non-lucid

I was sitting around with some friends, the place was strange, reminded me of a huge boardgame but we were all sitting around and talking. I barely remember the conversation, except that at the time it seemed fairly real. It's not very often I can just carry on a conversation in a dream and some of it make sense. Although, I don't remember what was said, I know I said something about how I feel when I listen to music. Then a couple of dream scenes later, I'm standing next to this radio and a new Puscifer song comes on, I assumed it was new, I had never heard it. It sounded pretty crazy, but I got into it and started to dance. That's when Maynard showed up, he saw me dancing and smiled at me. Then he came up to me and started doing this weird grind move on my leg. I joked about it later with him, something about not expecting him to come up and hump my leg.

Gahh, I know I have a slight obsession with Maynard, though, I'd prefer to use the word "fascination." I'm not screaming to fuck him or anything, I just would probably have a heart attack if I could just smoke a joint with this man. Anyway, I don't understand why he's been appearing in my dreams lately, not that I'm complaining, it's just I haven't really been listening to much of anything MJK lately. It's strange how our subconscious brings these images up, if only I had done a mantra last night. Oh well. I'm a happy dreamer lately.

August 7, 2011

Fragment:

I just completed Mother 3 in real life so this fragment is not that odd.

I simply was playing the game and a Mr. Saturn was willing to let me travel on his head back to the main part of the game. The town was surrounded by water which let it make sense in the dream though on the real game you can only travel by air.

Dream:

I was in an army like area for reasons that I do not even know. (More like a paintball army but there was a little gang) Someone wanted to caught me and the army guys told me that he who happen to also be the leader is coming to the building right now. I ran outside and was able to dodge the leader.

I knew that the car that I came in with was locked somehow. The leader send his guys after me which one of them is VERY fast. I was doom...

I somehow was able to reset the scene (This is not the first time I use dream control without being lucid) and this time summon a bike. I when between a forest and a fence. I travel back to my Grandmother house and rode down the porch steps into the back yard. It was night and I notice it was a dream.

[lucid]

I jump up to the air and start looking for the moon. A square of hay start barking at me with a cartoon dog face. I try to kick it but my foot couldn't touch it for some reason. I flew back up in the air and I start seeing an image of dieing fish like you may see at a fish market. Such an image do not scare me...They just fish...I love to eat fish personally.

I try spinning, I try wishing them away and I even try blinking. Nothing I do works. I summon a rabid dog to kill me and wake me up.

Went to bed 12
Goals: Detailed Recall
4:55 Walkin up to a small schoolbus and following this one dude for no reason, we are in the bus lot from my elem school, i follow the dude and someone else and we line up outside the bus, more people line up behind me and in the dream i notice it llooks like too many people. We start to get on the bus and im trying to find a seat. I rem the dude i followed to the bus walked to the back of the bus and the driver fixed the seats up there so that two people faced two more people.

These seats filled up though, i rem michale p calls me, i turn around and he has a seat saved for me, i go sit down. For some reason i cant use this seat though and move a few seats behind him, i rem him noticing me sitting back there and i hope in dream he doesnt think its anything personal. The bus takes off, i rem seeing a huge swimming pool out the window to my right, it was dark blue and rectangular shaped, it looked like some kind of wave pool or something.

*Flash of being out in the garage talking to my parents, i rem asking them about the class i want to drop in waking life, explaining that i can take it my last semester, the question is soo accurate to waking life, my parents reactions are pretty nonexistant

6:47 Just flash of going to the cardstore with alexis

8:13 Had a dream that my bros friend was visiting and was bringing a lot of pets. He shows up, they start coming in through the garage and its really dark outside, First a bunch of really small animals star running into the room, when this happens i know my bros here and say jokingly bless their heart. Next an orange and white cat runs in, it runs up to me, sees me, and then turns around heading back in the other direction, my bro catches it as he comes in, but struggles really hard to get it under control, he finally picks it up from underneath a table and then hands it to me.

