bedtime ~23:45 Loooong falling asleep, probably 00:30 or later 04:00 + in gym [DS], lots of weight plates, woman?, needs more space, view opens, gym has bought neighboring space, wide open area blank with rectangular building about 50 yards away, the name plate has been removed but the outline is still there. That's the new space for the gym to expand into mind very active, can't relax, right side very tired from previous sleep cycles, left side not comfortable. 05:40 took valerian, actively worked on relaxation and quieting mind 10:10 woken by wife, we had errands at 11:00 + billiard balls in multi-level outside environment, interacting with people + [vague] white dog in back of van, petting & praising him + driving on steep roadways (bridge trellis?) [DS] drive up, u-turn [not entirely legal], back down, steep, then left turn to drive onwards + in amphitheater like space [DS], trying to acquire/steal binder which is full of horrid pornographic contents [words/stories], there are many such binders around, man emerges from office on higher level and says something to me + some odd sexy-time scenario
bedtime: ~23:30? (before midnight) final waking: ~08:30? out of bed: ~10:15 early: + [vague, impression] basketball in TV park [DS! Frequent recently, need to daytime MILD on this!]: 3 deflated orange basketballs? + outside, park, twilight/dark-ish light garage door opens nearby, begins fight/chasing scene [vague, forgotten] mid: + walking in evening through an open area, on the left is an LED artist: he makes artwork with LEDs. The colors are bright and vivid. Blue, purple, red, all the colors. I come upon a guy and girl who are also selling their LED art work, these are functional objects which have integrated electronics which drive the LEDs. I think about the guy (I think I know him) and how he has used his electronics knowledge to create these objects. Scene shifts to a couple (man & woman) lounging around on a large (circular?) open bed area. Their clothing slips as they roll around to reveal breasts (male/female, not sure...). The man is complaining that it's been a long time since they had sex, he specifically mentioned he wanted "oral" (didn't say giving or receiving, I think the former, but it could be either), and that, because of the day (of the week?) being what it is (he is talking to her), she knows that she needs to dress up as a stranger in order for him to be able to "function." + driving in car night: look up at sky, cloud moves in front of moon but there's a hole in the cloud allowing me to see the moon. Remembering the LED art dream and telling my fellow car travellers about it + standing outside, up against the trunk of a large tree in, nature. There is an object/being on the ground, and strange plants/ flowers all around. Suddenly the light vanishes, and the flower are glowing and look very menacing. They curl over / envelope the object/being. Water is being poured/moved from one container to another. It's done improperly and I think the water is now not safe to drink. + standing on street with (woman? wife?), observing the recently completed asphalt repairs. They were done horribly! The asphalt is a mess, nowhere near flat, it is forming large waves and hills/valleys. Further on there is a car/well. Inside the car (old Toyta?) it is filled with water. I lean the car over to the right several times to drain out the water, which runs out the right hand doors of the car on to the ground. I'm thinking/talking about a well structure which is in the center between the front and back seats. later: + in limo, telling people there about another story (earlier dream?), the subject/idea of tapes (VCR?) comes up [vague]
2 dreams about Jamie. One where she is just looking over me or something. second was a sex dream very vivid.
I was asked by a woman to stack some timber planks that she wanted to sell. As I was stacking them I noticed that they gave off a subtle ringing sound - musical and very pleasant. I mentioned it to the lady and she wanted to hear it for herself, but when I showed her, the musical sound didn't happen. Stacking Timbres = 170 The Voice Within = 170 Information field = 170 Spiritual path = 170
My friend Chris has his own local tabletop RPG going from within our friend group irl called space D&D, which as of writing this I have made a character for and have been excited to play, but it's kept getting delayed for whatever reason. In this dream, I was at my old house waiting for him to be online for it, working on my Scottish accent for the character I intended to play. I asked my fiance what he thought and he jokingly said it was a 5 or 6/10 accent. I was in the kitchen when I saw chris and a few other people on a call, so I excitedly bolted upstairs and got on the call while shouting "YEEEAAAAHHHH!!!". I joined as people were talking about their families, but I could tell something was off in their intonation, along with the fact that I didn't recognize a lot of the voices in the call. With this realization, I started to feel defeated and frustrated, because by this point I could tell none of this was real. I then woke up.
