non-lucid

Originally Posted by r2d2651

02.02.2010

JJ YOU STUPID FAG! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

JJ from school was acting super gay (as usual) So I popped and screamed at him "JJ YOU STUPID F*****G FAGGOT NO ONE LIKES YOU I HATE YOU FAG!!!" (Disclaimer: I have nothing against gay people at all but oh my god you need to meet this stupid kid to understand...) He started crying and said "I thought you were my friend!" When he said I thought you were my friends I felt a little bad...

Later I was in some sort of store talking to Nicholas alone about my outburst and I think he supported it.

Originally Posted by r2d2651

19.01.2010

Ms. Marks? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I went to youth group at night and it was quarantined or something Ms.Marks was also going to go in a purple dress.

Originally Posted by r2d2651

19.01.2010

Oh no! Here we go! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in a weird place it was all white and GLaDOS was in another room. I remember using boards like in zombie panic and putting them over the doorway to GLaDOS and then me and some other people in the room with me stood atop bumps in the floor and green gas came out and it changed us into lizard people for a test or something.

After that an alarm sounded and we all darted out the door while what I think were combines came out from behind pillars behind us and proceeded to run and shoot at us. We all turned left and had a show of hands for who WAS NOT succesfully made into a lizard we repeated this process for a few times and the last time I was the only one not a lizard

So, this was kind of like a Romeo and Juliet thing, but the guy and the girl were driving around in a truck with a vegetable cooker built into the dashboard. After a while the guy stopped the truck and got out, and another girl came over to talk to the Juliet chick. Apparently Juliet wasn't supposed to be seeing the guy, because she accidently called him "my love" and the other girl started freaking out and saying she was going to tell. Juliet wanted to stop the girl, but she couldn't leave the car because she had to keep stirring the vegetables.

"Why aren't you coming? It doesn't matter if the vegetables burn," the girl said. Juliet got kind of panicky and said, "Vegetables don't burn, they SIMMER!"
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Then there was something where Alice Cullen was talking to me. The entire time, my thoughts basically went like this: "She's talking to me, I should be paying attention... You're supposed to make eye contact when you're listening... Those are some cool sunglasses! ...Wait! I'm supposed to be paying attention..."

Originally Posted by r2d2651

17.01.2010

Anchor... (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was going to a glass tunnel that was really frosted up with Tristan and I said to him as we were walking "I really hate you and I hope that when the Rapture happens. AND IT WILL. That you go to hell and burn for all eternity" No response. He enters first and then I enter and it's really cold. It leads to a bus for school. And the seats are all weird and they sway to the side. Someone said to "Put your books on the armrests of your seats." (To create a cold spot or something to help warm us up) Then after a minute some lady came in to show us something. It looked like a miniature gray Antlion creature that can fit in your hand like in HL2. And when she squeezed it it lunged its head forward and opened it's mouth and bit at the air and pulled it back. The lady called it an "Anchor" She brought out a bigger antlion creature roughly the size of a dog and squeezed the mini one causing it to bite the big ones throat... Killing it. She called the bigger one a "Shark" we are all given a message to keep our pets safe from Anchors....

I Find myself on some street looking for pets in danger. I see a couple of pet beds in a dumpster gate with one dog in it. I thought the dog was an Anchor in disguise but I continued my search. I stumbled across a weird house with a big front porch I get on it and see Andraya next to this guy which I assume is her boyfriend. But it turns out to be her brother I get offered a cup cake by her dad. It is chocolate. I eat it but it falls ALL OVER the place! Huge piles of crumbs and chunks everywhere! It looked like 20 cupcakes worth! I bent under the table the guy was sitting at (Reading the Paper) to scoop some up. He asked what I was doing and I said (Emberassed) "Oh just cleaning up a bit" (Or something like that)

Originally Posted by r2d2651

17.01.2010

I WILD in My Dream! (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I don't know how it was a DILD but I'll try and explain it!

