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Woke up around 3:20 am with terrible toothache. Took pain killers. Went back to bed. Was awake for two more hours. Rolling around not able to relax or fall back asleep due to my toothache.
Only remember a dream fragment in which my boss calls me and asks me about a project on which I'm working on in my waking life as well.

Morning of January 10, 2014. Friday.



I go into “another universe” somehow. This other universe has a planet like Earth, but it also seems as if I am back in time, as people are primarily cavemen. However, they are seemingly “civilized” cavemen for the most part - living in little houses all in a row in some areas. There is also a very small population of them, perhaps not even twenty on the entire planet, and all gathered in one warmer region (as they do not have fire or even seem to know what it is).

I meet and have long conversations with either the leader or the most intelligent of the cavemen. He is aware that I am different than everyone else but is not sure of my origin or where I am from for some time (and likely does not know by the end of my dream). We talk about a lot of things and I get the idea that he is learning a lot from me, which will eventually cause the population to be a bit larger - especially regarding survival skills which we also talk about. They seem to be mostly living on a small type of red berry that grows at the edge of the woods near their row of houses (which are in an open area). There is also a perfect line of peach trees across the front of the row of houses. These peach trees are lived in somehow by smaller baboons (there are more baboons than cavemen and some are walking about on the ground). I notice a lot of peaches on the ground, so neither the cavemen nor the baboons are eating them all. It is like a government housing district where all the little houses look so much the same, you would probably have difficulty finding your own house. It reminds me of an area in La Crosse called “the shoe homes” (actually Schuh Homes, I believe) for those lower income people - it would take a lot of extra effort just to find a certain house, as there are several streets with identical houses in all directions. I could imagine a drunk trying to find his way back to his house as even the street corners all looked the same.

I guess technically they are not cavemen - as they do not actually live in caves, but they have the look of the comedic stereotype for the most part. The man I talk to is only wearing a small dark animal fur around his groin area. Over time, he tries to understand more about where I am from - as he does seem educated in quantum physics, unusual theories, astronomy, and so on. I am almost not sure myself (I am not lucid in anyway, oddly enough, even though I seem to be aware I am “visiting them from my world/reality”). I tell him that I am from a different universe, then say a different time, implying both, but he is not sure of the dynamics of such a potential and it seems very difficult to explain in any way. I teach the cavemen how to make fire and how to hunt to some extent. Over time, I believe there is an apple orchard in one area, close to the row of houses. The baboons do not cause any trouble, but do seem a bit dirty and seem to render the peaches less edible or less abundant overall in some ways. I almost get the sense that the other man could learn to use a computer, but they do not really have any inventions yet - but somehow have the perfect little houses to live in, in the “middle of nowhere”.

Although my dream seemed to have peaches, there may also be a play on “apricot” as apricots have become a sparsely recurring aspect of my more recent dreams. It could be relative to a play on “ape-ricot”, not sure, but it seems a conscious comedic association.

I haven't been writing any DJ entries for quiet s one time now, mainly because of lack of lucids, lack of wifi and because I have been lazy... However tonight, I had 2 lucids in a row. I m not gonna write it down, because I have to go to work soon. But both were DILDs. And the last one was a false awakening.
The first one was the longest and clearest lucid I have ever had! But me dream control, such as flying a spend such, SUCKED. I couldn't fly, but I could move freely, like in the real world.

The second lucid, I woke up in my bedroom with my gf next to me. I tried to change the scenery by swiping 4 fingers from right to left, like you do on an iPhone or iPad. It partially worked, however after some tries, I ended up in the bedroom anyways.

Good lucids!!!!!!

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In my first dream, I actually tried to RC before I got lucid. But my RC somehow failed.it might have been because I was rcing while I was on a REALLY big water slide. I was at a water park with my gf and some friends. After trying out the water slide, I went to my friends. When I got to them, one of them were hitting on this hot Brazilian woman. He failed big time and she was about to leave. I just got there in time. I told him he could do what ever he wanted with her, since this is a dream. Boom I became lucid, and did a RC just to make sure. i didn't want to waste my lucid on a girl, so I exited the water park through a couple of big yellow exit doors. I got outside and tried moving like I do in real life, while waiting to wake up. I didn't wake up, and I was able to move freely. I saw some guys training parkour. I went to them and tried flying also. I couldn't fly properly though... Bad dream control.
This was the longest lucid I have had, but I can't remember tall the details, because it's from around 4-5am, and it's 8am right now..

