dream fragment

2/27/11

This was the only fragment of a dream I remember from this dream, it was about putting roux (a foundation of a gravy or thick sauce, a mix of flour and fat.) on top of an unbaked cake, which I found really weird.

Im watching some live concert and Im in the audience with my synth. I just randomly played a piano song and the performer wants to perform it. So he performs it, but because its so short, I start to play my own synth. I play some simple techno song which was really familiar for me in the dream but now I cant remember it...


Im at school and see L getting thrown out of the class, and I ask him why did he get thrown out of there, he answers me and at the same time HP walks by.
I need to go to the sportslesson but Im not sure where its held. I see W's class standing outside waiting to get in, but they are not usually in my class. W and some other guys are bald and Im wondering why. While I was going there where W was, A and V cycled by.
HP asks why Im not in the classroom, so I explain to her that I dont know where should I go. I phone S, and ask him where we should be, he says inside. I look to the window and see the others there in the hall. HP says she can let me in, so I follow her into a classroom where MK stares at me weirdly. HP then takes her keys and opens some door from the wall and I go through there to the hall. Other guys are wearing thight suits which they wear in wrestling. I need to change that suit also on and Im going to the locker room and P passes me with some box of donuts. I go to change my clothes and some little boys come in and I act strangely to them. I go up from there and spray some water on the boys then they laugh...


I captured my own brother and then tried to release him without him knowing what was happening to him... The environment was pretty weird.

Beach Movie

I am playing a marble game with a big structure full of holes and tunnels for the marbles to roll around in. A few of my friends are with me in an obscure setting playing this game. Jamie stands up from the structure and tells everyone he wants to see the new Jack Skellington movie. Some of us want to and some of us don't, but we all end up on a beach.



It's night time, so things are difficult to see. Everyone went their separate ways on the beach, which is where you can watch the movie. The shore has scattered people facing the ocean. However, the ocean is not visible, because a crowd of thousands of kids are all standing in the water facing the shore, chanting for the movie. I can't make out any individual people; there is just a giant blob of kids, some holding signs. My friends all eventually end up in the crowd.

On the shore, my plot line diverts from my friends. A woman is holding two staffs with glowing rocks on the ends of them. One is blue and one is green. She's looking for something with them, using them as a natural flashlight of sorts. We exchange dialogue (but I never remember words in my dreams) and I end up helping her. She gives me the blue staff, and I jab it around the beach.

On one end of the beach, there is a kind of couch cushion that's upside down and connected to a "wall" that ends the beach. Her daughter is inside the cushions I think. I let her try to pry her out and go look for other things that were missing. I turn my back to the water and the sand, and there is a hallway that leads to Heather's house. I don't go down it, but there is a box in the hallway. There is a tiny zebra in the box, which I take, feeling slightly guilty but not really.

Back on the beach, I go up an adult in the water who is hiding behind a big sign that is declaring his love for the movie. He is handing out taffy to everyone. I take some and notice the calories: 400/inch. Yikes. My dream-mind doesn't like that either, so I throw it away.

Dumpstering

I'm in a mall with Tyler and someone else. It's night time and almost time to leave. There's barely anyone here. We steal some ice cream and eat it as we walk around. Alex, a guy from school, comes up to us with melted ice cream in two glass cups and starts singing some song about having sex. His girlfriend is with him and I wonder how she feels about this weird situation. He passes us.

I tell Tyler that because it's night time, we can try to dumpster dive out back for books they throw away. She's really hesitant because it's still a bit light out and she's afraid of getting caught. I persuade her, however. We go to walk outside, and the exit that we chose is in an area of the mall called the "Drunk Exit". We talk about how dumb it is because "you can't even drink in the mall!"

I have a very distinct memory of opening the door to exit. The door was massive, and my hands couldn't fit around the giant handle. It was clear glass and a white frame and even when I looked up, I couldn't see the top.

