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Had my first really good high-awareness lucid in a while and made a pass at the mysterious seed task. I remember being semi-lucid chilling with some DCs in a neat building, then suddenly becoming hyper aware. I walk outside, conjuring a seed by rubbing my fingers together and expecting to feel the texture of one there. I plant it in the ground and back away and that is where my recall ends..

After struggling to stay awake my eyes somehow went down on their own and not long after trying to open them I found myself in the living room. The lights were on and I turn my head to see there were white spiders raining down on one of the doors. I was already lucid knowing that I wasn't suppose to be here.

I stop walking and quickly woke up. Lucidty Time: 3 seconds.

Black: non-dream
Blue: non-lucid
Red: lucid

Dream
I remember just waking up and being like "nah too early" and deciding to go back to sleep, I started daydreaming like I always do and within a minute I was just lucid. The place I was in resembled my home town, I seemed to be walking past the arts building (which is 3-4 stories and an orange-pink colour). At first I was like "nah I'm still awake, this is just a super-vivid daydream or something..........?"
I tested the lucidity by calling for the girl I've been trying to meet in my dreams ,I said "hey *name*". Instantly she popped up from behind a chair or something and smiled, turned around and walked just ahead of me in my company.
I was a bit surprised at how easy it was to summon her... The dream was very responsive and it wasn't out of control with weird elements.
So.... I asked her the burning question I've had on my mind for ages and guess what? It wasn't even the right question... and she didn't respond either >_<. I think around this point I faded out and woke up again.

Despite how super vivid this dream was while being lucid too, I don't recall much of it as I'm writing it at the end of the day... Have been wanting to complete this dream goal for a while, I don't care a great deal about it anymore but I feel like it's still something I just NEED to do.

I went to bed at 1 o'clock (for 5 hours of sleep) and I was quite tired. So I started my training routine with a foreknowledge that I would fall to sleep. I do this for shortening time needed to recuperate for the next day. After maybe 10 minutes I lost consciousness.

After some time I started to dream. I was in some unknown room with two women One was blonde, second was dark haired... It was sunny day. After about 15-20 seconds into dream my consciousness got alerted. I was going to sleep! This is a dream. Wake yourself!!!
I concentrated inside, my consciousness jumped into overdrive and started to become larger and larger. Women vanished. Surrounding went from sunny day into nearly dark night time. The room lost its real looking and shifted into being my very real bedroom. My clothes vanished. I saw my physical body, dark in the darkness sleeping on my bed. My consciousness grew. My astral body produced dark violet aura with small(1-2cm long) violet lightning bolts dancing on my skin. I started to feel my surrounding. I took large area around myself and implemented it into my consciousness. I reoriented myself and started to fly in the direction, where I felt, I was needed to go. I disregarded everything in my flight path- walls, fences and trees. I flew right through those things. I respected earth's surface, since flying through earth can have negative influence to stability of my astral projection. I tried to fly faster since I felt that I don't have much time. It looked like I was deforming the space in my flight trajectory. I felt quite strong bonds to area I was in... It felt as if they were retarding my speed. But I projected more and more power into faster flying. It functioned somewhat... I started to make something like short but very fast jumps in space. I felt to be about 70% of distance away from my target when my effort started to destabilize my existence there. It was like short circuiting, that violet lightning bolts were larger and larger, until all my surrounding vanished into very bright violet light.
And I was awake back home in my body.

Observations
I don't feel this to be DILD. I got my usual superconsciousness so typical for OBE (astral and higher projections).
Dream was left as my consciousness grew- I'm not able to do this usually. One needs great concentration to go more aware than in lucid dream, when he starts from dream. Dreaming is a distraction in this case. Lucid dreaming is the same. A distraction.
How to describe that implementation of surrounding into my consciousness... imagine your senses spread onto that area and taking information directly from it. Like all that surrounding is your body.
Flying through things was not felt (Good detachment)
Whole experience lasted about 5 subjective minutes.

I was trying to trigger a lucid dream in which I'd re-encounter my dream guide, but instead I got a non-lucid nightmare.

3am

Dream Two non-lucid

I had a dream I could see Mittens (my cat who passed away) every once and a while and Mom finally took a video of it and the girl from the ring was appeared in it, with this horrifying music, and eventually I couldn't shut it off...

I liked the music. It was very beautiful. But in its context it was horrifying.

