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Bihon's Dream
October 16th, 2011

Just Fragments Sadly .

~ This mall, was walking around. Something odd and unpleasant was going on. I remember talking to a dude, then recording a show on my video camera. There was also these sets of swimming pools as I walked around with a friend, had been tempted to dive in them. There was also a man wearing a horse's mask (?).

The following takes place during the span of several dreams due to the fact that I was in non REM.

I remember being under my oak tree outdoors, and I couldn't walk. It took me all my power to stand up. It was almost as if both of my knees would keep giving out on me.

I'm in my house, and N starts giving me a haircut. He says my clippers are messed up, so he's just going to stop right then and there. Obviously I'm like "wtf!?" because I have class tomorrow. Something else was talked about...I think he wanted me to fix or build a computer.

I'm in my room, and my brother walks in and he's trying to talk to me about something, but I'm on the game, and it's probably something critical.

I'm at a dinner with my daughter, and some annoying guy holds his kid up next to me. I tell him that I don't smell anything because I have a dad nose. My daughter gets the kid and tries to change his diaper. She has most of it done, but she didn't put the straps on correctly (it was really complicated in the dream like a series of folds and crap).

I'm talking to my sister-n-law about my problems walking. We're in a white room, but the sun is making it a little yellowish. I try to show her how it's so hard to walk. My knees knees almost hurt while standing. They give way and fall. I tell her "this is feeling almost like those dreams I was having earlier." That's when I spontaneously realize that I'm dreaming, and fly around a bit. The problem of walking still remained though. Eventually I woke up.

Didn't write date in my personal journal so i'm not sure. Sorry I posted it so late but i coulden't find the shared dream journal.

I was lucid in a town with (ancient) chinese looking aesthetics. Small alleys, pyramid roofs and wooden buildings.
Ran into groups of people and i talked with some of them. Can't remember the conversation.
Attempted to make a portal to Katsuno, i rationalized that the alley i was in was too small and decided to fly somewhere else and make a portal. It was at this point that i forgot about my intention and i got distracted by moving around looking for treasures or some kind of quest i was doing.

Later i woke up and had another dream where i had a DILD and woke up because i forgot to stay level-headed and mistook a DC for another dreamer.

Texture's Dream

I was at school, vague flashes. Was driving with some friends, drove straight through a car. Their was some deja vu as I knew exactly where to turn to go to the "SCRABBLE" store
Then we were on a steep hill and the car drove away leaving me on the slope. The car shot bullets at me and I dodged them matrix style. A tour guide came out of the woods with some people and the dream ended

windhover blocked doorway into katsuno's dream?

It was a short dream but...

I was walking down what looked like the hallway of my old Jr High school... and a girl i used to know backthen walked out of a classroom and handed me a black marker as she walked by..so i went into the room where she walked out of and rthere was a 5 or 6 stair staircase on the back wall leading to a door to what seemed to be the outside...i walked up the stairs and as i turned to the right to open the door, the door opened and what i believe was windhover walked in and stood infront of me, blocking the way...she was about 4 inches shorter than me..i'm about 5' 9" black hair, big smile on her face, and she was wearing pajamas covered with groundhogs of every color imagineable...i became lucid at that point and said windhover! i'mthe beastofold form dreamviews! you're dreaming! and she put her hand out and said, I knwo who you are and yes i'm dreaming, and you're not deep enough in to enter katsuno's mind..he would't liek it if you woke him up! i said..um..ok...what now? and she said......its your dream, do whatever you like! i said ok, in that case, i want to go through this door! maybe i can at least reach, or find chichen itza.....she looked up then back at me and said, you'd better listen to your dog first..at that point i heard my dog panting in my ear..thats how she tells me she has to go out...and i woke up....and as i do every night for as long as i can remem,ber..i woke up at exactly 4:16 A.M.

