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My first dream in a while that I can actually recall. Nothing about it makes sense because none of what was said relates to my current situation in any way.


I was talking to someone,but they were standing behind me so I couldn't see who. My phone went off. I went to check it. I had gotten a message. I saw some words scroll across the top of the screen,but missed most of what was said. So I opened the message to read it for myself. It was a picture message. The picture was of me and three blonde women in,I'd guess,their 30s and early 40s. They seemed identical in the fact that they all had the same long,straight,dyed blonde hairstyle. We were in some kind of office. They were all dressed very professionally whereas I was dressed more casual. I had this feeling that maybe they were nurses. I was seated,one of the nurses stood to my right and the other two stood behind me. There was something written under the picture. This was the message I had seen part of earlier. It said,"Sorry,but I can't marry you. But it is fun to think about sometimes," I remarked to the unseen person with me that something about the picture didn't seem right. Out of the corner of my eye,this young woman,average height,with short brown hair walked up next to me and examined the picture. She pointed to the back wall which was painted light blue. "Like this,you mean?" she asked. She rubbed her finger over the picture. "This should be more pinkish,right?" The wall in the picture changed to a pink color. I said yeah,but wasn't sure that was the problem with the picture.

There's a war going on between two factions working for two different higher powers - one called the Authority, the other called the Dark Ones. At the moment, I and two other people are untying a woman from a chair, she's been held captive. She's dressed like a candy striper. One of the people helping to untie her is a woman dressed in an old nurse's uniform; the other one is a man I've been working with. I'm explaining something that this man and I recently discovered - the Authority and the Dark Ones are the same entities. They're not divided at all, it's the exact same entities appearing to us under different names, playing us against each other. It's my intention to end the war by eliminating their influence over us.

The woman in the nurse's uniform has this look of hate as I'm talking about all this. In the end she says, "I hope you win," but it sounds like a curse. She runs out into the street and throws herself backward onto a spiked iron fence, impaling herself. The woman we'd been untying screams "Laura!", the nurse's name. People come rushing out of the building next door, calling emergency services.

4/25/14* I saw 2 sets of people in my dream that I don't remember dreaming about before from waking life and people I haven't seen for a while. One I haven't seen for probably 25 years (MB) and the other set were my wife's uncles L, P, & E , two of which I saw maybe 3 or 4 years ago and one of them about seven years ago perhaps. Also there was C from the office & bro-law B. I did get news feeds from facebook for them recently including just last night on the one that I haven't seen for 25 years.

To bed 11pm. Not trying anything tonight but I woke up at 4 a.m. from a disturbing dream related to possession. Basically "D" from the office was looking at me and saying that there's something wrong with you and I kind of laugh it off and later he says oh your left sleeve is bundled up oddly like you are possessed, however that connection was made! I joke around about being possessed but I also think about some of the people who think lucid dreaming could lead to something like that. He says you shouldn't joke around, you've got a strange vibe about you and I make a growling noise as a joke but when I did that I felt very strange and backed off from my joking and woke up. I think that raised my awareness quite well which resulted in the unintentional dild in the dream below.

