lucid

Part:1
I was in a room I never saw before but oddly lucid, It seemed I entered the dream that way from will power. The carpet was white and I don't remember much of the walls. I decided to make the dream more clear and realistic, but felt the dream slipping to. I spun in circles while rubbing my hands. I found myself on the floor afraid i woke up because the dream was that clear. I did the nose plug and found it to be a dream. I went to play video games to see what it was like to play them in a dream, but then thought that i wanted to test my telepotation skills. I Spun in circles rubbing my hands thinking of the forest of Denn from the dream RPG. I focused on the feeling of the ground my feet where touching, it remained the same but when I opened them I was in front of many TV like screens, with many different worlds. I spun again focusing on Northend from WoW. I got side tracked. I was then in front of a dragon-machine. The dragon like thing was chained to the ground by a long chain. It wanted to fight but I was nice. It let me go into the dungeon it was guarding in hopes of me retrieving and giving him the magic key. I entered and saw stone- brick walls all gray in color. It was like a big stone maze. I went to the right and down some stairs and found a door, which I opened. I found even more maze. I decided to just teleport to the key room. I did and took it from the table. The table wasn't the grand granite table I expected, it was a cheep wooden one. I decided to walk outa the dungeon and get some chips on the way out. I spotted a vending machine, I opened a bag of BBQ baked lays, I ate some and said "I am so glad these taste so real." The dream ended.

Part:2
I found myself in bed. I got up after doing the nose plug, this never fails. I spun around to solidify the dream a little. I then tried to teleport to the frost dragons dungeon he was guarding. I went there in third person views. It was a snowy area around my avatar. I controlled my character with my thoughts and got to the dragon. I handed the key to the dragon. The dragon then gave me a magic trident, a sword and a shield. I then thought to myself "hey, this is like a video game." Then I found myself seeing the same place, but holding a Nintendo DS. I moved my avatar around a bit then closed the DS. I decided to try to see the dragon in first person. I spun, but I missported. I was now in my old house I used to live at. I decided that stepping into icy water would help me teleport because of the cold stimulation and the fact I was going somewhere cold. I was impatient, so I gave up on that idea. The dream ended.

Woot I learned a way to get back into first person in 3rd person dreams and i finished my Sunday morning quest.

Even though I am lazy as hell right now, lucids still need to be recorded.

I am in a dessert with 3 friends. I see a picture of us taken from a satellite, we are standing next to a really big drawn circle. Haruhi starts speaking to me with telepathy, and says something like "Nice work, don't you agree?" I say "I'll be right there" and start flying to her location. While flying, I pass a town, it looks very vivid. I embrace Haruhi from behind, and say something like this: "You can create worlds, right? Would you be able to create a world with a girl I would be able to love?" She nods. "Would you be able to create a world, where the girl would actually love me back?" She nods. "Would you be able to create a world, where the girl really would love me back, where it isn't just an illusion to me?" I don't get an answer.

It is 8.30 - i decide to try a WILD
I feel my body falling asleep but barely feeling the SP. from nowhere i hear this sound like im getting sucked into a black void. everything spins (and i must admit it was a little scary). As fast as it startet it stopped again.

I see a bald man at my bed, talking to my feet. "it just be a FA" and i did the nosepinch RC - i realise i am dreaming:
I don't know what to do yet. On one hade i could go for my ToTy and ride a unicorn on a rainbow but what the heck, i'd rather make this dreak very vivid and clear. I startet touching my pillow and everything around me to highten my senses in the dream. I saw the bald man looking with an intense look with his dark brown eyes. He found his little suitcase and left without a word.

I went outside. i am still at my house i live in IRL. not a cloud on the sky and the weather is perfect.I see a man with long brown hair and a hat walking on the sidewalk. I kinda wantet to talk to a DC so i did.I asked politely if he knew what time it was, but instead of giving me the time he gave me his watch and moved on. Anywho i moved on down the main road, observing what my mind was creating. Apperrently everything seemed new and fresh. i thought by myself i must have gone back in time.

i was at the road where the school usually is. i looked at the new watch. it was a leather strap and a golden watch. it was 13.50. i tried to yell at that DC that gave me the watch and after a few seconds i looked at the watch again. now its 14.10 - Yep.. i must be dreaming..

