I was at summer camp with my friend Michelle. I had my suitcase. We had to change for something and I wanted to go into the cabin so I could put away my clothes and use the bathroom, but I also wanted to text my boyfriend without getting my phone taken away. When it got inside, it looked like a very plain house. A couple people came in, an older woman and another teenager, and asked us what we were doing. I said I had to put my clothes away and use the bathroom. I was outside, possibly in a gazebo in what might've been a schoolyard. I was sitting with 3 other people; two black guys and one white girl. I recognized the girl as a classmate of mine, Elodie, but I didn't recognize the two guys. Honestly I don't even remember the one's face. The other, however, was considerably hot, with a smooth chisseled face. He was smoking a cigarette. He asked me my name, and I told him my name was Dani. Then I asked him his name. He told me, but I couldn't hear him. All of a sudden I was in my old middle school's gym, at archery practice. Elodie and one maybe two other people were inside of a vending machine. Elodie was asking me to explain my shooting to her. When I mentioned about the distance, she squished herself against the glass to see. As I was waking up, I received a card, like a credit card, that would open the glass of the vending machine.
21.01.2011Anti-Bullying (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID 1. I was wearing my pajamas, and someone pointed out to me that they were ripped. I looked at my shirt and saw it was all torn up. 2. I was at my school, but the size of it was a lot smaller. Everything past the guidance office was no longer there. Anyway, I started to walk to Gym, and on the way, you pass the guidance office. The floor was grass, and there was a lot of mud. I quickly pushed through the "staircase crowd" and made it alive into the guidance office. I knew that if I wanted to make an appointment, I had to go through a door and write it down on a sign-up sheet. Instead, I waited in the small office and waited for the blonde secretary, wearing a black shirt, to ask me what I wanted. She was talking on her cell phone, and when she looked at me, I asked her if there were any jobs at the school for me, because I needed it for college. She told me about an Anti-Bullying program, and said she will sign me up and call me back down when I had the time. A girl with blue eye shadow walked in, and her hair was in a pony tail. She asked to be in the same club, and she was instantly signed up. I left the guidance office and appeared outside my Uncle Matt's house. The houses looked the same, but the opposite side of the house, instead of being a forest, had more houses. I walked down the street a bit, until I came to a house with a decent sized hill. I started at the middle of the hill and slid down it. There were two bumps in the path. My cousin, wearing a puffy black jacket, had a sled with him and called to me. I looked up and walked to him. I was standing in the street with him at the top of the hill, which had 4 bumps in all. (If you didn't realize by now, my dream had snow). We went down the hill, and the dream ended.
Lots of insomnia and broken sleep recently, so most of my dreams are fragmented and unformed. One image that sticks out was from a couple of nights ago. WhenI woke up I drew the image because it seemed significant somehow. It was of 4 hands gripping each others arm in a square formation, like in the picture. The hands were gripping nearer the elbow, so the square was wider, but this is the closest image I could find. Perhaps it has some kind of meaning?
