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5-5:Am climbing a mountain and other are there,i just try to pass by to reach the edge of the mountain.

There is a man who is leading a military full of women,he grows a connection with one of them,when they reach a base the man catches women sneaking around,another man comes in and asks the man what kind of punishment to give,the leader answers death and the other man shoots him.

5-7: Me and friends are playing baseball against other people,we are kicking their ass, some girls come by and try to distract us for the others,they are flashing us to get our attention.

Am going around a city causing mayhem, after i destroy an entire city i go to a small town and everyone there is afraid of me.

There is a force that is going around that is able to control people,after i see it control somebody i try to help that person out,i beat the person up and it just moves on to someone else,i then find out that i need an object that is located inside a dungeon that i need to get in order to destroy it.

5-8:Am dreaming and i realize that i am dreaming,i am lucid and am in a city,i talk to dream characters asking them where should i go,they tell me to go into a building,i enter and then i wake up,i then try to deild am about to enter and i screw up by thinking too much about it.

5-9:Me and family are climbing a mountain, it is dangerous, after we finish we go to restaurant to eat steaks.

See a haunted house and i decide to enter it,i see a man in there and he attacks me and i try to kill him, after i do i then am able to see all of his memories.

5-10:Am in a zombie apocalypse with a young woman and her son,i tell her i have to go home to warn my family,i go home and tell them to leave with me,they all respond by thinking i am crazy and i leave them, we then find a cargo plane and we fly to avoid the zombies.

Am watching the nba playoffs at home, dwight howard is with the miami heat, after that i go home and see two white kids playing basketball, i challenge them and they scratch me while playing.

5-12:Go to store to buy food, after getting food i then look at video games to buy, i buy one and steal another one.

5-13:Am in class and the goal is to talk about deep thinking,after class is over my friend asks me if i want to climb the mountain with him,i first go to taco bell to buy an icee, i then go to friends house only to not find him there.

5-14:Am at an amusement park and i see pokemon are hiding in roller coasters,i ride the roller coasters while trying to catch the pokemon.

Am in a class,teacher calls on me and i was not paying attention.

5-15:Am cooking meth with breaking bad crew,we can not cook because of the smell that is in the air,while driving home i see a deadpool sculpture on the road.

5-16:Am in a parking lot in an expensive car,black people come by and they want to steal it from me(Subconscious is racist i guess),they take it and i find out where they live,i kick their asses and then take back my car.

Am playing mvc3 against my little brother and he uses dark phoenix.

5-17:Am in school and i ask a girl if she wants to climb a mountain with me,we reach top and i stay silent.

Am writing a story about a man and women who got murdered.

5-19:Am at store with friends and we buy stuff we need.

Am at party and everyone i know is there,in one room i see my brothers and hang out with them for a while,after that i go to different room and i see an older women whom i know, i ask butler for a drink and he says i am not old enough,the lady i know tells the butler i am.

5-21:I first hand out with friends and after that we go play basketball with friends from highschool.

Dream recall from today's naps.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was playing some video game and there was location that was like a maze with metallic spaceship/base-like walls. Then there was cutscene of talking with somebody

Dream 2(fragment):

There was something happening in the farmland kinda place and later i was on PC and i was editing one of the maps from AI War, i was changing connections between a few planets. Then there was some battle where my team had to defend the place against AI, but it was in completely different game.

So i'm at a shop paying at the cash register when suddenly I hear my name being called by the speakers and it said : "Alexander ortiz you are todays lottery winner!", I hadn't even played the lottery, and a guy came tot ake me to take a picture and to congratulate me for winning. I reached my hand in my pocket and took out the lottery ticket and the winning number was 1004. I had won 15 million pesos, a tv and a washing machine.
I couldn't believe it because I had never won anything this valuable before. I ran out of the shop to the church where my father was. I went in their and told him I had just won the lottery, he couldn't believe and I insisted, he was so happy . the end

This morning I was feeling quite sick, still am, but if anything it helped my lucid dreaming, creating a somewhat natural WBTB for me.

