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14/12/15

Dream 1: Me and my family were out somewhere getting a makeover. It took a while, and then afterwards we drove home. My mum got out of the car and walked away. I saw a strange looking man come towards the car. He hesitated a bit when I saw him, then started walking even faster towards the car, I realised, to try and steal it. He tried to jump into the empty drivers seat, but I reached across and kicked him out before yelling for help. The guy ran off then, so we narrowly thwarted that attempt .

Dream 2: Fragment, playing a video game in a sort of Egyptian themed dungeon.

I went into a pretty blue building in some other town. There was a sign outside that said free bottle of wine and I think it was a promotional thing to get people to buy more wine from the wine shop. But when I went inside there was not really a free bottle of wine. The wine was free but I had to purchase my own container to put it in and some of the containers were $6 and I didn't buy a container for the free wine because the sign was deceiving and the containers were no good.

The shop had other things so I got two bars of soap. One bar of soap was bright yellow. When I went to the counter to purchase the soaps the woman asked if I wanted to hear about their other offers and I said yes even though I really didn't want to. Then she tried to sell me Christmas cards. She was trying really hard to sell me those Christmas cards. She even wrote messages in them for me and then held them up for me to read and asked me questions about how I liked them. Even though I had no intention of buying any Christmas cards, I let her show me at least three Christmas cards because she seemed so nice and I couldn't think of an equally nice way to say I didn't want to buy any Christmas cards so I was relieved when I woke up.

I'm entering a large parking lot area. I'm in a convertible with a friend. I notice we're in Los Santos when he yells out "We're in Los Santos, baby!" A prostitute comes up and my friend ask her where to buy drugs. She takes us to a little boy who is selling pills. Is he selling his ADHD medication? The prostitute takes the pills and the kid whispers something to her. The little boy turns into a little girl and the prostitute says the little girl is turning tricks to sell the pills. The prostitute says the girl has an infected vagina. The girl shows it to us and it is indeed red and infected-looking.

I'm in a house owned by a young couple at night. They are people I know from work. They ask if I'm getting wasted on a Friday and I say I'm not. They are drinking beer and invite me to join but I want to keep our relationship professional.

First dream

I was with my parents, waiting for a train at a bus station. We asked from which track the train would move, and they said that it would go from "Understation" - a slums complex connected with local train station, built over 50 years ago. I told my parents to wait for the train, and then I went to dormitories to take packages left for me by my associate - this place was a coal mine in the past, and except many beds and hammocks added, it remained mostly the same. There were two packages - beige medicine bags with labels "Head" and "Hat". I took them and tried to give no suspicion, and avoided guard officers wandering the station. I met with my father and gave him the bags, then the train arrived.

We entered the closest wagon, while my mother entered the right one, on the front of the train. There were guard officers inside, looking for bags we had. My father opened window and climbed up the train roof. I went on as if nothing happened, and looked for my mother. I found her soon - we had places assigned to stairs, and had to sit on stair steps all the way. She told me to go and look for father, as he haven't appeared yet.

I went to another wagon... and found myself in Hawaii, in the middle of a crowd. I tried to find my father, and when I thought that I met him, I said "Let's go." It wasn't him, but one of the guard officers. Looking back, I saw that somehow I can still enter the train, as if I was in different dimension, and wagon entrance was gate back. The officer chased me, but I escaped. When I got closer to the wagon, it just disappeared. I went downstairs to a beach, where I met a chinese martial arts master. He trained me for a while, but I had more important things to do. Instead of saying that I must go, I splashed him with sea water. He did the same, and after a while of splashing, he took an enormous mussel out of the water, and thrown at me.

I dodged, and found a boat. In the same moment I hear screams. There were devils running on the beach. They were small but muscular and whole red with mischevious smile. They spawned a huge beast, and teleported back to hell. I shouted "Onward!" and crashed my boat with the beast. It died. I knew there was a building where I can find persons responsible for that.

