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Journal Entry Lucid #48 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
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Lucid Dream #48, day: 06/01/14, time: 4:04-5:26am" Flying and Telekinesis":
I see a flood and I question if it was a dream. I did a R.C and wished for it to work and it did.
I became fully lucid. The rain subsided after a while. I touched the floor, it was wet and cold. I got on top of a desk that was just in the middle of an apartment complex. I turn around and I see another desk with computers on it. A women shoed up on the desktop of the computer. She started to talk. I didn't care to listen. I just wanted to cause havoc. I levitated the desk that had the computer and threw it. It hit something and violently spin out of control. I picked up the desk with TK and broke it into two pieces and threw it. I see my friend AN and Big AN. They were just looking at me, cheering me on. I wanted to see how well I could fly and use telekinesis. I started to fly and I levitated the desk. At first it was ok, but I realized in order for me to fly I need to be aware of the sensation of flight and in order to use telekinesis I need my mind to do it. So I had to switch back and forth from the two. It was pretty difficult and I started to come down from the air and the telekinesis stopped as well. It felt like I drained my "awareness". I couldn't keep up to the sensations. My friends were cheering me on. I saw a cabinet made of glass and I wanted to break the glass behind them. I cringed my hands and it didn't work. My friends asked, "what are you doning?" I told them to back away. They kept walking towards me. I tried to levitate them away. AN said, "we're your friends". I tried again, it merely pushed them. They grabbed me and AN got me in a bear hug. They then get the lady that was talking on the computer. I was sure they were either going to kill her or worse, and I didn't want that to be a LD experience i have so I woke up.

Sneaking into a military compound of sorts, there are multiple levels of concentric balconies surrounding a central structure, every bit of which is teaming with guards. There is a bomb that is set to explode soon which will kill a bunch of innocent people. Looking at how heavily guarded the bomb platform is I think, "This is going to be really difficult, but those people in there need me, so I don't have a choice"

Vastly outnumbered, I try to remain unseen as I creep into the central structure. There is no roof on the central structure, but the whole compound area seems to be in a building that resembles a covered football arena, only never meant for sports. One of the guards spots me and immediately starts shooting. I jump into an adjacent room to dodge the gunfire, but not fast enough as a bullet tears through my abdomen. All I can think is, "It burns so much!" as I crumple to the floor behind a large metal desk. Trying to crawl to a safe place, I drag myself across the floor, but the guards have me surrounded now. Sadistically, they plan to kill me slowly, in the most painful way possible. They taunt me and laugh to each other, trying to instill fear in me. Rather than be afraid, I simply prepare to die. Loving the guards now, I alertly observe their actions to see what they will do next. One of them shoots me in the foot. It really hurts! On impulse, I pull my shoe off, and apply pressure to my blood soaked sock as my foot throbs in pain. Noticing how much blood I'm losing I become lucid!

I realize that I cannot be harmed now that I am lucid. Just in time - another guard runs towards me and rams a knife through my stomach! I am a little surprised at this, and yet confident that I am indeed still dreaming and there is no pain. "I could feel the pain from this" I ponder, but decide not to go there right now. Screaming at me, the guard pulls the knife out and stabs me again, but in the chest. I have to consciously decide to have his knife just pass through me unhindered, but it is worth doing for now. A handful of other guards surround me and start pulling at my arms and grabbing me to hold me in place.

Feeling a little too close for comfort with all these hostile DCs, I levitate a good 15 ft above them so as to be out of their reach. This works, until they start shooting at me. Really, it's very loud, and distracting to have all that gunfire so close. I float out of their line of sight and contemplate my options, "I could do anything now that I'm lucid. There's not even a real bomb, no one will get hurt, so I don't have to defuse it anymore... What should I do?"

I decide that it is an interesting challenge, and even though the innocent DCs don't exist, and that this whole scenario doesn't exist, I still want to defuse the bomb to save them. It seems like the moral thing to do, and I want to follow my good intentions more anyway.

Floating around the corner, I get a peek at the bomb on the top level of the building, complete with a rats nest of wires, and a pulsing red light. It reminds me of Counter Strike for some reason. There are a lot of guards nearby, and each time I poke my head around the corner, there is a hail of gunfire. It's easier to dodge than to allow to pass through me. I hear the timer on the bomb tick down, and know there is only 17 seconds left before it explodes. "That's not much time to work with!"

