I can't sleep. One of those night's I guess, Why can't my life be a romance story? Why can't I end up w/ the one I adore so bad and why doesn't she notice me? Why do she overlook the way I crave to have her both physically and mentally. Why can't we piss each other off to the point of almost seperating then I win her over w/ a sweet apology that sweeps her off her feet? Im in the wrong era looking for something that doesn't exist. Movies aren't real I guess that's what hurts. Reality is what's real & what's real is that life doesn't always work in your favor. The harsh reality of life !
Competition night #9 Not the greatest recall. 1) I was watching as a car drove into a large puddle in the dip in the road. I was following. The driver got stuck and the car was very deep in the water. He swam out of the car and I watched another man swim out to rescue him. I had some discussion with a police officer and noticed that the puddle was now drained and some dry road had appeared. I was driving a four wheel drive vehicle but I can't remember much more about the dream, although I know it went on much longer. 2) I was at university halls of residence and I had to get past a bouncer to get back into the building. I think we were packing up. Someone asked me if I had a whiteboard.
Monday April 18th 2016 Remember talking to some people in some kind of hotel, become lucid midway and then decide I will go ahead and start eating stuff in the hotel, make people go away because they are annoying and teleport things here and there. Back to sleep. Checking something with my husband, we eventually get bored and go outside which makes me lucid; so as soon as that happens invite him to a beautiful theater but he does not want to go, show him dream money and then teleport us both in front of a theater. We go inside, but it is not as good as he thinks and instead make a new one right in front of us, we go inside and have fun with the presentations before waking up.
Sunday April 17th 2016 No sleep.
Saturday April 16th 2016 Was walking around the street, become lucid while doing so and start to check on the surrounding, then go ahead and move over to the next room then start to break down the house, for some reason feel the need to destroy it. As soon as I destroy the place, outside starts to crumble, wonder why exactly the reality outside is starting to crumble but don’t question it too much. When everything is gone, what I can see is a new world made of grass, so start to use Scan and discover that there is some kind of problem going on with the people living in the place in which some kind of dark force is permeating through another world to theirs and they want to take it out, so make sure I will be helping them to get sucked up by the other world. Teleport over to the dark world and learn a bit more about it, then make some of the darkness go over to me and start to smell something funny, is it sulfur? Alright, so they can’t use fire or something bad will happen and then also take note that there are a lot of plants around the place and then about some creatures that live around the place but don’t go inside, one of them a white wolf, make note that I will be using that to fool the people coming to the place. Back to sleep. Laying on bed, looking at the ceiling, become lucid and then teleport back to that other world… damn the people are starting to move! Take the form of the wolf and go over to the people and start to let them know I want them to follow. Take the people over to the entrance through a safe place and then let them go inside and then right away take my normal form and teleport inside then let them see my “body” lying on the ground. They seem worried, I seem happy mostly. What exactly is it they will do? They pick me up and tell me to follow them for now, because they can’t go back to their home to let me go and so need me to go along and that they will protect me. Just follow them for now and then we stop, there is a small waterfall of dark water, it is not black or polluted, it just looks black due to the color of the castle they are currently in and yet they dislike it and make comments about the color, this tells me they are idiots which will make it better to kill them yep, make the waterfall stop for a second and then continue in a pattern they can read and use to pass through, but wake up right after. Back to sleep. Reading something about art, become lucid while reading that and then remember about my goal! But first go out and eat something, go take care of my dream body, teleport to a place with sweets and eat some more then teleport over to a big plaza and make it a big tree instead then just rest there for a bit. Back to sleep. Walking over to work, become lucid while going over to the weird church that is on the way to work; as soon as I become lucid teleport back to that other world. I have been carried over to a random room where there is not as much “pollution” and some “normal” water according to the people there, feel a bit insulted and get up, they say that I should not get up yet and that instead should just rest, they will keep going from here alone since this is a safe place for me to stay in. Alright, touch the water and play with it for a bit, see some creatures sleeping within so make the water around them move and then they start to swim; one of them is a white, big creature that seems to be sparkling. The sparkling is quite annoying but at least it looks beautiful when around surface level because the castle will reflect that light all over the place. The people come back hurriedly and start to talk about how we have to take this creature out before it dies so I point out that it loves being in this place, they look at me as if I was some kind of mad man and then leave quickly and then close the door in front of us… alright? Back to sleep. Cleaning the house, become lucid when picking up the sweeper and then leave over to another room just to remember that I was in some kind of adventure… yeah, something like that. Leave quickly as if the place was