After this, I think I had a false awakening. I woke up in my bedroom, with my gf next to me. She started turning in the bed, while moaning a bit. I thought she acted weird, and the feeling I had in my body was a bit different too. I tried to RC and it worked. i got lucid. The first thing I wanted to mod, was to get out of bed. But this time I tried something different. I swiped 4 fingers from right to left, like on an iPad, to try to change the scenery. I partially worked, and the scenery did change, but after some tries I ended up in my bedroom with a iPhone in my hands... I kinda panicked and felt I was waking up. I woke up.

Morning of January 10, 2014. Friday.



We are living in some sort of composite of mostly Barolin Street (same directional orientation) and the place in Maryborough on Cheapside Street, but with other differences at times (including the entrance to Stadcor Street with the outside stairs). At first, there seems to be some sort of drama with a rowdy neighbor from the halfway house visiting someone in a separate (fictional) apartment in back of where we live (which looks more like the Barolin Street area at that point). This second male, the friend of the one in back of our place who seems to be in the shower, is yelling about the score of an ongoing soccer game while standing outside in our driveway. The other male makes gasping and apparent drowning sounds (as the shower is also unlikely louder from where I am), but nothing related to that matter continues.

There is a scene where I am trying to record on a cassette tape and the player keeps “eating” it (recurring). I try to fix things up, but the tape keeps going out in different directions in figure-eight patterns. Parts are very realistic with regard to the capstan and such. I get a vague impression that one of the cassettes is my sister’s.

Later, I am in the bedroom with my wife Zsuzsanna. She is lying on our bed (which is south to north unlike the real-life west to east orientation) but I am standing near the north doorway to the hallway that was there in real life (there is also an additional fictional door to the east, which seemingly opens out directly to a downward flight of stairs and gives a feeling of being on the second floor of a building - the house was one floor but high-set in real life but did not have higher stairs in this manner), but something unusual is going on. Another male is in the room complaining about Zsuzsanna’s “supernatural” beauty because it was apparently the cause of his accident. He narrates his story (I am not sure if he is a ghost, or somehow got lost on his way somewhere else). “I was driving down the road at night and this female steps out from the wayside and I lost control of my stick shift…”

“Yes, my wife has had that effect on males,” I say sarcastically. For a moment, he almost seems like an (deceased?) “alternate husband” of my wife’s (although she never had any other long-term relationships or marriages) and seems somewhat disparaging, but not violent in any way. For awhile, he stands around not moving, almost like a statue. Other men appear eventually - a total of about five or six.

Next up comes Burl Ives (in a white suit, and with a cane and top hat) in an objurgatory stance and mood. He starts talking about how Zsuzsanna called up the giant turtle and crashed his helicopter into the “blue lagoon”. He continues, “If I live to be a hundred, I’ll never forget that big snow storm a couple of years ago.” (This is actually a recurring idea from other dreams where a type of siren or ghost was causing a blizzard, but is actually his line from “Rudolph”.) “No, no, no, that’s Sam the Snowman, not Doctor Paulis,” I say, but more to the wall, “You’ve got your roles mixed up and…you have snowballs!”

“Oh fer…you’ve got a screw loose Magnus!”, he shouts and turns to waddle down the stairs. I want to be with Zsuzsanna in private, but these idiot males standing around are starting to try my patience. The truck driver is still standing in the same spot, staring at the painting of a pirate ship on the west wall which now seems to have a bit of water coming out from the bottom of the frame and running in about four streams of differing lengths down the areas between the vertical wall boards.

Another younger male (closest to the corner of the room) narrates…“I was near shore and this young gypsy girl of unearthly beauty steps out from a caravan, and raises her arms. I thought for a moment she held a lantern to guide my way, but then…my ship was lost on the rocks…” (I briefly reflect on how my wife’s mother directly drank seawater in real life and actually bragged about how healthy it was during the time she was also a vegan, yet her last son was born autistic though has somehow fully recovered in later years.)

