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I'm in a house I do not know, but it is where I live. I'm with other people and my mother (deceased) as well. A young man comes to visit us. Then he becomes a very annoying person, he is continually disturbing me. I try to throw him from the house and even get him out, he returns again and this time it's overwhelming, it sticks to me (I start to feel overwhelmed and on the verge of nightmare). Finally, I make an effort of will and get him out of the house. My mother tries to calm me.

This entry is from about a month ago. I had written it down, but hadn't posted it yet and then my laptop died. Managed to salvage my laptop today.

Evil mask
I'm in class, in a medium sized lecture hall. At the front of the class is my old high school teacher in mathematics. A few of the people I identify in this dream are my current classmates Kristen and Aun who are sitting quite close, Stan who is sitting further to the back at first I think, but later is also sitting quite close and my former classmate Kamil, sitting further to the back. The teacher is having issues gaining the respect of the class, which means that she gets interrupted quite a bit. Kamil starts thriving of asking her arrogant questions, just to show people that he doesn't care about this all. The teacher ends up making me, Kristen and 2 others a sort of class representatives or something alike so that we can help her a bit. Kamil starts asking another question and I tell him to take it seriously this time, or something along those lines. Something to preserve the dignity of our lecturer.

Stan is now sitting not that far to my right. I see a weird shaped usb stick that he's about to insert into the left side of his laptop. I panic and tell people to stop him. Kristen and Aun are on it. Stan manages to insert the usb stick and fire up the programme, but he doesn't have enough time to do whatever it is he wanted to do. I saw the name of the programme (can't recall it anymore) and Kristen and Aun go through his laptop to find it. They clearly have no clue what they're doing though, using Google with somewhat random and totally misspelled keywords. I tell them to let me do it. I use Windows' built-in search function to look for the programme. Found it. I'm wearing a weird thing on my face now. It's a sort of mask made out of sensors. Stan tells me that it's evil and will control me. The way he says it is quite sinister. He's enjoying this. I make some weird movements which indicate that I'm being taken over, though I'm just pretending and making fun of him. Then suddenly I can feel the mask latching on to my face. It IS trying to take over. I panic a bit and tell people to get it off my face. Once it's off I stay motionless for 1 or 2 seconds before violently trying to attack Stan for his involvement with this pure evil. Several people are holding me back and remove Stan from the scene. Once they let me go I start weeping.

Night out
I'm somewhere in the city in the evening with about 5 guys from my class. I look at the time at one point. I think it’s about 01:00. We’ve left a bar/club and are going home. I see a bus not too far away that’s just departing. Fuck. I’m not gonna run right now. Once we’re near the bus stop I realise that we’re missing someone (I can’t remember who). I ask the others if they have seen him and nobody knows where he is. He just kinda disappeared somewhere during the night. Now I’m focused on getting home. I ask who is walking and who has bikes. That’s when I notice that everyone but me has a bike. Ah perfect. I’ll just double up with someone then.

I’m standing in front of my room at my student home. It’s the morning after. I’m talking to my housemate Bart about last night. The door to Karen’s room is open and somehow I know that she’s inside. There’s a mix-up though, cause her room is where Shawn’s room is supposed to be. There’s another person standing somewhere close, but I can’t remember who. My conversation with Bart is about all the craziness and hooking up. I’m not sure what I’m recalling about that night also happened in the dream or if it was a flashback within the dream [makes sense? ]. Bart mentions that he had no idea that Abby was into girls. I don’t act surprised at all. I tell him casually that yeah she swings both ways. Then I suddenly remember something about me kissing her. I’m not sure if that actually happened or if I’m just imagining things, but I need to know! I mean she’s hot, but I do have a girlfriend! I want to call Abby to figure out what happened.

Fragment
I think this is part of the previous dream. I vaguely recall taking selfies/videos of me doing front flips. One of them was at a beach. I don’t remember what I ended up doing with these pics/videos. I think I showed them to someone.

Now that's what I'm talking about. Night full of dreams, lots of girl stuff

+ (D1) sexy time, talk dirty to her, she starts giving me directions like it's a class, tells me to turn her on via talk, I say "I love every part of your body", think that was a mistake, she indeed asks, "Even the poopy parts?"