There was a two storey wooden house nearby. It's backyard was cluttered with dismembered limbs and bodies, there were also weapons and strange carnivorous monsters. I took weapons and entered the house. There were cultists inside. I tried to shoot them down, but they were immune to my bullets.

I was with my parents, waiting for a train at a bus station. We asked from which track the train would move, and they said that it would go from "Understation" - a slums complex connected with local train station, built over 50 years ago. I told my parents to wait for the train, and then I went to dormitories to take packages left for me by my associate - this place was a coal mine in the past, and except many beds and hammocks added, it remained mostly the same. There were two packages - beige medicine bags with labels "Head" and "Hat". I took them and tried to give no suspicion, and avoided guard officers wandering the station. I met with my father and gave him the bags, then the train arrived.

We entered the closest wagon, while my mother entered the right one, on the front of the train. There were guard officers inside, looking for bags we had. My father opened window and climbed up the train roof. I went on as if nothing happened, and looked for my

I meant to get reservation for a fancy hotel, but instead got one for the one next door, and its main problem was that the bathroom was downstairs not with the room.

I was lost and moving on skywalks that were not secure and open to one side with danger of falling.

NON-DREAM
DREAM
LUCID
FALSE AWAKENING
NIGHTMARE
FRAGMENT
(Unconnected dreams indicated by a *. Connected dreams indicated by a •. )

*My mom gets a new car.

*I'm in this waterpark that that wateeslides made of wood. I'm walking on this plank. On one side of me is a normal slide that leads to the deep end, the other is a tube slide that leads to the shallow end. I go down the tube slide.

* I'm on this kind of spaceship. As I wander around, I seem to be taking this quiz on what seems to be the creator of a movie like Star Wars or something. When I answer wrong, I'm shown an image of a storeroom.

* I'm "floating" (Think Google Earth) above North America. A Christmas miracle has apparently taken place. Everyone's doorbells are ringing and I see it as a line moving across the USA and Canada.

* A guy is driving down a hill. As he is driving, he explains that the hill he is on is known for making you lose control. He ends up driving very fast and he laughs and says "Whoa".

* Some clowns have taken over the TARDIS (From Doctor Who)and made it circus themed. Later The Doctor has to chase down the TARDIS as the clowns have taken off in it, but have not dematerialized, they're just flying.

* I see a grid that shows different versions of Rudolph The Red Nosed Reindeer.

I swerve up to the side of the client's apartment building. There's an eavestrough there that's just too high off the ground to reach without a boost.

There's a garbage truck behind me. I ignore it and back up, hitting the truck with a screech of metal. The car's just under the eavestrough now, and I open the driver's side door, turn to the client, and tell her: "Go."

She slides out of the car and scrambles onto the hood while I smile pleasantly at the driver of the truck. He's still looking somewhat shocked by the fact that I just backed into him. As my client grabs onto the eavestrough and starts climbing into the apartment, I shut the door of the car.

I pick up the car, crunch it into a ball, and throw it into the back of the garbage truck.

"Don't worry," I assure the driver, "It's registered under a false name."

He... smiles back, and I know that he isn't going to cause me any trouble.

went to sleep around 10 or so was lucid around 12 am! in the dream im talking to someone i know then i decide to explore. i find myself flying out of a tower down to the ground cause something interesting is at the bottom. but i dont see what it is cause i get the urge to see what time it is in waking reality. so i look at my wrist for a watch dont see one but try to make one appear. something is happening to my wrist and i awake.

The Dream:

I find myself running down a long sidewalk in a trailing white wedding dress and veil. All around me, there is construction going on. I am late for my mother's wedding. People in the streets give me strange looks.

When I arrive at the church, there's a change room that I'm ushered into and I decide to check my appearance before entering the main hall. I look at my reflection in a tall mirror. To my surprise, my long wedding dress has turned into a skimpy white nightdress that's see-through. Instead of wondering how the laws of nature could have suspended, I spent a few good moments admiring myself in the mirror and thinking of how good I look in lingerie. A nearby DC takes note of my vanity and says I'll have to change into something more appropriate before going inside the main hall.

