lucid

Dream 1: Semi Lucid! Was in friends house and went outside realising something was not right. Then became lucid but was distracted by lights in the sky. These became Martian ships that came down. When they beamed me up they asked me to make their facebook page and so awed was I by this that I lost lucidity.

Dream2: Another Alien invasion, quite fast paced. Don't remember much.

Dreams in short bursts.

Dream 3: Very vivid dream of walking form a monastary up an exotic mountain. Interactions with DC's were realistic and rewarding. Scenery vivid and great. Quite a long hike. Then ended up transitioning to dublin for all of us to get cash out and sleep in a tent. Then back to exotic location were me an my wife picked up a violent goth gamer girl. I then went to an apartment and beat up a super hero.

I'm on Teraluna.
Yuya is teaching me about dream bubbles, or temporary dimensions like she calls them.
We've done this before, but this time she's telling me how to create a completely customized bubble, with my own rules at will.
She's explaining that using the 'natural bubble' we spawn in when we dream requires little to no energy, but it is also impossible to fully control.
We can definitely influence it to a great extend, but the control is limited.

Creating a custom bubble whilst in the dream plane requires a lot of energy, and it is fully customizable, but unfortunately they are very small and somewhat limited in features.
You can create a simple room, and apply some rules to this room, but you cannot create a beautiful outdoors environment for example.

The idea is quite basic, create a custom room and apply the rule "create gradually more powerful monsters attacking myself".
According to Yuya this is a rather high level training method, and quite effective.
Not only do you have to stay alive, but you also have to keep the dream bubble up, which requires a high degree of concentration.
Maintaining such concentration during a battle is very hard.

I don't understand how it works, but I somehow understand how to do it.
It's quite complex and requires delicate energy manipulation and a lot of willpower.
You have to fade into the new dimension at the same time you're creating it, it is a very weird and confusing experience.
My first few attempts are quite unstable, and the dream bubble breaks twice.
When it breaks I simply fall out from the spot I created it.
But then I get a feeling for it, and suddenly it seems very straightforward.

I am fighting waves of increasingly more powerful monsters, using my dragonic powers and my katana.
Even though the monsters are very realistic, there is no blood or anything.
When I slice through one, it simply fades away.

I'm trying to push myself to the limit, to see how powerful I truly am.
My own aura causes massive vibrations throughout my body, it feels great!
I move at an incredible speed, and the heat of my aura leaves burning trails behind me.
The dragon tattoo is fully grown and glowing in a bright blue.
Even though when I fully focus, time progresses so slovely I can time every one of my movements perfectly,
I still occasionally manage to move so quickly that my mind cannot keep up.
It's a fantastic experience.

I'm at my limit, I cannot keep up with the monsters anymore, at this point I'm just reacting instinctively to stay alive.
One scorpion like monster manages to pierce me with its tail.
It feels really cold for a split second, then the dimension disappears and I fall back to Teraluna.
I check my chest, I haven't hurt myself, this really is an amazing way to train!

... I'm now at Yuya's place.
I'm exhausted and we go to bed... I feel myself falling asleep very quickly...
I know this feeling from waking life. The numbness of my body, the heavy blanket feeling, the lightheadedness, I'm beginning to dream!

I am floating through darkness. I do not have a body, I am pure energy.
A scene starts to form around me.
The ground is volcanic, there are small crates everywhere and colorful plasma is streaming out of them.
There are a few lava streams as well.
I realize I cannot be on a planet. The horizon has no curvature and there is no atmosphere, I can see directly into space even though it is daytime.
Somehow this place feels oddly familiar.

I feel a presence behind myself and turn around, I am still floating in the air.
A white and blue dragon approaches me. He is very beautiful but also very fear inducing.
He has two pairs of insanely large Wings, and two tails with white blades on them.
He stops right in front of me, gazing into my eyes.
His voice is deep and so strong it is resonating in my body.

"You are Dragon!"