+ (F1) Cleaning up outside around the pool after a big party. Lots of bottles I'm picking them up one by one, then I decide I should get a box or a large plastic bag, that will make picking them up much faster

+ (D2) Driving the car through the large gate. Other cars and I are inside a huge courtyard, some cars look like they may be driving up over the bridge to get out but there are about 10 steps leading up and I don't want to drive up the steps. A guy comes and looks like he's going to open the gate for us to drive out, then my view switches to the outside and I'm watching him still open the gate

+ (D3) washing machine [DREAM SIGN], looking at the laundry with my sister, she recognizes a piece of cloth from our childhood [FALSE], I say yeah I use it as a tablecloth now. Water splashes into the room from the open window, I go and see the neighbor next door (we're on the 2nd floor) in her driveway spraying/watering with a hose, I close the window. The floor is flooded with about 3-4 inches of water, I'm trying to decide what to do this will probably start leaking to the apartment below us, then I notice a drainage hose on the wall by the floor, I go down and look at it, (narrator says?) it's for draining the floor so that it doesn't leak through the floor, the thing is electronic and has a weird operation like a siphon, I watch it work for a while. Then I get up and the watering woman next door has an upside down toad that shoots out its long, sticky tongue and catches and eats a dangerous wasp. She loves toads and has a number of ceramic toads on the fence.

+ (D4) Observing hot girls (short hot shorts on one, whew!) (in childhood home's parent's bedroom?), go into closet for privacy and start "some stuff," leave the door open a crack, some kids see me and slam the door shut, it's still open enough, they come and stick their heads through the cracks and I try to push them back, scene changes to my backyard [FALSE], my kids come by and accuse me of something and I adamantly deny that I did anything wrong.

+ (D5) yellow cadillac, riding with wife in new car, congratulate her on the good purchase, where are the keys to the yellow caddy, drive by our house [FALSE] with (my wife's mother sitting at the window?), pick up free grapefruit slices from a neighbor's front yard, wife throws away the white grapefruit saying it's bad for you, wife drives away on a motorcycle I'm running after her, she turns a corner to the left and rides directly into a large parked van, she bounces off of it like it was rubber and flips through the air back to me about 30 feet, I laugh at this funny scene but am concerned she might be hurt, she gets up and looks at me and says "I fell asleep!"

+ (D6) life-n-death fight, guy stabs me to start (it hurts!), I grapple with him, calling (to Sensei?) for help, immobilize his arms so he can't stab me any more, then I slice him to ribbons with using the edge of a DVD. I throw him over a railing and he falls about 100 feet to the ground, I see him hit, and I think "Oh, great, his body will probably fade away, and appear here on this level again to keep fighting." Indeed his body fades, he materializes alive on this level, I go over to him and say threateningly "You want to keep going?" He holds up his hands to indicate no, he doesn't.

My attention moves to a woman standing nearby at the railing. She's not that attractive but I know that doesn't matter.

Spoiler for sexy time a bit of scat:

I go over to her and say "I want to see your (ahem)!" She rolls her eyes and has a bit of an exasperated [here he goes again! haha!] expression on her face but does not resist as I pull down her pants. She's well-coiffed and I say "you're well-formed." I want to see under the bush to the v-jay itself and start digging through.

Spoiler for sexy time a bit of scat:

I feel something happening at the backdoor and think she's doing something there, I reach behind me and feel a big, long, sticky poop making its way out, ew! She doesn't know yet. I'm sort of petrified, don't know what to do, I ask her what she's doing and she says something about my nipples.

WBTB: wake, review dreams so far, set intention, do relaxing breathing and visualizations, "let go," long time falling asleep again, but fall asleep and have a series of short dreams:

+ (D7) little farm, 2 workers, strong smell of manure, animals put to bed under blue blankets, I have a blue blanket over me, it's from the piglet stall in front of me, I put the blanket back on them, and look at one and can't figure out which side has the eyes/face.

+ (D8) an amazingly beautiful girl is reciting something outside with people sitting around her. I realize that there are situations that I can control. I raise my hand and will her to come to me to see if this is one of those times, and amazingly enough, she walks right over to me.

Spoiler for sexy time (intent):

Her face is painfully beautiful, her lips are glossy and slightly parted, (I kiss her briefly?). I bring her up on to my lap and spread her (clothed) legs, and think about taking down my pants. I feel her butt.

+ (D9) In some sort of industrial/business setting, there is a talk about driver's insurance going on. The speaker is saying it will even allow/cover people over 50. The talk ends, and a man standing to his left sees me, I realize we know each other tangentially [FALSE], he's about late 50's with a wispy moustache, I don't particularly want to talk to him, but he comes up to me and offers a hand shake, I take it but he uses a strange grip and grasps my right forearm [DREAM SIGN] instead of my hand. He asks me "how'd your day been." I think about all of the interesting [dream!?] experiences I've had this morning, and say, "It's been really interesting!"