in the front door, then realize how smart I am being and then just teleport. The people from before already lost someone because they were stupid and didn’t use a black-soil bridge and instead went through a more dangerous place; make sure the one down there who is dying will die slowly and painfully by making him regenerate at a good enough rate then follow and get through the bridge. Get to the other side and enter a room that they will have to go through, going up the castle to some kind of tower it seems, apparently they believe that is the place where they can stop the dark energy from emanating from the place. Just stay there and wait for them, in the meantime play with the light and the wind and whatever the hell is available… but get bored and eventually wake up. Back to sleep. Looking for something online, become lucid while doing so and then teleport back to that other world. This time for some reason I’m tied down and on the ground, what the hell happened? Apparently they don’t believe in me any longer just because I stepped on the black soil… OMG are they stupid or what? Tell them that it was not black because some white wolf helped me back there and that is how I got to the place. They don’t believe me at the start so leave that body and transform into the white wolf, then go through the wall and see them at their eyes, making everything around us white. The people suddenly start to believe in me so dissipate my wolf form and go back to my body. They untie me and then I make sure to kill one of them, I mean… already got mad at them for being complete idiots. Get my hand through his throat and then glare at two of the girls and one big guy. As soon as I do that see one big sword going towards my head so raise my hand and push the guy away. Some water is going towards me, are the girl’s mages? Stop the water flow and make it fall down then push them all with wind and expect to kill them but for some reason feel like I will wake up at any second now, end up hearing my cat in waking and damn, have to wake up. Back to sleep. Was a bit annoyed for some reason, become lucid when going to the computer and then teleport back to that other planet, still a bit pissed that I could not kill the idiots. When I arrive see that they are no longer in the place I was at, so start to follow them. They try to hurry up, thinking that I’m part of the problem and that they will need to stop the other world from existing, but it is not actually anything bad so plan on making them go extinct instead and letting go things normally… from my perspective at least? When I get to the top they are trying to place some kind of weird crystal on the center of the tower that is making the two worlds meet. Take that thing away with TK then push them all down with gravity. For some reason, they try to call for the white wolf to help them defeat me, so I break their illusions and turn into the little wolf and walk over to them, teleport us all to the outside and slowly make them melt into a white dust that becomes a horrible disease that will make all of their race stop breathing in this world.
Friday April 15th 2016 Reading something online about war, become lucid while moving the mouse and decide I want to try and do some goals… except for the fact that I do not remember any goals right now, so just go outside and start to play around. That means going to the shop to eat something sweet, create diamonds using control to pay, mind control anyone who tries to get smart about this fact and kill anyone who gets in the way. Back to sleep. Checking if my glasses are down the bed, become lucid when crunching and so use the bed as a teleporter to another world. When I’m in the other world start to explore. There are a lot of beautiful flowers which make me feel content, also feel like I should be doing something else so go take some flowers into my hand and put some energy into them, then let them bloom and become poisonous as they spread their love throughout the world. Things become much easier now, the annoyances are falling down and I can walk around freely, not sure exactly what my goals where but frankly do not care considering the place is much more peaceful. Also take note of accelerating the decomposition time of the dead bodies so that they become fertilizer properly for the plants of this planet. Back to sleep. On some kind of hotel, become lucid when people try to take me out by force and so toss them aside then make them forget about the event. Just go over to the next room and start a semi-party so they will be busy with these people and leave me alone, but as always privacy does not exist in my dream world and people try to flood over to my room, so make a teleportation door so that anyone who tries to enter will be left alone. After a few minutes I see people on the windows so make more doors in there too… eventually they even start to go through the walls so big crunch the damn universe I’m in and make sure that there will be nobody left to annoy me, then reconstruct the universe but without humans. Back to sleep. Going over to school, become lucid on my way to class and then obviously decide not to go to work… although there could be something for me to do? Oh well, instead just teleport over to a mountain. Not sure what to do since I’m tired and won’t be sleeping much today, try to think of my previous goals and teleport again, this time to a mansion but forget what exactly a mansion has to do with my goals, only know that it is to fight someone. SO make the mansion itself become a weapon and impale anyone I find inside, expect to find someone who would stay alive but everyone dies and can’t fight anyone, damn! Try it again but this time outside with earth spikes, but everyone dies again. Alright, it can’t be like this with everyone on this planet, right? Rise my hands and shot some needles then teleport them to the hearts of all the humans on this planet, but apparently I just caused the homo sapiens extinction on this planet… stupid weaklings who can’t help me with my goals.