I am surprised by this statement, even though people call me Dragon all the time.
I always figured I was somehow using dragonic abilities, but I never considered being an actual dragon.

"I use the powers of a Dragon."
"No. You are Dragon. Always."
"You were born Dragon. Appearances are irrelevant. You are Dragon!"
"I am here because you need to know this."
"You are near the age of waking. When you do, your powers will fully awaken."

His presence is absolutely overwhelming, I feel that whatever question I would ask would be inappropriate.

"Thank you."
"Remember... you are Dragon... ALWAYS."
"Yes."

I wake up in my bed at home. I want to tell Yuya about this dream, but when I turn around I realize my mistake.
I am not on Teraluna, I am at home... I just woke up... stupid me.
I take some quick notes but then my eyes start to itch.
Rubbing my eyes, I walk to the bathroom to check in the mirror if I have something in them.

I am shocked when I see myself in the mirror. My eyes are glowing lightly... The same way Yuya's eyes do, the same way mine do when I look at myself in a mirror on Teraluna.
What is happening???
I am Dragon... always? Shit... this can't be!
I turn around to look at my back in the mirror, searching for the dragon tattoo which I know cannot be there.
But there it is...
It is not fully formed yet, my skin is bleeding in the spots where the dragon tattoo is in my dreams, and it is slowly being filled with color.
Holy shit... am I really a Dragon? Am I awakening?
I can't decide if I should be amazed or be worried about the consequences this would have on my future life.

But then I realize that I'm wrong.
Of course... I am still dreaming, holy shit!

I wake up again, this time for real.

A friend of mine has gotten into lucid dreaming about 2 months ago.
He's been lucid dreaming naturally before that, but only learned about induction recently.
Both his and my friends are very uncomfortable talking about dreams, so he and I talk about our dreams rather often.
He has texted me on msn before this dream, expressing that he wants to experience more "spiritual things".
Things like visiting unknown worlds and talking to "intelligent" DC's.

I'm home, programming on a project for school. Things are not going well, I'm getting all kinds of errors that don't make any sense.
I'm tired of this, I want to do something else. How awesome would it be if this was actually a dream and I could become lucid right now?
Then I inevitably realize that I have no idea how I got here, and that the code indeed makes no sense whatsoever.
I'll be damned, I am actually dreaming! sweet!

I remember the conversation I had with my friend before going to bed and decide that it would be awesome to try and visit his dreams, they are quite different from mine.
I summon my phoenix wings, search for his aura, and try to teleport to him.
The transition is not as smooth as usually, I nearly loose consciousness, but then the new scene finally appears.
The heat is strong, and I am blinded by the strong sunlight.

I investigate my surroundings. It appears that I'm at an outdoors marketplace. It is very crowded.
It reminds me of the Bazaar in Cairo, except it's completely outdoors.
They sell all kinds of items, pretty much anything you can think of, from food over household appliances to souvenirs.
I hear people speaking Arabic and English, I must be in an Arab country.

Seeing how busy everyone is is very pleasant, but I'm a bit overwhelmed by it.
It is very difficult to navigate the marketplace, it is way too crowded.
I realize that I'm getting distracted and search for my friends aura and approach it.
At first I doubt I'll be able to find him in this crowd, but his aura stands out, making it easy to track him.

The crowd clears up a bit, and I finally see him next to some shop selling handcrafted and painted household items, such as many beautiful plates.
He looks slightly different compared to waking life, but the differences are subtle.
As I approach him I notice that he seems focused on a woman browsing some clothes a few meters away from him.
I get a feeling of what he's doing. He's attracted to the woman, and he's trying to put the thought of being interested in him in her head.
He's obviously lucid.
I've done this before... I can tell quite clearly what he's doing.

Should I intervene? I don't want to interrupt his lucid.
Err, what am I doing, he said he wanted to experience new things.
I sit on a desk belonging to the shop, right next to my friend, the woman is already approaching him.

"No wonder you aren't experiencing anything overwhelming my friend, you're being distracted by women all the time."

