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The last few seconds of the night I was petting a little white hamster on its belly. It was either completely white or had a bit of light brown on its back. It was somebody else's hamster and the person was beside me. The hamster spread its arms and legs as I rubbed my finger on its belly and made a face (and maybe sounds too) and it was warm.

And now all day I'm thinking about getting a pet rat once I live on my own and have more money. Which will be soon. Why not a hamster? Rats are much more intelligent. Ferrets look and move cuter and are bigger so they'd be nicer to cuddle, but they live ~7 years and rats only live 2-3 years so there's a smaller chance of me not wanting to live with it anymore and being faced with a dilemma. Ofcourse as a lucid dreamer of some skill, I can have a good time with animals in lucid dreams :)

I'm in some kind of school. School having just let out everyone is either getting ready to leave or fooling around. At some point I realize I can make myself stick to the walls by pressing a foot to the wall and having classical music play in my head, my center of gravity would shift from pressing down to pressing towards the wall. Not nearly as strongly but enough that I could then put my next foot to the wall and then my hands. I had to concentrate but I could do it. I was stuck facing away from the wall with my hands and feet touching the wall. I concentrated more and removed my hands and straightened out my legs and I was able to slowly walk on the wall. Most people didn't seem to notice and the one person who did was pretty sure it was a trick, most likely because their view of me was largely obstructed. Having exhausted myself preforming this new ability I have to stop and walk on the ground. I look for my backpack and get ready to leave, to find that I am already wearing my backpack. So I head up the staircase and out the big glass doors of the school. Outside the property of the school is like my step dad's yard except in reverse. Where the front yard and house and sheds and stuff would be was all school. The steep driveway instead was in what would be the back of the backyard leading down into the main road. I pass a gym class that was mostly let out as well but the gym coach had hold up a few students he didn't seem happy with. I continue past them to wait near the driveway for the buses to arrive. My brother who was apparently part of the gym class threw a baseball to me, I pick it up and throw it back. It seems to fall a bit short then it rolls and seems like it's going to land right by his feet but then it instead rolls under a car. He fetches it out and seems mad that is landed under the car and throws the ball at me. I'm out of the way but the way the ball is heading it would go down the driveway and likely be lost forever, so I smack the ball with my hand, it lands near a pile of junk. I saved the ball from being lost but I was to annoyed to go pick it up and throw it back again so I leave it there.

22/3/16:
Dream 1: I was involved in digging something out of a cave or exploring underground with a girl. I must have been successful, because we ended up at a train station sitting on a bench discussing the success. The girl then jumped on top of me and we started making out, good times ensued.

Dream 2: My brother and I were on a bus going down a hill. There was a train station at the end which we wanted to get off at, however when the bus stopped down there these two guys with suitcases and dressed in wacky clothes started shouting and pushing through people. They were yelling that they had to put on a play and were running late. The bus driver let them off first but warned them that they would have to sacrifice an act because they were running late. They got off the bus and sprinted across the road and down into the park, where one of them tripped over and his suitcase spilled.

Dream 3: I was walking down a cobblestone garden path with a woman next to me, presumably my sister. We were both dressed in fancy renaissance clothing, and I was telling the woman all about the man she was about to meet to potentially be her husband. I told her he had been my friend in childhood and was very kind and smart. This continued for a bit until we got close to the mansion and bumped into the man himself. He greeted m like an old friend and then turned his attention on the woman as they began to hit it off.

Dream 4: There was an old, rich white couple, sort of like the neighbours in Here come the Habibs. The woman was furious at the man for ruining her business empire, but he was determined to rebuild. They must have had some sort of wrestling business, because the dream jumped to me being in a basketball court in the tunnels about the stands. A whole bunch of fans and wrestlers alike were walking out in protest of the business troubles.

Dream 5: I was travelling on a tram down Melville road and thinking of how to talk to some of the other travellers. I came up with an idea of setting up a food charity/dispension system for refugees. I got off he tram at a stop and looked around some food shops then hopped back on and went back the opposite way which I was travelling before.