Every road i see is a chaos. Cars everywhere. Normally my city is calm and not a single car on the road. I keep walking - i wanted to see my friend. i was at that road i wanted to see. everything was new and odd. i was almost at the house when i thought by myself: what is he is a baby since i was in the past. While standing in my own thoughts i herd 2 kids arguing about colors. "I WANT IT IN PURPLE" one said and i was like "wat?". I saw a toy store and I wanted to see who is in there and what kinda toys it is.

While walking towards the toyshop i wake up

Even though the dream seems very boring it was THE MOST CLEAR lucid dream i have ever had and also the longest. It was also the LD i had most control in

in this dream i was on my bus at school and this girl i liked liked me blah blah i heard them say she didnt know if i liked her so we didnt go out and stuff. but after that i went home to my room and walked out i went towards my patio door and stopped i saw a mirror looked in it and smiled. in the mirror i didnt smile fully it was like i couldent smile and then i said Im Dreaming. i then remembered on DV's a guy said "when you go lucid immediatly do something. i ran downstairs to my patio i stood in front of the big couch down there the first thing i tried to do was a rasengan "lucid task" i focused hard all of a sudden i saw my hand dip in having a hole like shape in my hand i saw flashing images pop up in my hand of a blue swirling ball "rasengan" i coulden't do it that way so i tried another position i did hand symbols representing jutsu i put my palm facing downward a rasengan detached from my hand was there after chargeing i spun and it shot out of my hand flying towards the sky.. "it looked so cool" next i thought of something else. i remembered me and my friend trying to "dream share" i attempted to summon my friend jason we have been trying these projects together i put my hands on the ground "its how i summon" and a blast of smoke shot up from the ground above me it faded and nothing was there so i remember my friend saying he said"he focused hard and saw images of me" So i then focused hard. i remember him saying after that the dream got fuzzy and he woke up all of a sudden the dream got fuzzy i then thought of what to do i quickly closed my eyes and spun when i opened them it was clear again. i remain in the dream i then attempted to summon again i thought i couldent because of the small space in the patio i still tried no luck. so i ran to my backyard trying to summon again nothing. so i thought of something else to do. lets just say it was over pg-13. and after that i woke up.

and there doesn't seem to be anything I can do to save it.

My reality resides in my dreams...
and this is the nightmare I wake up to.

Before Dream Notes
Bed Time: 3AM
Induction Technique: Believe it or not, a nose pinch RC AND WBTB at 11AM Did a RC with my eyes closed and apparently I was dreaming because I felt the cool air go straight to my nostrils, the best breathe of air I have taken in a long time (Allergies ;p)
Trigger: Seeing through my eyelids