+ (D10) I'm (a teenager?) in a family with a bunch of other kids/teens. I'm trying to figure out if I belong. The kids are walking around. I want to get one of the girl teens into my room but the door won't close. I go into another room where there's an (infant?) in a crib, and decide to make acquaintence with the family, and go up to her and say "what's your name?", she answers "Ella." I look to the left and there's an older teen girl sitting on the chair, she says her name is "Ella," too! I say "NOOO! Too many Ellas!" I think they always get confused about whom they're talking about. She's cute though, and I think if I could try some sexy stuff with her. I think though it may not work with her.

Bed time: 00.30
Get up: 08.00

I woke up a few times during the night and tried to SSILD, but I didn't have that much focus. I also fell asleep way too soon again.

Motor fun
I'm driving through the city to the campus with someone. At first it is my little brother, but at some point it becomes my housemate. First we're using bicycles. He's driving on my right side. We're talking about something, but I can't remember what. Eventually the topic of school comes up. It's a somewhat negative topic because something happened, though again I can't remember what. I avoid asking him any questions. We pass a group of police officers who are walking across the street. My little brother gets stopped by them. I continue a bit further. I think it's at this point that he turns into my housemate and I'm now riding a motorcycle. From the looks of it, it's quite lightweight. I'm standing at the end of the street, waiting. It's a T intersection, with traffic coming from both sides. There's a tram line as well. The shape of the street is like a Bell curve, with me being at the top part. I wait from the traffic from the left to pass (some motorcycles I think). I look right.. just enough time to cross the street and take a left. I do so with quite a lot of gas. A bit too much maybe, as I slide just a little bit. I hit 90 km/h before I slow down at the corner of the street to wait for my housemate. I then have a look at my lights and realise that I have been driving this whole route without. I fiddle with the buttons on my steer. It's a combination of a button on the left part and a button on the right part which does the trick. A bit weird, but ok. Somewhere along the way I think of this as my mom's motorcycle [my mom most definitely does not own a motorcycle]. My housemate shows up. I tell him I was waiting for him here.

I'm somewhere inside a house. The same housemate is seated and I'm standing. I'm excitedly telling him about the dream above. I make sure to mention that I hit 90 km/h just mere seconds after opening the gas.

Others
The first dream I can remember from this night (which was a profoundly disturbing one, so I don't feel like writing it out fully) was one where I was in the train with my girlfriend and we were talking about a dude who has been stalking her. He's quite the creep. She ends up going to his house to confront him with a knife but he overpowers her. I step in and overpower him, which creates a hostage situation.

Another (non-disturbing) one was where I helped my housemate put together some wooden shelves. I put them together in my room to later put them in her room. I don't know why I'm helping her. I don't even like her.

Ssild - Lucid

The dream started with me waking up with in my bed. I remembered to do a reality check when I woke up just in case it was a false Awakening. I did the reality check and indeed realize that I was dreaming. One of my friends where in my apartment and I told him that he was only a projection of my mind. I walked outside and it was pouring rain. It was actually raining so hard that I felt as if I was going to drown. Later on in the lucid dream there was a mini girl walking next to me about 6 inches tall. She asked me if she could be free and kind of implied that I throw her into the sky. I picked her up and threw her into the sky she began to fly.

My dreams usually hard to recall the second night after going to sleep late, it was still a cool dream from what I can remember.

Dream
I recall being in a warehouse building, it was quite big and there was some emergency going on. I get the impression that we (me and whatever faction I was with) were on the defense. At some point I remember grabbing an automatic rifle from a weapon rack. There was a large space rocket in the building, we hopped inside and launched it. I remember the power of the engine propelling us up, it was really intense. The building was collapsing all around us as we shot up, the ship then tilted and started navigating around the falling debris. We just managed to duck out of the building and into the open sky, and then had to pull straight up to avoid a tall wall or something. Because we were going up at too extreme of an angle, the ships engine sputtered and stop, at this point the spaceship is now a helicopter instead. The helicopter blades stop spinning and the it starts to free fall. There's massive panic, we're trying desperately to start the engine, but it's a damn helicopter, even if we do will it stop the fall?!?! Right before we hit the ground the blades spin into action, instantly the helicopter slows and then shoots off forward in a very non-helicopter-like fashion.