first dream was me getting movies at this store....they checked the vhs tapes and lost the cases in the process.....i got frustrated and left

second was my roommate's boyfriend saying about a cold he had while sitting on the couch....and there was something wrong with the roof of his mouth and it was closing...then there were these weird underground people that looked like their arms and legs were each a giant worm....they were saying they would help him.....but he had to go in a bin on a railroad track to get there (it looked like gringots in harry potter)

i woke up between these two and some of the content stayed the same

third was a game show where you had to stay in these weird boxes in standing position where it was cramped (really would bother people who are claustrophobic) and there were a few tasks where you ate strange food and one where you jumped into really cold water from high up....the people to do the tasks were randomly chosen.....and if everyone stayed....the prize pot got bigger......so we were to encourage each other

and there was this one girl at the end who couldn't talk and she started shaking....and i called for a medic.....because they were checking everyone before they left.....and i hugged her to try and calm her because she started to cry and look scared when i mentioned the medic coming over......and this thing left her body and went into mine......and she could talk but i couldn't......and i was trying to explain to the doctor in her office what was going on without making any contact with her or being able to speak.....and this guy kept trying to stop me.....and there was something up with him.....and i was trying not to touch him.....even though i knew he was evil.....and i touched him and the thing moved into his body and interacted with the creature inside of him and killed him

The last thing I can remember is a vicious dog barking and chasing me and a few other people. These people were completely random, but I do remember in particular a bald person and someone who looked and acted like a character that Robert Sheehan played, Nathan. This part took place in a damp and dark alley, and the sky was cloudy (possibly due to rain). Some of us were wearing aprons and were doing the laundry. There was a sheep around here too. I don't know why, but I feel compelled to mention it. Maybe it was important.

At some point I think after the dog shows up, we split up after running away. I remember ending up in someone's room, it was pretty dark and there was a lot of Sailor Moon merchandise there. A girl who resembled my friend Marley appeared there and told me that the person who had the collection of these was no longer sharing them with others. I'm not sure what happened here, but I started fall and this is where the next scene took place.

Following the bald person and their group, they ended up in the middle of the ocean wearing almost nothing and floating on a small round tire. I don't remember what else happened there, but the next thing I can remember is there being a bed and three people suddenly wake up in said bed naked and shocked. From what I can tell, they are all transmen. I think at some point they faced some kind of discrimination based on this, but I'm not sure.

Another thing that I can remember is a woman who resembles the character Lana from Smallville in a large and comfy looking home. There was a fireplace, and she called someone in order to "seal the deal" with something. She seemed to have been doing something evil at this point, and I remember there was another girl involved and I think she was arranging to have this girl be "taken care of" in a sexual way. I don't remember much of this part.

There is also a part where a group of small children are walking alone in a mountainous desert type of place, each with some kind of weapon on them. There is a child called Miura there with glasses and wearing blue-striped overalls who feels shy and left out. There are times where they will rest and he will stay behind, hoping to hear his mates call out his name to hurry up. This happens more than once, and I think that another child joins him.

The final thing that I can remember is being at my dad's house (well, a much better version of it, thanks mind) and more specifically in the room that I stayed in last year. I can't remember a thing about this part.

Experimented with the "Brainhack" app for iOS last night since others on this forum reported that it gave them vivid false awakenings, which they could use as a dream sign and go lucid. I couldn't sleep very soundly with headphones on (since the only position where they didn't get in the way was on my back), and therefore barely had any dream recall, none of it vivid. I remember two different dreams, but all that I can say for sure about them is another case of being around several people, and in highly unusual circumstances. Gotta keep an eye out for those two dream signs, as they are by far my most common and recognizable.

And I think I'll ditch the app, too

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1st dream: (this was really early in the night so it's fuzzy in my mind) COD dream, the weird map thats only in my head. brownish green with some white bunkers in it. even though it's cod not many people are in there, I don't respawn since I dont die, and I rarely kill people, i just run and jump to get away from the guy chasing me.
2nd dream: not exactly sure of the setting, only remember vague parts of it, at the end i was in a room with 2 others, when a girl i know walked in topless, nothing happened unfortunantly.
3rd dream: went to a friends birthday party, for some reason he was rich. he started to piss me off with wierd rules he was making up but i stayed because he had good food. there was an unrealistically tall water slide. after the party i brought 2 friends i havent seen in a while to my house to see my room (it was in an odd spot, but can't describe if you havent seen my house.) then the dream ended.
fragment: mom bought me all these presents, all clothes, and i had to tell her i didn't like any of them.
4th dream: fighting a boss in WoW, fall through the floor.
5th: WILD attempt gone wrong, felt like I was half way in the dream, or maybe just a spectator for my own dream. found a tunnel with green crystals, went in to a sewer like system, and found the city of these wierd creatures.

