non-lucid

I was playing Starcraft 2 and had marines killing something.

Flea-like flying mosquitoes looked for places on humans bodys to suck blood and make their back bigger like in the game Mr. Mosquito.

I was sitting on the couch and my mother turned around and smiled as she handed me a white and yellow piece of paper.

Someone lost their helmet and we all (some people) had water guns with tubes leading to water tanks on their backs, similar to what happens on the nickelodeon show Big Time Rush.

I can’t remember how I got to this house or this situation. But I was near this house and something bad happened between me and the house people. The house was at least two stories tall, and the hardwood floors were very rickety and the rooms were all very dark. Then on the outside of the house an old man who was rebelling against the house people warned me that the world was going to end, and the people inside were all evil, and they all had to die. The people inside the house seemed omniscient which scared me. The old man who had warned me of the groups evil ways gave me 3 knives, including my black spring blade which I own in real life, a red box cutter which I used to own in real life, and another large black knife, and he also gave me a snubby little revolver, and a double barrel shotgun which was a normal double barrel when he first gave it to me, and then changed to a an over/under double barrel later in the dream. Throughout the dream I was scared for my life, and was sure that the cult was just waiting for the perfect time to have me killed. Occasionally I had moments of spontaneous excitement and inspiration because I knew I was going to die anyway and that I might as well die fighting, and also realized that if I completed my mission I would become a hero. My first assassination attempt of the groups leader was one of the definite peaks of the dream’s intensity. Adrenaline rushing, I snuck into the house, I found the upstairs room where all the members were congregating, and waited outside because of his body guards (by the way, the groups leader looked kind of like my mentor). I finally heard a little girl, probably about 12 go to the bathroom, I snuck in behind her, and when she turned around I pepper sprayed her in the face and then shot her in the back of the head, a chunk of her brain came out and blood sprayed everywhere. I remembered thinking to myself – she’s not really an innocent little girl, she’s hell spawn in disguise. Of course, the members all freaked out. The body guards went in the bathroom to see what happened so I ran through the other door went up to the main guy, and stabbed in the neck with a fork. I definitely broke the skin, but all that happened was water came out and after briefly faking pain, he started smiling. I ran out because everyone was yelling and I thought they’d kill me. Later, I talked to members who were on the fringes of the group but still dedicated and they had heard what I had done to the young girl, and my assassination attempt. They were living in a series of vans and all looked especially deranged and haggard. They tried to guilt trip me and it started working, and they warned me of what I had gotten myself into and hinted I might be in danger. I wanted to get away from the situation so I went to the beach. There was a trail to the beach and I saw the old man on the way down there, and we talked about my assassination attempt, and he told me the world was ending again. I was walking on the beach by myself and the waves kept getting bigger and bigger – the tide was coming in really fast and suddenly I saw this massive wave start forming. It was really tall and kept growing as adrenaline was pulsing. I was afraid it was going to be a tidal wave because the water was rapidly receding on the beach. It came up barely to the dunes but I was scared the next wave might be bigger. For some reason I decided to go the store and get a mango. I went in very stealthily because the Cult Leader’s body guards were there. Luckily there were peaches and mango samples there at the store and I took a lot with me.

That’s all I remember. I had a lot of chores and work to do today, so I scribbled the essentials down in my journal before getting to work and then just got home and transcribed it to computer. I am disappointed because i did not become lucid in it...probably because i was so scared. However, I am confident and proud of what I have remembered and written down.

1. I'm trying to hack around in Facebook to find a way to see V's profile again (after she's blocked me IRL). Soon, however, I don't have to hack, as she re-adds me just long enough to send a poorly written but very painful letter (I fail the text RC).

2. I'm biking with E and C from the research station in a upscale community, trying to make a lunch date with the rest of the crew. In retrospect, the community has been a dream location before.

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Day 4

I first went to bed with an intention of doing a DILD. Repeated my mantras and everything. Went to bed at about 11:00.
Unfortunately, I do not recall any dreams after I woke up at about 12:50. I got up, used the bathroom, and went back to bed for another attempt at DILD.

Again, no results. I woke up at about 6:30. I then decided to try a WILD. I got up, used the bathroom, and went on this site and researched Lucid Dreams a bit more for about 20 minutes.
I went to bed, and started.