He turns around and looks at me very surprised. He looses focus on the woman and she goes back to browsing clothes.

"I don't blame you, some women are just irresistible."
"No kidding..."
"You're Hyu right?"
"Yep, you even used my nickname, how come?"
"I don't know, you told me you're called Hyu in your dreams."
"True..."
"Fuck... this is really you isn't it?"
"Yes, I can't prove it though"
"Well, I suppose that doesn't really matter. Tell me about dreams! How to go past the limit of my imagination, how to meet dc's that seem sentient! Tell me!"

I think for a few seconds, about many things, about what to say to him, and then I suddenly know exactly what to do.
I grab a spoon from the shop we're at and hold it in front of me.

"You've seen the matrix, right?"

I start bending the spoon around with my mind.

"Yes! The spoon doesn't exist!"
"Why?"
"Huh? What do you mean?"
"Why does the spoon not exist?"
"Because it's not real. It's a projection of my mind, and because everything in my dreams is, I can control everything!"
"Right... so... how do you define reality?"
"Err... well, some time ago I would have said that whatever I can grasp with all of my senses is real, but nowadays..."
"... uuuuh man, this is hard... I'll go with everything that directly affects my waking life."

I'm positively surprised that he's thinking past his senses, but I'm not quite satisfied with his conclusion.

"So, everything you experience in waking life is real, because it directly affects you?"
"Do you agree that every action you take in waking life will change your future, the outcome of your life, regardless of how benign it seems?"

He thinks a bit.

"Yes, any action has an infinite amount of consequences, it's the butterfly effect."
"Very good! Now, tell me friend, when you look at this spoon, when you touch it, when you bend it, does this not affect your waking life?"
"No?"
"Does your brain not save the sensation and experience of holding this spoon? Does it not form neural pathways to remember this information?"
"Aren't many of your decisions in waking life based upon the past experiences you can access in your memories?"
"Can you really in good conscience tell me that this spoon is not real?"
"Sure, the experience of holding this spoon is very benign, but what about exploring your inner self, the experience of letting your creative mind run wild, do these things not affect your waking life?"
"Fuck..."

I'm pretty sure he gets it, and I feel surprisingly wise telling him all of this.

"Telling yourself that the spoon is not real is a fantastic way to improve your dream control."
"But if you really want to explore the unknown and go beyond your imagination..."
"... If you want your dreams to affect you, you have to understand that they can do so."
"And you've stated yourself that every experience will ultimately affect you."

"I see... that does make sense, and I feel like this will help me, but how do I create a sentient DC?"
"Don't you see the contradiction? Creating something sentient? I think that is your problem."
"You think that everything right now is an illusion created by your own mind."
"Tell me, what are you basing this assumption on?"
"I... well... Yeah, I have no fucking clue."

"Now, I'm not telling you this spoon is not a creation of your mind, but if you want this world to affect you, to overwhelm you, you have to understand that it actually can!"
"And if you want to meet a sentient DC, you have to understand that they may actually exist."
"Yes, I understand."

He takes the spoon from my hand and looks at it closely.

"The spoon is real!"

We had a discussion about this today, and I told him the same things in waking life, which ended in a discussion about
how our brains are awareness factories, and what it does whilst awake and asleep.
He feels that thinking everything is an illusion and nothing affects him (which he did) was indeed holding him back.

Dream Journal #19, May 21st 2011.

Well, slept like at 3 am last night so of course I don’t really remember any dreams. Just one dream fragment though. I remember dreaming about lucid dreaming lol I was at a party, steven was there. They were doing some other thing, and then they saw me looking at lucid dream stuff. That’s all I remember. Going to WBTB now, I shall become lucid

edit: after WBTB

had a lucid, but the dream was very unstable, because there was just too much external noise coming from outside my house and inside my house, sigh.