So, I turn on the cheats, decide that the hostile DCs' guns no longer shoot bullets (without their knowledge), float into line of sight with the bomb, and use telekinesis to break the bomb into individual parts, levitating each one of them out in the air so it looks like one of those exploded view engineering diagrams, frozen in space. As I do so, the timer clicks to zero, and makes a loud buzzing noise. I find it to be a very annoying sound, but at least the bomb cannot explode now. I feel satisfied with my choice there.

Now, if only I can stop this buzzing!

I gradually become aware that it is in fact the same buzzing as my alarm clock as I wake up and my room fades into view.

Morning of June 1, 2014. Sunday.



My dream opens in an unusual variation of our present home with some rotated or altered structures of our Barolin Street house (including the inside back steps over the bare ground in a larger enclosed porch-like area, but which continues southward into a more internal house-like area) as well as my sister’s old house on Loomis Street in America. The staircase area of the Barolin house is oriented in a different direction; to the south rather than the west; and there appears to be several bunk beds. The environment is somewhat like a boarding house for older ex-convicts with a slight prison atmosphere. I am not familiar with any of the males, and curiously, there is an Australian essence to the setting, which is fairly rare in my dreams even though I have lived here since February 9, 1994.

At one point, I am aware that the boarding house has a strange secret related to a potential local development of personal paranormal power of some sort. It seems that Ned Kelly was buried under the wooden staircase within the area of the boarding house that is enclosed but which has a dirt floor (similar to the enclosed back porch and utility area of the Barolin Street house). The beds are near that area, aligned west along one wall. I talk with a few other males. At another point, I look at the ground under the staircase to determine what could be there. There is an eerie association with the seeming story regarding the remains. There is evidence that a coffin is just under the ground’s surface as there is a very slight elevation of the dirt of one area. However, the story also may be that just the remains had been buried there with no coffin.

In another part of my dream, either a policeman or a convict serving as an in-house policeman and wearing a gun holster arrives. This area appears to be the back entrance from Loomis Street at first. He dismisses the idea of there being a body in the ground under the stairs and seems a bit annoyed by the apparent myth or “convict gossip”. There is also some sort of shift or “reset” where the man’s name is John (John Kelly?) instead of Ned Kelly. It may just be a man named John who has no infamy or history of anything notable. The other male denies anything unusual about the boarding house or the ground beneath it.

Over time though, I do develop a telekinetic power supposedly related to my being in the area; a common ability in dreams (but not previously associated with longer-term attainment or being in a certain location). This recurring dream act is done by mentally willing something from across the room straight into the palm of my hand with a sort of rubber-band-like effect. At a later point, there are unknown females in the boarding house which does now seem more like some sort of prison or supposed rehabilitation venue. They are all seated at a large picnic table inside the main area. One reminds me of a somewhat unkempt female factory coworker from years ago. She asks me if I can prove something regarding my abilities and I comply by willing a large object which is some sort of larger purse or oversized pencil bag (or for art supplies) across the room and into my hand in a swift manner. She then mentions of how her faith in the existence of benign spirits or angels has grown but I am not exactly sure why this act helped her. This may have something to do with the potential to escape from the scene by one person taking something from a guarded area, such as a key, perhaps.

There is some sort of awareness that the telekinetic ability also has something to do with magnetism and wearing some sort of magnetic bracelet (that was buried in the ground under the stairs?) even though the items I will into my hand from other areas of the room, including a glass of orange juice, are not actually magnetic (although the pencil-bag-like items do have a metal zipper).

Eventually, I am on my own, wandering around outside. I end up at a residential area with another unknown male but who may be a version of my brother Earl at a much younger age, as the house is vaguely like the one he lived in in Florida. He seems interested in my telekinetic ability but does not quite believe in its full potential. In one area outside near a patio and shed, he tests me with selecting a chosen item and sailing it quickly into my hand from a fair distance. These items seem mostly related to male cosmetic products, mostly all of the same brand, perhaps Avon, I think, because of some sort of play on “nova”.

I end up drawing a larger item into my hand which slides on its own across the table’s surface of which I think may be a piece of plywood. The fact that it slides somewhat instead of just leaping into my hand is somewhat frustrating, but not a dominant issue. It seems like a plastic pencil bag for school but about twice the size and may be some sort of travel kit. The indicated goal, however, was actually a smaller bottle of shampoo or something similar immediately to its left. I do not feel as if I have failed in the task, but may need to try a bit more to discern individual items for more telekinetic manipulation. The other male is still impressed and interested.

Journal Entry Lucid #41-42 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background:Finally finals are over and I can relax.