First Lucid: It starts with me sitting in a windowsill of house which, although no one tells me, I perceive to be in Utah, where I'll be going to college next year OR University as some others would call it. It was not the exact location of where I'll be going to college, I just, for some reason, knew that I was in Utah. So, here I was in a windowsill and a man walks over to me and is telling me about a party that we're having. He lifts me down from the windowsill from outside the house, as the window is open. He lifts me down carefully and like I'm a child and upon reflecting I did feel quite smaller than him, maybe I was. After I got down I walked a bit with him and he got into a truck and drove off, and then suddenly a wave of lucidity washed over me. I start walking again, having nothing really in mind. I walk up and see both my brothers jumping on a trampoline and so I decided to join them but after a bit of time I see that it is much too disorienting and that I need a stable view otherwise, my dream might up and collapse. I fly off the trampoline up onto a wall, and see that it extends quite a way, but before I go I turn around and when I look behind me on each side there's a mirror image of each side, which is to say, there were my brothers jumping on the trampoline a roof top in the background and dirt in front of the trampoline and I look to the other side, and it's the same. This confuses me at the time, so I just turn back around and start walking down the expanse of the wall. When I got to the end there was a pool, the most lovely pool I had ever seen really, real life ore dreaming, and a grand hotel stretching up beside the pool. Sadly the dream ended after I arrived and I had no further time to explore the hotel itself, although I would have liked to.

Second Lucid: Unlike the first there was no real precursor to this one and it just started off lucid. I enter the dream lucid and I'm in the backyard of my mom's house. I fly up onto the roof and see that the man from my earlier lucid was walking with my brothers. I fly down and follow them, and it leads me to a wide open area with tons of stone tables sitting out in the open, like a park. All around the outskirts of this area are stands, like those you would see in a festival. Apparently the party was a costume party because some of the stands were selling costumes. Now there's a sort of lapse in between this and what happens next but I decided that I had either just re-entered the same dream or I may have lost lucidity and regained it. Anyways, I find myself walking with my younger brother, lucid again and I'm walking talking to him about how I should get a costume and then I think to myself I should do something to earn some points for the competition, the first thing that pops into my head is, advanced flying, I jump into the air to start flying but shortly after I start flying the dream fades to a sort of grey before turning completely black.

Dream:

I was hiking the Grand Canyon rim to rim in a day. I was alone but met up with Danny R somewhere in the middle. At one point the trail got so steep it was almost vertical. I wondered if I would ever finish in a day if it were like this.

BG INFO: This is a diagram, that I drew in the morning (so my sight and handwriting wasn't the best) in my dream journal, of the structure I was lead into: also, this dream felt like a game to me.
Dream Start:
I started off on a road, a dirt road. I was with several others, mostly girls, whom I recognized, but I could barely see their faces. We were being escorted by two or three soldiers, whom were Nazis. They looked different; darker clothes, and all of the soldiers seemed to have the same face. We were being escorted to a brown, dirty-looking building (seen in the diagram above), which had a large wall surrounding the perimeter. I was surprisingly very calm. It was also daylight outside. I knew now where they were taking us; to a concentration camp. But I did not react to the idea of being sent there; I simply kept walking. We headed up the stairs, where there were two more soldiers, and stood there while they began to send some other people inside the building. I stood/crouched low at the bottom of the stairs, when I heard a female voice,"Stay down there; they won't find you." I questioned the voice, but I continued to stay where I was, when the same voice began, the voice had a calming tone to it,"Watch out; there are soldiers over there." I ignored the voice, and stood up, facing the road. I then heard a semi-familiar male voice (Inglorious Basterds),"There, the American lines are over there." Suddenly, a group of six armored soldiers-when I say armored, I mean like a dinosaur/Iron Man/Naruto-type, brick red armor and were about six to eight feet tall-walked in front of the entrance to the camp. The female voice began,"Watch out; the soldiers spotted you!" Suddenly, a barely visible menu on the left side of my vision popped up, and suggested me to select a armor. I did so (black and/or red, or something; I wasn't sure) , and jumped very high, but not before looking back, and seeing one of the girls I was with, leaning on the railing, with her arms and her head resting on it (she was facing the road, as shown in the diagram). As I was falling back down on the roof, I saw a soldier jump onto the roof, but not nearly as high as I did. I moved myself towards him, and took out a huge sword, and hit him with it. I jumped to the other soldiers, whom were farther away from the building and I noticed that I had back up; one of the girls (might have been the one leaning on the rail, but she was not at view at this point) had cyan armor on, and I felt like she smiled, somehow, under that armor. We began to fight the soldiers with our huge swords and we eventually killed them all.
Dream END.

