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So last night was my first night on brain sups.
Picked up some Melatonin, Choline, and B6, took one of each about 30 min before bed.
Initial core sleep 11-7 was latent with fragments, no recollections though
Laid awake for almost an hour attempting a WILD or some visualizations to no avail. Turned off my sleep tracker on my phone and checked my messages, after I felt tired so I rolled over and fell back.. into the fun.

Standing in some large grassy meadow I realized I was no longer in my room and must be dreaming, looked at my hands to stabilize and decided to take to the air.
Feeling the wind rush past me was an exhilarating feeling as I gained altitude. Thinking there must be some kind of civilization around I found a small village which looked french from 200 years ago or so. I circled the town but then decided I would stay airborne and continue to explore the island I was on, as I climbed I played with willing my speed faster and slower. As I am fairly new to sustained flight I figured I needed the practice. Some lucidity was lost as I sped up because I was looking down and my mind couldn't keep with the details of the passing ground. I remembered this happening in a previous dream so to establish more control I focused on the distance. It was then I saw several other islands connected to the one I was flying around. Their design was somewhat colonial mixed with the bright colors of a carnival, there were 3 other islands tied together in kind of a line, each with varying size and infrastructure design. They were far in the distance and I remember thinking how amazingly detailed everything was, pondering how wonderful my mind was that I could dream such magnificent things. In trying to decide if I wanted to visit the other islands I got caught up in the details of the ground again, I lost lucidity and the dream faded as I fell.

Not certain I fully woke up, as most of these were Deilds. I relaxed back into a dream and I was suddenly surrounded by african americans. We were at a wedding. There was much joy for the celebration but it seemed it was located at a fair ground of sorts. Dusty ground and the smell of fried food in the air. I was wondering through the crowd when I noticed a friend of mines brother in a doorway to a small shack, he signaled me over. As I approached the door he took a drag of his smoke and stepped inside, it was a dark room with somewhat cramped furnishings. He kept telling me how awesome his flat screen was, when I looked at the wall it was on it was a tube, with a flat screen, probably 12 inches diagonal. I smiled and decided to go back out to the gathering, there was a woman on the PA system making some announcement. Every time she finished talking I would shout 'Dino-Babies!' into the crowd from behind something. The dream faded and I transitioned.

Now in a large house there were exotic women all around. I was lucid for most of this one as I phased through many walls and windows. The details escape me as most of it was me running from woman to woman and making out with them. Some smiled, others were taken aback by my sudden inappropriate action. Settling more into the idea that I was dreaming and most of the DC here were for my amusement , I continually rubbed my hands together to stabilize the dream if my excitement started to get the better of me. It almost seemed as if there was a meeting going on, yet I was too overwhelmed by the estrogen in the air to come to full awareness. Towards the end I had a petite woman sitting on my lap who was straddling me, caressing her arse I decided to slip a finger into the warm spot. She was soft and slightly humid, could not believe how tight she was just on my finger. The excitement lost me my lucidity and my alarm rang just as I was beginning to get mr. member's tip in.

Suddenly I am standing in a large group of people, we're all wearing tux's and gowns as it seems to be a prom of some kind. Recognizing most of the people from the church I used to go to as well as my old private school. Realizing I was dreaming I decided to seek out an old childhood crush, everytime I think I see her in a group of friends I turn her around and its someone else. We're in a large cabin type center that has wooden support beams and a soft mahogany furniture everywhere. Wondering to the back of the hall I see an old friend who is wheel-chair bound hiding in the corner with her face turned. I approach her and her turns to me, she's been crying.
'Emily?! What's wrong? Why are you crying?'
'They are making fun of me because I keep beating them in cards'
'How can they do that? Its just a game..'
'I know, but they say i'm not normal'
'No one is normal Em, what did they say?'
'Because I've spent my whole life in this chair I have developed a sort of ESP, all games are very easy for me, especially cards, they fear what they don't understand'
'That's amazing! How could anyone get mad at that!'
'I just want to be like everyone else'
'No, don't say that, you're special. You're like this for a reason, you should support your abilities and stand proud. You have purpose in this life, I don't doubt'
'I guess, thank you so much Noah' she smiled
I smiled back 'Here, come back with me'
She nodded and took my hand as we rejoined everyone else
It was obvious everyone was now looking at me with her as we approached a group of old friends, getting sideways glances and whispers. I found the friend I was looking for before and she gave me odd looks now that I was with Em. We were all sitting at a table when I noticed a guy at the table behind us speaking loud enough for us to hear
'Its just not right! People like that shouldn't be allowed to live..'
I turned back to him, death glared, and began a very poignant monologue on the validity of all humans. Details escaping I remembered the very last line
'People are people no matter who they are.'

