non-lucid

There are these people with some psychic skills ranked on a 1-10 scale, where 10s are considered essentially monsters and hardly ever exist. A message has gone out to all these people to stay indoors tonight. One of them's being hunted down by a 10-ranked kid, and anyone else going outside now would just get mixed up in the hunt. This kid's treated like a living weapon, kept locked up aside from the rare outings like this, but he's just a kid; there's a feeling here like being let off a leash. Now he's levitating around outdoors - it's night, so he's not worried about being seen. I'm fond of the kid, and I'm aware that later he'll get away from the place that keeps him locked up, and that'll be good for him. The woman he's hunting calls her home to ask for help, but the woman who answers the phone has already got the message not to go outside tonight, and she's torn.

Sarah Connor's been running from something together with this guy who can't run anymore, and she can't carry him. She's trying to convince herself to just leave him and go, but when she tries, she only gets three feet before her knees give out. I'm aware it's because she's fighting her own desire to stay and help him. She's thinking to herself that she should have done something every day to train herself to do things she doesn't want to do.

Gwendolen Chant's sitting in her room at Chrestomanci Castle, writing. She's just gotten back from another world - she's looking for one to move to, and she's just crossed this last one off her list of potentials. She'd had an unpleasant encounter with a girl there, and she'd wound up enchanting the girl into some monstrous form. Gwen led the girl to believe she'd be trapped in that form forever, but she's thinking that actually it'll wear off on its own in about a century. And about another century after that, it'll slowly start to grow back again - Gwen's thinking the girl's reaction when that starts should be hilarious.

NON LUCID
*I was hanging out with one of my old friend josh. He was about to smoke some weed and had a huge bag of it. I notice that the weed was low grade and offered him some better stuff. He invited me to this party that going on that night. I left to the party, driving there I called my girlfriend to let her know what I was up to.

*I threw my entire car up a hill. For a second I thought about how strange all this was.

*I speaking with someone about a video game at the same time I was actually in it. I think it was halo of some sort. This is strange because I don't play video games at all. There was alien like hippo things trying to kill the guys in suits.

*I took a big hit of cannabis after I immediately felt so relax.

* This day was more complicated. I went late to bed after some cups of wine...

.../It's night and I'm running around a stadium. There's strange people around. I see a fake taxi getting too close. I decide to go back. In the way I find some wooden toy wagons. I want to try to finish the round riding one of those. It moves fine, although I go in another direction because of it's fun to turn it with my thought. I end inside a supermarket at the end of an irregular queue. I get to a better position in the queue, close to the cash register. The guy behind me doesn't like what I did and he's decided to tell the cashier to take me out of the queue. He points at me while asks the other people if they saw what I did. I'm feeling a little bit embarrassed, although I will try not to pay attention to him...

* The importance about this dream is that I'm starting to make connections between the dreamscapes from other dreams which took place in the same "city". I didn't realize until now, that I could build some sort of map of the whole city which could help me to move better when I get lucid and don't know "where to go".

* After waking up from that dream, I tried to WILD, lying on my side with my arms in front of me, due to some times the dream started when I was lying in the same position although looking at my arms very clear.

.../I'm lying on the sofa when I feel one tooth moving out from its place. I wake up and go to the bathroom. I want to rinse my mouth out. I feel the blood starting to flow. When I get into the bathroom I see the window is open and an old friend of mine, a black cat who lived in the creepy lady's house, is there. I want to turn on the light, although I can't push the switch correctly due to the rush. I try it once more but this time I don't find the switch in the middle of the dark. I see the cat taking a walk inside the bath when I remember he used to do some nasty things to mark his territory. I don't want him to mark his territory on the laundry basket! So I gently tell him to go away, with some drops of water. He goes out through the window...

* Nap after work...

...driving in a highway...
...residual porn advertisement on the screen when I close a window...
...drops of water falling on a light-green and pink leaf...

.../my oldest daughter, climbs on the furniture, jumps and fall on her knees. It makes a loud noise. I want to draw her attention...

.../I hear somebody getting into the house. I wake up and hear something on the floor has broken. I see one of its wooden planks is broken. I want to see how much is it broken. It's about to fall inside a hole beneath the floor. I hold it carefully and see how deep is the hole. It's not too deep. I'm interesting to explore there, but first I have to see who got in the house...

* Sometimes I dream about this place where we moved a couple of years ago.

Woke up and tried to remember any dreams I've dreamt last night but I could not

As the day carried on I happened to see a ex-friends mother and a dream fragment hit me like a bullet:

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In first person I see a crowd of people walking past me, carrying shopping bags and such, I have never been at this place before as the environment is new to me, a small street with gray exterior. Suddenly in the heaps of people walking by I see a familiar face, the mother to a girl I was once fond of.
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From what I can recall from this dream fragment, it feels like I'm an outsider, or a ghost, the people walks by and no one even looks in my direction, maybe they are not aware that I'm there. I can only see one face clearly, the mom's face. The rest of the faces in the crowd is blurred out.

