7/30/13 Tuesday Last night bed around 1am. I figured I can try falling asleep with my Yoga Nidra CD. It's not made to make you fall asleep, but for some reason, it puts me to sleep in 10-15 min, or even less. Don't know if the narrator has hypnotic voice, or really, just mental survey of body is so relaxing. As he speaks, there are pauses, maybe 4 to 8 sec long (different places different length). And without realizing it, i fall asleep, still awake, and I'm startled awake with his voice, only to fall asleep and wake up again. I like the feeling. DR: I'm in my home town, on the street, where the long time ago burned down movie theater used to stand. A parade is suppose to start in a little while. We see the cars that look like rollercoaster seats assembling. Someone I know is suppose to be on one of them, so someone droppes off my balck backpack on the sidewalk with my camera. I'm walking there to pick it up. There are some people getting out of a bar that's right there and I'm really worried they will take my backpack. I come to it. It's my old, black backpack, all worned down, filled only half way. I look inside and my camera is there. I go back on the sidewalk, getting ready to take a picture. After it's over, I walk on the sidewalk towards where we used to live. I'm inside a house with some people I know and I'm so sad, that I have to go back. It's even worse than last time. People ask me about that and I'm just sad. I keep walking, and a child cries after me from a first floor balcony of a yellow house. I look back, but I know it would be even harder on him if I stoped or said anything to him. I think I was crying. A man and a woman that are standing with the child, I sense they are very kind and fair, but I'm not sure, they are his real parents. They tell me to wait, it's ok for us to say goodby properly. That's when I really start to cry and I appreciate they let us hug. I just hope I don't have a child in astral that misses me.
Had this dream where my doppelganger was eating the souls of tulpae. It was weird, because every time he killed a tulpa, a credit sequence (like the end of a video game) scrolled over a fractal in my vision. When I opened my eyes, I was sitting up. I didn't wake up and then sit up. I woke up from the dream IN a sitting position. No idea what it means.
Dream # 4 Lucid Dream? - YES Dream Topic - [Lucid Dream] Mad Dream Characters? Dream Plot - I don't remember when I became Lucid but when I did I found myself at my beach house, with some people that I knew, and some that I didn't. I could tell that they were mad at me so [I am really happy I was able to fly this time] I flew upstairs to try and avoid them. I went to my porch and remembered that it was just a dream so that maybe I could just make them disappear. When I tried this they just got madder and said "Tell us where it is!". I didn't know what to do so I just flew up and out onto the street. They all ran downstairs and 1 said, I can fly too. That 1 flew and started to chase after me. I tried to teleport myself to the city where I usually live, but it wouldn't work. I just kept flying away from them, now trying to teleport myself to the moon. For some reason I was scared to fly to high so I wouldn't just fly to the moon. Then somehow we were all teleported to the moon. Somehow they stopped being mad at me. We were all teleported to one of my old schools. I was actually apologizing to them because they werent real. They all got sad and started to walk down the stairs. That is when I woke up.
> I was CJ from Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas (I think) and I had a ScanGauge II or other meter in the car I drove and I saw that the battery was low so I left the car on to charge the battery, Then the car was out of gas and I got out and talked to someone about it. > I was outside the house my paternal grandmother lives in and I was trying to be a bit sneaky while cutting the grass around it with a reel mower which is not gas or electric powered. I looked into a window and saw light bulbs on. > I'm not sure if this is a dream or not but if so, It would've been on subject of my Dad's van getting lower fuel economy around Pittsburgh like it has as of late with poor gas in it. I had other dreams today but I'm not posting them here.