the lucid started out as me walking in my school towards my friends. the environment and surroundings were very vivid, and they were also very familiar. i dream about school often. it didn’t take anything for me to become lucid- i knew i was lucid as soon as i saw everything. the dream faded as i became lucid, i let it fade. the dreamscape changed, but i was still lucid. i started to see the ceiling of my room, with the fan. first thing i did was rub my hands to stabilize the dream. it didn’t work… the dream started to fade again. it’s like the more i rubbed the more it faded. i awoke to little girls screaming like hell outside playing and a lawn mower. ugh. i tried to deild but it didnt work, so i got up and closed the window.

what was odd however was that i remembered a nonlucid dream in a lucid dream! something i did in the lucid dream (i forgot) triggered a memory, from before the WBTB same night. here’s the nonlucid:

I was living in my current house and i took my bike. I rode and i rode until i got to my neighbors house (this neighbor should have lived right next to me… but for some reason he was a block away now). I see that they trust me and my family a lot, but I go into their garage and steal a bunch of drinks. I bring them back to my house and tell my parents I got free drinks lol. After a while of doing this (like 3 times), John, my neighbor, comes over. He knows about me stealing the drinks and he tells my dad, I hear all this from the backyard eavesdropping. I get nervous, but I eventually just go up to John and say I’m sorry… I’ve had a history of stealing things in my past and its hard to overcome. lol. The dream ends there I believe.

Short Lucid

I was walking into my garage and things seemed unstable and I had an uneasy feeling and just didn't like it at all. I really really wanted to escape somehow, to get rid of the horrible feeling I was having. Then I realized I was dreaming and was glad it was just a dream. I was thinking about how good I was getting at lucid dreaming because everything was very stable now and I wasn't getting overexcited because I was sort of used to it. I thought about what I should do, and contemplated flying and stuff but decided not to. I walked outside of the garage into the sunlight and saw some kid standing on the side of the driveway. I don't really know what got into me, but I went over to him and said "Have sex with me." and he just said "okay." I don't think we actually did it and I don't know what happened after that..

Swings

I was in my neighborhood walking around and really wanted to go swinging. I came to a house that looked like you could cut right through the yard and get to the park with the swings, so I walked in back and saw a lady staring at me. I didn't want to look like I was intruding so I just kept walking and walking through more and more yards until finally the park came into view. There was a small swing set with some small, boring swings on it and beyond that were tons more swings, so I kept on walking until I got to the main part of the park, which turned into a neighborhood type thing, and it was completely filled with swings. But every single swing was filled up, so I kept on walking and looking for somewhere to swing. Apparently it was a new hobby for everyone, kids, adults, and even elders, to go swinging. People would stay overnight in these small house type places and try to get up early or reserve a place to swing. I think I actually stayed in one for the night, and eventually found a swing.

I got a lot of sleep and had many dreams this night. I didn't write them down so here's my best attempt at recall.

fragment
There was a dream here before the lucids. No detail other than I remember waking up from it and then into the lucids.

Black and White Lucid
Method DILD (?)
Lucidity C
Vividness C
Control C
I don't remember much about this one. I mostly remember that my vision was black and white and this was disappointing. I remember trying to look at my hands but I couldn't move them. When I woke up, I was determined to have another lucid of higher quality.

Questions Answered in Lucid
Method DILD (spontaneous)
Lucidity B
Vividness B
Control C
I don't recall how I became lucid. I am in a luxurious house. I am looking through a sliding glass door to the pool area. In and around the pool, a bunch of attractive people, mostly blonde chicks in bikinis. I look at my hands for stability. My body is a bit stiff and I have some awareness of my paralyzed physical body. I try to let go of that and just focus on being in the dreaming. I notice that the dream is in full color and that it fills me whole field of vision like an IMAX movie. This makes me more confident. I phase through the glass door and enter the pool area.

I think a few other things happen at this point. I don't recall. I feel like I fly away from the scene to find something and then came back. When I come back, there are four people left at the pool, all blondes in white bikinis. I walk back into the house and they follow me. Inside is the living room with windows facing front and back and the sliding glass door to the pool to the side. There are a few couches around a coffee table. I stand in the middle of the room and the chicks arrange themselves on the couches or standing next to me.