Outside, the first thing I see is a white rooster. It's just kind of standing there and I think of how odd this is. I go near it and it doesn't move. I do a dream check, and decide it's normal. (FUCK)

Tyler and I run through the woods near the exit and I spy my friend Dylan in the woods a few feet from us with some kids. They're all playing with this weird material I've never seen. It's orange and very surreal. It's kind of like foam but not even really "there". Strange indeed. I dismiss this. (FUCK)

Tyler and I duck behind a big dumpster and a car drives by with the U.S. Military emblem on the door, so we book it back through the woods because we're scared. We end up on a trail lost in the woods. I jump really high and step on a lot of boulders, just kind of messing around, trying to get to Tyler who's ahead of me. I accidentally crash into her and we wobble on the boulder we're standing on. She's really terrified of falling. I do this again on accident, and she's mad.

Somehow we get back to the mall and I cross the street. Tyler doesn't follow me, but someone does. I don't know who they are for the rest of the dream. It's morning now and the sun is coming up. We're at a skate park area and I'm on my longboard, turning in circles in the parking lot.

"You should have gotten your board!" I say to the other person. We talk about how they lost it or something. Then we notice a group of snobby teens playing in the park. We go up to them and kind of listen in on their conversation. They are talking about not doing certain things because it's really dumb, and I say something really snappy about not dying my hair blonde because it's really dumb (I wish I remembered the whole conversation here, my dream-self really thought I was clever with the comeback.)
One of the guys who are with them laughed, and he looked so out of place in the group.

I notice that Jimmy from Degrassi/Drake the artist is with them, too. He's in a wheelchair like he is on the T.V. show. Slowly he's lifted from the chair and has no clothes on and is trying to stand. I ask how he can do that if his legs don't work, and Heather suddenly pops into my dream and explains the episode he's re-enacting.

One of the funny guys who doesn't belong gets naked too and I am about to leave. I go up to him and tell him he is very funny, and his friend is too (the original guy who laughed at my joke). I make X's on their lips and the sun rises and rays align with the X's. I leave somewhere.


Fragment

I'm in a town where Heather supposedly lives. We walk to the store in all red because there are gangs and red means you're safe. At the store, we play with marbles in a structure (very similar to my other dream). We leave our shoes here and walk home. Then we notice we want our shoes back, so we go get them.

I was having a party at my house. People were starting to arrive. My friend Julia texted me, saying her mom wanted to know who was coming and something about one of Julia's friends Ellie. My friend Kat texted me, saying her and my other friend Mina couldn't find my house. Unfortunately, I fell asleep and my phone died before I could respond. When I woke up, I turned on my phone to see the battery was somehow recharged without me charging. I walked into the living room. Three girls were asleep on the couches. I called Kat. She said it got really late so she was going to come in her pajamas.

It was nighttime. My boyfriend and I were sitting at a picnic table with two unknown people. There seemed to be some sort of concert going on either behind us or outside of where we were. The table had a checkered table cloth on it. On the table were bowls of snacks like cheese puffs and such. A guy walked by and my boyfriend shouted "Hey, Quincy!" The guy turned, smiled, and waved at us.

I am at the grocery store with my mother. She wants me to type something as she says it. I chose the Nintendo DS (the phat version that I broke some years ago) over my phone and netbook for quick booting.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a long dream last night, but I can't remember much of it.

21.30: Sleep

05.10: Fragment
*I'm running with a few guys from work. We arrive at a large field with some people playing baseball on. I try to catch the ball but I fail. I continue on running, as fast as I can. A beach appears infront of me and I jump and land in the sand. My mom's there and she asks me if my feet hurt. The sand is very hot and so is my feet.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it! Tomorrow I'll get lucid.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

DJ Log: March 4, 2011 – 5:00AM (USA Eastern)
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I am at some kind of party at a farm house. There are several of my friends there, and a lot of people that I don't know. My 4-wheeler ran out of gas, so I pick up a couple of gas cans and ride a bicycle into town to the gas station.

DJ Log: March 3, 2011 – 8:00AM (USA Eastern)
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I am in my kitchen, making a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. As I'm spreading the peanut butter on the bread, I notice that the bread is moldy. I pick up the whole loaf and it is covered with a strange mold that looks like blue and green barnacles.