The whole time I was thinking, could I edit out the part with Sadako, or will it just revert back to the normal video?

The video started off with me petting Mittens. Then, she went behind the counter to chase a spider and Sadako's hair was under the dishwasher. Suddenly, you could see her face peer out *shudders*. Then, the video skipped to this scene in the sky? I don't remember. Then back to Sadako, with her getting closer and closer to the camera. Originally I refused to watch the entire video, but when I finally did I couldn't turn it off anymore.

I felt bad because at the end of the dream, when I couldn't shut off the video, I handed it to my mom or brother for him or her to deal with whatever curse it brings. I was showing it to my brother, but I think at the last moment it was my mom holding the camera.

Dream One non-lucid

There was this online course, but it happened on a device like a Pokewalker. So all the text for the course was on this small device, one line at a time. I just thought it was the most ridiculous thing and complained.

I wasn't enrolled in the course. I think my sister-in-law was looking at schools and saw the course.

I had 2 lucid dreams today, but I barely remember anything from the 2nd one. Anyways:

1. I'm inside of a warehouse type store, and its designed similar to Sam's or Home Depot. The floor is just buffed, there's no tile covering it or anything. I am sitting in a chair at a table in the cafe area of this giant store simply looking around. I see huge 40 foot tall shelves filled with items that anyone can buy. I look back to where I'm at and see a group of people my age sitting and talking. A girl walks over to their table and take their order, and I can tell that she is a waitress. As she has her back towards me I check her out and as I do I notice that the dress she is wearing is halfway undone. The zipper part that goes all the way down her back and to her ass is halfway unzipped and I can see her ass partly.
"Hey miss, you're dress is a little unzipped!" I yell from a couple tables away. She looks back at me and says, "Shut it" with an angry tone. "Not my fault that you're a thot!" I yell back. She gives me a mean look and walks over to a counter which is up against a curtain wall in the cafe area. At this point I become Lucid and I get up and walk over to this waitress girl. I have a strong desire to have sex with her keep in mind. "Hey, I think we started off on the wrong note" I say touching her shoulder trying to make her not mad anymore. She looks at me with mixed feelings and I once more am looking at her ass. I notice that she doesn't really have nice ass, but I'd smash her anyways.
I leave the girl out of a desire to explore. As I walk around the corner I see a giant pool before me. This pool is so huge and deep that it could be classified as some type of aquarium. I jump in and quickly realize how deep it really is. I start sinking down to the bottom just for fun. While doing so, I look at what's around me. I see all types of underwater plant life and huge rocks. Then suddenly I see a few huge sharks swimming towards me and also a dolphin type creature. "Oh shit" I say to myself. Even knowing this is a dream I still feel a bit of fear considering of how real this all feels. I swim over to hide between two rocks, and I'm only halfway down the "pool" at this point. Halfway down the pool seems to be about 30 feet deep.
The sharks are still swimming over to me. One in particular seems like it is going to kill me once it reaches me. It looks like a cross between a hammerhead shark and a dolphin and has big pure black eyes. It tries reaching between the two rocks I'm hiding between, but its body is too wide. I decide not to wait to see if it can eventually get through, so I jet pass the shark looking creature and start swimming to the top. "Holy shit I'm going so slow" I think to myself, "I don't have time for this". I give my feet a rocket boot type of ability and launch myself towards the surface with great speed. However, as I'm doing so I notice that it's taking me a while to reach the surface. It feels like the pool got a hell of a lot deeper than when I entered it. I finally reach the surface after some deep confusion and changing into another dream layer unintentionally.
I climb out of the pool and look around. I am soaking wet now, but I "need" to find a girl to bang. I look around and suddenly I see a girl I used to be good friends with, Brittany. She is with her mom and they are now both walking towards me. "Hey Cory!" Brittany says excitedly. "Hey Brittany" I reply, "You know, me and Dylan broke up" she tells me. "No way? Oh yeah that's right. I remember seeing your Instagram post about that a few nights ago. It's okay Brittany, you deserve a better man anyway" I say. "Thanks Cory" she says. She then gets closer to me and gives me a kiss on the lips. I suddenly really want to bang brittany, but I control myself like a man.
I feel that my awareness has dropped, so to put it back at 100% I do a reality check by counting my fingers, even though I know that I am lucid. "Wow my hand looks really similar to the way it does in waking life this time" I say to myself. I take a closer look and count my fingers and realize that I actually have 6 fingers, so not quite the same as waking life lol. I look around me to see what everyone is doing, and as I do I see that all of the store workers are staring at me, and they all have a sign in their hand. I get the intention that they don't have the best for me in mind. Suddenly they all start charging me and I start running. One worker gets close behind me and swings the sign he is holding at me. "What the hell did I do" I say out loud, still running.
I see my sister and tell her to create a distraction for me. Now half of the workers are going for my sister.
-I don't remember the rest of the dream

