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At school with 10 minutes to throw something together. I don't have my written DJ--which I've actually been writing in every day--with me, so I'll go from memory. ...On second thought, I can't remember enough. But at least I've been writing. Also, I almost had a successful WILD.

I have memories of three fragmented dreams, all rather random...

Fragment 1

All I can remember is I'm out in the middle of the woods, at some log cabin home where this hippy type man and woman live. They are drug dealers, apparently. The man takes my passport and makes a break for it in his station wagon (complete with wood panel!) I chase after him, crying, panicked.

Fragment 2

I'm in an Indian themed love hotel searching for someone

Fragment 3

I'm lost in a labyrinth of underground train and subway tunnels. I keep changing trains trying to find my way, but it just gets me more and more hopelessly lost. I ask for help but no one can help me or understand me. I eventually find my ex (he's wearing this strange crepe type white shirt that has a 'stylishly' ripped V neck. He's laughing and nervous because he's lost and confused too.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Woke up with barely any recall at all, but I had a few feelings that wouldn't go away. Something about a train and a carcrash. Halfway to work I recalled a couple of things.

22.30: Sleep

05.10: Fragments
*I'm playing golf with a few other people. I try to find some balls and I spot a couple in the fake grass. The courses are tiny, just like in mini-golf and it seems as if they're platforms in water. I try to find a few peg's but I only find flat ones. "Wtf is this?" I wonder but I realise it must be for hard surfaces. My boss shows up and he smiles at me. I shoot the ball into the water and jump after it. "How am I supposed to swing under water?" I ask my mom.

*I'm on a bike and I'm trying to catch the train. The signs says the train will be leaving any moment and I jump through the doors just as they close. I sit down and relax.

05.10: Stunt gone wrong
I'm in a car going really fast on the highway. Next to me are two guys in black leather on one motorcycle and they're doing some kind of stunt. Suddenly they fall and starts rolling. They don't slow down and continue to roll and flip. One guy goes limp and I can tell his neck is broken. His head gets twisted in strange angles and it gets blue in seconds. After a while the guys stop rolling and we all rush to the guy with the broken neck, now turned 180 degrees around. A guy in a helmet walks up to him as he's sitting up, still alive amazingly, and twists the head with both hands. A large "Crack" is followed by a moan.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3

That's it! Kinda freaky dream but still entertaining.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

I haven't slept for 1 hour all together last night but I remembered one dream
I was in my house. The house was full of people. I haven't recognized anyone. The house was full of smoke. I went outside to garden to see what's going on. There were some girls there standing. Supposedly, they were from some cultural organization. We started talking about something and after few minutes I went back to house. I gone to the kitchen and looked through the window and saw 8-10 guys stealing car in front of my house. Supposedly it was my dads car. It was some green Alfa Romeo. I wanted to react but on of the guys with black hair and dark skin tone looked back at me with killer look. I said to my dad that some guys are stealing it and he wasn't responding. It was like I wasn't there. I came back to check out for car but it was gone. They've stolen it.