Last nghts dream very sketchy and I can only renember bits and pieces, but what I remember goes as follows:

I remember holding a stack of three bowls and assuring Colette (the friend I live with) that I had already washed them, however, when we separated them the bottom one was encrusted with dried wheetabix residue.

Next I was shuffling along using my elbows as seen in a lot of war movies, in a ditch with several other people with me. I'm not sure if I was supposed to be in a real war but it felt more like I was taking part in a war game.

Lastly I was driving round a block looking for something, not sure what it was, I stopped off at a W.H Smiths type shop which was being run by Jane Asher and a friend, I asked for a cigarette and was given one. I think I may have gone round a few times looking for something, but remember stopping again at Janes shop to ask for something. This time the shop had grills down and was being shut up for the night and she and her friend didn't look pleased at my interuption.

I am in some sort of facility. It is colorful and futuristic. I am living in this facility.

There is a man who works there. He is cutting my toe nails. I feel really awkward. I like this guy.

I am in a large dark room. The walls are electric blue. There is a very large screen, it looks like a television screen and it is glowing. There is no bed and no furniture. I know that this is ‘my bedroom’.

I am going up a stair well. I am not supposed to be in the stair well. I think I am going to see the guy from before. I am outside the facility. I am not supposed to leave the property. I cross a little creek. It is fall weather and all the plants are yellow. I am running away from the place and I feel like someone is chasing me. I begin to run like a horse. My run continues to evolve. I start to leap. I begin to be able to leap longer distances at a time. I reach a barn.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I'm removing a part of the title, and I also didn't expect very much from last night. Did have a few dreams though, and I'm satisified with what I dreamt.

21.50: Sleep

05.10: Matte on ice
I'm playing hockey with a bunch of guys. Peter Forsberg is on the other team. "You'll get it" I tell him jokingly. He bumps into me and I can tell he's rock solid. I'm screwed if he decides to bring me down. The game ends and we start to talk. "I can't do anything, except skate well" I tell him and start spinning around and going backwards on the ice. I make small V's in the ice, and he mimicks me, only his V's are much nicer. We're on some kind of lake and it's night out. I fall and check out the ice closer up. "There is ice crystals and symbols all over the ice" I say and point at it. It's quite cool.

We skate around for a while more, and end up by a small hill. He goes up it with ease, but I don't make it. A girl comes crashing down the hill. and I dodge her. A coworker shows up, he starts talking to a crowd that suddenly appeared, about some keys. "Someone left their key in the snow, and he won't get another one" he tells them, and looks at me. I remember putting the key in the snow, damn. "92% of the people has their keys still, bla bla bla bla". I get out of there and I'm quite annoyed at this point. The crowd turns into a fantasy party of people, and the leader tells us it's time to go.

05.10: Fragments
*I'm having a fight with my dad and my mom. "I'm both physically, and mentally exhausted!" I yell at them. "I can barely do anything when I get home". They don't seem to listen to me. I decide to fall just like that backwards, and smack my head on the floor, hard. I lie there for a while.

*I'm watching a map. It's got some info about spices and the spice I'm looking at is only located at a small island. I try to locate where it is, and find the equator. It's just above Italy. I'm confused.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! Sweet.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Boyscouts vs. the Fire Nation

Holden my brother, Tyler and I are hanging around downtown. We’re on this outside deck looking over the parking lot in the center of all the shops. I look over at a part of the brick buildings to my right that’s made of wood all the way from bottom to top. It’s made of strips of wood intersecting like X’s, like a foundation of a porch on some houses. Between the X’s I can see an old decaying sign.

At the same moment, Tyler seems to spot it: “Look, remember Weatherfields?!”

“Fuck yeah, I loved that place,” I say. It was an old restaurant that everyone went to as children (such a place doesn’t actually exist). Holden says he never went there, but I assure him he did.

In front of us, a few people get out of a little car. It’s a family it seems.

“Let’s go, there’s Kirstie Alley,” Holden says and starts walking out of the deck, into the parking lot and away from the family. It wasn’t only a fat joke, but the mom of the family also looked like Kirstie Alley, the actress. She was huge and was wearing a pink dress down to her ankles. Her flubby arms swung and instead of walking, she seemed to just tip in the direction she wished to go and flowed with inertia.