Updated 09-02-2013 at 12:42 AM by 61868
On a quick starting note I want to register the different approach I will be taking to my DJ. I wanted it to be about the cool adventures and accomplishments I end up having in my lucids making for a mostly entertaining reading experience, because of that I haven't been recording most of my lucids. From now on, every lucid I have will eventually be here, unless of course it involves something I'm not comfortable sharing. Moving on 30/07/2013 - DILD I was walking with another guy who like me was a shapeshifter, we were aware of a group of men following us and we decided to make a run for it. They catched up to us and grabbed the guy that was with me, he could shift into a wolf and they wanted him to run with them (similar to the concept of shifters in True Blood), they were bad news and we didn't want nothing to do with them so I told him to escape first, I would divert them and when it was time for me to go I would use my ability to loose them. I ran but they easily catched up to me everytime. At some point I faked falling and even let out a little scream to make my point more convincing. When they got down on the ground to pick me up and make their capture I quickly ran away thinking about how I would make my shift happen. I just remembered "If I stay calm, have no doubt and just move accordingly I will shift easily". In a fraction of a second I took a little jump into the air and instantly shifted into an owl, from running to flying, no breaks. I landed on the top of a building of the pretty village I was in. Due to the nature of events, I was lucid. The scenary around me had a very blue feeling and appearence to it, mostly due to all the rooftops of the many houses around being that colour. There wasn't a single soul to be seen on the streets (get it?). I decided to stabilize. I looked at my hands throughly, they looked mostly normal and along with the scenario they increased in detail and vividness as I inspected them. While I did this I was making affirmations like "Clarity now. I anchor myself to lucidity and the dream". I was satisfied with the feel and added details of the dream but I suddently started to feel like some "wind-like" force was shaking me a little bit back and forth on the top of the building, since it wasn't really windy I wondered what that could be. I would soon find out since... It was precisely 5:30 am and my alarm was waking me up to go to work. Sweet dreams!
I'm with a friend (NJ) in my work place. We go downstairs to grab a coffee. I grab some coins for the coffee machine. I get my coffee and the machine gives me back more money than it should. I take it. I look at the ground and pick two 10€ bills. I look up and there's a hole on the machine with a massive amount of 10€ bills in it. I pick some. My friend takes the rest. It's a lot of money. We knew that there was a robbery where they sabotage the machine. At first my friend doesn't want to return the money. He reconsiders it. He tells my boss he'll spend 80€ a day untill someone claims it. I stumble across a lady that owned a coffee house in my old town. She starts to ask me some questions about my job. I lose track of the dream or wake up. Don't know. I probably bored myself to death and wanted to wake up. Really.. I need to get Lucid.
Dream recall from today's nap. Go figure there were actually some repair works outside that i could hear only barely, and that managed to influence dreams to such extent... Dream 1(fragments): I was woken up by loud noise of machinery outside then i tried to fall back to sleep and there was some different weird noise. Dream 2(fragments): There was video game about war between two factions, which then turned to be some mission from AM: Air Attack, namely based on second mission but with alot of ground placed high explosives everywhere. Dream 3: I was some character in anime and there was a story about some spiritual realm, there were two anime kids and i was helping them and we were on the bridge near huge waterfall. One of us accidentally dropped bottle with some liquid, and as it broke it summoned some weird creatures that we had to fight. We all had some special powers though, one of us could summon weapons. Then we went to the city and there was some academy place where we practiced those powers, but also we were trying to figure out something. Later i discovered some dimension that was under the academy, which consisted of stairs and platforms floating in the air and was really foggy. There was some entity that was saying something about end of the world, and then it activated something and disappeared. On the way back alot of people from academy came and were blaming me for activating the of the world trigger and then we had to fight more weird creatures from earlier. Dream 4(fragments): I was at home and there were alot of some repair works outside, noise and workers that were trying to 'fix' everything. They even came into my room somehow.