Hi Guys.
I just started to write my DreamJournal right now because i experienced something completely new this night.
I think actually it has been my next step in lucid dreaming...
Last week i got a quite similiar experience!
So lets start:
Iam reading much about Wild and all the other methods of achieving Lucidity .
Since then ive been starting to concentrate on my state of mind and to repeat the sentence " Am i dreaming right now?" as soon as iam trying to sleep
I mean as soon as iam trying to lucid dream!
The dream started at a huge Soccer Hall. The game which has been played is a combination of soccer and volleyball.
I was going to participate at this game. After a while running around and living this at some parts more or less obvious dream...
I came into a second dream. You have to know that this first dream had been very long and that I somehow ( even that I didnt write my DreamJournal the last few weeks) remembered incredible much. In general i remembered four dreams. Two of them lucid.
Because i havent been lucid in this first dream iam gonna skip further information.
The second dream began when i was driving in a car with 2 friends through a dark forest.
After some time driving a guy occured on the left side of the street.
A small axe was sticking in his body and he was looking quite badly hurt.
I told my friend that he should hit the gas pedal and "fuckin" drive away!
"This is insane!" i said and watched the event happen.
He said that he would like to see what happened and help this guy.
he slowed down and this guy came closer.
After some seconds he almost reached our car.
By coming closer we recognized that something has to be wrong with this fella...
and it looked like he must be a zombie or something similiar.
The driver now startet to get intimidated but it was to late...
The guy reached the car and stopped it somehow!
His skin turned green and he grew immense some moments later.
I started to feel strong fear!
He opened the door with the intension to get to us.
He was not speaking nothing just breathing and coming closer!
In this moment i realized that this cant be real and that i must be dreaming.
I thought " Dont fear anything - its your world your rules your dream".
Accept the fact and just let this moment happen!
By realizing this great truth he touched me and probably killed me and i would have been waking up.
Fact is that my mind state of awareness changed this completely.
I moved into one of those beeings and now knew that i was dreaming.
I changed myself into a human beeing again and started to walk down the road.
I watched my Hands and tried to feel the whole Dimension around me telling myself that iam dreaming and that
i should keep cool all the time - just realx! dont get stressed! dont lose your control!
So i kept moving and now i started to look around me to identify the obstacles and buildings around me.
I noticed that they were build from my memories.
In germany we got this one shop called Edeka but in my dream it has been called edeko...
Just an example for the little tiny differences to the "Reallity".
I tried to fly - like i always do and it worked quite well at the beginning.
Like usually after soem moments my old problem occured that i had to start to swim to fly... I dont like that Boundary but ive got to break through the next days!
So now i thought about creating the reallity around me and came down to the ground.
I thought about a huge mountain with rocks and a great landscape.
I saw how this reality started to rise up around me.
It was awesome!
Somehow without any of my creative intension water began to fill the area around me.
So much water that i was not able to keep standing where ive been.
I got to jump up on a rock not to get into the water.
I thought "hey dude - this is your dream keep the water away!"
but it was impossible. Hitting this rock with my hands created a really bad pain and i was wondering about it cause it has been in my dream and i was conscious about it.
Finally before the water reached me i jumped up to fly away.
Like i told you before it didnt work... so i "swam" some metres up in the air and fell down into the water.
Shortly before hitting the water i realized that i should wake up by falling there. Like i always did in my dream experience before.
So this time i kept lucid and conscoius and hit the water.
Instead of waking up i entered a new dream starting in a Bathroom in a bathtube arising out of the water.
It started quite similiar to this last dream cause i was pretty scared and i got the same fear based feeling in the beginning.
After some thoughts i got me fearless again and stepped out.It was completely dark and i left the room.
There i met a good female friend of mine and we started to have sex ^^ - i was lucid and horny so ... iam not sorry for that.
It was great . Some minutes passed and i met another friend. Talking relaxing and beeing.
Another non lucid dream followed.
I dont care about this one right here right now.
I am not able to show in english how presize this dream has been.
It was incredible.
So much detail and such a long state of beeing lucid over more than one dream.
An awesome experience for me.
It was some kind oft mixture of WILD and DILD.
Cause i got this "hallucinations" fore 1 hour in the sleep paralysis state and woke up after them feeling like i slept but thinking that i was awake.
Then the lucid dream chain started and ihave been lucid for quite a long time experiencing many new things of lucidity.
Thats all i got to say about it.
If somebody got quite similiar chain dreamings please let me know and tell me what you have experienced.
KEEP on DREAMING!
Blessings Chris