I was observing a wedding between a muslim woman and some white dude outside of the commissary where I work and it devolved into a debate on gay marriage. I was on my computer looking at the imaginary track "horns don't work" off of my actual 2017 album "another whisper in the wall" when someone (possibly the groom) came up to me and asked whar I thought, after which I had an intense mental breakdown where I expressed that I didn't care and just wanted to look at Reddit, which I was presently scrolling for memes about estrogen. Afterwards I was trying to find a good guitar tone for my new album because the night before irl I was watching a video where in the comments section they were talking about how a low gain guitar tone with a punchy kick drum and thick bass tone can sound super heavy. In the dream I was tweaking the track "answer the phone" off of my 2021 album "The Sawn Off Horn". For whatever reason, this was in a real life interface, for lack of a better term. I was outside a building and the different mixing channels that you would normally find in FL Studio were hidden inside bushes. Once I found the distortion plugin for the guitar, I woke up.
+ meet rich girl (deep voice?) on HC outside the Man' house. Go over hedge to her house. HUGE yard, lawn massive and rolling over acres, big house, and in the distance, a large body of water + in a mall, at top of escalator, waiting for the highspeed mini-transit train to drive by so I can cross its path without getting hit + [very vivid] on bus[DS], shaking hands with people, they're congratulating me. My dad comes up I shake his hand, I think this is ridiculous and hug him. Get off bus, walking along sidewalk. Daytime. Road to my left. There is a large crew of young people pruning the trees/bushes on the sidewalk. They are harvesting a particular type of flower (light violet color). I see some trees have been pruned down to the bare trunk, I think that this may be over-pruning. Walking along to my right there is a hillside that slopes (medium steep) down to the path. There is about a 6 foot height to the base of the hill from the sidewalk (so you'd need a ladder to get access to the hill). There are vegetable gardens packed together on the hillside. Mostly green onions. I think about going and plucking some from there. Walking along, and noticing all the vegetable plots. Then I think that I'd like to go to the market, which is on my left, where the vendors are who grow those vegetables, and I could buy some produce from them. + [impession: playing/thinking about chess]
In which people from the trucker convoy and a guy from a podcast are staying at my house... Trucker convoy people arrive at my house demanding room and board. Tom Sexton is with them, wearing a skimmer hat and a wrinkled flannel shirt with a pin-on badge that reads Press. I stand on my front porch begging everyone to wipe the mud off their shoes as they push their way into my house. Everyone is loud and demanding food so I rush into the kitchen and start cooking shepherd's pie. My counters are conveyer belts and the ingredients come to me faster than I can assemble them. I put green jello on the bottom, hamburger meat on top, then mashed potatoes and cheese on top of that. I serve it to the truckers. A woman trucker with a shaved-underneath haircut takes a picture and posts it on Instagram. She labels it #JelloTrudeau and everyone laughs as if this is spectacularly witty. They start chanting Let's Jello Brandon! over and over again, then they scoop the jello up in spoons and flick it with their thumbs, flinging green jello across my muddied house. In which I discover a secret room under our bed... I'm vacuuming under the bed when the edge of the hose gets snagged on a nail in the floor. I push the bed aside to investigate, and I see light shine up from around the sides of the floor board. I use my rotary cutter to remove the piece of wood as if it were fabric, then I lift it out. I look down into a dining room with a rustic wooden table set before a stone fireplace. An old woman kneels in front of it, rubbing two sticks together and trying to start a fire. I shout at her to stop because her fireplace has no chimney and it would set my bedroom on fire. She tells me that while my house would've indeed burned down, it would've given me immortality but now I've spoiled the ritual. I ask her if she's the one that set the porch fires in Sequim, and I rush outside to see a deer in my garden box eating my tulips.
