non-lucid

Posted at the request of Raven.

This dream is quite vague... I could almost consider this to be a fragment. My recall has really gone down the gutter these last five days for some reason...

I do not remember at all where this dream was.

The place that my memory starts is I am standing somewhere, I am walking around saying out loud "Damn, I have to find a way to become lucid so I can get to the Biodome!". What is strange is I KNEW I was dreaming, but for some reason I felt the need to have something force me to become lucid. I don't remember anything for a while, but the next thing I do remember is having someone come up to me and say something along the lines of "You know you're dreaming, right?" I for some reason was all like "*laughs* No way, that's bullshit.". I then turned to my right completely and saw a minivan that is dark olive green (Hideous!). For some reason that is beyond me I walked through the shotgun seat door and somewhat flew over to the powered window controls. I decided to roll up the windows due to the fact that it started to rain outside of the car. I don't really remember anything after this point. And yes, all this time I remained non-lucid. Strange!

Key:
Non-Lucid, Lucid, Commentary/Notes, Hypnagogic Hallucinations
i Inner Awareness, a Action, f Form, c Context

I was trying to get in touch with an old friend I haven't seen in a few years. I emailed an account I'm pretty sure he doesn't use any more and got a response ( c ).

We were then in the park down the street from my house and another old friend I've lost touch with was with us ( c ). I notice a group of girls in front of us. They were all wearing baggy white blouses. I suggested we go and chat to them because I know them. There were 5 girls, but I couldn't make out two of them because they were somehow indistinct and undefined ( f ). The girls were a group of friends I used to go to school with ( c ). We spoke for a bit, and I was flirting with K much like I would when I knew her. I struggled to remember the other girls names, but eventually did ( a ). One of them was constantly blushing when I spoke to her.

I really should try harder. There was more to this dream that I remembered as well a another dream that I forgot. Being cocky, I thought I could remember it 'til I got round to typing this entry up, and have forgotten all but the most memorable bit.

Fight:
I don't recall much other than possibly getting into a fight with my brother.

Thoughts: Being busy IRL seems to have taken my recall away, but, soon it should be back as good as new. There won't be an entry tonight since there is no sleep

The Interrogation

I am at the docks(strange because i live in Colorado).Its me and another guy and we're both wearing secret service type suits. we are interrogating someone in the big wooden box next to us. Suddenly the box has only one wall and the person we are interrogating is the girl i have a crush on but instead of being tied up she is waiting patiently. The guy goes and talks to her when he comes back he seems drunk. He says he asked her out for me. she texts me and says 8 is too late for her so i say 7 is fine. i ask the guy where we are going and he says the unscreening of Jack Schmitt.its a type of movie that's all i know.

I was walking through the parking lot of my old elementary school. It was raining and a very dark Grey out and for some reason there were many people walking through and around the area and driving through the parking lot. My friends mom came by in her car and told me to get in. I saw to my right that her oldest son, my really good friend, was walking out in the rain towards my house. I said, "where are we going?" and she told me that we were going to her house in Mississauga, which is a good 40 minutes from where we were. I told her that her son was walking out there in the rain and that we should pick him up but she insisted that she drove me to her house first then she would come back and drive him.

>> We're on the highway and it's still pouring. She's a terrible driver because she's kind of afraid behind the wheel. She would just stop in the middle of traffic and wait until enough room builds up for her to change lanes. I grab control of the wheel because I cannot stand how bad she is at driving and eventually I switch places with her and continue driving.

>> flashforward again....we're all on a boat.

Archiving this dream from my IRL dreamjournal.

My friend's grandmother made a huge Italian feast for us at dinnertime, (even though she isn't Italian), and it looked really delicious. By the time I went to eat my breadstick, their dog Yorkie snatched it off my plate and salivated all over it. So I went to get another breadstick, and when I sat down it fell off my plate and onto the floor.

No matter what I did, I couldn't eat a breadstick. It was impossible. I don't know why, but it was really frustrating and after a while I just gave up. Everyone else was able to have a breadstick, and they looked really good..

Anyway, me and 2 other friends were walking outside down a long sidewalk next to an empty street (it was suddenly sunny out) and we met up with one of our favorite rock bands, I Am Ghost. We went to hang out with them in their house, which was a 3 story dusty old haunted looking place. The paint was peeling and light filtered through the windows which reflected a lot of dust, and there were no carpets anywhere. I looked out their window and saw three of the most beautiful creatures I had ever seen; a swan made of Japanese fans, a tiger with white feathery wings and a wolf with wings as well. The band members called them "Hunters" and were really casual about it, as if it wasn't weird at all.

A dream I had a long time ago, archiving it.

