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Need to write this down so I don't forget. I have been lucid twice since last time I made an entry. Once was for a matter of seconds. I was toying around with a lightsaber, but I couldn't get it to work right. I am beginning to notice a similarity to something I read recently. Sometimes the less lucid I am, the more control I have. In other words if the dream feels like it's unstable, I can make things happen easier. But, when it is extremely vivid and clear, it is harder for me to manifest anything. I know that everything is in my mind, and that it is my own mentality keeping from believing it is possible to make something appear when the world feels so real. I have also been learning to step back into dreams. Extending them. Or realising as a dream is fading that I am going to wake up from a non lucid dream, and then forcing myself to become lucid and stay in the dream. I can't believe I didn't write these two down. Because they were great. In one of them I was working with a group, I don't know who it was, but they helped me practice my dream combat. I was fighting like 6 guys, and I didn't know it was a dream yet. Everything I have learned from boxing and muay thai just seemed to triple itself at once. Like all of the missing knowledge just came together in the moment. And I whooped there asses movie martial arts style. It felt so real. It's hard remember now, but at some point I had gone into a dream from a dream to reach this place. Anyways, it made me realise that I have no reson to think it is so hard to have full control in my dreams because I was doing it without even realising it. I was lucid, but too focused on the fighting to realise until it was over. The next one, the hot blonde Chelsea Wilson was there and as soon as I became lucid I started walking off to practice something like I always do, and then I was like, wait... thats something I've been wanting to try. I've never had lucid sex. I get laid too much in real life to care. But, I have been wanting to try. I bent her ass over, pulled her panties down, and ****** until I **** all over her back and ass. I tried to make it really quick. The opposite of usual. To see what it was like. I don't believe I had a wet dream. But within the dream, it felt very real indeed. Awesome. Now if I can just learn to manifest whoever I want. P.S. RC's aren't the cause of most of my lucids anymore. I usually just become aware somehow. Awesome.

September 24, 2011

I had a few fragments before today but I couldn't write as I hardly remember anything. I remember one was able finding a game I was searching for on a top 100 site. Was searching for that game for weeks but woke up before I got the name.

Lucid dream non-lucid:

My dream was basically a tutorial video of "right of way" (In the US we drive on the right side of the road) and it have a GTA feel to it.

A odd cartoony car part happen but I can't even describe that into words. Basically I now unlocked i a GTA kind of way a unlimited supplies of fold up buckets. (I don't even know...) Which all seem to be the color red.

I was at my storehouse where a guard saw me. He was taking out a taser to stun me I was trying to tell him that be better not and the dumb ass did it anyway.

After I recover I told him that I OWN the place and that HE is fired. I was piss the fuck off. Anyway a woman was cussing out a different guard up front calling him a dumb ass. I walk up to her and we had an unspoken agreement. She said how she hated the bucket place which I reply "sorry, my bad. I own the place." which even then she seem to respect me enough to not cuss me out.

I walk outside, at first it look like new york but it turn out to be a collage area with a BIG school. My storehouse was the school. I look at both of my arms and hands to notice that I was dreaming.

Lucid:

I took off a ton of bracelets and just toss them to the sides til my arm was clean. One of which hit a dream character in the head. I just laugh.

I grew demon wings and try to fly...Right away I knew it was failing so I glade downhill. At first my hands where interlock with each other but seeing my shadow and myself in 3rd person I notice how stupid I look. I relax them so they are more claw-like.

Walking away from the main area to the side of the school my wings are no longer there. I decided to fly to the top of the building. I float up to notice the school is like a building stack on a building and so on. I notice I started to slow down then I finally hit my height limit to where I fall to the ground. It didn't hurt...I not the type to allow myself to feel pain in dreams.

I walk some more to see a giant garden. Flowers everywhere. Purple, yellow, red, blue...But seem kinda random. I was thinking of waking my self up so I can write this into my dream journal but decided that for once I going to fully enjoy my dream.

Getting past the garden the sky was suddenly night. I was thinking of a dog barking at me and how awful that would be right about now...Guess what happen?

A dog started barking at me...It look like a friendly dog, white with black spots. Kinda like a sheep herding dog. While friendly looking he clearly didn't want to play...He was barking to be barking...Not being mean or playful.

A woman came out of the trailer. It was Velma from Scooby Doo. He was all redneck though. Daphine soon join her to tell their mutt who happen to be the brown Scooby Doo now to shut up. I went inside to see a very small trailer space. Fred was making breakfast and I ask if he needed something because he was walking near me and it was a small area but he said no. Causing a lot of trouble he got to the microwave to put his cereal (include milk and a spoon) in. He ask how long does it take to cook but then randomly put it on 30 mins. Even in a dream I remember metal + microwave = bad. I turn it off and said nothing about it. I sadly woke up.