The dream starts off by me waking up in my Grandma's house, it was early in the morning and the only people who were up were my Grandma and my parents. I noticed the difference between a lucid dream and a normal dream at this point, I could actually focus on something and see the details, colors, and vividness. I didn't do anything major in this LD I just walked around the house observing what I could actually see and how long I could make it last. I went to the front door and tried to leave the house but the moment I did my Grandma's crabby old boy friend pulled up in a red mustang. I decided I didn't want to go that way.... I went down the hall and then directly left into the first bedroom. I rubbed my hands together and began, the first thing I wanted to do was to summon someone. I remember reading threads about summoning techniques, and I thought putting a blanket over something and then imagining something under it then pulling it away would work. I summoned at least three different people, the first was my friend Nicole second was my friend Nate. Nicole didn't talk when I summoned her she was a failed summon (Sorry Nicole) but when I threw the blanket off the bed and onto the ground and tried to imagine Nate being there it worked! I pulled the blanket off and Nate was under it, he actually talked to me. He was like what the hell put that back on me I'm trying to sleep here. He wasn't very exciting so I erased him with a dream spin, I felt like I had to clean up the room before I left it so that's why I did it, didn't wanna leave a buncha Dream characters sitting around ;p The first time I DS it didn't work except for moving some blankets around, but the second time I did it, it completely cleaned every part of the room (But didn't change the dream scene). I walked out of the room and noticed all of the vivid reds, golds, and green colors all around me.
I finally did one more Dream Spin and ended up on Division street in Spokane. I rubbed my hands together to make sure the dream wouldn't dissipate and did one more RC, I then got into a dark Gray Jeep that was on the side of the road (There were no other cars on or off the road) started it and went, I already had seen the park I'm talking about in a second but anyway I went towards there. There was a curb to go over so I decided if I sped up I could fly over it, I imagined myself flying 2 feet above it and over it but it was a failed attempt, I just barely got over the curb and then parked on a trail to the park. It was just getting dark out, I traveled along the path until I saw a park then I walked over some red colored bark on a trail to get there. All of the sudden I hear people screaming, two little kids run by me because someone was chasing them. It doesn't phase me I keep walking into the park when one of the 'chasers' runs past me to catch up to the other two. I finally walk up to the park (It's like a park in Renton, near where I used to live huge field with very green grass. The playground has a whole jungle gym on it, slides, swings, and everything. There is also reddish bark filling the playground area not rocks like in most places), there is a skinny depressed looking girl standing under a huge oak tree. She has jet-black hair and green eyes, I ask her ,"What's the matter why did you scare those kids like that?" She said ,"I don't know I hate doing it *She begins to cry*, I just hate making people feel that way I destroyed all of those kids belongings and then had my brother chase them off." I gave advice ,"Maybe you should go to a store each day and buy one thing for a random person instead of hurting people by ruining their stuff." Then she got all happy and thanked me, she also said she is definitely going to do this.

That was the end of my first lucid dream, I think it was a very good start. I got an idea on how they work now, and what I need to improve on. This was not expected to happen in the morning, it was supposed to happen at night so I didn't really have a plan on what to do in a lucid.

May 4, 2011
Lucid Dream 227: Return of the S.S.
Series: The Wonderful World of Ack, Episode 1
DILD
around 11:00am



I was in the local Wal-Mart parking lot with my friends Diddy and Mike. I was smoking a cig and we were talking about going downtown later. Someone came up behind me and put their hands of my eyes and did the "guess who." It was a familiar female voice. All I got out was Kate, when I became lucid.

I turned around and Kate Beckinsale was standing behind me. I kissed her and told her it had been a while. I turned back around and saw that Diddy and Mike had been restrained and were now being dragged into a large van. The men who were taking them hostage were very familiar indeed. One of them flashed a fake badge and said, "Don't worry, we are just going taking to get ice cream." They got in the van quickly, burned out in the parking lot, and sped off. I grabbed Kate's hand and we hurried into the back seat of a nearby vehicle. My sister was in the driver's seat. I told her to follow the van. Kate looked at me and said, "Its alright, they were government officials. We can trust them." I laughed and said, "I trust government officials about as much as I trust the Taliban." I then notice a group of Taliban members standing under a tent in the Wal-Mart parking lot. They were passing out rocket launchers and AKs. I then looked at Kate and said, "Besides, they weren't true government officials. They were S.S." She looked confused and said, "They didn't speak German." I replied, "S.S. otherwise known as the Shiny Spiffers." She looked at me like I was crazy and I explained, "I used to write stories about them in middle school. They are named after their spiffy Donald Trump hair, dark sunglasses, and black suits with the penguin coat tail." I was really excited because this was actually true. I used to write stories about these guys. They were a "mature rated" comedy series called, 'The Wonderful World of Ack'. The stories were actually inspired from a dream I had back around that time. I wish I still had them.

We followed the van at a safe distance, but lost them at some point. My sister asked where they might be headed and I replied, "Oh, I know exactly where they are headed...Duke University. Their secret base is there." We drove for a short period of time and caught up with the van. It pulled into what looked like an old plantation with a sign that had the blue devil symbol. I asked my sister where she put the guns and she told me they were behind my seat. I pulled down my seat slightly and pulled out an assault rifle. We waited for a moment and the boss got out of the van. Kate said, "Theres the boss!" I looked and noticed it was Mel Gibson. I jumped out of the car and shot at Mel Gibson. He seemed to be one step ahead of me though and was in mid-dive when I opened fire. He dove behind the van and pulled out a pistol. We had a shoot-out for a few moments. I then acted like I was reloading and as soon as he popped out from the car, I blasted him. I walked over top of him as he was dying and said, "Silly Mel Gibson, lucid dreamers don't reload." I then shot his body a few more times.