My alarm goes... Beep... Beep... Beep... Slowly (This is odd because it normally does beepbeepbeepbeep... beepbeepbeepbeep.) Dad tells me to turn it off so I do and then I lay back down. Since I am so tired and dazed I notice the Pre-Sleep Paralysis feeling coming over me (Really Light Headed and Tired). I try and let it take me and I have control over my breathing. Then eventually I fall into SP I then try to WILD and sure enough I step right into a Lucid Lucid Dream that I am in my bed! (again) but my. My room walls from from the blackness of SP I then sit up and see mom across the hall sleeping and I hear dad to the left of me snoring. I Rub my hands together furiously and say "I WANT MORE CLARITY NOW!" repeatedly and then
I say it in real life in the dream because I was doing it so hard. And I wake mom and dad up. Mom said "Want a [???]" From her bed to me and then shortly after Dad did the same thing...

I don't know what they mumbled to me but I know it was the same thing!

Let me clear this up. It was a double dream. I was really asleep the whole duration of this dream. When I said I said it in real life in the dream that means I said it in my dream real life. Asleep > Dreamt I was awake > went into SP > Lucid Lucid Dreamt I was awake...

Helpless Situation:
I think I'm sitting in my living room and I'm eating peanuts. As I eat them, some small bits remain which get hard to eat due to their small size. I spit these out right into my bird's cage. The canary sees them and jumps down from the top wooden branch all the way to ground level passing another wooden branch in the process. He tries to eat the small bits and it was at this point, that I realized what I did. I watch helplessly outside the cage as he is trying to chew them. I'm pretty worried about him choking and really believed that was going to be the outcome of this situation.

Thoughts: Well, guess that is similar to fear, lol, but, seriously, why would I dream about my bird choking? Intriguing dreams

Investigation:
I went to China, possibly with my family, although, I only saw my father and one of my siblings(knew he was there). We ended up staying at some Chinese house which was also a store. We were there to investigate the disappearance of some items. I entered the bathhroom at this house which had a bath tub facing the door and a stool on the right side. What was on the left side, I have no idea. It was pretty big and oval shaped. There was also a restaurant on the left side of the bathroom. There was a large table there with some chairs.

Exploring:
I just finished talking to someone who was pretty mean to me. I think I climbed some stairs and was now standing on the roof. I was still thinking how mean she was and remembered how she flicked my head with her finger. Then I began to think why I was standing in the middle of a circular metal cage. I stepped out of it and tripped which caused me to lose my balance and move closer to the edge at which point I fell over. I could feel the air and see the ground coming up rapidly. I was pretty afraid of what will happen when I hit the ground. At this point, I felt an odd sensation take over and I was suddenly lucid. It must have been due to fear. I slowed down my fall so that I just touched the ground gently and walked away. My lucidity wasn't as strong as I would have liked. The dream skips and I'm with my family walking through a deserted park around evening time during the autumn season. I was still lucid but I following the flow of the dream. I saw a couple of gray or black skinny trees here and there. Between these trees, there was a small puddle which was filled with water. I sat near the puddle in the lotus position. As soon as I took the position, a mid-sized gray bird with a black patch running from it's head to halfway of it's back appeared and landed on my hands. I could feel his claws on my hands. Excited, I tried to get my sisters attention but a flock of birds, possibly 7 or so flew by and he ended up leaving my hand after they passed. We continued walking through the park and encountered a play structure. It's metallic in color and stood pretty tall. To reach the slide, one would have to climb the large steps, each around 75cm high and the steps are open, as in there is no metal facing your foot when you step on it. I thought it was interesting but continued walking and saw another play structure. Alas, at this point, my alarm started ringing and my vision went dark. I could feel myself waking up and eventually woke up.

