non-lucid

August 25: I have remembered only slight bits like the first i was running at night with mike ivanov and i saw a guy ahead running with a ponytail that made me suspicious then the scene changed to hanging with zoeller once i ran to his house which was like a housing complex because houses were close together. eventually a car pulled up it was a silver honda or vanish car(im bad with cars) and out came this jock-like kid(douche) who mocked zoeller about his sister and her being hot; then somehow I went to a random garage and talked to mike choi and someone else and then it hit me.. I knew I was asleep so I shouted I am dreaming! Then I tried shooting a fireball but my dream went apeshit. And all this crazy input in my dream prevented my concentration. Like the talking of mike choi and a dc and when I did the fireball motion upwards a train (I saw it through a two foot wide and quite long space in the roof. was above and extremely loud and heavy(it shook my dream vision like crazy) I was literally trippin' around because of the powerful tremor caused by the train that rolled on above me. eventually I woke up. I think mantras may help me well.

In some sort of cityscape. Sometimes it was night, but when I was walking back to my residence, it was day. I passed by alot of nightclubs and bars going home, and I remember seeing people I know intermittently, and thinking that it was going to be a good night to drinka nd go to town. On my way home, it was snowing and the fields were very green in the background, it was an unnaturally grassy green. I remember thinking, "it's winter" so it must have been realy nice green from the rain. I passed by a lady on the outskirts of our residential college, she talked to me asking if I wanted a haircut. I asked her how much for student prices, and she told me 17 dollars. This was more than the place I normally go, but I remembered having had a hair cut with her b4, and it being good, so I said I would come back later. I changed my mind as I was leaving because she quickly stopped talking to me and pitched at a new customer. On my walk back I saw jerome and there were a bunch of international people (americans i think) walking around that we overheard. They were saying something stupid and we chuckled at thei idiocy. I folllowed them a bit as well because I heard them talking about australia, and I loled even harder at what they said. Earlier in the dream, I also remember sorting out some stuff with charlotte and being at a flat where I was talking to some people.

I can't really remember much but i remember being on top of a cliff, with a freeway going down and up, sort of like a line graph. The freeway was full of running water, but cars were still driving on it. I was on the "slip and slide" freeway and i laid down and pushed myself down the cliff, sliding on my stomach all the way down. I was between two cars so i had to keep using my arms to propel forward or else i'd get ran over. well once i got to the bottom of the "slip and slide" freeway that's when it went straight into a tunnel. The freeway started going parallel now so i stood up. Some lady's car was stopped on the side of the tunnel, so i went over to her. I don't really remember the conversation we had but i asked her if this was just a dream, and she said yes. after that somehow i got into a type of sports store with my friends. I was sitting down, and next to me where some cool lighters on some vibrating table. There was the manage walking around that knew me and my friends where up to something. The lady at the register knew i wanted the cool lighter so she distracted the manager so i can steal the lighter. I got the lighter and put it in that one big pocket in my hoodie sweater. i started to walk out the door and ALL of these random things started to fall out of my pocket from my hoodie. I put them back in my pocket and walked out into a BMW suv car with my friends. The lady at the register came out to, she was my friends girlfriend. AFTER i got inside the car, i suddenly appeared at a movie theatre. Me and my mom were there about to watch a movie. We were at the third floor of the movie theatre next to a stair case. I was taking care of a baby girl that was in a stroller. My mom had left to check if the movie has started, So i was there with the baby. After a while i notice that the baby was gone, and i looked all around for the baby. I told my mom that the baby was missing, then she spotted her. She said "shes right there!". the baby girl was trying to go down the stair case, i went up to her and she turned around to look at me. When she turned around, she lost her balance and fell. She fell down the first stair case and then fell off two more storys. I ran three storys down to the lobby floor. She had a big gash in her forhead. I called the ambulance. That is where my dream ended.

