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sleep 530am-4pm

I'm asleep at home in bed. My mate calls - I was supposed to pick him up from the airport or train station or something. I call him back - can't get ahold of him. I leave and head towards him. He calls as i'm near a hotel. I pull over. I can't understand him and my phone is dead. I call him on the hotels phone. Somehow as i'm on the phone I leave my purse in the hotel and wander outside and get on a bus. When the bus starts moving I realise what is going on. I'm still on the phone. I pull the cord, but we are on the freeway and aren't stopping for a while. Loki is bitching about me missing his calls and tells me he isn't coming home for a while - work. The bus finally lets off in a kind of major bus pit stop. there are books everywhere but no list of the bus routes - I don't know when the next one that can take me home will be there. A bus arrives, but the scrolling text above it that should tell me where it is bound is missing.

At a weird apartment with my mom and dad. I'm making an egg with fried rice but my mom doesn't want rice. I give her the one egg, apologize and tell her i'll make more. I feel bad because I can't make some for my dad as well because there aren't enough eggs. 'I don't think shes looking in the right fridge' -dad?. sure enough, there is another fridge with tons of food in it. The apartment is all open - one room open to the next open to the next. Makes it easy to rent more rooms.. there is no one living next to us so the openness was never an issue but they were using a fridge in a room that wasn't rented out to us. I was worried the landlady would find out and fine us. There are a few rotten (green insides) eggs I throw away. We had just moved into this place and I have to keep asking where everything is. There is an oven type thing in a island in the kitchen. If you move this piece of metal, you have an oven. If you move it the other way you have a toaster oven. the previous owners left something in the oven - a pizza? Someone there wants coffee, so I go looking. I know we have a coffee maker and coffee somewhere. I found the tea in a cubby hole on the ground of a shelf in a corner. I bitch to my mom about its inaccessibility and start moving them elsewhere. Turns out my parents have tons of coffee, but it isn't where the tea is.

Visiting family - cousins are there. I felt bad because I hadn't gotten anyone presents
fragmented sex dream (completely unrelated to above )

I can't remember it well, but I was in a forest and the only house/cabin was owned by Pewdiepie(my favorite YouTuber). It was a cool cabin, which was more like two cabins with a courtyard out front. He let me stay there and gave my the second cabin which he wasn't using.
The first night I stayed there was normal. I didn't have some inception moment where I dreamed during the night in my dream but the second night was...weird.
When I got into bed, Pewdiepie got in too. He brought a glass of chocolate milk with him, and he spilled it all over the place. Then a ton of bugs appeared when he had spilt it. I got really mad and pushed him out of the bed and cleaned out all the bugs.

sleep from 6am to 4pm

'cookie dough' was code for 'i love you' (halo)
i was going to school - had four classes and another 4... like another day?
My mate is upset - drinking Jack Daniels - I don't want him to leave again. ((personal neurosis - my mate isn't a drinker and has never left me)).

I'm cleaning up stuff on the ground There are a whole lot of leaves. Some of the leaves can be turned into kittens if you do some sort of little ritual - saliva on the leaf I think. I was going to pick out a few choice leaves and give the kittens as presents. Someone was there sweeping the ground up - janitor or something. I yelled at him to stop and he said he couldn't - it was his job. I managed to grab a few leaves anyway.

Some sort of competition is going on. You have to defeat the other competitors in battle. Kill them, but they would respawn after the fight. I killed this bug thing and it made a high pitched noise - letting everyone know I killed it and to exact revenge. I didn't think this fair - That was the point of the game after all ((this was indoors))

In some sort of prison. There are hammock bunk beds. The person on top is almost literally on top on the bottom hammock.

Before I wen to sleep that night, I chanted in my head "I will have a lucid dream with Matt Bellamy" over and over. My friend told me that can help increase your chances of getting a lucid dream.
Unfortunately, I didn't get a lucid dream. However, towards the end of the dream, I was in my living room. I turned and looked out the back door, and I saw Matt Bellamy.For some reason, his left foot was backwards, so he was limping. He looked like a zombie I flipped out and ran outside to help him. I gave him a big hug, obviously we made out for a bit and then I helped fix his foot. I don't remember anything after that, so I guess I woke up.

I was with my friend, Jayden. We were going to be in some play, so we grabbed our costumes from this little closet and got onto the train platform. The train was gonna take us to the play or something. We got our own train car and we went inside to change into our costumes. Jayden was wearing a big red dress, that looked like the Queen of Hearts. She was also wearing a tight bonnet while putting on eyeliner(she looked weird because she's a tomboy in real life)
I wore a puffy white wedding dress and veil. As I looked in the mirror, it transformed in a pink dress, and my veil became a huge hat that looked like a cake.

I was at my school. There was a radio next to a pole that was playing Uprising by Muse. I love that song so I went to turn it up. My principle, Mr. George saw me do it and he said "You're tampering with school equipment!" He then pulled out a tazer and tried to taze me I freaked out a picked up a hose that was on the ground and tried to spray him with it. My friend, Jayden, ran out of some corner and pushed it out of my hand. She tried to calm me down, until Mr. George picked me up and took me to his office.