I do not know why, but this particular scene in the dream - concluding that this in fact was a dream fragment and not the whole dream - seems to stand out, and has alot of feelings involved, most likely because of the fact that I was once very fond of this woman's daughter. Nevertheless this is for me a memorable dream fragment, because it managed to stir up old memories.

-Senju

Today my dreams weren't so bad =D (except for the first one maybe)

Fragment 1:
My exams were over and I was in my prom dress. I was wearing the actual dress I bought and my shoes. I was also wearing skin colored tights, but they were to big. Like I was wearing skin colored sweatpants. I was annoyed that it looked so horrible, but I was really happy as well. Because I was wearing that dress.

Fragment 2:
This dream I can only remember words(or the pictures of the word XD )
Fire, garbage, recycling.

Fragment 3:
Again also fragments of fragments...
Stiles Stilinski was hugging me, just friendly hug. Stiles Stilinski was hugging me to comfort me. Stiles Stilinski kissed me. I actually think this wasn't Stiles Stilinski, but it was my DC Damon, but he looked like Stiles Stilinski.

For people who don't know who Stiles Stilinski is. He is a character of a TV series that I watch called Teen Wolf.

Here is a picture of him...

I'm walking with someone, I can't remember who.
The road is upward, around a hill. I feel tired but the panorama is really fantastic, with a lot of hairpin bends and rocks and a castle in ruins atop.
At once I feel observed and I look around me.
I see a friend of mine looking at me from a little wall over me.
He is with three women. I suppose one of them is his mother, and the other two are his younger sisters (I don't really think he has sisters!! But the girls looked a lot like two girls in The Walking Dead series!) .
The women are tired to go up and he is waiting for them to reach his position.
He is far away from me, but he is looking at me, and I like so much the way he is looking at me.
The women keep going up the road looking around, affascinated and talking between them.
My friend is always some steps ahead, waiting for them and looking down at me, from time to time.
I'm sure I can't reach him, so I decide to go down the road and wait for them to finish the visit to the castle.
I reach the valley where there is the train.
I go up and in a compartment there are two men (I suppose his father and brother) and the two girls.
I wonder how they reach the train before me.
I sit there waiting for him and after a while my friend comes with sisters and mum.
So I find out he has 4 identic sisters!
He smiles when he sees me, but then one of the girl drops a suitcase and it brokes.
I wake up. I'm happy about the dream and I recall it as soon as I wake up, still closed eyes, as I'm earing the sound of the coffee machine in the kitchen.
But at once I open my eyes and I find myself in another room. I didn't feel any movement, I am simply and without any doubt in another bed, colored sheets, perfum of aromatic herbs.
Everything is absolutely real and vivid, so natural. I feel quiet, fresh, and rested.
That friend of mine is sleeping close to me. I keep earing the coffee machine, so I know I'm awake.
I look at him for some seconds, leaning on my elbow, then I reach out my hand and I caress his face. I feel his skin so warm under my touch but I'm again in my bed, closed eyes.

May 6, 2014: Dream 2 of 4: I am one party to a contract. The other party is an alien female - who looks entirely human. The first of two needed contracts was prepared by me, but now it is the alien’s turn to prepare a reciprocal contract. We seem to be friends that like each other, and are not adversarial in any way. She comes to Earth so we can discuss the terms and so she can get it all written down properly and agreeably. We compare legal pads, which are yellow, and have substantial hand-written things on many lines, but also a lot of crossed out language. She eventually gets all the information she needs to complete the contract she is required to prepare.

The female alien gets ready to leave the room in which we are working, and go to bed. We kiss goodby/goodnight and we each go to our separate bedrooms to go to sleep. There is something incorrect in her contract which she can’t figure out. Whatever is wrong is causing the water in the toilets to run incessantly in the house. This keeps everyone in the house awake. A total of four house occupants (myself, the alien and two other dream characters I can't remember) meet in the hall between the bedrooms to discuss the situation. I say I’ll fix the contract, no problem. I do, and everyone is able to go back to bed and to sleep. I wake.

I was at my friends house getting armor on, like bomb armor. All of a sudden I was in this trail that I used to go in all the time, and I remember looking at myself in the suit and I was like "damn." But anyways. There were bad guys and I was talking to them, I didn't want to shoot because I wanted everything to be peaceful, then they turned into my friend Darius (dari-queen) and the dream ended.