Im insidde some halo map Ive never seen before, killing some people with weapons from dead space, I throw a bunch of nades and my brothers in there with me. I ran around for a bit and then I saw an arbiter with a energy sword chasing me, he was running fast and I couldn’t really stop him with my magnum pistol and few grenades, so I sprinting away from him and went up stairs as far as I could. I saw him kill some other people. Then I’m on the top floor and the whole map changes. my bros there with me and he keeps telling me to chop off his head with the dead space saw gun and I keep doing it but it regrows back each time. He tells me to do it again and I am about to but then I realize something is weird about all of this, I say im not gonna chop of your head and that there is much more useful things I can do with this tool and I look around and see a bunch of wooden objects I can cut. Immediately I become lucid noticing that I can’t really chop his head off and expect it to regrow back. I try stabilizing and I look around, I focus on the hair on his head and touch the wall but the dream fades anyway

The SP vibrations hit me after about 30 minutes, I stay still and calm through them, Im in my bed and I fall out rolling and hit the ground. I start looking around and seeing things around me. I spin around and also rub my hands to keep engaged. I start walking down the stairs, everything looks exactly the same, except the lighting in the room and even outside, the hue of the lighting looks kind of weird kind of darker but more colourful. Downstairs my bro and friend are eating cereal or something and Im like sup man. I then go outside and tell them to check this out. I start trying to fly. All I get is hovering but it still looks different than reality.I jump in the air and cross my legs while I slowly hover downwards. I decide that I want to start web slinging so I start making the spiderman sign, I start doing it again and making the sound effect of web shooting out from spiderman movies. and finally I tell myself that its possible, all of a sudden my wrist is covered in white web and I start shooting out webbing and trying to websling. It turns night time all of a sudden and I try to make it day but nothing happens, . I try climbing up my balcony the rooftop way, but when I jump and grab the ledge, a chocolate bar wrapper sticks in my hand and I jump down, close my eyes for a second and wake up.

This was one of my first semi-LD's, It starts off with me on a navy seal/special forces team, we are fighting the enemy on some flat plain, After defeating them, we reach a bunch of monks meditating on the ground, and they start praying for us and our victory in the battle (I thot monks were peaceful), our team gets on a humvee sort of jeep, and we drive up a hill and ramp which boosts us about 20-30 feet in the air. We land in the field of a school and I line up with my team beside a building of some sort which we are to breach, I suddenly realize in my hand is a CD of deadmau5 apparently, the title is changed to "Don't raise your weapon, don't" and I become lucid realizing that this is not a real CD, but then i get teleported to my brothers room in my house and I wake up (FA) but then I wake up for good.

I was at a camp site when I heard about the invasion of an evil demon that had been haunting the camp site. Me and my friends were terrified. We were scrambling around at the main tents when I saw it. It appeared shorter than me (I was 6 or 7 at the time) and was wearing a white robe over everything except for it's eyes and it's hands. It also had a bandanna on it's forehead which had the Australian flag on it. It approached me and proceeded to cut open my hand with an exacto knife of some kind. I then ran away.

I was in my room and it was really dark. I don't remember how but I became lucid after doing a noseplug RC. I remembered saying yesterday how weird it was that in a whole year of lucid dreaming, I had never engaged in a dream fight. I decided I'd let my enemy approach me. In the glare on the TV I saw a man in a mask with a huge golden axe behind me. Normally I'd be scared, but of course, this is a dream. I tried to get an attack on him, but he was too quick. Every time I'd move in he would circle around to my back.*

I can't remember what happens after that, but I do remember flying a few times.

The dream skips and I'm at a gas station with my brother eating ices. We talk about dreaming but by this point I've lost lucidity. I think the new dreamviews update inspired me to have a lucid

my dream was based around me and my friends trying to get some smoke. i was with one of the people that use to get it for me and she decided to call her friend to bring some down to drop it off. she said that she has some and she is on the way. we were standing at the bottom of my street and it had been snowing. a car started coming down the street and it was our drop off. the next thing the car started spinning out of control round and round and i was thinking to myself that it was not just the snow causing this and that she was actually drunk. then i seen my next door neighbour on the phone and i thought to myself she was phoning the police. she was, almost instantly the police were coming over the hill and i started saying what a clown and kind of laughed. then my friend said why you laughing she has your smoke, i instantly became gutted and decided that she was a lost cause and i would be better trying else where. i start to look around for my car but do not seem to see it, my brother is there and he seems to know where it is but will not tell me and i start getting angry then he said i will give you a clue and told me its next to the wood. i had no idea what he was talking about and started looking around i still cant find it, all of a sudden i am in my brother in laws house and him and his friends are all phoning around trying to get me some smoke, then he turns and said to me, oh i have some stashed in my calculator and goes down the back of his drawers and pulls out a calculator and opens it from the back and starts pulling out a large amount of green, this makes me happy and i start to take it off him. then i wake up.

other parts to this dream:-
i was thinking of nearly everything just before it happened, the police, my car being lost and the calculator.