I do the rational thing and run all the way back home to find more suitable clothing. ("Home" in all these dreams always ends up being the college residence I stayed in during my first year, even though I consider "home" IRL to be my parent's house where I grew up). Once I get to the residence, I have to climb up a whole set of stairs to get to my room on the third-floor. I end up having to pass entire groups of people, including a gym full of sweaty men, but somehow I don't seem to mind that I'm in my underwear. A part of me even likes that they're watching.

When I reach my room, I look out the window and it's snowing.

"There's no way I can make it back to the wedding now," I think. "I'll just have to call and say I was sick or something."

When I get my phone, I notice that's there's 21 unread text messages from my mother. As I read through them, it's only then that I realize that my mother is getting married to a woman. She talks about how all these years she's felt like she's been hiding who she really was, but now she can accept her bisexuality.

Later, I'm at my parent's house (in the dream, it doesn't look anything like their house though) and my mother is there in a white sweater and I remember feeling quite proud of her. I go to hug her in a warm embrace and then pester her for details ("Where did you meet this woman?" "How did you know?" "What does dad think of all this?"). She tells me she's married a Spanish woman and they're having fun exploring their identities. My father comes from behind the staircase and teases her about it, saying that this woman has become a bad influence for my otherwise overtly religious mother. He seems totally okay with all this.

Notes

Well, the first sign this was all a dream should have been the fact that my homophobic religious mother would ever get married to a woman. But okay, whatever, brain.

Yet another dream about wardrobe malfunctions, except this time I was confident and kind of enjoying it when the vast majority of dreams have been about being embarrassed and trying to find a place to hide as quickly as possible.

Also....why was I wearing a wedding dress to my own mother's wedding? Dream logic

Many many dreams this night, several on the verge of lucidity. Too many to remember all through the night.

earlier:
+ flying a drone, play fighting with a girl (two-foot swinging kick into her stomach, knocking her backwards), up close cleaning some dirty white thing and doing a white glove test on it, which comes up dirty. I should use some sort of solvent on the stuff, but wiping it with the tissue I'm using seems to be making some progress.

+ at childhood home. I want to fly. I'm standing on the corner of the deck and it feels wobbly. I look down and see into the core of the pillar supporting this corner of the deck, I see it is loose/rottening.

later:
+ the new fence and massive "spark plug" electrical monoliths on the path to the museum where I wanted to take off flying to the city below, two motocross guys saying they can build the new track there. Thinking of blasting through a roof into a house in the city below and wondering what I'll find in there

+ TK table, things keep moving just from my thoughts, but it must be a coincidence of the wind?

+ pictures at prom, my sister, N! arrangements
Of all the hot girls I could have chosen to take to prom (thinking particularly of latinas), and I had to choose one who looked just like my sister!? When girls get together to take pictures, it takes forever because they must take all N! possible combinations of possible arrangements of each other. Thinking of

+ arriving at a pool prom, dark, the pool's outside, it's going to be cold!

+ in seattle driving through the hilly streets. I see a tower in the distance and orient on that, I know where I am. I'm driving fairly fast and being careful to look at the side streets to see if they have stop signs and whether I need to stop or not. I feel I'm still driving a bit fast. Come up to a large intersecting street which I "remember" I used to drive to here earlier. I'm really enjoying driving through the rolling hills. Where should I go, it's still early morning? I could go to the University and eat at my favorite thai place (AD) but I'm pretty sure it's not there any more. I could go see my friends CL whom I haven't seen in ages.

I'm meeting up with the bus? I go up to a high place with a bunch of other people and see a couple (guy and girl) from my group whom I "recognize." I go up to them and ask them "did you get wet tonight?" (oops I think I left them an opening for a bad joke) they answer "yes?" I tell them that I had a dream about our group going to a pool earlier. "A dream, huh?" they say. Then they move on (in to the pool). I'm standing in their spot and another couple comes up and ask if they can have that place now, they had to wait because my friends had taken it before. I say OK and move on to the pool.