Today I would not give up trying to become lucid, so I slept until 3. The problem is after each nap, I came close to forgetting the last one. Resulting in non lucidity as I out slept my REM cycle, and almost no recollection of my dreams.

I know that, I was almost lucid in my first dream. I asked M, if I should open something. Inside, was a $500 camera. I knew I would not be this lucky in RL , so as soon as I realized I was in a dream....I woke up! I pushed myself to go back to sleep, which did nothing for me.

-Pissed

08.03.2012

Alyzarin and False Awakening (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I HATE FALSE AWAKENINGS. I hate it so much, that I have to use CAPS.



I open my eyes, all droopy and shit, HA HA HA, feels so real too you know!!!?!?!?

I look at the laptop I always have by my side to wake up from the alarm I have set. I open windows live messenger, and I see Alyssa (Alyzarin) log on.

This is where the bloody nbullsghakjdgsfsgvnfdbg happens.

I ask myself, "Why is she on so early?" I thought she'd be sleeping like a baby.

My eyes want to shut down, and I fall back to sleep.

Alyssa wasn't on at all....FALSE AWAKENING, DAMN IT.

_________________________

08.03.2012

Teaxs (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Yeah, I know I spelled Texas wrong, because that's how it was spelled in a store I went to in this dream.

I was driving a vehicle (I don't drive, so much for reality checking). I'm driving pretty slow, feeling that if I do anything too quick, something bad would happen. I turn to the left, kept straight until I saw a few stores coming up.

I get out of the vehicle, and it seems my father is waiting for a friend to come with us. I don't know how I know this, but apparently, this same person he's waiting for was cheating on someone before years ago.

It seems to me that he probably met him to settle some things. The man is fairly old, he has a blue dress shirt tucked into some dark dress pants. I didn't really pay attention to him talking to my father, I was just a watcher.

We go inside the store, and before we go all the way in, I see that at the entrance, it says "Teaxs" instead of "Texas."

I didn't want to pay attention to it for too long, since the words were stacked closely together, and at first glance, I just assumed it was "Texas."

The dream shifts, and I believe we're at someone's house. There's white tile flooring, and each of the creases is covered in black. There's a random dark skinned man, wearing a long gray vest and some short pants. He's also wearing a black cap turned the other way, and had a beard as well.

I think we asked him about his life, and he declared something about doing one thing, and then having to find a job at some point. He shrugs his shoulders when he tells us that.

That's all I can remember.

_________________________

08.03.2012

Jenny is a Bloody Tease (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Oh god, first of all, this dream made me realize how perverted I was when I played Bloody Roar Primal Fury for the Nintendo GameCube, and played as Jenny at one point.

Sometimes I would pause the screen, and just look at her, everything....EVERYTHING...I would even spam the emote for her to say "Yes" in that enticing voice of hers.....oh god....and some of the moves she did, I swear....are they even LEGAL?

Anyway....

It's pretty obvious I'm lying on my back on a floor, and the whole room is dark and has a blue atmosphere around it. It's blurry at first, and I feel I can't really move right now. I see a blonde female walk on the left side.

I still can't do anything, and she gets near me, squats down with her ass in front of me, and waves her fanny all around my face. She doesn't even make her ass touch my face, at all.

She leaves me there to just be teased, and even asks me,

"You want this?" with a smile on her face, and she was wearing blue latex I believe as well, very tight latex that I could see her cameltoe.