I sneak around the nearby building and looked through the window. For some reason, I knew I had been tortured in this building before with electricity. I was tied up and standing in a water pail. I saw there were a bunch of captives in there as well as Mike and Diddy. I then ran around to the door of the small building. I looked back behind me and saw an old mansion a top a hill behind me. I could see security cameras everywhere and knew I had to act quickly. I shot the door lock and then kicked it open. I yelled for all of the prisoners to escape and people started running out the door screaming like they were running from Godzilla. I told them to be quiet and there was no need to scream, but the bastards didn't listen. I looked for Brandon and Mike and found them sitting at a poker table. They were smoking cigars and playing poker with two other guys. I said, "What the hell are you doing, I'm rescuing you." Mike said, "Yeah thanks, just wait for us to finish this game real quick. I laughed and turned back to the doorway. There was a tall man that resembled an elf from Lord of the Rings. He was holding a katana in each hand. I start shooting at him, but he was blocking all the bullets with same crazy ass swordsmanship. He closed in on me, so i dove head first out the window.

I landed and noticed the clip to my gun had fallen out. I thought, "Eh, I don't really need it anyway." The elf guy jumped down and started running at me. I tried to shoot him, but the gun as no longer working. The Elf was just a foot or two away when I heard a gun shot and he dropped dead. Diddy had shot the elf guy in the head. Diddy said, "You could have told me we were dreaming!" I shrugged and flew back up into the window. We grabbed some of the scattered guns and exited the building. We were heading back to the vehicle when I saw Wormtail from the Harry Potter movies. He was running down from the mansion shouting, "Stop in the name of Lord Gibson! Stop this instant." We ran around the building and I looked for Mel's dead body. I found it after a quick search around the hedges and picked it up. I walked over to Wormtail and threw it at his feet. I said, "Here you go, chap!" Wormtail looked panicked and leaned toward Mel's body. I then shot the shit out of the dead body. Blood splattered all over Wormtail and I got into the car.

Me, Diddy, and Mike were all shooting out the windows at the line of vehicles following us. We were in a pretty intense shootout when I had a false awakening. I started to write down my dream in a notebook, but my writing kept vanishing. It took me several moments to figure out I had a false awakening. I then dove head first out of my window and took flight. I flew around for a short period of time before actually waking up.

Series Details
The dream series, "The Wonderful World of Ack," is based off of my old short story series that I wrote in middle school. Stay tuned to this series to see just how fucked up my mind was, even before the drugs and alcohol, lol.

I awoke in my bed, in my room. My dog (who has passed somewhat recently) ran from the foot of my bed through the door. Then I looked at my old completed puzzle turned picture on the wall. There were clumps of puzzle pieces missing, and behind them was a mirror reflecting a storm out my window. At that I became lucid.

I stood in my room and marveled at the realism of it all, the texture of my sheets and curtains. I touched my hands a bit to stabilize then flew out the window. The window broke into puzzle pieces and stuck in my hair, I was worried they'd block my sight and force me to wake up so I did some flips in the air to get them out. Then I landed in my neighbor's driveway which was surrounded by long flowers. A man drove up in a low golf-carty vehicle and asked me if I wanted 60,000 dollars. I said sure, but in the back of my mind I was wondering if it was some sort of trick my subconscious was playing on me, a test. I asked what I had to give him and he said "10, 20, no 21,000 dollars". I said okay and he drove by a little. Then I decided to try spinning and teleporting to Egypt to visit the pyramids (My loose intent for lucid dreaming) and while spinning, woke up.