Me and Jacinta are walking towards this bus stop, because the teacher said he'd take us outside for the last few minutes of the lesson. He kept promising how cool the bus would be, but we were totally let down when it simply "sped" at about 50 k down the street.
"That SUCKED" Jacinta said.
"Who cares? We got out of class for a bit."
We walk, and end up at the front of woolworths, Jacinta has to go the other way, so I hug her, and say goodbye. Tee comes up behind me and we begin walking to the parking lot together, because I know my dad will be there for some reason. I see my car, but the number plates different, not the same as normal. I'm about to walk to my car, but suddenly I'm in some big four wheel drive that tee is driving.
"Where do you want to be let out?" She asks.
"Just stop now, and let me out" I say, seeing I'm close to my car.
She keeps driving forward, and I have to walk a fair way back to my car now. I end up jogging, and I think when I got in the car it was really big four wheel drive or something, and you had to grab this thing up top to pull you into the car.
-fragments-
Not really worth writing in detail. Playing zombies several times with christina really. I had a bowie knife since about round one. It was on a map I didn't know.

So I'm crazy busy! argh!
But I had a second lucid dream
I flew! and found M. Two of my goals in one dream! Yesss! But I couldn't look closely at anything, and everything kept going black. But I never woke up! So I think I'm getting better at this

I participated in an orgy with a blonde woman and a dark-hair woman.
The blonde woman had curly hair. We're in a hotel room, the walls are light brown, the blanket of the bed was light brown. After the orgy we all took a bath, and wrapped ourselfs in white towels. The bathroom where we are is white, and is part of a huge mansion.
Meanwhile the owner of the mansion arrives.The owner is a woman who has an executive suit with a miniskirt. The suit is all brown. She has high-heeled brown shoes and blond hair.
She asked us what we had done with her husband. I got up and went to get her husband. He was inside a closet with a mirror on the outside of the door.
We all went to the living room of the mansion. The owner was sitting on the sofa. There is an unevenness on the floor. The floor where she is, is taller than the floor where we are.
The floor has two steps, and steps are of white marble.
Near us there is a bar and a small cabinet.
The husband of the owner of the house was tall, had a muscular body, and short spiky hair. He had a blue t-shirt and shorts with Hawaiian flowers. He was handcuffed. I told the owner that he had killed a person. She covered her face with her hands and wept.

Confidential. For counting purposes only.

I'm at work. E.M. and a co-worker are with me. We have to build a pipeline that will connect our facility to a gas station. We are studying the blueprint of the project. There is a chance of the pipeline crossing a highway. This will only happen if I do everything in that blueprint.
After that i got in the car and an hour later i parked on a street with lots of trees.
I went into a building to take care of business, and when I returned, my car was on the bonnet of a giant Land Rover.
My car had the tailgate undocked.

I'd been kidnapped and was trapped in some guy's house with a friend, don't know who. We're trying to come up with a plan to escape, but we're afraid the guy will catch us. There's this flight of stairs in the house, the walls were bright yellow and the steps were brown, and they turned a corner and had a little platform. On this platform there was a really high shelf, higher than I could reach, that had an old looking black phone on it. It was apparently to be used by the cleaning lady if she needed to call 911.

While the guy was busy somewhere, my friend found a long object of some sort, and I used it to bring the phone off the hook. Somehow she managed to dial my dad's number, and I held the phone. We could hear the guy making noise in a room nearby and were terrified he would find us. Finally my dad picked up. He had thought I was at a friend's house the whole time, since that was where I was supposed to be. I told him what had happened hurriedly and quietly, then asked if he would call 911 for us. He said he would and hung up.

I went and packed all my clothes and stuff up (dunno why I had stuff) in a 4L milk jug somehow and stepped outside to hide it somewhere. When I stepped outside it was exactly like my backyard, but it was apparently still the guy's house. Suddenly I heard the guy approaching behind me, so I threw the jug into the corner, but he just barely saw it. He came up and asked angrily if I had been drinking alcohol. I denied, and he asked if I was planning to escape and bring milk. xD I was like "haha noo of course not, I'm just kinda paranoid". (this is what was written in my notes, I dunno why I was paranoid lol) He grabs the milk jug and holds onto it anyway.

Suddenly the police knock on the door then burst in. They grabbed the guy and I took my stuff back from him. A few policemen took him away, then my dad came, and us and a bunch of policemen started having a party lol. I went upstairs to use the bathroom. The bathroom was really huge and had all wooden walls and floor. I tried to use the bathroom but the door wouldn't close and policemen kept coming in to talk to me.


I don't even know how many times I switched tense in that

I am part of a group of military invasion / reconnaissance. The land where we are is small. The floor is gray.
We're not in combat. When I try to open the door of a warehouse within this building, I hear the voice of someone speaking English with Indian accent ... and suddenly subtitles appear translating what that voice says. That voice belongs to a man. He says he's in the bathroom and that he´s gonna shoot the first soldier who opens the door of the bathroom.