non-lucid

My first entry. Here goes nothing.

I was hanging out in my new house with my cat, Hammie when I noticed something strange. Hammie was levitating right in front of me! I thought "This is weird, I haven't levitated Hammie as one of my illuisions in a long time. I wonder how he is doing that." I don't remember what happened next, but I remember being outside of my house and saw this girl standing on my driveway. She said her name was Laura and she wanted to meet me. I wasn't really in the mood to meet any of my loyal fans, but she looked nice so I went over to greet her. She seemed lonely so I invited her into my house and had my chef make us some tea. She was kind of turning me on now so I couldnt help myself. I scooted over closer to her and put my arm around her. Then I woke up.

(This is transcribed from my journal and I scribble whatever I remember down rather quickly so...stick with me here.)

Two boys run over and we're behind the scenes of an unnamed Jack-The-Ripper docudrama skipping through rooms and we go upstairs, to a boardroom (?) and I close the curtains because handymen were taking off their clothes and I thought the boys shouldn’t see that. I leave. Limo and grandma is driving it, saying "You're innocent as milk, milk" and we're in New York and then lucidity hits. "Grandma, what am I innocent of?" The sky fills with clouds and a few building start falling, exploding. "Milk, Milk, I promise." Somehow we're on top of a skyscraper [lucidity lost] and then a helicopter and a SWAT team riding dragons appear behind us and she says something about stars. The SWAT guys have targets on them like Fallout 3 people. Random segments: A LOT of blue, everywhere. Pictures of the ocean. Jack the Ripper (or someone who felt like him) talking about pencils.

So yeah, first dream journal that I think is shareable.

25.07.2010

4 player chess game. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A normal night. Nothing to point out. Four dreams, two of them fragments.

Fourth:

I was indoors playing a game of chess with some DC. I was enjoying the game and I felt great I had the opportunity to play chess with some people.
We were playing with a huge board. It was a free for all game. We were four people. Two people had each a whole 16 set of white tokens and the other 2 people the same, but with black tokens. However, we had to kill each other, we were not playing in teams.

The turns were taken clockwise. It was my turn and I foreseen if I moved my horse to a certain spot, the DC in front of me would scape with her queen, then I would chess his king and get his tower for free (classic move for chess players) I was going to move the horse when it suddenly was in a different spot I did not desire. A DC said that I wasted a very nice opportunity. I was frustrated because I did not move my horse.

Someone asked if anyone wanted to pay a round of drinks. I had cash but I did not feel like spending the money. As we did not order something, we had to move somewhere else. The board (that was the table) acted like a magnet. We could turn it upside down and the tokens would not fall, so we did. We moved the table somewhere else. We were going to resume the game when we turned the board again. I realized that most of my tokens were gone. I was surprised as I lost none of them during the previous game. I started to wonder what was going on and the dream faded.

Missed dream signs:
- A four player chess game.
- The incident with the horse.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Leave for a ToTY

25.07.2010

In a casino? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A normal night. Nothing to point out. Four dreams, two of them fragments.

Third:

I was inside a big casino. I went to a room and I met a few DC. The room lighting was somewhat dark. There was a big green table. The table was like some sort of circuit (It was like a minigolf course made miniature) There were brown tokens in a start line. You had to hit the token and make it move to advance in the circuit. You had to advance as many tokens as possible, one token per turn. You could advance to the next circuit after ten rounds (So I guess hitting ten tokens) You had to gamble $45 for each round to continue playing.

I threw decently two tokens. I hit the third token too hard that it flew towards a glass full of water and broke it. The DC got mad at me due the mess. I just moved away to allow the next DC playing their turn. I realized I wasted one turn. One of the DC tried to make an illegal move. He tried to hit the token from board #1 to board #3 (so he wanted to skip around 20 rounds and have such a big head start.) He asked me if it would be cheating. I told him it was cheating.

I asked for the grand prize of this gambling game. A DC showed me a brown box. Such box had a few bottles of Olive Oil. Same brand as my waking job. There was also an oddly shaped bottle in the box and tons of pour tops (a cap that you place instead of the cork) I announced I worked in the store were they produced them. One of them asked me to share some information about the oddly shaped one. I had never seen that one and I could not explain. It did not even had the label from my store. I decided that the game was very expensive and the prize sucked, so I left.

Missed dream signs:
- The behavior of the token when I threw it.
- The prize of the game.
- The oddly shaped bottle.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Leave for a ToTY

All I can remember from this dream are key words:

salespeople. I was a salesperson. I wrote down, I was mom.
Sherri.
Alex friend, houses.
college.
running, a ball, kickball.
Lindy, stretching.
A man, visiting.
felt on display, I was laughing, I felt powerful,
I felt good. But I felt like it wasn't real and was fake.
Then I felt jealous of A.
Everyone seemed to like her.
prom dresses, houses.
Mary Beth P. was helping me pick out prom dresses, hand me downs.

Then, another dream from a nap which I can't remember now. 8 PM upon wakening.

07/25/10

Despicable Me is mentioned. I should see that movie one of these days.