July 30, 2013 All I remember from last night was my most recent dream. I think what happened was that we were all driving down to ASP in our vans. once we got there, we stayed in a room with our van too, and there were boys and girls in one room. I didn't like my room so I came to stay in Dani's room instead. Dani and I slept right next to each other and we sat and talked about boys. Hudson and Connor were in the room too (WHY ARE THEY ALWAYS IN MY DREAMS?) and at one point Hudson was like "why are /you/ staying in our room" and Dani and I were like "um because she wants to that's why" and then all I can remember after that was it was night time and we were about to put on either different clothes or pajamas. The end
Ive been getting weird dreams of this girl that I can't even see her face at all & it started to scare me & this dream lasted for 2 weeks, then now this week I have been dreaming of my last ex that I really loved or still do & i don't know if these two dreams are the same, but the thing is her & I had a very good relationship & I was her first love & so she was mine as well. We lasted for a year & broke up for a stupid lie I made before we even dated.we didn't talk for a year & the only times we would talk were for our birthdays or just sometimes have a small chat to catch up. She is a grade lower then me & in two weeks I'll be seeing her every day when school starts. To think of it I'm probably having these dreams because ill be seeing her after a year. But still could these dreams mean something at all? Please help me understand, thank you
Dream Fragment: Me and my best pal (V.) were in beautiful little town next to a beach. It's daytime. It's really vivid. For some reason I don't know or don't remember we wanted to swim to the other shore. We're trying to find a place to leave behind our stuff.. phones, wallets, etc. He starts flirting with this girls that's carrying a HUGEEEE white Wilson tennis bag. He asks her if she can keep that stuff for us. No problem. Then it starts to get blurry and confusing. I go to a little shop (maybe a bakery) and I'm trying to force this guy to give me a knife. I leave. I come back and now I want a plastic bag and some bread? We argue I leave and come back a couple more times.
So I can't remember how it started, but I remember I was living in some hilly area, and it gave me the impression of Wales. It was rainy, and I was living in some underground cave with a lot of my friends. Some of them I didn't recognise, but somehow knew they were friends. I went to a pizza shop with one of them, but on the way, my hair went white with purple streaks (I was suddenly in 3rd Person) and I was shooting lightning bolts out of my hands. My friend said something really strange that I can't remember, and ran off into the pizza shop. I was quite hungry, so I followed him, but found my parents inside the shop. I ate a BBQ pizza, and asked my parents if they saw my friend. They said he ran off through the door on the other side of the restaurant, and I went through said door, but found myself in the large training room from "The Hunger Games". Someone was trying to teach me swords, and I vaguely remember running outside after about an hour of this. I found myself outside, and it was suddenly sunny. I saw my friend, and suddenly I became lucid. I flew around, propelling myself with lightning bolts out of my hands, and realising I had no set goal, decided to go along with the dream. The scene changed, and I was in some chinatown area with someone I know. However, the setting was strange, in that it seemed to be from around 1900, and the place was a mess. The streets and houses were in disrepair and the people looked downtrodden. Suddenly, a man with a crazed look in his eye, almost as menacing as the gun in his hand spotted me and my friend. We ran away, and the street we had walked down was now a forest. My friend got hit in the leg, and I tried carrying him, but he was much bigger than me. The killer was approaching rapidly, and my friend told me to run into the forest. Inside the forest, it was like something out of the hunger games. Land mines were exploding everywhere, and I vaguely remember small, bomb shaped objects rolling around, but not exploding. I ran through the forest for a good 5 minutes, still lucid, when I found myself on a dirt track through a hilly Pine forest. It was beautiful really, but I had that knowledge you get in dreams, that explains your surroundings. I had the feeling that it was post apocalyptic, and society had broken down. My theory was confirmed when a large group approached me. They were armed, and told me the were looking everywhere for me, implying I was a member of the group. We walked about 50 metres, but some knew faction of raiders ambushed us. They captured me, and took me to their ramshackle village. I was toured around, and it seemed to be on the edge of a large canyon-esque terrain. The person leading me around was a strangely friendly woman with red hair, and after the tour she locked me in a small box for about an hour. It was terrifying really, and the whole time it looked like the walls of the box were compressing towards me. I remembered that I was dreaming, and having none of it, teleported outside the box. I ran up a set of sandstone stairs, and found myself in a dusty ring, where a chimpanzee was chained to a pole. It was swinging its arms at me, clearly agitated at my intrusion. I woke up suddenly. Having woken up, I went downstairs and had a bowl of cereal. And then I woke up again, in my bed. My mum was shouting at me to wake up, calling me a lazy ass, etc. I confronted her, and she walked away briefly, but then returned with a large cardboard box on her head. She was shouting at me, and it was hilarious. I then woke up once again, and my mum was waking me up for school. Wary that it was another false awakening, I shut my eyes, and woke up two minutes later. I am still unsure if it was a dream or not.