Holden, Tyler and I went to Goodwill, which was across the parking lot. Inside, I ran into the toys section which my dream-self never really does (Goodwill doesn’t have a toys section, and the whole place was more of a real store like a small WalMart). Tyler followed me and we began talking about wanting it to be summer out so we can play with water guns.

A couple started quarreling in the aisle so we left and went up front. There, we looked inside one of those claw machines. There was a really interesting looking umbrella. At first, I didn’t even know it was an umbrella. It had spikes in bands all around it, intricately engraved motifs from the handle to the top of it, where they followed the paths of metal in the shading part.

“Jack, you can have that blue one,” Tyler says. She points to a similar umbrella although colored light blue, making it kind of ugly. Where did Jack even come from? He has an ugly little face of anger when she makes this jab, and then he disappears.

Tyler and I touch a lot of soft stuffed animals in a big metal bin. I am particularly attracted to a white elephant and can’t stop touching it. Eventually, Holden asks us to leave because he’s bored of Goodwill, so we do.

The scene becomes us walking around Winslow, our neighboring town. Holden is a boyscouts parade soon, and Tyler and I are just following him around. Tyler’s smoking but doesn’t want her cigarettes anymore for whatever reason and asks if I’d like them. I think for a second and say sure. One is unlit and one is lit. I put the unlit one in my pocket and look at the lit one: where the flame should be, there is a hologram of a tiny flag that dissolves if you wave it back and forth. I take a drag and nothing really happens, no smoke, nothing.

We are walking up this big hill and I see my friend Autumn. She’s wearing a boyscout uniform just like the guys. It’s funny for me because she’s pretty big and walking up this big hill and doing dude-things with scouts, which is not of character for her. Not on the dream-plane, though!

“Autumn, why are you even a boyscout anymore?” I ask. She shrugs her shoulders and we talk about something (but I rarely remember dialogue in my dreams at all).

We get to the top of the hill. Tyler, Holden, and my old friend Cholage are at the top and want to slide down.

“What the fuck, you’ll probably die!” I say and make notice of the four-way intersection at the bottom (all of this is accurate in waking life). They all shrug their shoulders and start sliding down anyway. They just jump and their feet slide on the pavement, moving it as if it was very slippery and malleable mud. I don’t want to look like a coward so I start sliding too.

I’m half-way down and everyone else is at the bottom so I decide to call it quits. I can’t stop easily so I ram myself into a building on the side of the hill and then slide over and join Holden, Tyler and Cholage. They are on this floating house with a floating front yard, all of it on top of a small inlet. I’m really afraid of it sinking because I don’t want to get wet. Holden laughs at me because of how afraid I am, and I laugh too.

I look over and Tyler and Cholage are nearly naked making out with eachother. Holden is laughing and they both have smiles on their faces. I have an intuitive thought that they are doing this to make me jealous (though I’m not really attracted to either of them). I don’t want to seem jealous. But! I fall while the floating yard bobs in the water and my face lands right near their nude bodies. Whoops.

Holden and I start walking with the boyscouts as their parade starts. There’s a ton of boyscouts on the sidelines, but no actual onlookers. I think of how embarrassing this is, but no one minds. While Holden walks in the parade, I ask him about Avatar.
“We should watch Avatar sometime, I love that show. I’m re-watching all the episodes,” I say. He kind of nods, uninterested. “Have you seen the movie?”

“No. It’s not Miyamoto’s best.” (Why did my mind choose Miyamoto as the director??)

“Yeah I haven’t seen it either, I think they cast Aang wrong. He looks so serious,” I say. Holden agrees and we talk about it for awhile. I make a face, impersonating the actor.