Lucid Dream #41, day: 05/19 time unknown "":
I became lucid and I wanted to stabilize the dream. I thought about how tirelessly I rubbed my hands or touched the floor and I decided not to. I was walking and I found a book that said that it could tell the future. Instinctively I wanted to read it. I opened it and then I woke up. I fell asleep shortly and had a dream about me telling a friend about the short Lucid.

Lucid Dream #42, day: 05/22/14, time: 3:15-5:07am" Telekinesis Test: No looking":
Me and this girl sat next to the trash area in my house. It was much bigger than it is in waking. She was telling me about her superpowers, and how I was becoming too obsessed. I looked at her and looked around

I jumped as I became lucid. I landed on our roof. I felt like I was a villain. I see Danny phantom hiding. I tried to grab him. He turned invisible. I tried my hardest to get him with telekinesis but I failed. He ran around house and entered another house. I went along. It was supposedly my aunts house. It was a huge mansion. she asked me if I wanted cereal. I said no and I levitated it. She acted so casual about it. The cereal fell and cheerios went all over the floor. I saw BS, and I tried to levitate him along with the cheerios. He went up in the air, but he just shook off my control and walked past me. In shock the cheerios fell.

I then put my concentration on the cheerios. I tried to levitate them one at a time. It felt so difficult. My aunt was walking by me with gallon of milk. I levitated it off of her and I wanted to see if I could TK(telekinesis) without looking, like in the movies. I then put it on a circular path and I levitated it behind me. It didn't show up, so I turned to see if it followed my trajectory but it was just going in a straight line. I turned around and brought it back to me. I let it go and gravity took it down, but I grabbed it. I saw a doughnut and I really wanted a doughnut so I levitated one and the other was stuck to it so I put it back. After enjoying the doughnut, I went to the kitchen where I see more donuts. My uncle and my father started talking about me saying, "how could he eat her donuts like that. I looked around and I saw so many donuts and wondered who I am eating from. I was getting a little angry that they talked about me. I kept saying to myself not to get angry because lucidity is lost, but I didn't listen to myself. I am losing lucidity. They tell me that I have to follow them up the stairs. I went. I see my self in 3rd person perspective. I then see someone put some sort of code on me. I was thinking I could do whatever I want. They hacked me and controlled the dream. My uncle said, "tomorrow will never be".Time stopped. I see a battle from medieval time, suspended in time. I woke up. So I didn't do exactly what I wanted but it is ok I will get it.

Journal Entry Lucid #38 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background: WBTB I meditated and told myself that next thing I see is a dream.

Lucid Dream #38, day: 05/08/14 time: unknown-4:48am" Red Creatures":I was on a spaceship with TO and I looked around.
I realized it was a dream. I started rubbing my hands. TO started looking at me weird. I thought for a split second we were in the same dream dimension. I asked him, "is this a dream? are you dreaming?" He looked shocked and he turned to the driver of the ship and said terrified, "check at our coordinates". I started touching the floor, to stabilize. I looked around and it had no doors. It was a box. I thought what a wonderful place to practice teleportation. I started to spin. I stopped, then one guy started laughing at me. He said, "look you changed the floor". The floor was green. I was imagining a forest so that was a start. I spin again and I imagined a forest. I stopped spinning and I could see the sky, I could see the huge trails made by planes. I was next to a dump next to a Kwik-E-Mart. I looked up and see they were amazed that we teleported or changed the environment. I went to the floor to feel the ground. It felt like grass. I pulled at it and it was a rug.

They departed from me and I noticed this red creature from a distance. I thought let me ignore it. I looked and it was at every corner. It looked like it is made of metal. I look closely and it was a skeleton and it had a skull in its stomach. It also had a head and he was angry. He kept following me. I tried to ignore it. Some high school students happen to walk by it so it killed them. Theses creatures looked like they were guarding a mansion of some sort. I went away and I thought let's cause some havoc. I wanted to see the extent of TK. I wanted to lift a mansion.I hear a rich guy complain about how they have to move out because of the new neighbors. He was talking about the red skeleton. I though I have to do something about the red thing. It showed up in another dream, (I don't actually remember if it did but in the dream I thought it showed up in another dream). I decided to help them out. A group of rich people showed up and said, "the red skeleton poisoned the water system and he is also running us out of business". I flew over at the other mansion that some other rich man owned. I then see a water tank that he supposedly poisoned. I thought easy. I had to remove the water out of the tank since it is unusable. I tried using TK to lift the water but it felt like trying to lift it with my hands, I didn't have a solid telekinesis hold on it some of the water dripped. I tried again and I tried to make the water flow out but it could only go to the extent that my arm could stretch. It kept stopping at a point. I became increasingly impatient. Everybody is just looking at me. I woke up and I recalled my dream and before I realized it I was in a dream again lucid. I guess that is a DEILD