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210222 My dream this night involved being in a building which I had no difficulty entering but great difficulty leaving. I found a gathering of friendly people – some whom I knew - in the building and the atmosphere was jovial. I was attempting to find my mothers phone number and was frustrated because it wasn’t where I thought I had placed it – and I kept scrolling through my notes with no success. Then my brother arrived and was able to give me my mothers phone number, which I was happy about, but still miffed that the number was mysteriously missing from my own notes. __________________________________________ In using a word-value algorithm on the string “Mysteriously missing” these WSV [word string values] were in my data base Mysteriously missing = 291 A machine for solving problems = 291 Making the best of a bad situation = 291 The irony therein is that the machine I was using to try and locate my mother phone number, was not helpful in solving my problem … My Dream experience showed me that – while I get annoyed in situations where things are not going as I think they should unfold – I do not allow this to unhinge me to a point where the annoyance becomes anger…I stay reasonably calm…however… It is worthwhile to my growth that I treat my DE as showing me that there is still room for improvement in that – to engage with untangling from and entangled situation, I would be better not to let myself even become annoyed by it – but accept it and eventually it will work itself out – as in – my brother turned up and gave me the information I was looking for. Still – persevere - but drop the emotion of "being annoyed" about doing so. Persevere = 113 Chamber Of Self The Moment Provenance Apocalypse [uncover, disclose, reveal] Cultivate Self-acceptance Universe Being annoyed = 115 Encounter In Training Positive Functional Other way Inside I cry
Today afternoon I had a Dream I was playing PC Video games and i was thinking how come I have reached this Level I could not even clear the first Level and then my game charector went Inside a Cave and I could only see the opening of the Cave and I started searching for him and then I picked up my keyboard and mouse and ran to the cave. Now when I reached the cave I did not have my keyboard with me and I saw many people lying down injured near the entrance of the Cave. Now some girl said to me that there is a girl roaming around who has a quirk (Super Natural power) so i went inside the cave and hid from her And then I woke up. I did Not get Lucid in this Dream ....
Date of Dream: FRI 1 JAN - 2021 Dream No. 798 - Separated Sections Dream 798 A - The Writing In The Frame This was a short dream. To begin with, I was seen, in my bedroom, picking out what clothes to wear for when a couple of relatives were supposedly going to be coming to my house. Later on in the dream, I was in an unknown house, seemingly a holiday house where the snow mountains were. In this house, were some photos contributed by my family, in frames. In one picture frame, there was some writing that said “Karlie Dracko”. Towards the last scenes of the dream, Riku (KH-CoM) was seen as he shared a supposed paopu fruit with me. Dream 798 - Reprisal In Quadratum The only I can remember about this dream is that there was CB4 Cortex Castle music playing as a sub-scene played with me in Quadratum on my own. Dream 798 A Dream Guide: Riku Lucid?: No Dream 798 B Dream Guide: None Lucid?: No
Date of Dream: TUE 29 DEC - 2020 Dream No. 797 - Separated Sections Dream 797 A - Reminiscing About Sora I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was in my bedroom in my old house. As I was seen sitting on my bed (the dream camera in 3rd person mode), Riku (KH3) came in and said something like, “it’s hard being Sora’s mentor”, as he gave a sigh. I don’t remember everything that Riku said, but apparently he was sharing either stories or memories of Sora with me. The scene then all of a sudden stopped, and rewound, like it was going to repeat itself, but then it didn’t. I was now in the bedroom by myself, and no one else came in. I ended up looking at a piece of paper that was suggestion some information from the Commonwealth Law Reports (CLR) 2020. Apparently I was trying to check it Yozora had any civil or criminal convictions. I can’t remember anything else about this dream. Dream 797 B - Server Hate Comments This dream started with me being on a Discord server, via my phone, with 1000s of people on it. I wrote something weird to EBo in the public forums even thought my dream-self thought this was normal, and that there