They we're in a pool. The girl has goggles, everyone has googles but I don't have mine. I get out to look for mine. I see a backpack on the ground that looks like mine. I get closer and it's on an unfamiliar piece of fabric and the backpack itself looks too new and too stiff to be mine, it's not mine.

MILD

My girlfriend gave her number to some guy at the gym.

(My recall wont be as good as it took a bit of a backseat behind finding out my year twelve results this morning :p)
14/12/15
1: Fragment now, having lunch with my grandparents

2: I was having Christmas as a kid. The family were at a holiday house/hotel, the tv was on with Christmas shows and I was back to being about 6 or 7 again.

3: Fragment, I was roaming a renaissance/gothic town at night, filled with vampires. Oh wait some recall is flooding back haha. I was accepting an espionage mission from an old woman hidden away in a building; I was to go to the local inn and try and find out who the leaders of the town were. When in the inn however people were very suspicious and I ended up being caught out. Not sure what happened next.

4: Me and my brother were hanging about near a lake. It was summer and we were in boardies, and there a large rubber tyre floating around at the edge. We swam for a while until we saw there was a bit of a waterfall. My brother went back and got the tyre, then sat on it and made me push him over the waterfall. He fell a few metres and bounced off once he hit the bottom, lucky to not injure himself.

5: Fragment about JaclynGlen getting a breast reduction (?)

6: I was at a school assembly, bored. I tried flirting a bit and then was talking to some friends, until a girl stepped up to speak. She was meant to deliver a speech/read a poem in Macedonian, but she kept on making mistakes and eventually got so embarrassed she stopped and refused to start again.

+ frisbee with Putin
I'm indoor and start tossing a frisbee around with Putin. We're both good. We start using two frisbees. Putin catches two at once, one of them around the back. I make a tilting up throw that comes back to me

+ dead guy
A group of people are standing around at night on a large sidewalk open area (city "B", Sh and C streets?). There is a dead guy well-lit lying on the ground with widely open mouth and a tongue sticking out. My (son?) is getting stuck under a car and I'm yelling for him to get out from there.

+ teaching son
I'm with son S1 as he was around 8-9. I'm teaching him some things from book, I see children's handwriting on a page. He's really happy I'm working with him. I think he's much better than when he was older and an annoying rebellious late-teenager. I see him at his older age simultaneously. I think all he wanted was for me to spend time with him.

+ admission of affair
I'm driving up to a house with my wife. This is the house of a woman with whom I've had an affair, and this is the meeting to call it to a halt. I have a feeling of dread about this and say "well, here it goes." We enter the house and it's empty. We go in to the kitchen and I offer my wife a glass of water, I look through the cabinets for a glass and find something like a small bud vase. The family (sisters and brothers) of the woman come home and walk as a group through the kitchen to the living room. They don't see us there. Then one of the sisters comes into the kitchen and sees me, recognizes me, and looks shocked. I say "we're only missing … (I can't remember her name! Does it start with "L"?)…the lady of the house."

Everybody sits down in the living room in a circle. I start talking. "I had an affair with (what was her name?) and it was wrong. This is my legal wife here. We've been married more than 20 years. It's going to stop with (L?)." Then one of her brothers gets mad and says "you mean all that stuff I did was for nothing?" (he apparently "helped" along the affair at one point).
Another of the brothers gets up and comes over to me and says "This then was all one big joke, and so are YOU!" and he taps me on the side of the head with a rolled up poster (it's light and doesn't hurt). They all get up and leave in disgust.

They're hanging around the kitchen, I'm with my wife, I'm trying to decide whether we should go out through the kitchen, which would require walking by them again, or another door out, my wife says we should go out another way.

Outside on the front walk, the family is still jeering at me, and I realize I'm holding the rolled up poster in my hands, and also there is a pair of large pliers there. I throw the pliers on to the ground by the front door in anger.