24.08.2010

My house is in the middle of darkness and nothingness. (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Still on my small crisis! At least its going very good on my new business stuff. Two dreams, once lucid:

Second:

I woke up from a dream and just lost it entirely. I realized I was still under my new business changes thoughts. They came to my mind right away. It was early so I told to my self the only way to improve the night, was to have a lucid, so I had to turn lucid, yes or yes, no options.

I had a False Awakening in my room. My wife was telling me it was time to wake up. I felt very tired and I needed a lot more of sleep. I got out of my bed with my eyes half closed. I really felt really tired, so tired that I could put my reality into questioning. So I did. I looked at my hands, however, I just saw my hands blurry, maybe too blurry due tiredness. I decided to jump. I jumped and kept in the air. I was floating in the middle of my room. I felt really satisfied and I though, "This is so nice, I do not have to wake up, I am just dreaming!" My wife, half asleep was going to the bathroom, I flew away to my living room and opened the door (I was levitating by then) I flew out of my house.

My house was in the middle of a very dark forest. I do not recall many trees, the sky was black and there was no wind. The quality of the dream was very low. I flew up high. I could see my dream house surrounded by a few trees. Darkness surrounded my house and there was like a wall about 50 feets away from my house. I flew towards the wall and I flew over it. I only saw nothingness. Eternal darkness... there was nothing outside. I remembered that scenario on a few lucids when I was a kid. I landed and I focused in seeing skycrappers once I flew back up.

I flew again and now, instead of darkness and nothingness I saw I was in an island, surrounded by water. I gained height and I realized it was dawn, almost night. I saw skyscrapers starting to lit up for the night, I also saw the shadow of the sun on the sea. It was beautiful.

I flew towards the city of lights I just saw. I reached it in no time. I started to walk in the street. For a few seconds I lost lucidity. I saw the dream in third person, like behind a screen. It was like a youtube video of myself. I was walking on the streets and the video was titled, "Walking by the Animus" I started to think if Animus was for guys and Anima for gals or it was the opposite. I wanted to see how much detail my dream was having, so I went back to first person. I was in front of one building. The lights inside were on. I saw an office and every single detail. A computer, a cup of coffee, pens, pencils, chairs... I did not see any DC. I was flying by the building, observing it.

Suddenly, I was in my bed and my wife was waking me up. It was time to go. I felt more rested this time but I still found odd the situation. I woke up once more for real.

Missed dream signs:
- None.

Spotted dream signs:
- Being so ridiculously tired.

Reality check performed:
- Hand check (partial failure... left me with doubts)
- Gravity check. (failed. turned lucid)

It seems lately that my dreams aren't hitting me right when I wake up. I quit doing the WBTB (I was waking up my girl) and I'm thinking that has something to do with it. Now rather than remembering a few deeper dreams at random spots in the night I'll wake up and remember a list of separate dreams. This morning, for example, I woke up and remembered three different and distinct dreams. Awesome.

I pull into a concrete parking lot and park right in front of a building. I get out and walk past a guard rail and right past a glass door. It dings and I look behind me to see Lawrence emerge from the building. He waves me over and we head inside. As we enter the building he explains to me that the guy behind the counter owns everything in here. He is impressed. When we get inside I realize it is some sort or hot dog joint. It reminds me of top dog or skeeters. The man behind the counter is probably in his mid forties and dark skinned. He has dark black hair and looks a little sweaty. The customer in front of us buys something and it costs him almost twenty bucks. I'm shocked by the mark up.

I am in an elevator and I want if to take me to the first floor. However once I get there the elevator turns back around and brings me flying back to the top of the building. My heart is racing. Once we hit the top floor the elevator turns upside down. I'm close to freaking out but somehow I keep my cool while it goes plummeting back to the first level. But we go through the first level and suddenly I am in a basement level. I smack some sort of emergency switch and the elevator creaks to a halt. The door in front of me flies open to reveal a load of wiring. I start pulling on wires and eventually manage to pry the door open enough to slip out.

I am in a subterranean area. There are boxes and pallets everywhere and it seems sparsely lit. I'm nervously walking around looking for a way back up when I see a body lying on top of a half empty pallet.