Ok so to start this off I'm going to post a LD induced by WILD, from a kind-of WBTB experience.

9th May 2013.

Went to bed after about 5.5 hours of sleep. Laid down on my side because I figured it would be the best position for WILDing. Closed my eyes, started repeating the mantra "relax". After some small feelings of numbness I started to get deconcentrated from repeating my mantra and slowly losing awareness and falling to some external dialogue. I cut it short by opening my eyes, since I'd figured I'd just fall asleep if I continued. Saw that the whole attempt took 15 minutes. After that I rolled over pretty frustrated that I can't mantain awareness. Kept on trying, until one moment a feeling of frustration crept over me. At the same time a surge of "energy" went through my body and I was suddenly pushed "into" my bed. I saw two people for a moment that seemed to push me into my bed. After that several more surges of energy went through, and I soon found myself in a kind of empty space. I was aware during the entire process and I knew I was entering a dream.

I tried to open my dream eyes but I felt my real eyes starting to open at the same time so I opted to keep them closed. Soon enough I managed to open my dream eyes and I saw a FA style dream "waking up" in my bedroom. I was lucid though, so I looked around and saw that the room was changed up a bit, didn't have any furniture present. I looked to the window and saw it was almost dark. I looked into my hands and they looked normal, although what I
saw was blurry. I remembered to use the spinning technique to stabilize the dream. The funny thing is while all this was happening I could hear my brother who was in the room while I was sleeping while being in the dream. I looked through the window and now it was nighttime. The scene changed and I don't remember what it looked like. I started talking to a dream character, a prostitute. I used her .. uhm.. services and convinced her to do it with no charge. After that the dream had faded black. I woke up in what is most likely a false awakening, being proud of myself for having a WILD. Met some friends, talked to them, and I don't remember anything else. Then I woke up for real, did a reality check, and checked the clock for time, because I always want to know when I woke up, which wasn't the case with that FA.

Expect an update in about 9 hours I'll attempt a WBTB WILD, it might be successful. Cheers!

I had a couple unrelated dreams, two I remember, one I forgot, and one I barely remember (it had something to do with being at a University and I had to climb stairs.)

DREAM 1: It was night time, and I was in bed with my ex. It felt like we got back together. Our bedroom looked almost like my grandmother's bedroom. I was kissing her but she started to act complected like she used to before we broke up. For some reason, she acted jealous of me and denied me herself. I felt disappointed to be back together with her. Then I decided that I needed the bathroom, but the place we where at had no bathroom; so had to drive to my Aunt N's and Uncle D's house. I drove around the col de sac where they live, but I realized they lived next door to us so I drive back to my place and walked over. I went to their door, but it went underground and the front door was sealed with glass. I knocked on the door and my cousin D answered. She was happy and hugged me, then my Uncle D shook my hand. My cousin M was up the stairs (they don't have stairs in real life) and when she saw me she squealed and was happy to see me. Then I woke up and used the bathroom.

DREAM 2: I was going out with one of my crush's friends. Se had a smaller frame than my crush but had the same chestnut brunette hair. (This woman does not exist in real life). She seemed to like me a lot. I liked her too at first. She watched me play the wii while we laid in bed. My crush came over and I realized I still wanted to be with her. I was trying to impress her a couple times, and I caught her looking at me once or twice. Otherwise, she acted like she was ignoring me. Her friend noticed and became solemn. My crush left and I asked the friend what was wrong, but she said 'nothing." She knew I still liked my crush.

05/08/13

Crystal Healing
I am lying on a blanket in a green field of grass. I sit up and look around me. I am alone on the field. I remember a goal of helping to heal Nomad's friend Winter, who has been having some problems with fibromyalgia. I focus on a portal to go to the moon and it opens. I go through into the area near the balancing pools. The healing springs. I look around to see if Nomad and Winter are there yet. I don't see them. I wonder if there might be something wrong. I focus on opening a portal to find them. A portal opens and I go through, not sure what I might find. I find myself in the healing glen, the home of the crystal golem. I figure Nomad must have brought Winter here for healing since the healing in the springs on the moon doesn't seen to be doing the trick. The crystal golem is there, he is standing right next to a floating Winter. Winter is levitating about three feet off the ground, surrounded by a glowing golden aura. Nomad is watching this. Nomad says we were trying to get anyone who would help to heal Winter here. I focus on a portal to find Basara, I figure he would help. A portal opens and I see him playing his guitar. He comes right through. So the three of us all use healing spells on Winter at the same time, while the crystal golem continues his healing. A swirling orb of golden energy surrounds Winter, flowing around and through her. The entire glen fills with the healing energy, it is flowing around and through all of us. I see gross worm like things coming out of Winter... I thought those were all gone! After the healing spell is done the golden energy continues to permeate the clearing. The crystal golem says those Templar attacks have done a lot of damage, Winter needs to have dreams within dreams where she can focus entirely on healing. Nomad looks pissed when he mentions Templars. The crystal golem says anger will solve nothing, and he seems to make an attempt to calm down. I wonder if all of the parasites are really gone this time. I remember that Nomad wanted to travel through time to make himself lucid. I wonder how we can do that since I haven't been dreaming that long and I already know I'm dreaming. I am still pondering that when Nomad kisses Winter and says this will have to pass. I am pondering opening a portal through time when everything around me fades to black and I wake up.