T________T

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY JUST WHY

THAT WASN'T NECESSARY.

WHY!!!! THAT WAS....HER GENITALS WERE LIKE 2 INCHES AWAY FROM ME!

God, why....I'm still trying to cry from this, but I can't...sigh......stop teasing me already!!!!

Posted directly from the notepad document I typed it in when I woke up, without any edits.

Fragments of many dreams.

First, I'm watching the olympics with my family, I specifically remember my Mom. We're watching some kind fo speed cycling event, and it's really young kids doing it. One kid gets fuckd up by another running into him, and he flies like 100 feet into the air while doing flips, at a very high velocity, and slams into the concrete area where the fans are watching. Blood everywhere, lots of screams. I don't think he dies, but he gets fucked up.

Another dream, we're at Sumter Academy. I'm in the cafeteria with Leo, ordering food. I remember telling Katelyn's mom that I'll be there for the next couple days. We sit and eat. Later, I'm wandering around the big building, then I'm in the gym for something. Checking lockers later for something. As I leave, Kate is there, and she's doing work study, and it's implied that she's doing it now to make up for the fact that she didn't do it later. As we leave, Mike drives, but the roads are flooded outside the school. It's like we're in a boat instead of a car. He almost crashes us quite a few times, but we get through.

Next dream, I'm at a house of my own somewhere, maybe Birmingham. My house seems kind of like a bar, with long tables with lots of stools at it. I have a front porch as well that's covered in tons of beverages and anything else that comes in a bottle, maybe hotsauce. They aren't there as clutter, they are instead meant to be something you walk on, part of the floor of the porch. There are people staying with me. One is a set of two girls from the past, some Victorian age I believe. The other is a male roommate of mine, I believe Joel, and some female roommate of mine, a girl that doesn't exist in the waking world, to the best of my knowledge. That is odd for me, I don't usually make up people that play such large roles in my dreams. I have a crush on her, but won't tell her. She approaches me about it later, and I deny it.

Next dream, some kind of weird apocalyptic scenario. These creatures are invading my home, or what's left of it. There is basically no roof, the walls are torn to shit, there's no front door, and there's not really anything inside of the house. I'm standing in the corner, defending myself with a weapon that is a clear, large plastic bag filled with blasting powder and something else. As they file in, I can kind of shake and squeeze the bag in the right way to make a shockwave blast come out of it. The creatures look like Falmer. They come through the door and climb over walls as they invade. I hold them off. As I kill the last one, I accidentally drop a lot of gunpowder out of the bag, and I quickly pick up as much as I can. I move out of the house. I check some board somewhere, and learn that there are a lot of survivors that I know personally that are headed my way, as if they know that I'll be able to handle the situation and they are all coming to me. This makes me feel good, and I believe that one was just about to arrive, and I was preparing for that. It doesn't tell me WHO is headed my way, it's just implied that at least one person in the group is a person that knows me personally.

Final, things are attacking from the sky. Some kind of creature, I don't think it was a Dalek but they remind me of them in a big way. They were much brighter, though, and had wings. All light and wings, but mechanical parts. They came from the sky in swarms, and though I tried to fight them, I think ultimately all I could do was run. I was in a comparable area to where I was in the penultimate dream, but I think it's a different dream. I take one down, actually, and though they were invading, people kind of freak out. As if I weren't supposed to kill one, as if it's a bad omen -- come to think it, very much like the Albatross -- almost implied that they are some type of angel. I think they may be very similar to the mechanical creature that was featured in the video from the end of my dream a few nights ago, the one titled The Grey People. They may have been much more refined versions of the same mechanical creature.

End of document.



I'll add that I woke up, pretty despondent, that I didn't remember any dreams. I was afraid I had a one sentence fragment of two dreams. As I walked around, though, to prepare to write them down, and once I started writing, everything flooded back into my mind. I brought up my problems with recall last night in DV chat, and was directed to try out mantras. It worked wonderfully. Thanks guys.