“You’ve certainly got your prerogatives in order,” I say sarcastically. “Yes, one girl standing in the night, you are distracted, or maybe it was a Playboy magazine - those oil tankers out there having oil spills that wipe out half the planet…watch out for that bit of venison on your plate…it may be the end of the world as you know it…”

The song “Play Crack The Sky” is sung by a transparent temporary character before my dream moves back towards my own direct focus again.

The most vivid part unfolds. I squeeze my right hand lightly into a fist and this somehow causes the male to rise in the air, about three feet off the floor. He starts to choke and seawater drips from him as he hovers in the air a few feet from me. I turn to walk and somehow he floats in the air behind me and I manage to get him out of the room without touching him. The other men look on approvingly, thinking I had healed him, and line up for me to “heal” them as well. I am glad to oblige…

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Around 7:50 PM January 9, 2014 I went to sleep. I woke up around 9:00 PM almost in tears, shaking, & scared. I had a dream that my boyfriend, & one of our mutual friends was with us. We got a pizza & it tasted old so I took it back into the pizza place to return it & two gentleman were in the parlor arguing. One being a black male, & the other a white. The white man walked out enraged & left then the black man looked right at me & said 'I am going to kill him.' Scared I walked out. I got in the car & we started driving. We got on the express way & about 2 minutes after being on the express way I looked to the right & there was the black man brutally stabbing the white man. It makes no sense, but blood was all over the highway signs. I started screaming & crying. My boyfriend went to turn around, but I told him no. I was afraid, the guy would recognize me & kill me too. We kept going, I used my cell phone to call the cops, but they were speaking in a different language. But we drove to a hospital & I walked in to use the phone to call the police. I walked up to a gentleman to ask if I could use the phone & he told me to get the fuck out of his face, he was busy. I scream at the top of my lungs 'A man is being brutally murdered right now.' There was a phone on the wall & I went to it dialed 911 & as the operator picked up I couldn't speak I felt like a golfball was in my throat. I heard sirens & walked out of the hospital, as I am walking out I see a Blue Jeep with something about a tattoo shop written on the side & a mixed male inside with tattoos all over his face, he started screaming & my boyfriend tried pulling out. As we were driving away the guy in the jeep started pulling away, & his car just randomly exploded. Blood & body parts flew everywhere.

I was awake during this whole dream, I could hear things around me, but my eyes wouldn't open I tried. My body was glued to the bed. When I could open my eyes I was almost in tears & in a heavy sweat. I'm pretty shaken up. :scared:

Last night

*translation pending

1. soñé que vivía con mi familia junto a un pantano. me acercaba a pescar con un trapeador, esperando que los peces quedaran atrapados en el trapo. tenía intención de aventar el anzuelo para llegar más lejos pero no había tal y me limitaba a sumergir mi trapeador. luego estaba con iri u otra mujer pariente y le mostraba cómo pescar con trapeador pero al sacar el trapo sólo tenía mojones. todo el pantano estaba así. le decía a alguien que había algún animal que se estaba viniendo a bañar a nuestro pantano. me enorgullecía de mis habilidades biólogas deductivas.

2. estaba en un puerto. había un barco estacionado en el puerto. mis padres estaban metidos en el barco, haciendo un descbrimiento científico. cuando terminaran debíamos hacer ruido. ¿eran ellos o era yo? o alguien más y yo quería estar ahí y avisarles cuando terminara el evento. llegó mi prima Tania con su hija, seguida de un niño de unos cinco años y una niña pequeñitita de un año. mi prima les pedía que dejaran de seguirles. yo cargaba a la niñita y la ponía en mi regazo para dormirla. veía que yo traía puesto el vestido de terciopelo azul oscuro. acurrucaba a la niña y ella cerraba los ojos. en algún momento hice un movimiento brusco y ella volvió a abrirlos. su cara no tenía expresión, como isabel de caballo negro. se quedaba dormida y su hermano la llevaba aparentemente con sus padres. el niño regresaba y recibía una llamada. yo le ayudaba a contestar, escuchaba cómo empezaba a angustiarse por el regaño de sus padres y le ofrecía acompañarlo de vuelta con ellos. el niño vestía una playera verde bandera con letras blancas grandes sobre el pecho.

