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    1. Best DS in the world?

      by , 02-06-2012 at 11:53 PM
      So in my dream I some how ended up in a pon-shop searching out new games when I came across a collection of both new and old DSs. I start looking through them and i find early modals of the DS, to brand new 3DSs. These DSs didn't all look like a real life Nintendo DS but they where freaken cool. I come a cross a DS that has not yet been released to the public and it's epic. It's big and much like a 3DS but can do way more things. It's has the capability of any computer and can play every type of game. I pull out my phone and google it to find it's starting price is over $6,000 dollars. I ask the guy behind the counter what he would take for it and he is like $5 bucks. I'm like . So i go to my grandma who for some reason has my money and tell her to give me $5. She says that's way to much and after trying and trying to get her to give my money i give up.
      I go back to the DSs and realize there are games in them. I start playing the game in the epic DS and it's like i'm in the game. The game takes place in a steam punk land. It's starts out with the main character being a short little chubby girl and arguing with her dad about losing weight. He says "You could at least try" She responses " Or i could have another 30 helpings." He then takes her food and says no seconds for you . The game then goes 20 years later and the chubby girl is now a teenager (ya i know makes no sense) that is in perfect shape and is a hero that fights darkness monsters that threaten to destroy all that is steam punk.
      My grandma calls me to leave so i sit down the DS and walk outside. For some reason I'm in a futuristic world and the shop is floating. My grandma calls me to get in the hover car.
      I wake up soon after.
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    2. In a Market With People I Should Know.

      by , 02-06-2012 at 11:04 PM
      It is just a fragment of a dream, so it wont be too long.

      I was in a long line at a store that wasn't like any store around where I live. I looked at the far end of the line and I saw many DC's there. Some looked like they were regular DC's, but others were outlined in blue. The ones that were in blue are some that I felt like I should know, and that they were real people even though it was a dream.
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      non-lucid
    3. 11th Night

      by , 02-06-2012 at 09:53 PM (Exploring My Imagination)
      February 6, 2012
      Overall, a pretty disappointing night . I could only remember one dream when I got up and even that was pretty lame- only a few dream fragments. Anyway, here's what I have:

      I can't recall much but I remember it was about the hunger games. I believe that I was Katniss Everdeen and that I was participating in the events. I remember seeing a scene like I was floating above- watching Katniss being carried away by a crowd... Well that's all I can remember :/
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      non-lucid , dream fragment
    4. 5 February 2012

      by , 02-06-2012 at 08:34 PM
      Bryce and I were in an underground, MASSIVE spider web, tangled in enormous tree roots. It wasn't just one spider, but HUNDREDS. I tried to find a way out that would offer the least number of spiders in the path because I didn't know if they were venomous. As I tried to walk/craw throgh the dirt, the webs got tighter, especially around my mouth/nose. Breathing became difficult for both of us. I found out that I could wiggle my fingers without the web closing tighter around them, so I wiggled my fingers around my mouth to clear away some webbing so I could breathe and talk, and I told Bryce to do the same. We started clawing through the webs and roots, ignoring the potntially venomous spiders; if they bit us we MIGHT die. If we stay, we WILL. We eventually clawed past the webs, and up through the dirt to the surface! We emerged at the top of Kami's Lookout! But King Kai was there, and told us it was our own faults we almost died. He said that we were on Kami's Lookout, but tried to keep going. However, Kami's Lookout was the edge of reality, and to try to push further only threw one underground with the spiders. Oh, and I was Piccollo while King Kai was explaining stuff to us....
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    5. Volcano Escape (February 6, 2012)

      by , 02-06-2012 at 07:31 PM (Chronicles of Ethos)
      DreamLucidAwake

      Volcano Escape

      I can't remember ever having a lucid dream inside a volcano before, so I made it a goal. I daydreamed about being deep inside a volcano with the ruins of an ancient civilization.

