lucid

Short Lucid

I was walking into my garage and things seemed unstable and I had an uneasy feeling and just didn't like it at all. I really really wanted to escape somehow, to get rid of the horrible feeling I was having. Then I realized I was dreaming and was glad it was just a dream. I was thinking about how good I was getting at lucid dreaming because everything was very stable now and I wasn't getting overexcited because I was sort of used to it. I thought about what I should do, and contemplated flying and stuff but decided not to. I walked outside of the garage into the sunlight and saw some kid standing on the side of the driveway. I don't really know what got into me, but I went over to him and said "Have sex with me." and he just said "okay." I don't think we actually did it and I don't know what happened after that..

Swings

I was in my neighborhood walking around and really wanted to go swinging. I came to a house that looked like you could cut right through the yard and get to the park with the swings, so I walked in back and saw a lady staring at me. I didn't want to look like I was intruding so I just kept walking and walking through more and more yards until finally the park came into view. There was a small swing set with some small, boring swings on it and beyond that were tons more swings, so I kept on walking until I got to the main part of the park, which turned into a neighborhood type thing, and it was completely filled with swings. But every single swing was filled up, so I kept on walking and looking for somewhere to swing. Apparently it was a new hobby for everyone, kids, adults, and even elders, to go swinging. People would stay overnight in these small house type places and try to get up early or reserve a place to swing. I think I actually stayed in one for the night, and eventually found a swing.

I got a lot of sleep and had many dreams this night. I didn't write them down so here's my best attempt at recall.

fragment
There was a dream here before the lucids. No detail other than I remember waking up from it and then into the lucids.

Black and White Lucid
Method DILD (?)
Lucidity C
Vividness C
Control C
I don't remember much about this one. I mostly remember that my vision was black and white and this was disappointing. I remember trying to look at my hands but I couldn't move them. When I woke up, I was determined to have another lucid of higher quality.

Questions Answered in Lucid
Method DILD (spontaneous)
Lucidity B
Vividness B
Control C
I don't recall how I became lucid. I am in a luxurious house. I am looking through a sliding glass door to the pool area. In and around the pool, a bunch of attractive people, mostly blonde chicks in bikinis. I look at my hands for stability. My body is a bit stiff and I have some awareness of my paralyzed physical body. I try to let go of that and just focus on being in the dreaming. I notice that the dream is in full color and that it fills me whole field of vision like an IMAX movie. This makes me more confident. I phase through the glass door and enter the pool area.

I think a few other things happen at this point. I don't recall. I feel like I fly away from the scene to find something and then came back. When I come back, there are four people left at the pool, all blondes in white bikinis. I walk back into the house and they follow me. Inside is the living room with windows facing front and back and the sliding glass door to the pool to the side. There are a few couches around a coffee table. I stand in the middle of the room and the chicks arrange themselves on the couches or standing next to me.

I recall the talk by Robert Waggoner from the DV video post and recall his advice to ask the DC to explain the symbols. So I look at one of the girls and ask "could you explain the symbolism here?" She replies willingly, not rude but as if it's obvious. She looks at the front windows, which are covered with drapes and says "you have a tentative father". Then she directs her attention to the back windows, also covered with drapes, "... and a tentative mother." Then she looks at the couches which have plush stuffed cushions and pillows. She says "The couch cushions show your attraction to large breasts". I think she said a few other things that I don't remember. Even though what she said was a bit nonsensical, it was and interesting interaction with a DC.

Then I have an orgy with the four girls. Not much to say about that.

fragment
I think this dream was about Brian? No recall besides that.

Gas Station
I am at a gas station with my friend B. My car is having problems and I am trying to fix it. I have the hood up. Also, I seem to have a convertible and the top is down. I put the gas nozzle into several holes in the car, hoping that adding gas somewhere will somehow solve the problem. When I squeeze the nozzle, liquid sprays from another part of the car. I eventually realized that this means the car is full and adding more just causes overflow. B suggests that I start the car so I can see if the gas gauge shows it's full. I am a bit afraid that it will cause an explosion because of all the gas that has spilled. I start the car and it shows the gas is full.