was nothing wrong with it. For a couple of minutes, the room was quiet, but then one of the mods, ZDu, ‘struck’, and everybody else was leaving hate comments for me. Even EBo went offline in shame. After what was seemingly 100s of comments, Kairi left a long spiel standing up for me. She was saying that what the others were saying was factually wrong, and that what I actually said wasn’t what they thought. She specifically re-emphasised what I said. She then finished her piece by saying that she was more than happy to be my friend. And then a ‘+1’ reaction was added to that, which I discovered was Riku. There was then a dream energy coming from Riku (in his Quadratum appearance) like he was sorry for how I was being treated by everyone in that server. I can’t remember anything else about this dream. Dream 797 A Dream Guide: Riku Lucid?: No Dream 797 B Dream Guide: Riku Lucid?: No
Date of Dream: FRI 25 DEC - 2020 Dream No. 796 - My Grandpa Is Going To Get Me When the dream started off, I seemed to be at a distorted version of Waverley Gardens shopping centre, it looked very different to real life. As I was still shuddering at the sight of the elevator, I called Riku for an extra practice. Riku just came but the scene changed before we could get in. The dream was now playing in my driveway. My whole family was there including my deceased grandfather. Some of my family members acted normal, other’s didn’t, and then there was my grandfather. He was comprehensively and consciously intent on murdering me. This time I knew I had to call Riku and did so fast. However, Riku wasn’t coming quick enough and my grandpa was slowly, frighteningly, following me down the driveway. When Riku did come, I quickly but quietly urged us to get away. Once we were far enough away from my grandpa, I also noticed that Sora came. Riku (KH3) was wearing some plain white business shirt with his normal short hair. He had tossed me up onto his back and this time there were no gravity problems, only some minor slipping but not too much to make it feel uncomfortable. Riku was wearing a shirt, but when he carried me, it was made to look like his KH1 clothes. As I was down on the ground next time, we had to arrange another carry as my grandfather was coming after me a second time, and this time a little bit faster. A little bit down the court, Riku put Sora on his back, and then I got on Sora’s back. However, the weight distribution wasn’t good as Sora is smaller than me, so I would have fallen off. So I suggested that I’d be on Riku’s back, and I’d let Sora be on my back. I also said this because I felt like relaxing more on Riku. The arrangement was quickly changed and we went off before my grandfather could have any other chances to get at me. This time around, there were no carrying issues, and Riku felt the most comfortable ever. I can’t remember anything else about this dream. Dream No. 796 Dream Guide: Riku Lucid?: No
Date of Dream: THU 24 DEC - 2020 Dream No. 795 - Buying A RikuZine I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I recalled that I told myself I was struggling to reach Riku, and so I had to buy a RikuZine. In going to a stranger’s house, I ended up buying the RikuZine; picking it up as it were. In doing so, the lady that was selling it said something like, “We have to protect that… That… Sweet girl”. It’s as she was saying these words that I felt like I had to turn around, and to my left, there was the real Riku (KH3) standing next to me. Now facing him, he gave me all these soft, pleasant smiles to suggest that he was affirming/amplifying what the lady was saying about me. After that scene, I was back at my own home and my brother was complaining because I made the RikuZine notifications go to his Email, and he didn’t want that. The dream ended there. Dream No. 795 Dream Guide: Riku Lucid?: No
Date of Dream: SUN 20 DEC - 2020 Dream No. 794 - A Mum For The Baby I can’t remember much about this dream at all. From where I do remember, I was at a very distorted version of The Glen Shopping Centre, being a lot larger and more ‘maze-like’ than it is in real life, even after the IRL renovations. I saw a baby in the corridors that was doing something wrong, however, this baby could talk and think like an adult. I said to the baby that he’ll be having a mum for this dream. I didn’t take long for Dreamy WB to walk in to the scene (I have forgotten what she was wearing), and she offers to be the mum for this adult-baby in the dream. I can’t remember anything else about this dream. Dream No. 794 Dream Guide: Dreamy WB Lucid?: No
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