I remember talking to a group of DCs, but I see the whole conversation from a far-away 3rd person POV. Part of the conversation:

"Like a riot don't need order!"

"...are you quoting Billy Talent?"

Wake Up Calls. Scare Factor: 1.

Baking:
I was baking at my store. I just took out a large amount of rings only to discover that there is some already made.

Thoughts: Didn't have much time to try to recall the rest

Odd House:

I was in a house in a dark room. The room was somewhat like a maze, but, a very small one and very easy as well. There seems to be an elephant after me and I'm trying to hide from it. I find a small place in the maze where I can hide but still see the elephant. I had a pillow with me which I used to hit him. If I recall correctly, I kept him looking towards my direction and sneaked out the other side and out into the lit corridor. I ran into a room which had some stuff from my parents. It had two of everything, one being something similar to a small telescope far as I recall.

Thoughts: Probably the result of watching two action movies that day, but, c'mon an elephant chasing me?

Car:
I just recall being in a car with my mom.

Thoughts: Seems that I'm in somewhat of a dry spell recently, hopefully it'll pass in a couple of days

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The notes for this log was taken two days ago, as I have had not been able to update my log since then.

Anyways, I see that I jotted down something about going on a safari or something. I have no recall what it was about whatsoever.

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In this dream I travel to Iraq with some people I know, and meet up with a bunch of people that were related to my friends somehow. When we get there, three extremely attractive middle eastern women greeted us at the hotel we were to be staying at for the night.

Our place we were staying at looked like a suite, and was extremely beautiful. The three ladies turned out to be staying in the same room as we were, and I was excited needless to say. We flirted with them for a while until we all went to bed, or so it seemed like.

The next morning we were in the middle of this open coliseum type of thing where the ladies told us we would witness some of the launches of a new aircraft that the Iraqis had recently built. Sure enough, after standing there waiting for a while, we saw what looked similar to the United States space shuttle launch up into the air. Then an airplane looking aircraft swooped in and hooked it with this hook thing that was on it's nose. All of a sudden both ships began to fall in the distance.

"Oh no, look like it failed." One of the women stated to us as we stared at what was happening.

Fast-forward: It becomes night time, and the three ladies, myself, and my friends are running home from gun fire in the streets of Iraq. I eventually lose sight of my group I was with and I start to panic a bit.

Driving right next to me in the street was a big yellow school bus. Then, all of a sudden two school buses pull in front and in back of the bus that was driving next to me. Men dressed in all black and carrying sniper rifles and assault rifles opened fire at the driver in the now trapped school bus. I keep thinking to myself that they do not want to kill me, that they are killing people that I have nothing to do with.

I kept running and running until the gun fire had completely ceased, and it was hazy after that.

Fast-forward: The following morning I am in the same stadium I was in before (where I watched the mysterious air craft launch), except I am there to watch a football game between two Iraqi teams. For some reason I am on the field and the game never starts, and some huge creature appears and is eating citizens who are standing with me in the middle.

Note: Felt like I was in Iraq, or in my dream, for three days. This is most likely due to my mind fast forwarding time.

July 25, 2010

Fuhrer Bradley (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I watched full metal alchemist last night which is why I had this dream. Spoilers if you havn't watched that show! I was a lieutenant general in the army in the show Full Metal Alchemist. I was at my home which for some reason was filled with other officers doing work. Me and two others know that Fuhrer Bradley is a humunculous. We were going to try and kill him. He went out to my pool and went for a swim. We all stood around the pool. When he went under I said now is the time. One of them used alchemy and made his leg catch on fire even though it was under water. He put it out and it didn't seem to hurt him. He came up and I tried to make him burst into flames I became slightly lucid here I failed and thought I'm tired of all this not being able to focus on this stuff. He went back under and swam towards me. When he was right besides me and a few feet under I imagined him exploding so I focused on it and made him explode first in a big ball of flames but then a bloody mess with body parts everywhere. I said we did it and looked down and he was climbing out of the pool completely fine. He brought us inside no longer wet and in uniform lol I just now noticed how that doesn't make sense. He told everyone that we had done something, with a smile on his face. Someone said they would like to see me and Bradley told me to go. I went into my dining room where the person had asked for me was. I became fully lucid and realized I had nothing to fear but it wouldn't be an easy fight to get out of here. I destabilized and instead of rubbing my knee I lied down on the ground and closed my eyes, hoping for a false awakening where I would be fully lucid and not have to worry about fighting all these people. But I lost lucidity and can't remember what happened but I do know I had several very long dreams over the next two hours. One was about being at karate, one was slightly lucid about using fire ball attacks.

July 25, 2010

Shootout (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I went to bed at 12:30. I had a dream I forgot until just now. I was in a battle with a bunch of hot girls when I became lucid and well my hormones kicked in... I woke up at 6:00. Didn't wake up again until 8:00 am these dreams in between them.