LD: I was in a bathroom and I was wearing a hat looking in the mirror. I took off the hat and there was a huge bald patch on the top of my head from where my hair was falling out. As I started to get scared/upset about losing my hair... i thought to myself, wait this is weird, and I asked myself "is this a dream?" So I remembered what I learned on this website just a couple nights ago, and I told myself to do a reality check and look for other things out-of-place. So I started to look for clues. Almost immediately I saw in the mirror a reflection of an old lady, dark brown dry hair, medium to long length, She was hunched over, I couldn't see her face but i could see that her hair was falling out all over her back. I saw this and immediately thought that since that wasn't my reflection in the mirror, I must be dreaming! I think I stood there for a few seconds thinking that I am dreaming, and I think I said out loud, "this is a dream." No one was in the bathroom with me, and I didn't waste much time in there. The bathroom was unfamiliar but it had one 2x2 square yellow stained window at the end. It might have been cracked and for some reason I thought that I should fly out the bathroom, so I flew through the window, it must have broke or something but I didn't feel anything and I started flying up towards the sky... I noticed that I had one arm up with my hand in a fist, and I thought about the book i'm reading and how it mentioned different ways of flying, and I realized that I was doing the superman fly. There was a blurred city scape in the background that I didn't pay much attention to. Instead I was wondering to myself why I wanted to fly, and where I was going to go, and I think I started to get scared about going to far and not knowing how to land... so I got all about 15-20 feet high, and then that was it. That's all i remember about that dream. Can I classify that as a lucid dream? My first lucid dream and for some reason i decide to fly out of the bathroom and into the sky, without really thinking about it, without allowing myself more than a few seconds in the dream to actually process the notion that I was in the dream...and then it went by so fast.. I was probably only lucid for like 15-30 seconds in "dream time." It was weird. I'm so excited that I realized it was a dream thanks to the reality check information I read on this site! I also remember a non-lucid dream: I was with Carl and we were in a living room.. i dont' think it was our living room.. and his ex-wife was there, and she was angry at him for being with me. She was a little chubby too. And Carl, made it a point to put his arm around me and hold hands with me in front of her. It made her so mad.. We were standing at one point, and then sitting on the floor. That's all I remember about that dream. It's weird, usually Carl's always gone in my dream. He usually doesn't want to be with me, is with another woman, is missing or lost, left me, or dumped me. And for his ex-wife to be there, and for him to be wanting me instead of his ex-wife... what a trip! Anyways, cheers to my first lucid dream..i think.
So... I've been sort of lazy on posting dreams... and for the past week or so I can't seem to remember that much because I haven't been getting a lot of sleep because of exams. But exams ended thursday, and last night I got tons of sleep. Tons of sleep=tons of dreams. I wish I could remember all of what I dreamt last night because there was so much fun adventures going on... I'll just try to do my best. Ski Race I was really sad, crying maybe, because I was about to do this ski race and I had gotten absolutely no practice at all lately(sort of like in real life- I have a race in 1 week and haven't been training that much). I had to force myself to do it. At first I was going pretty slow, but then I just tried to ignore all the pain and block out everything. It worked, and I picked up the pace and skied like a pro till the end. It seemed like only 5 K, but when I asked my mom how long it actually was, she said 18K. I was so proud of myself. Too bad I couldn't do that in real life. 10 Mystery Adventures! This was a really long epic dream, but I can't remember any of it! All I remember is that me and two of my friends started doing this mystery thing where we had to solve 10 mysteries and go on adventures and stuff. I don't know what the prize for doing this was, but it was going to be really cool. The first few challenges were easy but I don't remember any of them..I remember that once you completed a challenge you had to go through this glowing circle door type thing and advance to the next level. And it was hard to be sure if you actually did the challenge right so you had to take a risk each time you went through the circle and hope you did it right, otherwise you would either be sent back somewhere or die, I don't remember which one. One of the harder ones was where me and my friend Brittany were on this colorful blue platform and we had to roll a peanut or something in a specific way to try to hit something or get it in a hole... It took a few tries but Brittany got it in. As we completed the challenges we crossed them off a list. We were getting really close to finishing, with only about 2 or 3 challenges left and it was getting exciting. The next challenge was that we had to capture a dragon. Obviously, there are no such things as dragons(even in my dreamworld). But it was sort of like a mystery thing, and we had to figure out how to capture a dragon.. so we saw this bus shaped like a giant red dragon go by and thought it would be a good idea to somehow capture it. We had it come to my house and the people inside of it came out and started trying to sell us some skies. Then I woke up to go to the bathroom. Capture the Cop/Live/Die/Heaven??? So after I returned to my bed I tried to go back into the same dream because I wanted to finish the challenges and see what the reward was, but that didn't work. Me and two of my friends were on my driveway and for some reason we wanted to capture a policeman. So my friend called the police and told them something was wrong just to make them come to our house. One middle aged, skinny black haired cop showed up at our house a few seconds later. I was scared but I knew I was dreaming so I faced my fears and prepared for his arrival. Me and my friends took a long piece of string and tied it in a particular way that made it easy for us when we tied the cop up in it. Then we brought him to my room and did something... I don't remember what. Whatever it is, I think it killed the cop. We set him free but he just stayed there, crying and praying on the floor. I asked him what was wrong but he didn't really answer. I think he went crazy. Then I realized he was dead. We were all dead. Something went wrong.. I don't know what. Then my other friend Nikki showed up and we were in Heaven. She got a room there but said it wasn't big enough so I magically made it bigger for her, it was like building a house on the sims. I'm not sure who was alive and who was dead at this point, it was so confusing.