Thoughts: Interesting dreams for sure. Finally, got another lucid. Not the highest quality and I didn't get to accomplish any goals, but, I might have found my dreamsign. It seems that fear is my dreamsign, but, I need more dreams with it to make sure. The park was definitely interesting though. The atmosphere was just amazing, it reminded me of some of those pc games that I used to play, something like the first STALKER game atmosphere. I keep on forgetting to do some RCs, stabilize, increase lucidity, etc.... but that likely has to do with the level of lucidity which I had no control over. Definitely excited for more LDs now

Chocolate:
The only thing that came to mind was a picture of a piece of chocolate. It was small, black and square-shaped. It had two edges, one which was higher than the other(the inside one) and it was wrapped in a white wrapper. There was no name or brand on it, just plain white

Thoughts: Would have been nice to give it a try or find more details, but, that's all I could come up with.

Dreams:
I was talking to a colleague from work in my bedroom. She was standing leaning on the window with her arms crossed and I think I was leaning on the dresser. We were talking about dreams. The topic was categorizing them, as in 1,2,3, etc.... and she ended up saying something completely random such as "Glad that they don't have .... in grade 8 and pool is combined with grade 9".

What was I doing?
I was living in a large house with my family, possibly in China. I'm not sure on how or why we were there. I look out the window and it's daytime. I see a large dump filled really really high with cardboard boxes and imagine what it would be like to be on top of them. It's now nightime and time to sleep. I sneak out and see three workers coming to the house, since, they were walking up the stairs. I get to my room but decided I wanted to do something fun. I decided to try and scare my sister. I see her walking out, sneak into a room nearby, but, reveal myself too early and destroy the nice surprise. The dream ends soon after.

Thoughts: Getting very close now, second night with a dream-related theme. DCs do say the darnest things though

Practicing for Success:
I was in a hotel room with my brother. We were on a queen size white bed which was near the door and it was nightime. The room was pretty small but organized. Across from the bed was a TV and to the right of that, there was a window. Moonlight was coming through the window giving the entire scene a serene look. We were practicing LD. It seems that my brother has LD'd in the past. We were trying to go into some picture. I remembered a past experience of it working which was the reason we were trying it and I think I was teleported into a dark place, kinda like being in downtown in the middle of the night

Thoughts: Seems I'm getting much closer to a LD since I'm practicing even in my dreams

Trip:
All I can recall was going on a trip with the family

Thoughts: .....

Wounded:
I can't recall much of how and what happened. I was near a large pillar, mostly because I saw a small portion of it close to the ground since my eyes were squinted. I was shot and was wounded. The shot penetrated my shirt and was embedded deep into my body near my heart. There was no pain and there was no hole left in my shirt to indicate that I was shot, the only proof is the color of the blood that was left where the bullet went. The amount was small, but, nevertheless it was slightly visible under my shirt. I folded up my shirt to see the wound. I knew I had to act fast. Pretty soon, my heart started beating but it seemed to have changed position. It was now near where my stomach and intestines are and was beating very fast. I could feel myself panic. I started to slightly blow up the region where the bullet was and soon enough, I could see it's end. I put my hands around it and pulled it out. I put my shirt back down. Later on, I was functioning normally and was asked if I went to the hospital. I said no.

Thoughts: Seems that guy who was trying to kill me in my previous dream almost succeeded

Dark Washroom:
I went into the washroom to use it. The light outside the washroom was on but it was dark inside. The only light inside the washroom was on the seat and it was in the shape of bars like a jail cell. The scene was frighting and I tried to turn the light on. I tried it a couple of times up and down, but, it was never turned on. I started to wonder why thinking that maybe the bulb burned out like yesterday, but, it never dawned on me that can't be the case. After getting into the washroom, I saw my family pass by with their coats heading down the stairs. I saw some new family member, a little girl aged 1-2 years wearing a pink cloth. I told them to wait up and the dream ended.

Thoughts: Interesting thing with the light bulb. I don't recall ever trying one before, so, it could be a useful dreamsign if I dream about it some more.

Metros and Hotels:
I was in the Metro and I bought some tickets. I found that if I stepped on the right end or left end, I would have control over the direction of the metro. There was some 5 hotels involved but I don't recall much in terms of their involvement.

Thoughts: .....