I start walking into the kitchen with it to give it some food. I set it down and notice it is wearing a blue and black beanie, When im getting its food the cat latches onto my head with its claws, i rem it being pretty painful for a dream. LAst i rem is feeding my dog indoors, and that cat is eating some of the food too.

07.08.2011

Welcome to DreamJournal 2.6 (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream Fragment.

I was in a house, I'm not sure where it was though. I specifically remember looking at the two giant TV's because I wasn't sure which one I wanted to connect the X-box 360 into. I was moving around this one giant TV with ease and then a person walked in and told me something(I'm not sure what).

I was in Net.Axs' old spot with Donnie. We were discussing business. He was showing me the business plan (Cale style). A foreigner overheard and asked for details. He signed contract as a partner. I felt a bit envious.

HoC's Dream

I was in a futuristic city, it was very dark, but there was a lot of lights, and it was all a bit shiny. There was people who looked like they should be characters in the Halo franchise or something. They were dying, but it was unknown what was causing the deaths.
--I've forgotten a bit--
I was with some friends and the girl who's been in some of my other dreams, we were in the middle of a road in the same city, it looked like it had been raining, there was a floating oval shape made out of metal, it looked old, there was metal tentacle like things underneath it. I think it was killing people, but I'm not sure. I got it's attention and it turned around, on the front of it there were two giant holes that had a bright light coming from inside, and the tentacles were similar, but one of them looked like it had a camera on it. I said something to it and it became less hostile and said something to me in a female voice, but I can't remember what it said.

There's a fragment of me being on a bus with the girl from some other dreams. There was other people, nobody that I recognised though. It was too bright to see out of the windows.

There's another fragment of people saying happy birthday to me on facebook.

In another dream I had I was organising something to do with me meeting my friends and something about a party, but nobody showed up because people got things wrong, or they had other plans. For example, one of my friends got the wrong location, and ended up far away; And another friend somehow ended up camping.

07-08-11 I am going to sleep on a sofa, M is next to me she is happy cuddling up.
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I was in Brighton, and I was getting back home. I ended up forgetting my shoes and an envelope with cash.

I was running around in my slippers most of the time.

I end up being in a bar and I get my cash back, because one of my friends had stolen it off the window shelf. However when he realized it was mine he had given it to one of my friends for him to hand it over to me.

I walk over and speak with RB and ask him why he had taken the money in the first place, when he knew it was lying next to MY window.

He explained that he had just found some money lying around, and hadn't really paid attention to where it was. I concede that I may have just picked up the money as well.

I count it, the cash is weird, it is Euroes, but the paper is very thin. There is less than I remember but I don't suspect he has stolen any.
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The start of this dream is kind of a blur, but I remember being in school, and getting into trouble about something. The next thing I remember (although, I know things happened between them, but I just can't remember -__-) I'm walking down a pathway with my mother and sister. My mother is looking for a house where she needed to go because of that thing I got into trouble for at school (can't remember what it was :/). After a bit of walking, we saw the house around 200 m in front of us. (This was at night by the way).
We saw groups of people wearing dark clothes enter the house, and it seeemed like there was a party happening inside. I immediately felt a chill, like something was wrong with the house. My sister seemed to feel it too, but my mum kept on approaching the house. Me and my sister screamed for her to not go, and tried to keep her back, but she forced her way past us and ran to the house. We followed. My sister and I rushed to my mum, who was standing in front of a gate to the left of the main entrance. (This was within the actual front yard of the house). When I approached the door to see what was behind the gate, hands suddenly rushed from within the gate (i didnt see any other body part) and one of them grabbed me. I didn't know what was happening with my mum and sister, but the person holding my hand (i only saw his/her hand) said, as I tried to run away, "One by One, we'll get to you" or something like that in an evil tone.
The dream then fast forwards to me sitting in my parent's bedroom, with my mother and sister standing in front of me in dark robes, and shiny jewellery around their necks. I realised that my mother was wearing a necklace around her neck with the christian cross on it (we are not christian), and i felt an evil vibe from them. My sister was wearing somewhat revealing dark gothic clothes and also had shiny jewellery around her necks. I don't remember if she had a cross around her neck, though.