Well, "yay." My reaccuring nightmares happened again last night. NON LUCID-BUS FISH AND MORE I was dreaming about my bus stop & a fish talked about how he is proud of his son, and how he is not 3D (computer animated, the fish were cartoons resembeling Fish Hooks o.O) Then, I looked in the bus window and found out it was a dreamm or my sub-c did, and I was in darkness and could not even make noise, usually in my SP I can scream without moving my lips. I woke up and went back to bed. Vividness: 3.5/5 NON LUCID-LUNCH ROOM HORSE (These dreams are very short. I had nightmares everytime I went to bed.) This time I was at my school with Stephanie, and we were getting lunch. I told her about what I had dreamt about "last night" ^ and the lunch lady said, "You idiot, to find out if you are lucid dreaming, just say 'horse.'" After she said that, I ended up in the darkness again, and I had to wake myself up by saying, "In the name of JESUS I will wake up." Twice or more. Usually, it works for the first time, but I guess he's mad. Next, SP kicks in without me even dreaming! These stupid Hell-ish dreams! Every other night I have them, and I am sick of it! Everytime I get lucid, it turns into it. I could have had major fun last night, flying and going crazy, but my fear prevents me from it. NON LUCID- A GUY? I fell asleep again, and some dudes made fun of me, for being the same? (I was a guy in the dream with blonde hair.) Eric stood up for me. Then, as the fight started, I entered SP and woke up. Vividness: 4/5 NON LUCID-WELL, LUCID BUT NOT COUNTING B/C IT'S HORRIBLE! I dreamt of flying. Since I knew I was dreaming, (because of the DARKNESS and inability to see the sky!) I entered SP because I found that this was like a spin-off show of my reaccuring nightmares. I went back to sleep. Vividness: 1/5 because it's dark. NON LUCID-LUCID OR NOT, WHO CARES? IT DOESN'T COUNT B/C IT SUCKS! I was at the Smith Center at my school. I was sitting next to Elizabeth. "I'm a Christian." I said. I told her. So, I said, "I denied Jesus in front of my best friend. Now I must admit him to everyone." Elizabeth smiled encouragingly. "Say it loud, say it proud!" She said. I yelled, "I'm a Christian!" The people next to us said, "Okay, girl, get ova it." I said no, and went up to them, like 'what you gonna do about it?' kind of thing. I was like "I'm a Christian! I'm a Christian!" They were wearing light green necklaces. Then, before the "fight" ended, everything got dark. Guess what? SP. I woke up, then all I did was think about my previous dream, the guy. (It wasn't FA, I'd know, because I remember falling back asleep.) When I thought about the guy dream, I fell asleep straight into SP. Straight into it, I just closed my eyes and ended up dreaming! WTF!!! I accidentaly said "In the name of Jesus, I will NEVER wake up from this dream!" Oh, no! I said that! I was doomed to eternal Hell? I really thought I was in Hell. But, right when I said that, I woke up. It must be opposite day in Heaven. To wake up, I screamed in the dream, but then screamed in real life upon awakening. I must have been dead for real, lol. I was freaked out by it. Vividness: 4/5, darkness can't really be vivid. * I am not counting this as a lucid dream, or dreams. They were lucid, but nightmares. It sucked! I listened to binaural beats before I went to sleep, or a little bit before in the day. Gee, I don't see how it changed my normal dreams, do you?
