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Well one dream i am going to wright about is not a lucid one but still cool.In this dream i was at a college party but i wasn't there it was as if i was a ghost seeing what was unfolding. There i saw one of my good friends who is dating my best friend Arden. I remember seeing my friend Allie an she didnt seem herself. She was drunk an I saw her cheating on Arden. So the next day i told her my dream an she knows my dreams come true an asked her friend what happened that night at the party. She later told me my dream was right an she cheated on him that night she wouldnt have remembered if i didnt tell her my dream. I feel sad because i felt like i caused a mess. They are still dating but still i feel bad.

I experience lucid dreaming a couple times a week, so I thought it was kind of necessary to make this journal. Pretty stoked to be able to put my dreams out there and possibly interpret them a little more clearly.

I already have a couple reoccurring instances in my dreams, one in particular is that when bad things happen, I always try to call for help, and the line is always hijacked by the attacker/hunter/(insert villain here). From here, I immediately recognize that I am dreaming and take control or experiment with what happens next.

I wish I had regular access to the internet, but I cannot afford it at this time. My online dream journal will be used to record my vague note taking and dream writing from my dream notebook.

I was in school, or at work. I was chatting with a high school classmate, Giesel. He put another high school classmate, Nathan, on a special training at work, because he's failing. I heard that they're mostly on training most of the time instead of taking calls. I initially thought that's actually a good deal, but then I realized that eventually, they'll have to take calls full-time.

I was at home. Was talking with someone. Then I felt something in my mouth, and went to the kitchen sink. I spit out five or six teeth. Huge teeth. I collected them with my right hand. I threw them, either into the sink or the trash. Was about to go back when I felt a teeth on my upper right. It wasn't off yet, just loose. I couldn't close my mouth properly because it was protruding. I tried pushing it into position, but it fell off. It's another huge tooth. I threw it as well.

I went back to the living room, and talked to sis. I asked if I can court a classmate of hers. She said no, because "I" have responsibilities, and she particularly mentioned "sa likod...," roughly translated on my back or shoulder, "... pa sang bata" or including the baby. The translation doesn't make sense, but it's like she's saying I'm the one who should take care of her child.

Mom passed by and asked what we're talking about. I was already lying on the side on the sofa, hugging my knees, depressed. Sis told her it's about my "exploration."

I'm in a big classroom and there is a theater stage within that classroom. I see another theater stage diagnally from that stage within the classroom and someone is acting on it. I turn to look at the other stage. The room looks as if the lights are turned off. I see the rooms source of light coming through the window. I go to the other stage. Was someone else on that stage? Something triggered the lucid at this point. I don't remember my reality check. Hands? I thought, "I'm dreaming! It worked! I made it into dreamland!" I felt a rush that I was lucid and remembered that I might wake up so I tried to calmly go on into the dream. I thought for sure I would wake up given the excitement but I didn't. My next RC was trying to float. That was an easy success. I just thought of floating and I was then floating. I thought I might be more difficult then that. I remember not wanting to fly but wanting to be an invisible third person viewer that could hover above things with an eagle eye view. (I had this as a goal a couple of nights ago and had been practicing it using visualisation). I start to float. I'm touching the ceiling and gliding along it looking down. I can feel my shoulders and bum hit the ceiling and rub along it as I move forward down a hall. I leave this place by going through the ceiling?

I am high up somewhere. I don't remember this part too well. It is important to mention that I did not jump. I flew off this high object. (I had practiced visualisations of this a few nights ago because I wanted more control while flying. I had previously had a dream of jumping off an apartment building and descending a little before flying upwards again. I wanted more control so my visualisations consisted of flying without having to jump and without having any effect of gravity or drag). I remember that I had a very small desent before regaining stability. Maybe only a few feet. I notice this and am proud of this within the dream. I think to myself about not wanting to fly but wanting to float. I'm floating. For a moment I'm stalled. I'm trying will myself forward. I'm up really high. I see very tall buildings all around me and they are blocking out much of the sun. I see the buildings creating shadows for the building I was looking at. The sun can be seen between the buildings. I then will myself to move forward and it works.

There was a portion in the dream where I loose control of the flying and am falling. While this is happening I realise this is a dream and I am able to for the most part slow my storming descent. While falling I think how I will likely not hurt myself because this is a dream, nonetheless I don't want to just fall to the ground. I try 'willing' myself to slow the fall. I land with a thump and am okay. No pain at all.