I am at the counter of brew and grow and I'm ringing customers out when an elder man and his wife and kid come up. At the time I was jotting things down in my notebook, mainly adult websites for some reason as well as all my social networking info, and I'm worried that he'll see it or his kid. I check them out and for some reason tear off the paper with the info and hand it to his wife and I tell them to contact me if they run into issues.

I run into some band members there. We start small talking about each others tunes. We are both very complimentary and polite to eachother. Then I decide to leave. I hop in my car and start cranking the acoustic version of stillbirth. I drive away and end up pit stopping at a mcdonalds. I go inside, just passing through, when i see Leah walk in. I sit at a table to hide sort of and watch her walk by with a grin. I then get up and head outside and back to my car which is somehow a convertible with a selectable roof. It's starting to rain so I raise the shell of the roof and drive off.

Also I got to talking with the singer, and a good friend, of my band and we get onto the subject of dreaming and I, hesitantly, brought up lucid dreaming. It turns out he's done it quite a few times before. It's really inspiring and I think having someone like that to talk to is going to help me out in the long run.

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[COLOR="Gray"][/COLOR][COLOR="Purple"]I was at the school bus stop waiting, which was odd because my bus is usually there before school ended. I looked over and it arrived, with people already in it, which was also odd. I just walked in and looked around for a seat but I couldn't find any empty double seat so I sat next to my kind-of friend K, I got the window seat for some reason. The bus left and I was just looking out the window bored as I always do but then I felt K brushing up against me, I just looked at her and she stopped for a bit. A bit later she just hugged me, brushing up against me more, I just said. "Could you stop...please" She did after a bit, the rest is kind of a blurr, but I remember getting off the bus.[/COLOR][/INDENT]

this is a dream from last night... i know it is late, but i am just getting the chance to record it.

I am with a group of guys my age. I know most of them and they are all pretty much my friends. We are at some sort of camp. We walk outside and its very sunny. There is a bridge crossing over a river. There are lots of people swimming, playing, or just relaxing in the river. We all stand on the bridge and then the guy who is in charge tells us all to take off all our clothes and show all the people below. He gives us some sort of device to wear around our waist. The purpose of this device is to warm our dicks and make us hard. As bizarre as it sounds, i really enjoyed stripping down and laying next to my friends. With the device on i got really hard and felt good about the size of my dick. All the people below watched but i don't remember what they said. We eventually get up and leave the bridge. I think about how fun it would be to set the device on high on one of my friends without him knowing it and watch him get hard. I make comparisons between the lovely device which i am now beginning to really enjoy and viagra. I don't remember how far we walk, where we walk, or how long we walk. I do remember where we eventually arrive. It is a little clearing in the woods beside a pond. We are all getting ready to go swim and play in the pond. The guide or camp leader tells us that he is going to teach us how to do back flips. This is the last thing i remember before waking up.

Damn fragments about eating lemon chicken and rice. Was very yummy though!

1. Mike Rowe (?) and I were on a crane in the middle of the ocean. It was 50 feet above the ocean (according to Mike). He was walking out on the long part of the crane for some reason, and he was saying that he hated water and heights. I took his place out on the crane, but shortly after, I fell off. I fell for a really long time, then I went on to another dream.

2. I realized that I was dreaming, remembering nothing prior to this realization. As soon as I realized this though, I "woke up" but I didn't actually wake up. It looked as if I did though, because I was in my house in my bed. This ended all lucidity.

3. After I "woke up" into this dream, I realized that it was 9:30 (according to the digital clock in my room). I was late for school. I just tried to go back to sleep because I figured it was too late to go to school anyway. Then my sister and one of her friends came into my room and explained why we were late for school. They said that they were trading folders, so they hadn't left for school yet.

First lucid dream (even if it wasn't anything) in a long time, so I'm happy for that.

So i got my recall back, but i could only recall one dream this morning..