1st dream: (this was really early in the night so it's fuzzy in my mind) COD dream, the weird map thats only in my head. brownish green with some white bunkers in it. even though it's cod not many people are in there, I don't respawn since I dont die, and I rarely kill people, i just run and jump to get away from the guy chasing me.
2nd dream: not exactly sure of the setting, only remember vague parts of it, at the end i was in a room with 2 others, when a girl i know walked in topless, nothing happened unfortunantly.
3rd dream: went to a friends birthday party, for some reason he was rich. he started to piss me off with wierd rules he was making up but i stayed because he had good food. there was an unrealistically tall water slide. after the party i brought 2 friends i havent seen in a while to my house to see my room (it was in an odd spot, but can't describe if you havent seen my house.) then the dream ended.
fragment: mom bought me all these presents, all clothes, and i had to tell her i didn't like any of them.
4th dream: fighting a boss in WoW, fall through the floor.
5th: WILD attempt gone wrong, felt like I was half way in the dream, or maybe just a spectator for my own dream. found a tunnel with green crystals, went in to a sewer like system, and found the city of these wierd creatures.

As soon as I open my eyes, a strange man attacks me with a parasol. I quickly sidestepped, as he was trying to bring the top down on my head. I grabbed the parasol, but he decided he wanted to have a little tug of war. It ended when I extended the knife in my boot and kicked him where the sun doesn't shine. With the parasol in hand, I shoved it through his stomach, making sure to hit every major organ I could. One doesn't leave these things to chance after all. I lifted him up above my head while he was still impaled. I extended the parasol then; causing his body to explode into soccerball size chunks.
"Ew.", I said, "Things got a little messy.". I looked around. Upon doing so, I immediately regretted it. This was a trashed bar, with bunnies on fire and a bunch of meth-heads running around. Well, they looked like meth-heads; what with the way they moved. Then one of them threw up on my shoes. I grabbed a kitchen knife and stuck it in his left eye. I left him there, screaming and writhing around in pain. You don't fuck with my ensemble.
I walked outside. Things were just as hectic. I was starting to think all of New Cambodia (a place I invented and kept around) was high on meth. Oddly enough, the bus was still running, despite all the looting and general insanity of the place. The door to the bus opened, and I look to see Charlie Sheen in the driver's seat.
"Charlie! How's things? I haven't seen you since we burned down that forest!"
"Well, if it isn't ol' Ez.", he said with a grin. "I'm fine. Trying to get out of the city; gonna see if there's anywhere safe left in New Cam."
"Wait, Zuzen (the city I was in at the time) isn't safe? Why not?"
"Jesus, you don't know?", he looked at me incredulously. "You're in charge around here, and you don't know?"
"You know, you can start explaining any fuckin' time."
"Get in."
While driving, Sheen explained that some kind of otherworldly terror had come from some place called "The Distance". It had been terrorizing all the cities and towns before Zuzen. It had appeared in the east as some kind of dark cloud. People had gone to investigate, during which what seemed like an army emerged from the cloud. Horrific things, armed with all manner of hideous weaponry. Like a plague, they'd swept all the way to Zuzen, which is about halfway across the whole of New Cambodia.
"Hold on.", I'd said to Sheen at one point, "New Cam has it's share of badasses. There's Kurt, Leo, You, Ark, Lynn... hell, even Abel and Stalin. Why did none of them do anything to help?"
"We tried.", Sheen said, "But there were just too many, man. We couldn't hold the line. We killed so many of them, but there weren't enough of us to keep them from spilling over into the rest of New Cam. We almost lost Lynn too-"
"What the fuck?!?", I screamed, "I told Kurt to keep an eye on her! And Leo too!"
"Relax!", he yelled back, "She's alright. Those things almost overwhelmed her, but Ark and Leo managed to get her out of there. At that point, it was agreed that we couldn't do anything to stop it. We headed back to Jonestown."
"I s'pose that's where we're heading now?"
"Yup yup."