Thursday April 14th 2016 Was checking something on the computer, become lucid while typing something and then decide I want to have some fun, which means teleporting somewhere else and destroying the place. When I arrive see some kind of weird super tall race of humanoids. So descend upon them and start making the roots of trees grow and eat them, some run at me to try and kill me so just make the wind go through them and then sit down on the ground, scan the whole place and let every plant devour the race that was previously here. As soon as I’m finished, give power to one of the plants and make it the new king of the planet before getting up and trying to search for a new place to destroy, but wake up. Back to sleep. Trying to do breakfast, become lucid while doing it and… damn, I want to make breakfast! So do that and then go take care of my dream body before teleporting to another world. When I arrive, see a bunch of aliens that are trying to take over several different worlds, fly over to one of their spaceships and break in, not thinking about how the pressure of space will start to kill them so don’t get much time to make questions, not like they tried to talk to me anyway… They start to shot to where I was at so make barriers and try to stop them from moving to kill them, but wake up before being able to do anything. Back to sleep. Going to the school, become lucid before arriving and then teleport back to the world with the aliens. As soon as I arrive try to search for the aliens again but they are gone from the planet, did they flee? No, they just called reinforcements. Do what anyone would do at that point, summon a giant black hole on top of them and let them be swallowed by it before teleporting on top of the black hole and making it dissipate before anything else is destroyed. When they are gone prepare to leave when another giant machine shots a laser beam at me, stop it and then look at them, did they think that was enough to take me down? Get on top of them and then make the metals within the ship to kill everyone inside before flying down to the planet they wanted to conquer, it is quite a beautiful place to stay in, so yeah. Back to sleep. Doing some research online, become lucid and then decide to leave the room. Once I’m outside start to check for something fun to do but as always it gets boring. Make the planet shake and destroy the main cities then teleport to a different world, as soon as I arrive to the new place see that it is a human like planet, except with much better technology. Somehow people detected my teleportation and start to shoot me, so make wind barriers and then behead them with wind blades before making gravity around the main cities destroy them. They are pretty much alone in the world now, so go around flying, making time change as to make creatures evolve at accelerated rates and thus take over the world for the humans, feel pretty content by the time I wake up with the work done.
Bed time: ~ 00.30 Get up: 07.30 I don't remember a full dream. All I remember are a bunch of fragments of a language related event. I'm talking with multiple people in multiple languages. I'm talking with a British guy who's planning to stay in the Netherlands for 6 years and who already speaks Dutch quite well. We're standing somewhere in the city centre during the day, close to one of the canals. Later I'm talking to a group of people. I think it was in English. I believe I also spoke some French somewhere. At some point I enter a restaurant. A white, male staff member is asking me the regular questions and I tell him my girlfriend is already sitting in the outside area. He seems quite bend on etiquette and quite annoying. I remember I had another dream. I think it may have involved my mom. I can't remember it at all though.
Ssild-lucid The dream started off with me on the bridge Lucid in broad daylight. Inspired by the virtual reality video game called smash I decided to throw balls of light. I did this for a while and then the dream scene changed Timmy within this unusual apartment complex. And seeing what kind of pictures I can find. The first picture was with my dad with his hands in prayer. The second picture was my Dad's friend who had died a long time ago. And the other pictures were just random dream characters who I thought were my relatives I didn't know. I lost lucidity and thought I have awoken. I went to use the bathroom and thought it was weird how even though I peed I did not lose my urge to pee. I thought I must be dreaming I did a reality check and yes I was indeed dreaming. Somehow being in this dream scared me because when I try to remember where I fell asleep I couldn't. I tried to wake up but I felt that I couldn't.