I recall the talk by Robert Waggoner from the DV video post and recall his advice to ask the DC to explain the symbols. So I look at one of the girls and ask "could you explain the symbolism here?" She replies willingly, not rude but as if it's obvious. She looks at the front windows, which are covered with drapes and says "you have a tentative father". Then she directs her attention to the back windows, also covered with drapes, "... and a tentative mother." Then she looks at the couches which have plush stuffed cushions and pillows. She says "The couch cushions show your attraction to large breasts". I think she said a few other things that I don't remember. Even though what she said was a bit nonsensical, it was and interesting interaction with a DC.

Then I have an orgy with the four girls. Not much to say about that.

fragment
I think this dream was about Brian? No recall besides that.

Gas Station
I am at a gas station with my friend B. My car is having problems and I am trying to fix it. I have the hood up. Also, I seem to have a convertible and the top is down. I put the gas nozzle into several holes in the car, hoping that adding gas somewhere will somehow solve the problem. When I squeeze the nozzle, liquid sprays from another part of the car. I eventually realized that this means the car is full and adding more just causes overflow. B suggests that I start the car so I can see if the gas gauge shows it's full. I am a bit afraid that it will cause an explosion because of all the gas that has spilled. I start the car and it shows the gas is full.

I was following a guy into Spencer mansion, knowing that there where no zombies in it and that it was made into a living place. I went to a familliar area. The area I wond up in had a door on the north wall on the left hand side. On the right wall there where two doors, the left no doors and to the south a hall way. The walls where a paleish green. The person I was following dissapeared and I got scared. I ran through the mansion trying to find him. I worried that since I was scared of that place zombies would show up outa fear. I spun around with my eyes closed, rubbing my hands and tried to teleport. I got stuck in the void. The dream ended.

I was in a dark area with a dark floor. There was a pond filled with blue water to my left. I went to the blue pond and tried to bend the water into a sword. I lifted the water up a bit but had horrible control of it. I kept trying. I felt the dream become unstable, so I rubbed my hands together and the dream became clearer. I gave up on the water and chose to teleport somwhere. I closed my eyes and spun while rubbing my hands, but I got stuck in the void. The dream ended.

First dream (fragment)
I am outside. It is evening. The car is standing at the side of the road with all doors open. i walk towards the car and out of nowhere this strange orange cat starts to come towards me. i try to pet it but it kinda attacks me.
the dream skips a little bit. 2 girls i know (but not a lot) comes towards me in big fancy dresses and gets into the car. i get into the backseat and suddenly i realise "well shouldnt i be driving?" and i get into the front seat.

Second dream (fragment ish)
i am in this big bus or classroom (it changes between those two). I remember something about writing on the drapes and there is something that reminds me of cake. apperently i had 2 big slices of cake in my backpack 0_o. One of them was chocolate !

Third dream:
i am in this big grey city where the tall buildings is smoldering apart (kinda like in inception). after the buildings had collaps me and my mates had to clean up the city. while we were doing this an annoying waiter from a nearby resturent came and wanted us to eat at this table in the middle of nowhere. just a table with 5 chairs and some plates on it. I was the last one to give in but we were 6 people and there was only those 5 chairs.. so i left them..

Fourth (fragment):
we are in the classroom, watching old movies with my teacher

Last dream (WILD LD):
i see this window on my wall - and i know it isnt there IRL so i do an reality check --> i become lucid:
I sit up in my bed and look around, trying to get a feel of it. As soon as everything was clear as glass i wanted to try the "finger through palm" thing and had a lot of fun with that and even made the dream a lot more vivid. I had a feeling i had to pee so i went to the bathroom. on the way over there i looked out another window there isnt there normally either where i saw this beautiful horizon with a purple touch to it. i went to the bathroom and thought "HEY! what if my pee was like a rainbow ?!"... so.. i was standing there.. peeing rainbows..
After the pee rainbows i went down stairs...
i woke up. might be the morning light comming through to me. (it was like 10 AM)

Well, although I said that my last lucid was a REAL lucid, I'm looking over it and I think it was only a semi lucid.

