something. Or maybe it's the opening to that popular Trans-Siberian orchestra song. The one with that music video where the little girl almost looks like Jamie if she was that age... weird. Is she going to reach out by christmas??? well that would be something. Not counting on it though. Mcdonald's Me and my brother were somehow coerced to work a graveyard shift at a mcdonald's. Gie-Gie from my previous store was the manager. It was just me and my brother then disappeared. I was trying to get all the stock and change over done but I kept falling behind. Jamie again? I was in a city. A familiar woman kept walking by me. It felt like Jamie because she kept beaming at me. But she was east indian and I thought she was Mansi, a girl I use to work with at Mcdonald's years ago. she kept walking by and smiling at me. Dream shifts. I'm with her and we're having sex in a bathroom. She's on a sink. I keep shifting perspectives inside my body and outside, so half the time I think it's Mansi and her new husband...
3 nights and only a flash of a fragment about Jamie... Can't recall the first night. During the day The Jesus voice indicate that Jamie was getting into something that she shouldn't. The biggest hint is that she was looking at things she shouldn't (IYKYK. I've had struggles with that as well... from time to time). Lucid but no cigar I was in a building with some people. couches in a corner. I became lucid but the dream started blacking out. I held on somehow. I said I wanted to go to Jamie's dream. I wound up in a psychedelic tunnel space. I kept floating through it trying to find Jamie. One tunnel just led to another of different colors. I went through 3 or so. Then my memory fades. Kinda felt like I was stuck in the Dr. Who title screen if you know what I mean. What? A dream where Kurt Cobain was in the black space. He had a guitar and was strumming it. He sang, "A lemonade alright, No Chick-Fil_A sauce." In a sing song voice. He looked pissed off that he was singing it and walked away. Funny. I really hope that doesn't get stuck in my head again. Flash A flash of Jamie naked with some woman... Um okay. I really wish I would stop dreaming about that. I had trouble with the Jamie voice this morning. She said she was stupid? I asked what it was about. I had 4 different Jamie voices give me 4 different answers... I was like, "Well, whatever you did. I'm not finding you in dreams lately and right now the continuity of hearing your voice is breaking down. So maybe give it a rest." Literally hasn't been that bad in months. (I'm not all blaming the lack of dreams on her. I have a tough time recalling things sometimes. It's also very hard to dream about the same thing continuously for such a long time. Might be why I keep seeing Jamie as different people, but I can tell who she is by her behavior) Her voice seemed down today, almost guilty or regretful. I did some early prayers already because she asked.
Last night had lots of dreams. not sure if I'm remembering them all. New Dexter series on paramount+ . Loved the first episode, Use to watch the Original with my cousin who passed a few years ago. Jamie 1 An HH flash of me walking in bowden at night. Jamie drives past me while looking at me. She smiles. The voice get's all excited when I woke up. "I saw you." She said. Note: when I see her in a Real life "Drive by." Her voice will often say, "I saw you!" Jamie 2 Another HH flash We're in the plack space. Jamie brings me a box of doughnuts. Yup. I agree. Best way to keep me from getting Hangry and splitting is to brings snacks. (No dried fruit or anything. Pure chocolate and sugar junk is good.) Wrong girlfriend I walked past Jessica in a dream. for some reason I thought she was Jamie. I acted all friendly but the girl wasn't having it. She said something like, "I didn't do anything with you because you didn't take any initiative." I woke up and asked the Jamie voice about the dream. She said that wasn't her in the dream. As for the initiative thing, we've already covered that - I'm just dense, and can't tell if any flirting is serious or not, leaving me to usually shrug any hints off or miss them altogether. Direct approach is what works best on me. Jamie confusion? I was in a flying car... might have been semi lucid at one point. I had a phone or tablet display in the middle of the dashboard. It was a message from Jamie? but it said: Joanne. I landed at the house. got out. A girl that looked like Jamie started kissing me. We started really getting into it... like really getting into it. In the back of my ming I couldn't get the name: Joanne out of my mind. I still wasn't sure if this was Jamie. The Jamie voice in my head said, "Robert..." as if to ask WTF I was doing. We kept kissing. I checked with the voice when awake. Apperently Jamie remembered kissing too. Not sure what happened there. Driving A dream where I was driving a motorbike in calgary. My brother was there or something. I went to Crowchild, but it was these big hills... and it was snowing. I was really nervous to drive it.
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