caminábamos por debajo de arcos y casas vacías (tipo la casas de mar azul, con pasillos abiertos con arcos, pueblo fantasma) y llegábamos a un albergue para niños de la calle. un lugar con puertas de cristal, mesitas amarillas, una máquina expendedora de golosinas -un cuartito de espera, que daba a otras puertas de cristal para ver a tus niños jugando detrás en un salón amplio con una colina de hulespuma y alberca de pelotas. veía a una niña con parálisis y nanas/educadoras con delantales. pensé en la utilidad de un sitio así. es gratis, nadie te pregunta nada porque cualquiera puede ser un niño de la calle, en una situación de emergencia no te vas a poner a pedir comprobantes. el niño corría por su hermana y yo me quedaba esperándolos. un par de niños vestidos igual -uniformes de escuela?- empezaban a molestarme. acoso sexual. se sacaban el pito, se me acercaban insinuantes. tendrían unos 11 o 12 años. me enojaba mucho. intentaba pegarles para alejarlos pero no funcionaba porque no quería hacerles daño. ellos más bien parecían divertidos. los empujaba sobre unas sillas, ponía mis manos en cada uno de sus cuellos y les decía, “a ver cuánto aguantan”. apretaba. seguía teniendo miedo de lastimarlos y a la vez estaba muy molesta. me decía a mí misma que sólo sería un escarmiento, que no los mataría aunque eso era lo que en realidad quería hacer. apretaba fuerte y veía sus caras ponerse rojas, su sangre escurrirse de mis manos por debajo de su piel, pero mis manos cedía, no podía controlar bien mis movimientos, mis manos eran torpes.

desperté

January 8th 2014

*will translate later!

un hotel. mis padres y yo. mi madre y yo íbamos al cuarto de lavado del hotel a lavar las sábanas de nuestras camas. veía una lista de películas/libros buenos qué checar que había hecho renato.

la sala de espera de un hospital. una mujer morena, tipo gaby de caballo negro. gente sentada, frente a una ventana.

un departamento pequeño lleno de gente. un hombre atractivo circa 40 años. llega una periodista y anuncia que ha llegado el auto a recogernos. todos corren de aquí para allá guardando cosas y alistándose. pienso que tardaremos en salir. un encuentro con el hombre atractivo. le hago sexo oral bajo una manta verde. él lo disfruta pero recuerda que debemos irnos y se para diciendo que debemos irnos. todos le obedecen y en ese momento nos vamos.

January 7th, 2014

*** I'm sorry this is in Spanish. I'll translate later.

1. Buscaba un baño en un centro comercial muy grande que era parecido a una ciudad subterránea de película de ciencia ficción post-apocalíptica. Yo era parte de un clan de mujeres ruidosas que hacían un alboroto en cada baño que encontraba y no me dejaban entrar a ninguno, no tenía privacidad. Mujeres como las Brujas de Zugarramurdi.

2. Me quedaba de ver con Sergio en la calle. Nos fallaban las coordenadas -algo pasaba con mi teléfono, había un malentendido, algo asi- y nos costaba trabajo hallarnos -otro desencuentro. Cuando al fin nos encontrábamos yo sentía alivio porque necesitaba verlo para algo, tal vez para contarle mi sueño de las Brujas antes de olvidarlo. El centro comercial-ciudad ahora era una selva de utilería con árboles de cartón.

3. Me peleaba a muerte con Erick. Nos aventábamos frutas. Él estaba arriba de mí, como subido en un estante. Había calabazas verdes y naranjas y mandarinas. Conseguía ponerme a su nivel, rodeaba su cuello con mis manos y apretaba. Veía cómo su cara se iba poniendo roja. Él no hablaba ni hacía expresión emocional de ningún tipo, como si no estuviera ahí. Yo deseaba que dejara de respirar, que muriera. Luego lo soltaba. Pasaba un rato y parecíamos olvidar el asunto. Recordaba algo que quería decirle y volvía a sentir cariño por él.