I was in a strange world and me and my friends were battling a dragon of some sort. I threw a fireball at him and then realized I had never played anything like this. I became lucid. I rubbed my hands together and the landscape changed. It became a parking lot that I vaugely remember from somewhere else. I saw a few DCs around. For a minute I just looked around, IT WAS SO VIVID! I laughed and plugged my nose. I could breathe through it! I then tried to fly. I didn't but instead jumped really high over and over. I walked up to a DC and told him that he was a Yoshi, the first thing that came to mind. He just shrugged and turned into one. He tried to eat me though, so I turned him back. Then one of the people from my school jumped up to me and said that this was his dream. We decided to battle for control of it. I rubbed my hands and jumped. For a while we just jumped and tried to throw fireballs at each other. I landed and started up a kamehameha. Just as I let it go the dream ended.

I remember having a false awakening in there somewhere, but I don't remember exactly where.

Non-lucid, Lucid, [Commentary made while awake]

I'm in a long, rectangular yard with a lawn, behind a building. I find myself flying backward over the grass. Recognizing the familiar dream occurrence, I mentally grab hold of the situation and wrench my movement into my conscious control. First, I start to fly forward, and then I just land and start walking across the grass toward the building, just because I'll have better and more reliable control that way. As I walk, I say something along the lines of, “If it gets me there faster, I'll just walk.”

Inside the building, I walk through several rooms until I find one that contains a table and a bunch of people. [I think they were people I know in real life, but I'm not sure who.] We all sit down around the round table and have a meeting. [I don't remember now what we talked about, but we were all talking about something.] During the meeting, I focus on staying in the present moment, paying attention to it, because I want the dream to go on for as long as possible. It works, for a bit, but then I start thinking, I wonder how much REM time I have left? I don't want to wake up. Of course, the dream starts to collapse and I find myself waking up shortly after thinking about that.

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Side notes:

I achieved this MILD by focusing intently on my feelings of intention and desire to have a lucid dream, mostly without thinking in words, and for a sustained period of several minutes. When I did think in words, they were, Lucid dreaming is easy. Everyone can do it, even me. I had this dream after several nights in a row without any dream recall at all, which made those feelings of intention and desire particularly intense and easy to focus on.

Dream Journal #18, May 20th, 2011.

First and only vivid dream I remember is playing some weird game on 2 giant blown up jumpers. Like these jumpers were HUGE. lol. Actually before that, me ralph and paolo were playing poker on a jumper as well I think.. and paolo kept saying “Dang justin stop trippin out!” because I was high or something, not sure. Felt more like sleepy lol. After poker, it was like 2v2 dodgeball kind of, on these two giant jumpers. I’m not sure how the game worked lol. Then Mr.Ma kicked us out because it wasn’t lunch and we couldnt play on the jumpers (had to go on basketball court). When we got off, everybody who was playing dodgeball had a dog for some reason… and they were all aggressive af. Not aggressive aggressive, but like they always nipped on you and they were all slobbery and eww. So I washed up and went home. Then my dad offered to take me driving before we went to adys birthday. So we had to walk like a few distance to our car because he said he had to pump it? Idk. Then my alarm woke me up.

After WBTB:

I became lucid, but it was really short I blame it on myself mostly.

It starts out with me pushing a shopping cart in a parking lot. I found the whole experience to just be really weird and unordinary. I stopped, asked myself, …wait, am I dreaming? How did I get here? I then became lucid. I froze and took in my surroundings a bit, just to clear up the dream. But I got distracted by a really hot lady. I walked over and grabbed her and slowly started to make out with her because I couldn’t just let her pass by without doing anything. This was my big mistake lol. The dream faded right before my eyes before I could even think about stabilizing the dream. I found myself awoken in my bed, apathetic, and I tried to DEILD back. It didn’t really work… I think. That, or I just fell asleep.