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING

23:00

The Jaguar from the Shadows
There’s a legendary monster terrorizing people. It is a large muscled black panther or jaguar that moves in the dark and in the shadows. Old legends tell that an army of samurai fought this monster and sent him away from this world, but he is back from the dark place where it was exiled for centuries. He attacks a city and kills every being who gets in his way. I have a brief contact with the beast, when our shadows cross and I feel like I’m being slashed by his claws. I realize on that moment that I might get a chance to win a fight with him, if only I stay away from his shadow or keep my shadow away from him. I find an axe and by trying to stay under direct light, making no shadow, I fight him but I only cause him minor injuries. After a tiring confrontation, the jaguar disappears as a dark smoke to unknown place. Later I am working on an underground lab with a team, on ways to fight this beast. Some cocky guy comes in offering his help, but because I didn’t like his attitude I sent him away and get back to work. He comes back later, with a different body, a bit looked like Matthew McConaughey. At first I don't recognize him but once he starts talking I realize it's the same guy. I wonder who he is and why he is being so persistent, so I let him stay this time. I was interviewing a bunch of guys anyway, to join the team, so I decide to give him a try. I send him down to the lower level, where some colleagues are running some experiment which demanded opening a tunnel to an underground system we think might be the hidden den of the beast. I tell him the door is jammed and I want him to go help close it. By then we were not so worried, because it was not expected to be dangerous as we had a good surveillance system and the tunnels were apparently safe at the moment. But once he gets there, they are surprised by the sudden invasion of the black panther, coming again as a black smoke and materializing once inside the premises. I hear the screams and see a distress signal blinking, so I go check it out. When I get down there it’s all damn quiet, lights flickering, I realize something got wrong. I hide and I see the jaguar passing by, accompanied by a sorcerer. I don’t know this lower level so well, but I find some abandoned room where I hide. Inside it I find an old crazy lady who apparently sleeps there. I first feel I should get out of there because she might start talking and giving our location away, but instead she makes a sign to take cover and she saves me, by hiding me when the sorcerer comes by. She shoos the sorcerer away by pretending to be both obnoxious and harmless. Then the guy who changes bodies comes by and takes me out of there. I thank the lady.

1:00

Snoring guy
I think I wake up because someone is snoring really loud by my side. I wake up in a bed with some guy by my side. I am confused. Did I go to bed with some guy and don’t recall it? I try to see his face, but I’m scared of what I’ll find out. I finally see his face and I have no idea who he is. But we happen to be sharing a bed in a unfamiliar room to me. I feel tired so I just want to sleep and forget about it. I put my earplugs I find over the bedside table, but somehow it is not making any difference. I still hear the snoring and I can’t rest. I push the guy and wake him up. He says “What!?” and I complain he is snoring (let alone “who the fuck are you?”). He says it is not him and in fact I still hear snoring although he is awake. He shows me a guy sleeping on the floor, it is my friend Belchior and he is the one snoring. He says he came in late night, had no place to sleep and asked if he could crash in the dorm. Oh, so it’s a dorm. Belchior also wakes up, we say hi and he says he is sorry for dropping by like that, but he brought along a TV that we can use (and he points to the TV) as a compensation. This is getting boring so I then really wake up and realize it is my BF who is snoring out loud by my side on the bed.