      This dream started with me standing inside a volcano. It had the remains of an ancient civilization similar to my daydream. I think I became lucid just because of that. I was standing on some stone platforms resting on top of the magma. Suddenly the volcano started shaking violently and the magma started to rise. I quickly ran to the stone stair case on the volcano walls. As I climbed the stairs a huge stone column fell in front of me and blocked my path. I grew dragon wings and sort of used the to double jump to the top of the column. I climbed over the column and leaped back onto the stairs. I was running a lot faster this time because the magma was starting to catch up to me.

      I looked towards the top of the volcano to see how much farther I had to go. I noticed that the stairs didn't actually lead to the top of the volcano, but to a locked gate. I knew I would need to find a key to open it. I came across a hovel that was built into the side of the volcano as I climbed. I had a feeling the key would be in there. I quicky scanned the few rooms, but didn't find anything. The magma then started to slowly flow into the hovel and I ran upstairs onto the roof. I saw the light reflect off of a small metal object on one side of the roof. I noticed it was the key, so I picked it up and started running along the stairs again. As I got close to the top there was another violent earthquake. I lost my balance, tripped, and accidentally dropped the key off the stairs. The key fell and landed on top of a large boulder sticking out of the magma.

      "Seriously? I have to go down there?"

      I jumped and dived down to the boulder and made a soft landing. I picked up the key before realizing that the magma was just inches away from me now. I looked around for something to jump on or grab, but I was too far away. Suddenly I had a nutty idea. I focussed ice magic in my feet and jump onto the magma with one foot. A small patch of ice was created below my foot. The ice quickly melted before I did another ice jump. With this new technique I slowly hopped towards another hovel.

      With each step I yelled, "Ouch, hot!" Ow! Hot! Hot! Hot!"

      When I got to the hovel, it was still about 10 feet above me. There were a bunch of vines growing around it though, so I was able to climb up one hanging below it. I climbed to the top of the hovel and started running up the stairs again. When I reached the gate, the key magically unlocked the gate on its own. I ran through the gate and locked it behind me. The gate had some sort of shield on it that prevented the magma from flowing in. I decided to walk down the tunnel I was in to see where it would lead.

      The tunnel led to an opening on the side of the mountain. There were a bunch of beautiful trees, flowers, and butterflies flying around here. It felt like paradise until I saw a shadow man. I gave him an angry look that apparently horrified him. I ran away and jumped off the cliff just to get away from me. With that problem solved I sat under a tree and enjoyed the view. That's the last thing I remember before waking up.


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    6. Obstacle Course, Love Games, Chili's, The Secrets Of The Jungle

      by , 02-06-2012 at 07:17 PM
      Well this turned out to be a pretty long night, I guess my brain was making up for me not remembering anything yesterday. :O I had a good deal more of those hypnagogic delirium things where I start to go into a dream before I actually fall asleep but then snap out of it at the last second, so I'm just going to list those as HI instead of individual dreams with titles for the sake of ease.

      HI - I was standing in front of a refrigerator with the door open, and there was a bunch of beer and a gray (with darker gray stripes) kitten inside of it. :3 The kitten was holding on to some yellowish beer in the main part of the fridge, but I went to grab a dark beer on the inside of the door that was in some weird rectangular vial-like bottle. But then after I pick it up the kitten latches on to it and tries to take it from me, awwwww. X3

      HI - All I remember about this one is being back by the windows in our kitchen and there were water bottles hanging from the ceiling.

      #1 - Obstacle Course

      I'm on some playground-like structure at the end of an obstacle course. I'm supposed to have completed a certain set of objectives to be able to warp to the next course, but apparently I didn't and the way back is blocked so I have to take the other exit and go all the way back to the start. There was a very clear plot here, but upen the dream ending I had TWO false awakenings wherein I tried to get down as many details about the dream as possible, and by the time I actually did wake up I had forgotten most of it. (I also remember now that in the false awakenings there was the sound of someone snoring really loud, was there someone in bed next to me?? >.>)

      #2 - Love Games

      I had a crush on someone and I knew that I had to have done a certain set of things correctly to get them to love me back, but apparently I didn't and I couldn't just backtrack so I had to give it a rest and go all the way back to the start. ...And then I had two false awakenings that almost made me forget the dream. Wait whaaaaat??