1. I was standing next to an elevator. This elevator was inside of a rather large room with light yellow walls and dark brown hard wood flooring. There were about 5 or 6 other people standing with me waiting for the elevator to come down so we could get in. Of the 6 people, 3 of them were security guards. Two of them were male and one was female. One stood out to me in particular. He was the biggest security guard and basically had the body of a power lifter, but even bigger. He had long black hair that was in a pony tail and a thick black mustache and connecting beard. Someone started a conversation and we all talked. Suddenly the biggest security guard started giving off a hostile vibe. "You" he said pointing to me "Give me all of your money right now". "I don't have any money in my wallet at all" I told him, but I was lying. He then starts telling everyone else to give him their money, but none of them seem to really respond and just ignore him. Out of fear that he was going to kill me I say, "Actually, I do have a 20 in my wallet, but that's it". "Give it to me right now" he says holding out his hand waiting to receive it.
I then decide not to give him the money and I turn around and sprint away from the group of people and security guards. "Get him!" the big security guard yells. From behind me I then hear groups of footsteps running towards me at a fast pace. I speed up. I realize that this is only a room, and the elevator was the only way out, so I have no where to run. Not far ahead of me though there is a series of large glass windows with white wooden frames. I run up to them and start hammer fisting one of the windows. Because I sped up my pace, I still have about 30 seconds before the security guards catch up to me. Eventually I break the glass and go through the window, but the windows don't lead outside, they lead to a small room. The windows have rather large shades on them, so I duck behind one of the windows and wait.
The female security guard reaches me first. She sees the broken window and inspects the area. Seconds later she spots me, but she gives me the kind of "I understand what's going on and I'm not going to rat you out" kind of look, and looks away pretending to have not seen me. The other male security guard comes and sees the broken window, but he does the same thing that the female security guard does. About a minute later the big security guard comes in, shaking the entire ground as he does so. "Where is he at!?" he says. The other two security guards remain silent. He notices the broken window seconds later, and as he does I sprint out and run into another nearby room, but there's still no way out of this building.
In the room I run into, there is a king sized bed with very light yellow sheets and regular white pillows. The room must've been not that large considering the bed took up a good 85% of the room. I hid on the side of the bed farthest from the door and ducked down. I hear the big security guard walk in, and I can tell he is starting to look around for me. I remember pulling a sharp object out of my pocket and getting ready to use it. Suddenly my point of view shifts and I find myself as a floating point of consciousness above my body, and I can see that the big security guard is looking right in my direction as though he knows for sure where I'm hiding now.
Out of no where he gives up and walks out. I walk out of the room not long after he does and go back to the main room where the elevator is at. Now there's a large white table in the middle of the room and a few girls standing around it, along with a small puppy boxer which they are petting. I walk up to them and one of them says, "Look at him, he's so cute". I go over to the puppy and pick him up. His tail wags at a million miles an hour and he licks me on my face. I hug him and then set him back down. I then realize that there are other dogs in the room as well, but they appear to be fully grown and not puppies.

2. I was in the cafeteria of what appeared to be my high school. It actually fairly resembled the waking life version of the cafeteria really well. The floor was covered in white tiles, the walls were white with the occasional blue or red stripe, and there were many long white tables all around. What was different however, was that there was a huge red T.V set in the middle of the cafeteria with a large flats screen tv in it. The lights were dimmed throughout the entire cafeteria as well. I was sitting at one of the lunch tables that was closet to the exit of the school, and I think some friends were sitting with me. We weren't the only ones here though, there were a few people sitting at other tables around the cafeteria, but for the most part it was really vacant.
As I looked at the TV I noticed that on the other side of it there was a giant dude. He was huge, at least 12 feet tall and was actually big boned, not fat. He had long black hair and was wearing a striped jacket with red, blue, and gray stripes on it, and he also had on regular blue jeans that weren't fitted. He had his head down and it seemed as though he was sad or something. For some reason I decided to be a douchebag and I said to the people sitting next to me, "What is that guy doing here? He looks like a loser."(I usually never make fun of people ever). No one replied to my comment, and suddenly the entire cafeteria got dead silent. No one talked or made a sound, and even the TV seemed to be muted.
I got up from the table and walked over to the area next to the cafeteria where the stairs to the second floor are. I sat down on the floor in this area for some reason, and I remember feeling bad about what I said. Suddenly a group of half naked girls approach me. There seemed to be about 15 or so girls. Each one was wearing a different color bikini. Once they got up to me they sat down next to me and started laying on me. "Aright I don't know where this came from, but I'm definitely okay with it" I thought to myself. The girls started taking my clothes off and touching me everywhere. At this point I was turned on to say the least(lmao). Suddenly all of the girls got permanent markers. They took the lids off of their markers and started poking me all over my body. I was quickly being covered with dots of all colors, and knowing that it was permanent marker, I had to put a stop to this. "Girls girls, can you please stop poking me with your markers, this shit is permanent" I said.
None of them stopped even for a second. I noticed that all of the girls seemed to be getting hot and sweaty, and while they were still poking me, they were also putting their body up against mine in very sexual ways. Out of no where one girl comes in front of me and pours a glass of milk all over me. Now I am covered in warm white milk and dots, and the floor around me is a mess. I have no idea what is even going on at this point.