1. I'm at the dream version of my grandma's house, so it looks way different than it does in waking life. The interior looks beautiful and it is still two stories. The floor is covered in an pure white carpet and the walls are painted a nice clean white. I'm sitting in a room by myself when suddenly the door bell rings. My grandma answers it and a lady that looks to be in her early 20's walks in the door. She is wearing a red blouse and a tight black skirt. She looks fine as hell. "I'm here to watch over Cory while you're away" she says. My beastly instincts immediately kick in. "I am going to fuck her so hard" I think to myself. "Okay thanks" my grandma says. My grandma then walks out the door leaving just me and this girl by ourselves.
This fine babe then walks upstairs and into the same room I'm in. "I'm guessing you're Cory?" she asks. "Yeah, that's me" I say while giving her a seductive look(lmao). "I have the feeling we're going to have a lot of fun" she says in the sexiest way possible. She then walks over to me while I'm still sitting down and bends down while arching her back. She then gets really close to me and kisses me. I become lucid. I put my hand on her thigh, but it's basically her ass because of how short her skirt is. We make out.
-I don't remember the rest of the dream

3. I'm in some sort of training academy. In front of me there is a shooting range and there are girls and guys my age practicing their shots. I look to my left and see a fine girl. I go over to talk to her.
-I don't remember the rest

Can't remember much now that I have worked all day and am about to go to bed again, so I am going to type in my senseless dream notes and try to fill in anywhere I can remember.

Dream One - Argument with Mom, hardware store, bad parking, re-park elsewhere, dude comes out with computer, game returned he didn't ask for, print outs are gorgeous, Snake and mouse. I can remember speaking to some guy at the end of this dream, and he just made me feel like he was cornering me or something. The moment I drew the analogy in my mind of him making me feel like a mouse trapped by a snake, I saw the very image of a snake attacking a mouse and woke up.

Dream Two - I am playing a game of some wort where I am playing as the bird adviser from the lion king, flying through rings that make a path through the sky and even down into the ocean. It must be some sort of Kinect or motion control games because when I struggle flying through the water I start waving my hands wildly and reaching out as far as I can and that helps me move through the water. After I come up out of the water I am suddenly an inkling from Splatoon and shooting easter themed bad guys shaped like robot bunnies and robot baby chics.

Yuuup, that's all I have. One dream that I have notes for that I can't even remember now and one dream that I can remember that was just plain weird o.O I figure this will be closer to my normal since I only get about 6-7 hours of sleep on work days.

I was in my house with my family, and we were hosting some sort of get-together for different friends and family members because of a previous event that I don't even remember.

Some guy and his cronies were also there. There were multiple people that I've never seen in real life but they all seemed familiar, but I felt like I had never seen that guy and his group before, but I knew that they had been attempting to steal our belongings. Eventually, he was caught and it was pretty easy to stop his group from retaliating since one just gave up and the other one was bribed.

Everyone in the house kept an eye on him to make sure he didn't do anything or go anywhere before the police showed up. While we were waiting I remember having an interaction with him. He seemed liked the type of person who hated life and the brief conversation we had was him mostly ranting.

Then he started heading towards the door. No one seemed to be startled by this, but i jogged up right next to him and opened the door. A "family friend" had shown up and got of their car. It was some old lady in a jogging suit. A small dog, that probably belonged to someone in the house, ran outside and greeted her. I looked over to the guy and he just had his usual grumpy face. Then he tried to walk away and I grabbed his shoulder and said, "Don't do it". He just looked at me for a moment before he walked to the center of the room and pulled out a gun. He aimed it at no one in particular as he looked around. Then his gaze fell on me and I was going to start talking to him in hopes of calming him down but.....my brother walked into my room, which woke me up, and told me he was gonna feed our cat.
(Which he really didn't need to do... )