I tried to focus on my breathing and relax as much as possible, following the "One. I will have a lucid dream. Two. I will have a lucid dream. etc" technique. I counted to about 700 breaths then got exhausted and bored, as I was experiencing no hallucinations. I could feel my body get fairly numb, but otherwise, no results. So I just decided to go to sleep.

Again, no results. I woke up at about 9:00. I got up, used the bathroom (I drank a lot of water the previous day before bed) and went back to bed for a morning nap. For the first 20 minutes, I listened to Isochronal beats to calm me down and get me in the mindset, then I went to sleep.

I woke up, and after spending 2-3 minutes in bed, had recalled my previous dream in amazing detail. I began writing it down. Although it wasn't a lucid dream, I'll still tell it:

Note: The entire dream was in Third Person

I was at my friend's birthday party. Several people I had just met on a weekend Church trip were there. At lunch-time, we were served fried shrimp (Which I had for dinner last night). I heated it in the oven because it was cold. When it was done, oddly it was still cold so I heated it in the microwave for 30 seconds.

The dream then skipped places, yet still remained in the same general setting.

I was then in my mother's car, with my aunt in the passenger seat and my mother driving approaching my friend's house in which he was having his B-day. In the backseat, sat two tubs filled with hot water (I can't believe I didn't do a reality check here). It one tub was me and in another was a girl. We were both naked.

I believe the girl tried to seduce me by rubbing her breasts together. I told her to get in my tub while my aunt wasn't looking. She jumped in, and she started to stroke me. When my aunt started to look back she went into the other tub.

I then had a scene which I don't remember too well where I wasn't anywhere related to the B-day party. I talked to a manager and he showed my how many people went to his store in a day. Time was then fast forwarded, and I took an omniscient point of view (I think I was already) and saw people buying things from the shop and leaving very fast (Like when you speed up a surveillance camera).

I was back in front of my friend's house with the girl (we both had clothes on). Horny, I grabbed her hand and headed inside. There were two bathrooms inside. One was very spacious with a large hot tub in the background. However, it was being occupied by a person I had met on my mission's trip, so we went to the second bathroom.

The second bathroom was noticeably smaller, and had a very small pink bed beside the tub which was located in the middle of the room. The girl leaned on the bed, and I dry humped her. She said to stop and she wanted it inside of her so I obliged. I then humped her a couple of times and told her to suck. She died it briefly (Surprisingly, I kind of felt it and it felt amazing). I then woke up.

Hopefully next time I'll have a lucid dream and it won't be in third person!

Type: regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

I was in a smaller type of hospital patient room with only one bed; it looked pretty ordinary at first glance.

It looked pretty much like that, although there was a small rectangular whiteboard behind the bed, up against the wall. There was a black whiteboard marker along the bottom shelf. House was sitting upright in the hospital bed, with a layer of white sheets over top of his lower half. I was sitting in a stool in front of the bed, holding another marker.

We were writing down different words on the board in some sort of game. I only remember one: House wrote "fouche" on the board while I was turned away, and I asked him what that word meant. He stuck his tongue out at me and I saw a splot of ink on it.

He must have written the word with his tongue.

The last thing he said was, "it's the art of writing with your tongue. Duh!" That last word, he said with his classic House-ism tone.

7/31

It started out with me in this cold nasty camp somewhere in the russian back woods. I was with several other kids my age. It was cold and we were running around this waterloged camp when this b$#@ of a lady comes out and yells at us. I follow them and we walk to her. She tells us we can't leave and I start to think O no were stuck here.

I panic and try to run but she laughs and sounds her men after me who capture me and drag me back. We are taken back to a higher camp in the mountains where they keep us in a small room the hut were in is rickety the bunk bead is rusted and there is also a small reddish/pink couch for the other boy.

They decide to take us to another place to run more test on us which is like toucher. On the way there the small kid next to me tells me we have to stop this bus some some of the kids can get away. I see some fishing spears right next to us and I quickly jam it into the tire twice make so small holes.

We have to make a stop because the drive notices a flat tire. Some kids go to the bathroom. Me and the other kid are say were innocent and she try to blame this old guy. At this point I get very angry stand up and slap one of those baby bottle candy's out of her had the one that has powder sugar in it. She backs up frighted and tells me to get on the bus. I say screw this and try to make a break for it but am caught again.