Back in my house I enter the garage. Something is following me, scooting up to me quickly from behind. It is a robot made from the yellow warning light atop road work stands with a foot-long antenna sticking up out of the top of it, atop a stand with some wheels, it's about a meter high. I think the family sent it and will be able to spy on me through a camera in this light. I grab the light/antenna top and hold it tightly in my hands.

I notice with a shock that the side door to the basement is open [dreamsign]. I walk that way and into darkness. A small long dog is there. "Is that you, L?" I see it is. He is young and in good health. I pet him a few times and move on.

Up ahead in an outdoor area I see my wife with a friend in the distance (who is a clothes dealer?). My wife joins me. I tell her those people sent a robot after me! I see an orange golf shirt with a small white stain under the collar. My wife makes some comment about them messing with my favorite shirt.

afternoon nap:
nap dreams are always vague for some reason.

+ (f) book deal
I think we should self-publish our book instead of going through an intermediary. If we do that, how soon could we start receiving income for it?

+ (f) girls at screen
Some girls are huddled around a computer screen. I'm approaching with a small cap/spoon of blue liquid that will highlight what they're doing. As I approach they huddle closer around the screen but I say that's not going to stop me from discovering what they're up to

+ (f) bag in restaurant
A group is leaving their booth in a restaurant, I lean over the seat and find a bag left there. I lift it up and ask "whose bag is this?"

+ (f) playing golf, my partners are pushing the golf ball along on the ground, I take a proper stroke?

I gave an old woman a recipe which includes a poisonous flower. She later turns up dead by the effects of that poison - but I suspect her son took advantage of that situation to kill her himself, knowing that it would be dismissed as an error in dosage. There's an inheritance involved.

Disembodied, I'm 'standing' at the edge of the ring of a gladiatorial circus, observing a man who's now lying on the ground looking half-dead, but he's nonetheless victorious and a crowd-pleaser. I'm bored. These games have been going on for days now and it's gotten repetitive, I'm impatient for him to move on.

I shift my perspective, finding the emperor in a large private room attached to the circus. A man in armor is talking to him about the man who's won the games, and the emperor is incredulous - why should the emperor fear or make concessions? That man fears him, the emperor - the proof of that is in the way he travels from place to place and uses the name he does. (His name is a word literally meaning "dark," but associated with low, dirty things.) The man in armor raises the issue of Dark's rumored connection to the queen.

The queen's present in the room, tall and dark and with green-tinted hair, hair mostly covered by a black veil. She's legendary for her beauty and suggested to be not entirely human; there's a rumor that Dark is one of her kind, and looking for her. It's close to the truth, but not quite it - in actuality, he's a survivor of the court of her previous husband. She's unaware of this. She only survived that massacre because the emperor refused to give her up, treated her as a prize.

She joins in the conversation, teases the emperor, saying that if she ever sees this Dark, she might recognize one of her own kin and turn on the emperor. Her voice is nasally. She then speculates more seriously about what would happen if she ever really did meet one of her sisters - "Lure her to her death."

The emperor is irritated with this line of conversation, and tells the two of them that this is enough talk, focus on the tribute instead.

Later. Dark is standing in front of an open shrine, holding an antique sword in poor physical condition but with great symbolic meaning. He's telling the spirits that if he enters the dream with this weapon, with all that meaning attached, it will become something miraculous. He's lying. But in actuality, it will lead him to a cross buried in the ground - I see the cross glowing dull red - and then to a bow which will infect him with hatred for a time.

I have a body now. I'm standing in a temple somewhere bright, talking to a woman who's explaining to me that she won't leave this building. She took a demon into herself, made herself its prison. She describes how she'd been fighting someone, and when it was over, a part of herself that should have been restoring was draining instead, and she hasn't been able to stop it - she can feel herself flaking away, and if this continues, there'll be nothing left of her in a mere few thousands of years.