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Started off with a really trippy part, I want to get that down first:

I remember seeing a screen and watching these pixelated, intensely colorful 3-dimensional objects flowing into and through the screen in succession like waves. There was some music playing too, and these shapes represented visually the way the music sounded to me. I was seeing very accurately the images I see in my head when I hear certain sounds in music. I wish I had a stronger recollection of it all! The one waveform/object-wave that stood out most presented itself after a bellowing strike of organic bass drums and brass - its thick, soft columns were orange and yellow, with caved in tops - identical at least in shape to the imagery I experience in my head when I hear sounds like that.

On a coincidental note, I read a few parts of Enter the World of Lucid Dreaming' yesterday, and there was a section that talked about surreal sensory environments that occur occasionally in dreams. This was definitely one of them.

In a dream I had just before waking, I was with my cousin. The first segment of the dream took place in the context of some war that may have been aliens vs. humans. We were piloting tanks and running from hostile tanks, causing and evading big explosions. It ended with us being at Camp Chawanakee, with my old scout master showing me how to chop wood after I had failed.

This is another dream where I woke up and went back to sleep because of my laziness. I remember it quite clearly in comparison to some of my other dreams.

I went to a party with RzQU, the same chick from the Video Store dream. The party was full of my gay friend's friends even though my gay friend wasn't there himself. This was strange as in real life RzQU doesn't know any of these people and I have only met them twice, both times at parties though. The setting was a variation on one of the friends actual houses and I have actually had a dream in a similar location before, except I went outside through the sliding door and spent most of the dream there last time but it also another dream I remember quite clearly, especially since it happened months ago and I didn't write it down. The room that the party was mostly taking place in was quite small. It had couches all lined up behind each other facing a sliding door and behind them was a large table and the front door. It doesn't actually resemble the person's house a lot but I was certain it took place there, maybe because one of the parties I went to was at that person's house. That is all I remember seeing at the start of the dream but I moved around the house later.

I remember smoking weed (which I had done the night of the dream and the night of every other dream I've recorded on this site), the dissociation was stronger than it is in real life and the happy feeling was less strong but all the effects were only felt when it was convenient for the dream to make me feel them but they occurred throughout the dream. I wrote down that the rooms kept changing but right now I don't remember that happening even though the dream was only yesterday. I also wrote that my Dad for some reason made an appearance (just like the Video Store dream but less important to the plot) but I can't remember what he was doing, for some reason I felt like I was disappointing him, maybe with the following behaviour. I remember the people were really flirty (as the LGBT community are) and I flirted back a lot, with both guys and girls, I didn't care. Soon after that started I found a quite attractive and funny girl and she sat me up on the big table and with her hand started.. Yeeeah... She didn't actually go very far but it felt good. It should be noted that I wanted to get into the girl I came with but she didn't seem interested at all. Anyway, the girl didn't finish me and so I decided to go and.... Do it myself, you know and there were apparently showers somewhere. This seems much more rude as I type it out than it did at the time but I'm a teenage boy so what do you expect? The whole time this was going on nobody even looked at us, it was strange, they just carried on doing what they were doing.

Before leaving for the showers I remember yelling and asking if there was any alcohol I could have but apparently there wasn't. The people mostly ignored me except for RzQU and so I headed towards the shower but ended up in the toilet with a towel for some reason. I can't remember if I ended up showering or not. The 'shower' room was huge and made of stone and wood, there were about 6 showers/toilets in a row with large wooden doors. I didn't find this strange at all and so didn't do a reality check, says something about my awareness. I got in and don't remember much (I did ...finish the job for you sick people) and when I got out I remember seeing a threesome take place right in front of me, two chicks and a dude. I can't really remember what happened then but my dream changed.

I'm not sure if this was the same dream but there is at least a little bit of continuity. I found myself with my parents, little sister and RzQU in the lounge at home. It was late at night and everyone else was talking about something but I was feeling pretty out of it (presumably from the weed I smoked earlier in the dream). I was feeling uncomfortable with the conversation or something and looked outside to see 3 or 4 (I only remember 2 of them but there were more) guys I sort of know get kicked out of a taxi. One, Andrew, was extremely drunk and polite and started walking off, he looked like he was about to throw up. Another, Tyler, flew into a rage and ended up getting into a fight. The weird part was the fight wasn't with the taxi driver or one of his friends, it was with himself. But not himself as in Fight Club, it was something like a clone of him. I am shocked I didn't do a reality check or anything here. Tyler being arrested is the last thing I remember before being woken up.