I then see my body being grabbed by people. The very people I tried to help. I tried to move my hand to stabilize and to use TK so I could beat their butt. It was two girls and two guy holding me down. I managed to move my hands and I TK the guy then I TK all of them off of me. They went to different corners of the wall. I noticed that the other people that were in my dream are on the floor. The others were trying to fight me. I held one guy and one girl at the opposite of the wall. The other two I put in front of me and I did a dark vadar choke on them. The guy on the right side of the wall said, " you are ruining this dimension". I realized I have a whole LD to write so I woke up.
What a bad mother she was.

Journal Entry Lucid #36 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background: WBTB I meditated and told myself that next thing I see is a dream.

Lucid Dream #36, day: 05/06/14 or 05/07/14 time: 3:50-4:27am " Strength V.S Will Power ":
I remember I was in the kitchen and I did a RC. I did a nose plug RC, it didn't work. I told myself not to trust the results. I then went to sleep in the dream. I hear somebody screaming not for help but just screaming. It annoyed me. I see dark vadar sleeping, so I woke him up. I also saw yoda and I TK his staff for him. He got up slowly. We started to fly to shut this person up. I went ahead to see what it was. I saw this fat thing in lava and I picked him up and put into lava but he was immune to it so I dumped water into it. The water flooded everything. I resurfaced and I see jack spicer and wuya from showlin showdown.
She is screaming at him like always. I started saying to myself this is a dream as I walk away. I wasn't lucid yet. I was now walking up a hill.

I realized it was a dream and I kept walking. I was at my school . I see a car doing a barrel roll down the hill . I said, "the more aware we are the more power we have". I started rubbing my hands together I then lift my left hand as a car rolled passed me and I tried lifting it. I believed since it was moving it will resist so it did. But I finally lifted it up while it was still spinning in mid air.

I felt the dream collapsing.I kept rubbing my hands like crazy and realized that interacting with dream element is helpful. So I went to the floor and I saw that the soil was moist from rain. I started touching it and putting it into a ball. I looked at the detail of the soil, it had rocks of different sizes some minuscule and some large. As I was making the mud ball, I see a guy get in a car and drive off. I look down then up and see one is on a bike and the others are just walking past him. I thought phff dream logic. I kept making the mud ball and I could hear difference in the sound as the car approached me and passed by me just like in waking life. I was amazed by the realism and stability. I overheard a couple of guys talking about their friends girlfriend. And I thought to myself where is this coming from I don't know what they are talking about, where does this dilhema come from? I got up and I see them have a mud ball fight. I started throwing mine at them and I pissed them off. I didn't miss, the ball curved even though it was off. He missed every one of his. Then he threw a dense one. I picked it up to investigate it was made out of steel covered with mud. I remembered that I feel pain in my dream, so I said, "I don't want to play anymore". Me and this other guy walked off. The guy's brother didn't stop though. He followed us down the hill. He said to us, "you got to become champs like us". He walked over to us and took out some weights and said you guys want to play with these instead of the mud. We said no and he said, "You passed, you guys are not crazy".

I left them and I walked up the stairs again. I see a car and I wanted to see if I could lift it or give myself super strength. I lifted it up with ease at first but I couldn't get it above my chest. It felt heavy, but I reminded myself that I can do it if I put my mind to it and it is a mater of belief. This women about my age walked up to me. I had it completely over my head. She looked shocked that I could do such a thing. I asked her, "do you think it is because I am strong, that I could lift it? or is it because I have the will to lift it?" I let go of the car and it stayed stationary tilted up in the air. She was mind blown, she went to her father and said, "dad this man could help us". The father didn't believe her. She continued, "We could finally get away from this place, and we don't have to pay for towing". I am just smiling looking at them confused at what she is talking about. I told her I can help them because they seemed like good people. I then TK one car then another to prove to the dad that I could do what she claims. I lowered one and it touched another car which made the other car roll down the hill. I realized that I have to wake up to get the details of this dream so I woke up before helping them.

Journal Entry Lucid #29 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background: I watched X-men first class, ate some food then I meditated before going to sleep. I told myself I could have a LD but it is ok if I don't have one just as long as I could remember my dream. I wasn't as confident since I have slacked for a couple of days.