They drive us back to the high camp in the mountains were me and two other kids plan on how to get out. My parents show up and they give me ice cream I scream at them telling them they have to take me or they will never see me again. They didn't even flinch just stood there like nothing happened. So I told them when the evil lady come by to and ask where we were to point in the opposite direction.

Me and two other guys run to this small guard house that has a small barrow in front of the window. It was hanging from a rope on a pulley. they pull it inside and I climb up to the top and they turn into wolfs I'm allittle lost at this point the dream is getting really weird then I wake up.

This was a really weird dream. I having issues I only remember the last dream that I have that night right before I wake up I think I'm going to bed to late. I also keep having nightmare non-lucid dreams.

Type: regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

I was at a conventional library. There was only one large room with bookshelves along the walls; in the middle there was a big blue mat with white plastic lounge chairs, like at the beach. The lighting was dimmer than normal.

I saw the thief (dressed in a black shirt and blue jeans) that took my precious blue stone, and I was going to have to destroy it. He was going to do something bad with it, I could tell. I cannot remember how I got it back, but I remember standing in front of him with a small beaker of hydrochloric acid. I put the stone in and he just stared, upset, but he didn't try to save it. I walked away and went through the doors, still holding the beaker.

The dream changed. I was now at home on the floor, experimenting with the hydrochloric acid. The carpet was tan and very plush, comfortable to lie on, while the lighting was normal this time around. I carefully put a bronze-colored coin into the acid and watched it disappear within seconds.

My cat then came around. She was all gray, with a large white patch on her belly coming up the sides and along her face, and two white socks on her front feet (white coloration, not actual socks). Her face was extremely cute.

A photograph of her.

She walked, with a slight swagger because her belly was a bit larger than normal, right up to me and sat down. I pet her a few times, running my hand through her fur, and then she suddenly flicked her tail into the acid. She turned around and it was still inside, beginning to dissolve. As with anyone who's stuck something in acid, she started to scream, and I quickly pulled her tail out. There were little bubbles and pink spots on it, but no blood.

Before going to bed I was watching "Through the Wormhole with Morgan Freeman".

I have now had a dream narrated by Morgan Freeman!

The dream was kind of like being in an IMAX where you are fully immersed in the image.

Unfortunately, I do not remember most of the dream, but the coolest thing I remember about it is this:

Morgan Freeman: "...however, looking at this this star..."
*the camera moves through a kind of zooming animation of space towards the star*
"... it has an Earth like planet orbiting in the habitable zone around it called "Marvin"..."
*The camera is rotating around a small Earth like planet, there is water, greenery visible on continents, and clouds visible in the atmosphere.*

I don't remember very much after this point, but I thought this was interesting.

For the first half of the night, I was drunk, so I did not recall much of anything. I woke up around 6:30, went to bed about an hour later, and dreamed.

I'm with my girlfriend, Angela. We're in a weird house where people are having a party or something. There's a movie playing. I can't remember what it was about, but it stirred up some passionate conversation among the people watching it. I feel like at some point I was watching it, but like I said, I gots no memories of it. At one point, I'm sitting at a table of Pitt Trumpets, telling them how I really like everyone in the trumpet section and I want them to get along. Later, Angela and I wind up at the apartment of two of my former roommates. Ange keeps telling me how she doesn't like the one and doesn't want to be there. I tell her that I know, I'm sorry, and we'll leave soon. We eventually go to her house, where I watch her mom and her make lasagna. Her mom leaves, but then my puppy is there! He learned how to open doors (in my dream only ) and he opens the door for my dad, who brought us spaghetti and meatballs 'as a snack.'

Had another dream or two today, after over a week.

First off, I was in some mall. Not one I recognized. I knew that I was wandering about buying time before Jen was done whatever she was doing. Walked into a game store of indeterminate brand, said hi to the employee who greeted me at the door, a guy maybe 18 with mild acne and scraggly hair. There was a big box shaped display of discount games on the right when you walk in the door, and the front and left sides of said box were covered in mostly wii games. Looked at the front, then over to the left, before going back to the front as I thought something had caught my eye.