Hello , so i sleeped for 1 hour.. i wanted to LD..
I COULDNT ld FOR 30 MINS

then somehow i had false awakaking i had like 20 false awakenings so then i saw at my table something new and i woke up and saw something and i said wtf thats not real , my uncle didnt came from greece here now..

then i look my hands and i had clear control LD.

then i went in kitchen my bro was there he asked lol u sleepboy..?

i continued walking then i saw my uncle and mom on balcon talking
and my dad betting as usual.

then i just went to my ROOM.
i opened PC
i forgot what i did it was lol ....
i looked my WATCH
it was correct time.. but i was still wondering if that was correct.
and then i said oh yeah o have 30 mins more to go outside and have sex lol , i wanted to put my shoes on and cus i think about that i have to go work and i might dont wake up ill not LD..

ok so then woke up but i was more in LD procession and i couldnt more...

anyways before the LD i woke up also and chatted on DV said that i had false awakeings and so

thanks!

Flying and Phone Messages
Method DILD (absurdity, false awakenings)
Lucidity B
Vividness B
Control B
Earliest recall is a false awakening. The buzzing vibration of my phone wakes me up. I listen to the buzzing, waiting for the alarm music to start but it doesn't. Instead the message beep sounds. So I roll over and look. Yup, the red message light is blinking. I grab the phone and look at the message. It's a text from my roommate. It says something like:

some whiskey here
coming in soon?

I struggle to understand what that means. I start to think I might be dreaming. I look around my room. Yes, it looks like my room in very dim morning light. But wait, then someone walks into my room. It's not my roommate and he would have knocked first. This person is a man in a white dress shirt, black tie, and black slacks. He is short and skinny. Who is that? I must be dreaming.

My lucidity isn't very strong. I still doubt I am dreaming so I feel the urge to prove it. So I jump out the window. I phase right through the blinds and glass. Outside, I start to fall in a gradual arc, like I'm magically slowing my fall by hovering. OK, I'm convinced that I'm dreaming. I look down and allow myself to fall. It's night. Below me is the city street and I see the flashing lights of police cars. I dive headfirst all the way down to the pavement. I don't feel anything when I hit the ground. I can still see for a few moments after. I see what looks like a smashed melon next to me with juice splattered around it. Then I close my eyes.

False awakening. Once again, I hear my phone buzz and see the red blinking light. I reach and grab but don't yet look at it. I look around the room to determine if I am dreaming. First I notice some strange decorative panels on my door. Then I notice the window blinds are oriented wrong and the window itself is wider than normal. I am definitely still dreaming. I jump out the window again. This time I fly up over the city rooftops, still holding my phone.

It's mostly dark, almost morning. I fly around a bit and land on a rooftop. Near me, I overhear two people talking. It sounds like a young girl and a guy. They are talking something about a hotel and phone sex hotline. I feel awkward eavesdropping on that conversation. I look at my phone and open the message. The phone's display is strange and it's hard to read the message. It's a long URL that only partially fits on the screen. I try to scroll left and right to see it but my phone is not cooperating. I remember the link contained the words "yOur" and "/Jennifer/". Not sure what any of that is supposed to mean.

I decide to forget about the phone and do something else. I fly around the city a bit. The sun is starting to rise and the sky is turning orange. It's pretty. I land on the street and walk into a restaurant. In the dream I seem to think this is a familiar place, but in retrospect it's not. Anyway, I walk in and it's a nice restaurant and bar. It's mostly empty, like the restaurant has just opened and it's just the staff hanging out. Around the bar are 3 people. One is a guy who seems to be a waiter and the other two are women. One is standing -- she seems to be the bartender. The other is sitting -- maybe a customer. They both have red hair and I find this attractive. I sit and talk to the bartender, not paying much attention to the other woman or the guy. After not so much talking, the bartender takes off her clothes and gives me a lap dance. At some point, as I'm trying to take the situation further, I close my eyes.

False awakening. Yet again my phone buzzes and blinks. I pick it up again and look around the room for dreamsigns. I see the same dreamsign of my window blinds. Yes, still dreaming. I jump out the window again and fly up to a rooftop.