I got a handcrafted gothic necklace, and once I put it on I had strange abilities that I couldn't control- telepathy, fire, etc. I was watching this family for some reason and a six year old girl gave a box of matches to each of her parents. She said, "Here you go." They didn't know why she was doing this, but later on in my dream the uncle burned down their house.

(I didn't go into any further detail when I wrote this down)

I had this dream last year, but I felt like archiving my past dreams from my IRL dreamjournal to this one.

It was late at night, and I was upstairs in my house when a guy I really liked was also in my room- he wasn't talking to me for some reason however.. my mom came home with groceries downstairs and Blake went to go help her, which is something that would have never happened in real life. I noticed there were scars all over my biceps, but what was weird was that they were names of people, carved all over my skin. I heard something about life insurance being talked about downstairs. I think the names had a connection with Blake, but I wasn't really sure.

I woke up once in middle of night fell back asleep and the First thing i remember was enlisting myself in the army, my older sister joined with me to. I was shipped straight to the warzone with no training and was later informed that this was because of the shitty economy. I unpacked my stuff in my room and immediatley went to the battle field. It was not a modern day battle field setting instead and old school swampy forest kind of setting in the junlges of wherever. I do not remember the dirty details of the killing and drama but do remember one strange thing. I was in a small bunker taking cover by myself when all of the sudden i was hoisted into the air, i looked around to see what was picking me up and saw that it was a black creature. The thing had four legs that were long and powerfull but had no feet like a spider. They all connected and formed a body a verry skinny platform which stuck out and also what iwas sitting on. The head of this beast was very small like a tiny ball, except at the top it had a opening where it would release screetches. I realized that when sitting on this creature it was very hard for me to talk and all i was able to do is control it and shooot my weapon at enemies. When i finally landed i was informed by an allie that it was not safe to ride these becasue you end up losing your vocal cords becasue of the creatures screech.
I went back to base which was quite nice, there was a 4 star restraunt where my family was. I ate dinner with them and we never ended up discussing anything about the army just a simple family dinner. After dinner we went to the casino, me currently not being 18 i felt real cool going in there and no one saying anything. The way the casino worked was strange, i was given a pink slip based on my army peformance by the ladie at the escalador, which led to the casino. On the slip it ready $50 and said my name. I figured eh not that bad. When i got p the escalator i realized my family could not come in with me so i wen t back downstairs where the ladie was standing. Then my pink slip flew upwards and landed in some fat guys hand. I ran up chased him around but with no succes did not find him.
the next day of fighting was much more vivid. It was about 2 am judging by the thick night, and the group and i were posted off to the side of a river where enemies were in boats doing what ever. When the first boat passed by we succcesfully ambushed them with a flood of led and there ship sank as if we had called the last numbers in a game of battle ship. The next boat was more prepared and had a turrent that was able to succesfully obliterate several of my friends which caused me to get very angry. I through a frag at the turrent which had to be a good 50 yards away and the ship blew up into a million bits. The last boat of enemies was the trickiest one because iwas informed by the team we needed to bored this boat in order to make it back to camp. we first shot at a few visible enemies and then swam out(river current did not affect us at all) while i was swiming out i saw all these tiny miny grenades, so small you could fit about 20 of them in your hand. I was told to pick them all up and get to the boat, when i got on the boat immediatley was cast back to camp. There was a note on my day which said i would be going home in one day and my shift was over, a 2 day term in the army not bad. When i read the note i talked to my sister which was the first time id seen her in a while, about how hard it was in the army. Next my dream took a completly different turn
I was on a gradual hill somwhere in the city where some sort of festivity was going on which casued the street t be closed off. I was going around with some guy writing down names on the most wanted list, on one list i saw my name on there and my friends nameHe began to run so i chased him down, when i finally caught him he was in the bathroom taking a piss. I yelled, "Who are we?" and he cureled up in a ball and began to cry. I turned around from the urinal and a team of detectives shot my friend down, i walked out iwthout saying a word and ran wen i was out of the bathroom. Thy yelled "get back here" and i heardmore gun shots, but none of them hit me. I ran all the way down the hill of the city to a restraunt where iw as meeting my dads friend for lunch. i saw to cute girls my age and quickly invited them to the table. I was going to ask there names when my cell phone which i just realized i had rang. I do not remember why or who i was talking to, but i was yelling at them loudly making a scene in the restraunt. When i got off the fone the girls were for what reason i dont no still there along with my entire family. When the waiter came he was tall fat and black and for a reason i dont no i hated this man and started making fun about how he shouldnt sit down cause hel break the chair.(i am not a dick in real life, so this dream is all strange to me) he tried to ask me what i want in an angry manner and i said nothing casuse you will spit in my food He turned around and left then came back and asked if i wanted any alchohal on the house. I didnt reply at first but after a second time of asking i looked up at the man on the verge of tears and yelled no. I looked one last time at the pretty girls and they were waving good bye. I woke up the next minute and was verry sad.