3:00

New Zealand, Nepal, Japan and bullies
Falling asleep I got stuck on some hypnagogic imagery of giant waves hitting some scarps followed by a large group of mountains covered in green grass. I have a certainty that it is in New Zealand. I get into a dream from here. I am climbing those scarps, for sports I guess, but soon the waves are getting higher and higher and me and other people are really running up the scarps to escape them. We reach some small plateau where we find some nice hostel. By then we are in Nepal. I see prayer flags hanging near the front door. We are tired and hungry and we go inside. We find the place lovely. I start taking pictures, but some lady guests there don’t want to be on the picture and they complain, so I have to stop. I sit outside in a terrace with my climber friends. We are eating boiled eggs. There’s a girl in the group who is very pretty and she is blind. The waiter who is serving us is mentally challenged and I guess he feels empathy with this girl because of her disability and he digs her completely. So much that he is only serving her and obsessively asking if she wants something else. There are other costumers waiting to be served and he is ignoring them. We find it cute and amusing, but the girl is totally pissed off. She wants him to leave her alone. He only goes away when his boss scolds him from behind the counter. The girl then leaves and we accompany her to a place nearby where she is going to meet her actual BF. We think he is a bit of a jerk, but she seems to like him. The streets we walk are clearly in some Eastern country, like China or Japan. Once we leave her with her BF we come back to our table, but we still catch a glimpse of them making out inside the shop or studio where he works.
Back on my sit, I’m carefully taking the shell of an egg and I put it on the plate for a second to look to the side because of something we’re talking about. A group of people is passing by the side of our table and some bully takes my egg and eats it. I feel irritated with his attitude and I get up to confront him. He looks oriental and he is brown belt in karate or something similar. He is not a big guy and somehow I don’t feel so intimidated, but I’m aware he might be able to kick my ass quite a bit. Also there are other bigger guys in the group who are also martial arts practitioners – they are wearing their uniforms. I don’t care, I stand for justice. I tell him what he did was really wrong and ask him to say he’s sorry. Of course he is not and he couldn’t care less about my feelings. Then I get a blow in the head and when i get to turn I see the taller guy trying to play cool, like he didn’t do anything. This really annoys me. I call them cowards and childish and I get ready to fight them, but they don’t seem to want to fight me, just bully me. I give up and I tell “I just want to tell you to drop dead, but because I’m much more civilized than that, I instead wish you all the best for your life and have a good day!”. And I really felt it, from the bottom of my heart. There were some ladies accompanying them and they smiled very impressed that I had been classy and mocked them for having been taught a lesson of good manners.

Whalers
I become half-lucid and as I turn my back on them I face a park. It has a beautiful hedged garden and I try to fly over it, but it doesn’t work. So I walk up a hill by the side of the garden. On top of the hill I watch night falling and a sea bay with boats floating. The sea is getting very revolted and the boats are being violently shaken. I am then on the quay where other people are to, watching the boats in the storm. I ask if they’ll be ok and I’m told they are used to it and are not in distress. Actually they tell me they are working right now. They are whalers and are catching whales on the bay right now. I then see it, they are trapping and killing some small species of whales. I don’t want to see it, so I run from this bay, but find myself inside a building from which I can’t get out, with a large panoramic window over the bay. They are slaughtering the whales and I scream “Murderers!!!”. Two ladies who are tourists there and are also not enjoying the “show”, look at me like saying “well, it’s their custom, we can’t judge them”. I realise they wouldn’t understand my point. I’m vegetarian and I suffer with the killing of any animal, but in my own country people slaughter millions of animals and I don’t go around the streets calling them murderers, so why should I do it here? I decide to just leave after saying some prayers for the whales. But then I’m told the only way out is to go through two boats stopped on the quay. My friends from the hostel are also around and also want to get out of there, so we all go over the deck of the boats. But when we’re on the second one, it starts moving. We freak out, afraid it might go whaling and takes along. That would be too much! My friends turn to me “Now what!?” I don’t know, so I wake up.

5:40

Comet or asteroid
There’s something in the sky heading towards Earth, like a comet or an asteroid. It’s clearly visible in the sky and people are feeling desperate. I get the clear feeling “I’m going to die soon” and although it doesn’t totally freak me out, I still feel a bit uncomfortable with the idea. I’m with my BF looking at it and he asks me “Didn’t you had some friends or knew someone who knew about this? Don’t they have a plan? Can’t you talk to them? Aren’t some aliens coming to save us?” I find it funny that all of sudden all the conspiracy theories are no longer looking silly to him. But I tell him no, there is no one to save us and no plan B. We have to accept it. I feel at peace. Then, on that very moment, the asteroid or comet makes an abrupt 45º change in course, drawing a V in the sky and moving away from our planet, like it had bounced on something.