I was at some sort of camp, and we were trying to raise money for whatever reason, so we choreographed a stunt routine and put on a little show for children.. I know that in the end we raised $3,000!
Everyone that was there were old friends, but i knew i was closer to the ones that i didnt know once i woke up. The floor that we were preforming on had a bit of a give, kinda like a boxing ring. So it was easier to jump and do flips with a bit of height. But for some reason, i was jumping higher then everyone else, i was doing crazy flips as if i was on a trampoline. I knew it was really fun, but the guys in the group got mad at me, they though i was showing off.
So i followed one of the girls into a hallway, she told me there were snacks left. I cant quite remember what happened in that room, but that was where we were before and after the performance. Kinda like the back stage..
My dream ended when the girl had disappeared in front of me, and i looked down the hallway and she was running back to the group. I must have realized that this was a dream because i woke up due to the confusion Asking myself, "how did she get over there?"

Last night I had horrible sleep. Slept for only small fragments of time only to wake up either too hot or too cold or uncomfortable. I had vivid dreams, but the last one I remembered, I was following my parents somewhere with my scooter. My mom was driving her sedan. They were already angry with me. Much to my dismay, they took a detour through this sandy forrest and i had to beep for them to stop. Exasperated, they threw a rope out of the window and i grabbed on. They towed me on the scooter for a few miles while i'm panicking because its so heavy and I'm afraid they're going to leave me and i'll be lost. I hooked the rope to the steering wheel. They start going faster, and due to some drastic turn near a hill the rope gets caught on some tree branch high in the sky (obviously the physics don't make sense in waking life). They don't notice and keep driving. I am lifted off the ground towards the tree branch as my parents accelerate. I panick and don't know whether to jump off or to somehow unhook my scooter first. And after what seems like a long hesitation i decide to unhook the scooter, and the scooter and myself falls to the ground. Usually I would wake up at this point. Instead i am pacing back and forth furious with my parents, panicked because I am lost. Eventually, it starts to get dark and my parents come back for me, and they're upset with me and take no responsibility. They ask me what I've been doing, and ask me if I'm drunk, suspecting foul play and debauch. I assure them that I am not. I go home, and go to sleep, depressed, tired, wanting the day to be over. I wake up in some tall bunk bed in a room with manilla white walls. There are other twenty year old men there who all look either indifferent and bored or angry. I am really confused. I have no idea why I've woken up here. I go to the front desk and ask what has happened, and they sternly command me to get some rest. I talk to some of the other guys there and they just smirk at me and use condescending words. It's like they're all referring to some incident that i am unaware of, and nobody actually answers my questions directly. One guy tries to be nice and says "yea, no use worrying about it" and later he says "breakfast will be here soon." I end up talking to one of the nurses, who tells me that i was involuntarily committed. That i had gotten drunk the night before and had gone on a rampage. I try to explain to them that its impossible and that i must have been sleep walking. I smell so bad because i must have put on this hat i left in the garage that actually had a rotten banana underneath it that was starting to ferment. My eyes were bloodshot because i have insomnia and i'm taking sleeping meds which can sometimes make me feel doped up but not sleepy. All of a sudden i realize how absurd i sound, the nurse just looks at me like "yea, that's what a crazy alcoholic WOULD say." I realize that I am an alcoholic and even though I have been trying to stay sober, and even though i don't remember getting drunk or even thinking about getting drunk, i must have done it -- because i'm really sick. I feel guilty and i call my parents who are nearly crying and want to know why i did it. I'm not exactly sure what I did, but they seem distraught and i feel terrible. NExt thing I know, everyone is gone from the psychward/prison, and I walk out the door expecting to be stopped. I walk to the bus stop and everyone looks at me like i'm drunk. I smell like rotten bananas. And i'm stumbling around asking people which direction the bus goes = uptown or to the suburbs, and they're ignoring me. I actually feel drunk in the dream, but not in a good way, i feel depressed and disoriented and uncoordinated and strung out. THat's the last thing i remember

It was a quick dream, the kind you'd normally get while just falling asleep.