I'm in a hallway of an appartment building. I walk into an apartment door to my right... Then I walk back out of this appartment and down the apartment hallway. I'm looking for an apartment to go in and so I can destroy whatever is in it. I keep walking and see a corner down the hall that turns off to the right. I can see sunlight in the hallway. Is there a window at the end of the hall? Though I do not see it I know behind that corner is not a hallway, but someones apartment, right there in the open, with no door. I walk down to it. I already know that noone is home and no need to worry because I know it's my dream, so noone is coming home. I walk into the 'open' apartment and I get a big urge to destroy anything I can. I walk into the living room and then the kitchen which is the open style joining the living room. I see a kitchen preperation table? The windows are open and it's day outside so the house is bright inside. I think that a boat oar would be good to break things. I think about breaking a TV screen though I do not remember seeing a TV screen yet. Suddenly there is a boat oar like piece of wood there. I grab it. It's not a perfect boat oar as it is curved like a boomerang, but it's okay for now. It feels solid and a little more light then it should be. It is a light creamy brown colour. I turn to see a TV and I smash its screen. I break some other things? I see a bunch of oars piled onto eachother. They are seem to be entertwined like roots. Many are bent. I toss my current boat oar, though I do not remember where or remember it landing. I try grab another oar that is not as bend as the one I had. I think this might be where I fly out of the apartment?

I'm turning out of a place onto a busy street...

Then came the part of wondering what to do in the dream. I have a third person view the city and can see big buildings and moving cars. As I looked at the traffic I had the desire to destroy things. I'm now in a parking lot. I look around for a car. I know I'm dreaming so I wont be in any trouble. I see a navy blue family van. I see it's sliding door. I look into the passanger side window and see that there is a key to start the van on the passenger side and the key is in the starter. I enter through the passenger side and turn the key. I listen for the moter starting and it's not as loud as I thought it would be. Nonetheless it starts. I scoot over to the driver seat and start press the accelerator peddle down moderately. I'm driving. I go forward a little and then steer left and go out of the parking space and steer right to get out of the parking lot and on to the main city road. There is a shadow casting on the road from the tall apartment buildings to my left? I purposely smash into other cars on the way out of the parking lot. One of the cars I scrape against while going by. I don't know if I remember hearing any sound when I crashed into it. I smash into a few other things?

I ditch this van and get a faster car. A convertable? I don't know if there was a person in the car or if I removed them to get the car or not? I may have done some flying at this point. I then have a big desire to get an 18 wheeler truck. I want big damage. I see a few 18 wheel trucks. I want one that does not have a load because I think it might slow me down. I see a one. The trucks door is already open? I'm driving it. I'm smashing around and hitting stuff?

I want something more powerful. A train. It's the first thing that came to my mind. I'm ontop of a fast moving train walking towards the front of it. I am the one willing the train to move at this point. The train is not moving me. I'm on a train and I can make it go faster and slower by will. Sometimes the train would slow down a little but it would never stop. I look behind me and see a guy ontop of the train about 30 feet away jogging/walking towards me. I don't want him interrupting my dream. As he jogs towards me I think about how I am going to throw him off the train using the strength of hulk. I want to make him fly as far as possible. When he gets closer I throw him off the train. I project him about 20 - 40 feet from me. I see him land on ground his butt. He has both his legs straight infront of him and his hands behind his back to support himself. He is okay and looking at me. I turn around and face the front of the train to see where it's headed and then wonder if perhaps he got back on the train. I turn around and see him about 30 feet away from me jogging towards me ontop of the train. I easily get him off the train again. I don't remember how. I see a tunnel coming? My plan to get rid of him forever: Go through a tunnel and after the tunnel he's gone because it's a new scene and would not involve him. I look forward again, there's a tunnel. The next moment he's gone. The train then encounters a hill. I feel that I need to use more willpower to maintain previous speed and I feel the train slowing down alot. It's somewhat like the power I might use to float. I realise I am in control and that the speed of the train is not determined by itself. It is infact totally 100% me and that if I want I can make it go any speed but I need to will it... The train is going up a hill and curving slightly to the left. I notice the tracks of the train are disappearing. Not totally gone, but almost. A real-life train could not roll on these tracks. There are jagged white rocks in the tracks and the groves are almost non existant. I do not do anything about the tracks because I maintain that the train speed still entirely up to me regardless of conditions. The train continues at a much slower speed despite me trying to speed it up. Still going up a hill at this point. I notice that the train is approaching a hole that is getting smaller and smaller to the point of impossibility. I think that it would be just small enough for me to duck down and go through. I look down to see green emeralds on the tracks. The train is going straight now. I think that I'd have to duck. I think about how long that tunnel might be and that it might be fightening and uncomfortable. Infact, the strange thing is that this hole seems to be smaller then my head now but I think I could still attempt to go through. The tunnel hole is pure black inside. The outside of the tunnel entrence is made of cement and has a rectangular opening a with a half circle at the top. I decide to go off the train. All fades into black.