Updated 01-23-2011 at 04:27 PM by 40676
I walk into a church, looking for someone. I walk up to a girl and ask, "Is this the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints?". The girl lifts an eyebrow at me. "Very good. Most people just call us Mormons." She begins to ask me questions while I look around for (a guy who I work with IRL who happens to be Mormon). I give curt answers, trying to make it clear I have no desire to join their church, but she continues to ask questions. I get more annoyed with each individual question. Finally, I turn to her and tell her that I'm not interested, I'm just looking for someone. I wake up.
I was in some big, random house and out the back, there was a field, like a farm. My friends were waiting for me to get the cereal, and a giant puppy burst through the wall and started licking my face and being all friendly It was a beagle, and it could barely fit into the room. BUT IT WAS SO CUTE lol
NOTE: This is a waking journal. If you want to read a dream, do not read this; I simply keep this to improve my dream recall. In fact, I don't recommend you read this at all; it's very boring, and just for me. I woke up at roughly 3:30am today, after falling asleep at 10:30. I lay in bed for a while, then got up at about 5:00 to get a drink. Normally I browse the internet until 7:00, but I got a drink and went straight back up. I fell asleep again and woke up at 7:00. I prepared my schoolbag and then, at around 8:00, drove to school with my mother. I got out of the car and entered the school building. Inayat waved to me, but I didn't feel like waving back. I then proceeded to walk down to the laboratory for tutor registration, and said good morning to Tori. She was still upset with me for my views on the Easter play for the local junior school, and so would not speak to me. Emily, my limerent object, came up to us at one point and said good morning, then had to go off to her registration. After registration, I walked to Spanish, in which we revised animals and learned adjectives, mainly colours. I also did some extension work. We then moved to I.C.T., in which I finished my website - I was the first in the class to do so. In break, I went to the deputy-head's office and got by workbooks back; they had been withdrawn for the school inspectors to look at as an example student. I then went outside to the terrace and talked with Emily. After break, I moved to History, in which me, Tori, Inayat and Emily (B, not M; B is a compatriot, whereas Emily M is my limerent object) completed our presentation on the life of Oliver Cromwell. Then we had Art, in which I began weaving my Miro piece, and then the bell went for lunch. I stayed behind for a little while in Art to help tidy up, and then I went outside via the side door to eat with Tori and Emily M. Freddie also joined us, which was somewhat awkward, because I dislike him. Mr. Hunt approached us to remind me of the maths challenge practice at 1:30, which I was already aware of, and so he left; on his way, he stumbled and walked into a large branch. I then went to the maths challenge practice, as aforementioned. We spent about ten minutes figuring out how the website worked (Ms. King, the organiser of the competition for the past three years at our school, as absent, and so Mr. Hunt was somewhat discombobulated) and then we spent the remaining twenty minutes elaborating over the questions and getting to know each other. After lunch, I went to my locker, got my bag and relevant books, and went to afternoon tutor. Tori was still upset with me about the play, and so I spent my time doing next week's homework. I then went to R.S., in which we learnt about Ik Onkar and the Khalsa in Sikhism, and then we went into English, in which we had a speaking and listening assesment; we had a debate about the worst jobs in history. I then left, and, after collecting my remaining books from my locker (I had them ALL because of the aforementioned inspection), I went outside and entered my mother's car. We drove home after visiting Tesco's, though I waited in the car in that period of time. I went home, watched three episodes of Everybody Loves Raymond, completed Monday's homework, and had dinner. I then wrote this WJ entry at 9:15.