Additions to already recorded accounts: at one point, during the Mike dream, we passed a lot of houses that were almost flooded, but that were built at a such a height that it would take a decent amount of flooding to actually reach the home. Build on stilts, like at the beach. We were in the area of my hometown of York, and no home is built like that, we're nowhere near the coast, and it doesn't flood like that in my area.

was riding north on a train with the plans to fly back once i got to my destination way up north.

I had sex with a member from DV that I kinda wish I hadn't. In my defense, it was a nonlucid. We're going to just call him Bob.

So Bob and I are in bed, and this seems normal for some reason. He pulls out a condom, and blows gently on it, you know, to get it how it's supposed to be or whatever I DON'T KNOW, you guys just always do that. He puts it on then we both get under the covers, and we're side-by-side. We start having sex in that position, and it actually feels really good. But after a little while, he fell asleep! So I said "Bob? BOB?" Yeah, he was asleep. So I just kept going lol. Then I got up and went to the bathroom (this was his place). I remember this little piece of wooden furniture in the bathroom with a fake plant on top, and rolls of toilet paper underneath it. I remember thinking that it looked kinda old, his mom must have purchased it at an antique store. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that this is his parent's house. Don't freak out, he's like 20 or something. Anyway, I got dressed but my pants were missing. So I said oh well, and went down stairs to make breakfast. I started frying some eggs, to put on a toasted english muffin with cheese. As I was cooking the eggs, Bob walks up behind me and puts his arms around my waist, and kisses the back of my neck. Then he notices what I'm making and says "Awwww, are you making McMuffins?" And I said "Yeaaaaaah." Disgusting, I know. Then I turned around and we made out for a bit. Then we had breakfast, and I got up from the table, and went behind him and did the same thing with the arms around the waist and kissing yaddayadda. In my dream he was about a head shorter than me, even though I know irl he's probably a head taller.

That's all I remember with Bob. The rest of the dream was me going through the house, and then to stores, even my work, to find some pants. But every road to pants was a dead end. I even found squares of fabric that pants would be made out of, like denim, and the stuff for sweatpants, but no actual pants.

Then something later about these giant blue clam shells made out of soap at the library, but the artisan wouldn't sell them to me. I was about to steal one then woke up. I may or may not have had pants at that point. Though when I woke up, I had no pants in real life. I think that's what caused the no-pants-ness throughout the dream lol.

The End.

Non-Lucid|Lucid|Notes
Possible Lucid Aids: I smoked a small cigar about an hour before I fell asleep

Canadian Lucid
I am walking through the green plains of an area I subconsciously know is Toronto, Canada. Although I have never visited this province in waking life, an accurate depiction of the area is presented in front of me.

In the distance I see the CN Tower on a grassy plateau, it manifests itself as a radio structure similar to this one.

The dream skips ahead, and I'm exiting a movie theater with my friend, Z. We are casually discussing Lucid Dreaming as we walk towards an auto parts store in the middle of a grassy plain.

As we approach the building, Z finds something shiny on the ground.

The moment I see it, I become lucid. I'm not sure what triggered this, and I even performed a hand reality check which failed. My Task of the Month comes into mind, and I push off of the lush green grass. I immediately feel the satisfying cool Ontario wind sting my eyes as I rip through the sound barrier in a vertical pursuit to exit the atmosphere without any technological aid.

The indigo sky begins to darken and I feel my body become weightless, just as the stars come into view. I am breathing the plasma-rich energy of space, and when I look down at the blue oceans of our planet, I can only help but feel sad.

As the dream slowly fades, I come to the realization that I may never experience this outside of the dream realm. Space is the final frontier, and even with the substantial technology humanity has acquired thus far, we are stuck in this galaxy, within a miniscule star system, on a rock. A beautiful, unique, magnificent rock.

CARNAGE
This is not quite what I expected after such an alleviating dream...

I'm preparing for a fight. I am not sure who I will be competing against, but I know only one of us will be leaving this arena alive. As I gear up and enter the massive coliseum, I see one man standing at the distal arch of the death pit.
I have never met this person in waking life, nor do I know the name of the DC, but my subconscious made the connection that this person is a very good friend of mine.
I unsheathe my blade. It is an unusually designed copper scimitar which radiates heat.

