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[Sunday, August 19th, 2012]
The farthest back memory I had was me looking up at the sky and seeing "acid-green colored skies" and the lightning being really bad. (We were in the backyard of my Grandma Barbara's house, but it was different... an open grassy plain stretched out as far as I could see.) I was there with two other RM people (most likely Alex and Nathan) while they talked and I hid under the awning and looked up to see meteors/chaotic storms, followed by feelings of danger. I ended up inside someone's vehicle and I sat there a second. Suddenly, the sky went black. I could see a crowd of dimly illuminated figures to the left (an aura of evil and dread surrounding them) and a panicked group of approaching figures from the right. I locked the doors. The panicked group reached first and began to pound on the door. I opened it for them. My memory cuts to me inside with an enormous stack of pizza. I had no appetite, but I grabbed one box and walked outside. People were everywhere and relaxed. I walked to the vehicle and Nathan was there, where I handed him the box and he was surprised that I hadn't had a piece yet. Everyone else had plenty already.

And then there were monsters everywhere. People were dying and screaming. My dream ends abruptly to TV noise. Full Metal Alchemist: Brotherhood was on.

(I remember more, but nothing specific: FMA was sending dreamscapes and scenerios to me in my sleep. I remember thinking: Wow. This is really fucked up. No wonder my dream is so fucked right now. I bet I could pull more out of it if I watched that episode again. Edward was yelling at Envy in the episode...)

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(Later that morning, I had fallen asleep again.) I was on my way to school in Nathan's Dad's truck... Casey was there sitting next to me instead though.
Then I was outside in the lunch area at school, where Alex and a group of other people were sitting together facing me. Zack flipped me off, but thought I didn't notice. I got Alex to get his attention for me, where I grinned and flipped him off right to his face.

Memory skips to me in a science class with an unfamiliar teacher that reminded me of a cross between Ms. Meyers and a random substitute teacher. Zack was there sitting quietly in the back of the room and no one else that I really "recognized"... so either they were all RM's or random DC's. I was in my chair, none of my homework from the previous week done. Nor was my 5 day science experiment done. I considered begging teachers for makeup work or for them to at least tell me what I was missing. Ms. Meyers(?) recognized me for my attendence- in front of the class. Also, I remember a girl who looked really lonely. I tought her to kiss (My dream self is pretty daring.) and I remember saying things like, "Slow down... slow down..." and "You can dry your lips a little too..." She bore resemblence to Kendra, but had features of Alex too. This girl was nothing more than the spirit of innocence.

July 25, 2010

Fuhrer Bradley (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I watched full metal alchemist last night which is why I had this dream. Spoilers if you havn't watched that show! I was a lieutenant general in the army in the show Full Metal Alchemist. I was at my home which for some reason was filled with other officers doing work. Me and two others know that Fuhrer Bradley is a humunculous. We were going to try and kill him. He went out to my pool and went for a swim. We all stood around the pool. When he went under I said now is the time. One of them used alchemy and made his leg catch on fire even though it was under water. He put it out and it didn't seem to hurt him. He came up and I tried to make him burst into flames I became slightly lucid here I failed and thought I'm tired of all this not being able to focus on this stuff. He went back under and swam towards me. When he was right besides me and a few feet under I imagined him exploding so I focused on it and made him explode first in a big ball of flames but then a bloody mess with body parts everywhere. I said we did it and looked down and he was climbing out of the pool completely fine. He brought us inside no longer wet and in uniform lol I just now noticed how that doesn't make sense. He told everyone that we had done something, with a smile on his face. Someone said they would like to see me and Bradley told me to go. I went into my dining room where the person had asked for me was. I became fully lucid and realized I had nothing to fear but it wouldn't be an easy fight to get out of here. I destabilized and instead of rubbing my knee I lied down on the ground and closed my eyes, hoping for a false awakening where I would be fully lucid and not have to worry about fighting all these people. But I lost lucidity and can't remember what happened but I do know I had several very long dreams over the next two hours. One was about being at karate, one was slightly lucid about using fire ball attacks.