The dream (still continuing) then fast forwards to me, my younger sister (the same one from earlier in the dream - shes older than me but the younger of my two sisters), my mother and my eldest sister's fionce in an old car. My sisters fionce was driving the car. It was rainy and dark (at night). We drove (i didnt know to where) on and on, until my sisters fionce suddenly swerved to the right for an unknown reason, and drove off a cliff into a rocky floor below. We all got up safely and scared, and saw some builders working on building some stone pillars of some sort. Something I don't remember well happened, and then one of the builders said (referring to my sisters fionce) "Haha at least he won't be heere for long". The dream (still going on and continuing) then fast forwards to me sitting on a table and chair in front of the creepy house. This time its daylight, and I'm not afraid. I'm sitting at a table with a friend of mine. He smiles, and I wake up.

Evolventity's Dream

August 06, 2011

(Lucid Dream, Fragment) | Fell asleep by 3:30AM, fully woke up at 1:20PM.
I somehow realize I'm dreaming inside of my apartment. I continue floating in mid air, body parallel to Earth, towards the front of the apt. I plan to go outside. I think I'm headed towards the Chichen-Itza Mayan Pyarmid. I try to go through the kitchen window, knowing I can go through structures because I'm dreaming, but my small doubt deep within me makes me stop just before the window. I float towards the door instead. Can't recall anything afterwards.

(Regular Dream)
I'm speed walking down my neighborhood street. There are a couple other pedestrians speed walking too, we mutually compete a little. I stopped race walking and am walking normal. I see a group of guys ahead of me. I cross the street to avoid them. When i'm at their distance, I walk back over to talk. They take me to the ground. I can't do much; 1 to 3. I tell them "Not what this is!" Meaning they've mistaken me for doing something wrong. A tan truck pulls up near us, on my right, and the older man driving it steps out with a shotgun. He doesn't say anything when as they know to let me go. I'm suppose to get in the truck to go with him. when I approach the passenger side of the truck, the man is back in the drivers seat, and as I enter the truck I see one of the guys in the group holding a black pistol towards me. I quickly duck down, get out, open the door of the back of the truck, hop in, lay down, and we drive away, with the doors still open. We're headed in the opposite direction I was walking; back to my apartment complex. I'm now in the front seat of the truck and tell him to turn into the parking lot, unsure of whether he actually will, and he does. It is night time. I walk through the apartment complex and meet my Mom near the laundry mat. She was using a bike. She hasn't been sleeping at the apartment with J* and I. I hug and and pout/cry. I place a jar of peanut butter in a cupboard near the laundry mat and tell her we will grab it on the way when walking around the building and to our apartment.

(Regular Dream)
Our old apartment manager, E*, is walking back to her apartment. It is night time. She and her children were swimming in the pool. I'm outside the door of the pool area when she walks away, to her apartment, and asks me to bring her children. I walk into the pool area and want the children to come. We walk a couple yards away and I can't find the youngest little girl. I ask an older brother where she is and she appears behind me. I finally find the apartment and see our new managers cat, Trigger, walking inside. It is an apartment next to the one my sister Angela used to rent on the left side of the complex.
(Regular Dream)
I'm still in the apartment complex at night time. J* and I are assisting E* by helping a woman in an upstairs apartment in a building near the pool. We are recording her weight to determine her weight loss progress. She was 300 pounds but is now in her 200's after loosing 45 pounds in the week. I was on top of her bunk bed and moving around behind her, she tells me to stop. I move over and come down. There are clothes all over another bed next to the bunk bed. The lady is sleeping on the top bunk. J* is reorganizing the clothes. I thought to myself how much work it was to be an apartment manager; they do more than what I expected, considering the help she gives this woman. I see small acrylic paintings placed on the wall and ask who made them. The lady is not listening of course. J* looks and likes them too.