Dream 6: I was in the cinema and the original movie which I wanted to see had a problem and wasn't showing so I went into another theatre to watch some other random movie. I took out my phone to tell my friends what had happened but I remembered I was in a cinema so I shouldn't use my phone so I put it away as the lights darkened and the movie started.

Dream 7: I was on a train with my brother discussing how redistributing money to everyone would improve the economy and everyone's quality of life. I explained to him how 80% or something of all the money was just being held by rich people and not used, so I made I'm think about what would happen if people spent all of that money and it circulated around the economy, and how good that would be. He seemed a bit wary but I continued to try and convince him of the benefits.

Dream 8: The Avatar (the last airbender kind) was learning about the water element and was nearing the end of his training. He was walking down the street at night with some of us when we got attacked. He held the attackers off as we all rushed to safety, displaying his practical mastery of the element. We then filed into a room and watched as he performed a concert on an instrument with the water master. It was a sort of harp, I don't know if he played it with water or with his hands but it symbolised water. Either way he played successfully and proved his mastery of the theory behind water. The water master told him he was now ready to continue on and learn the final element, fire. The avatar got a bit cocky at that, so the water master grinned and told him while he may be ready, he still wasn't the champ yet and held him down with tendrils of water which he couldn't break. He let him go after a bit but the point was made.

Dream
It was day time on a school trip, there was a group of us and something about a killer on the loose. He was apparently after us and more specifically, me. We were on a bus at one point and I remember seeing other kids on another bus, they were in the same group or something as the killer and are his accomplices. Wait, so the killer is a kid?
I'm in a building now, it's the hotel or whatever that the class is staying at. I'm sitting at a desk and I'm Malcolm from Malcolm in the Middle. I had earned money from doing something (I think selling notes for class) and bought a gun for self protection. It's night time here and the gun is in front of me on the desk under the light of a small lamp, then the killer shows up. I can't remember how but I shot at the killer which was lucky because he had a gun too. But it's surprising because the killer is actually Aaron, a childhood best friend. I remember getting a scolding from the teacher (I mean after all, I'm like 10 in this dream and I have a gun..), later on I end up with my gun again but this time there's modifications. Oh sweet modern technology for being so damn cool. This part was really vivid and awesome, I added heaps of attachments to the gun I had, turning it into a full on rifle. There's a firing range which I shoot at twice, jesus that's powerful. I fiddle around with the rifle and dismantle bits and pieces before reassembling it, there are lots of details here that I can't write up. I'm in my room again and I have the gun... Wait, what was that? I swear that I heard something but it was just so faint.. I raise my gun slightly and then as if he was just going to peek around the corner, I see the killed (Aaron) poke his head through my door.
*BOOM* I have a sort of panic moment where I let loose a couple bullets in his direction, he's stunned that he didn't get the jump on me and that I have a huge ****ing gun. He ends up getting apprehended in the end..

I also remember something about a killer except this time he has a square upper arm scabbard which has a dagger sheathed in it. He jumped out in a comic-book fashion with lines of effect whizzing past him while he drew his weapon and prepared to stabby stab..

note: after a week of exams, I was so tired that I fell asleep in uncomfortable position on the sofa. Here the lucid dream:

I am in the garden and I'm searching for the something(I don't know what). Someone opens the door of the house and get out in the garden. I say to myself that this is a dream and I become lucid. I turn around and start walking but I feel a back pain, I try to ignore it but it's still hurting, it's so hurting that I decide to wake up. I woke up, put me in a comfortable position and tried to go back in the dream but it didn't work.

Preface:
Took Benadryl (allergy med) because I ate something that was making my face and ears itchy. I also lit some incense to make myself feel more comfortable, so that I could fall asleep.

I am in a house with my sister. We are packing, moving and throwing stuff away. A lot of our belongings are in piles in the middle of the rooms. Broken furniture makes up most of it. In real life, we are always concerned about leaving the doors opened or unlocked because we've had a burglary in the past. In the dream, when I walked in I didn't even bother closing the door behind me. My sister didn't care about it either and made a remark, something like,, "I don't care what happens to this stuff". I walked around the house and I could see that many of the rooms were organized in the same way: small boxes and belongings against the wall, and trash piled in the center of the rooms. I can't find my jeans in all this mess, so I ask my sister if she wants to go to Burlington (shopping) with me. She is not turned on by the idea and tells me she doesn't want to go. I leave without her.