Dream fragment 2 time 5:15am-6:40am"":
Dream was about being in the desert and I am magneto running from Sebastian Shaw. Shaw is having his fun making nukes in the desert. Since dream is long I will shorten it up just for the lucid. So I was in a bar when I was informed that Sebastian has sent some men to go after me. I flew out and levitated next to a car junk yard. I looked down realized that I am flying and concluded

it was a dream. His gang came in convertibles. I see a car beneath me. I levitated up and I toss it at the convertibles. This was the first time I levitated a car but since I didn't think about how difficult it would have been it felt easy. I then started throwing car after car. I then thought why am I wasting my time throwing cars. I landed and got inside a sports car. I looked around environment changed a bit. I am now in the heart of the desert, no other cars around me but one. I didn't care, it looked cool when I drove off. I didn't need keys for the car to go too. It started up and I went as fast as I can. I look at back mirror and I see the trial of dust I am leaving. I kept on driving. I looked down for maybe a second looking at the car seating. I get out and I am inside my neighborhood. I decide to fly again. I realized that the environment was getting too bright. The clouds were shining and the sun was half the sky. I started to fly fast around neighborhood. I see the objects as elongated images before I reach them. It was trippy. Environment still getting brighter, I though I might wake up. I then charged at the sun as a challenge. I thought you can't wake me up. I flew faster and faster and everything started getting blurry and I woke up. I guess that is what I get.

Journal Entry Lucid #26 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background:I meditated before going to sleep. I told myself I could have a LD but it is ok if I don't have one just as long as I could remember my dream.

Dream fragment 3 time 4:07am-5:20am"":
I drove past an accident. A van hit another van and one of them went into a ditch and couldn't get out. The driver laughed at him and left. I see a man on a motorcycle that saw it. He sees a cop nearby. He drives up to him and jumps off the bike. The cop was taking off his helmet. He wasn't prepared for the motorcycle. Out of fear the cop took out a baton and beat the man. The man tried to explain to him what happened and pleaded for the cop to stop. The cop stopped hitting him when they noticed a building's on fire. The motorcyclist jumps right in. He opens one of the lockers inside the school and found this child inside. The child had shorts on, mushroom haircut and a dirty shirt. They praised the motorcyclist for saving the kid.

I walked back inside the building after the fire has subsided. I go inside and I open the locker, and I see this old man pale dead inside. They looked stiff as if they have been stuffed. I then see another and another. A man was at the door. I asked him how could they do this to a human being legally? He said "they could only do it if they do it legally". I thought oh that makes sense only if it is legal. As I was walking out the school. The child showed up and walked inside. The father was screaming saying who let my child enter the building. He is screaming about how he is traumatized. I walked inside and he said, "thank you for saving me, (in a deep voice), BUT IT IS NOT ME THAT YOU SHOULD HAVE SAVED."

It became clear the little boy was behind the killings. He levitated knives and threw it. I started running. Their was this green and purple monster with him. As I was running kid said in distorted voice, "what's the matter?!". I then said I don't want to watch this movie any more I don't want to have a bad dream about it. I woke up.
I see these two people sitting down talking about the "movie". They argued, "why would the child kill all those people" said the cowboy, the other one said it is because he is evil". I realized it was a dream and I started to rub my hands. I went to the void. I woke up again. I see the two people upon seeing them I became lucid again.

One of them says to another, "he is not evil", the monster came out of the closet, and disappeared. It became pitch black again. I was angry that I ended up at VOID. I then hear a voice the monsters, "Prove to me that the boy wasn't evill all along" he said this to the cowboy.

The environment changed. I was at my school. I was upset and angry that a DC has more power than me. I wanted him to understand his place. So, I levitated him and threw him. He pounded me. I levitated him again and tossed him, and again. He said stop it and transformed into a small fly. I told him to watch himself. The cowboy and the other guy started flying. The monsters were right behind, as fly. I then followed them. I flew close to the trees without touching them. I was happy that I could have this level of control. I landed to stabilize. When I started to spin my body around, the dream started transforming. I see geometric pattern. So I started to rub my hands and it started coming into focus. I see these children in a red and black spectra.

They had weird geometric patterns on them. And finally it was cartoon. I see the kid walking to a girl. He asks her to dance with him. She says ok. They started dancing innocently. The other children started pointing and saying how could she be with him. She didn't mind at first. Then she started moving away from him. The scene started getting dark. I see the kid looking down at the ground sad and angry, alone.