(Regular Dream)
I'm inside of a 7-11, with a gas station. I have a cup of soda on the counter in front of the clerk. I'd like to buy it for free and it is half empty. (I say half empty because I kept sipping the other half.) She becomes frustrated because I want it for free and picks up a phone. About 20 seconds later I realize she's calling her supervisor and wants to put me in trouble. I take the soda and walk outside, squeezing the soda until it's gone. I sit in the car and my mom is gone, but I see her walking back. I signal her to hurry, I don't want the cops to show up before we leave. We drive forward. We pass a ambulance-looking vehicle with flashing lights. I notice the ground has turned to pebbles and is rocky. I look back and see the ambulance vehicle is now a car, falling down a steep hill. I exit the car and watch. It swoops down 2 times and falls into a body of water upside down. A woman opens the door and comes out. I ask her if she's alright and she is. I appear at the base of the hill standing in the road with her and my mom. She asks us for directions, to a campsite, a lake, and a cabin. I see a familiar narrow bridge near my favorite campsite; were in Emigrant Gap Forest. She shows us a map of where we are on her iPhone as I'm thinking of directions to give her.

I was on the bus going to my boxing gym which I don't usually do. When I got off I met some guy who was going there to (nothing was clear in this dream) and when I got in the gym looked weird instead of it being in West Ham it was in East Ham, it still looked the same on the inside though except the ring was on the left and right.

I was helping the guy I met on the bus when he just got rude to me for no reason. I was helping him put on his headguard.

[This is a catch-up post. These dreams are from the night of July 23-24, 2011.]

Awake, Non-lucid, [Commentary made while awake]

I'm in [what I believe to be] the real-life hotel lobby where the hotel scenes from Inception were filmed. I'm appreciating how special it is to be here, in one of the filming locations for my favorite movie. [But totally failing to make the associative leap to the fact that I'm actually in a dream, myself. ] I even see Leonardo DiCaprio walk past. [*LOL* I fail at recognizing dreams...] I know that this building is located on the campus of a local private university. I look through a window and see a sign above the entrance to another building. The sign reads “(Some last name) Library.”

I proceed through the interior of the building I'm in to the entrance of somebody’s dorm. The dorm is themed to resemble ancient Barcelona, Spain. In the dining area, I meet up with a group of my friends from real life, including SS and SH [who I know from completely different social groups and who don't even know each other in real life, by the way]. They're all sitting at a table, eating, and I sit down and join them. It's a Mimi's Cafe table. Several of my friends order my favorite chicken and pasta dish, the one I always order when I'm at Mimi's. Sean has to leave the meal early because he has other plans, so I get to eat his chicken. (I've just sat down, so I haven't had a chance to order my own meal.) Our conversation over dinner is being filmed for TV, and we all know it. We all get separate checks at the end of the meal.

I wake up in my current room to light coming from under my sleep mask. I'm still sleepy, and I don't want to get up, but I get up in order to check the time. I check my watch, my cell phone, and my desk phone [from work], which is on my dresser. They all show the same time: it's 10:39 AM, which means I'm late for my pre-church-service choir practice. I think, It can't be that late already!, but I reason that if all three timepieces agree, then it must actually be that late. When I checked my cell phone, I saw the numbers in the hour field counting up from 2 to 10 at a rate of about 1 number per half-second, but now I rationalize this observation: It must only update the display to the current time when you pick it up and look at it.

I go out of my house, still wearing the clothes I was wearing on Friday. [I had this dream on a Saturday night/early Sunday morning, and I was wearing the outfit I actually had been wearing on the Friday immediately before in real life.] I'm going outside to take out the trash. “Outside” turns out to be a narrow parking lot that surrounds a shopping center. A mother calls to her daughter, Johana. I think, That's a pretty name.