I was following a guy into Spencer mansion, knowing that there where no zombies in it and that it was made into a living place. I went to a familliar area. The area I wond up in had a door on the north wall on the left hand side. On the right wall there where two doors, the left no doors and to the south a hall way. The walls where a paleish green. The person I was following dissapeared and I got scared. I ran through the mansion trying to find him. I worried that since I was scared of that place zombies would show up outa fear. I spun around with my eyes closed, rubbing my hands and tried to teleport. I got stuck in the void. The dream ended.

I was in a dark area with a dark floor. There was a pond filled with blue water to my left. I went to the blue pond and tried to bend the water into a sword. I lifted the water up a bit but had horrible control of it. I kept trying. I felt the dream become unstable, so I rubbed my hands together and the dream became clearer. I gave up on the water and chose to teleport somwhere. I closed my eyes and spun while rubbing my hands, but I got stuck in the void. The dream ended.

First dream (fragment)
I am outside. It is evening. The car is standing at the side of the road with all doors open. i walk towards the car and out of nowhere this strange orange cat starts to come towards me. i try to pet it but it kinda attacks me.
the dream skips a little bit. 2 girls i know (but not a lot) comes towards me in big fancy dresses and gets into the car. i get into the backseat and suddenly i realise "well shouldnt i be driving?" and i get into the front seat.

Second dream (fragment ish)
i am in this big bus or classroom (it changes between those two). I remember something about writing on the drapes and there is something that reminds me of cake. apperently i had 2 big slices of cake in my backpack 0_o. One of them was chocolate !

Third dream:
i am in this big grey city where the tall buildings is smoldering apart (kinda like in inception). after the buildings had collaps me and my mates had to clean up the city. while we were doing this an annoying waiter from a nearby resturent came and wanted us to eat at this table in the middle of nowhere. just a table with 5 chairs and some plates on it. I was the last one to give in but we were 6 people and there was only those 5 chairs.. so i left them..

Fourth (fragment):
we are in the classroom, watching old movies with my teacher

Last dream (WILD LD):
i see this window on my wall - and i know it isnt there IRL so i do an reality check --> i become lucid:
I sit up in my bed and look around, trying to get a feel of it. As soon as everything was clear as glass i wanted to try the "finger through palm" thing and had a lot of fun with that and even made the dream a lot more vivid. I had a feeling i had to pee so i went to the bathroom. on the way over there i looked out another window there isnt there normally either where i saw this beautiful horizon with a purple touch to it. i went to the bathroom and thought "HEY! what if my pee was like a rainbow ?!"... so.. i was standing there.. peeing rainbows..
After the pee rainbows i went down stairs...
i woke up. might be the morning light comming through to me. (it was like 10 AM)

Well, although I said that my last lucid was a REAL lucid, I'm looking over it and I think it was only a semi lucid.

I was in a strange world and me and my friends were battling a dragon of some sort. I threw a fireball at him and then realized I had never played anything like this. I became lucid. I rubbed my hands together and the landscape changed. It became a parking lot that I vaugely remember from somewhere else. I saw a few DCs around. For a minute I just looked around, IT WAS SO VIVID! I laughed and plugged my nose. I could breathe through it! I then tried to fly. I didn't but instead jumped really high over and over. I walked up to a DC and told him that he was a Yoshi, the first thing that came to mind. He just shrugged and turned into one. He tried to eat me though, so I turned him back. Then one of the people from my school jumped up to me and said that this was his dream. We decided to battle for control of it. I rubbed my hands and jumped. For a while we just jumped and tried to throw fireballs at each other. I landed and started up a kamehameha. Just as I let it go the dream ended.

I remember having a false awakening in there somewhere, but I don't remember exactly where.

Non-lucid, Lucid, [Commentary made while awake]

I'm in a long, rectangular yard with a lawn, behind a building. I find myself flying backward over the grass. Recognizing the familiar dream occurrence, I mentally grab hold of the situation and wrench my movement into my conscious control. First, I start to fly forward, and then I just land and start walking across the grass toward the building, just because I'll have better and more reliable control that way. As I walk, I say something along the lines of, “If it gets me there faster, I'll just walk.”

