non-lucid

05.08.2010

Master's Degree in MILD (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I went to bed very very late. I have been working on after-classes duties, organizing the users that attended and some notes about all discussed. I had some super game operator duties to attend and I have been working on my new self employment management opportunity. I recalled four dreams.

First.

I was at college. I was the teacher for MILD courses. We had a degree on MILD and I had to teach it (nice daily residue...) A male student said that all could be gone because it was not real. Everybody ignored him. All the students managed total silence by turning off the class (Does not make sense, I know) They waited until I started and I started talking about lucid dreaming. I knew I had young people in the class too, so I had no worries.

Due the sound and for all the people realized that there will be always a class and they could sign in. I woke up feeling good.
I know this makes no sense... is how it was written from my journal. I cannot recall anything...

Missed dream sign:
- MILD career.
- A student saying it was not real.
- Most of the nonsense of the dream.

What I would have done if lucid:
- I would suggest a brainstorm to all students to improve lucidity. I am sure I would learn a lot from my subconscious.

I am walking along the expressway at the Cut-in-the-Hill near Cincinnati. A convoy of Fender guitar trucks passes to my left, each carrying a different model of Stratocaster guitar and each labeled with the make and price of its contents. One of these is called the "Super King" and is listed at $42000 dollars! Somehow I cross the lanes of traffic and open the truck, taking out the guitar. I call my mom, telling her that I'm holding a guitar worth more than all of our cars combined. Soon, however, I put the instrument back and start to walk home.

It's harder to walk up the hill instead of down it. I have to dodge cars, even jumping into a ditch in the median to avoid getting hit. A cop rolls by my ditch and takes a look at me, and I start to worry. My brother then walks out from nowhere and starts to walk with me. Soon, one of my back teeth comes loose and breaks away with a slight pain. I look at it, and am disgusted as it's completely black and cavity ridden.

all i remember is being assigned an important duty, almost a sacred duty.

this one is kinda personal, im not gonna go into much detail. im in the shower, not at home, im in a different bathroom. for some reason im trying an unconventional way to WILD, which im not going into. also i remember someone walking into the bathroom and talking to me.

this one was pretty cool. it starts out in this creek, its a big creek, maybe 30-40 feet wide, and theres trees and rocks in the middle everywhere, like the creek is running right through a forest. me and a group of a few kids were going down the creek, jumping from one big rock to another, trying not to get wet. im in the lead, and i come across a rock that is flat, and the surface is just below the water. then i get a sudden memory, of coming across the same rock, and discovering that it was covered in water, and being disappointed. i jump onto the rock anyway, and continue down the creek. then theres a stretch of water between me and the shore, lined by a stone dock type structure. if i remember correctly, the creek got a lot wider, opening up into a lake. i run across the stretch of water, coming to the stone walkway, and resting on a broken stone. then i see someone coming up beside me, with a person in his arms. he lays the person in the water, a kid, and says he drowned. i look at the kid and the he releases some air bubbles, i quickly jump and get him out of the water, to try and prevent him from drowning. this was a very strange case of drowning. he was entirely conscious during the drowning, but he couldn't talk or breathe, just look at me with a "help me!" look. i start giving him CPR, and giving him mouth to mouth. it works eventually, i think. it was very weird. thats all i remember.

14.06.2010

Testing Entheogenes (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was walking through the house, and Tina, my sister, asked if I was ready. I said yes, nad she put cups on my ears. She said that the guy would be in soon. We waited, and she said she would be in charge of the music being played. I said NOWAY. She played a bit of music. Jump on it(its not called that, but I forget the name). Then I told her not to go above 10 in volume, as it was on 8. She said ok. Hunter, who was the man, came in with another dude. He said that this was this guy, and thats where he got it from. Tina set up the blindfold, and then I started talking to this guy about DMT(this was after I took the compound, it was like I was transported, and began talking to him) and if you could put it in a sticker, and place it on the toungue. We distilled it from plants, and freeze-dried it in a vacuum sealed case thing. He took it out, and gave it to me, and we walked over to this other large cell, with no windows. As I walked up, I had transformed into a girl with a large puffy dress. I plopped down on the cushion in the room, and their was water where I sat, and I wondered how I could be transported if there was water. As soon as I said this there was a knocking on my right thigh, and my vision exploded into color. Instantly, my mind was fucked, and voices began to speak in my ears, especially my right one. I had little awareness of my body, and the voices began to speak 1000 times faster than normal, but I knew that I was getting the information. My senses were overstimulated, and I remember little of what I experienced, and thus, do not know how "long" it lasted. I became aware of the letters SHUNSHA in multi-colored writing as I was dropped into my body on my bed, and I still felt the knocking on my right thigh, and I think the knocking was my leg spasming, and hitting the wall. I got scared cause I thought there were zombies in my room(I sensed something). the next week I felt fucking amazing, and was high all week long from this dream.