4. Mi prima Tania y su marido hablaban sobre matrimonio conmigo. Como si me hablara la voz de dios porque ellos no estaban presentes. Iba en un auto con mi padre. Yo tenía puesto el uniforme de mi escuela, el de la prepa, y me iba peinando en el coche. Faltaban cinco minutos para la hora (cualquier hora, XX:55). Tras de nosotros venía una cosa publicitaria -más utilería de cartón- que cambiaba de forma. Me asustaba un poco pero trataba de pensar que no dejarían publicidad semi-consciente suelta por ahí si pudiera hacerle daño a nadie. Mi padre se paraba en un estacionamiento pequeño, tipo OXXO, a entregar o comprar algo. Cuando volvía al coche yo miraba el reloj y marcaba XX:56. Me sorprendía qué poco tiempo había pasado pero pensaba que mi padre sabía lo que estaba haciendo, siempre llegamos puntuales con él. Decía algo y yo me miraba al espejo y veía que tenía un mechón rosa en el cabello. Recordaba que ya no estoy en la prepa. Me preguntaba cómo iban a dejarme pasar si ya no voy a clases. Le decía a mi padre algo de mi certificado pero no entendía porqué el uniforme. Me caía el veinte de que no, que no era a la prepa a donde tenía que ir. Le pedía a mi padre que me dejara en el metro para ir a la universidad.

No idea it might have been one dream or 5 but I was just napping with the intent to have a delid and seem to have had a huge chain of not so real awakenings and falling back to sleep ALL LUCID!!! And the most vivid I have ever had... Incredible.

I think I actually woke up once but not sure I just remember finding that my phone stopped playing music and then falling back to sleep trying to stay awake. The first couple were very vivid but I don't remember them I do remember using "BECOME VIDID" and shouts like that to keep my eyes open and chasing after a truck or something in the first one but that's it. But what would happen was I would have a FA and actually feel the exiting from a dream and try not to move. Then I would feel strange sensations and vibrations, for example I came too and felt like I was rising up from inside of my bed then floated above my bed and sunk back down into my normal position on my back (wasn't actually sleeping on my back though) then I would feel vibrations like a wild and lift off my bed a little and be swept off into the dream world. It would fade into a FA (although I tried to start of in a field of grass) but I was completely lucid!! In the first one I remember I got up and picked my dog up who looked so lifelike I carried him out of my room and dropped him down in the kitchen I did RCs and they worked but still had a hard time believing I was in a dream because it was so realistic. I then went outside the front door and saw tons of people going about there daily business (which is weird because most lucid dreams of mine have little or no people and I've never seen my street so crowded). I saw my good friend graham jogging by my house in his Berkley sweatshirt and stopped him and talked to him and did some other stuff I'm not sure of. When the dream faded I did the same thing and just chained them. This time when I had the FA I got up and saw through my sliding glass door my sister, who is in college in a little party hat for new years even though it has passed. She looked at me, smiled, and waved. Past her in the living room I saw the rest of my family. I did some RCs and they worked. I then pressed my hands against the sliding glass door and felt it. I turned around and found my seat was replaced by a beautiful and huge granite counter top desk and a big desktop. I felt the cool granite with my hand as I walked by. I went into the kitchen and felt the cabinets and then really analyzed the room. It was incredible how real it felt and looked. It then soon faded I woke.

This time I also realized I woke and was going to try to delid again but I also knew I had been in a completely different position than this and when I went to bed and I didn't want to forget any more. Nothing has ever happened to me like this before... Was I dreaming I was lucid dreaming and chaining them or was I actually doing it but when I woke my awareness was so low I thought I was in a different position? I have never had such vivid dreams and remember I also had a couple that I don't remember before those that were linked as well.