I saw a window. It was slightly open so I could tell that it was night. The drapes (the window in my room has blinds) were fluttering around. I started seeing an orb floating around on the outside of the window. I jolted awake.

Can't remember anything else from that night/morning.

(I dunno how to edit the title. This dream is actually from the 24th, today.)

I knew my pen was out of ink when I went to bed but I was lazy and didn't take notes.

Aliens and My Eternal Soul (non-lucid)

There was a ufo with rotating lights on it and various shadowy figure heads. Much like Independence day when the President is bombarded telepathically with the aliens plans, I heard or knew they were after my eternal soul and my wife.

Is this connected to my dream guide?

Movie Night (non-lucid)

I was at a school/movie theater and I was sitting beside this chick. The dream turned into a heavy and vivid romance dream.

Its a shame this is all I have. I'll take more notes.

1. Not many memories of this one but I know I had it, I fell back asleep almost as soon as waking up and didn't write anything down.

2. Somewhere with lots of brick buildings, also remember something about colorful eyes.

3. Oddly lacking in visual memories of surroundings. I remember I was with a small group of people in an area that gave me a creepy feeling. It was an abandoned city of some sort, industrial mainly. (While I do not remember visuals I somehow just knew.) We were trying to leave a '200 mile cordoned off area' according to one of the DCs and were passing through this city while searching for supplies. The sun had either just set otherwise it was a strange, lighter night than usual. Strange creatures appeared occasionally in the night and we drove them off, I think we might have lost someone at some point, after a time gap in the dream we were in some kitchen and the group was looking somewhat more nervous and sad. I;m not sure if someone was actually missing or not as I do not know the number we started with. We continued searching the kitchen and found, along with some canned food, a pot of soup that seemed relatively fresh. Most the group decided not to risk it, one did, a boy about 13-5 years old. Just before eating some of it, a clown head floated to the top of the pot. Another time gap happened there and I found myself in a third person view of an interrogation room. I saw two of the DCs get interrogated separately, though I do not remember the questions I know they were related to leaving the area and how they managed to survive.


Possible influences: The first two, unknown. The third: I just recently started playing the game S.T.A.L.K.E.R. Shadow of Chernobyl. Also watched Stephen King's Desperation.

This non lucid dream took place in a video game. However i am in the video game world with many real people. Lots of friends and some family. It was long and vivid, hopefully i won't leave out any important details.

Throughout the video game world there are portals and doors leading to other areas to explore. To open these doors/portals into other areas 4 gems are needed. You must find the four gems and place them in the correct order in the ground to open the next door and to advance. I remember starting in a dungeon. The dungeon is pretty straight forward, like in a video game. There are some corridors that branch off of the main one, but they all eventually lead back to where i was before. Throughout the dungeons i am finding gems. Each set of four gems will be placed correctly to open another gate/door/portal. I don't remember where we found the first four, but we found them, this opened the next area to us and let us search deeper and deeper into the dungeon. As we explore the next area of the dungeon we find another set of gems to open ANOTHER deeper part of the dungeon. At a certain point it occurs to me that we missed one of the 'gateway openers' where the gems should have been placed. almost everyone else disagrees and thinks that we should just continue. I say that "we can't beat the game without going to this other area that we missed" but no one heeds to my warnings. after going deeper and deeper, farther and farther, and exploring many more levels we leave the dungeon. We come outside into a rain forest type environment. I find a little pendant and swear that it is important to the room i think we missed. once again no one heeds to my warnings, and we continue on. The last room i remember reaching was shaped like a cross. We walked in through the bottom of the cross. On the left side there was a portal, no doubt leading to another world. On the right there was the same thing. The last portal straight ahead and on the head of the cross was bigger and probably the most important. I turn to my brother and ask, which do we go through first?

Surely i am missing some stuff, but this was a long dream and i got everything that i could remember. it also triggered my to recall another dream from last night!