Journal Entry Lucid #25 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background: WBtB I meditated before going to sleep. I told myself I could have a LD but it is ok if I don't have one just as long as I could remember my dream.
Not an exciting Lucid.
Dream fragment time 2:20am-3:12am"":
I was walking down a hill and I realized that my body teleported from one location to another.

I said this is a dream. The moment I said that it started to destabilize. I kept telling myself dreams are important too don't think it isn't. It was still fading. So I started rubbing my hands. It went pitch black, VOID. I kept rubbing my hands knowing that i am still in dream. I feel my body rotating in circles. Finally a scene forms and I walk into it.

I see a mother and her daughter walking with groceries in their hands. The weird thing was that they were purple and made of clay. I hear the daughter ask the mom if ghosts are real. The mom tells her ghosts demons and entities are real. Since the dream was most stable around them I followed them, like a ghost. They didn't see me. I went into their house. They no longer were purple and everything looked realistic. I see these cameras everywhere. I see a man seated it on the computer as if he is in charge of surveillance. The mom took her child in a small opening in the floor. I thought I am here to teach them something. I hate surveillance so I used telekinesis.

I saw the cameras, some were made into stuffed animals such as a bear. I clinched my hands and the bear started to crumble like clay. I then did the same to the others, except they crubmbled like metal. And just for the fun of it, I levitated objects around the man on the computer. He looked very annoyed by me. I then saw these women. I levitated both of them, both fat BTW. I didn't notice the kids on their laps. I levitated them back down gently. The little girl said, "Yoda!!". I started laughing. I then got the mother that hid underground. I put them together and I told them that this isn't the way to raise a child under extreme surveillance. I told them that is what the government want them to do. It makes it easier to spy on their family. They shook their head scared. I let them go.

I started levitating an object in midair spinning it around. It looked cool. I realized that I am getting distracted and remember what I wanted to do. I decided to leave. As I was walking out. I looked at their bathroom window. I see red and blue lights flashing. I thought dam they called the cops on me. I opened the window of the bathroom, and tried to fly. I lost lucidity and fell towards the ground. I landed on a truck. I got up and kept telling myself this is a dream. I couldn't move my body though. I was aware though. They took me for a ride.

I lost lucidity and they took me to some military facility and armed me. The moment they gave me a gun, it was like the games I played kicked in. I automatically shot most of their soldiers. After that Sargent showed up and stopped me. He said congratulations you passed. I was confused because I killed most of their best man. They started disappearing, it was just holograms. I realized it was a dream and told myself to wake up.

Journal Entry Lucid #22 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background:I meditated before going to sleep. I tole myself I could have a LD but it is ok if I don't have one just as long as I could remember my dream.

Dream fragment 2 time 8:00pm-2:37am"":
Long story short inside game, met a guy that was trying to teach my friend to shoot with a helicopter. He landed an airplane and he tried to convince us that he has a book that is wonderful. we were in a book store and he picks up a book and he told us it is really good and we should buy it. I turn and I see a pig looking guy like from Simpsons, he was in the store and he was inside my house all of a sudden. I asked who's dream am I in?(dream quality went up) Am I inside this pig guy's dream? They chuckled at me. I thought about it, it doesn't make sense, why would I be in someone else's dream. I am most likely in my dream. I did a finger count 5. My hands were wavey though going back and forth. I then did nose plug. I felt my hands pinch my nose while feeling the air pass through my hands.

I realized it was a dream. As I am heading to my room, I see grandmother and it started to get pitch black. I decided to go outside. It felt like somebody put a purple overlay on my eyes. The world looked different with an increase in highlights of purple. I then started to rub hands and it started turning reddish. I then did spin technique and it stabilized the dream incredibly fast. I see tree's all over my house. I saw green trees and blue. Some tall as the red wood and some short. I walk and I see a swimming pool and in the middle a nice little island with a tree on it. I tried to walk on water. I did it before I told myself.

I touched the water and I felt the water beneth my feet. I didn't walk on water. I thought I was going to sink in so I started to fly. I then realized that the water was not big enough because it hasn't even covered my legs. I then landed and started swaying my hands up and down to make the pool get full. The water followed my hands as I push forwards the wave went forward as I pushed down it goes backwards. I realized I still can do telekinesis so I turned and lifted my left arm the water followed me. The water itself was motionless above my head. I wanted to see the texture of the water so I put my hands in side of it. It felt like any water I ever had. I became excited about the realism of the dream and the possibilities. So I woke up

Journal Entry Lucid #21 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background: I had, well a misunderstanding, a disagreement with my mom and dad about our belief. I told them that it is ok that they don't believe the same thing as me. We agreed to disagree. I also meditated and I told myself I could have a LD but it is ok if I don't have one just as long as I could remember my dream.