Inside the building, I walk through several rooms until I find one that contains a table and a bunch of people. [I think they were people I know in real life, but I'm not sure who.] We all sit down around the round table and have a meeting. [I don't remember now what we talked about, but we were all talking about something.] During the meeting, I focus on staying in the present moment, paying attention to it, because I want the dream to go on for as long as possible. It works, for a bit, but then I start thinking, I wonder how much REM time I have left? I don't want to wake up. Of course, the dream starts to collapse and I find myself waking up shortly after thinking about that.

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Side notes:

I achieved this MILD by focusing intently on my feelings of intention and desire to have a lucid dream, mostly without thinking in words, and for a sustained period of several minutes. When I did think in words, they were, Lucid dreaming is easy. Everyone can do it, even me. I had this dream after several nights in a row without any dream recall at all, which made those feelings of intention and desire particularly intense and easy to focus on.

Dream Journal #18, May 20th, 2011.

First and only vivid dream I remember is playing some weird game on 2 giant blown up jumpers. Like these jumpers were HUGE. lol. Actually before that, me ralph and paolo were playing poker on a jumper as well I think.. and paolo kept saying “Dang justin stop trippin out!” because I was high or something, not sure. Felt more like sleepy lol. After poker, it was like 2v2 dodgeball kind of, on these two giant jumpers. I’m not sure how the game worked lol. Then Mr.Ma kicked us out because it wasn’t lunch and we couldnt play on the jumpers (had to go on basketball court). When we got off, everybody who was playing dodgeball had a dog for some reason… and they were all aggressive af. Not aggressive aggressive, but like they always nipped on you and they were all slobbery and eww. So I washed up and went home. Then my dad offered to take me driving before we went to adys birthday. So we had to walk like a few distance to our car because he said he had to pump it? Idk. Then my alarm woke me up.

After WBTB:

I became lucid, but it was really short I blame it on myself mostly.

It starts out with me pushing a shopping cart in a parking lot. I found the whole experience to just be really weird and unordinary. I stopped, asked myself, …wait, am I dreaming? How did I get here? I then became lucid. I froze and took in my surroundings a bit, just to clear up the dream. But I got distracted by a really hot lady. I walked over and grabbed her and slowly started to make out with her because I couldn’t just let her pass by without doing anything. This was my big mistake lol. The dream faded right before my eyes before I could even think about stabilizing the dream. I found myself awoken in my bed, apathetic, and I tried to DEILD back. It didn’t really work… I think. That, or I just fell asleep.

Also something to consider… my alarm woke me up in the middle of a very vivid dream. Most likely REM. So maybe my REM cycle had something to do with it, because I knew that the dream I was having before I woke up was already pretty long (at least in dream sense). Maybe the REM cycle just ended and I went back into stage 2.

Either way, I’m kind of disappointed. Happy I got lucid, but disappointed it didn’t last long

After a couple of days of crappy recall, I had a LD today:

I'm chatting with some friends via Skype, planning on play some online game. One of them called me via phone and said something I couldn't understand (except a part like "We won't play anithing today"). So I go to the living room to read some DJs in the laptop. A guy called Lou has a very detailed and long entry, so I keep reading. I scroll down and there's something like this:



Oh, It's true! A voice says "remember to stabilize, remember to stabilize". This time, I Did the nose plug RC and stabilized the dream before hearing that voice, but It's great to have someone to tell me what to do if I forget the essential first steps (maybe he/she is my guide and doesn't want to reveal itself yet). Anyway, let's go on. I decide to look for my DG. I shout " I wanna go where my DG is". All becomes black.

I'm in a dark, labyrinth-like village. A tiny black guy asks me to follow him. He takes me to my dad's room. My dad says to me something about the canoes, and He is quite annoying , so I leave the room. I ask to myself "I'm not lucid, Am I? I went to the street and did some RCs (nose plug and and the other with the mouth). It is pretty funny, so I keep doing It a while. I'm going back home, when all starts vanishing...

Alright, so at first it started out like a normal dream. Then it went to this one dream that got really odd.

Lucid Semi Lucid

There was darkness and I felt my body going num from the SP. I woke up in my bed running down the hallway still feeling the effects of SP and my body locking up. I see my mom walking and immediately followed her and went into the living room yelling "The marines or the army won't help with this!" I felt like I was in a straightjacket then my body unlocked. I immediately felt the fire place saying "My senses should be working" I was almost convinced at this point that I was dreaming. I asked my mom if I was dreaming...of course she said "No" I just looked at the hallway and said "What I did wasn't possible.." She wanted me to make her coffee.