Dream recall from today's naps.

There was some kind of story about a spy that was helping to set up rebellion and there were soldiers in red uniform that were talking using some language, may have been arabian.

I'm playing defense, and my team is basically giving up. There was a long pass where the guy went out of bounds, and they counted it as a touch down. Now we're on offense, and I really want the ball. First play I don't get it, but we move up the field. Second one, I tell the QB (a female) that I want to run it. She sends me on another play where I run down the flats. The play is developing, and she throws it to this guy right next to me. I'm a little upset by it because I wanted the ball, but whatever. I started blocking everyone from the guy because he was super slow. Eventually the ref tried to make some call, but whatever it was, I wasn't doing it. The slow guy scored a touch down.

The End.

I was in a room that was supposed to be very familiar. All these false memories rushed into my head about a past I had had in this room. I knew I was a demon slayer, but it had been a while since I had done it.

The dream is very fuzzy now, but I remember I was associating with a demon that looked like a person and I didn't want to kill him. I was upset that I had to kill him. I wondered if I really actually had to kill him.

I was in a room that looked a little like a hospital room. A friend of mine (who actually is in the hospital currently) was doing one of these extreme eating contests. In front of her on a tray was this huge hamburger that was about 2 feet across. I knew that she had to eat that in 6 hours to win this contest. It made me sick just thinking about stuffing that much food into one's stomach. I looked closer at the tray and saw that around the hamburger were all these little gravel like rocks. I then understood that she had to not only eat the hamburger, but the little rocks as well. I watched my friend scoop up a few of the rocks and put them in her mouth. I wondered how she could possibly eat them.

The next thing I know I am the one who is having to eat the rocks. I try again and again to swallow the little rocks. I manage to get a few down, but it is difficult and it is making me feel a little sick to my stomach.

Dream:

I went to the hospital for some stomach pains that I had been having. I found out that I had an incurable disease. It wasn't fatal, but I would have discomfort for the rest of my life, and I would have to be on medication. It made me depressed and angry. I had tried so hard to be healthy...but I was having to deal with this anyway.

In my dream I seen this pretty woman. I decided to make her my girlfriend, so I went up to her and asked her out. She was willing to be my girlfriend and seemed pleased that I asked her. It didn't take long before we were holding hands and I would put my arm around her. I realized I had fallen in love with her, it was great. She was much shorter than me, only coming up to my shoulder height and me being 6 foot 2 inch tall. Her hair color was a dirty blond, and shoulder length. The place we met was this large house, or probably a mansion. I don't know who owned it, but by the rooms we were in it looked expensive. We were with a group of people who were traveling by bus, this just happened to be a stop we made. We had to get ready to travel on the bus again, so we couldn't stay together. I tried to keep an eye out for her at as much as possible so I wouldn't loose sight of her. I think I kind of knew in the back of my mind that she could just dissapear out of my dream for no apparent reason, and I didn't want that to happen.

Even though she went into the next room with some of her friends for a bit, she did come back. I was so glad to see her again, and I could tell by her expression that she was pleased to see me too. It is a little hazy of all the dream events that were going on. I think there was a table of food and I was trying to eat something before we left. There wasn't much left, but I noticed some cheesy bread which looked like it had fallen off the table and somehow gotten under it. I picked it up and ate about half of it, it was just as good as it looked, even though I suspected it might be a little dirty from laying on the floor. I didn't care, I knew it wouldn't hurt me. I think I was eating while she was off with her friends. When she was back with me, we were able to pack more stuff up and be on our way.

The dream scene changed as I was now on the bus in one of the front seats on the left side of the bus. I was saving the spot to my right for my girlfriend. About five or more people got on and went past me down the isle before I seen her coming. I smiled at her approach and she beamed back at me. I picked up the item I had laying there to save her spot and she sat down next to me. I put my right arm around her and drew her close. We got to talking again, though I don't remember exactly what we both said. Then I remember showing her a map I think, probably where we were going next. She must have thought I was hungry still, because she made me a hamburger for me to eat while we were sitting there on the bus. She must have had all the items in her pack with her. I appreciated it very much. It seemed to me I was with her for a long time on the bus ride.

The dream scene changed again, now I think I'm all by myself in what looks like farm country. I am on higher ground around some farm equipment. I have a good view of the surrounding area for miles around, pehaps as far as five mile distant. As I look around I know I'm waiting for some people to show up, and I'm hoping my girlfriend is with them. I'm standing by this red grain bin when a long van pulls up on the other side and stops. Some kids get out first, I know they don't see me. When they come around the corner I manage to give 2 of them a scare. Before the other people get out of the van I wake up.

Now that I'm awake it really feels like I had been in love. I realized I had fallen in love with some random dream character and now the relationship is over. I know it isn't rational but the heartache still feels real, knowing that the relationship I had with her can never be reality.