From my house, I walk outside the door and I am in some kind of shopping community, which ends up getting darker and becoming a mall. I am trying to get to a clothing store I like, but there is a crowd. There are two girls in front of me. Both of them are shorter than me and they are taking their time walking. They go into the same store I am trying to get to and I am annoyed. I find a denim jumpsuit that I think is cute, but I don't take it off the rack. I see another that is gray; I take it off the rack and say that its the wrong color, so I put it back. The girls have already reviewed my shopping rack so I keep shopping.

Fragment
I am driving on a freeway to get back to a mall. I have been there before. While I am driving, I decide to take another route or the route I think is correct. The highway turns into grass and I am at a dead end. There is a man standing there with dark hair, I think he is holding a hammer?

Notes:
I 'm a little disappointed that I have not been able to wake up in my dreams lately. I have been concentrating on my yoga practice but I think something else is missing. I can explore more through meditation.

3.22.16

Last night bed 11ish-8am.

DR1
My mom is driving an open top car, on a winding road. Ocean on the left, hill on the right. I look over the ocean and the sunrise is just spectacular. The skies are so beautiful, and the ocean is so calm and almost white, only a touch of lightest blue. I tell my mom to look but she is not looking, so I tell her to stop and she slows down and pulls to the hill side of the road so she can look. ( I think I got this because I watched kardashians and they were driving in snow)

DR2
I'm working for someone who knows and works with celebrities. It's New Year's Eve and we are prepping for a party. I get a phone call but people that just came are so loud, I tell the person to hold on, I need to walk to the back rooms of the house where I know it's quiet.

So this person tells me that I defaulted on paying for some Amazon purchase. I tell her I didn't and I find some receipts saying that I paid it off on January or February 23rd.

She tells me if I want an Amazon card, I need to get my blood tested. So I go the another room where someone I know is talking to me about it and asking me which arm I want to have blood drawn. I say neighter. This whole time I'm holding a tiny cute puppy in my arms.

Somehow they talk me into it and I lay on the exam table, puppy still in my arms. I gave her my left arm and she puts a needle in it. I look up and Pierce Brosnan with his partner walks in. He looks sharp in black tux and white shoal. It's 15 min to midnight. I wonder what are people thinking about seing me there.

Done my meditation before I venture off to the girlfriends house for the day.

I started off by just laying there concentrating on my breathing, letting it flow naturally. As stayed like this for a few minutes ( don't know how long I meditated for ). Had the feeling of energy waves traveling up my body now and then, felt nice. Before the end off my session I felt like I was on a jumbo road, like my body was acting like a worm going up and down. I felt very alert, my mind felt very clear, thoughts where very clear.

A good session indeed!

I've set my alarm up for WBTB these past 2 night's but it hasn't been going off so I've been waking up nautrally, must solve this problem later today. I woke up and decided to NOT get out of bed and to go straight into WILD ( bad choice I know ). Next thing I know i wake up, must of fell asleep within seconds of trying to WILD.

Must fix alarm.
Must get up out of bed for 5 minutes.

Fragments

I was in school, inside a classroom. It was late afternoon. I was arguing with someone.

I was a captain at a pirate ship, fighting with other captains. I just thrown an enemy overboard and taken over the ship.

I went out of my house, I had to do something outside. On the way I though about modifying a game.

It was a side scrolling platformer. I was a mouse that had to collect gold and reach end of stage. It was really hard, as there were many traps and ghosts flying around. I thrown knives at these ghosts and this dispersed them for a while. I tried to reach a platform, but there were really strong winds pushing me back. I've fallen down.

Some relationship issues yesterday so I didn't sleep well last night and poor recall

1) I arrived in Norwich, I think my parents took me there. There were lot of people running, we walked through crowds of runners, I had a bag over my shoulder looked in it and relaised I had forgotten my kit. I was devastated because I had laready run half the marathon and was going to change so I could run the second half. I was was very upset and woke up.