6:30

Save the children
... Passing by some kindergarten. Stop to look at a shelf full of figurines. I like particularly two dolls, of a male and female twins. Then the real versions of the figurines appear behind me and ask me if I’m enjoying the dolls. I ask if those are doll versions of themselves and they confirm, amused. They have a bunch of them.
... I am half-lucid and for some reason I get involved in a fight. Some guys with pitchforks and clubs come inside this building and I am trying to protect the people there, specially the kids, so I fight for them. I get some improvised weapons made of strong sticking out wires. I mostly knock them out and get their weapons, but try not to kill anyone. In the end only a lady is left standing and she wants the kids to commit suicide. Because they ignore her, she threatens to kill them. Of course I won’t let that happen. I never understood what this was about.

First encounter with my Dream Guide
I am now fully lucid. I go outside by climbing some stairs to a door, through which the attackers came inside. I decide to call my Dream Guide again, hoping to be more successful this time. I rise up in the air, hoping that in the sky I won’t be bothered by DCs, but two guys come after me, one flying and the other becoming gigantic to reach me. They nail me down on the floor, but I decide I won’t fight or get distracted. I keep focused on my goal. They hold me down but I look into the blue and white clouded sky and I make an appeal to the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas to designate a dream guide for me! Then a beautiful girl comes in my rescue, riding some kind of hover-bike. She is Japanese-looking, dressed in a white leather-like biker outfit with some red stripes in the front. She has a cute round face and a cute short white hair. She gets out from her sky-bike and picks the guys up as if they were feathers and throws them far away until they simply vanish in the distance. When she does this, red stripes of hair appear in her head and her outfit turns into red with white stripes in the front, so the opposite of before. It’s like her wrathful version coming out. I thank her and I ask for her name but she makes a sign like she wants me to shut up and not ask any questions. She never said a word. She just picked me up and took me across the dream as if it was just an hologram. She leaves me inside some place, like some cruise spaceship. It is definitely Japanese populated. I see japanese kids gathered in some kind of dinner to my left, then some tofu restaurant to my right and I keep walking through this deck-like place and I find a weird sado-maso role playing place that is becoming quite oppressive and unpleasant. I wonder why my DG took me here and why did she disappear so quickly. What did she mean? The dream is closing in, I feel uncomfortable. So I remember the ease with which she pulled me through a dream to another without the need for walls, portals, whatever. Then I thought maybe what she was trying to tell me was to stop being addicted to artifices: I have been able to get out of dreams just by wanting, so what's keeping me from doing it all the time. "Just get out!" So I did! I crossed this dream as if it was just an hologram hovering in front of me.

7:30

NOTES

I am surveying my strange hellish fantasy world.

I see the flowers that Angel planted... dark energy sunflowers, stealing my energy, and funneling it to her.

I see myself pulling them out.

What the hell are you doing?

I make a tornado, which flies through my land, and rips them all out, then goes into a portal.

Monday the 31st of January 2011
So tonight i had my first real lucid experience today and i must admit.. It fucked up (but in a cool way)

So this is what happned:
I woke up (in the dream) to go upstairs to get some water. I walk outta my room and i see a bottle lying on the floor so i decide to pick it up and put it in the frigde in our little bar. As i turn around my granma stands like.. a few cm from my head and that scared the shit out of me! After that she was just standing there laughing like a maniac.. i thought by myself ''i must be dreaming'' and did a reality check - i went lucid:

My heart was still pumping really fast after the chock but i calmed myself down as much as i could. I tryed to pull myself together and i startet to look on my hands that was blurry.. It was really hard to stabalize it since my grandma really annoyed me / creep me out. Meanwhile i was looking on my blurry hands my grandma sat in the middle of the room on a bench. I couldnt stabalize it was it went clear for me but i decided to sit infront on my grandma as soon as she calmed down from her maniac laughter that still was there. I was talking to her about something but i dont remember what it was about. I think it was something about me moving away from home and what i should do.