We didn't talk for the rest of the ride. There was really nothing to say. I was still a little pissed about what happened to Lynn, and he was probably still angry I blew up about it. After all, Lynn had proven she could handle herself.
We were fast approaching Jonestown. It was an old, stone fortress converted into a city. A while back, I had cleared the town with Leo. It had been the stronghold of Kaiser, an old foe long since dead. Sweeping the streets hadn't been that difficult. As per usual though, I had to put up with Leo's too-calm demeanor. Seriously, the guy can rip three mean in half, gouge a man's eyes out, and then stomp a man's jewels until they pop and never change his facial expression. He always tried to give me tips on my philosophy too, like he was my own personal Socrates.
We got out of the bus at the front gate, as the streets were a little narrow for a double-decker. The gates didn't open at first though. About three minutes passed. What was Cal doing? Cal operated the gates, and didn't do this often.
"Cal!", I shouted up at his window, "What's the hold-up?".
No answer. I muttered a few swears under my breath, and kicked the gate down. It fell with a very heavy thud. I thought I heard a few screeches then. I stopped and listened for a few seconds, but I didn't hear them again.
Sheen and I walked into town. The first thing that struck me is that no one came out to see what had happened with the gate. The thud was loud enough to hear for a long ways, it seemed, but there was no one at all. The streets were empty. Jonestown isn't densely populated by any means, but there was absolutely no one.
"Sheen.", I said.
He answered, "What?"
"Was Jonestown evacuated?"
"No. There was no reason to evacuate it. When I left, The Distance hadn't even reached Zuzen yet.". After a second he said, "Something is definitely not right here."
I nodded in agreement. I heard the screeching again then, and a trashcan nearby fell over. We continued on, at a faster pace this time. Sheen didn't have to say anything for me to know he was just as creeped out as I was, and I suspect he got the same feeling from me. We pressed on in silence.
Eventually, we reached The Corridor. A secure base for refugees I created just in case something happened. I made a Corridor for every town a while ago. I could only hope the one in Zuzen was alright.
The security of Corridors couldn't be better. Seventeen twelve inch thick steel doors, laser turrets, cameras, mines, robo-guards, you name it. We passed through every security checkpoint, and finally made it to the control room. Leo was watching the monitors.
"Yo.", I said to him.
"Hey. How was the trip over?", he replied, in that odd tone of voice. Leo was a white guy with dreads (I know, you think it's the mark of a tool, but it works for him), a scruffy beard and generally looked like a hippie. He was anything but.
"Not important. What happened to the town?".
He turned around in his chair, "What do you mean?".
I just looked at him for a second. "What do you mean 'What do you mean?'? Jonetown is completely empty; devoid of life almost!"
He looked at me quizzically, "Really? We didn't hear anything down here."
"Wasn't it on the monitors?"
"There aren't any cameras on the outside that connect to here."
I was about to say something, then that statement actually hit me. Why had I not built cameras outside?
Sheen cut in on my thought. "That seems like a rather glaring design flaw."
I looked at him, "Don't remind me."
It was then that I could feel myself waking up.
"Looks like I've got to go guys. Hold down the fort while I'm gone."
And I was up.

I was at school.

I was walking around the school, had a light-brown raincoat and a sweater that had long sleeves (partially covering the hands) the shirt was pale brown. I had the feeling of belonging to a faction that fought another...

Someone came to me and began walking beside me, a boy ... He started to explain the "order" of things in school as well as describing some of the nearby places and locations ...

From time to time a girl passed near me, she has 23/24 years, all dressed in black, she wears a discreet spike collar around the neck, and a black trench coat. She had long, straight black hair, and black rimmel around her eyes, she had a pale skin... she looked at me and I looked back to her, surreptitiously ... the sexual tension was obvious.
This guy took me to a place he called ______ and said it belonged to "our" the faction of the Nomads (I was still not 100 percent willing to join them).

Both factions wanted me because I had special abilities (I also knew I had them, but I did not realize what they were).