I was going for WILD after my WBTB but I was very tired and my WBTB was too short. I had several awakenings but only remember two of the dreams.

#1
I am at work with some silver can in my hand it looks like a tall boy beer. I get the idea that has huperzine in it. I take a long drink and note the taste. It is very sweet and fruity with a pleasant alcohol after taste. I look at the can and see its Blueberry Pomegranate flavored. I remember taking huperzine earlier and try to calculate how much huperzine is in my system now. I worry that it will be too much.

I see Frank walk by and he comments on my drink. Something about how he wants to try some so he can get lucid. I am shocked and happy that I turned so many people at work on to lucidity. (actually just 2 in waking life).

I realize that having beer at work will get me fired so I try to hid it under my desk. Then, I not a horrible side effect of drinking huperzine beer in the day time. I am incredibly aroused and it will not subside. My boss asks me to come over to talk to her but I am too embarrassed get up out of my chair. I quickly wake up.

#2

I am at my old Jr. High cafeteria in Smithville, TX watching some play on the stage that was there in waking life. Then play ends but we they begin a second showing and every moans about it. We stay because we all feel obligated to support our children.

The curtain opens and someone is trying to hang something on a wall that had busted out sheet rock. I am curious if this is the actual play of if they need to fix the set. I wonder up on stage and some toddlers come out to play with me. I talk to one and then realize I am on stage. I duck and army crawl away.

I have a brief awakening and focus on my awareness and body.

#186 - 5:18AM - DEILD

I find myself back at my old Jr. High but I am outside in the commons area where we used to hang out before class. I am staring at the concrete and see the trash can that is always there. I look and see the grassy center and the structure around me. For a moment the memory is so vivid that it conjures up old indescribable emotions that are only connected to that time and place. For just that moment, I am completely overwhelmed and think that I literally somehow teleported there in waking life.

I quickly recover from this and assure myself that I am dreaming. I look around at the scene and note how correct everything seems. After a moment my vision gets a little blurry so I stop and remember my task. I walk around toward the gym and shout out, "CANISLUCIDUS!" CL's name sounds and feel a little thick in my mouth so I shout out his real name which is much easier to say. Nobody shows up so I decide to just call him on my cell phone. I reach to my right pocked were it always is and at first I feel nothing but after a few pats I feel a lump and then the shape of my phone.

I pull it out and blindly push something on the screen saying CL's first and last name then put the phone to my ear. I immediately hear a very stereotypical Russia man on the other end.

The details are a little hazy with the dialogue but I remember basically what was said. I may have to paraphrase a little here.

Man: This is [firstname][lastname].
Me: Uuummm. OK. Where are you?
Man: Rustonovic Farms (or something like that then some Russian phrase)
Me: Rustonovic Farms?

I repeat the Rustonovic Farms and the phrase several times to remember. I quickly decide this is gibberish and let it go.

Me: I want to talk to the real [Firstname][lastname]

There is silence on the line but I wait. Then...

CL: Hey! How are you?
Me: Hey! What's up,man? This is Mike. You know from the Internet. It's Xanous. (CL begins talking excitedly but I interrupt him.) I want to tell you something. You are dreaming.

I want CL to actually be here so I look over to my right expecting to see him. He's standing right next to me on a cell phone but he doesn't seem to notice that I am here. I look at him while talking.

Me: You are DREAMING. Get it? This is a DREAM.

The light of recognition seems to come into CL's eyes now.

CL: OH WOOOOW! Yeah I am.
Me: Ok good! So here's my code word. It's [code word] Remember that. OK what's mine.
CL: Account numbers.

I realize we started walking together now and notice that we made our way over to the high school parking lot. I look over at CL and he still has the phone to his ear like he is talking to someone else.

Me: Really? Account numbers? That's two words.
CL: [Gibberish]
Me: Ok so account numbers it is.

I realize that CL's voice has gone sort of flat and lifeless. I wonder if he's lost his . I look back over at CL and I see that he is a boy now and we are at my waking life car. I open the door. The dream is getting unstable and my lucidity is starting to slip. CL climbs up into the car and sits in a car seat. I go with the motions and strap him in.

Me: You're not really lucid are you? Are you even [first name]?

The scene goes dark and I find myself in the void. I quickly wake myself to remember the dream.