I charge at my companion only for him to match my strike. As our swords collide, I my arm goes numb from the disseminating electricity of his blade. The fight seems to continue for hours, as I perform superhuman leaps from one corner of the arena to the other, parrying his hits and returning strikes. Eventually we both collapse from the overexertion of the battle, only to hear the announcer's voice threatening to unleash the beasts. I feared these monsters, so much that I swiftly bury my blade into my former ally's neck. Unfortunately, he survived the initial blow and I mouth the words,
"I'm sorry,"
before I drive my sword into his heart. The announcer runs out onto the field of battle to announce my victory, but is cut short by the rapid swipe of my blade. His head drops to the bloody ground and his body short thereafter. I look up to the sky as thousands of arrows rain down upon my hopeless body, and my spirit fades with a sense of atonement.

1. Spent time at Roscoe Ewing park to throw disc golf. I ran into a kid there that is supposedly huge in the porn industry. He doesn't exist on YouTube or Facebook but he's absolutely huge on porn sites.

2. Spending a long night at my mom's house. When I went to leave, my car could barely drive. It lurched forward and smashed into the house. I did a donut and peeled out. My brakes were horrible and I noted that I needed to get them fixed. I then followed the road to the house I grew up in.

3. I returned to my old high school. My crush was in one of my classes and she wanted to make bracelets. I went to get one and I got lost in the halls. Everyone there was completely different but so welcoming.

4. I was staying at a house with my crush. She told me that she wanted to snuggle. I was playing EverQuest and couldn't kill a boss, whom was a creepy little girl that was every boss in one tiny package. I got angry at the encounter and left without snuggles.

5. Staying at an unknown house with my family. While we were there, there was an attack on the city. The insurgents came into my house and shot my family. I broke into the garage and hotwired a truck. I managed to escape unharmed.

6. I was walking through a store by Old Navy. There were fireworks going off above the city. Everyone had left the store to go watch the light show. I went into a clothes store and met up with my mom. I started floating and gliding everywhere. The customers kept acting strange like it doesn't normally happen.

1. I was in a minecraft dungeon following a parkour session that was built by my brother. He has a weekly show where he streams our efforts. There is a killer's killer that tells others how to complete it. If you follow the path that forks right, you delve deepest and get lost.

2. There is a trail that can be followed to a very cool park. Easy and straight-forward to follow through. My friend and I go through and encounter a lone man. The man shines a light but never sees anything. He walks over to us but we manage to slip away into the darkness. We encountered another group later as well as another man with a light.

3. Hanging out behind an expensive SUV. There is a massive pop-out TV and huge subwoofers. Real-estate is brought up and this boy talks about how much he owns. It turns out that his dad had bought him everything he has and he is actually broke. I sat down and watched everyone swim in their respective properties.

1. I spent a day at the disc golf course with a bunch of buddies. We spent our time bombing discs on hole three with ease. I hit the pin nearly every time, and it was always followed by a choir of oh's.

2. I was at a party for my cousin. We were riding go-karts around having races. Some kids were playing with animals at this barn and other's were skating. I saw my cousin and asked him if he still skated but he didn't respond. Shortly after, a Louis CK tour bus pulled into the parking lot.

3. On a mission with Will Smith as a pilot. His commander told him that he needed to abort above a power plant. He did and managed to make it into the nearby water. While he was gone, Reed Timmer took his wife. They got into a fight and Will Smith was stabbed several times.

4. A man and I were hiding in the woods and the USA military was searching for us. They landed nearby and his co-partner jumped us. He hopped on him and began to strangle him. He killed him and then offered me food. Shortly after, a sniper had pinned us down but we managed to call in an air strike on his position.

5. Went to a research facility. They mentioned that technology should power technology. They gave us tricyles that run on railroad tracks and told us to race. We raced down a hill with several jumps and gaps, and came to a finish shortly after. We arrived at a circus that was fully powered due to our racing.