      #3 - Chili's

      I'm eating at Chili's with my parents, and we're discussing how there's some new setup where you can eat now and have them bill you for it later. (That'd be nice. ) The restaurant is designed with a pretty weird architecture, but it seems perfectly normal at the time. As we walk up to the counter to pay, some guy walks by with a bluetooth headphone bragging to someone about how he's not going to have to pay until later, and then we see this group of kids that look like some kind of ragtag bunch of mini-gangsters arguing with someone up at the front. They're a mix of black and white and all skinny except for their apparent "leader" who is this chubby black kid. We walk past them and my perspective switches to that of the leader kid's. He (me at this point) is mad for some reason and they all decide to leave by climbing out of this window on top of the door, with him going last, while making up song lyrics and singing them for some reason. So I climb out this window and see that we're three stories up and I jump down to the pavement effortlessly. Everyone in the group splits up and one of the white kids tries to shake my hand and says some line with music playing in the background, which I immediately recognize as from a (nonexistent) movie and say "Enough with the movie references!" He walks off but keeps pointing back at me and smiling and winking. So I start to walk out into the parking lot to find my parents' car, apparently at some point I just transitioned back into being myself, and I start thinking about talking to N and get a very clear mental image of it going on. I say to him "Food names can be pretty weird, for example...", and I don't remember what was next but I just named a few different foods, but then my parents honk at me because I walked past the car. I think "Oh, I missed them because I stopped to talk to N.", which didn't actually happen. And that's it for this one.

      HI - I'm on what resembles the island from Lost, with a character who resembles Sayid. He's asking me if it's too late to sign up for a free trail membership on some Japanese site, which I suddenly get a very vivid mental image of, and then he talks about helping me to down some Sawyer-resembling character to prove to me that he's worthy for it.

      HI - I remember telling N excitedly that I have tons of dream stuff written down for my journal.

      HI - I was sitting backwards on the couch in my living room with some guy, and we each had out legs wide open and up against the back of the couch, pointing out the window.

      There were a few more HI things between this and the next one, but I was too tired to write them down so this is all I got.

      HI - I was posting my journal entry stuff on DV.

      #4 - The Secrets Of The Jungle

      I was driving downtown on a highway looking for an exit to take but I can never seem to find it. Somehow the scene transitions back into the jungle, which seems to be a pretty common dream area for me lately. There is a kid in the jungle, and I'm either seeing things first-person from his point of view or in third-person from mine, it's kind of hard to remember but I'm definitely not normal me. I want to say third-person for at least most of it. I have a strange knowledge of the things that are going on. In this jungle, your fears come to life and chase you and the more you run away from them the stronger they get, but if you stand and face your fears you have the potential to meet spirits and demons and make deals with them for power. So this kid is running away from monsters and murderers and is scared for his life. I know about his history too, he's a weak person who would do anything for power but is too afraid to make any move, so he got locked in this evil place somehow as a form of torture. Finally though, he can't take the fear anymore and, quivering and about to faint, he turns around and stands against the monsters. They all dissolve into black smoke except for one which is kind of like a giant centipede-leech fusion. He chases it down a path until he enters a thick mist and loses track of the monster, and a voice starts talking as some of the mist starts to form into something of a face. The voice says that he is a demon who takes the images of others, kills them, and then uses their bodies to take form in the real world and deceive people into getting whatever he wants, and that he could grant his power to the kid if he wanted it. Because the boy is weak and desperate for power he doesn't hesitate, but the demon clarifies for him that with his power, anyone whose image he steals will be completely immune to harm from him, no matter what. That way if he tries to deceive someone as someone else and then that person comes and reveals the truth, there's absolutely no way he can get out of it other than to continue making the deceit more convoluted. The boy still accepts, and the demon is clearly pleased as the mist envelops him, and as things fade away, I wake up.
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      non-lucid , false awakening , memorable
    7. 2/6/12 - No Dream Recall

      by , 02-06-2012 at 07:02 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      02.06.2012
      No Dream Recall

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I couldn't recall shit because I woke up at around 8:30 AM, and my Political Science class started at 9:10 AM, so I had to rush and get ready, so I forgot the dreams I had.