The earliest point in this dream that I can remember, is a point where I was at my grand parents house in America. Before entering the door, I noticed the large size of corn crops around the area, and how some had been harvested, yet others closer to the house had not. The dream skips ahead, and this helicopter is coming to help my grandparents house, I recall its blades coming in and chopping parts of the house by the front door up. Finally, the helicopter lands and my grandpa jumps in and tells me to accompany him. At first i'm very hesitant, as I'm scared of his ability to fly, but I end up jumping in. *Another frag* I prepare to go and surprise my good friend in America, but somehow he finds me first. I remember being ecstatic and I gave him a hug. At this point my dream recall is fairly bad. *Another frag* I am at this 'version' of my grandparents house, its an apartment in the city, and as I walk into the apartment I notice the doormat is the same mat, that my grandma uses at the entrance to her bath. I go in and upstairs, but the dream recall gets bad. I vaguely remember going to my room to prepare, but a friend of mine was there somehow. *Another frag* I'm walking down the side of the street and this little kid comes up and starts stealing buds from my backpack. I immediately met him with force and got it back, but I was worried somebody was after me. I ducked into an alleyway, and laid flat on my stomach to lay low. One dream character walking by looked back once he passed the wall to my right, but I could somehow feel his eyes on me. *Another frag* It seemed like I was watching a Youtube video, and it was this guy growing on the side of a lake. The lake seemed to be acting as a beach, and he had one plant being swayed back and forth by the ocean, as my dream character looked upon the ones on the shore, it seemed as they got closer, their quality increased. They were at least 1 meter high plants.
Ok, so its this girl who was attending the same school as me but recently withdrawn herself. I did like her she was unlike any other girl I went to school with but I wasnt all the way aware of how she felt about me. She knew I liked her b/c i told her. I even texted her often before she stopped attending school and we would have the deepest conversations about life, but she was guarded when it came to her feelings. She would hide her emotions to well. I'm a Scorpio she's a Pisces, both water signs so we connected above the normal. Some days she would be isolated from everybody and I can tell exactly what was bothering her just by her vibes or looking into her eyes (Im not a soft type dude btw) but her eyes would tell what she felt. When she stopped attending school we lost touch or she doesnt reply or reply hours later after i hit her up. I took it as she didn't like me all to well and stopped trying to contact her. I haven't been thinking about her until she been popping up in my dreams. It been the weirdest dreams: 1st Dream: It was me, her & a few other women all in the same room having sex but It's like my focus was only on her in my dream. She would get up in walk away I would try to stop her from leaving and would brush the other girls off of me. 2nd Dream: I was in a helicopter w/ another anonymous woman that I barely knew. We were getting ready for take off but the helicopter spiralled out of control and crashed. I wasn't sure if i was dead in my dream so I began walking around. I get to this town and I'm knocking on doors then she answered. 3rd dream: I was incarcerated then somehow was released from jail and ended up at someone wedding. The bride and I had hit it off and we began having sex. She was an older woman (35-40). Anyways, me and her had been having sex for the few days in my dream i was with her. Somehow the dream changed and I was on the bus w/ a few friends and they were laughing about me and the older woman having sex during her marriage weekend. Then i look up its her looking back at me. Why does she keep popping up in my dreams? Could this mean she been thinking about me?