I had what seemed like a chain of 3 or 4 dreams that all followed the same story. They are fragments and I cannot remember much of them but here they are:

We were on vacation somewhere. It was me, tyler, mom, reid, blair, thomas, laura, and sam. I believe we were at the mall and we were looking around. Tom and Laura left to do something. I remember I got mad at them because I thought since it was MY family taking them on vacation, that it was rude to just leave and do their own thing. So they left and Blair went somewhere too, but she stayed in the mall. I was by myself. I remember I got a job at an Andy's Burgers for the time that we were down there on vacation. She gives me my schedule and tells me not to be late!

Then the next thing I remember is that were all in the back of a truck and it's pouring down rain and dark. Reid makes a sharp turn and Blair gets thrown out of the truck. She lands on her feet and doesn't hit the ground. Her momentum carries her into a fast run. She stops and I jump out to see if shes okay. She has one little tiny scratch on her foot but shes crying and yelling. I get mad because shes making such a fuss over just a tiny little scratch. We get back in the truck, and Reid pulls away.

The next thing I remember is that we were at some condo. It was a very nice condo and we all bring our bags inside. We all get our rooms and Reid said for us to make sure we stay in our rooms at night. After that, my mom and reid never show back up in the dream. The only other thing I remember about this part was that I wanted to get Sam alone. This must be a different day, because I remember making a big deal about finding my phone. I had lost it, and it had my work schedule on it and I was so scared I was gonna miss a day of work or be late because I didn't have it.

The next thing I remember is that we are all out on a field in the middle of the woods. We were playing some sort of game with a ball and I believe it was soccer. The ball went to Thomas and he picked it up and threw it purposefully over my head so I had to go get it. This infuriated me so I got the ball and kicked it over into the woods and said he had to go get it. He refused to get the ball and just walked away.

The next thing I remember is that it was all of us, and we were in a living room. This part is VERY weird. Theres about 20 people in the room and me and 4 other men get in front of everybody to put on some sort of show. We were all wearing cloaks and we kind of put our heads together with one man in the middle. We had are hands on our shoulders and kind of rotated around this middle man dancing and stuff. We were doing weird things and everyone was laughing. At the end I remember I was doing some sort of dance and everyone was amazed and thought it was very good. I remember at the end someone telling me we have to go find my phone so that I don't miss any days of work at my new job.

NOTES:
1) I think I have a reason for the "linked dreams" and its because last night I was trying to DIELD and every time I'd wake up from one of these dreams, I'd immediately start thinking of it to try and go back into the dream and become lucid.

2) I feel like so much more than this happened in the dream, I just can't quite remember it. Like I remember a whole lot more stuff happening, I just can't remember them.

DREAMSIGNS:

1) Tyler
2) Blair
3) Family

I was at the RBC center with Tyler and my Dad. We were standing outside at a Harry and the Potters concert. We could hear them playing and the stage was right up the hill from where we were at. A little girl comes out wearing a t-shirt says, "Need Tickets." Tyler asks her if all the tickets are sold out to the putt-putt course. She says yes, everything is sold out.

My dad leaves us and says he'll be right back and he walks in the crowded section. I don't see him anymore so my brother and I walk up the hill to where they are playing at. Tyler asks the main singer if he can get a picture. The guy stops what he is doing and poses for the picture. I remember there were 6 or 7 band members. One stage crew guy falls off the stage on the other side. I remember after getting the picture thinking how much Blair is going to love me for getting her this picture.

Dreamsigns:
1)Tyler
2)Dad
3) The fact I was at a Harry and the Potters concert- I don't like them

I remembered two dreams last night but they were just fragments. I went to sleep last night and my mind was stressed and not clear. I think thats the reason for not remembering my dreams.

1) Me, Tyler, and Blair were in the back yard and it was dark. My brother and I heard this loud, bloodcurdling scream and we stopped to listen. Blair kept walking and was was ahead of us. We see in the distance a black figure running towards Blair and we were frightened.

Dreamsigns:
1)Rolesville
2)Tyler
3)Blair

2) I had a very quick lucid dream were a knew I was dreaming. I did the nose-pinch RC and I remember becoming lucid. I was with Blair so the first thing I did was put my hand on her shoulder and I whispered to her that this was all a dream.


The concept of dreaming is slowly creeping into my non-lucid dreams which is a good sign.

This one is a bit of a fragment. We were driving around in a car with another guy. I was driving, and the car was breaking down. I said we could get another car, and all we had to do was steal it. But instead, we parked on the side of the road, and went and talked to a group of friends. It was right next to some sort of street vendor. The guy from rock n' roll factory was there. He asks if we want to buy some blunts, so tyler brings out this huge wad of cash and pays for some blunts. He turns to me and says, "Look, its that easy!"

Dreamsign I should Have Recognized:
1) Driving a car!
2) The though of wanting to steal a car.