I was in a bar in the wild west back in the 19th century. There were lots of rowdy drunk people and I sat down at a booth. There was a grizzly looking man there talking to another man asking if he would do something for him. Can't remember what it was. The other man said he wouldn't do it. The first man said alright stood up, pulled out a revolver and shot him in the head. I was horrified as I watched blood explode everywhere. I stood up and ran. Everyone in the building was panicking trying to get out. The guy turned out to be wanted dead so he didn't care who he killed. The gun slinger stood up and shot a random man in the eye and turned and shot another who was still siting in another booth in the chest. He laughed evilly and started walking toward the door, shooting as he went. He only shot men, not women. He saw me and I started to run to the door but I knew there was not enough time. He shouted where do you think your going and shot. Everything slowed down. I dived to the side behind an over turned table and could see the bullet go by. I crawled toward a different door. He came around the corner and found me again. He shouted hold still and shot again. I ran and barley turned in time to dodge the bullet. I hid behind something and he came around the corner again. I could see the another exit, If I could only get out. There was much less people now. The setting had changed though. It was more like a modern department store with glass sliding doors and I was hiding behind the jewelry check out surrounded by round racks of clothing. I made one last slow motion dash for the door, He shot and I was forced behind a concrete pillar. He wasn't going to let me get away alive. He came around the pillar and I jumped up, grabbed his gun and shoved it away while simultaneously turning my body to reduce his area to shoot. He fired the gun but it missed. I tried to force it around at his head but he turned it back on me. Back and forth we struggled. When I finally thought I go it on him I fired and missed.He laughed. Suddenly we were surrounded by police officers with there guns pointed at him. He let go of the gun and I pointed it at him. He put his hands up and said I give up. They started to apprehend him so I opened up the revolver. It was a lower caliber than I expected and there where no more rounds left. I went over to another officer and asked if he had any ammo. He said sure but the evil gunslinger yelled something. We both looked and he was running away! I yelled to get handcuffs on him and chased after him with no ammo and the dream ended

Colorful City
7/25/2010


I'm in a car with some people, and one of the guys has a golden sticker of the letters "bp" on his face, next to his ear. The sticker had appeared there because he took some drugs. I then take "bp", which is a pill. I'm in the backseat of the car, and we are driving on the highway. As I look out the window, I see that the city is unbelievably colorful. I see animated bright purple ribbons attaching to buildings, and gold ribbons too. HUGE Pink, blue, green, red, yellow, and orange ribbons. I say, "I never knew Jacksonville could be so colorful." I watch as the different colored patterns fly around the sky and dance and become part of the city.

-Other stuff-
being in NC, being in a mini cooper, being in a weird house, my sister giving me money

regular dreams: 7-25-10


Sasquatch Gym Class

I was in a huge gym type of building with some other people(normal humans). We were running around in sort of like a dance line or something with a bunch of sasquatches.. I don’t know if they were real sasquatches or just people dressed up as them. I was doing really good and keeping up with them but I eventually got out of line so I stopped. Another activity at the gym was basketball, so I picked up a ball and went over to a small basketball court with one of my friends. I stood right by the net, shot the ball, and missed. My ball went rolling off somewhere and I didn’t feel like chasing it so I just stood there and looked for another ball but couldn’t find any.

Then the principle came around by the basketball court, followed by some lady. Everyone ran behind things to hide and so did I. The principle said something like “well, who is going to help me?” And for some reason I stepped out of my hiding place behind a piece of wood and stood right in front of him. I didn’t really want to help him though. The lady who came with him was carring some type of small machine thing which required two AA batteries. She said we needed to go activate the batteries or something like that and pulled out the two old ones. I remember thinking “hey, we are going to learn how to do this in chemistry class this year! This will prepare me for the class!” (Which is really weird because I already had chemistry last year and I don’t think activating a battery is actually something people do..) So me and some other people followed the lady for awhile as we walked to someplace. For some reason, I couldn’t quite keep up with her, no matter how fast I walked. Then I started to jump and fly to keep up with her. The dream ended before I found out where we were going.


Ski Slope in Space

Me and my friends were at a snowboarding/skiing hill at night and I was Elsia. They went up the ski lift and I wanted to have some fun and fly up the hill and meet them there. But I just couldn’t seem to fly upward, it was too hard. I had my skis on(which is weird because I usually snowboard) and I went over by this ski launcher and tried to launch myself in the air but that didn’t really work either. Then I appeared to be on top of the hill, which was now like 10 times bigger and had a second hill in the sky(the one I was standing on) and people would ski/board off of and land down the second hill and continue speeding down. I was watching my friend’s mom prepare to go down the hill. She had a plastic raft, and the hill was now like a huge waterslide. It was really steep and hard to stay at the top now. She said something like “I have to do all the work myself. Hold onto the raft and try to stay up here and blah blah blah..” She finally managed to get in the raft while holding on to the top of the hill on a handle thing. She then let go and went super fast down the hill, but when she got to the end of the hill in the sky, she ended up missing the hill on the ground and started free falling to the ground which was now even farther away.. it was like looking down from space and watching her fall to the Earth. I don’t remember if she actually made it or not…