At that point, the display was further into the store, and I looked back and over towards the counter, which was along the front wall but opposite from the entrance. I can't remember how, but I got into a bit of conversation with the girl who was behind the counter right then, about the Nintendo 3DS. However my subconcious was apparently mixing that up with the Iphone 4G, as I stumbled over my words trying to explain how I might not be able to upgrade to the new one, as I've only got a 3DS, err, no, 3D. (My DS is one of the originals, and my phone's a 3G, not 3GS.) She asked if I wanted to try out the 3DS to see what it was like, pulled out a detail sheet or 8x11 display stand or something, then went off into the back to get one of them.

In the meantime, another girl was behind the counter, going through the store's mail, and handing me boxes of my mail that had come in. And by my mail, I mean mail for my dad's business that I was apparently in charge of getting and bringing back to him. The box contained an assortment of things, such as a filled out check, a blank checkbook, a few smaller boxes of who knows what, some paper work, etc. She handed me another box from her pile, which I looked at for a moment before the first girl came out from the back, grabbed an envelope or something, said "Whoops, that's mine" giggled, and went to the back again.

The second dream, and I felt for some reason that the two were connected, involved me for some reason going after a guy who was the son of a mobster. The street I was on had what I seemed to think was a restaurant, and then the next building on it's right (if facing from the street) was a house that I can not picture. On the lawn was a pile of large box shaped objects that seemed straight out of the game Minecraft. He was by the pile when I ran up to him.

We fought briefly, and then when I had him knocked to the ground, I put a brick on top of him, got up onto the boxes, and used a plate dispenser that dropped square cement plates that were like 3ft x 3ft by 2 inches thick onto whatever square I was targeting. I just needed to be close enough to him to drop them. I dropped one, which looked like it hurt and kept him pinned to the ground. I tried to drop another one, but discovered that it wouldn't drop two in the same place. I scurried down the pile and cleared the bricks off him. Got back up onto the pile, trying to choose a high enough location that it'd really hurt, but without moving far enough away that I couldn't target him anymore. I found a spot after a couple of tries, and dropped another one. It didn't seem to do anything though, so I figured I'd already dealt enough damage that it wouldn't accumulate any further, and that's where the dream ended.

Blagh.

Sonhei que entrei em uma nave espacial por acidente, e acabei por entrar em uma missão secreta. Saímos da terra e descobrimos que a lua não girava em torno da Terra, mas sim em torno do Sol. Direcionei a nave para próximo do Sol, mas acabei me aproximando de mais, e entrei na órbita do Sol. Quando estava bem próximo, uma onda de energia saiu do Sol. Eu perguntei pelo rádio o que tinha sido aquilo, e responderam que era uma onda de energia que acontecia todos os dias, e era isso que mantia a parte escura da Terra aquecida durante a noite.
Mas eu ainda estava na órbita do Sol, então mandaram um especialista em uma nave para me resgatar. Ao chegar lá, ele saiu de sua nave e tomou controle da minha, me dizendo para entrar na nave dele e voltar para a estação de comando. Entrei na nave dele e fui em direção da estação. Ao chegar lá, a minha nave estava no modo de "auto-destruição". Saí dela rápido e ela voltou ao normal. Vi que quem estava conduzindo a missão era Magali, minha professora de biologia. Havia mais alguém com ela, mas não me recordo quem era.

This morning, I dreamed I was with a lot of friends at school. We were sitting in the auditorium. I see Sandy walking with Antoine and Kyan. I wonder if she lost the interest she seems to have in me to give to Antoine, since were no longer in the same bus. Then we all decide to play a pokemon match. Me and all my friends are lying on a floor in a place i cant recall. We all have our Nintendo DS. I ask them if they have some kind of special piece of equipement for the DS. It had a specific name but i dont remember it. Then we start our tournament and we seem to be in the game. I see at some point a transparent Gengar (my fav :3) and a crobat. I also see a machoke-like creature that gets hit by a one-hit KO. From afar, i hear Sev and Cat that talk about how they know the owner of the crobat. I have a crobat in real life too so. Then Julien asks me for a 1 on 1 battle. I accept but my mom says its no fun for the others.

Then im inside my computer room and next to me is Sandy. I think its my sister and dont notice her. She asks me out but i refuse because i think shes my sis. I think we also had some link together, her father i think. Then she leaves and later my real sis comes to talk to me. It dawns on me and i ask her if she asked me out earlier. She says no. Then i think "I have to talk to Sandy" and my dream ends like that. I have to talk to Sandy.