14.06.2010

The Buddha Ring (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was at St. Pats, and I walked around, and then I go home. I got into this room, the office room of the old house that I used to live in and there is a ring on the floor under neath the piano. There is three little animals that are guarding it. It is the ring of buddha, and whoever wears it shall act, and feel, like Buddha. Sure enough, not only did I act like Buddha, but a fields was emitted that made all creatures not be able to attack me. It even made people act very peacefully. This girl I used to hand out with was swimming, and for some reason as she ran up to me, I thought she was going to physically hurt me. then she kissed me the way Elyssia does, which is fucking hot by the way. I then stopped her, she ran, took off her towel, and jumped in. I jumped in, but took off the Buddha Ring. She swam towards me, and I said that we could still be friends, and then Michelle said, "Weren't you already friends?" Tina said something along the lines of FB. Everyone laughed and I had a cardboard boxes over my face, pretending to be ashamed. I was in the room again, the Buddha ring on my finger, and there were the same 3 animals around my feet. One was a snake, the other a mouse, and some other funky creature, that had a really funky tongue. Same animals as before. they licked my feet. Somehow I knew they were venomous. I scratched them with a piece of paper, and a salesman appeared to my left, and asked if I wanted to buy more pets/Rings, and offered me a very good deal, and I said I'll think about it .

12.06.2010

Personal path to ascension (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was walking somewhere, and I came across this compound, that was guarded by this barbwire fence. I saw a sign saying that they were giving away free shoes for people who needed it. I climbed the fence, and cut myself on my leg. The shoes were upstairs, and there was a ladder to the open window. I climbed up the window, and took some for grant, maybe white ones. I climbed down, went in the shop downstairs to but hair, and the lady(who reminded me of Michelle) told me my pants were dirty, and I had to go clean them. I climbed the fence again, and went and washed my pants in the river side. I came back, and climbed the fence again. I climbed the ladder again, and this time it was a large step ladder, and I could walk up it like it was a right angle stair case. I couldn't find my shoes, so I stuck a nice pair of black shiny ones into my black one, even though i knew they would be too tight. I was stepping down the ladder, and there was a hole in the ladder on my way down. I mobed the stairway so it abutted up against the side of a building because I was going to jump to the next available stair. I decided just to jump through the hole, and land vampire style. After I landed as such, I found my shoes again, and then this lady called me out. She asked if I was the same dude that climbed the fence earlier. I said no because I thought I would get in trouble. TUrns out she just wanted to let me know that I could sue for damages. I apologized for lying, and was sad that I did. Earlier, I had found Jake on ground, and other kids were running around him, not helping.

11.06.2010

The Law in regards to hurricanes (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I read a law notebook, and it had a list of hurricanes on it, almost like a most wanted list, on how much money they were responsible, how many lives they were responsible for(if they ever came back). Also beneath the table, it had things to do in case of a hurricane. "Have a stern talk with, and fresh the weather man"
"Fire the sewer people"
People were cooking food while I was in Nannas kitchen reading, I think it was 167 for the page number.
I still don't know what meaning this dream has, if any.

09.06.2010

Virus removed (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Me, Xavier, and some other dude went on a carride. The places we went to were very swervy, almost like the roads in Oregon. I was in the back left seat. We got to a spring type place, and we swam. We swam, and I said "Be bareful not to drink the water". I go into the bathroom, look in the mirror, and my irises were filled with yellow bacterial flecks, and were rapidly growing faster and faster. I blinked them, and black stuff came out of my irises, and got onto my irises. I got all the fuckers out, and was very relieved.

Went to sleep for the first time listening to 'binural beats". The track also contained some ambient noise (birds, ocean shore) so it was easier to fall asleep to.

I was at a giant event and I wasn't sure what exactly to make of it. It looked like a circus or midway of sorts. It quickly changed locations to a clothing store in a huge closed location. Like when a bunch of clothing stores and sales booth are set up in an exhibition hall. It was ridiculously over priced and the clothes looked plain and very average. I remember glancing at the pricetag of a pair of pants; it read 120$. I then circled around the store, came back to the pants, and they were now only 20$. I looked at the DC who I figured was a salesperson and complained why were these pants less expensive than a particular pair of shorts, there's more material in the pants.

I quickly left the store because it was closing, and ended up at the top of a building that was overlooking a massive amount of people..presumably I was back outside, at this giant event. I remember specifically being on the outside of the building high up on the side, as if I were on a catwalk or fire escape of some sort. There was a door on the right. I turned the corner of the catwalk and there were a bunch of celebrities sitting down. I don't remember who. Only about 3-4. They were complaining that the Africans weren't coming out of the building. I turned around, went around the corner and knocked on the door. After a moment of silence, I turned to face the celebrities now by my side, shrugged, and was startled as the door burst open and three men had grabbed me incredibly enraged, and one attempted to slit my throat, but I grabbed his hand and he ended up deeply slicing into mine.