I went into the kitchen to make some coffee and I was shaking for some reason still thinking about the dream. I finally decided to do a reality check.. I pinched my noise and tried to breath out and I did so I knew for sure I was dreaming. Then my hand got stuck on my noise and I couldn't hardly breath out of my noise. I was thinking about my waking body for a second and almost lost the dream but then I focused back on the dream. I said to myself "Better find something to do before I wake up.." I quickly ran out of my house found a girl and said "When I turn around you will be my girlfriend.." Then I was like..whatever and just made out with her and stuck and the dream ends.

Well i've sleeped and then i woke up at my room again ...

the Dreams i had was Lucid and mixed with vividness .

it was my brother and dad and mom wanted something
then they went out of my room and i saw like 10 dishes at my room with food? i was like hmm?
from where? then i tried cleaning it fast cus if my bro see's he will bla bla for sure.. i didnt did nothing i just took one or two and put them somewhere fast fast and then all dissapear .. then i said to my bro ok go out of room i must go in work in -6 mins =D
he slapt me and i woke up but still in proccession of LD

it was like that i wasnt sure i am LD in this moment and when i LD my brain feels different i dont know how to explain . so i tried to open my eyes and couldnt , then i sleeped and joined other dream.

then it was again on my room and it was something like porn video at my screen and i woke up after 1 min looking it lol.
but still in proccesion of ld.

i LD being outside with my mom and some other friends of her or something
and we going with train somewhere
but the weird thing was im in germany and i cant move with train to cyprus
so it did moved me to my old scohol i saw it
but the more weird was i was driving without vehicle
i dont know how is this possible
but i was running maybe
but i was standing in train..
then in some moment the friend of mom left and runned faster at the jogging street
and i stopped runing
and tried to fly
..
couldn't
so i said mm enough my brain is dead today ;D
i woke up and write this down

Part:1
I was in a room I never saw before but oddly lucid, It seemed I entered the dream that way from will power. The carpet was white and I don't remember much of the walls. I decided to make the dream more clear and realistic, but felt the dream slipping to. I spun in circles while rubbing my hands. I found myself on the floor afraid i woke up because the dream was that clear. I did the nose plug and found it to be a dream. I went to play video games to see what it was like to play them in a dream, but then thought that i wanted to test my telepotation skills. I Spun in circles rubbing my hands thinking of the forest of Denn from the dream RPG. I focused on the feeling of the ground my feet where touching, it remained the same but when I opened them I was in front of many TV like screens, with many different worlds. I spun again focusing on Northend from WoW. I got side tracked. I was then in front of a dragon-machine. The dragon like thing was chained to the ground by a long chain. It wanted to fight but I was nice. It let me go into the dungeon it was guarding in hopes of me retrieving and giving him the magic key. I entered and saw stone- brick walls all gray in color. It was like a big stone maze. I went to the right and down some stairs and found a door, which I opened. I found even more maze. I decided to just teleport to the key room. I did and took it from the table. The table wasn't the grand granite table I expected, it was a cheep wooden one. I decided to walk outa the dungeon and get some chips on the way out. I spotted a vending machine, I opened a bag of BBQ baked lays, I ate some and said "I am so glad these taste so real." The dream ended.

Part:2
I found myself in bed. I got up after doing the nose plug, this never fails. I spun around to solidify the dream a little. I then tried to teleport to the frost dragons dungeon he was guarding. I went there in third person views. It was a snowy area around my avatar. I controlled my character with my thoughts and got to the dragon. I handed the key to the dragon. The dragon then gave me a magic trident, a sword and a shield. I then thought to myself "hey, this is like a video game." Then I found myself seeing the same place, but holding a Nintendo DS. I moved my avatar around a bit then closed the DS. I decided to try to see the dragon in first person. I spun, but I missported. I was now in my old house I used to live at. I decided that stepping into icy water would help me teleport because of the cold stimulation and the fact I was going somewhere cold. I was impatient, so I gave up on that idea. The dream ended.

Woot I learned a way to get back into first person in 3rd person dreams and i finished my Sunday morning quest.