(R-rated sexual content - if you don't visualize the words)
I was at a party (I think @my sister in laws house) and I was leaving the party getting ready to walk to my car and one of the women at the party walked up to me and said hey wait maybe I can walk with you because
my house is around the corner. it seems she didn't want to walk alone, it was night time. After a little walk she comes to her car. I guess she lives far enough around the corner to have driven and she tells me to get in she will show me her house and then take me back to my car. She has a 6 unit building and she lives in one of the units even though there are no multi family dwellings in the neighborhood...this doesn't occur to me at the time. She starts to take me back to my car but she's driving backwards instead of turning around. I go with it but then she starts rolling up on a curb, a steep curb and I can feel the car tilt but I remind myself that the tilt is not severe enough to turn the car over and surely she's about to roll back off the curb but then she keeps going and now she's heading towards a cliff. As we approach the cliff I realize how improbable this is and that it feels like a dream scenario but as we're dropping off the cliff I'm not
100% sure so I think well there's nothing I can do at this point anyway might as well enjoy the ride down either way. I can feel the strong g's particularly on my face from dropping and it feels so realistic like one of those drop tower rides but I am 99% sure that it is a dream now. A thought pops in my head that well if I we're about to die we might as well have last sex and it seems like at that point the vehicle stops dropping and it is now a large van. The woman seems to have heard my thoughts or was thinking the same thing and lays down on the floor of the van and pulls up her shirt. She is not wearing a bra underneath. We both start taking off our pants and underwear and the driver of the van, like one of those large shuttle vans starts walking back towards us like she its going to tell us off. I look up at her and the woman on the floor starts giving me a bj and it feels very realistic I start looking around this shuttle van and looking down at the woman who is giving me the bj and I am fascinated by
all of the realism. Her eyes, her eyebrows, her hair. Apparently this is a bus full of nurses and they all look so realistic as well but I don't have ideas for the others yet and in fact the nurses all start giving us reasons why we should not be doing this which seems to be trying to tug at my lucidity. Instead I find myself back in bed, awake. *Now this is a little bit of a strange coincidence but my wife woke up and told me she had a bad dream. She almost never remembers our dreams and rarely talks about them and thinks it's strange that I focus on my dreams and that I lucid dream. She said she had a dream that she was at a party (like mine) and I was there with a woman and I was being nice to her like she was my new woman or something and my wife got very upset and left. Not necessarily an uncommon thing to have a dream about being at a party & jealousy, but I thought it was interesting. Lately my self-awareness still seems to be lower as it has swung more towards my surroundings.

This is the dream that with slight variations has been repeated for years. These are dreams that are classified as anxiety dreams. Last night, the dream began with the fact that I was again accused by the authorities in Cuba of doing something against the government. I could not remember doing anything . Supposedly according to the dream, I should stay six months in prison and then I was worried about losing my job here in America. Some nurses were trying to examine me and I began arguing about the lack of rights in Cuba. At that point I woke up. This is a non lucid dream that has been repeated many times with slight variations. In spite of having been repeated so many times I have never become ludid in them.

Dream - Lucid

I had just gotten a baggie of weed. I was driving to Mk's house in the middle of the day with it. I'm not sure why I was going there.

I got there (it was in a different location than in waking life) and went in. I was then in a room with a little wooden breadbox looking thing sitting on a small table. Mk started to come in the room, and I shoved the baggie in there to hide it from her. I didn't want her to see that I had brought it. I put a couple of other things in there too, but I can't remember what.

We talked and I stood in front of the breadbox to make sure she didn't try to get in there for any reason. I was nervous that she would find it.

Then, I was going to a birthday dinner for Austin. My mom was with me, but I think we drove separately. I had the weed in my car. We went to Chili's where he was having the dinner, but we got there a little early, before Austin showed up. It kind of looked like Chili's. The walls were all wooden. To my left there was a huge table with a long booth seat.

Austin and his grandparents showed up. I said hello to Austin and wished him a happy birthday. I then decided I needed to leave to go smoke my weed. I didn't even stay for the dinner.

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I was about to go to UTK (a university in my state) to go to my friend CZ's birthday party (wow birthdays were the theme last night, apparently). It was nighttime.

I was at the university and in CZ's dorm. Her boyfriend, Max, was there too, along with some other people. CZ was sitting on a couch. She was very happy; she had a huge, genuine smile on her face.

CZ and I then had to travel through some grass to get to the main place where the party would be held. We went through it, and I got some little cuts on my legs from it for some reason. At the end of the grass was a nurse's station where 2 female nurses sat at desks. They had to treat the cuts because the grass had been treated with chemicals that could eat away at your skin. I did notice that my legs stung a little. CZ had explained all of this process to me beforehand.

I sat down and one of the nurses, a middle-aged woman, started to explain to me why they had to treat me. She started to put some weird brace on my leg. Her hand wandered up my thigh and close to my vag. She was about to molest me! I grabbed her wrist and tried to move it away, but she resisted hard. I told her I was just going to go without the treatment then, and started to get up. She moved her hand and told me to please sit back down. She then doctored my legs properly.

CZ and I were then where we needed to be at the party. The room was really awesome, it was like another dorm, but it had its own kitchen area and a spacious living room. There were a few people in there, my other friend Caitlin being one of them. She was sitting on a bar stool in the kitchen area. Caitlin apparently went to this university too (not so in waking life). I was so amazed at the quality of the dorm.
"Wow, this is really nice!" I said.
Caitlin said something to me, but I can't remember what. She went over to the kitchen sink.
Everyone seemed really happy.