      I'm having horrible luck lately....I went to a Vietnamese Restaurant around 11:20 AM to order some lunch, then I went back home with my bicycle with the meal on my right hand, went downhill, took a sharp turn to the right and fell down.

      The impact hit the lower right region of my back, and it hurts like HELL. It's getting a little better since I'm trying to resist the pain, but damn it, I hate when bad shit happens before exam days.

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    8. 66th Shared Dreaming Attempt- BiscuitHappyz's Dreams

      by , 02-06-2012 at 05:11 PM (International Oneironaut Shared Dreaming Journal)
      BiscuitHappyz's Dreams

      These are possibly the most vague fragments I've ever recorded.

      Fragment 1:
      Something about setting up colonies and running up spiral staircases.

      Fragment 2:
      I was with somebody who I can remember no details of, and we were in a graveyard. We couldn't step on anything but the stone path or zombies would get us.
    9. A Predictable Sandman Lucid

      by , 02-06-2012 at 04:50 PM (* The Sandman's Dream Journal o/***)
      I don't remember anything until I started to realize I was becoming lucid. There were a few women. I saw them in a rather baron environment. I realized I was lucid and decided to go for one of them.

      I got one and leaned her back to lay her down. I'm always afraid I'll wake up, so I decided to get her clothes off as I was bringing her down. I lay her down with my left hand, and raised her tight, pink, cotton dress with my right. By the time she was on the ground, I had her exposed.

      I nommed on her breast for a short time, and had an FA.


      I was in a restaurant in a booth. There were two blonde women at the table. One was paying her check with a credit card. I reached out to take it wondering if I was lucid and thinking it would be no harm. She retracted the card and I got nervous. I tried to explain I thought I was having a lucid dream.

      She didn't get it. I asked her if she had ever had a dream where she knew she was dreaming...the old explaining lucid dreaming routine.

      She seemed relatively interested, but she and her friend left. I was left alone. The restaurant was noisy. I wondered what all the commotion was. I finally leaned up to see a T.V. with the picture of a U.S. soldier in Iraq. I asked if someone was talking to their husband in Iraq. They said no.

      I was a little "confus" and got tired of the noise, so I left. I went outside to see another dirt road with some women up ahead. I realized again, I'm dreaming!

      All the women were unattractive, obese black women. I flew towards them hoping to find a cute one. No such luck. I kept flying down the road. I flew through a shanty town. On either side of the road, there were shacks made of metal roofing material. All had their back side to the road.

      As I flew down the road, I looked at the homes and noticed everyone had a goat. Some people had two. I thought I should fly to the front of the homes, but I kept straight.

      I finally came upon a young woman with strawberry blonde hair. She could have looked better. I looked away and looked back and she looked a bit better.

      I looked for a place to lay her down. I saw an black iron bath tub that would never hold enough water to bathe in. It only came up about as high as a black iron pan.

      I decided that would be too cold. I didn't want to lay her down in the dirt though. I went to lay her down so as not to waste any time, and a piece of plastic appeared under her. That was convenient.

      I lay her down the same as with the first one, lifting her dress as I lay her down. Again, I nommed on her perfect breasts for a while, glad this is one of my few lucid capabilities.

      I didn't want to leave her breast, but I wanted to taste her lips. I began to kiss her. It was yummaliscious. As I kissed her, I touched her below. She finally got into it (my DC's are often rather lifeless). She moaned, "Oh don't..." but she sounded like she was in ecstasy.


      I don't remember the order of these dreams very well. I know that at one point in my FA, I was so mad that I had awakened from a lucid that I made an angry face gritting my teeth at which point I saw a yellow mist with a face gritting its teeth. I thought that made sense. I was seeing my emotion.

      Also, between lucid's my alarm went off. I snoozed it and went back to bed and had the second lucid. I actually think I had two FA's, but I'm only certain of one.

      Mixed in there, likely somewhere around the restaurant scene was another dream I had where I was in the office of an ogf Jennifer M. She looked great. Her office was positively opulent.