I'm not too sure what this dream was about. Thank god I am finally getting out of this sickness I've been having though. Its hard to recall dreams when all you want to do when you get up in the middle of the night to write down your dreams is continue sleeping. Well... not anymore!

I just remember being in an underground and depressing area. Well.. maybe it wasn't underground. It was very depressing and dark though. It was also raining.

I walked to an elevator and started to go up as the weight that helps to move the elevator up and down began to move back and forth. I don't think it fell, but I was worrying that it might. I then remember going somewhere with an uncle of some sort until I woke up.
It just.. wasn't a normal dream. Boring too.

Again, I only remember these two bits. Not sure why my dream recall is so bad the past couple of days.

All I remember is something about a ball that leaves fingerprints on it when you touch it, and then using it to bowl.

I also remember having a cold and, for some reason, it causing me to cough up blood.

(originally from 1/1/11)Unfortunately, I only recall these two bits.

I remember being in an accounting class wit ha bunch of people from middle school, and the old, white-haired janitor from my college was subbing.

Bit of a time skip, and I remember having to use a very crowded girls' bathroom (that had urinals in it for some reason?).

I also remember something about a flag being on fire. I think it was a NASCAR flag.

Then I woke up

Dream:

I had just bought a fish tank. I had wanted to get a big tank and have lots of smaller fish in it this time. Last time I ended up with one really giant fish, so I wanted a change. But the tank I got had fish already in it. And as I looked I saw that two were actually pretty big. Then I recognised the kind of fish they were. These each had the potential of growing 18+ inches. They would eat the rest of the little fish and I would be stuck with only two huge fish.


This dream reflects some real life events, like buying a big tank for a variety of small fish because I don't want another huge fish.

(originally from 10/30/11)I remember I was trying to hide a friend of mine. I was in a house I'd never been in before, and there was someone else in the house. Somehow I knew this person was dangerous.

At this point I woke up for a few seconds, rolled over and went back to sleep.

I had the realization that I was in a dream (not sure what caused it), so I waved my hand and made the door disappear, so that it was part of the wall. Then I thought "Well, he might notice that the door is gone..." So, I replaced the door and made it so that just my friend was invisible.

It's not much, but it's a start. Feels good to know that I did it after only trying for a couple of days.

There was a bit of a time skip here (where I apparently lost my lucidity), and I remember being in the middle of a street of a flooded town. The sky was pink and orange with beige clouds, like in the evening or morning. The clouds were shooting out light blue arrows. People were running away and screaming it and I remember calling out to Poseidon to stop this. For some reason in my dream, Poseidon was also the god of archery (it's Apollo).

Then I woke up and fell back asleep again.

Then I remember something about me and a stranger riding on the backs of slightly opaque dinosaurs.

Then I woke up.

(originally from 10/28/11)Dreamed this while taking a nap.

I was walking out in the woods with someone who was a friend of Brody's mom (I've never met her before, I assume she's not real) and there are these three guy sitting there. We walk by them and they start following us, saying generic mugger things like "Hey, man, I like that coat." I was getting ready to say something to the extent of "Well, if you want it, you'll have to take it from me the hard way."

At this point, I woke up and was in kind of in limbo for a few minutes (relieved that it was only a dream), quickly fell back asleep and apparently continued the same dream.

I don't remember what happened but the woman that was with me was apparently traumatized about it. So I'm told to go to her house and talk to her about it. I don't exactly remember what was said, but that she felt better afterwards.

Apparently there was some kind of parade going on on the highway by my house. So Brody and I were sent to go pick up some things from my grandmother's house, except the dirt road to it suddenly seemed much longer. When we were going there, we saw these two UFOs darting all over the sky. I tried to turn around and Brody tried to record them on his phone, but to not much avail.

Just for reference's sake, I remember telling him to pay attention when I was seeing the UFOs because he kept getting distracted by these funny pictures on his phone.

And then I woke up.

(originally from 10/28/11)Last night I kept waking up (maybe because I was sleeping on the floor).

Driving down a dark road with Brody beside me, us talking about how dumb it would be to see someone walking beside the road, like in some kind of horror movie. We round a corner and see what looks like someone draped in rags walking beside the road.

There were a few dreams in between these two, but I can’t recall them.

I was out at the place that I work, and Brody was there talking to me as I mopped, except that he was my boss. I remember looking around and seeing a lot of circus-themed candy, along with a lot of candy I’ve never seen before.

All of a sudden I hear someone talking about the world’s heaviest rhino. I look over and there’s a smaller rhino and a bigger one, with black hair down its back. The announcer was going on about how he (the rhino) is the smaller one there, but was heavier than all of the rest.

I sort of blink to having a bird’s eye view, and see myself along with a crowd of people that I didn’t notice before surrounding the rhinos. All of a sudden everyone starts screaming and running away.