After that i woke up and was like ''WTF did i just have a LD?'' and startet to write in my dream journal

I can only remember one dream clearly. I remember that i'm up very, very late. It was before a school day and i was up to around 3-4 am or something like that. My mom usually starts yelling for me to go to bed when it's 11 pm, so it was kinda weird. Both my parents were awake and told me to go to bed, but in the end they didn't really care.

Wake up > drink of water > sleep paralysis > enter lucid dream.

So I spawn into some party - perfect. I spend a while just walking about the house trying to work it where I am but I cant recognize it and have no recollection of ever being here before. After a while I try to have some fun, I start to levitate things and soon
a crowd gathers round to watch me and then I start to levitate people. Soon I get bored of this and my eye turns to the window and when i turn back the crowd are gone apart from one or two people. I open the window and stand up on the ledge and look down at the grass below but before I jump out to fly I stop because it all seems too real. I jump down from the ledge and do the finger throught palm check but i'm worried after a few seconds because it doesn't go right through but seconds later it goes through and i run and jump straight out of the window. The rush is unbelievable as i fall through the air but soon I hit the ground and realise I couldn't fly. The ground is wet and i'm still absolutely stunned at how real everything feels and unfortunately the pain of falling from so high still feels real. So I'm lying down after my failed flight feeling like Icarus when I look up at the house I just jumped from and realised all the lights are off so I dont go back in, instead I decide to go to the house next door. As I go to open the door to the next house I see my real next door neighbour at the door and wake up. Hmm...

This was surprisingly vivid and seemed to last around 15-20 minutes. I am improving..

Well since we've been able to take a break from school after finishing exams i've had some free time to practice getting lucid. Without much effort I manage it after attempting after a good night's sleep.

So for some reason the first thing I notice is i'm in a cave. Not the most exciting place in the world but I remember what i've been told - start small scale and let your mind do most of the work for you, dont try to change too much. So I just start walking through this small, cramped cave until I come to a group of bats but instead of flying they are walking around in front of me. I decide to try out 'Dream Powers' and the first thing that come to mind is too make these bats larger so I put out my hands and concentrate and successfully enlarge one bat to around human size. However there seems to be a side effect of this enlargement as a human face appears on it. I'm impressed with my powers and get too confident and try to change everything. I wake up.

Dream - Lucid

I had a very strong urge to try to have a lucid dream all day yesterday, so I did my MILD mantras before bed. ("I will become lucid"). They worked wonders...I had the longest LDs I've ever had.

I also want to find my dream guide pretty badly, so that was my goal going to sleep.

I was at my elementary school, apparently taking the 4th grade again. I was the same age I am now though, 22. I went into my classroom, and my 4th grade teacher was there, Mrs. B. She looked the same, only she had 2 nose rings, one in each nostril, and many earrings. She saw me, and told me I looked familiar I said "It's me, Krista, you had me 1999-2000 (not true in waking life)." She thought for a minute, but didn't say anything.

Class started, and no one was talking. The teacher was sitting at her desk, doing some work. I didn't want to repeat the 4th grade, I was not happy about being there! I stared at this one girl with short red hair for awhile, that looked like a girl I really did go to elementary school with. She smiled at me and stared back.

I wanted to get out of there, and realized I was dreaming. I took off through the ceiling, going up through empty classroom after empty classroom. I don't really recall where I ended up, but I created a portal by saying "Portal, APPEAR!". I didn't know where I was going, I just wanted to create a portal. I heard some ambient music, and a white light outlined in bright yellow appeared. I jumped through it, tumbling through the darkness for awhile. I don't really remember where I came out, I think I was at the same place I had originally created the portal.

I couldn't remember what I wanted to do, so I thought I'd create a portal to GMoney's dream. I started, and a portal similar to the first appeared, only this one was outlined in bright red. I decided to abandon the effort though. I then wanted to create a portal to Ryan's dream, but try as I might, it wouldn't work.