Suddenly, the Fire Nation is attacking the parade! (I love how the mind works ) Everyone is running all over the place. Most of the boyscouts are Air Benders, like me. I get separated and am by myself, almost surrounded by opponents. Luckily, most of them are engaged with other battles and don’t notice me. One, in front of me, however, sends a giant flame dragon head at me. Its jaw is chomping as it comes closer. I close my eyes and focus my energy on the most powerful air attack I could do right now. I cross my arms, and when I uncross them, I send a wave of forceful air in its direction. The dragon head splits into smaller flaming heads that dissolve as someone pulls a big blanket of salt water over everyone. It’s sticky.



Around me, big booming voices are telling their followers to say a certain word that will bring them to safety. I see one of the voices re-embodied. It’s a God, a leafy Earth God that is putting all his devotees into a vortex as they say the correct word.
My friend Gabe says it, and I look at him strangely. He was always an atheist! I say the word, too, hoping for salvation, and I black out.

I wake up in a recovery area. Everyone is sitting on leafy clouds. My surroundings are dim. Holden is here, but Tyler isn’t. Heather’s friend Brittany is in front of me. For some reason, she pulls me really close to her and is making very affectionate moves! I apologize when our faces stick together because of how salty I am. She doesn’t mind, and starts kissing me. I wake up.


Illegal Drive

In the middle of the night, Tyler texted me and asked if I had any money for weed. I said no and went back to sleep.
In my dream, I am in the school, but under it, in this really cool art workshop that no one knows about. I get a text from Tyler and she asks if I have any money for McDonalds. I decide that I will take my car and get her some, even though I don’t have my license.

My car is underground where I am at the school, so I just go get it and drive off. I drive fine until I get to McDonalds, where I forget to stop at the window. I’m embarrassed so I just decide to drive home. I find that I’m going 80 down a hill and can’t stop. Eventually I hit the breaks. I turn into this little section of the parking lot in downtown. I try to keep going on this “road” but I find the only ways to go are up some…stairs? Shit, I am driving in a pedestrian park. I back out and go home.

False Awakening: I wake up and don’t know if it was all a dream or not. I tell my mom, hesitantly, that my car may or may not be here, and I may or may not have driven it last night. She laughs and says it was just a dream. Okay good!


Climbing The Tower

There is a big tower. A bunch of kids are climbing it, it’s some game. It turns into a tunnel halfway up and then disappears, turning over and extending some other way. I try to climb it but, like a lot of the kids, I fall. It’s a difficult game-like structure. I see how some of the more “advanced” kids are climbing it and mimic them.

I “get” how to climb it now, so I’m doing it all really easily. I pass most of the kids who I learned from. The newest part that I see is a green rope at the top of the tower that you hold on to as you fall off the side of it, into a swampy area. The tower was clearly just the beginning of a really cool journey.

I don’t grab onto the rope, I just kind of let my fingers glide over it as I jump into the swamp. A lot of kids “die” (and re-enter at the entrance to the whole tower) here. I walk around the tower in the swamp and come to weird area with a bunch of circular steps with newspaper over them. I hop along them, passing this area, and find myself in another swamp land.

There’s another tower which a few kids are trying to climb. I use my climbing skills and pass them as well. The top of the tower is a cool club house! There’s a few other “winners” inside, and we talk about the tower and just hang out.

Something happens, and the scene changes. I want to go to the club house again. I pass all the kids trying, and at the step area, I see why people have a lot of trouble here: the steps are made of pure ice. Because I hopped passed them, I didn’t come in contact with them enough to notice.

In the club house, there’s only a girl inside. Where’d all the cool winners go? She wants me to help her lure a Dryad from the swamp. First she suggest I set my Dryad Bow (?) into the water, but I assume she’ll take it. Instead, she puts her shiny Chaos Gloves (from Guild Wars) into the water, but nothing comes. I feel bad.




Fragment

I’m at school in a classroom I’ve never seen. I sit out back with my friend Celina. I haven’t been to class in awhile I assume, because everyone is working on some project and have pages of notes, and I have none. I don’t really care.

Chase calls me over from the other side of the room. He explains what we’re doing: making our own cereal boxes. I’m excited. It incorporates English somehow by having us add propaganda to the box. The project seems really fun. I want to make my box funny, so on the bottom I put the Surgeon General’s Warning.