And then I woke up.

Keep in mind, this whole thing was all still inside of the store, which seemed to have suddenly gotten big enough to hold two rhinos and a crowd of people with plenty of room to spare. I sort of vaguely recall the beginning of this dream, but not enough to describe it. I more recall the feelings than the actual dream.

I was sitting in the passenger’s seat to a jeep, and there was someone I didn’t know driving. We were driving through the jungle extremely fast, pulling someone behind us with a chain and a tire (like an intertube behind a boat). I think we were being chased by something. The driver frantically said “I hope the chain doesn’t break now.”

And then I woke up.

I had a dream about Cody, P, and Elizabeth. It’s weird because I rarely talk to these people.

All 4 of us were at Cody’s house, which had a red carpet with a white rug, and he had a poster of the Blue-Eyes White Dragon on the wall. I remember Elizabeth freaking out about the rug in the room. I vaguely remember us all sitting around and chatting.

Flash forward to P kneeling on the edge of a roof of a building (or was it in a tree limb?) and talking to me.

Flash forward to Brody and I running down this curvy wooden bridge. I mentioned that it felt like I was in a Sonic the Hedgehog game when I ran down it, and Brody saying “That sounds like something I would say.”

All I remember are these bits and pieces, since I had this dream a few days ago.

I've been sleeping WAY too much. Sleepiness swoops in on me almost as quickly as my old cataleptic episodes. Which tells me 1)I'm either sick or 2) My anxiety is a lot worse than I think.
I don't recall much about my dreams.

One of my earliest dreams was about my cockatiels. I had their cage covered for the night and when I removed the pillowcases they were dead from suffocation. The female looked red like a cardinal.

In one of them, Zee told me she was pregnant and she started flipping out, saying her life was over etc.

In another one, I was talking to some guy and his son about my weight. I told them I gained 40 pounds in 12 years. They said I didn't look fat and I told them I was almost sickly-thin 12 years ago lol

In another one, I was at my grandmothers house. She was upset because the rumor mill was saying she was bad talking one of Zee's old friends Colleen; that grams was saying she was glad she was removed and placed in a facility. But, in the dream, Colleen was like family and my grams was devastated when she was removed and equally devastated by the rumors.

In another dream, I was at a house and woodpeckers moved into a bedroom closet. Somehow they were able to conduct experiments on each other which strange results. Some of the birds had liquefied. Others were just heads. There were several babies and cross breeds. Some looked slender yet resembled cardinal red doves.
There were a bunch of cats everywhere and they were going after the birds. I rescued several of them, but others I left for the cats because when I took them away from the cat it was too late. The birds who were injured had "meaty" flesh, another one had it's back pierced.
I was very upset I couldn't save them all.

**EDIT**
I am most curious about the red birds. I have a lot of tidbit dreams about my birds dying and the female almost always looks like a cardinal. She's a sickly bird- always has been. She's a seed snob so her belly's distended from a form of malnutrition. I often worry she's going to die. But I don't associate the color red with disease or death. Or do I lol

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I've decided to start trying a bit harder again, this includes writing down all dreams I have in my DJ. So here goes.

21.15: Sleep

05.30: Fragments
*My friend Jonas is acting crazy. He starts rambling about something I can't recall and gets into his dodge viper and speeds off. I go after him in my own car and we end up at some dark scrapyard place.

*I'm with my friend Felix and Monica. We're at a weird, outdoors pornclub or something. There are monitors on the walls with porn. We round a corner and a couple of sofas appear. A bunch of guys are in them and as soon as they see Monica they assume she's in on some gangbanging or something. "Okay let's go" I say. A guy walks up to Monica and tries to grab for her. I push him away. "We'll be back in an hour or so" I tell the guy smiling. "No we won't, we're not going back here" Felix says. "Shut up you retard" I whisper angrily. We walk out of there.

*I'm checking out the "Post pictures of yourself without discussion" thread. DarkMerlin has posted a picture of him holding a rifle and you can see what he sees in the scope aswell. Another guy has a picture exactly like it, a third one complains about not being able to take such a cool picture himself.

05.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 8 hours

Supplements: B-Vitamin Complex

That's it! Boring stuff, was hoping for a LD.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

was in bellevue walking around old neighborhood with izar, it was sunny. all of a sudden i decide to see if its a dream just for fun. i look at izar and ask him if hes dreaming right now. he looks at me and waits i realize im dreaming. the dream shatters im center stage in a stadium with an electric blue guitar. i look up and start playing "dammit" by blink 182 and singing along to it. i see leo izar allen in the crowd on white stuff dancing with staffs and face paint to the song. i realize im dreaming and continue creating music.