1. I spent my time on a beach, attempting to escape the world. One day a zombie wandered too close and I had to move onwards. I lead a group of friends away and we locked ourselves into a bathroom. We managed to find food and we began to eat. We remained stuck in the bathroom for ever.

1. Spent my time driving between Dad and Mom's house. There was severe inclement weather. My sister said she would be there, and when I got to her apartment I texted her bf about smoking a bowl. He said he doesn't do herpes or anal. A man jumped a car into a sign with numbers all over it. I left and browsed the nearby sex vendors.

2. I was on a bus that broke down outside a bank. I walked inside and began to torment all of the customers. I got into a conversation with the bank owner about leaving my money at his bank. I was unsure if I could trust him or not, but I patted his back and said that he's a great man.

3. At a presidential house for congress. The place was invaded by dozens of SWAT teams. They were swarming every bit of the house. I took off running on the balcony and jumped off. I bounced hundreds of feet into the air due to an airbag. In mid-air I realized that I shouldn't be this high, became lucid, and landed. I walked around the outside of the building and took off to fly, but immediately woke up.

I had a crazy dream last night

It was as if I was watching a different final sequence to the live action adaptation of Avatar Last Air Bender. The Season 1 Finale. Suddenly I was a water bender watching giant explosions from water and fire as the fire nation tried to invade the north pole. I remember being given something important to show to the wind spirits which was some document that I took, and had to sacrifice to them. THe wind spirits were this pole like staff thing that had a burning end - and anything you swung the wind staff it would emit great gusts of wind out the end of the swing. So I would a torch and lit the end of the staff to light the document and it took a while to finally light and go out.. but I had some of my north pole friends around me watching as I did what I had to. They just made a few comments about how it wasn't a good idea putting out fire with fire, but instead wind to fire...

I then had a sequence where I was training with my crazy master as she taught me how to water bend.

Another dream I remember having was - me constantly waking up in my room to be told that we have gotten another roommate... One Daniel Harkins, the next Robinson Bridgeforth. Worst dream ever.

I came out of a house with my friend Blake and we were going to a John Legend concert. We didn't want to be late so we got in a blue old school convertible. We drove and ended up at a soccer field where it was me and my goalie (couldn't recognize face and didn't have name) versus a kid on there team who first had a body that looked like a sun. (probably about 3 feet wide) and i pushed him over. He then came back dribbling the ball dressed as a turkey. The next time he came back at me, he was wearing a giant black semi circle about 20 feet high. I pushed him over each time. Then, a bunch of kids appeared and we were having a water balloon fight. People where going through doors that were sideways. I then appeared in a hospital where I grabbed the bag filled with clear liquid, got the patient and ran out the door. Then I woke up.

this 1 made me dizzy wheni realized I could have used MILD , because I dreamed about the same subject I was thinking about before bed!

Anyway I went to the store and bought plenty of books on philosophy that one of my good friends, A, recommends. I remember being conscious about how much money I was spending, because it was directly linked to my amazon account. The books lacked appeal, but I planned to read them in order to reach a higher purpose in life. Later on, I was in a computer lab with a classmate(forget who, logical estimation) when I put my work away and took something out, My ipod. I started focusing on my friend, but I could see L with the corner of my eye. She came up and I tried to fake a surprised reaction. I jumped and she exhaled. She looked at me as if to say "what happened?". I said "I was about to say 'no'", or something along the stupid lines of that.A black kid or maybe it was a teacher was talking to her, but she finished her talk with me. She asked what was in my bag, when she saw her work, she was like "ya...no. this is why you got a B last time." i said "ok. " and we were in the library. she was gone, but I was approaching different tables with different friends. That is a tiny fragment I remember.

Next, I was in math class when J talked to me and she held the same eye contact as L. But once there was a fire alarm, she dashed. I tried to pretend to be a slow walker, so I could test her / slightly block her escape. She went past without a touch. I started running. I got out of the school, to find I was in an outside stage like setting, where students were in class. Once they saw me, they automatically knew it was a fire alarm that went off.

I still don't fully understand my dreams , but I know that L is a definite dream sign. A was an idea before bed , induced into my sleep. And G, I have not a clue.