I was in a store alone (I never am) trying to find the ingredients for hotdogs but they were no where and I woke up. Lol

I remember laughing and spending time with someone

Date: May 5
Sleep Length: 7h
Techniques: DILD
Summary:
(1) I was in a classroom with a bunch of people (about 50), I sat on a seat on a platform, about 3 meters above the floor, together with a friend of mine (v) I remember seeing the ceiling from above, as if I was inside it. We were drawing stuff. A friend of mine (jt) drew mice with blood around their mouths and I drew a naked lady and said "It's a leftover from the last international women's day"... I'm normally not sexist or anything. There was more, but I forgot the rest because I didn't write it down
(2) I was on a journey or something, it was summer I think. Well, it was night and I sat on a table with my father and some strange people (guests, probably friends of my dad). The chairs looked like the chairs from my elementary school. For some reason I had to go outside and walk a few miles.
(3) It was drizzling and I locked a car. very grey, so many clouds. I was in a small village I think. I forgot so much because I didn't write it down.
Vividness/Awareness: 2/2
emotions: indifference
tags: classroom, v, ceiling, drawings;; vacation, guests, table, hiking;; car, drizzle

5/5/14

Last night bed 9:30 - 7am? Working afternoon shift, so slept in : P

DR:
I'm in NorthKorea with some others. We are crouched in a ditch in the fields somewhere. Looking up, there are railrad tracks in the air. There is also some kind of a huge tube. The northkoreans are sending train wagons someplace through these tubes, so it's invisible from spy satelites. Later we are hiding in basements of some buildings.

The train wagons are going by at blazing speed and they are very loud. (standing near trains in WL always scared the heck out of me.)

(I also wonder, if the loud sounds in dreams are same as loud sounds while transitioning.)

A friend of mine is asking if I wanna go with her for a trip.
I'm not sure I want to go with her and I pretend to be tired. But she insistes we'll go to Las Vegas.
The idea is really tempting and we talk a bit about what we can do there.
I decide to go and I go home to prepare the suitcase.
My boyfriend asks why I'm preparing to leave him and he starts to prepare his suitcase.
I'm happy, as I know my friend would have asked to marry me, once in Las Vegas, but with my boyfriend around it would be impossible.
We call a taxi, a blue one, with yellow line. I think that Ryan Air is exaggerating!
We get to the airport and my friend is there waiting for me with another friend of mine.
She announces they are going to marry in Las Vegas.
I'm relieved, even if I think that I was really stupid to think she would have asked to marry ME!
Instead of getting in the airplane though, we get the stairs for going down the beach.
I forgot the bikini, but someone in the ebach is naked, so I think that no one will notice a tiny girl wearing nothing.
We don't even have the beach towels and we put on the sand all the clothes from the suitcase and we laid on.
I take my tablet and start to play sudoku.

vaguely remember hanging out with alec for a little bit. can't quite remember anythind about the dream other thenbeing in a wilderness camping type of place. seeing some girl who was lke o heeyyy matt

*It was a little bit stressful day, I was more tired than usual. I got to write some notes. It was what I got:

- .../chimps, like porn actors who don't know how to think but how to reproduce...

- .../a police officer in civil clothes tries to follow me. I let him to get confused and lost away...

- .../I see some people gathered like in a TV show. It's something about a game of telling stories. They broke up the vessels. That way, there's no sequel, just 2 episodes...

- .../It's once again the creepy lady's house where I rented a room, it's mixed with one side of the stairs of my school. I'm playing with some cards on a drawing table. then I'm talking with one of my new neighbors who is testing me. Then he dives into the water that appears around the table. I see him getting back dressed in a Fred Flintstone costume. It looks similar although the feet don't match, it's like an inflated rubber costume. He pretends to push the table-boat using his feet to propel the way the cartoons do to move their cars. I laugh because of his feet got stuck inside the costume, at the end it gets deflated on the table with a pair of scratches in the feet, when the real Fred Flintstone jumps out of the water yelling his classic "yabba dabba doo". Then he propels our boat and his boat with that funny movement of the feet. I end standing on the upper side of the stairs which is adjacent to a window. I see from above a couple going upstairs, to the room which is one level down from my point of view. He looks like Woody Allen and he's talking about a test I have to take by killing somebody. That idea disgusts me, I see them reach the door and get in, my Aunt-mom lets them in. Next to me, there's a woman speaking something about Architecture. I realize she forgot to mention something about the walls. I see her graphic floating on the air, then she splits it in two, explaining something about its design. It's like a tutorial or some...

- .../I hit like in a post, then my wife asks me how could I do that if that's a racist post. I review it once again. It's on a newspaper which shows some pictures of a sad Batman comic. I scroll down the comment to read more. It shows a progression of pictures that lead to some UFO's flying on the pyramids. I couldn't like something like that! I should have read it all first, how stupid! Then I want to write an idea which should stand for something like "in order to dislike some facebook post, one must like it first". We are sitting on a table in a park. There are clothes racks with white sheets all around. I cannot write the idea on the paper. Then my wife tells me I have to hurry up because of the bus is coming. I try to write it down with no success. Then she stands up and goes to the bus station. I want to put all my things back in my bag, but it's all a mess on the table. I know I'm missing the bus and she told me she's leaving without me if I'm not ready. I see the bus, and realize it'll be impossible to put all the things inside the bag, I want to pick all things together up and arrange them in the bus, but my mp3 player and some other things are still on the table. I give up, I miss the bus, feeling horrible. I think I can reach the other station first but I don't know how. I leave the things fall on the floor, thinking for what should I do now. I think perhaps I should wait for her at home until she gets back, I'm confused...