Dream fragment. I was watching a car from outside like I was standing on its hood. We're in my hometown. It was an English type car with the wheel on the left side. Some blond guy/kid was having driving lessons from a blond woman. She was totally hitting on him. She's almost sitting on his lap. Aparently he didn't care, or was to busy learning how to drive. I don't know any of them. Woke up. My driving instructor was also a blond middle aged woman..
Updated 07-30-2013 at 12:23 PM by 64282
I was with my friend in his car, driving around the town. We decided to stop by the V club. He tried to park a car in some garage which was under ground level. He was entering in revers but little bit fast so he crashed into doors of garage. After that dream changed to another scene, I found myself in some supermarket and there was my friends Leon in it, supposedly it went through glass and knocked out shelves and cash register. Again, scene change, this time I am in some building and there was back part of friends Leon sticking out of wall. That's all I remember...
Dear mind of mine, I would like you to stop doing that! This is the second time this week that I recalled a dream fragment, but you caused me to not write it down, and now all I recall is that there was a fragment.
I experienced sleep paralysis and some vibrations this morning. I've experienced this once before. The first time was way more intense, it was more like shaking not vibrating. The first time i was totally aware of what was happening and totally conscious. I recognized the paralysis right away and the vibrations because i had been reading about astral projection and Wake induced lucid dreaming. and i knew what i had to do in order to start my lucid session but i was too chocked basically. I was terrified of the intensity of the vibrations, it felt like i was having some sort of fit, epileptic or whatever and that put me off a bit. I felt like the more intense the vibrations got the more the paralysis took over and i paniced. I just tore myself up, i felt like if i don't get up now i will never get up. This was my biggest mistake, cause now im having a hard time inducing this state of trance. I've been reading a lot about this subject and i know now not to be afraid of the procedure. That it is perfectly normal and safe, as i see it, this is the biggest problem people have while trying to astral project or WILD. To get over the fear, and get over the separation of physical body and spirit/energy or soul or whatever. Key at this point in the procedure is to relax furhter and let the vibrations take over, try to channel the vibrations, and after a while proceed with the separation, using wich technique you prefer (the rope, the roll over ect.) This morning though i was dreaming, ( i don't really exercise reality check during day-time anymore, i used to but life intertwined ) anyway, for some reason in my dream i did a reality check by looking at my hands and noticing they were disorted so i realized i was dreaming and right away i was back on my couch were i had fallen asleep and i was vibrating and was partially paralyzed, this time i didn't get scared, i just found myself in it and relaxed and i was quite soothing after a while. Then i decided to separeta from my body (maybe rushed too fast to this point) anyway, i decided to do the roll-over-technique because i was sleeping on my side so i thought it would make more sense than the rope. but i was so paralyzed i couldn't It felt like trying to run from the bad guy in a dream and not being able to. When i start to think about it i wasn't as lucid that it had been the first time, it wasn't all that clear, maybe i wasn't as conscious as i thought i was. Maybe i was dreaming about having a sleep paralysis and vibrations? that is quite possible isn't it? why wouldn't it be? anyway, then the vibrations just passed and i moved and "woke up". So im not sure if it was a dream or an actual beginning of an astral or wild. Maybe i shouldn't dwell on it too much and just try again instead, i just felt like i had to write this down first.
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