This is pretty short but I will start with what I remember. I was. Floating in space( I think) it was in black in white no colour at all. I couldn't move my neck it was frozen. Suddenly I was in my bed it looked so real and the colour was back. I said to myself I am dreaming over and over but. I didn't believe it really. Got up walked or rather floated from my bed looked in my parents bedroom and my mother was starring at me. I didn't acknowledge her and headed to the washroom. Looked in the mirror and I am pretty sure it was my reflection. Turned to the right and there was a door(in wl there is a tub btw) and it was my sisters bedroom. The bed was messy and I thought about sleeping in it. Then I woke up. Pretty boring really but it was one of the more clear dreams I have had recently.

I was riding on the school bus with C. I should probably note that the bus was not on its usual route. She was telling me about how she had gotten her hands on some "illegal music" and wanted me to hear it. She got out a CD case as well as a CD player (way to go oldschool.)
We both put on headphones and began listening. The music turned out to be really innocent sounding guitar and piano pieces with no vocals. I asked her why the music was illegal, but she did not respond.

Collection of fragments:

-I was riding the school bus (may have been the same dream) but I was standing ontop of the school bus. I got to see a third person view of myself. I was wearing a black jacket.

-Something to do with seeing a black energy orb with a white band across it.

-Something to do with a tropical location, had a beach and some palm trees.

-Something to do with a baby.

non lucid
*At my job I asked someone where did reggie go? Someone said they fired him because he was black. Andre I person I know that does not work at my job said man that is messed up. Reggie who I have not seen in 15 years or more does not work there either.

*Me and my brother walk into a barber shop that is owned and ran my latinos. One of my guys working there asked my brother who do you want your hair cut. My brother told him to cut a little off and the guy reacted by saying, that is to much to ask for. Then the person transformed into someone else who had a really fucked hair cut.

Journal Entry non-lucid #2 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background:

Dream fragment 1 "Beautiful Sky": I was in the garage and I happen to look at the sky, the clouds was pink from the sunset, and so was the horizon. I told my mom to look up at the sky, we stood there before entering our house admiring the beauty. I looked at our neighbors house and it was in the middle of a lake. The lake was clean and there was some sort of large flower pedals around it. We went inside for some reason, and the living room was 60% of the house. " I said were do they eat? They have to have an underground place". We were now back inside our house, and my sister was doing my mom's hair. I found this cloth of my sister's friend that was worth $10,000. Then her friend shows up and complain about staying inside the house, since she has to wait for my sister.

Dream fragment 2 "Ice T, The Grinch": I was in an airplane, and these guys were trying to shoot up with their airplane. I kept trying to fly but couldn't. All of a sudden my airplane did some impossible aerodynamics and did a vertical take off. I then ended up to the extreme height that the airplane could go. I could now see the Earth and I wasn't far from leaving the atmosphere. I prayed to stay there longer. Down at the ground Ice T as the charterer from Law and Order, he was going to interrogate the women in charge at the airshow, but he ended up beating up a guy. He had other people hold him and Ice T would proceed to punch him in the stomach. Ice T had this weird and evil smile, he looked like the Grinch.

Dream fragment 3 "Adventures with Mike": I was in this room with mike from the show, Breaking Bad, some guy was talking to us about insurances. Mike was there, he had that same uninterested face. I thought he would be the reason why we would need insurance. After listening to the insurance guy Mike was about to do a hit on somebody. I was involved for some reason. The guards found out that he was in the building and they sounded the alarm. I started running to back of the building where only employs could enter. I ended up at a dead end. I looked at the wall and I saw it was made out of Styrofoam blocks and I moved them. I saw Mike standing still, and completely off guard. He stood still pretending to be a manikin. He realized it was me and told me to put the Styrofoam blocks in their place. They deflated like balloons and I couldn't put them back. He put on the outfit from Breaking Bad, the yellow plastic apron with the mask. I was dressed as a janitor pretending to clean up. The guards came and looked at me. One of them approached me. I was starting to get scared. He said to me, "hey you!" I replied in fear, "yes?". He said, "pick that mess over there". I was relieved, the only thing left to do was for mike to get rid of the chemist. He did the job with him, the guards left thinking that he wasn't there anymore. He mixed some harsh chemicals together and killed him. He disappeared, so I had to find my way out of the place. I ran outside and I saw these long grass that bent to the right, It was great, I went to the floor and crawled and crawled until I hit this solid object. I move the grass to see what it was. I saw this guards sitting 2 feet from me. He looked around in suspicion. It was ground control. The facility they were in was circular and had cameras all around it. The guards were on constant watch. We could hear the sirens going off in the background. I tried to be calm and keep crawling.

