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This was last night aug 31 2012.

I was at my school stage with a girl(someone familiar, lets call her STAR since she's the star of the stage), it looked like we're practicing theater.. STAR was at the middle of the stage and Im at the side with another girl(left side of the stage if you're the audience, I'll call this girl Ogirl [Other Girl]). There was a teacher as well, teaching us what to do.

There is a stairway beside the stage at the right side. Me and Ogirl went there to watch STAR. Then another girl came with us wearing a razorback and a shoulder bag(imma call her jaja, because I think she looks like my cousin jaja). I kind of started feeling weird and creepy like something's gonna happen.

We were laughing at that time, then Jaja needs to go somewhere, so she left. Me and Ogirl came along thinking that STAR is too busy at the stage. Before we left, I saw an old guy, like a priest? With one of our male teachers. He was like there to baptize "us"?? something like that. I dont know at first, I kind of felt scared seeing him around. The priest dress was something brown and hooded with a cincture, that's why I kind of figured out he was a priest.

Sudden change of scenery, Ogirl, Jaja and I went to different directions, I dont know where they went, I know the scene was at a condominium, I walked straight to a room like its my house, Passing by a teen-aged boy with blonde hair(I know his name but I forgot so Imma call him BOY), BOY said Hi then we were talking like a usual stuff to talk about.

I went to a room and saw Jaja lying down the bed, it was a big room, like a master's bedroom, with plenty of teenager stuffs on it, gadgets, pillows on the floor, stuffed toys, a pink lampshade, she has her own bathroom, I remember how it looked like..

there. so when I saw her there was blood stain on her head.. Then I felt scared again, like the feeling of having a nightmare, then I went outside her room and saw BOY staring at something, I looked at where he was looking and I saw Ogirl with blood stains on her feet, she said she didnt feel anything hurt and continued walking.. Here comes the scary part for me.

I went outside the condominium and the scenery went back to my old school(the first scene in the dream) I saw the priest again, he was taking off STAR's teeth using a rench, it was scary, and STAR was crying hell. I wanted to run but I feel like I need to do something, then Ogirl bumped me, I asked her "Where is Jaja"?? (I dont really remember the name), She pointed somewhere and I saw Jaja was dead, she looks like dead with her wounded head. STAR's stomach was wounded as well, BOY came to me and Ogirl, asking if we have bloodstains in our body, Ogirl has blood in her feet, Jaja in her head, STAR in her stomach, then I looked at myself, I saw bloodstains on my hand. BOY doesnt have any stains and I wonder why. Until I found out that ONLY girls were said to be "baptized"..

Then it was our turn.. The priest called Ogirl, she was shaking.. The priest is really scary T.T and I was thinking DAMN IT I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING I DONT WANT TO BE BAPTIZED. (i dont know why my dream used the term baptized), we went to the priest.. There was a big tree at the corner of a street? and the priest was asking if there's someone who can block or cover the sides where we can escape.. Because he seems to know I was planning to escape from his baptism. When he touched Ogirl, I slapped him really hard, then I yelled "NO WAY!" and we escaped.. We didnt run though, we just walked saying "I DONT WANNA!" without looking back at the priest.

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change of scenery after escaping, I was inside my grandma's room, there are big cabinets there, I was fixing clothes and hiding at the same time, because I heard that the priest is coming to my house, when I closed the cabinet door, the priest was already beside me, he explained to me what the baptismal is all about, STAR and jaja were still alive, but something;s changed to them, STAR lost her appetite, Jaja became Dumb, I remember where the bloodstains were, when STAR's stomach was full of blood and Jaja's head too. I answered the priest "I wont let you do that to me"..

then I woke up.

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When I woke up awhile ago I was thinking about the bloodstains, my dream didnt end up as a nightmare, maybe it was a warning or something, or maybe Im just too afraid of what's gonna happen to my life. You see, Im an artist and musician, I play the piano and draw traditionally and digitally, its like, my life. I write stories as well.. My hand is precious to me.. And the priest was trying to do something to it. T.T good thing I realized it before he did this baptismal thing. Because STAR lost her appetite and Jaja became stupid??? > I will never let anyone destroy my hands or works -_-

I dont really know what my dream means, but it scared me...