      We were going to go somewhere, but she left and I stayed looking at a door that was right at a window looking several stories below. I liked the door to nowhere. Then I noticed another one.

      I eventually left and saw a restaurant for the office building workers. It was dark and cozy, though a bit sterile. I walked through thinking how much I liked that an office cafeteria would make the dining room dark for an intimate environment at work.

      As I came out, Jennifer came back to get me. I was kind of sad because she had such a good job and I didn't. She said she could get me an application. She walked over to an executive who gave her one. She came back and said, "I told you I could get you an application!" I was still sad because she could get anything with her looks and it had nothing to do with me deserving a job.

      I then saw a vignette type corridor where the walls looked like an alien planet's cave landscape. I asked Jennifer to walked into it so I could take a picture of her. She did, though I never actually took the picture.
    10. Baby Fox

      by , 02-06-2012 at 04:47 PM (Journey into the Unknown)
      Very short dream.

      I was in my garden with my dad when all of a sudden this tiny fox came running up to us. It was probably about the size of my finger and was a baby. It was acting like a cat and seemed really hungry. We put it in a box and gave it ham and some other sort of meat. A few minutes later another fox, which seemed like it's mum was at the end of my garden staring at us. Then all of a sudden it just fell asleep :/.

      The dream went on to me being inside a british airways plane that was about to land. We was told to put out seat belts on up until about row B. The dream ended straight after as i was woken up
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    11. 1st entry

      by , 02-06-2012 at 04:25 PM
      I've been recording my dreams since 2nd Feb but my DR really sucks and I wasn't gonna update it till I got something to tell, but I reckon it's prolly best to start it asap.
      2. 2. - I was in some library, remember a classmate and I think there was some talk about 2 people having died
      3. 2. - only remember a friend (also sax player); I lent him a mouthpiece the previous day - prolly shows I don't really go to sleep not thinking about the day ...
      nothing
      6.2. - only remember a cake lol (yday was my 18th bday) - confirms the above imo ...
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    12. 2/6/12 - Day Two (First Lucid)

      by , 02-06-2012 at 03:54 PM (The Book of Dreams and Astral Projection)
      Dream Statistics
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      Dreams Remembered: 6
      DILDs: 0, DEILDs: 0, WILDs: 0, WBTBILD: 3, OOBEs: 0, MILDs: 0
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      Key Dream Points
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      Recognizable Characters;

      (1. None
      (2. Star Wars Characters
      (3. Friends and Family
      (4. Friends and Family
      (5. Star Wars Characters
      (6. Jason Segel and my Mom

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      Other Notes;

      On my first dream I was flying to some mystical place that may have been Asguard.

      The second dream I was going to some place that was similar to a temple in starwars I was good and I was doing something ..

      The third dream I was in some house and we were having some sort feast. It was this kitchen I was always around/ The first time I went in there was a lot of food I wanted and everyone was there. The second time the majority of the food was gone and people were leaving.

      The fourth dream I was by my house and I knew I was lucid. The background around the area my house was all white and it was like a boundary. I had different powers like I could jump higher, I could make things do as I say with my command. I could do anything.

      My fifth dream I was back at the star wars place and I knew I was still lucid. I had to sneak past a few golden R2-D2 like guards and such without hitting them directly. It was sort of like a video game.

      My sixth dream was the exiting dream, which I knew I was lucid for sure. Two versions of Jason Segel with glasses on were there. They were telling me what I should do when I woke up and such. I knew it was lucid because I remembered it was daytime before I went back to sleep.

      Updated 02-06-2012 at 06:17 PM by 51608

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      memorable , side notes , lucid
    13. 3 Crazy personal dreams

      by , 02-06-2012 at 03:52 PM (Katsuno's Awesome Ninja Tales!)
      The dreams last night were vivid as hell and really made me think when I woke up...