18/4/16: Dream 1: I was in a sort of basketball bootcamp/training camp with a whole bunch of other people. We were all being tested for different aspects of itnes as well as how well our shoes held up to workout. Dream 2: I ended up sitting near one of my younger brother's primary school teachers. She started criticizing him and when I told her to calm down she went ballistic and started screaming (which is odd as she is fantastic IRL). I eventually managed to subdue her and then left, not wanting to be near her anymore. Dream 3: I was on a train heading towards an art museum/gallery. My stepmum's parents were also there, talking amongst themselves and also to various random people on the train. Dream 4: I was watching a video of an old guy flicking through a picture book which contained photos of all the best scenes from this old tv show. Whenever he pointed at one it would move to recreate the scene along with the audio, along with the studio audience laughing. It was like an old comedy duo involved in wars and colonization and stuff, and I remember it being quite funny. Dream 5: NSFW I was in my bedroom with my brother when a woman came in and announced my brother would be part of a porno thing where 10 girls would come in and swap, one every ten minutes. The first one promptly came in and it began. I had to sit there and watch this, and after a while I asked the woman in charge if I could maybe have a go with the girls who weren't on at the time. she told me I couldn't for some made up reason so I still had to sit there doing nothing. Fragment: Something about China. I'm sure I had more but I couldn't will myself to get up and record due to tiredness)
Last LD of the night. I see a man with brown business pants and black shoes winding around the corner. There is an ominous feel to the situation, and I head the other way and up a staircase. As I wind the corner, i instinctively put up my hand where I anticipate the figure and say "I'm Lucid". The figure vanishes. I ascend the steps and begin walking into a square room which extends to the left. There is a small corridor that leads to the right with a doorway to outside. Before making my way to this area I decide to recall a dream goal and work on it. At this point, I didn't want to stay in this yellow-tinged house as it felt very eerie. I ask the dream to help me develop the ability to become aware in my dreams . There is no response. I decide to take it upon myself via a method I had imagined in waking life. I place my hands against my head and picture myself channeling waves of blue lightening/electricity into my mind. I hold the intention to develop the ability to become aware in dreams. At this point I walk toward the corridor and decide to conjure a purple portal to lead me to another dream scene. I point toward the wall and imagine a small oval portal open up with a black center. I cannot recall with full accuracy if the portal appeared in the dream or simply in my imagination within the dream. This idea was sparked from recalling a DV challenge in one of the monthly competitions. I don't walk through the portal at this point, yet decide to phase through the wall instead. The dream becomes very dim at this point and fades. I wake up.
Updated 08-11-2023 at 01:40 AM by 50425
Wow, I keep getting behind. I just got back home after being out of town for 3 weeks. So I've been away from home about 6 of the last 10 weeks. That makes it not only hard to record my dreams, but to have a consistent sleeping pattern and have lucid dreams. The good news is that I did have two lucid dreams in the last three weeks, even though I didn't get to do any scheduled WBTBs. The first dream was short, but I did fly with a family member. The next dream was pretty long. But I don't remember all the details, since I didn't record it at the time. I do remember eating yummy food and flying over my town at dusk going higher and higher. Both very pleasant things to do. I also remember a non-lucid dream that had Indiana Jones and a dinosaur in it. You have to admit, that combination made for a cool dream. I should have recorded it the instant I woke up. Lessons learned. Edit: I just remembered another dream. I was going back to Sri Lanka (I had spent some time in Sri Lanka as a teenager IRL). I was talking to someone about the people I was going to meet. People I had known while I was there. I came up with all these names. I remembered all these facts about each person. When I woke up it was all false memories. None of the people I had thought about in the dream were real people I had known. It's funny how our minds will come up with long back stories for people and things in our dreams.
Updated 04-18-2016 at 11:28 PM by 5578
Second LD of the night. I am playing an old video game. I become aware that if I make it to the coastline with my character, I will have a LD. I make it, and have a false awakening. I don't accept that it's real as I notice I'm on the opposite end of the bed. I become lucid. The dream goes black at this point and I begin to demand of the dream more focus and clarity. Nothing occurs. I decide to take this as an opportunity to meditate within the dream in order to hold strong focus without any visuals. My focus is single for a short period of time. At some point I am aware I am in a room facing a wall, and I begin rubbing my dream body. A blackout is coming so I begin meditating again. My focus is very strong this time. I become aware of sounds at either end of my point of awareness. I have the thought that it must be a reflection of the lucid dreaming state as represented by a concept of brainwaves. One humming sound appears as 'blue' and is to the right of my point of awareness. The other is to the front left and I don't recall a color. I have a strong awareness for a bit, yet the dream fades after a period of time and I wake up.
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