17/4/16 (I had some really vivid and epic dreams last night )
Dream 1: I was in a minecraft world, similar to a map played on by youtubers which my brother tells me about. I fly around the map to look at all the stuff there and I see an area which he had pointed out for myself. I then check out a guys base and then play hide and seek for a bit with someone else.

Dream 2: I was a giant dragon, head of the tribe of dragons but my leadership was under threat. A rival dragon, huge and jet black, was leading a mutiny against me, and I had begun fearing for my life. I was near my house I believe when A swarm of smaller dragons appeared out of nowhere and rushed me. I heard a deep roar from the distance and new my nemesis was coming, so fighting off the smaller dragons was hopeless, so I took flight instead. I soared up into the sky; a few of the smaller dragons tried to follow me but my size enabled me to fly higher and faster than any of them, any of them except for the black dragon, who I could see on the horizon. I flew nearly up to the stratosphere and travelled to a refuge, or more likely a battleground as the black dragon was following me. After a while I landed in the backyard of my old house, exhausted, and a few seconds later the black dragon dropped down beside me. He and I exchanged a few words, about betrayal, violence and acceptance. I knew I was too tired to attempt to fight him, so I resigned myself to my fate. Instead of killing me though, like I thought he would, he instead shrunk me down, either to a tiny dragon size or a large human size (I was still around 8 feet tall). I was surprised, and looked at him only to discover a tear in his eye. "I need you" he said, revealing his true feelings for the first time, "I hold you in deep respect, and I need your advice. I want you to be my general." I was shocked by his generosity and humility, so I graciously accepted his offer. After this moment a small dragon arrived out of breath, acting as a messenger for the other dragons. "Tell them that this has been resolved, peacefully", the black dragon rumbled to the messenger, and as the messenger flapped away he turned to me and smiled. "friend", he finished.

Dream 3: I was in a house with about 3 or 4 other people, all of whom were activists for Bernie Sanders. We were cleaning up the house and preparing to leave, sensing something bad was going to befall us, when a few black vans appeared in the driveway. People in suits from the banks appeared out of them and strode towards the door. They pulled out their guns and we all ducked for cover. A couple of us fell to them immediately while the other two tried to fight them off. They killed a few but then were forced to retreat. We all hid in various parts of the room as they swept through, playing dead or simply hiding from sight. Eventually they left without finding any of us, so we all breathed a sigh of relief that the three of us had survived. In the aftermath we were sure that it was Hillary Clinton who had organised these hits, trying to stop us from voting. We slept overnight and then we woke up in the morning. I went outside with one of the guys to get the newspaper, but we saw a few lights flash as soon as we stepped outside. I pulled us back inside and just in time, as the front of the door was sprayed in bullets. We tried to escape out the back, but I don't know what happened after that.

Dream 4: I was in a large chamber with several totems with runes carved into them. Some crazy sorcerer summoned a storm dragon which he told me I had to defeat to prove my worth. I ran around the room, looking at all the runes, until I found a set which taught me a shout (skyrim). It was a cyclone shout, which I used against the dragon to buffet it away and create openings for my sword.

Fragment: Some kind of sexy time.

Fragment: Feedback from one of my lecturers about revision questions.

I'm walking underneath a tree, its a willow tree I think. Theres a bench behind the tree and a Donnovan is staring at the ground. I remember feeling as if I'm being pulled from the dream. I try to anchor myself and succeed. Although I feel more like a ghost in the dream vs actually being there. Donnovan gets up and walks over to where I'm standing by the tree. He stops in front of me. He seems to be focusing on something, then he looks up and I can feel myself being pulled to him. Then I get this intense feeling, like whenever you try to breath but your heart is beating so fast that your body won't let you take a deep enough breath. Anyways, everything goes black and I sit there in the darkness.