Then, I was back in my classroom. I floated lazily towards the ceiling, but when I hit it to go through it, it felt solid. I floated back down and blasted through the ceiling with more force, and it worked. I floated through the empty classrooms again, and then I heard a voice ask me if I wanted to go to a world where yaks rode on humans. I said ok, and was taken there. It was outside of my elementary school at night. It was snowing. I ran through the snow, and saw a bunch of cars in the parking lot. I wondered to myself how yaks could possibly drive cars, and decided they must be made differently. I then saw a group of yaks walking towards the school on their hind legs, with human clothes on. Then, I saw some humans standing by the school. It was a group of 2 or 3 teenage boys. They looked normal enough, nothing weird about them.

Then, I either woke up for a second or I had a false awakening. I remember asking myself if I was having a false awakening, and I decided that I wasn't. It was very dark, and my eyes felt like I had fallen asleep in my contacts. Then, I either fell asleep again, or the FA continued, and I was up writing down my LD in my dream journal.

Then, I was suddenly standing by a beach. The sky was very cloudy, like it might storm. There was a HUGE wave forming. It was a beautiful greenish-blue, and very clear. I could see thousands of fish in the wave. I knew I was dreaming immediately, and stopped the wave from crashing to the shore. I turned around, and there was a young black man standing there. I then remembered my original goal before I went to bed: To find my dream guide. The man smiled at me, and I hugged him. I pulled away, and, with my arms still around his neck, I asked him if he was my dream guide. He laughed, and told me no, he wasn't. I then asked him if he was just a dream character, and he said he was one of many. I then asked him if I did indeed have a dream guide, and he told me yes. I asked him to take me to him, and he said he would.

I examined my hands to induce clarity, but they were very out of focus. My DC came up behind me, took my shoulders in his hands, and started to gently sway my to the right and to the left while talking to me. I figured he was trying to keep me in the dream. I glanced over at the wave, which was still stopped. Around it was a very, very vivid triple rainbow.

My DC jumped into the ocean, and I followed. We swam underwater. I was having trouble breathing for some reason. It felt like a heavy weight was on my chest every time I took a breath. I ignored it though, because I knew I'd be alright since I was dreaming. For a brief moment, the ocean floor became a set of digital-looking white circles, but quickly changed back. I remember the ocean being very dark.

Suddenly, my DC and I were in what looked like a small basement storeroom of some sort. It was well-lit, and the walls were white. There was a table off to the right with a few men sitting at it. My DC told them that I wanted to go meet my dream guide. We walked on. He told me to take this very flimsy looking paper key and put it in the lock of this electrical breaker box. I did as I was told, though the key didn't really go in the lock because it was paper. I turned it, and woke up.

Non-Lucid Lucid Nightmare

I had my first lucid and it was the first time I remembered more than one dream. And all of this happened in one night. I think the dream journals must be having an effect. Now I just have to remember to post them on the site.

W.I.L.D

After several futile attempts at wilding I realized that I was not putting much effort into it. I told my self this time I would wild. I lied down and counted my breaths. The first change I noticed was that my breathing became much lighter and easy. I also felt slightly euphoric and numb. I did not experience and of the visual or auditory effects from SP reported by other Dreamviews members. Instead It was purely physical. When I was closer there was a light buzzing at the tips of my toes and fingers. As I got distracted or excited the buzz would fade but I remained persistent. Finally after I got passed the buzzing, It felt like my stomach and chest were being pelted by volleyballs and my back and legs felt like they were lanes for very heavy bowling balls. I was then dragged down into a dream. I instantly knew it was a dream but I was so disoriented by the pelting I received that I panicked and jumped out of my dream bed in my dream room without stabilizing the dream. Every thing was heavily blurred and I felt disoriented. I reality checked immediately by looking at my hands. That was a mistake. I became even more disoriented seeing 8 fingers on one hand. After that I was pulled into my body. I woke in my bed.

My first WILD was very short but I was still surprised how different it felt from dreaming. I am looking forward to experimenting in my dreams when I get the hang of it. I hope the abuse I received in SP is a one time deal.