1/21/11 Wow. I remembered about 90% of this movie-like dream upon awakening, but I quickly lost about 80% more before I even had the chance to think about it. 1- The Second End Our Future We have suffered an apocalypse under the vampires. After a long and epic struggle, Alice, Claire, and I have managed to kill off a good majority of them. Unfortunately, they've also managed to kill off most of our convoy and nearly all of my fellow werewolves. We think the hard part is over, that we can begin to rebuild. But Fate strikes us down as Claire begins to speak a prophecy that has suddenly been delivered to her. "The future of humanity depends upon the T where blood flows." ((Oh. Ohhhhh! I just realized that it was talking about Alice! Duh!)) "What the hell does that mean?" I ask, somewhat worried. "I don't know. But it doesn't sound good." She also receives a scrambled word: n-g-e-i-t-a "Eating," Alice says, before I even process it. Wow, she's quick. "We're not out of the clear yet, apparently. Don't let your guards down," I say. As if they ever would. The Ship Something is definitely not right aboard this ship. The crew seem nice, but I sense something off about them. My suspicions are confirmed just as I am searching for Alice and Claire to warn them of the danger I feel sure that we're in. One of our convoy members is sedated and dragged into a secret room as I watch from the shadows. I put my ear to the door and listen while crew discusses chopping her up and preparing her as tonight's meal. "Eating," I whisper to myself with realization and horror. This ship--- it's a trap. And we fell right into it. My haste to find Alice and Claire has grown exponentially, but they are walking with several crew members (Umbrella operatives, I now realize) when I come across them. One of the men leads Alice, Claire, Carlos, an unknown woman from our convoy, and myself into a small room and locks us in. "Great," I mutter. "I was just coming to warn you, but I guess I was too late." Suddenly a chute opens up in one of the walls, and two vampires frozen with sedatives fall into the room. The chute closes, leaving us trapped, weaponless, with the monsters. The female vamp animates almost immediately, killing the helpless woman and sinking her teeth deep into my arm before I can stop her. The virus quickly works it's way into my system, and.... ...I switch to Alice's point of view. I can only watch as my werewolf friend kills off the she-vamp before succumbing to the virus herself. F*cking Umbrella Corp, I think with fury, After all we've done to get rid of the virus, and now they're SPREADING it? There is no time for such thoughts, however. My once-comrade is now coming at me with a hungry look in her eyes, her werewolf genes making the effect of the virus that much more powerful. I am taken aback by how quickly she moves, by how quickly her sharp teeth sink into my flesh. No... How did it come to this? I kick her off me, watching as my hands become the clawed hands of the very monster I lived to destroy. But wait. I still have my thoughts... All hope might not be lost. I look up to see Claire and Carlos backed up against the wall as the newly turned vampire stalks up to them. No. I can't bear for them to die, too. With a feral snarl, I slam my monstrous hand into Hazel's head, and am somewhat surprised when it flies off her shoulders and lands on the floor with a sickening squelch. This power... it's too much. At that moment, the dark-skinned male vamp snaps to life beside me. "Don't be alarmed," he says hastily, sensing that he is about to share the same fate as my now headless comrade. "You're going to need my help." That accent... I realize immediately that this must be one of the living Vampires from legend, a race of immortals unrelated to our hellish virus. He tells me that Umbrella has had him frozen for quite some time, so I give him a quick debriefing of current events. "We had the werewolves fighting for us," I say, drawing my story to a close, "but they're all dead now." I look down at Hazel's body with remorse. What a cruel fate... The Shooting *3rd Person* Four Umbrella operatives are standing on deck, peering into the small room from their vantage point at the top level. "Okay, boys," one of them, their commander, begins in a decisive tone, "it's been long enough. Open fire." The three gunmen begin shooting, each unloading their entire supply of bullets into the small room in what, for any other group of people, would seem like overkill. "There's no way they could have survived that," one of the young men says proudly. Little do they know that below deck, crawling through the leaking pipes steadily toward them, a Vampire and his newfound companions are----- "MEOW! MEEEOOOW" My cat lets me know, LOUDLY, how displeased she is at being locked out of my room. GAH! I want to find out what happened!