Dream fragment 1 time 8:00pm-11:34pm"":
I was in the car with my dad and I was about to do a R.C. My dad stops me and I think he said, "don't be like John(I thought john the baptist for some reason)". The car was no more and we were walking on the road. I see a man in the middle of the highway. My dad was saying while I realized it was a dream, "you never know when it is a dream".

I realized it was a dream. I became angry that my dad tried to trick me earlier and he didn't want me to do a RC. I started backing away from him. He looked at me, I said, "leave me alone you lied to me, I know it is a dream". He transforms into a bigger version of himself. I leave and I tried to stabilize by rubbing my hands. He followed me. I was now next to a bridge. I started disassembling parts to some vehicle by using telekinesis. I then wanted to see how good of a toss I could get out of my telekinesis. I toss it as hard as I can. It stopped mid-flight.

I turn and I see my dad with his hands raised up. I told him, "I don't want to talk to you". He walks in front of me. I toss the object again but then he stopped it yet again. I got angry, I said, "why would a DC be this powerful?" I told myself normally I would wake up in a time like this so I stabilized. I didn't want to have anything to do with him so I used my telekinesis to toss him in the air. s I was walking these people showed up to distract me and wake me up. A guy told me about my wrong doing. Too many people so I ran. I went through a door in a builiding and out a window which led to another room and I had to go through another window, dream logic . I ran across street went into somebodies house. I see this fat girl thathad her butt crack showing it was disgusting so much so that I started losing lucidity. I turn and I see my dad and other people. I realized I better wake up before I forget dream which I did a little.

Journal Entry Lucid #20 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background: I told my parents I no longer need their permission to have LD. I realized that "right" and "wrong" are just a different view of the same picture so they don't have to agree with me and I don't have to agree with them. I told them that and they were upset at me. They were praying for me, I guess to change. And the most important part of the dream the man with half a face showed up because I have been having dreams that are gruesome where one involved my grandmother being killed and other with a man being stapled. I had the chance to confront it but I blew it for my own selfish telekinesis. I will have another chance hopefully. I meditated and I told myself I could have a LD but it is ok if I don't have one just as long as I could remember my dream.

Dream fragmennt 1, time 8:10pm-12:00am"":
I was in the living room and I see my dad on his laptop. He was using a program without me showing him how to use it. He asked me, "How long have I slept?" I looked at hand clock and it said 11 something. I said that weird why would he ask me, he hasn't slept at all. I then hear a voice that said move to your energy box. It got pitch black as I walked to grandma's room. I awoken for a brief moment and understood that it was the recording of Robert Monroe.

While conscious I tried to go back to sleep. I see a vague picture of a white horse in my room. It then became clearer and clearer. I had arms and I could move them. The first thing I did is rub my hands to stabilize. As I opened the door to my room it took me to a country side. I see a man to my right with half his face torn. No eyes and flesh dragging on his face. I thought I should project love. I don't want him to bother me though. I don't want to wake up,since I wake up after being satisfied with task I finish. I then gave him a cheap hug and I said, "sorry!". I turn to see if he left and he looked at the floor sad and began walking away. Most of the time when other lucid dreamers project love it ends in a wonderful way. I started to feel conflicted about the choice I made, he didn't disappear. I kept walking and thinking about it, I completely ignored the road made of gold and started walking elsewhere. I see my sister along with my cousin FN, AL, and BY. I tried to use my telekinesis and lift my sister up, but I was still distracted by the incident. She was just on her phone, nothing happened. I turned and tried again she went up, but then she shook her head of disapproval and she floated back down. I tried to lift my cousins and they went up but once I tried to lift my sister it doesn't work. I got angry and when I flicked my finger to make them land, they got launched to the floor. I then hear a countdown 10..9..8..-4 I woke up It was the mp3 player doing count down.

Journal Entry Lucid #19 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background: I slept early, grandma woke me up later around 9. I then gave her medicine and went to bed.

Dream fragment 2 time 9:20pm-unkown"":
I was using a Ipad app that can let you zoom on the earth. I zoomed in and I see the city then the road then I zoomed in and i see a network of more cities and more roads. I zoomed in infinite times and I kept getting more and more. I was no longer using and I pad but my hands. I thought this is strange and I realize it was a dream.