I find a trash can at the outer edge , and empty my trash can into it. I catch a cold container of french fries as they fall from my trash can, and eat them, because I'm still running late for choir practice and don't have time for breakfast. I walk back home through one of the stores in the shopping center, past racks of CD and DVD cases.

...And then I woke up for real, and was pretty embarrassed. I realized that, indeed, it couldn't be that late in the morning already. If it had actually been time to get up, I would have heard the alarm on my cell phone go off, and I hadn't heard it yet.

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Side notes:

This was my first false awakening in my new room, at my new house. It was totally convincing, especially given the fact that I really am usually a few minutes late for a lot of things. The way I totally failed to catch it, even though my phone from my desk at work was in my room at home and the numbers on my cell phone were changing, just goes to show how strong our tendency to rationalize things is. However, on a more positive note, I had this highly convincing false awakening in my new room only two weeks after I had moved into it. I think this bodes well for my mental and emotional state. It may well mean that my unconscious mind has accepted the new room as the place where I'm supposed to be when I wake up, which is great.

Animus's Dream

1) I'm a soldier in a shadowy group. I work with a partner on missions. This was a long, and semi-lucid dream, but I did not take good enough notes soon enough.

2) ... Penguins maybe?

1) I'm a soldier in a shadowy group. I work with a partner on missions. This was a long, and semi-lucid dream, but I did not take good enough notes soon enough.

2) ... Penguins maybe?

I've been having incredible dreams lately. Too many details. To sum up last night's dream, which I swear lasted forever, even when I'd wake up. Tried MILD, but the dream was just too interesting. I was traveling a lot, I remember an angry juggalo. I was staying at several hotels with a group of people participating in some sort of contest tour. I spoke with Maynard at the beginning of the dream but I barely remember it. Seem to be having more dreams of him lately. There was a crazy looking snake that had hair on it's head, looked like a snake rockstar. Towards the end of the dream my friend A and I were gathering these pictures for something, they were all the same. Then she kept handing me these tops that had layers underneath. I kept taking out the bottom layers and I planned on keeping them. Then I realized I didn't need them and apologized. I don't know how my dreams have been so vivid lately, I don't know what I've been doing different except using mantras. It's pretty cool though. I love having interesting dreams, great escapes from reality.

Dream
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I'm a becoming a sophmore when school starts in two weeks. At the moment half my school is being rebuilt and each building has 3 stories, and their also going to add new things to the new class rooms because our school is over 75 years old and this is the first time their ever rebuilding it.

I was in the car with my mom and she was driving me to school, as I was passing the school to go around the side to get into the drop off area, I saw all the rebuilding they were doing and it looked really cool. So my mom dropped me off I walked up to a building that I never saw before and it was already in use. As I open the door instead of being on the first floor of this building I somehow ended up on the third floor. I walked down the hall, I enter this room that had alot of washers and dryers and a couple of women in there so I ask what there doing after a min or two one finally answers me washing cloths for volunteer hours. I was like "oh cool could i help becuase i need volunteer hours" so after deliberating for a little they finally said yes I could so I washed some clothes for what felt like 5 mins. Then one of the ladies was like you come with my so I just dropped what i was doing and followed her. We went down the hallway and this tv was in the wall, this tv is touch screen, then I see a guy walking with a touch pad thing and he was controling what was on the tv screen. As we go down some 10 ft infront of us there is a door and the lady was like "oh these arent normal doors you got to turn the handle then drag the handle to the otherside of the door then the door will open." It looked really cool (to me) once I passed through the door I was sitting on the edge of a wall in my middle school and there were these four black girls just staring at me. Then one was like "How you doin'" and I was like "Fine you?" then my hearing weakend or something so I didnt hear what she said but I still replied as if I knew what she said and her and her friends just laughed. After they finished laughing they went pass my except for one who randomly sat on my lap and I was like " umm why are you sitting on me you dont even know me" and she said "I like to be spontaneous" and I was like "ok".

Then i woke up

Lucid- No
Vividness-8.5