The dream faded. I reappeared at some sort of campus of a college or university. I don't remember as many specifics. I was being followed by a incredibly obese man and his brother. The man was in some sort of powerchair or hoverchair, he couldn't support his own weight. They reffered to themselves as douchebags. They kept following me around, found me in a stairwell and I found out the man wanted to date me. I told him I had a girlfriend, and he apologized for not knowing.

I woke up shortly afterwards.

Missed Dream Signs:

-Clearly, glancing at the price of the pants.

-If the textual price wasn't enough, I argued with a Dream Character over the change.

Waking Journal for Aug. 5:

Woke up very briefly at 7AM. Remember walking to the bathroom and being caught offguard by the sunlight coming in from east. Checked my hands to see if I was dreaming. Went back to bed and attempted to WILD, but did not keep my conciousness continuously. Woke up around noon, ate, took B12 and C pills. Ate breakfast, watched an hour of TV, smoked a bowl of ganja, and sat down to do my DJ. No further plans for the night. probably playing Castlevania. Really wishing my fall course started earlier.

So this was my first dream: I was in my dad's truck with my dad and we were just driving around town. It was really dark out and it looked like we were driving on the highway, because we kept going under a bunch of overpasses..Out of nowhere, I noticed that there was a thunderstorm and it seemed like everything around us was getting zapped. My dad tells me to take out my camera and take some pictures (I love photography and always carry my camera with me). I guess that was the whole purpose of driving around in those dangerous conditions...just for me to take pictures lol and that was about it for that dream.

My next dream also had a couple of natural disasters in it. (maybe one of my dream signs?) I was back in Hawaii with my friend and her family (I had been there earlier this summer for vacation). And we were just lounging around at the condo they rented. I decided to go sit on the balcony and look at my surroundings. Out in the distance I see a tornado coming down the road towards where we are. Everyone starts panicking and running to their cars to escape it since we didn't have a basement to take shelter in. Also, my boyfriend appears out of nowhere to help me get to their car. We all drive in the car even though there couldn't possibly be room for all of us to fit. As we are driving, we aren't escaping fast enough, so my friend suggests that my boyfriend and I get kicked out of the car. (Actually, that sounds like something she would do since she hates my boyfriend and is a lousy friend sometimes). So we are thrown out onto the road and have nowhere to go, so we stand there and face the tornado. We are swallowed by it and hold onto each other so we aren't separated. As we are flying about, I notice an inflatable pool and direct ourselves onto it so it could possibly break the impact of our fall. It works, but we land in the ocean and I cannot swim. He guides me to shore and we rest there, exhausted, on the beach.
After all that, a tsunami comes and we are surrounded by water. We manage to climb to safety on top of a hill and wait there for a while. I get a sudden urge of panic, because I remember that my dad is somewhere out there. (though he wasn't there at the beginning of the dream). In the end, we board a ship and are taken home. I find my dad there and feel greatly relieved to know that he is alive..I don't seem to notice that my friend isn't there, however I don't think I cared..


Feel free to interpret these for me, I'd love to hear any feedback (:

I had this one around 10 years old. I'm riding my bus on a field trip, and I fall out the back. I stumble over to this house, where there is a woman, who welcomes me inside. I ask her if I can spend the night. She replies, "Yes, you can sleep upstairs, with the dead baby. I look at the baby sitting on the floor, and she bites her older sister's head off, and spits it out. The whole family starts to have blood leaking out of their mouths, and stare at me. Then I wake up.

DF #1: I am attending Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, go to Potions class, get an A, and get kidnapped by someone with gray skin.
DF #2: I am in a getaway vehicle shooting a machine gun at a pursuing semi truck.
DF #3: I am in a dark, old house which I have had a really bad nightmare in, and I have the Poltergeist 2000 strapped to my back.

I look around, and see that I am somewhere that looks like a cross between a cross-country racetrack and a seaside college campus.I notice that the place is PACKED, and I remember that I wanted to meet my DG, so I yell for all DCs to go away and my DG to stay. I saw the Dcs go away, then a tall man who looks like Tim Omundson came up behind me and asks if I'm ready for the race. I scare easily, so I was startled into a dream fragment.

Dream Fragment: I'm in a yellow Hummer with a bunch of people who are my friends in the dream. We drive off a ramp and my "brother" gets electrocuted on a power line, which is over the ramp. I was screaming to my "friends", "You could've killed him! You could've killed him!" until I woke up.