I realized it was a dream. I ended up in one of the cities that I zoomed in at. I started rubbing my hands. I see this military general. He pointed at me. I started pointing somewhere else to distract him. It worked he looked away and started walking away. I thought haha it worked now I could go do what I want. He turned and said, "wait a minute, get him!" He commanded his tanks to point at me. I knew they were no match for me and I didn't want to start a dream war. As a tank started driving towards me. I flicked my hands aggressively and it exploded. I started flying and I saw a lake. I just wanted to compete task so I started flying away. They have already declared war, but I didn't want to fight. I see a higher ranked general show up and he hand shook the other one. I flew down and tried to shake his hand. He looked at me and I woke up The dream was in more details but I got up recalled my dream and went back to sleep without writing it out.

Journal Entry Lucid #17 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background: I meditated before going to bed.

Dream fragment 1 from 8:10pm-12:53am"":
I was being transported by a sponge bob mobile. At first an actual mobile than I was just flying. It felt weird and euphoric. I see houses, I see mist everywhere. A little sprinkle of water was falling from the sky. And somehow it clicked.

I realized it was a dream. I awoken in my house, grandma's room. It was still night time. I started rubbing my hands to stabilize the dream. I hear a voice say, "One thing is real to you". I thought real? what like the spinning top from inception? I felt like it was talking about my RC and stabilization technique. I walked to the living room, I see my dream grandmother praying. I wanted to feel loved, so I went and hugged her. She tells me you didn't sleep at all, you should get some sleep. I kinda laughed at that in my head, I thought if only she knew what I am now capable of(since it was a dream). I then went to the garage. I see a huge fridge in the middle of the garage. I thought I could turn that into a portal. I wanted to go see Morpheus in the white room to practice telekinesis. I opened it and I see this hot model chick in Alaska or somewhere cold with a beer can the size of her body, like the advertisements. I closed it right away as to not get seduced.

I then remembered all those failed attempts at telekinesis because I want Morpheus to teach me. I then thought I could practice here. I turned and I see my friend TO. He was just observing me. I extended my arm and pointed at an object. I cringed and flexed my muscle to make it levitate. Nothing. I quickly got the doubt, by telling my self to imagine it as if it was easy. I then extended my arm and pointed at the backpack. It just floated towards me. The feeling was strange, it felt like the object was an extension of my arm. I felt the object; back and forth, up and down were just like moving an arm. I then turned and saw a luggage and I wanted to pick up two objects. I felt doubt that I could do it, but I said I could do it and it floated with the flick of my finger. I had two objects floating independently. I started moving one forwards faster than the other. I noticed my friend looking at me. I thought for some reason he is noticing that I am losing lucidity. I started rubbing my hands, of course objects fell. A female came inside the garage and she needed help putting on a glove. My friend looked at me as if I should help her. I thought I get a lot of help from DC, so why not. I go up to her and I started putting on the glove for her. It was a very strange glove. Green highlights, futuristic looking. While doing this I thought this happens a lot before I wake up, distractions. I woke up.

Night 5:
3/12/14* <snip long cool dream trying to find way out of cult compound with many interesting rooms and old instrumentation.> I make my way out of the compound through the exit I was originally trying to convince the team to use but we are all now separated. As I find my way outside onto a busy street I notice a guy in a blue jacket and I wonder if he is security for the compound. I decided I should not be obvious and continue my path it will go very near his path and as I get closer to him I hear him calling over the radio something like "the guy is over here." I notice more and more guys in blue jackets with some fake Chase Bank logo and I finally realize that this is a dream. I use telekinesis to throw the guy 20 or so yards. And as more come I sling them aside one by one with telekinesis. I notice that there are quite a few and they may make ground on me so I use telekinesis out in a circular wave pattern and blast them all outwards - about 15 or 20 of them! Awesome! I then think that I want to move on to my goals for the competition and I fly up above all of the mess and stop mid air maybe 200 feet up and start to recall my goals and consider which would make the most sense to do next and as I am thinking I feel myself fade back to bed. I lay still to try to re-enter the dream but it felt like I was at the end of REM and was awake for now so I rolled over and wrote in my dream journal.

Night 2:
3/9* Excerpt for lucid part that came way late after 9+ hours in bed and getting over the hump of nothing but advanced dreamlets: I am driving through the neighborhood looking for her and I realize - wait a minute, this is not my old or new neighborhood but a dreamy mix of the two, I am dreaming. I am already driving and one of my top 10 lucids was flying in my car, so I pull back on the steering wheel like you would the yoke of airplane and I fly around a bit before everything turns dark and I end up in a very convincing false awakening that I don't catch! Ugh!