On the roof, there is a small garden with a flowerbed and about a dozen pigeons. I walk toward the birds, expecting them to fly away all at once. I hear a woman's voice say "Oh those birds are like insects. They will get you fucked up." Wait, is she talking about drugs? Whatever, I ignore it. Sure enough, the birds all fly off and I stand in the middle of the flowers. I look at my phone and open the message. This time it's an image. The image is a picture of a flower bed, just like the one I am standing in. Except the picture is a painting, like watercolor perhaps. I think that's neat. Then my muscle's freeze and I can't move. Oh. Bummer. I close my eyes.

Real awakening. My phone is not buzzing, but I look at it anyway. And this time the window blinds are the right way. I'm awake.

18.05.2011

Astral Projection to Lucid Dream to non Lucid Dream (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID ASTRAL

I decided to AP.

I reached the vibrations so I focused on increasing them. Soon I felt my Astral Body lifting away from my physical body. I could assure I was in no lucid dream. As soon as I was out of my body, I did a RC. The RC did not fail like in a regular dream. I was able to read several times the same text, I was able to stare at things without waking up, but I could feel my body and move at though command, not with physical effort like in Lucid Dream. I decided go visit a DV's user. I commanded to be at his location, but suddenly, I lost consciousness for a split second.

I found myself in a different room and felt like I was no projecting any more. I figured I was dreaming. I took a small flight to make my dream stable and went to some sort of school.

I was out on the street and met with some female DC that wanted to have sex with me. We went to her home and sat at the sofa. Her family was pretty big. At some point I lost lucidity.

There were some thieves that wanted to break in, but I sneaked into their van and found a lot of things. One box was moving and the sound of a cat could be heard. I pulled a gray cat who started to purr. The cat told me with telepathy that he was the smallest cat in the world.

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[SIZE="3"][COLOR="Black"]Fog At Last Second[/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#000000"](DILD)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

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[COLOR="#000000"][/COLOR][COLOR="#000000"]This dream was kind of long, but I hit my head and then fell asleep again after it before I could really try recall it...I only remember the start and end

[/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]At the start, I was suspecting this was a dream, then a DC said, "this is weird, almost like a dream"...[/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]...obviously, I became lucid. I said thanks and stabilized the dream by using my senses.

[/COLOR][COLOR="#000000"]Seriously blurry part[/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]

Last thing I remember, there was some sort of race and I crossed the finish line and won, though I am pretty sure I wasn't participating. He said he would give me the prize, then I said i can't wait to get a clouder. [/COLOR][COLOR="#000000"]This is the lucidity power trials club goal, my way. [/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]He gave me a tiny device, it was yellow and see-through...Suddenly my dream started blurring, I could only see black, I managed to stabilize the dream, temporarily...When I could see again, there was nobody anywhere, nor were there any buldings, here's my uninhabited island. I pressed the top of the weird device and suddenly fog came in from nowhere and I couldn't see more than a meter away...The dream suddenly ended around here

[/COLOR][COLOR="#000000"]This was the first time I regained a dream before it ended, they usually end so suddenly

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I'm navigating corridors inside a public high school and see my friend Kyle waving at me.I become lucid. The first thing I try to do is "find" a member of my own personal dream army behind the door to the bathroom. It doesn't work. I decide to fly away, just missing a passing car while crossing a street. I come across a row of tall redwood trees by a baseball field. There are a group of DCs hanging out in the branches. I float up to them and ask one his name. He says his name is Kha.
Suddenly, I find myself in a field at home. There are strange trees present that aren't there in real life. I try to push my finger through my hand to make sure I haven't woken up, and my hand stretches like rubber. I fly around the trees a few times and see that a darker tree has apparently killed a lighter tree. I wake up.

I haven't posted in a while, mostly because my dream recall is really bad right now, presumably because I'm somewhat overworked.
I do remember dreams regularly, and the global theme of each dream, but barely any details.
This is the only one since my last entry where I was able to recall some details.


I am travelling through many dimensions.
In each dimension I have to fulfill some sort of goal in order to be able to progress to the next one.
It feels a bit like a computer game, like playing the myst series. Once I understand the challenge of this dimension and I'm able to solve it,
some sort of path opens to a new dimension.
I don't really know why I'm doing this, I only remember that I need to "get to the end" to save someone.
Even though I am aware that I'm dreaming, I don't understand the overall plot or why I need to save this person, or even who this person is.
I am definitely lucid, but my understanding of what this means is limited.