Even though I am lazy as hell right now, lucids still need to be recorded.

I am in a dessert with 3 friends. I see a picture of us taken from a satellite, we are standing next to a really big drawn circle. Haruhi starts speaking to me with telepathy, and says something like "Nice work, don't you agree?" I say "I'll be right there" and start flying to her location. While flying, I pass a town, it looks very vivid. I embrace Haruhi from behind, and say something like this: "You can create worlds, right? Would you be able to create a world with a girl I would be able to love?" She nods. "Would you be able to create a world, where the girl would actually love me back?" She nods. "Would you be able to create a world, where the girl really would love me back, where it isn't just an illusion to me?" I don't get an answer.

It is 8.30 - i decide to try a WILD
I feel my body falling asleep but barely feeling the SP. from nowhere i hear this sound like im getting sucked into a black void. everything spins (and i must admit it was a little scary). As fast as it startet it stopped again.

I see a bald man at my bed, talking to my feet. "it just be a FA" and i did the nosepinch RC - i realise i am dreaming:
I don't know what to do yet. On one hade i could go for my ToTy and ride a unicorn on a rainbow but what the heck, i'd rather make this dreak very vivid and clear. I startet touching my pillow and everything around me to highten my senses in the dream. I saw the bald man looking with an intense look with his dark brown eyes. He found his little suitcase and left without a word.

I went outside. i am still at my house i live in IRL. not a cloud on the sky and the weather is perfect.I see a man with long brown hair and a hat walking on the sidewalk. I kinda wantet to talk to a DC so i did.I asked politely if he knew what time it was, but instead of giving me the time he gave me his watch and moved on. Anywho i moved on down the main road, observing what my mind was creating. Apperrently everything seemed new and fresh. i thought by myself i must have gone back in time.

i was at the road where the school usually is. i looked at the new watch. it was a leather strap and a golden watch. it was 13.50. i tried to yell at that DC that gave me the watch and after a few seconds i looked at the watch again. now its 14.10 - Yep.. i must be dreaming..

Every road i see is a chaos. Cars everywhere. Normally my city is calm and not a single car on the road. I keep walking - i wanted to see my friend. i was at that road i wanted to see. everything was new and odd. i was almost at the house when i thought by myself: what is he is a baby since i was in the past. While standing in my own thoughts i herd 2 kids arguing about colors. "I WANT IT IN PURPLE" one said and i was like "wat?". I saw a toy store and I wanted to see who is in there and what kinda toys it is.

While walking towards the toyshop i wake up

Even though the dream seems very boring it was THE MOST CLEAR lucid dream i have ever had and also the longest. It was also the LD i had most control in

in this dream i was on my bus at school and this girl i liked liked me blah blah i heard them say she didnt know if i liked her so we didnt go out and stuff. but after that i went home to my room and walked out i went towards my patio door and stopped i saw a mirror looked in it and smiled. in the mirror i didnt smile fully it was like i couldent smile and then i said Im Dreaming. i then remembered on DV's a guy said "when you go lucid immediatly do something. i ran downstairs to my patio i stood in front of the big couch down there the first thing i tried to do was a rasengan "lucid task" i focused hard all of a sudden i saw my hand dip in having a hole like shape in my hand i saw flashing images pop up in my hand of a blue swirling ball "rasengan" i coulden't do it that way so i tried another position i did hand symbols representing jutsu i put my palm facing downward a rasengan detached from my hand was there after chargeing i spun and it shot out of my hand flying towards the sky.. "it looked so cool" next i thought of something else. i remembered me and my friend trying to "dream share" i attempted to summon my friend jason we have been trying these projects together i put my hands on the ground "its how i summon" and a blast of smoke shot up from the ground above me it faded and nothing was there so i remember my friend saying he said"he focused hard and saw images of me" So i then focused hard. i remember him saying after that the dream got fuzzy and he woke up all of a sudden the dream got fuzzy i then thought of what to do i quickly closed my eyes and spun when i opened them it was clear again. i remain in the dream i then attempted to summon again i thought i couldent because of the small space in the patio i still tried no luck. so i ran to my backyard trying to summon again nothing. so i thought of something else to do. lets just say it was over pg-13. and after that i woke up.