I figured one lucid for the night was good enough so I headed for normal sleep.

Dream 1- Alien Incursion

I heard noises on the other side of the door, It must have come from the alien ship that just started it's boarding of mine. If I did not lock down the door fast enough the invaders would slaughter everyone on the ship. Everyone new once they enter the ship there would be no stopping them. The door was successfully locked down before they came through. I suddenly heard the invaders attempting to access another door. I ran down the hall and quickly locked down that door too. I looked out the window into space and saw 5-8 hive ship's closing in on my ship. I woke up.

After reading this again it sounds like it could have been a nightmare but I remember being quite calm and relaxed.

Dream 2- Wire across the road/ Allergies

I was walking down the road when I saw 2 kids string a navy blue rope across a road. They thought I was there to tell them to take down the rope but I told them It was fine but they had to move the rope farther down the road. For some reason when it was restrung farther down the road it had feathers on it. A truck drove by and hit the rope and some how got damaged. I went to get the kids mother who's house was next to where they originally set up the rope. As I entered the house the first thing I noticed is that feathers were scattered all along the floor. The mother was standing in the center of the entry way. I was worried that if one of the kids had allergies from the feathers the allergic reaction could be lethal. Suddenly the mother collapsed on her knees looking very pale. She barley managed to say that I had to get the feathers out of the house. Damn I thought it was the mother who had the allergy. As I ran to move her out of the house I woke up.

Dream 3- The worlds weirdest Biology exam

This was probably one of the longest dreams I have had yet. Because It was so long I can't remember the correct order of these fragments.

The main story surrounding all these fragments is that I was staying in an old mansion with my classmates. The mansion in this dream was apparently the former home of Marry Queen of Scots. To pass our Biology exam we had to eat a Pice of Mary's corpse. I should probably play Nazi Zombies in the afternoon.

As we were briefed about how we would eat the corpse, I looked up at the sky. At first there was nothing, then stars in the hundreds filled the sky. They were dazzling. Instead of the blue dots we see in the sky it was almost as if the sky filled with hundreds of suns while still being able to maintain the darkness...

My room mate and I were not happy about the Idea of having to eat a corpse or the pizza our teachers decided to bring in so we agreed on getting some ramen during the night and just fail the exam. We ran down from the mansion at incredible speed. The forest we passed was just a blur. When we finally arrived at a convenient store we grabbed some chopsticks, broke them and then filled the ramen cups with hot water...

Before going out of the mansion I was about to pick up an umbrella until I looked at it closer. The face on the end of the handle was Marry queen of scots. Her face was pale as if she was dead. I think there may have been blood painted on her face but I am not sure. There was also a strand of human hair on it. This freaked me out and made me leave the umbrella where it was... I still don't know why the hair freaked me out more then the dead carved face.

I was in a theme park the next day after the exam. I was talking with my friend again at the theme park next to the mansion. He was complaining about how the rides were old and no fun to ride. I then woke up...

Comments Non-lucid Lucid state

I was at a tropical location, with old mayan ruins and vines growing over everywhere. The ground was gray and the sky was blue with a sun and a few skies. At first it was some competition of being there. I was there with others, but then they ran away. I was trying to get a portal working which had worked one time before in some way.
I walked further into the ruins, to find the dark-haired girl I always dream about(probably my dream guide). She was behind me and handed me tin box of artifacts(depicted). It was for every boss controlling the competition. Like she killed them or something. The last of them was on a green firetruck and he seemed friendly, but I pulled a gun on him because I knew he was hostile, and was going to keep me and my dream guide(the girl) in the ruins forever. I was about to shoot him when the girl told me we could get out another way. I realized that myself, and put the gun down. We ran to another part of the ruins and I woke up.
Here's a few sketches of the dream, like the scenery and the portal and artifacts

I'm taking a small hiatus from my dream journal for a few days until a few things calm down and I recover from this resilient cold. x_X