I'm progressing through the worlds, there are many of them, and I get stuck in some because I have trouble understanding what I have to do.
I remember a sand desert, a salt desert, a jungle, a Maya temple, and being on an asteroid in Saturn's ring, but I can't remember anything specific about the challenges.

I enter a new world.
It is cold. My feet are touching the ice cold ground.
I'm standing on a platform made out of stone.
It hasn't been maintained for a long time, there's grass growing over it.

It's raining heavily, I can't see far. I'm shivering, I'm so cold, and it's getting worse because of the rain.
Why do I have to be running around barefoot and without a shirt?

I understand that this is the final world. This is where the person I am searching for is.
I somehow know that she managed to solve all the previous puzzles, but got stuck in this final world and has been trapped here ever since.
For some reason this scene feels oddly familiar, like I have seen this place before.

I start exploring, but the world keeps repeating itself into all eternity.
There's nothing but the platform, and an infinity of stone fountains every ~10 meters.
They all look identical.
How am I ever going to find her? And what the hell could the puzzle in this world be? there is nothing here!
I get a bit worried that I might not get out myself, I wonder if I can freeze to death.
I'm never cold in my dreams... this is all very odd.

I start running around aimlessly, and I keep running for a long time, hoping to find anything out of the ordinary...

... after what seems like hours, I feel like giving up.
I turn around, looking at where I came from, when I finally spot a person.
She's the one I've been looking for! finally!

She's sitting down, leaning against one of the fountains, which is why I didn't see her when I ran by.
I approach her and try to initiate a conversation.
She notices me, but she shows little reaction.

I look into her eyes... they seem empty.
There is no life in them, looking into them feels so very sad.
She seems to have completely given up on everything, what has happened?

"How long have you been here?"
"Eternity..."

I feel really sad, this poor women!
I wonder if she'll ever recover... I somehow doubt it.

I can't stop shivering due to the cold... I hate the cold...
I look at the closest fountain.
For some odd reason I suddenly understand the riddle behind this world.
I grab a knife, which it seems I have been carrying with me, and cut myself into my left index finger.
I let a few drops of blood drop into the fountain.
It turns red with the 3rd drop, and the world collapses into darkness.

Nothing happens...
The women says something meaningful, but very sad.
I tell her that it'll be alright, even though I have no idea what will happen next.

Dream Journal #15 May 17th, 2011

First dream I remember was being in some weird house, trying out for something.

Actually scratch that. First thing I remember was having a fake tattoo on my arm and I had to go to court for it rofl because it was against the law or something. So I go to court, but literally nobody shows up but me and the judge. The judge lets me go. I then go to some weird place to train for something and I have to put on this thing on my head. I then have to wash my entire head with shampoo for some reason.

Then, I’m at ralphs house with alvin and ian. I also remember something about AK’s and pistols lol… and that like a dog was trying to get the AK to shoot another dog.. idk weird ass part of the dream. We had like piles of weird stuff in the room. Then DJ calls me and hes like whatupp blah blah and i think hes at paolos so im like ok we’ll go to paolos (even though i didnt even know he wasnt there). When i get to paolos he not there, but my mom is. My mom said were sleeping over there lol. Apparently we were going to play beer pong, but we were still waiting for DJ. Then my alarm woke me up.

edit: here’s after WBTB.

I could feel myself going lucid. I felt all the vibrations- everything that I felt whenever I knew I would be going lucid. Then it just stopped.

I had an FA. Ellean apparently just appeared out of nowhere and started sleeping on my bed (he was never in my house in the first place) and I thought that THAT is what caused me to lose my lucidity. sigh im so dumb. I even did the nose plug reality check and it failed! I breathed through my nose but for some stupid ass reason I made up some reason in my head for why I was able to.

lol. then the dream continued from me giving up to go lucid to me and ellean watching tv and eating snacks (cookies to be exact). sigh.

also quick note: i watched a subliminal messages video right before i went back to sleep.. i think it helped, but im not sure.