i found this on my phone, i forgot to type it up. this one starts out in a garage, theres an old teacher of mine there as well, but she can't see me, like im invisible. she starts walking back to the door leading inside, i stare at her butt lol. after she went inside, i left the garage. i was at the top of my road, at a house that shouldn't belong to my old teacher. after i leave the garage i start heading toward my house, riding on this super awesome wind scooter! i drew a picture because its really hard to describe, and too cool not to see.

not a very good drawing, but it looked way cooler in the dream. the sail could pivot from side to side, to make it work better, the sail was made of some strange material, almost like a dinosaur wing or something. it also had a rope at the end, where i could pull it taut to catch the wind. anyway, i rode down to my house, but i dont really remember doing anything there. after that, i rode back up to the teachers house, but i was with someone else, i dont know who. we went back into the garage, then left. the scooter looked different when i came back out, i think the sail was down or something.

7/25 - I'm in a movie with Tracy Morgan.

7/26 - I'm traveling in Tibet with a few others in order to see the Dalai Lama (even though he's not in Tibet), We are walking through the mountains, air is very cool and clean, it is dusk and I can see eight separate moons on the horizon, I'm taking pictures of everything with my iPhone. There are flying dragons that we all knew were called "Drakes." I remember being frustrated because I did not go to the bathroom before we embarked on our journey. I then woke up because I had to go to the bathroom .

Remembered three dreams this night!

1) I am the last hope for humanity (not sure why), working in an Apple store. Some evil being is trying to get me to sleep with some girl which will apparently cause the world to end. It's new years eve. Feels like I'm the only one around who knows of the impending destruction of humanity. Got off work, everyone is going crazy, in a very demonic kind of way. At some ceremony with lots of people I know, feels like they are all in a trance.

2) 5:41 AM - Around some priest who is telling me that children who hang out with the child he is with will die, at which point the child's eyes start glowing red.

3) In a band, playing bass. It's our first gig, my top bass string breaks and can't find another string. End up borrowing someone's bass. Leave my bass at the venue, on a glass elevator and can't get off to go get it.

Night School

I was at school at night, and there was a big bonfire going on. I was going somewhere, but I don't know where. There was a locker room, but it had a pull door but there was no handle. Eventually, I just pushed hard enough and it opened. After that, I had no clothes on, but no one seemed to mind.

Land Mines

It was snowy, and I was on a road with another person. We both had metal detectors, and whenever we would find a mine, it would be a red cross hair and glow. To disarm, we did some weird action, then it would glow green. We did this for some time, until we reached a large metal door. There were hundreds of mines right in front of this door, so it would take some time to disarm all the mines. However, some idiots on snow mobiles would just drive right past all of the mines, setting them all off simultaneously.

Geek Squad

I had applied to work at a Geek Squad store in a small shopping center. There was another person there who apparently was leaving. I went into the store and looked around, while the person entered some code into a machine to quit.

Transformers

It started out in the courtyard of this large building. There was some weird tornado warning, so I guess that meant we stood on Giant piles of rubbish with flashlights in our hand to look for tornados. This was rather unsuccessful, so then I turned around, and there was Optimus Prime! I can't remember what we did exactly, but we ended convincing Megatron to join us (but starscream was still evil). However, Bumblebee was extremely hurt, and he had to shut down. Megatron tried to revive him, but he was unsuccessful, and so he resorted to feeding him some Transformer Food (?) and that worked. Apparently it was only a temporary solution.

I remembered this dream a bit after I woke up, so I forgot most of it.

I was reading Raven's DJ, It was something about visiting mosh's house, The next thing I know, I am in mosh's house, he is staring at me oddly.

end recall

I'm so ticked at myself! I woke up after a few dreams last night but I was too lazy to record them down in my journal, thinking I would just do it in the morning. Now I can't remember them. I only remember the most recent one I had.

I am in choir talking with Alla, a girl I haven't spoken to since middle school, and ask her if she'll be continuing choir this year (which is weird, because she isn't, and never was, in choir to begin with). She says she's only doing concert choir this year, and we take our seats. The choir director has written a list of songs we are going to sing on the board, one of which is Pretty Women from Sweeney Todd. My friend Jessica and I sing along, and I see this kid Matt, also not in choir and I haven't been friends with him since freshman year, and he's watching me. I start singing a little too loudly, and the music stops. I am staring at my lap, and look up to find everyone, including the director, staring at me and giving me a dirty look.