Day 1 - I dreamed that I was in a bus with L and K². L had some kind of rope and I think I cutted it. She was kinda mad and asked me for another one,
while K² keep pushing me around telling me to give L another rope. I irritaded myself and told K² to shut up. And said to L that I would buy another one,
even though in my dreams I didn't had money(like in real life).
Then the dream jumped and I was holding L hands and playing around with her. Then we kissed and I was surprised as fuck. We kissed for a while
then the dream jumped again. We were in her place (wich I never saw),
and she was leaving with her grandparents. Her grandfather keep pushing around too and being rude. Out of nowhere he took a bootle of alcohol (wtf),
and started to throw at me spheres of liquid(alcohol bending?), when it hit me, exploded and burned me. I said to L that I was gonna leaving and I think I awaked.

P.S.: I just know L from sight and never had an actual conversation with her, for a time she was my crush I didn't fell attracted for her anymore
in a few months. Now with this dream I don't know.
P.S. 2: K² are 2 twins that I just know from sight too. What I think it's strange is that both L and K² didn't mean a lot to me, I don't know why they
become DC's.

Non-dream Dream

Dream 1:

It is before my wedding and I am at my old job at the university. My boss and other faculty members force me to prove my worth by presenting my thesis in a couple of days. I say that I have too much going on in my life. One professor tells me that I am really good but I never see anything through to completion. I agree and begin crying. I did not prep for the presentation and I winged it (I don't recall how it went). The night before I partied and trashed the lab.

Dream 2:

I am helping administer chemotherapy to a friend in a dirty bathroom. I would wash my hands, mix the drugs, spin them down, then administer them.

It was as if I new the drug would work but it was not yet approved - I was giving it on the down low.

Walking in back yard, see a native bee. Stoop to have a closer look, and see several of my own bees as well. Look up to see my bees everywhere, working on collecting nectar and pollen. Each bee is fully laden, and even looking in the distance I can see the pollen on the bees' legs. As I remark about this to dad and others standing by, a strong wind comes up, blowing pollen in from every direction. We have to go inside, bu I keep an ey on the beehive. Bees are still bringing their loads in even in the strong wind. Suddenly, I'm aware of individual bees at the door of the hive. They morph into actors, and I follow their actions further into the "hive." One of the actor-bees (played by Angel Coulby) had done something wrong, and was being brutally persecuted by another of the bees.

Walking to church. We had been to the adventure playground with the boys, and then home to get soothing. Now we are back on our way to church. Cross a road, and descend a frosty slope, pulling boys in a pulk. Notice that I am sliding, become lucid, continue sliding, across level ground and up hill. Woken up by noise.

Driving home to new house, somewhere on a steep hill. Talking on the phone to Anin while wife is driving, looking at mountains in the distance. Arrive at driveway, which is mostly dirt, and very steep and long. Drive most way up, but car won't make it. Roll back down. Tell wife to try again; don't want to climb it in the rain on foot. Same again, make it most way and then start rolling back. Quickly apply brakes, very hard. Brakes won't hold, even when I move into driver's seat and stand on brake with all my weight, while reefing on the handbrake. Roll back to base of driveway.

Kingscote. Waiting for boys to get into car. One of them lets off the handbrake. Car rolls toward road, and knocks letterbox out of ground. I push the car back up the driveway, and look for a chock, since the handbrake now won't hold the car.

At Covenant College again, this time it's daytime. For some reason I am chewing on the lunch bell, and spitting out the pieces.

Night time. Driving past Covenant College with David K. Remark about waste of money on "security" lighting, and how sensor lights would be far more effective, and economical. Drive to library and get out to look around. Kill some vampires and quickly get back into the car. Lock doors and drive away. Dodging pillars down driveway, leading to food court in shopping centre, possibly science and technology museum.