As we were walking, two women (their 22/23 years passed in a hurry ... the clothes were the of the colors of mine...one of them had a top and had a horizontal strip that covered the area of the chest, also covered the shoulders... leaving only a small decorative hole in the upper bone of the sternum. The pants were tight,both women wore black boots.

Both women had black hair short hair.
It felt that they were chasing that girl in black.
However we continue to walk towards the _____ that looked like a convent. As we were walking, the boy who accompanied me start running towards the convent, towards a fight that was happening, I continued to walk normally going in the direction of the convent.

I walked down a ramp, and passed near a coffe shop that had a clan of vampires, they where having coffee.

They were all in normal clothes. The esplanade where the vampires were was covered with ivy on the surrounding walls of the esplanade. There esplanade had tables and railings, made of Victorian green iron, the railings also had ivy.
As I leave the esplanade behind,this young, blond vampire appeared, already in full transformation. She asks me if I do not want to be like her and points to the fangs, saying that it would only take a bite ...

I just wanted to be immortal and live forever young, but just thought it, i didn´t told her.

I told her no, because from the first moment that she would bite me she would not control her hunger and she would suck all the blood that i had and I would die. She said it was just a bite... she approached my neck, she smelled my skin and my veins, she then erotically smiled and said "my God, that smell ..." Being afraid of her lost of control, i refused to continue and went away.

I joined the battle in the courtyard of the convent, i was fighting a figure dressed in a purple suit , seemed a mix of a zombie and a vampire ... he pointed at me with one of his hands and several of his fingernails were projected like bullets. I tried to dodge but one hit me in the right shoulder.

Then I grabbed a square metal shield, instantly more beings like him started to appear i started beating them with the shield in their skulls... then the whole scene changed into cartoons, in which a cartoon character called Mr. Happy, a blue toon, went to jump in the middle of the pool of brains, and brain tissue,and blood that were on the ground...all that brain mess was the result of my massacre against those zombie-vampires.
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Comments: This was the first dream in which Essence appears. Essence is that Gothic Girls all dressed in black that i wrote abound in my dream.

Later i found that she´s my anima

I've totally been slacking lately with the dream journaling, but I figured I'd write this weird experience down. I woke up several times this morning, and kept immediately falling asleep. I was having this (non-lucid) dream about me and a friend (I don't know who) at a theme park type thing. It was huge and took up a whole canyon. The problem was that there were bad guys in the park that wanted to hurt us. So we fought the bad guys.

We kept finding "loot" as if we were playing a roguelike. I found a ring that let me fly, run incredibly fast, hit incredibly hard, and jump incredibly high. I used it to fight the bad guys, but if I ever used it for doing something other than fighting bad guys, it would disappear and I'd have to get it from the spot that I got it from last time. Over time, it burned my finger from over-use.

I woke up, remembered my dream briefly, and lied back in the bed with the intention of going back to sleep. I remembered what my dream was about very vividly, and I remembered exactly what I was doing when I stopped dreaming. So then I started imagining what would have happened if I had continued, kind of like a day dream. Over the next couple of minutes, my daydream became a real dream, and I basically picked up where I left off. But then I remembered that I was just daydreaming or something. So I tried to stabilize the dream. It worked. I could still feel myself lying in bed, but I wasn't seeing the back of my eyelids. I started running around, but I realized that I needed to go get the ring to be able to fly. But then I stopped myself and said "Wait, no I don't. This is my dream. I don't need to let a imaginary ring tell me what I can and can't do." So I started jumping and trying to hold myself there, and eventually I could kind of glide. But I wasn't completely successful. So I started running, and I could run as fast as I did with the ring.

I did some other stuff. Like, I went on the other side of the canyon, and using my new speed, I ran through this zoo exhibit thing they had over there. I remember goats, yaks, and something else. I think I was afraid of the yak. Which is funny because I did lose a level 8 character to a Yak last night on Dungeon Crawl Stone Soup (a roguelike). I found a big slide ride, the lady there told me it was like a mile long, and I rode it. And it was cool.

Then I kamehameha'd some trees cause seriosuly, what's a good lucid dream without shooting laser beams. That didn't really work because I have a hard time imagining what a tree getting destroyed by a laser beam would look like.