      1st: I was inside my apartment and suddenly the electricity went down. It was just like I expected: The sun storms will cut the power for many weeks! I walked outside and many people were on the street wondering what happened. Suddenly there was a time jump and it was now 1 week after the power shortage. I was on a street but it was like in another dimension. I looked around and everywhere were only parts of the street or houses floating in the air. Everything else was a big white void. I looked on the ground and there was a fireplace. My mom got by and told me to make fire. She handed over a cigarette and some other stuff like leafes and moss. I lighted the cigarette (instead of making fire with it lol) and took a breath. Then I remembered that I am not allowed to smoke near my mother (I usually don't smoke at all) so I tried to light the leafes and stuff with the cigarette. There were some sparks and I tried to blow into them so fire would appear. It didn't work and the wind blew away all the stuff into the void. I wondered what to do next and woke up.

      2nd: This dream was really interesting. At first I was looking on Facebook and checking the news. Suddenly there was a new post on my crush's wall. I looked and there was something about how drunk she was last night and what she did (A similar post was posted on her wall IRL because she was drunk as hell on the weekend). Then I noticed something...One of my best friends (he's a womanizer lol) made out with her on that night. At first I was really surprised and then immediately got sad. Suddenly I was inside some kind of dark void dimension and he was with me. I asked him why he did this and he said that he was drunk and bored. But he also said that he won't do it again. At this point, it seemed like he turned into my DG. Lately I try to suppress my feelings for that girl and act like I don't care anymore but I told him my true feelings. I told him that I'm in love with that girl for like 2 years now and it really kills me inside that I make little to no progress. I don't remember all of the conversation anymore but he gave me some advices and I told him everything and I was kinda surprised by myself that I was totally honest. When I woke up I was happy because this helped a lot.

      3rd: I was on DV and got a PM from Windhover. Apparently, it was christmas and she sent me a video of her showing me a present. I was really excited because I've never seen her before. I clicked on the vid and it started. She had black hair and smiled. She looked really cute. In the background there was a christmas tree and a red carpet. She said something like "Hi Katsuno! Here's my present for you!" and then the dream got funny. She showed me her mom and grabbed her like she's a package. She said that this is my present and I had to laugh. There was so much I wanted to tell her so I began writing a PM. It felt like I was in a hurry and I kinda knew that I would wake up soon (no lucid though). I wrote some things like "Thanks for the awesome present!" and then the dream faded...
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    14. Already mostly forgotten

      by , 02-06-2012 at 03:14 PM (Just Another Dream Journal)
      I've been placed on a blood pressure med called Minipress which is helpful for nightmares and night terrors. It usually works very well. Last night was the exception.

      I took one and laid down to sleep at 1:30



      I dreamed I was in some sort of hostage situation. I was in some house with a few ladies, one man and a bunch of little kids. I was NOT cooperating with them in the least. I felt certain I would be raped, but I just couldn't stop my defiance. I was just SO MAD.

      At one point, I grabbed my phone out of a purse [RC missed- I don't carry a purse lol] and I tried hiding it under a couch cushion but I was caught and dragged away from the phone by my feet.
      Eventually, I escaped and it turns out I was in row apartment housing. At the end of the row I ran into a woman and asked her to call the cops. I didn't know which house number I had come from and I worried about the others, so I went back.

      When I entered the door, one of the women was holding a gun on the 3 bad guys and the man of the house boasted about the level-headed thinking of his wife. He beamed at her and I felt his jab against me for putting up such a fight.

      The cops came and they took out one dead body. The body of another woman was wrapped in some sort of plastic to keep her insides from falling out and to keep constant pressure on her wounds.


      I woke up and took another minipress, don't know at what time. (My p-doc wants me to take 2 at bedtime but I can't take them together or I get extremely sick)

      In another dream, I was at some sort of religious event. I think the people there were Catholic for the most part. One woman was very welcoming. She was a nun but not in the traditional sense. She didn't wear a habit and she wasn't a virgin because she entered after having kids and being married. Then the dream contradicted itself because she went on to say the Priest wanted her to change her name when she was 17 because no one would want to marry her. But she refused. Her name was pretty common too, Margaret, I think.

      She was very depressed and I told her to just cast her worries on Jehovah and he would sustain her. She despised herself though so her worst enemy was herself. Then I told her to remember Job as he wrote the book of Jude [ say WHAT] and how many of the disciples entreated God to take their problems away but he said no. It wasn't God punishing them, it was them having to live with previous actions or the effects of time.