Dream fragment 4 "The Chase": Me and my sister went to this school and they asked us a lot of questions regarding the school. I didn't agree with what they were saying so I told them what was wrong with the school, and they didn't like it. I was driving and people were trying to steal my car. My car was wanted by some people. These helicopters flew by and started shooting bullets and rockets at my car. I was running away, but the streets changed to the hallway in my house, and the helicopter turned into beautiful girl. Of course I didn't see the change, but when the scene changed everything else changed in context of. I was still in the frightened feeling and was running for my life. She got me. And for some reason I tried to get her back she got on top of this thing. I told to be careful, as I was saying that she fell. I grabbed her and she looked at me with a long pause, just like Hollywood movies. I was then greeted by my cousin in the living room, she looked at me disappointed. The girl left to go get some bed sheets. The girl was suppose to be a friend of my sisters, but in waking life, I don't know her.

Dream fragment 5 "Cool Shirt bro" : I was walking in downtown. I saw some old friends from high school, I didn't want to go over there because I haven't talked to them in a while. Some of them were in the car, they were making jokes about each other back and forth. I came and said whats up to all of them. Even to this one guy that I do know from like centuries ago I said "man its been a long time", and his friend with all these tattoos that I didn't know. I then told them to take care and left. As I was walking, I thought why were they looking at my cloth. I looked at my cloth I had the faded up hoodie that I always wear to school, but the shirt was a picture of someone meditating. It was one of the Tibetan painting and it was vibrant in color. It looked pretty cool.

Hanging out at a foster home with a bunch of young kids. They wanted to leave the custody of their parents, and I helped them. We ran along this river trail for some time to an open-air lake. Part of the experience was to dangle yourself on a wire high above and let go. I definitely had my reservations. The scenery was fantastic and I had been taking pictures earlier. I was also worried that I had left my camera in a bad place. I talked about my reservations while dangling with Amy from camp. She had a boyfriend who was making snide remarks on how cowardly I was being, but it was clear that she was into me. I went back out over the lake in a shallower section and let go.

In a group including Eric from city roots and that blonde person from cian franis. Eric was charged with hunting me and was justified for one reason or another. I took off my shirt, grasped a large floating rock, and remained stationary in the water. I guess I succeeded because he later came over and asked if I had been there the whole time. I dismounted from my rock and noticed how much it resembled a Jawa sandcrawler from star wars. There were some kids there, one of whom asked if we could watch over his sister long-term. The dad apologized for the kid's remarks. We returned to the area where Eric had received his charge to hunt me. The person who wished it hd asked that he take off my hand at the wrist. When he saw that he hadn't he became angry and insisted. I seized the "person" and wanted to punish him for such aggressive hatred. He was some sort of tin-man thing haha. This is pretty fucked up but I took him apart and poured coffee into his mouth continuously and back again from his stomach. That's how I remember it ending haha.

Fragment which contained more but I lost the details. Becky and Papa related to some celebration. The only real detail I have is helping my sister dress up with some elaborate clothing, but she laughed since her entire breast was bare. I slipped or something and grabbed it on accident. She laughed it off, and I paid close attention to the color (purple) and texture (rubbery) of her nipple and wondered if that was all genetics.

Final fragment where I saw Eric Swenson driving a car then exit the vehicle while it was still in drive. I screamed at him, but he was too slow and chill about it. I ran over and eventually pulled it to a screeching hault with park and emergency break.

we had chriwstmas on this huge estate. kyle merrigan said he was coming over and when he showed up his brought a bunch of girls.i was kidna liike fuck dude its christmas dont you people have somen to do... but they all came inm and i randomly punfhed one of themn. i told him later it was nothing personal and jsut to make an impression .


later jerry and i and calvin all put condoms hats on and there wre 2 other girls in the room and i felt really uncofortable.i tihink they were trying to have an orgy