Also something to consider… my alarm woke me up in the middle of a very vivid dream. Most likely REM. So maybe my REM cycle had something to do with it, because I knew that the dream I was having before I woke up was already pretty long (at least in dream sense). Maybe the REM cycle just ended and I went back into stage 2.

Either way, I’m kind of disappointed. Happy I got lucid, but disappointed it didn’t last long

After a couple of days of crappy recall, I had a LD today:

I'm chatting with some friends via Skype, planning on play some online game. One of them called me via phone and said something I couldn't understand (except a part like "We won't play anithing today"). So I go to the living room to read some DJs in the laptop. A guy called Lou has a very detailed and long entry, so I keep reading. I scroll down and there's something like this:



Oh, It's true! A voice says "remember to stabilize, remember to stabilize". This time, I Did the nose plug RC and stabilized the dream before hearing that voice, but It's great to have someone to tell me what to do if I forget the essential first steps (maybe he/she is my guide and doesn't want to reveal itself yet). Anyway, let's go on. I decide to look for my DG. I shout " I wanna go where my DG is". All becomes black.

I'm in a dark, labyrinth-like village. A tiny black guy asks me to follow him. He takes me to my dad's room. My dad says to me something about the canoes, and He is quite annoying , so I leave the room. I ask to myself "I'm not lucid, Am I? I went to the street and did some RCs (nose plug and and the other with the mouth). It is pretty funny, so I keep doing It a while. I'm going back home, when all starts vanishing...

Alright, so at first it started out like a normal dream. Then it went to this one dream that got really odd.

Lucid Semi Lucid

There was darkness and I felt my body going num from the SP. I woke up in my bed running down the hallway still feeling the effects of SP and my body locking up. I see my mom walking and immediately followed her and went into the living room yelling "The marines or the army won't help with this!" I felt like I was in a straightjacket then my body unlocked. I immediately felt the fire place saying "My senses should be working" I was almost convinced at this point that I was dreaming. I asked my mom if I was dreaming...of course she said "No" I just looked at the hallway and said "What I did wasn't possible.." She wanted me to make her coffee.

I went into the kitchen to make some coffee and I was shaking for some reason still thinking about the dream. I finally decided to do a reality check.. I pinched my noise and tried to breath out and I did so I knew for sure I was dreaming. Then my hand got stuck on my noise and I couldn't hardly breath out of my noise. I was thinking about my waking body for a second and almost lost the dream but then I focused back on the dream. I said to myself "Better find something to do before I wake up.." I quickly ran out of my house found a girl and said "When I turn around you will be my girlfriend.." Then I was like..whatever and just made out with her and stuck and the dream ends.

Well i've sleeped and then i woke up at my room again ...

the Dreams i had was Lucid and mixed with vividness .

it was my brother and dad and mom wanted something
then they went out of my room and i saw like 10 dishes at my room with food? i was like hmm?
from where? then i tried cleaning it fast cus if my bro see's he will bla bla for sure.. i didnt did nothing i just took one or two and put them somewhere fast fast and then all dissapear .. then i said to my bro ok go out of room i must go in work in -6 mins =D
he slapt me and i woke up but still in proccession of LD

it was like that i wasnt sure i am LD in this moment and when i LD my brain feels different i dont know how to explain . so i tried to open my eyes and couldnt , then i sleeped and joined other dream.

then it was again on my room and it was something like porn video at my screen and i woke up after 1 min looking it lol.
but still in proccesion of ld.

i LD being outside with my mom and some other friends of her or something
and we going with train somewhere
but the weird thing was im in germany and i cant move with train to cyprus
so it did moved me to my old scohol i saw it
but the more weird was i was driving without vehicle
i dont know how is this possible
but i was running maybe
but i was standing in train..
then in some moment the friend of mom left and runned faster at the jogging street
and i stopped runing
and tried to fly
..
couldn't
so i said mm enough my brain is dead today ;D
i woke up and write this down