Well this is just a bunch of fragments remembered about a dream:

Firstly, we were at the house in Rolesville and we were arranging our beds in the room upstairs. It was two twin beds and we we had them on the two sides of the wall.

Secondly, we decided to go to town. We were driving around and it was night time. I remember coming down Main Street about to pull into the subdivision and it was hard to turn in because a lot of the cars didn't have their lights on! I noticed a police car had passed, and then a motor bike passed behind it and neither had their lights on! (Dreamsign) So I pulled into the subdivision after they passed but there was another incoming motorbike and he didn't have his lights on either. I remember him speeding up as I pulled in, as if he was trying to hit me. I remember I got scared after I pulled in because I thought Tyler was driving right behind me and I was afraid he wasn't going to see the motorbike and was going to hit it But he never pulled in.

Thirdly, I remember going back and looking for him. I was in the Food Lion supermarket driving a bike. (Dreamsign) I was riding the bike around looking for him in here and I remember someone calling Tyler's name. The person was behind me calling after me, mistakingly calling me Tyler. For some reason, I didn't want to turn around because I wanted to save the person the embarrassment because I was not Tyler. But they kept calling so I eventually turned around and it was a little boy chasing after me, but I just looked at him the turned away without saying anything.

Dreamsigns I Should Have Noticed:
1) Sharing a room with Tyler
2) The police car and the motorbike behind it driving without their lights on.
3) Riding the bike through Food Lion with a little boy chasing after me.

So, this morning, I has a pretty awesome dream. I did in fact become lucid in it, for the first time in a long while.

The first I remember of the dream was that there was a bunch of DV members, and we were racing through the sky, flying. I know there was more before that lead up to this, but I just cannot remember. The people who I remember were definitely there, was Tyler and DuB, and I think ninja too. There was a load more, at least 5 or 6 more, but I don't remember who they were. So, we were flying in the sky, and below us was the weirdest sight ever. The ground was like made of huge 2D squares, some higher and some lower. So the ground wasn't all connected together, it was really weird. It was also kind of blue-ish. I think it was part sea, and part land. Very strange thing to see.

We came up to a wooden building in the sky, where we took a break (The race wasn't competitive, just a little bit of fun), and some of us were just playing around out side, flying around the building, etc. And then one of the DV members, possibly DuB pushed me, and I started to fall to the ground, and I couldn't fly back up.

Then, as I was falling, I had the strangest sudden realisation it was a dream. I just kinda went "wait, THIS IS A DREAM OMG" and then I instantly flew back up to the building where everyone was.
I started jumping around all excited. I'm surprised I didn't wake up, actually. But, I did actually say to myself while I was jumping about, "Ah, I'm gunna wake up at this rate", so I calmed it down a bit. I was still excited though. So I ran around happy, and I told everyone that it is a dream. I started flying around too, shouting at everyone, going "Guy's it's a fucking dream, do a fucking reality check"
Then one by one, each of them started to do their reality checks, and they all "became lucid" too.
At the time, I was slightly deluded, and I thought they were all the real people (i.e. Dream sharing) But I don't think it was a shared dream.

We all started to show off all our skills. One of them did a back flip or something while flying. Then I went "Hah, that's nothing", and I stood straight up, and the Iron Man suit (Iron Man suit is practically my signature style in LDs) started to go on me, like in Iron Man 2 where he puts the case down and stands on it, and the suit goes on him. Like this:

I felt so awesome while doing that. Then I flew up a bit, to show off my thrusters, etc. Then dropped back down. Then I think someone else put on an Iron Man suit.

My memory is getting a bit fuzzy at this point, but I know there wasn't much left of the dream before I woke up.
The little wooden building turned into a house, where we all lived. (I guess I lost control of the situation. But I was still lucid)
And I remember that Tyler was sick, or something, so he was lying in bed.

And that is really all I remember. Some other stuff happened in Tyler's room, like flying around or something, but I don't remember well enough to say.

This is a very small dream fragment. All I remember is Tyler getting a gift from Reid. It was a box but in the box was almost $1000 bucks in cash. I also remember all around the house was money hidden everywhere.

Thomas and I were playing some sort of intense game of hide and seek. It was snowy. And very cold. I run around some house and down a big hill. At the bottom of the hill there is a small shelter. Like a lean-to shelter. I crawl into and and Tom is right behind me. He tries to show me a good way to hide. He shows me to thrust your body under the the snow and hide under it. You put your body so far down into it that its just your head sticking out. I remember it being very, very cold. Then Tyler comes. He finds us so we go inside. Hes pissed. I also remember having cigarettes in my pocket and for some reason, they kept getting soaked and soggy (throughout the dream.)