Im in this game-like environment and Im fighting this weird big snake which is grey and has no skin, only bones. Its also blasting fire out of its mouth. Its trying to eat me and Im trying to dodge it, sometimes it gets me in its mouth and I sort of respawn again. Then after it has eaten me, Im in this dungeon and theres a guy with a leather whip and hes trying to torture me. I escape from him and come to this weird tiny city build from legos and Im running away from his minions on the city walls. I escape him but end up with the grey snake again. Then Im again running away from the minions which are dressed in black and then I can escape them.
I had pretty strong feelings in this dream.


Im at the "citymarket" and theres A,V,P and Ja there. Ja needs a jacket and he just grabs a black jacket then Im trying some jackets on when my brother and his girlfriend come in. We are acting a bit childish and Im a bit embarrassed when my brother comes, so I try to act "cool". Then Im outside the place and its snowy and I have lost my jacket some where. Theres Ju and some other guy standing on the road about to cross the road. Im driving a bicycle there and then I flip over with the bicycle but dont get hurt. Ju and the other guy are laughing and then I start to laugh too. I then find my jacket at some houses frontyard. Then theres J and J and they are waiting for someone to give them cig's.


Im wandering around this school and we are about to go on a ship to sweden...


Im at my parents bedroom and theres my grandma, mom, dad, and brother. We are watching a parade going by the road. Theres some gypsy guy and some women walking pass our window, which is odd because the bedroom is about 6meters high from the ground, the guy tries to steal a napkin and he grabs it but the woman returns it to us.
Then my grandma says that we should wait until we see the Pride-parade coming by but we cant see them coming. Then I see a giant walking on the road and I watch outside the window because its so big that I cant see it inside. My grandma asks "Whats that" and I reply "Donald Duck". Then we wait for the Pride to come, but it wont come.

2/03/2011
I awoke at about 5:45 after a good 7 hours sleep. I started lightly sleeping/dreaming. I managed to chain about 5 or 6 dreams together. After about 4 or so I was thinking I should wake and write them down, but of course I didn't... why is sleep so entising !?! I was trying to remember them all, running them through my mind when t my alarm whent off and now I only remember a few fragments.

Fragment 1 I wasn't lucid nor had any idea it was a dream, I was in the hallway of a house and apparently mum had moved the washing machine from there in to a room next door I asked her why she moved it and she ran off in a huff. I could overhear a conversatin she was having with my dad saying I am allways comlaining about things, I was thinking to my self I wasn't complaining I just wanted to know why she moved it.

Fragment 2: I was in a different house, mum had just backed some biscuits I decided to transform them into something else I used my hand to change them, my hand got a heavy feeling as it does when I do this and then I felt the flow as they changed into balls of something I picked it up and took a bite, OMG it tasted so unbelivably good, I headed out side some kind of market//festival was happening in the distance I took another bit and looked at the thing I was eating it had chocolate chips and raisins on the out side and looked like a rolled up musile bar. I woke up.

Fragmet 3: I was at the market/festival it looked like a market you would find in a developing county, dirt floor rows of tables with all sorts of food piled on them. As I entered all these girls with yellow shirts and a picture of 'Mickey' mouse on them, they were like promo girls or something of the like. They said something like “Welcome to mickey world”. I just walked past them and looked at one of the stores, they were selling bread. I decided to try and transform the bread into something else. I put my hand out and started to try and chaange it. My hand felt pressure in it like it was blocked so I stopped and tried again I was trying to get the right feeling, the intention to change it. Then I felt the flow again as they changed into, I can't remember what they are called they are like pretzels but made out of bread, deep fried, like a doughnut. I keep walking to other stores and doing the same thing I can't really remember what happened, some how I made my way to a stage they were doing some kind of exercise, I think sort of like 'pump'. I picked up some ridiculously heavy weights and started doing the class.

I know I had another chain after this and was thinking it was a pretty awesome dream.. damn allarm clock I hate you!.

I really need to stop chaining after a couple and write them down this has happened a few time now. But it is soo hard to wake, especially when yoou know you will probally have more concious dreams, at the risk of forgetting every thing.