      She appreciated the comfort and sat with me. Conversation got heated somewhere else, and I HAD to get involved and correct someone's misunderstanding of a certain Bible verse (?)



      In yet another dream, I heard a knock on the door. I opened it and found the construction crew. One of them was letting me know they were just finishing up. There were garages and smaller building all over the yard, but they looked unfinished.
      I walked outside to look at their progress. There was a pile of logs near my house and as we walked by the pile became unstable and rolled. Many people were it. A couple were buried. I raced to see where I could be of help, but I felt in the way as others beat me to the wounded. So I just tried cleaning up and rearranging tools on a table (?). Then it occurred to everyone that some people could be completely buried.
      All of us started to move the logs and sure enough, we found 4 white slaves (?). They were in some recess and it didn't look like they had been crushed, but they still appeared dead.
      I went to check on one of the women and she darted up in shock. She said sorry about the fright, but she must have turned her "rape shield" on at the last moment. lol


      A recurring theme seems to be assertiveness and aggression. Both of those things have been on my mind a lot. Especially since I answered some questionnaire about/for my youngest daughter and one of the questions was: "[Does she] knows the difference between assertiveness and aggression?" I became very annoyed at the question. I thought to myself: "There's a difference" "What's the difference"
      that says volumes about me. Once I thought of it, I knew the difference and was like But in my mind, they go hand in hand because all my life my assertiveness has always = someone else's aggressiveness
      So, it seems my dreams were telling me I need to stand up for myself more often, but I still need to use logic.

      As for the rape theme.... in my demented mind, rape is still sex. I've not had sex for over a year and I went to sleep last night in a "mood". I can't cheat on my hubby, but if I was raped..... yeah, warped thinking I know. As if any sane person would ENJOY being raped.

      Updated 02-06-2012 at 03:16 PM by 23745

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    15. friends in movie theater

      by , 02-06-2012 at 02:22 PM
      Good morning, everybody.

      Dream #1

      Three people were sitting on a couch. The one in the center was an adult, probably a man. The other two were either children or young adults who acted like children. The two were half-laying on the couch, leaning their heads and shoulders against the central man.

      The two may have been one boy and one girl or two girls. The boy (?) may have been in love with the girl. He may have told the girl he was in love with her.

      The girl may have responded by acting like she would go out with the boy. But she really didn't love him. She loved some other female, either a girl around her age or a woman around the age of the man, who may have been her teacher.

      The man in the center may have had some suspicion that the girl was in love with another female. But the way the girl seemed to act in love with the boy kept the man from being suspicious. If the man knew for sure the girl was a lesbian, he would have stopped her. He was very protective of her, and he thought lesbianism was wrong.

      I was now watching this scene in a movie theater. I sat in the theatre with my two old friends, R and Y. The theater was mostly empty, with only a few people in each row.

      My friends and I heard a voice coming from one of the back rows. It sounded like the voice of our old friend, ER. We thought it must have been ER. But then it was quiet. So we didn't think about it anymore. But then we heard ER's voice again. I knew it must be him.

      I turned around in my seat and called out, "ER! ER!" in a half-whisper. My friends giggled a bit and told me to stop talking in the theater and annoying everybody. I was about to defy them by calling out to ER again. But he waved at us, stood up, and began walking toward us.

      But I didn't want to be quiet after being told to be quiet. So I called out, "We're actually looking for a second ER, too! ER!"

      We were all facing forward. My friends were laughing at me. Then ER and Y began catching up with each other. They'd both led some pretty interesting lives in the years since they'd spoken.

      ER began asking Y about a couple questions about some of the things she'd done. Y responded. She'd apparently had one project where she'd kept some kind of material sealed up in a big trash can.

      At first I thought the project was sinister, like she was keeping a dead body or body parts in liquid in the can. But then it just sounded gross, like she was keeping liquid and old junk in the can.

      Y had another project where she had to vacuum up some kind of dust. This project also seemed really gross.
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