"When it comes to sleep paralysis, WILDing, lucid dreams, hypnagogia, etc. etc. here's a good rule of thumb that I've learned after years of experience: EVERYTHING IS TOTALLY NORMAL. No matter how bizarre or frightening things get, just remind yourself that it's all completely natural, your body does it every single night except you're usually never aware of it, and absolutely nothing can harm you.

The reason you were feeling suffocated is because during sleep paralysis, the muscles of the chest become paralyzed with the rest of your body. So your breathing is more restricted, it may feel like their is pressure on the chest, or that your throat is tight. When you are asleep your breathing becomes much more slower and more shallow that what you are used to, so it can often feel as though you are suffocating, when really you are completely fine and have nothing to worry about. If you allow yourself to become scared or anxious, then you will wake your body up and ruin your chances of entering a lucid dream. Rather than thinking, "oh shit I can't breathe what's happening!" tell yourself something like, "ok my breathing is shallow, that's normal, I must be about to enter REM, cool, let's do this" (then focus your attention on something else like the hypnagogic imagery). Always try to direct your mind away from your body and any physiological changes, no matter how weird or alarming they might seem at the time. Good luck!"

http://www.dreamviews.com/wake-initi...hoking-me.html

Dream 1 - Ankh-morpork
I was in Ankh-Morpork (from Terry Pratchetts Discworld novels) and I was joining the Thieves Guild. I remember wandering the streets not far from the Mended Drum.

Dream 2- Kitchen Anger
I'm my parents house, in the kitchen. I'm really annoyed at my dad, he did something or said something frustrating as hell. Me and my mum are making breakfast as we talk and she's talking to me about not getting worked up over it, I go to the fridge and, with a spoon, get a gob-full of cream and eat it. It's the same kind of cream they have at the top of non-homogenized milk, but it's just sitting on the fridge shelf without even being on a plate.. And there's a lot of it, like tower of cream.
My dad comes into the kitchen to make his breakfast, me and my mum finished whatever it was he was going to eat. He starts making bacon and eggs, geeze.. for breakfast, really? I think at some point he was done and I turned on the stove and he puts his hand down without looking and burns himself. FUUU damn it dad! I try turn the stove off quickly, what an idiot. At this point the flattee from downstairs is in the kitchen for some reason, and he has two friends with him. My mum is insinuating to me not to get annoyed at my dad in front of them because it would be embarrassing or something, though I feel the same way.

Dream 3 - Lucid in the village
I'm in the town area of where I live (it's part of the city, but there's so many trees out here that you wouldn't know it) and I'm walking by the bird cafe. There's people milling about and I start to tune into the fact that I'm dreaming... It comes slowly, the awareness building in me until I attain lucidity. Everything around me is crisp and detailed, really vivid. I can feel my arms clearly, I decide to walk forward and as I do so I notice a decreases in stability. Hm, I focus on the sensations in my arms which are intense.. Like all tingly and fuzzy. I start trying to think of what the TotM is but just can't seem to get access to my memories. I think I've stabilized enough now, I continue onwards and think about the TotM more. Eventually the feeling in my arms fades and I lose stability again, I then wake up.

So close Emnition! Was a pain to be lucid and not be able to remember anything. It was really good for a lucid though, lots of detail like there was an old granny sitting on a chair by a table outside the cafe. Also there were people passing by in front of me to cross the road. Anyways, next tim

(The first being the most interesting...)

I'm in a car. It looks like a lady might be driving. I think I ask the person's name and a last name might be it.
We are driving somewhere but I don't know where to. I feel young in this dream and lose lucidity.


I'm in some sort of hospital. I don't remember much except maybe the color green...


I'm somewhere I don't know where I am. I buy cigarettes. I think I might be talking to my dad.

D₁- I am at my TKD school and I ask to keep/make a copy of my hours sheet for my blue collar. The instructor asks,"Why!' I just kinda shrug and reply,"I want to keep up with my hours at home." As I take my freesparring gear home, everyone keeps staring at me.

D₂- One of my really good friends,chelsea, comes rushing towards me babbling about some psychic she saw. Stating that the psychic said I have scepticism, then the psychic shows up and starts to lecture us on our health.