Non-lucid Lucid January 21, '11: Early this morning I tried falling asleep consciously by using a breathing method, focusing on my breathing, relaxing further with each exhale, and waiting a second before inhaling again. I had a short dream about a guy with baby ducks in a cage. Some of them had died, and one was dying. I woke up again, still focused on my breathing. I felt my body begin to fall asleep But I must have gotten too excited and woke up. A few minutes later it happened again, with the same results. Then I fell asleep and started dreaming. I was in church (dream sign), hiding in the bathroom. I went outside and started flying (another dream sign). I then knew I was dreaming. I saw someone I recognized getting into his car as I flew overhead. He then drove away. I might have scared him. As I flew, I noticed the beautiful scenery. but my vision was partially obscured, as if by a hat or hoody. I attempted to stabilize the dream. I remembered that I wanted to find Sheila. It took a few seconds to stop flying. I landed horizontally on a flat, metal statue, and started walking around on the ground. There were several houses around me. I called out for Sheila, saying that she would appear because I wanted her to. I was going to check in one of the houses for her. But I found a family of ducks. I asked if one of them was Sheila (I don't know why). A male duck attacked me. I grabbed it by the neck. I'm not sure if I killed it. I lost lucidity. Then I was naked, sitting on a children's playground thing. There were several people around. I went down some concrete stairs, still naked. A man walking a dog went by in the other direction. I saw a homeless person sleeping. There were several towels hanging up. I took one to cover myself. But the man showed up again and said the towel had some kind of STD, so I didn't want it to touch my genitals. I dropped the towel, but then I thought my hands were probably dirty. A crazy old lady started following me. Soon after that I woke up. Dream fragment: Some people were playing a game to see who had the most keys in their pocket. They were aware that it was a dream and so they could control how many keys they had. This is the second time I remember people playing a conscious dream game. In the other one, I was also lucid and playing the game. We would say the name of a loud noise, and then we would hear it. Notes on today's lucid dream: Obviously I need to change my method of finding Sheila, or change my lucid dream goal to something else. Rather than looking for her, I could concentrate on focusing my intent to see her.
I feel that my dream recall is getting better, but i'm still not in the mood for writing down all my dreams since i'm still sick. But here is the one dream i remember very clearly and detailed: I'm watching a movie about two italian policemen who are driving on a empty road, when suddenly a little boy appears and chase him around for one and a half hour and i just skip through the movie. I then write a facebook status about how much i think the movie suck, and later find out that people really likes the movie and trashtalk me on my status, even people i don't know. The next day i'm at my high school (or gymnasium at it's called in Denmark) and i find out i have to go back to school in a week. I leave the school and go out to get my bike and on my way out i tell a very mucky joke about Justin Bieber (wtf?) to one of my classmates. Suddenly i'm in a car with a big black guy and a tough mexican woman. I find out that they are policemen and are on their way to a very dangerous job. The black guy is driving the car and the mexican woman is sitting next to him. I'm sitting in the backseat. They are both very nervous and the woman puts on some relaxing music and starts sleeping. Now the man driving the car gets mad because someone put a strawberry container on his gear shift (i don't even...) The dream ends.
14.01.11 I remember this phrase incredibly clearly: "You can explore it in the real world, or the Minecraft world", it's said as a joke, in a nonchalant way.I vaguely remember a city - Ackbar (sounds arabian?) and a valley.The valley was in classical minecraft block-ish manner, it was made of sand and stone, probably close to the city.
13.01.11 1: A very Zelda:Ocarina of Time setting.In a forest with giant trees.I'm trying to change the behavior of the local villagers, because they are bad and greedy.They don't follow words, so I use Deku sticks and Deku nuts, they're not fatal but are enough to discipline them.I feel righteous and proud in doing so (I'm not much of a violent person). 2: Again, a Zelda-ish setting, very faint recall, mostly peaceful. ...but I haven't even played the game!
12.01.11 I'm sitting on stone stairs with two of my friends, nothing else exists but these stairs, there are no surroundings, only the sky.One of my friends talks about what he does to get nice, vivid dreams (Can't remember what he said).I look at the sky throughout the whole dream.It's mostly sunny, clouds are racing around the Sun (literally running circles around it, really fast).We talk about how Mars is easily covered by clouds since it's small in diameter (even though it's clearly the sun).My other friend talks about the lack of musical talent of a third person.I was filled with nostalgia and in deep thought.This was a scene from a town I go to 2 a year, it felt like a moment and an eternity at the same time, weird.
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